Tired Again

I'm feeling tired again.
This time I'm tired being in a relationship.

Are guys so hard to please?
Already keep giving in till had no space to breathe.
What more do they want still?

Found a job and accused me of not working now.
Was like gave him support when he's down and jobless last time.
Now pointing fingers at me?

I'm trying and did try to get a job alright?
I've tired my best so I don't blame anyone or anything.
But hello excuse me? You think I'm like you?
You at least had an ITE cert.
Me? Shit only.
I know I'm stupid.
For goodness sake, you don't have to tell me that.

I'm not the one who wants to sleep whole day.
The medication I'm on makes me so drowsy.
It's not what I want too.
Can I just skip medication?
Fish man.

It's so difficult to humor guys.
Wasn't feeling that suffocated when I'm with SK.
He did cheated me of my money.
But at least he made me happy when I'm with him.

For the time now.
I just feel so suffocated.
Sadness is so much more than happiness.
Is happiness such a tough thing to after?

How I wish to have the courage to say.
Bye...

1 2 3

First time see this kind of doctor around in SG. Some more in Raffles medical group.
Only went to her for an injection she kpkb?
Cannot inject please explain pro-per-ly. No need to kpkb.
Her attitude so damn fucked up and rude.
Is this the right way to treat patients?
I really wonder she today PMS is it?
Never mind. Complained lor in the feedback form.

Next.
My twins cousins are going to be on a show tomorrow night.
Remember to watch okay?
Channel 8, 8.30pm, 6-3-08
Stay tune to boo jia you them.
But I think they lost. -.-

Next next.
My blog got selected by the Nuffnang team for an ad.
They sent me an email already. My first ad! ^^
Do support support a bit okay?
Click the link if you're free and do happen to pass by my blog.
Thanks very very muchie! MUACKS! LOL.

PMS

Do you ever have the feeling of not doing anything at all whole day?
You just wish to slack on your bed and hope to sleep the day away?
I'm having the feeling everyday. Currently PMS-ing.
It's a terrible feeling I tell you. You just seems don't have the energy to do anything.

Slept late last night.
Was typing resume and hopefully get myself a job I wanted.
Sent in a couple but pinning my hopes on the sales asst at Harvey Norman.
I really wish to do sales again. IT sales at west area some more.
God, please let me be chosen.
I fucking need a fucking job.

Haven't meet him for around a week.
Wondering even if the feeling will stays if we continue like this.
He's working fine at his new job at Swensen. As a chef asst.
Tough job though. He scalded his hands all times. -.-

Suddenly I just lost interest in everything.
Slowly and slowly feelings faded.
I think I really should spare some time for him, family and friends instead of just sleep my day away.
I know. I'm escaping. Escaping from reality.
Totally have no confidence even if I'm asked to an interview.

I don't know.
I just feel so tired.

My Love

MY LOVE!
KANG CHENGXI!
江承熹！

Random

Pai seh Sun Zi Ryan! Don't know what to blog for today.
Chance upon your blog and hehe, the birth of my post's today.
Sorry to have copied you. =P

Nuffnang ads. Some funny kind of thing that I've just signed on.
After years like people had already claimed lots of don't know simi sai. -_-
I think I just registered this thing for like say 1 week.
And OMG. Where did all these funny things came from?
Wth they came to my blog searching all these weird stuffs?



Okay let's see.

2 hits on this Xu Ya Fen Taiwanese Hokkien Artist YouTube. Which I believed to be searched by the same person and that stupid person came to my blog twice. When I don't even know who is this Xu Ya Fen guy or lady? -_-

2 hits on Ming Dow's birthday this year. And fuck shit! I've forgotten about my idol's birthday this year! *Screams*
Another one with just the month and date difference regarding Ming Dow again.

1 hit ??????? A 7 words song lyric which I believed it to be a Chinese song.

1 hit play free zix zax games online?! Simi sai lai eh?

1 hit each about Ming Dow and Qiao En's stuffs. Which I really blogged a lot about them previous few years.

1 hit about the famous Mas Selamat now.

LOL like no tomorrow!

PS: Ras, if there's anything bothering you, you can try talking to me perhaps? I'm not good in words but letting it out is surely a better way than hiding everything inside yourself along with you right?

Notice

Received an email from SingTel in my Singnet account.
It's regarding the wanted guy Mas Selamat.
In it were pictures attached.
Help forward the email and pictures to let more Singaporeans know.
Don't hesitate to dial 999 if you have any news about Mas Selamat.

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March :)

Yay! March liaos!
I don't know wth I'm so happy about March -_-?
LOL.

Pai seh. Didn't blog yesterday night.
Wasn't at home for the leap year.
Was out the whole night.
But maybe not used to the place. I can't sleep.
Sometimes it's good to spend a night outside.
If I don't need to spend SO MUCH!!!

These few days weren't good.
Keep having quarrels about small matters.
And he found a job already. *Envy*
Yet for me I never got asked for an interview or whatever shit at all!
Disappointed lor. What you expect me to say?

Nah. I don't like 2008 AT ALL.
It sux!
Hmph! >=(