been awhile. very very busy with work.
new colleague joining soon next month.
scared scared na!!
i dun really have a good impression of him.
hahahaha.

let go already!
unexpected right?
but it still feels funneh to face them.
maybe all will be over soon.

i hearts my life now.
myself myself and only myself.
YOU CAN DO IT!

forgot how many mcs have i took this month.
received a news.
dunno to be happy or sad lei.

not difficult to face them already.
able to chat and such.
i guess the storm blow over liao?

in any case.
life sucks to the max.
i have nobody but myself to depend on now.

fml.

happy birthday papa! =)

these few days are torturing.
get to know something which i hate.
and the funny thing is im the last to know.
this proves one thing.
jellyfish is indeed stupid.

and two sea creatures may not be together.
hurt and feel betray.
dun know and dun wanna know anymore.
i dun wanna care whats going on now.
too sick and tired of all these.

i feel like a fool.
猪都没我那么大只.
默默付出不求回报?
放狗屁...!!!

need time to recover from my wounds.
i hate this kind of life.
i miss my old life.
i miss my lao da too.
why is this world ever changing?
im really trying my best to adapt k.
pls dun make me suffer anymore.

just because of some misunderstand and nonsense
now the world is turning crazy
super duper 战火连连.

everyone hates to be misjudge and misunderstood k
and to add up the flame some people kpkb?
when the whole thing does not even matter to them
nor they know the person im talking about

and the most upset and disappointing thing is
i t r u s t t h e w r o n g p e r s o n a g a i n
pls do not let me be soft hearted already k
and let me wear my specs well and judge ppl

thank you very much i know myself more than others
so there's no need for you guys to judge me
im very glad i did not flare up cos of this matter
cos it's all a nonsense thing all along

btw i will not bother u anymore
i already speechless by your actions
i dumb i stupid i idiot i jellyfish k
= =

this place had become so deserted
it's a good thing too
i can pour out all my sorrows here
a secret that not many people know
and i dun wish for them to know too

sms and msn are back
drank a couple of bottles too
no more weird air in the surrounding
its great that we can talk like normal now

helping him is what ive been doing
nobody can stop mi
im caring for a good friend
and im doing all these happily

就这样默默的就好~ =)

went ttsh with cuzzie..
noe he not much blings left..
went over and fetch him to work..

just wan him to be fully fed and warm..
everything i can help i must help..
i must think of what i can do now to help..

if he suffer i rather im the one suffering lo..
hmm.. silly jellyfish.. haha..
sometimes i bth myself even also..

saw him..
finally.. after so many days..
sent him home..

im happy already..
dun expect anything in return..
all i want is you to be happy..

regardless who you are with..
i will be satisfied already..

要开心ok!

如果我变成回忆 - TANK

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

mc 好多天
为何？
只为了。。
逃避。。

逃避看见你。。
逃避你的眼神。。
我已不知不觉地更爱你。。

明知道这是个没有结果的结局。。
却硬深深的陷下去。。
我好恨我自己。。

C
S
M

F
M
L

T.T

finally IT show ended..
i collapsed.. expected.. LOL!!
but so much better after a rest today..
went to do my hair and shopping with cuzzie.. ^^

ytd night was drinking with a few bros and talking..
still i found no conclusion la..
but as what lg say.. accept and adapt lo..
what more else can i do??

what he said that day left me a deep stab in my heart liao..
sibei emo cos of him also.. cried loud loud at work..
my poor eyes.. machiam rabbit already..

sometimes i really dunno what hes thinking and what he wants..
but please just let me live in my own dreams..
your calls and sms cheers me up alot alot..
and i enjoyed looking at you smile..
so please stay happy.. =)

i sense something is not right
it seems like he and she are together
hopefully its just me thinking too much

but something is really not right lei
the timing and such
it seems that theres a show going on
or hes trying to make me jealous
which is 0.001% not possible at all

i already said
i want the answer
be it a good or bad one
please!

请你别再让我痛苦了!

trying my BEST not to miss you..
letting this few days cool me down..
hopefully everything fade away soon..

things are getting really interesting
machiam drama unriddle

me u him
what will the answer be
how will the ending be like

we shall see
let the show begin

sep is really a very fun month
=)