原来被你说我
贱， 不要脸，死残烂打
是那么的痛。。

自认很能忍痛。
从小什么痛都挨得过。
却原来不知世界最痛的是心痛。

累的虚脱了。。
哭的崩溃了。。
贱女人不死残烂打了。。

brand job
good location
good money
good life??
like a good boss too

not good working hours (10 hrs daily)
not good off days (1 per week)

should i go on 1st of june??

when you finding job.
you cant get one.

when you're not finding.
two of them came.

fuuuuuuuuu!!!!

one is a brand i always wanted to be in.
one is a job i wanted to be in.

walaoeh.
kill me!!

想回 IT 界难道真的要换成小公司 ？
3 大老大都没有机会了吗？

连做个 promoter 都不行？
merchandiser 也不可以？

我只想回去那个原本属于我的家。。
回家真的有那么难吗？

往我身上插一刀。一刀而已 meh？
好咯，现在所有可能都变成 mission impossible 了。

focus and enjoy the few last days.
got time shop just shop.
got time walk just walk.
dooms day is coming!

yay or nay?

JUNE
开工咯!

一天死两只龟.. 心痛极了..
对不起 mummy 不会保护你们..
愿你们两在天堂快乐些..
感谢你们这短暂的陪伴..

peaceful life this weekend.
can i have this kind of life every week?

it's been so long since i had this kind of life.
weekends were always the busiest.

now? likeaboss! =P
wanted to end this kind of life quick.
in another thought dont want also.

arghh! super mao dun!

so long never had such a great weekend already.
rest rest and more rest.
doing things and stuffs i enjoy and like.
yes lah! 明天会更好 ok!

thank you
thank you
thank you

i will not allow disappointment anymore.

今天的我终于找回了我失去已久的笑容..

maybe this is what we are seeking for after all..

平平淡淡
有无爱情都好
宁静的生活

我累了
不想再吵了

not stable not stable not stable
everyday quarrel quarrel quarrel
everyday cry cry cry
tired tired tired!!!

i wanna get a job and get out of all these fast!!
damn me.. damn life..

是我想太多？
是你太累了？
还是感觉早已不存在了？
为什么我觉得气氛怪怪的？
我真的好想努力的维持我们的感情。
我不想放弃。
因为我爱你。

lesson learn real good this time..
cried almost for a whole week..
so tired already..
dont dare already..
scared already..

bad luck is so with me this may..
GET LOST PLEASE!!

人都是贱骨头

总是往往在最后的时刻才愿意回头

我后悔了

对不起我不要你伤心难过

看见你痛苦 我比你还要辛苦

happy mummy's day
im sorry i screamed at you now.
=/

平常心面对~
我周围的家人和朋友
还有老师们都是最好的

我好爱你们~~

too tired to think anymore..
whatever you want to do go ahead..
i tried my best..
no matter what the outcome is..
i'll respect..

累了倦了..
let me live my life peacefully pls..

dear god..
i only wish for a stable job and a good bf..
am i too greedy and asking for too much??

我放弃了
不管我做了什么
你都无动于衷
我累了
给我一个理由忘记
please....

im not doing my best.
this is me.
i've changed.

yet ended up all for nothing.
it's ok. i love the new me.
you dont have to entertain me.
there's not a need to do so.

you can leave all you want.
go ahead.
it's your decision and your life.
you choose what you want.

i gave up.
this is so not me anymore.
hanging on makes me tired much!

may is a month to chiong practical..
hopefully i can tp next month..
and get my license at first try..
rf jiayou jiayou zai jiayou!!

好累。。
我快要窒息了是吗？？

MAY?
烂透了。。