榴莲还没掉下来！！！

我哭
我哭
我哭哭哭！

~。~


谢谢你
我爱你
政府！
LOL!

Not a good day.
Not at all.

Durian still have not fall.
Maybe not even grow yet.

Witness an accident.
My soul was gone half.
Whole night sadded by it.

And now.
Litez out everyone.

天下无不散之宴席

Goodbye.

Waiting for the durian to drop.
Waited and waited.
Pinned so much hopes on it.

But then to my surprise.
WTF!
BO DURIAN!!!
Not even a durian seed.
T_T

The durain tree is not even planted yet.
-_-

They said I'm the top sales today.
:O
*Feels shy*

Lady luck is with me at work.
Relationship is blessed too.
Except for one thing.

Family is stressing me.
I don't know how much more longer can I stand it.
The pressure from them asking me about me and him just sucks.
Esp the attitude from my father.

I don't know how to handle it.
Sandwiched between him and them.
Trying my very best to please everyone.
Somebody, teach me.

Working...

Tired...

I don't know he stress for what shit...

Quited job again...

Haiz...

Me leh?

Still ta-han-ing in progress...

好失望
我累了

I do realize that time changes everything.

Off day still.
Slacked at home.
OH!
Might be going starbucks for kopi and movie later.

Feelings had changed.
Till I don't know how to describe it.
Is it good or is it bad?

I've changed too.
:O

WORK TMR!
:(

PS: DIZZY lah.
Can't even get a day of peace at home.
#@%@&#$^@&#$*#$^#$&$#$#$^#$^#$^!!!

OFF DAY~!!!
^-^

I don't know why.
But I suddenly had this strong feeling.
I sense something big is gonna happen in my life.
Something that will change my life again.
I had this feeling that I'll meet him again after for like so long.
Which I had a mixed feeling.
I wanted to see him again.
But on the other side.
I hate the fact to see him.
Do I still miss him?
I don't know. Neither do I want to know.

Stop it! You're hurting me!

排了徊了走了 错了哭了痛了
累了倦了困了 烦了乱了冷了 都是真的
疯的想的念的 不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的 拥有的失去的 怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发宽了 你爱的音乐停了
我等着你等成了摆设

我的你的他的 好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的 酸的甜的苦的 都还记得
非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的
我心要还你了 真的不想要了 只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择

疯的想的念的 不安的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的 拥有的失去的 怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的
我心要还你了 真的不想要了 只得放了
放了...
忘了...

Sales was GREAT.
I sold 3 comps today.

Like finally...

The first time in my whole month after I stepped into HN.
Pathetic sia.
-_-

I wonder how will tomorrow be.
Sunday! HN got IT offer somemore.
HELP!

Tired si now.
Eyes closing.
z_z

My praying helps.
Today is a good day.

Sales was good.
Getting along well with colleagues too.
Fun and laughter.

Ending of work was quite fuck up.
The delivery man got my order wrong.
Customers complaining and ah bo's customer keep on giving me patterns.

But I'm still glad.
He's there to accompany me eat lunch after he knocked off work early.
Was there to fetch me off from work too.
He waited a long 1 hr for me cos I'm OT-ing.

感动-ing.

I love the effort you put on me.
Thank you. :D

PS: 3G function rocks big time!

Had a good talk with boss today.
Met him and my dearEST cousin and kai ma.

Seems things ain't as good as I think it will be.
But I will jia you de!
Will make sure everything goes smoothly from now onwards.
Won't disappoint you all k?
Will try my VERY best.

Ah bo gave me a present.
Crystal dolphin.
Was said to be able to being miracle.
Hopefully.
Thanks my dear.

Comp a little nuts recently.
Guess everything will turn out fine too.
I can't accept any more bad stuffs to fall on me.

Hope tmr will be a good day.
*Prays*

I don't know why I have not sleep at this time.
3.42AM
Most of the time at this time I'll be snoring in dreamland.
No no, not this dreamland.
The ZzZ one alright?

Getting very emo and depressed easily nowadays.
Due to work.
I admit I'm a perfectionist.
Sagittarius are lidat.
What to do?

I just blow up my temper during work today.
Throwing things all over.
Causing everyone to gan jiong all over.
Just because of a stupid careless mistake I made caused so much troubles.
I wonder how can I see the model 112 as 950?!
Is like HOW POSSIBLE CAN I DO THAT RIGHT?

Took half a day off.
Might be resting till weekends before I get back to work again.
Right now, I need to rest my mind and my soul.
And replenish all my energy back. Well from don't know where either?

You know I thought I won't think of him again. But I wonder why suddenly tonight the image of him just popped up in my mind. And to think I kinda miss him. Is first love so difficult to forget? And him. My buddy, my friend. We've lost contact now.

I'm a very easily satisfied person. But in relationships I'm not. Asking for this and that. He's already too good to me. Yet I don't know why I can't help to envy others. Thinking how good if it's me who get to enjoy all those.

But yes, god.
I'm still contented now the way it is.
Leave it this way please.

Tonight de internet connection damn lousy.
Wonder why?
Fcuk sia.

Back from work late.
VERY tired now.
But not able to sleep.
WHY?

URGH~!!!!
#@&^#$&#&#&#$@#^@#%@#%@#%

Went back company for stock take this morning.
I was yawning like hell.
Free breakfast for all.

We get busy till mid morning and slack around for the final count.
12 noon sharp knock off!
I ran off straight sia.
LOL.
My off day mah. What you expect? :D

Sleep sleep and more sleep after back from batok.
I ate the chicken foldover from mac.
Okok lah~

Time to catch my shows.
命中注定我爱你！
恶作剧2吻！

Stock take was fun!!!

When Mike announced that it's time to stop.
I was like HUH?! WHY SO EARLY?!
LOL.

Continue tomorrow morning.
Got to sleep early.
Need to reach at 7am.
OMG.

Stock take was brought forward to tomorrow night.
Guess I'm going to spend the whole night at shop.

Nothing much happened today.
I am just in a foul mood.
PMS maybe?
Was a tad fierce to everyone. =l
PS.

Tomorrow's Bryan last day.
Good for him.
I'm going to take over his phone section.

Stock take till late night.
Need to go back shop early morning again.
Luckily I'm off on Mon.
Can go back sleep after 2nd round count.

Eyelids closing now.
I wonder how I'm going to tahan tomorrow.
Help~

Weekends!

Today was fine.
Napped till noon.

Then went out with him.
Bugis OG.
Bought a purple PUMA purse.
NICE SIA! $23.90 only.
^-^

Next week's going to be busy.
Stock take.
Guess I won't have enough rest next week.
I need chicken essence!
~.~

Off day! ^-^

Had fun with the guys last night at Bryan's farewell dinner.
After work, we all went over to some dunno what ulu place.

Somewhere near CCK, Mandai and Dairy Farm?!
But I like there!
Very kampong style!

Boss and lady boss were there.
And all the IT dept ex and current colleagues.
We ate, drank, smoke, chit chat till 1 in the morning.
Then tompang their cars home.

I wonder why they can be so different at work and after work?
More this kind of makan outing please? :D

Not a good day today.
I only manage to sell 1 iPod.

And off I came home.
Took half a day mc as my stomach is giving me problems.

Went doctor after that.
Got back 8 kinds of medication and 2 days mc.
Was like?!

Kua Zhang..

My kai ma and kai ye came today.
Miss them lots lor!

Drowsy.
Time to sleep.
Although it's only 10pm.
~.~

Raining kittens and puppies today.
Don't intend to go out.

Asked bo over.
And we slacked at my house playing her epc till 3 plus.
Left to go over company for training.

More kittens and puppies on the way!
-_-
We were soaked even though we had an umbrella with us.

Walked all shops already.
The Microsoft people were not here yet.
Feel like going home.

No mood.
Kena niao like fcuk.
Off day have to go back.
No money no everything.
Still have to get niao even though not our fault.
Pui sia!

Bought a bag.
Something to cheer me up at least.
Haven't have the time to meet him.
I really wonder what will happens if this continue.

OFF DAY!! ^-^

Out with ah bo tomorrow.
Walk walk and gals talk.

Then back to company for briefing.
Simi Microsoft de meeting.

Morning?
Maybe go meet him for breakfast.
OFF DAY LAH HELP!

My favourite day of the week~

Good day everyone!
Sunday was great at work.

Laughter all over the shop floor.
Sales was great too.
I finally sold 1 lappie by myself w/o anyone's help today.
Was happy like fcuk!

Printer's day.
I chiong 4-5 today.
Yesterday's HP I earned 10+ bucks from it sia.
Incentive! ^-^

I wonder how tomorrow's going to be.
Busy day. Had to do recovery for those road show's lappies.
And then finally the day I'm waiting for!
TUESDAY! MY OFF DAY!

Tired but can't sleep tonight.
I wonder why?~

Considered an okay day for me.
Sales was alright.

Commutation was smooth again.
I've patched things up with my sis!
Thanks to dear who kay poh? I mean erm help.

Bad thing is I fell sick at night.
Sent off the shop floor at 8pm.
Reached home at 8.30pm and now.
Feel better after medication.

Hope boss won't scold me tmr. :S

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I'm sorry for causing all of you so much troubles.
:(
Deeply apologize from the bottom of my heart.

How I wish work wasn't that tough,
Wasn't that stress,
Wasn't that tiring...

My mind is empty now.
I just hope for a better day tomorrow.

Weekends =
:( ?
:) ?

Dead.
Dead dead dead dead.
AHHHHH!!!
*Screams*!!!

I'm going crazy.
Stress stress and more stress.
No time to online, no time to sleep, no time to eat, no time to rest.
No time to even go to the toilet or have a smoke.
No time to do my homework also.

This work is killing me.
Some more I really don't know there got huntu or what?
Stocks keep missing.
And we had to PAY?
Like hello? No way for me man.

How I wish I can take a break.
:(
:(
:(

GOOD! You very GOOD!
Keep it up man.
Si fudge and others.
#^$%*$&^#$&#&@$$^@$&^$@
Tricked me even. Zzz. -_-

Don't let me see you people.
I'm so going to piak you upside down.
LOL.

April fool sure will kena one.
By ger and them.
Heng work don't have.
Work was ok today.
Been busy. Just back.

Off day tomorrow again.
Busy day again.
Going for medical appt.
Hope every thing's ok.

T.T

Heart pain pain.
Went to a skin specialist today.
The bill damn chor.
Nearly 100 bucks lor!?
For a god damn clinic in JE only.
I was like OMFG?!
Money fly liao. My 3 days pay can?

T.T
Litez kena hack.
Kaoz. Si hacker. Fuck sia.
@#^&$%*$%*(#&%#%&*!!!

Haiz. Sian.
I wonder how is tomorrow going to be?
Work again. -.-