I don't feel good.
Regardless heart and soul and yes health.
Feeling terrible luh.
Mum just went Malaysia and I'm sick.

But compared to me, I guess someone else isn't feeling anything better.
Brace up girl! You have our support no matter moral or strength forever.

Might be going out tomorrow for a visit.
So I MUST make myself well by the time I wake up tomorrow.
And idiot me still eat and eat non stop at this time now.
Just what the f am I doing? Trying to make myself sick more?

好累， 好难受啊~ =(

Busy playing with my new toy for the whole day.
Damn amusing how small stuff like this works so cool.
Samsung F210 muacks muacks.

Just ended a chatting session with an ex colleague.
Seems from him my old working place became a battle war place.
Cos of two new comers. I'm glad I ran fast and never got much bullets on me.
Otherwise like them. Ouch. Poor thing. He said he pity how boss insulted me last time.
But I'm the one who pity them now. Working with this kind of boss can vomit blood.

Munching on junk food again.
I've got a new favourite!


Marigold Cafe Latte Pudding! I love coffee k? ^^
And as usual not forgetting. Tada~!
My HELLO PANDA. This time chocolate flavour.


Hungry anyone? :)

Bought the phone already.
Samsung F210. Chio till buay tahan.
Too bad the function sucks.
Who asked myself need a small phone lei?
I got the red one, no purple. Sadz.
220 bucks for a phone. -_-

Next up Samsung new mp3.
I'm a Samsung supporter/fan!
YP-U4 2gb or 4gb. $129?
Of cos I want the purple!


Wonder if I should go Comex show 2008 to see see look look.
Later meet all those old colleagues. I'll be very bored.

Save save save!!!

Save save save! Upcoming plans in mind. Need to save $~


My upcoming phone. Samsung F210.
Probably by this month end. The price dropped.
Trading in this LG phone. 3rd hand phone. -_-
Need to get myself a 1st hand phone soon~


Black frame specs. Hopefully by next month end.
My degree increased and my specs frame broke for the 2nd time.
It says, time to change a new one~ 省省省！！！

My goodness! I don't know why am I doing online at this ulu hour!
Can't sleep although I had only 6 hours of sleep yesterday.
Don't know why I just love night life. Feels so peacefully relaxing.

Cousin came over today. Had such a nice chat.
Must meet up more kaes? Miss you lei~
Barbie doll barbie doll~ P/S: Inside joke

Went out in the evening.
To Bugis~ For my favourite 小笼包~
Am addicted to them since uncle Zen recommend.
Nice! Very nice! Unlike the one I taste at Bugis Junction.
The porky taste makes me feel like puking.

Ate until bloated and home-ed.
Tomorrow? Guess I'll hang a DND sign and koon whole day.
Me is pig~

I'm back to my old life.
Thinks of 2006~

Watching 偶像剧 and browsing forums.
Chasing stars and drool at their photos.
Listening to songs songs and more songs.

It's something good actually. My mind won't run wild.
Stress free and I don't have to be bothered by anything.
But this can't go on. Job hunting is still on the way.
Just that I'm keeping my steps slow and smooth.

Tomorrow will be a busy and I predict it's a great day!
I wanna get 陈乔恩's book 乔见没.
Wonder kino bookstore got anot?

P/S: Just finished my new blog template at 6am.
With some 灵感 from my cousin's blog. 谢谢你！

Congrats to AN-EVER-LASTING-DREAM for hitting the 1000 post!

Finally finished watching 命中 final episode and 珊宝妹 first episode.
The ending was not good. Not what I've expected. VERY disappointed with it.
But the continuing 珊宝妹 caught me by surprise. It was hilarious! 栋梁 rocks big!
Think I'll still continue watching it even though there's no 纪氏夫妇.

RF hates rainy days on boring weekends...
*Eats up strawberry hello panda*
NB. Machiam like cannot eat finish one.

P/S: -_- @ 三立

Had a very strange dream last night. Dream of lots of people.
There's old school mates, old friends and people which I don't know who.
Remembered I saw mei in my dream and my old schooling times.
Memories man~ Wonder how are all of them now?

Guess I missed the old times~ Emos~
If only we can go back to the past. There's really a few things I'll like to change.
Then maybe things will be different now. It won't be the same. :)

Doraemon please lend me your 时光机~
I wanna go back to the past where I used to be so carefree.
I missed the year 1996. Primary 5 school days rocks my socks.

Facebook alert!
I remembered when I started playing it. I don't like it~
Was like WTH why is it so confusing and messy compared to Friendster?
But slowly and slowly those applications starts to attract me.

First application I was addicted to was Fluff Pets.
Those times I keep racing my poor friends pets till they buay tahan. LOL!
Now I'm addicted to another pet application. Which is Pet Society.
http://www.new.facebook.com/apps/application.php?id=11609831134&b=&ref=pd_r_a

The applications I'm never bored with is Scratch And Win and Pull Tabs.
Machaim like lucky draw. Collect prizes and increase level. I like~!
http://www.new.facebook.com/apps/application.php?id=5173067945&b=&ref=pd_r_a
http://www.new.facebook.com/apps/application.php?id=12743880308&b=&ref=pd_r_a

Recently I'm quite engrossed in another application. Packrat!
Don't know why this is quite a low profile game. But then me loves it to the max!
http://www.new.facebook.com/apps/application.php?id=2431403991&b=&ref=pd_r_a

And if you're playing Habbo Hotel Singapore and by chance know of a fansite HabboLitez which exist last time. Do add these groups!
http://www.new.facebook.com/group.php?gid=23122168843
http://www.new.facebook.com/group.php?gid=21918683411

Don't know what is Facebook? I suggest you better start try it out now. Otherwise I'm afraid that you might be call suaku.
http://www.facebook.com

Disclaimer: Facebook does not give me any good stuffs for promoting this. =P

He's back.
That means no more freedom but more cash in pocket.
Is it a good or bad thing ar?

When guys are rich, learn how to squeeze them dry.
But I'm not that bad k?
I let that Guess bag fly away.
150 bucks. Crazy ladies then will buy.

Had a good meal of sushi.
I LOVE SAKAE!
Maybe they should ask me to be their 代言人~
I nice till even use the photo I snap at Sakae everywhere.
OMG! I saw something in the photo! *Points* LOL! -->

I'm. Online. Hiding. Again.
Sorry to those trying to grab hold of me and chat online.
I just don't feel like chatting today. Geez. ^-^

As what eliza said on my tag. She believes that good guys still exist.
Previously I'm dreaming, thinking that they are still good guys around.
But then now?

Almost extinct already lah! That's what I said. True what?!
Guys these days are so born with the 3 wu's. *Shakes head*
无可理喻 ， 无理取闹 ， 无可救药
TSK TSK TSK!

Demanding, controlling and unreasonable!!!
Before any guys starting pointing fingers at ladies saying they always blah blah.
Should you just take a good look at yourself and figure out what's wrong with you?

P/S: I DO NOT go around pointing fingers at ALL guys.
Just partly some of them around. Maybe 1 or 2 in this whole wide world.
One living good example is just well... you know it lah. :)

Been telling myself I should go out and have a breathe of air when he's not around.
Ended up today is the third day he's not around and I have not even step out of the house.
Blame the laziness in me. I keep dozing off to sleep whenever I lay on my bed.

Wanted to go out. But on the other hand, don't feel like going out.
Afraid that some %$&$#&#& matters might suddenly happen.
For goodness sake, won't be such a coincidence right?

Reading a girl friend's blog. She mentioned that single is so much full of freedom.
In a relationship you must seek approval in doing anything or even going out.
Was like wth. I really dislikes this kind of days. Are guys all so fuck up ish?

I remembered the days when I was young. When all was just crushes.
I had lots of crushes man! From school to friends to virtual. OMG! LOL!
Thinking of the past were really sweet and carefree. Too bad now.
Look at myself. I'm dreaming again. Fairy tale will just be a story.

I really 死猪一只!
Arranged to meet ah bor for shopping at noon.
But then I dozed off back and woke up in the evening!
Was like OMG! I feel so pai seh. I hope she don't mind me ps-ing.
*Feels ashamed*

Just woke up at 2am cos of a nightmare.
Dream of him and some blurish incident.
Shocked myself up in cold sweat.
I swear I don't want this kind of dreams again!

After dinner I dozed off back again.
Why do I feel so drowsy today? -_-
Doze and woke, doze and woke.
I need a proper sleeping schedule!

SG lost the gold medal of Olympic and got a silver.
Quite expected. But still, well done team SG!
You've done us Singaporeans proud! =D

Boring Sunday as usual.
Just finished watching 命中~
Today is the second last episode.
So hilarious and sweet can?

Stomach very bloated. BURP.
Guess I ate too much of HELLO PANDA.
*Looks at someone and EATS!*
I still had 3/4 of a tin left. Strawberry flavored.
Anyone interested?

Insomnia again. -_-
Maybe I kena fly plane twice tonight.
Disappointment. SIAN.

Scanning my computer.
Found nothing, no virus no all.
But then can someone tell me why my MSN icon changed colour?!



WTH right? GREY?!

Someone is going overseas for around a week.
I sense freedom! YES YES YES! LOL!
Happy and excited. ^-^
Planning where to go and which friends to meet.
Anyone?

Finally can have a peace of mind.
Tonight with a delighted mood, went to catch 12 Lotus midnight show.
Failed my mood. Other than those Hokkien songs are not bad.
The story line is so old drop teeth. (老掉牙)

Woke up early as I'm worried till having insomnia.
Came online but hide offline as usual. Shh k?
Wanted to get myself a new image.
Snapped short my hair and dyed a new colour.
Satisfied with the results.

Reading cousin's blog. I remembered I had the same dream with her.
I thought I can know a nice guy online and come together in life.
But then first I got was disappointment, second was hurt.
Now I don't dare to pin any more hopes. But still, JY JY!
Maybe it will be an expectation for you!

Doom or peace awaits? We shall see.

姜王爷保佑！
*双手合十，拜拜！*

P/S: OMG! 姜王爷有保佑！*双手合十*
My peace is finally back again! YES!

*Drops the big rock in my heart*

God! You're unfair do you know that? I just want a peaceful life. Is it that tough?
When everything seems just so perfect. The nightmare is back to haunt again.
First is that him, then the matter. How I regret knowing that him.
The past is back again. History of last year.

There's no sunshine over rainbow. It's all a lie!
I don't want any money. I don't want anything. You can take my life too!
I rather you take all these than give me another few months or even years of misery.
I don't know what to do. Please stop all these. Let it end.

Before everything is solve. I won't appear anywhere.
May I sleep to my death tonight. God bless him fine.

我前世造了什么孽？为何今生报应连连？
我不懂，也不想懂。 我怨！ 我恨！你！！

一个人 - 蔡依林

从皮包里抽出我们的照片
沙发要移到客厅的另一边
晚饭后你可以多抽几口香烟
已经没什么人会埋怨
晴天 阴天 今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门 没差别
一个人
到底应该睡右边或左边
两个人
连一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人
偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
你的气味还留在枕头边
一个人
我重新适应一切不方便
两个人
不一定就成全一个世界
一个人
关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线
过去那些情节
更明显
晴天 阴天 今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎样打发时间
出门或不出门 没差别
Oh~~一个人
到底应该睡右边或左边
两个人 连一次争吵都值得纪念
一个人
偶尔感到寂寞再所难免
你的气味还留在枕头边
一个人
我重新适应一切不方便
两个人 不一定就成全一个世界
一个人
关灯看见记忆的横切面
没有光线
过去那些情节
更明显
更明显

Wonder why I seems esp tired out today.
*Touches forehead* A little warm. Maybe sick.

Nothing really interest me in life. Everything seems so bored.
Wanted to be a bad gal sometimes and do something "naughty".
Eg like not going home for a night or go chiong pubs.
But I won't la. Not saying I don't dare, is I don't want.
Although I wish, but I see no point in doing that.

Looking forward to this coming Sunday.
He'll be out of town for around a week.
Finally I smell my freedom coming!
Time to date friends out and go shopping or kopi!
The air smells fresh and I can finally breathe. -_-"

Nice chatting with him online.
Although I wonder if we are friends or foe now.
But still thanks for bringing me back wonderful memories.
Although in a different identity? :)

Wasted a beautiful Sunday in bed.
If I knew night won't be going out, I won't hesitate to go out in the day.
The plan was drinking at Sunset Tarven after his work.
But it was suddenly called off cos he's tired.
Super disappointed. But never mind. Postpone it to tomorrow.

The application for marketing assistant was unsuccessful.
Disappointed again. Don't know how many disappointment I'm going to have tonight.
Out of boredom, my itchy fingers started attacking.
And kuku me accidentally deleted my sound card's driver and my speakers became mute. -_-"
Faint like nobody's business. Luckily I downloaded it back.

命中 time~ Final episode soon.

My goodness. I never notice it was this 'early' already.
And it's like I don't feel tired nor sleepy at all. -Yawns-
Just bored. Plain boring. What a holiday today.
Stoned, stoned and stoned more.

Went out at night to watch Money No Enough 2.
Good show. Won't say great but at least good.
Worth for my $9.50 movie ticket.
Next up 12 Lotus.
I :love: SG movies.

Tomorrow? Sunday. Other than 命中 nothing else interest me.
My 陈欣怡 & 纪存希，加油 k? ^^v

HAPPY 43TH NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE !

国泰民安k?
Peace! ^^v

Chatted with a person online today.
It's him. I know it's him.
Just don't know why he wants to lie.

Bombed me loads of questions.
Told me he's his friend. He's actually in prison.
But from the way he typed, I know who he is.

You don't have to lie. There's no point and no such a need.
If you insist on hiding up your identity, go ahead.
But I would said it's a good chat. After this couple of years.

The knot in my heart had untie. Thank you.
Wishing you well and here's wishing you back. Bless you.

好累啊~

Open your eyes, just say goodbye.
I wish I had the courage to say goodbye.
And welcome a big hello to freedom.

If you never did anything wrong.
Why should you fear Mr S?
你心虚了吗？

I finally saw him online in my messenger today.
First was stunned then it was damn hilarious.
I think someone accepted request without even looking.
After he saw MY name. The queen's name. :)
He ran. Blocked and removed me.
I was like LOL-ing non stop.

I truly believed he's regretting.
But it's the path he choose.
And the queen me I repeat again.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIED AND CHEATED TO ME!

Curse you Mr S.
May your life be full of shits.
Tsk tsk tsk, so many evil deeds you've done.
I pity your now and future kids for having such an ASS father.

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！！！！！
Mr Khoo，祝你好运。出门小心看车！

P/S: I don't wanna be too evil. =)

Had lots of stuffs on my mind. Just don't know how to put them across in words.
I think it's really time for me to sit down and think real hard what is best.
What is true love? Why does love feels so much like family?

I remembered it's different last time when I was with "him".
That was in 2006. Old days man.
Looking forward to meet him every time.
Waiting for his call everyday.

Now?
I lazy to bother with his calls.
I came up with loads of excuses to avoid meeting him.
Was like totally opposite. Why?

Come to think of it. Maybe it's wrong for me to go into a relationship so soon after that incident.
I still can't forget that incident. I still can't put myself to trust anyone.
And sad to say, my mind still thinks of "him" sometimes. Wondering how is he now.

Don't tell me it's after all a mistake after this 1 year.
Couldn't be right? Am I so foolish to be with someone I don't love for a year plus?
No! It's just not that right feeling. Don't know how to describe either. It's just so strange.

You can't force yourself to be with someone you don't like.
感情是不能勉强的。
I never ok! But I don't know what am I feeling or thinking now.
I need time to exercise my brain.

I dislike Sundays more and more.
It's getting so bored on weekends.
Used to like weekends. Cos it's the time for sales person to chiong.
Sales person love weekends cos they love customers and most importantly MONEY~
I missed hooking fishes. :(

Yesterday still complained in my blog that no friends jio-ed me out for movie.
Tonight got a girl friend asked me watch money not enough 2 with her.
She called at 9pm. And I was like =.='' today no midnight shows leh.
扫兴啦~!

I redo my Friendster's profile page and as usual went profile hopping.
There's something that's quite shocking to me.
Was wondering if that person still remembers my blog add not.
If yes you are and you are reading this post. PLEASE.
I want nothing more to do with you. Leave me alone.

Hungry~ Supper and 命中 time.

I don't know if it's me or people around me.
I/They seems to be drifting far away.

Wanted to get someone to accompany me to movie.
Hence took my phone, intend to call or sms someone.
End up I scroll through my whole contact list and can't find anyone available.
Sometimes I even wonder wth I had so many contacts in my list.
Don't even know if the number is still in use. =.=

Can't even find anyone for a talk or out on a shopping spree.
Was like when I was young I at least had cousins to accompany me.
Now all busy or had their own friends for company already.
Need to find company out still need to book 1 month in advance? =.=

What's wrong world?

I don't know if it's good or bad.
I just got myself a OLD new phone.
It's an old model and a really good condition 2nd hand phone.
LG KU800 3G chocolate series.

Surprising I got myself a LG phone for the first time.
Overall it looks chio. Works really alright also.
Just that mine is a 3G 2.0MP cam phone with nothing special.
Not to mention the touch pad navigation if it's considered.
Ass the touch pad. I hate it! Too sensitive sometimes while not sensitive at all always. -_-

I'm conned to get this phone for the price of $20 after trading in my old Samsung.
Not very happy of the damn cheap price I got for this phone. But not very unhappy about it either.
Overall it's just alright.

It's only a standby phone for me till I get myself a new nice phone.
Such as Nokia N series or Music Express series. Or the Samsung Ultra Edition series.
A couple of months this LG phone will stay with me.
I hope nothing kuku will goes wrong about it.

I sense a war between my group of friends.
Although I don't know what is happening or going on.
Guys relax and peace out alright?
Don't let the friendship sour.

First of Aug already.
I shall try to sleep early from now onwards.
Cos it's already the hungry ghost festival month.
Last year wasn't that good.
Hopefully this year all 顺顺利利 平平安安~

I want to watch Jack Neo's $ not enough 2.
But seems nobody's free. And no way am I watching it alone!
Accompany please? He's not free sheeshhhh.
His long working hours is drifting us apart. And I hate it~

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