Thursday, June 29, 2006

Nong nong ago

Everything changed. Now I really don't want to care who is in the wrong and who is in the right. Two different stories by two different people. I really don't know who should I trust and believe. He doesn't look like the type who will lie. Neither does he. So my verdict? Leave them both alone. That's none of my business. All I care is they are both my good friends. I don't want to care about their problems. Because I don't want to landed myself into more problems. It's just as simple as that.

Is he the he we are looking for? Is he back? I noticed that he uses alot of words which he will use. The same style as him. We all are begining to forget about him. But is he back again? He tried to befriend all of us again and make us trust him? We aren't such fools now. Although I must say I sort of miss him. He's someone whom I respect last time. Sometimes I do wonder why greed can change a person so much?

My dear sisters are such innocent little girls. Taken in those big lies guys told them. They took it for honey and sweet talks and landed themselves suffering now. They think they will live happily ever after. If they really are blissful now. I won't have much to say. But now, I've got to say. You really are too silly my dear. Why should you avoid us just because he don't allow. What right does he have to control you? You are in his debt. You owe him bucks but not your life my dear. You are really too foolish not to listen to us and causing all the suffering you have now.

I'm hanging around with kiddy jeff recently. This 14 year old kid makes me straighten out my thinking. I found I had a big gap with him although I'm not too much older then him. Am I so auntie thinking? No. To me, it's only mature thinking I guess. Too mature sometimes. Maybe yes, maybe no. It's just how you see things in different side of views. The same thing might just so magically appear differently to different people.

It really doesn't matter which side you sided. Which side you are on etc. You just have to know which side you belong to. No matter where I am or which side people I'm hanging around with, they are all my friends. It doesn't harm to have more friends then foe. As long as I know where I stand. That's the most important. We do have our own choices of friends don't we? Peace is what I wanted for as long as ever. I don't wish to see two different side of friends killing each other and I ended up sandwich. Can I just have a peaceful life?

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

More you don't know about me

I have this habit of giving in since young. As a form of respect perharps. No matter if it's a senior or junior I will give in. To a senior or someone older then me, it's a form of respect. To a junior or someone younger, it's a form of li rang. (giving in) So till now. I'm still this way. Everything rang rang rang. Everything give in. Correct give, wrong also give. Should give, shouldn't give also give. To friends I will let them have whatever they like. To family are the same too. To cousins, if they like something I own, I'll give. Without much consideration. But sometimes things are not meant to give. We shouldn't just give in so easily. Don't you agree?

I had lots of hidden past which I don't wish to bring it up. Some which you won't believe. After mia-ing for so many days, I decided it's time to come back alive. Joined ah fai's clan with permission from da jie. I seek her approval before doing anything. I don't like to do anything without asking anyone's consent. I can't make up my mind by myself. I need some push and pull. And perharps a kick then I will move. Joining this clan isn't my wish at first. Actually I don't wish to get involved in any clans. But as a form of respect to a friend. I decided this is a simple thing to do that can make someone happy.

My motto has always been like this. If others is happy, I don't mind being the one suffering or what. As long those around me are happy, that's what matters. Maybe joining the clan will cheer me up too. Maybe I won't be such a loner if I mixed around with more people. Some kids even asked me if I'm closer to F or D? How should I answer this question? Both are my good friends. I wonder why? The answer should be F bah. I know him longer and better? Guess so. I trust F rather more and understands him more then I understands D. Guys are weird.

Having lots of nightmares recently. Perharps I slept too early? Nightmares of school times. Terrible horrible nightmares. Does anyone even know I got molested in my kindergarden days? That's such a nightmare to think now. To think a kid of 5 can do something like that. Wth! And those teachers give a damn care to it. I had to bear with it. Praying he won't prey on me everyday. Sickening pest. Doesn't his parents teach him? Wth! I told myself it's just a nightmare and brush it off till now. But since that, I find most of the guys are bastard. Dirty minded jerks.

Guys are indeed the worst type of humans alive. They lied, they smoke, they gamble, they played a fool, they flirt with girls, more and more. Girls will always be the victim. I admit I do smoke and drink sometimes when I'm in a foul mood. My parents didn't care much about this. They allowed me to drink or smoke because they know I won't get addicted to it. Although they are strict, they don't care about all these because they know smoking and drinking won't ruined me. It won't be a crime if you know how to control yourself. They just don't like me to go clubbing. Why? The problem lies with guys again.

I guess nobody knows that I learned dancing for like 5 or 6 years in my younger times. 1, 2, 3, 4 turn. If you see how I dance, you will know I'm not a noob in this. I gave up because my health don't allow me to over exercise myself. The greatest mistake I made is listening too much to my parents till I ruined my own future. I'm learning not to trust too much on anyone. Trusting myself is the best. At least I won't get betray by anyone. Lying me out of the room and sign the school withdraw form seems such a childish act. But it's actually done by some adults. With me banging the door and begging outside the room is the end results. And it's by a principal somemore.

How I wish it's all just a dream. At least I won't get the word I hate you for 10 years by a close friend who will never forgive me. I ask myself. Is it too late to do anything now? What will it be if I just jumped down from the 4th floor of the school building last time? I'm just a few inchs from lapping my another feet over. But in the end, I got persuaded down. Maybe it will bring shame to the idiotic principal? I guess it will. But seems I will suffer more now in return.

I don't scold vuglar, I don't smoke, I don't drink, all these doesn't mean I don't know how to. I don't do all these doesn't mean I don't know how to right? To others I might seem the guai guai type of girls, but try me, I'm not someone for you to mess with. I do scold. And mind you, it's not a mouse scolding. Trust me, it will be a lion roaring. Ask those whom I scolded before. They got a shock too. They can't believe it. You never know. And you will never know me. Friends told me before I'm easy to understand. But believe me, I'm not. You will never know what I'm thinking about deep underneth me.

The MIA game

Anyone noticed I love to play the mia game recently? I'm so hard to be found. Not contactable at all. Friends are getting worried. No worries lar, I'm really alright. Perharps, just alittle too tired le. Tired of online. So most of the time I will be on my bed blasting my mp3 lor. My sleeping time seems to be from 9pm-5pm. In between I might woke up and crawl online for just alittle while. And I'm really enjoying this. So carefree~ Don't even know I can feel so carefree in SG.

I asked myself, I'm neither a piece of ham or cheese. But why am I sandwich always? Friends of different sides tend to have arguement. And I'm stuck inbetween. Tried to be middle man but causes more friction. From school days till now. I'm still kiap by two large pieces of bread. Can I have a chance to be bread sometimes? Being sandwich isn't a good feeling at all.

Sometimes you can't apologize after you done something wrong. If can, why not try and let me slap you and say sorry afterwards? Do you think that helps? Hurt is hurt. A broken promise tends to ruin a friendship. And as always, I'm not the one who ruins this precious friendships. I kept alot of secrets deep down. Friends just love to share their stuffs with me. But when the matter is leak out, I'm the first one they suspect when I didn't even say anything at all. So, if you don't trust me, don't bother to tell me anything. I don't mind not listening to it.

Someone given me a chance to try new stuffs. He stretches his hands long and waited for me. But I just don't want to grab it and let the chance went away. Why? Because the decision I made will affect the others too. Because I have my responsibility. And I know it myself. Guys think straight. But most of the time girls will think of the aftermath and consider about the others.

Meantime, let the MIA game continues...........

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Friends? Family?

These few days I'm feeling rather tired. Tired of online. Drowsy after the medication everyday that I spent almost the whole day on my bed half dozing off. On high volume of my mp3 and blast it loud. I really enjoyed this carefree feeling that allows me to do nothing at all. Don't have to bother about anything. Just tuck myself in bed and listen to my favourite songs. Just noticed that I can't do without my mp3 now. My hp and mp3 had become part of my life.

Dream called me 4 times today. I just accept his call on the 4th time which is at midnight. The other 3? Don't want to pick up the call due to my voice. Still have not fully recovered yet. Don't even dare to talk much recently. It's the 10th day I didn't talk like a parrot liao. Dream called to apologize. Actually I knew it when I read the news that she is leaving. Darren promise me he won't do it so I know it won't be him who done that. It's dream and he feels bad to us. No worries, for me, I will respect their decision. As for the others, I hope they will too.

Talked awhile on the phone and chasing dream off to sleep soon. We talked about darren and all the others. He wonders why I knew both of them first but I didn't join them. Well, the fact is I applied both places and got picked out here. Theirs I think went into the rubbish chute. Dream told me it was darren who picked them last time and scolded him stupid for not selecting me. Otherwise, they won't have to carry such a heavy burden now. Haha. Your mistake silly guys.

Just hope our friendship mantain like this. Hope this won't cause arguements among us. I don't want to declare war to a friend. And I hope dream respect my choice and understand what I wanted just as how darren understands me. Sometimes, I really don't know who is wrong and who is right. Both are my friends. But seems I know darren more so I would prefer to trust him more.

Dream is in a bad shape now. Hope everything goes well for him. Keep me updated and don't let me worried. Unlike darren, he will. Darren will just go mia and let us worried about him for nothing. And when darren wants to do something, he will just do it for fun for awhile and dump it to the others soon. I don't want to catch the ball for him. And I don't want to be sandwich again. I'm perfectly fine here. Neither will I blame anyone for it. It's all your choice and I will respect both of my best buddies choice, no matter what they do.

Sigh, I don't want this to happen again. I won't know who to help if something happens again. I just want my peaceful life back. Friends and family, I wanted both. Am I too greedy? It's okay if you don't understand what I'm trying to say. Because this post shouldn't be understood by anyone. Don't want to pinpoint the main thing out too. So just leave me alone and let me type all these weird stuffs for the following days.

Monday, June 26, 2006

Nothing

Nothing much to update. Been busy converting all my wma songs to mp3 from 6pm till now. I just noticed I have tons of wma songs. All thanks to mei for recommending where to get the converter software. Now I guess bas da jie won't say my songs quality lousy liao. Haha. She's been asking me to change all my songs to mp3 since dunno how long ago. Finally I done it.

Hiding offline for the whole day. Feeling so unwell now. Wonder what is the problem with the medicine. Makes me feel so weird and tired and drowsy and whatever. Still got tons more stuffs un done. Help! Can someone pause the time for me?

Chatted with mei and darren ytd night. Mei creep up online at such a late time. Saying she can't sleep after watching JJ's concert! Urgh! I wanna watch too but tickets are sold out. Forced mei back to habbo for awhile. And evil me play a prank on her and shawn. Hahaha. =x

Darren came into mei's trade room and park his habbo there. Forced him onto the rollers cos was afraid he will get auto kick. See? How good am I to him? Still bully me! He's busy making his webbie again. It's nice, it's really nice. I wonder how he do all that? Couldn't chase him to sleep at 6+am. So oh well, mei and me ps him and off to bed.

Got to get busy now. Rushing for time. Rush rush rush~

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Drowsy short post

Don't wish to type too much tonight. The medicine sure is strong. 2 tablets makes me drowsy the whole day. And I had terrible chest pain due to it. Forget it. I only need to eat one day more. But seems my cough is indeed better. Suffer alittle first bah.

Fenni came over today to print her stuffs. But hahahahaha. My printer's ink ran out. LOL! Got to buy it soon. Not cheap lor. Near 60 bucks. We are planning to buy a hair dye colour. Light brown or something natural bah. But I feel like trying something special for a twist. Imagine! Wee!

I'm alone in my own world recently. Appear offline here and there. Don't want anyone to disturb. Need some time alone. Only rot in habbo and chat in panel. Maybe should find a day to go shopping. Might be going to SP on monday. If I can wake up early first. Hahahaha.

Seems mama is going to malaysia again. Next week or something. I will tag along if I'm able to go into the genting's casino. I wanna try those jackpots. Chiking! $.$ Haha. But haven 21 can anot ar? Hope can bah. I'm already 21 in year. Lol. Cheat.

I don't know my name is so popular till I search it in blogger. Wah! So many people wrote about me de ar. But some I dunno who leh. Next let me see whose name or what word should I search liao. Too bored. Sleepy but don't want to sleep. Boo. It's still early. Early sunday morning leh.

Lastly, anyone wants to accompany me out later? I'm waiting for your reply. Beep me if you want. I'm bored till I grow moulds and spider webs le. Zzz.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

My bad hair day

Today is quite a busy day. Let's start with the time I woke up which is darn early. 1pm. Eh? Considered early? To me it is. Lol! Nvm about this. Then I check my phone, saw there's a msg by bunny saying cola machine is out on habbo. OH MY GUT! Chiong up and buy. But now, after so many months, it's the first time my purse had flies in it. I'm broke, I really am.

Dilly dally with di and da jie on panel chat. Went off soon to start my busy day. Oh yea. I received the objection of organ removal card le. Seems the card's quality is better then credit card. No wonder gov rich la. LOL! Am asked to keep it. Yes yes. Provided I can still remember where I place if after so so many years next time. Hehe.

The terrible nightmare starts here. First I went to see a doc. Hmm, Doc Lim is good. He's so polite. Use ning instead of ni everytime. I was asked to take my weight. Gosh. 39.6kg! Drop so much liao. He took my pressure too. Very low was the answer. Faints. Low blood pressure again. As usual. Then after tons of questions bombed to me, I'm freed! His medication are not bad too. Very strong, but I can sense my cough is indeed getting better. But it makes me so sleepy and I'm having some side effects such as blurry mood and fast heart beating etc. That's the problem with me. I can't take westen medication.

Went to make a pair of contact lens for fun. Must wait 1 week for its arrival. Boo. So long. Meanwhile, I'm asked to exercise my eyes. Using my fingers to prey it open. Uncle says sure no problem at all. Cos I got huge eyes. Just open, pop in the lens then ta da! Eh? BIG eyes? I don't think so. My eyes are considered small to me. o.o? O.O?

Then ahaha, the nightmare began. I only wanted to trim my hair for goodness sake. But the outcome becomes short hair, and I mean VERY short. Mum was very pleased with the results, because she says I look better with short hair. Keep saying I leng zai. <-- handsome guy in canto. Faints lor. The hairstyle makes me feel so tomboy. I don't even feel like going out for the next few months. Maybe will dye or highlight it when I save enough bucks. 50 bucks leh, you think cheap? Or maybe will ask fenni to dye for me. Hai~~ My hair, my precious hair~~ T.T

End of my day. Don't want to talk to anyone tonight. Feeling so drowsy. Sleepy oh~ I saw stars everywhere above my head. Resting early tonight. Yawn!~~

Friday, June 23, 2006

FAInts

Pengz! Why suddenly so many people ask me about Darren? He's just a very good friend of mine la. A friend whom I can share my thoughts with. Pour my woes to etc. Just a friend who understands me very well. That's all. Why keep asking who he is etc? Spare me guys! Don't frighten my friend off. But I did frighten him today by saying I hate him and tell him it's just a prank. Lame me. =.=

If you wanna know who he is. I have already gave a very big hint in this post. So don't ask me anymore okay? Poor guy, he's going to NS in 4 months. I know I'm gonna miss this good friend of mine. He said he is bringing his hp in. So at least can sms and update on how he is and accompany me when I'm feeling down or bored etc. Thanks buddy! Know I can count on you.

And here's a very big thanks to our deer plato!! Thanks for the things you done for us. Nice colours! Woots! Hope editing that doesn't get you a headache. We love you our dear admin deer! RAWR me if you see the post. But don't say I'm bootlicking you hor! Otherwise I will dumped you into the cage! RAWR!

My cough isn't recovering well. Today nearly ps <-- peng san and got ''delievered'' into hospital. I thought I'm dying. Coughs! Blame it on something something. Hur. Tried dj for awhile and end up dc very soon. Cough more when I talk more. So yea. *hangs on leave sign* Back to rest now~

Thursday, June 22, 2006

3 words

Just what is the meaning of 3 words? Lots and lots of 3 words. Don't get the wrong 3 words okay? This makes me think of a song san ge zi by qiao qiao and xiao tian. A very nice song.

What is my 3 words? Simple. It's I hate you. A word I will remember for as long as I can. A very good friend of mine said it to me. This simple 3 words returns the feeling you hurt me back to me. Just what is the real meaning that lies beneath this? Can you tell me please?

I find that I'm sort of alike to darren. He loves to play mia. Me too. -_- Whenever I don't have the mood or so, I will just escape from online. Appear offline and hide everywhere till I'm feeling better. No reply msg to sms or messenger. Just plainly wants to be alone.

My cough isn't getting any better. How I wish just to slit my throat and stay mute forever. 4 days and still counting and I STILL can't talk. It's a torture to me. I'm on long leave till my throat gets better. I miss dj-ing!! T.T

I'm totally bored till went room to room to find darren. At last I caught him, playing FF. -_- He die die ask me to join him saying he will pay for me. He's stress, I am too. I went into the room and he lost. See, what a jinx I am? -_- Suay sia. This guy here keep saying he's bored. I screamed back, I mean type la. No voice scream simi? Saying you playing game leh mr? How can be bored? He is totally stunned! Nothing to argue back with me. See? At last I won. Haha. =D

But he kindna pro in nagging. Let's see. This is what I told him about my sore throat and not able to talk well in 4 days le. And his respone?

No fried food and chicken for you.
Orh.
Err, eggs can? =P
Also cannot!
Waaa, torture me! T.T
Steam fish, porridge all are good for you.
Got eat medi?
No?
Then how can get well? Eat medi!
I'm stubborn, I don't wanna eat medi!
Then I nag you till you eat.
..............................................

Okay, he wins again. Boo! Guys are good in nagging after all? Lol..

Hope my coughs gets better. Don't let me think of the 3 words anymore. Think of 3 letters instead? LOL! =P

Oops!!! Forget to greet my mommy a happy birthday!!! Mama Sheng Ri Kuai Le! I wanna plan a surprise! Anyone wants to join? Come come help meeeeeeeeee!!! :D:D

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

The other side of me

I'm coughing and coughing till I can't take it anymore. It's been tons of months since my old sickness acted up on me. I thought it will be all over, but nah, it's just my wishful thinking.

Been ill for two days. Shrunk 3 kgs and missed out the fun outing on monday. But hey, without me, they seems so much happier. Maybe my parents are right. I'm just a burden to my friends and family. Without me, it's all gonna be more fun and carefree. I'm just like a patient, an useless person to be exact. Not able to fly high, no matter how hard I tried, I will just fell, fell hardly.

I'm getting so sick of myself. Sick of my life, sick of my illness. Can you just go away, forever? Don't bother me anymore, please. 15 years and still counting, I'm already sick of you. Aren't you sick of me yet? When are you going to leave me in peace?

Still coughing madly now. Guess I will need a doc later. Don't dare to show up at Dr Neo's clinic anymore. Still remembered how I chase him after a chopper. Yes, you never read it wrongly. I chase after my family docter with a chopper. Just because he gave me the wrong medicine, and I thought he wanted to poison me or something. My mental is screwed up last time. I told ya I'm a mad person. Accept the facts. Be gladly to accept it. I'm just mad. Mentally mad.

Mom said I look like an old hag with my long hair. I'm gonna cut it short, real short. Maybe I'm just suitable to being a guy. I'm just so not a lady. I'm raise up as a guy. So yea, no dress or skirts for me now. I just hate being a girl. A sickful girl.

Danny sms me on monday asking me to go otherwise he will get bullied by the girls. I'm tired, really tired of so call taking care of those younger ones. Trying to be a selfish me. As selfish as possible. Not wanting to care about anybody's stuffs anymore. But when Darren msg me just now that he's in a bad mood. I know, I just need a good friend, so he will also be there for me whenever I'm in a bad mood too.

Coughing and coughing. When will all these sickish nightmare ends? Or I shall end it myself? Forever? Haiz.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Understanding is tough

He's back. Seems he wants to retrieve the company back. I don't like this feeling. I'm afraid this will turn us back into the old times. Can we be friends instead of foes? I know this won't affect our friendship much. But sometimes things can't be decided by ourselves.

I'm still feeling sick. Very sick. The sore throat gets worse. I can't even talk now. Can only mumble. Sneezing my nose off and coughing my lungs out. Doubt I can go to tomorrow's outing. Anyway, it's way too far for me and some of the others.

Told darren we're going to FAR east which is his place. It's been quite a long time since I went to the end of the east side. He told me that he just went for a buffet a few days ago. Frankly say, I don't wish to go to such a far side of Singapore. Hope the veune can be changed.

Accompany darren online for the whole night. He watches his soccer match while online. And I browse though my forums. I was sick and tired, but not resting. Been a long time since we both chatted mainly because he's busy. A few of us are rotting in his room. Jeffx2 and a very cute cheryl meimei. They were like saying darren and me makes a perfect couple. Darren asked them back, what is the meaning of perfect? And this topic goes on for about an hour. Can they just stopped it? He just came back, and you guys shoot him with these. It's alright if you guys don't believe we are just friends because we just are.

The saddest part is darren actually said that I'm old beacuse he wants to feel young. Blood boiling! I'm still quite angry over this with him till now. How dare he says I'm old while he's only 4 months younger then me? He's the same age as me to be exact. Stupid guy! Still keep asking if I'm alright. I told him I'm not. Because I'm already anger to death by him and that kid jeffx2. Keep pairing us up. This kid should be satisfied now when darren told him he had a gf. Save me from tons of troubles. I dislike to be matchmake at. Darren told them that even cheryl meimei don't want him of course I won't too. Haha.

Having fun with the new panel now. It's great and useful. But can't used to it yet. And two letters is laughing at me for this. You bobba! Guys are the same, no matter if it's two or three letters. They just enjoyed making fun of girls. Suddenly miss my one letter kor. He's the only one who will stand up for me when I gets bullied. Wonder how is he now. Da jie said he replied her message. I wanted to try sending him one too. But don't have the courage to do so. He seems so fake to me now. Everything is not the same.

Sometimes I wonder what is real and what is virtual. The two D are my good friends. One said the other is in the wrong while the other one said another one is in the wrong. Confused. I really don't know who should I believe. But I will prefer to trust three letters more because I know him longer and understand him.

I can even know what he wanted to try doing last night. Asking if there's any moPs around at this time. This guy here is trying to be funny again. Don't be crazy to do that unless he wants to landed himself in trouble. I stopped him for this. This account is so precious to him yet he have the thought of trashing it. But instead he tried so many funny stuffs such as using other furnis to teleport. Well, what can I said? He's just a genius. He told that's what a bored genius do. Speechless.

Got chase off by him to sleep. Keep nagging that if I don't want to sleep then go lie in bed and rest. Got told that lying is a sin. Coughs. In the end he won. He knows I won't log off unless he logs off first. So off he ran. Asking me to sleep till 5pm. Faints! He even know I slept till 5pm at most of the days. Why does my good friend understand me so well? Sometimes this is a scary feeling. What you think and what you want to do, imagine there's a someone who will know it. Gasp!

Can't believe that although I don't know julian well, he understands me too. Last night while we are off air, he told me, Fang jie. Sometimes human are strong on the outside but weak at the inside. True for me. I'm this type of humans. Such as I'm busy coughing last night till he keep asking if I'm alright. But while on air, I showed out the strong side of me. I tried hard not to cough. And act as if I'm feeling fine and goes all the way till the wee hours in the morning. Listeners don't even know I'm feeling unwell.

Listeners are asking me to try for a real dj job. And I told them I can't. Da jie agree with me too. Why? It's just because of one word. Qualitifications. And I know myself well, that I totally lack of this. No matter what I am. This one is more important then anything else.

Won't be blogging tonight I guess. I'm still into ming dao's and qiao en's news. Can you believe that ming dao kisses qiao en right on the lips on the 183 club concert yesterday night! Faints! He yelled ye tian yu! You know the difference between CPR and kiss? And smack her right on the lips! Whole stadium goes stunned and screaming! There's really something something going on between them. Admit it! Wonder what will happened next. What about tonight's concert? Will wait and see. Meanwhile. I'm taking a rest now.

So sick~

Today I'm sick. Am lazy to blog more. I had slight fever just now. Had a terrible sore throat. Plus block nose too. I'm feeling so terrible. Hate the horrible feeling. My throat is so dry and keep coughing and I still dj-ed.

Duo with alo. And it's cold~~~~ We had no topics to say cos we dj in a hurry. No mo qi. If you don't know what mo qi is, ask someone to translate. =x When we are off air, we said nothing at all. Till we on air then say some stuffs. His chinese is eh, well still not bad. I thought he won't know how to speak in chinese cos he sounds ang mo. Same with that two letters bah. Ying bu ke mao xiang. But deer's chinese as compare to alo is better alittle. These two ang mo. Haha.

Seems mon's outing is getting far far far to the east side. Alot protesting wor. Cos it's quite far for us the west siders. ECP can faint liao. Now go downtown. More faints. Hope we can decide on a place for makan that all of us are happy with. Not too far for all. A meeting later perharps? Again. Haha. Can ask two letters lead the group this time? After all he's more older then me. =x

Lastly, I'm loving my mp3! Managed to squeeze in 174 songs on 512mb. Cos most of the songs are in wma format so saves space. But not that nice as mp3 of course. The batt is okay too. Can use if for quite long. Now I can't live without my mp3 if I'm not online. I need songs and need to save up $150 back to return my mama.

Happy Father's Day! Although my dad don't wanna celebrate it. But still wishes him a fu qing jie kuai le! =D

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Thanks mama for the mp3!

I love my mama! OMGOMG! I've been waiting to buy an mp3 for like 7 or 8 months? But didn't managed to save enough money to buy it. My money's spend on my doc's fee and mama's and my tonics. I just joking and told her that I wanted an mp3 and asked her to pay for it when walking at lot 1 with kai ma. Then she said ok lor. She paid first, still need to return her the money in 3 months. Well, better then nothing isn't it? xD

Went cwp to choose an mp3 after parting with kai ma at lot 1. OMG! Did I tell you that courts's salesman sux? They are so dao! Grr! So what if you are ''Courts?'' I will scared you meh? Cannot stand those salesman so off to an electric shop at cwp lvl 4. I love the way they treat customers. So friendly. I can actually play and look around at all the mp3's. And choose them wisely and slowly after a long consider about 1+ hour? :S

Wanted to get an ipod shuffle. But seems it isn't that nice after all. It ates it's brand. I mean the price is basically on it's brand. Somemore no screen, no radio, no recorder. No anything and everything, it's just a plain old white mp3. The kind salesman recommend me a new mp3. Samsung! OMG! I love it's brand. Our whole house got like it's fridge, phoneS, tv, vcd, etc etc.

So grab it after a long consider. 512MB for $159. Don't really need a 1GB mp3. I admit it's alittle ex. But it's worth. I just need to plug in the usb, right click and send the songs into it. And it doesn't need batt! It runs on my com. Auto recharge on my cpu's usb port. There's radio and a recorder which allows you to record it straight from those radio stations. A cool blue light which acts as torchlight. And the cover is a cool black colour. Chilly cool! I'm loving it! But my problem is I don't know which songs to send over? I wanted all of my com's songs to be in it! Greedy pig! Hur. =x

I need to save tons of cash recently. Pockets are tight. Wanted to get a pink nokia 6111. The price is less then $100 after upgrading and trade in. Pink! =D But I waste all my cash on a bag. $20 wor. Find it nice at first sight. But then okay, sian half after more looks at it. =x Still must use lar. Otherwise will get bobba-ed by my mom.

I wanted to buy amy cheung's new novel and a new mouse, aqmfs and green forest's vcd, contact lens and dyed my hair like ah lian. My hair looks dyed to me. Brownish red now. Wonder why. -_- But I need more bucks. Hope to get all these done by the end of this year. 6 more months to go. I want to become a different me by this year. Not RF anymore. It's me, myself and Vera. Should get this name on my IC too. Ahaha.

Friday, June 16, 2006

Welcome back!

Mama is back from malacca, KL, Thailand, Genting. Pro hor? Go so many places. But the things she brought back was only 1 bag. Not even enough for me to eat. -_-

Mama don't remember her daughter in her twenties liao. She bought me kiddy clothes. Those with flowers and ribbons tops. And two hello kitties necklace. -_-'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' HELP!
I'm going to pass them away to others. No way am I wearing them. Faints.

Just now went kranji to pick mama up. Had a bad quarrel with papa. I argue back and yak yak yak non stop. Mama came, we both diam. Don't want to let her see we both are quarreling again. =x

Anyway, while waiting for mama, I went to shop at this fashion. Bought a sky blue jacket. Mama says it's alittle small. I feel it's okay lar. I so small size, anything also can squeeze in. I just love it. I love the price too. From $14 till $8. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY for being able to grab such a good deal. Hahahahaha! =D

Let's see what mama bought back too. Got food. Those food which I don't like. Sianz liaoz. Those eew cuttlefish. And those don't know what goreng pisang or simi de. I just grab cashew nuts, pork floss biscuits and chicken biscuits. I love those. =D

Later will be busy liao. Sianz sianz sianz. I want to sleep sleep sleep. Hahahaha. I'm a pig! And I dare to admit it! LOL! Next month is going to be busy. At last it's my turn to go overseas! Better don't fly me again! Otherwise! Grr!! :D:D

Thursday, June 15, 2006

A misunderstanding

I don't want this. Sad leh. All because of those kids. Dream sort of angry now. It's all because of a wrong info. Cos the kids promise to go sat's outing. Seems danny promise him le. Then I ask the kids lor. All heard those names they don't know de. All ps him. Dream called me to ask them to comfirm. Then hoho. I kena liao lor. He said since they don't wanna go, I must go. But I refused. Cos don't like to go out with those I don't know de. Sorry lar. I told him next time lor. But he said no more next time le. Uh oh. Zzz. My main point is. He just don't understand me lor. Not saying about anything else more. But he as my good friend just don't understand me well. Unlike darren who will understands me. Hoho.

The outing thingy changed and changed. From sat becomes mon. Somemore still not comfirmed where to go. Each have different place they want to go wor. Then got msn meeting again lor. But also no results come out from it. I lazy care le leh. I only want for the comfirmation to come right into my mouth. Then I decided to go or not to go can liao.

I don't know I still can talk so much with that guy wor. He seems okay now. Back to the old normal him we know. Hoho. Talking about the matter makes faji and me laugh like hell. He throw the blame to TS. Wakaka. Di kena. LOL! Wa piang eh. That conv got so many crows lor. Help! So lame! Should I or should I not go that outing? Wanted to drag ruben along. But he as usual is shy! So means only got that two letters guy alone? Wahahaha. He's going to get bullied by the girls which is us. Evil leh!

Lastly, I still can't get my hands on the tagboard. Help meeeeeeee!!!!!!!! So don't tag now for the moment. I can't view it. Another note. Sorry ah dream. Dui bu qi. Don't angry hor. I don't mean it. Really don't like to go. Hope you will understand me just as darren. Sorry! Ps: Please note that dream is not my bf or what so ever. He's my good friend aka di. Pengz! Don't want another misunderstanding le.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Busy like a bumble bee

Let's talk about my day today. This is the first time I on my computer for such a long time. 30+ hours waiting for the stupid BT to be done. At last it's okay just now. Rush over to open and watch and ta da! You guess it. Ming dao's new show isn't in full set yet. Only half of those episodes. Suddenly moodless. When will set 2 be out? Ps: The quality sux too. So many hours for that stupid show.

Didn't had a good night sleep recently. At last managed to catch some long zzz last night. Woken up by at a sms at 4.30pm. Reaches for my phone, wanted to reply and scold that person who send a msg to me at my sleeping time. Saw the name, goes O_O! Okay, cannot scold one wor! It's darren! Reply his msg. Cos he ask me yo, wake up le ma? So I lazy lazy reply, you woke me up by your sms lor. Crawl online to accompany him since he said he's bored. But then found that he went off due to a quarrel somehow. So I crawl away lor. Since dream said I've not enough size to roll so I crawl lor.

Darren sms or call me I won't scold one. Hahahaha. Others if wake me up will kena. Dream wanted to try that. See how I scold them when they woke me up. Try lor. If you dare first. Hahahaha. I had enough of dream's crapping liao. He's so lame! I'm feeling so cold everytime. Ar ar ar~~! Saw any crows? Don't let those droppings fall on your head.

Told da jie I asked dream to tag along for the outing. Da jie was like ??? He also kid leh. Why ask him go take care of those kids? GI can liao. COUGHS! Sorry da jie, I had to say GI cannot! He will only make those kids more playful, more worse, forget time, bo chup and all. Cos he's one big kid himself. Hahaha. Dream although young but he's mature lor. Too mature sometimes. Lol.

Habbo went around talking about the M bunny's accdient. Wonder if it's true. I got news that it's fake. To me, it's possible that it's fake. Cos there's no news report about it. And I heard some inside news from someone that it's all fake. I do hope it is. I rather want it to be just a rumour then to be true.

Passed up the MI's results today after discussing and bitching it with faji. We are so evil! Wahahaha. But hey, our comments are 'sweet' lor. >:) For us, if you deserve some good words, we will put it in for you. If not, then hurhur. Oh my! I feel like we are judging for habbo idol or something. Hahaha. Whose who then? Lol.

Seems there's another outing on sat. Still thinking should I or should I not go. I'm lazy to go. It's soooooooo far! Mama good lor. Go genting, go camara island, go thailand, go everywhere but dump me at home. It's been 2 whole weeks since I ate takeaways. The more I ate, the food gets more gross. I'm waiting for someone's treat. *hints* =D

Ok ok, computer chao ta liao. I go check forums before going to bed at 7am. Recently I kept sleeping at 7am. Hur. Jia lat oh. Oh? Today wed le. Someone is going to get it from me. Ruben!!! Don't you dare run! It's time to duo! Hurhur! I siam first in case kena whack by that guy. Lalala.

Lastly, I can't load or view my tag box recently. So don't tag for the moment. I won't be able to reply. Sorry about that and thanks.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

The outing

This is the post as requested by those who are not able to join us at the ECP's outing.

Managed to asked dream out to control the crowd. And oh my, he's really good at helping to lead the group and creating topics to talk about. Thanks buddy for your help. You really did help us a lot. Hope they let you feel welcome. No worries. We won't eat you up.

Let's start the whole story from this morning. Dream gave me a call after he went back home from the lan shop. And we chat, and chat, and chat chat chat till about 8.30am. And I doze off till I got awoken up by this sms by don't know who which I can't even remembered. Informed and last confirmation to all the people. Wash up, shower, cook maggie mee. Hurhur. And went off to JE to meet them before going to paya lebar.

First problem: Seems cm went missing and didn't join di and fudge to JE . I told di not to worry too much. Skali we go paya lebar we saw him reach there earlier then us. And the fact is, it's true. Faints!

Second problem: Justin 'over ran' his stop. Which is till don't know where I'm not sure. But at least he reach there safe and sound. Otherwise I don't know what to tell fudge. Get ysl to help jaga those few monkeys till we reach there later.

Third problem: Arrived at paya lebar. Found out that maggiemee and ah lian are at parkway. Rushes over together. Went to find them at mac. But seems the mac is opposite parkway and not inside. So walk opposite again. Crossing the traffic light for like countless time.

Fourth problem: The two letter guy is pissed off because we let him wait 1 hour at ECP's mac. Had to apologize like crazy afraid he will blow up. Luckily he didn't. Walk straight over quick, grab a chair next to him, sat down and asked him to chill and pardon us for being late. All of us are afraid of his temper. He said that he's a little angry. Only a little. So lucky. If very angry then hurhur.

During all these, my hp rings non stop. Smses and calls are endless. I reply till my fingers are jelly. And comfirm till I'm blured and pissed too. I actually screamed at the top of my lungs to those monkeys. I don't get angry doesn't mean I won't get angry. My temper is much more worse then that two letter guy. I had to keep asking fudge to kill me please. I can't stand it anymore. The sun, the sweat, everything about ECP. I want air con and peaceness.

Went over to the bowling alley. Sat there and waited for dream. He's considered cute and nice to our group. Glad to hear this. Seems he's more popular then the always very popular two letter guy. Hahaha. I'm kidding. Don't murder me please.

The lanes in bowling alley are full. So the guys went to arcade. And some went cycling. I rotted awhile there with dream and we went mac later mainly because my tummy is screaming for food. Don't really like fast food. But asked dream to order a burger and a bottle of water for me. Cold water! OMG! What I need in this weather. Was forced to ate those curly fries which I found that it had a chao ta taste? Not to my liking. Dream was saying I ate way too slow. What to do? I had so many smses and calls asking me where we are and more.

Suddenly all came over in awhile. And the mac turns into a market. Went in and out of mac for countless time. Just because dream wants to smoke. His chio bu young god sis who came over later smokes too. Don't smoke so much. It isn't good for health. Don't go and complain that I'm nagging again. It's for your own good.

I keep getting suan and anger by dream. His suan-ing skills are pro. Tease me about Darren. Tease for all I care. Don't believe we are just friends then forget it. I'm lazy to explain more. The groups went to cycle and roller blade again and again till I don't even know who are not with us. I'm so confused.

Slams my hand on the table till my finger got a black bruise. Dream helped me to rub my stupid swollen finger hoping it will be better. It did help. For sure of course. You don't know what strength he uses! Pain! Ouch! Die die must stand the pain and don't scream if not will get nagged again. Then somemore two letters keep giggling beside me. Faints! My finger still hurts a lot now. But know you guys wanted this post.

Told myself I'm not talking to him because I sort of dislike him. In the end. Still had to talk because of some stuffs. But I wonder why he always laughs when he saw me scold the younger ones. Very funny? Faints! Who asked you don't want to help? Will only act blur everytime. Well, maybe, it's all a misunderstood? He's not a bad person. Oh well.

Some of us left early. We went over to bedok to makan later. Wanted to go home first because I'm not feeling very well. But dream keep jiejie here and jiejie there. And I got dragged into the bus by the two famous monkeys. So no choice. I followed them to bedok. Had some food before we went home. Dream suddenly talked a lot. And what he said makes sense. Seems the group enjoyed going out with him. He leave a good impression to the others. Scared me. I still thought they won't welcome him. What he said is true. This isn't a pixel world anymore. We all are real life friends.

The day end when all of us went to board the train. We are still fooling on the train and giggling non stop. Endless fun. Danny joined in too. Dream counts that it's cheaper way a lot to go home by train instead of cab. I immediently rushes over to the mrt station upon hearing this. He said that he will call me later. But I got an aeroplane again. It's okay. I'm already very glad you came to join us, helped and accompany me for the whole day. Thanks again buddy. Remember your treat okay? Swensens!

My dears, you might find me fierce. But I just want to make sure all are safe and don't play till overboard. Dream said that all of you are old enough to take care of yourself, but I still can't help worrying. He says that I'm over mama's type. I can only say all these are for your own good. As someone older, I got to be strict sometimes. And we the older ones need to be responsible for all your doings since we are the one who bring you people out. Lastly, hope you guys enjoyed yourself and had a great time today.

Monday, June 12, 2006

Nanny + Naggy = N&N

I don't want lar! What N&N! I'm lazy to go to the outing later. To tend those younger ones and look after them. Will be worried if I left them alone. I have to wake up at such an early time. Noon considered early? Yes it is! To me it is! I had to sleep late tonight. And I dobut I can wake up so early. I need a noon call!

Note down the going list. Imform them. Arrange where to meet. Thinking what to bring. What standby plans etc. Jiali said that I always settle all these. Haha. I told her because I'm the oldest and most free of all. And I have almost all their contacts. So I'm the message lady. Lol.

Seems they're going to ECP because we kena PS by rice. And it's so far again! I want to sleep. I hate the sun. But I love to bowl. Lol. Didn't strike for a long time. I didn't even went bowling for a few years. Skills will sure to turn rusty. Going long kang will be my hobby I guess. Lol.

But I have not comfirm to them about it. There's still some stuffs for me to settle. Don't know since when I'm busy again. Didn't even get to rest since I come back from Malacca. Say tonight, I got 5 orange windows popping out the moment I logged into messenger. Most of them are asking about the outing and litez stuffs.

My computer will blast soon. It's too heavy with all those videos. Somemore there's ming dao new show to be watched. 2+ GB. But it will be worth. I'm waiting for it's disc to be available. Wonder till when then it will be released?

Updating more tomorrow. Just hope I will join them. My hobby is flying aeroplane. So I might just say no to the outing at the last minute. Haha. See first bah. That's what I always said. Keke.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Me and my phones

Browsing Nokia's webpage now. Seems the 'upgrading phone' exercise is so in now. Of course I had to follow the trend. My Nokia 6101 is driving me nuts. It's only 1 year old and started giving me problems. Seems this is the phone I used longest.

Let's count how many phone I had before.

1) Nokia 3310 (Contract $100++)

2) Nokia 3315 (No Contract $178++)

3) Nokia 8250 (Contract $98++)

4) Nokia 6610 (No Contract $400++)

5) Nokia 7250I (No Contract $650++)

6) Nokia 7260 (No Contract $480++)

7) Nokia 6101 (No contract $200++)

And the non Nokia brand.

8) Samsung C100 (Contract $100++)

9) Samsung X430 (Contract $128++)

10) Funai 66 (Contract $178++)

Gasp! A whole 10 phones in total in 6 years. Just look at the amount total up! OMG! I can't believe it! *faints*

We had two hp lines. And one prepaid. Now I'm currently using Nokia 6101, dad is using Samsung C100 and mum is using Samsung X430. Both of them loves Samsung phone. Spare me. I can't! I can't get used to Samsung phones! I admit I'm a Nokia freak. xD

Really wonder where I dig the money out to buy those phones last time. How I managed to save so much bucks up to buy the phones? Some I traded it in for quite high amount. Maybe that's why I can save quite alot.

The shortest phone life is Nokia 7260 which I used for like not even 3 months and trade in away for about $300. My parents are nagging that I spend alot on phone while others are like buying and selling it to earn extra cash.

Sort of regret it now. I've spend more then 2000 bucks on phone alone. And now no choice, I had to change a new one soon. This phone of mine is giving me tons of problems. No sound, auto shut off, will kena you electric or battery shock ar? Lol. And the repair fees is like around $100++ I rather go and sign a contract and buy one cheap phone. It will be more worth.

Listening to MI's clips now. Cool wor. Some really got potential. Really thanks alo for letting me step a foot in and be MI's judge. Btw, did I tell you I bought a pretty cheap blue handbag for only $6 at the pasar malam? I don't like pink. It's too girlish. Blue's much more better.

I really wonder how the eLitez found their way here? Hmm.. Tell me leh? I only know how to search in friendster and added alot in. How to search blogger? By those links? Or searching by litez? Haha.

Sunday morning rocks! I'm awaiting for aqmfs later. Need my beauty sleep early. I actually slept at 9am after I finished the MI stuffs ytd. Faints. Still got tons of matters to report to bas. So I'll end here then.

Pss.. Should I go to the outing on monday? Still considering.. Hmm..

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Always there for you

"Don't treat me so good, I will like you de."

This is what he told me when he's out of love last time and I comfort him, my best buddy.

My answer?

"Don't want me to treat you so good then you promise not to think about it and cheer up lar."

"Thanks for pei wo. I will be fine soon."

Buddy, promise me that you will stay happy and cheerful. I can't pei (accompany) you always when you are feeling down. You need to kao ni zi ji. Stand up by yourself okay?

I don't want to see a bittergourd face buddy, I only want to hear your laughters.

No matter what, I will always be there for you. I will be there to pei ni, an wei ni. Quietly by your side. Mo mo de give you moral support. Remember when you need me to talk to, feel free to give me a msg or call.

Take care my friend. Hope you will be alright soon.

Friday, June 09, 2006

Tough to understand

Blogger hung on me quite often. I can't blog freely. In the end. I get tired of blogging. So won't be updating much as always now.

As usual, I woke up late and crawl online late. Evening is spent on watching television. Did I tell you that Lu Guang Sen Lin is a wonderful show? It's actually the show before aqmfs. And it's excellent. I can be sure that yanyan acts way more better then qiaoqiao. And those male actors are shuai too.

I fell in love with the music pieces too. It's a show regarding music so you can be sure that those piano and volin pieces in the soundtrack are of top grade too. Not forgetting to mention that Sweety's new album is going to be released at end of june. I got their newest song hua yan qiao yu. It's not a bad song. But if you're going to compare it to ying hua cao, I still prefer the soothing ying hua cao.

Getting myself very hooked on taiwan forums, shows and other stuffs. Got the news that qiao en is going to be in the same show as shao wei. At last there's a show for qiao en. But heard the news isn't comfirm yet by sun zhong. Hope all goes well for her.

My side didn't went well. Mama called to say she will only be back on monday. When I told her karen jie asked her to go take care of ah po at the end of june she was not very willing. Asking if there's other way. Seems mama is going to ''camera island'' (if you get where I mean) in july. Cool man. Keep going for holiday and dump me alone at home.

Fenni came over today. And we are as usual, busy watching aqmfs, munching snacks and printing her school stuffs. The show is going to end in another 4 more episodes. I can't wait! But the show after it is wei xiao pasta by cyndi and zhang dong liang. Don't really like it. Maybe won't be watching. There's no ming dao in it! Haha.

Darren gave me a call at night which shocked me. Papa was like wah? Who called? And keep walking closer to hear. Faints! Seems he isn't in a good mood again. Whenever he's feeling down, he will call me or ask me to call him for a chat. Buddy, hope you will feel better in a few days. The darren I know don't have a bittergourd face.

He was shocked too when I told him I went out with D last week. I had to explain that we are not dating. Help! J mei came along with us too. Don't be mistaken. And to friends out there. If you know who darren which is my best buddy is. Don't go around spreading our relationship anymore. It doesn't help. I told you clearly that we are only good friends. Nothing else more. Why can't you guys understand? It's hard for me to ask him back to join us. So don't you go scared him off. Make him feel welcome again alright?

Wonder why a girl and a guy can't be good friends? Anything wrong with that? Can they only be couple and not friends if they are of different gender? I don't see anything wrong with being good friends. But some don't understand why we can be such great friends although we never met each other before. The answer is, we understand and respect each other. Fate let us be friends. It's not easy. So cherish and treasure all the friendships.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

5 days Malacca trip's summary

I'm just back from Malacca on tuesday's noon. Now presenting the long awaiting old grandmother stories of my Malacca's trip

Friday 2/6 aka the bad day

Didn't sleep the whole night. Chatting on skype helps me to stay awake. Pack my bags, yes, it's bags! I bring two to Malacca. One for food, another for clothes. Done the housework chores, makan and nap awhile. Got awoken by godma's call asking if I'm going to JB to meet Karen jie. In the end, comfirmed about it. End up tompang twin's car to Kulai and they returned back to SG with Jiaqi. Jiayi and me followed Jie to Malacca.

In Kulai: Wah piang eh! Can die man! Imagine 8 kids chasing and running after you pulling your clothes and hanging on your legs like a kolar bear. WO DE MA! Cannot tahan. Esp the two youngest one which I called them da huai dan and xiao huai dan. Arms kena pinch till bleeding and black bruise. One time = Scared liao. Next time go Kulai better wear armour first.

It's the first time I ate Hakka lei cha rice. The dishes mainly consists of LOTS of mixed vegetables and the tea. Those diced vegetables are still alright. But the tea is terrible, horrible and unswollenable. <--- Got this phrase? Lol. But overall, it's still not bad. I would like to try hakka's yong tau fu and abacus seeds next time.

Saturday 3/6 aka the fruitful day

The only thing I can remembered is I slept till noon till I got woken up by the Sims family. Not the game Sims family lar? It's my cousins. Their surname is Sim. One night of sleepless night = jia lat. Sleep throughout the whole day also cannot recover all the strength and energy lost. Became a panda liao. Dark rings under my eyes plus BIG eye bags.

Went Jonker Walk aka Ji Chang Jie aka Chi Cheong Gai at night. It's crowded like siao! I don't know Malaysians are kiasu too. Can only see people but not the stalls. And we had like 8 people in our group. All had to tag along closely, otherwise sure will get lost. Bought lots of food! Curry fishballs! My favourite! And honeydew flavoured ding ding candy.

Cousin Lorraine's bf is so nice to her lor. Help! She kena stuck in the toilet because the door lock is spoilt. And she's anxious till about to cry out soon. Her bear bear bf rushes over and comfort her. Trying to break the door down. Luckily, she managed to open it after awhile. Phew.

I nearly got a heart attack when ah loon and karen jie talked about girls and guys. Jie told us about a handsome guy in her area. And ah loon goes, "Jie, you les go look and jio guys for what?" Coughs lor! Help! No eyes see liao. Luckily jie didn't take it to heart. *scatters off*

Sunday 4/6 aka the big day

We got an aeroplane again! From by as usual our big uncle lor. Don't you knows he owns the airport? Stupid! Ah po is so sad upon learning that he won't be coming. So continue without him lor. What else? What to do? At least mama is not that unhappy liao when I cheer her up with the gold necklace I brought her as a birthday present.

The food were tasty. We had fun. For 1 hour only. Then all left preparing to go home and the house is emtpy again. Sian. Help to clear up while licking my lips still thinking of the delicous chocolate ice cream cake we ate earlier. Wonder where they get it from? It's stored at Karen jie father's house. No wonder they say bake what chocolate cake. I thought it's that ****! LOL!

Night was spend watching tv with ah loon and miyan and the others. Bitching on those taiwan variety shows and laughing till our tummy hurts. Suddenly after so many days, even without mama and computer, I actually don't feel bored there and neither did I scream that I wanted to go home. Even Kelvin kor suans me about this and kena bish by miyan.

Monday 5/6 aka the last day

Had some sad feelings that we'd be going back on tuesday morning. The first time ever I actually miss Malacca. Was expected to go home on monday but something crop up so the trip was extended. Spend most of my time mapling. I'm falling in love with maple. Mainly because I can't play habbo there.

Chat with Fran on maple. He was kind of shock, or very shock? When he saw me in maple. Talked about having a conf when suddenly he discovered that I'm in Malacca! Silly boy! In the end, he want to ps me and conf without me. How dare you! Bad di! LOL. Told him I'd be going to SP to boo him somedays and ask him to show me how SP is like.

Chiong whole night on computer! Cannot afford to sleep. Otherwise I won't be able to wake up on time which is 5am. Snatch the computer to the middle room and chatted online with justin, ah lian, ikia and kewl. Thanks to you guys for helping me to pass my boring time. Jiayi and ah loon cannot take it and went to find zhou gong play chess liao.

Tuesday 6/6 aka liu liu bu shun day

Rain and more rain. Think Korean idol meh? Wonder why when I'm out, there's sure to be rain. Stopped at Aunty Ann's house at JB. Her house DAMN big lor! With 3 cutey doggies gougou?, bobo and baby. Played with the dogs for awhile while waiting for the rain to stop. They're so friendly! Won't bite and very guai. And I get along very well with dogs. Keke. Aunty Ann's a nice lady. First time met her leh.

Came back home and sleep, sleep, sleep. Home is still the best! Home sweet home! But I do miss Malacca now. I miss my Malaysian family and mama. She's not sure when she'd be back. It's time she went for a long holiday too. So oh well.

I need my beauty sleep again liao! Hurhur!

Monday, June 05, 2006

Going back soon

Going back to SG tomorrow. Suddenly I miss Malacca! So fun here. All the laughters and all. But don't worry, I'd be back soon! Keke!

Applied for leave till wed. So I'd rest one day before starting work. Alot of stuffs to clear. The judging, the this and that. HELP! I can't wait to hear the voices! Haha.

A short update. I'm going to be busy when I'm back in SG. Malacca smells of freedom. Nvm lar, just give myself a break and applied for leave sometimes to come back to Malacca lor. But I guess I'd miss the food more. LOL.

Haven eat dinner oh. Lazy eat. House is so empty now. And oh yea. Better get my butt out of the chair, need to cook later. Busy like a bee~! Lastly,

Happy Birthday Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa! One year old liao. I'm going to watch it later on Astro. Wee~~!!

Sunday, June 04, 2006

I miss home!!

Suddenly I'm so bored. Everyone gone home. Left the few of us. The crowded house become empty again. Kor just pass his computer to let me use. Ah po seems so bored now. We couldn't perusade Lorraine and ah hock to stay here till tmr. Sadz. Feels so lonely here. Getting my hands on the household chores to make myself not so sianz now.

Mama's birthday party is great. Although we got an aeroplane again. Don't you know our uncle owns the airport? Lol. Ah po was so sad when she heard that. Sigh. The food is great too. But my stomach is only half full. Kakakaka..

Headache after facing the LCD screen for so long. Think I need to sleep again. I miss my computer lots. But won't be back soon. Sian arh!! Kill me please! If only there's more company here. Hope there's time for shopping tonight.

Buzz off liao. I miss home and my mama!!

Saturday, June 03, 2006

I miss you guys!

I just pop by to say

I miss you people!

Don't be surprised to see me blogging here. I just managed to get my hands on the very difficult to type de keyboard and de very jek ark computer. LOL!

Really de lor. Cos Malacca very jia lat. Computer cannot habbo. Lucky still can go litez. And I need to extend my leave in litez. Going to be back later. Say tue or wed? Ahh!! I suddenly miss my computer very much! Plus my handphone is making me blow up. Keep giving me problems.

It's getting more and more crowded over here. I won't be able to online much now. So take care my dears. I will be back soon, next week lor. Anything to inform me, reach me by my hp.

Pop by kulai yesterday, the most horrible nightmare in my life. I don't even know I will get bullied by kids age 3-4. Wah!!! All of us kena till very jia lat. Black bruise and bleeding. Coughs! Once scared liao. Don't dare to go already. LOL!

Going offs now. Hohoho! Must miss me hor. Tag if you miss me! *evil grin*

Friday, June 02, 2006

Unusual me blogging the unusual way

I'm pissed with blogger. You go and ask them how angry I am. Keep scolding blogger while I'm on skype. It ate up my post! What the siao lor! Had to retype this at a late time afraid of being said my typing is too loud just after I ended my skype conf. Lol.

We're discussing stuffs. Important stuffs. I don't believe we can't track HIM down. If YOU are reading this, don't think YOU can avoid us any longer. Shock to discover YOUR tracks today. If YOU think avoiding is a good choice, then go ahead, I don't mind. I'd see how long YOUR liang xin can stand it. (Someone translate liang xin for me, I have non chinese in my blog.)

Don't say about it anymore. I don't think SOMEONE even remembered saying that HE won't let anyone make me sad and hurt. And HE HIMSELF did it. Although I'm not the victim, YOU still hurt me. Make use of our trust. And I had to sweep all the leftovers for YOU. If YOU are a guy, own up and don't go sneaking and hinting us with those craps. Enough said.

Not planning to sleep tonight. It's late. I'm sure I won't be able to wake up later in time. Help lor! Will see about it. I still need to settle my stuffs and there are so many things more waiting to be done. I still have not pack yet lor. HELP! Wonder why, whenever I goes to Malaysia, It's like the whole habbo will know that. =.='''

Went out with J and D today. Chio bu and yan dao. Lol. Very nice spaghetti I had for dinner. Thanks D for the dinner. It's the second time I had spaghetti and it's better then the suntec one. The sauce is just right to my liking. Yes, your dinner isn't wasted after all. Lol.

They're cute lor. Keep forcing me to eat. J even says if I don't eat, she won't too. Help lor! I will eat, don't worry about it. I'm famous for my makan queen nick. Lol. Wonder why when I had dinner with friends, they will just stuff the food non stop to me. Or force me to eat more. Korkors and jiejies done that, didis and meimeis done that too. Help! =.='''

Anyway, I had a great time today. Don't make me miss SG more lor! Help! Or should I say this instead? Don't miss me wor? *flying eggs all over* *siams first*

Eh! Wait! *sudden brack* Take care my friends! Must miss me wor!

*ouch* I kena a rotten egg.

Siams liao lar. T.T

Thursday, June 01, 2006

The weird side of everything

Cheers for june to be arrived! Cheers for aqmfs's vcd to be released in SG. At long last. Not as ex as I think it will be. But guess it's 3 sets as usual. Sianz. Now I can only tell you I'm feeling so sleepy till I can't type well. Imagine sleeping at 8am and got dragged up at 10am. Only 2 hours of sleep, I'm already very relieved my black eyes didn't appear. I got to sleep early tonight. Going to sinseh there early tomorrow.

Bought back tons of stuffs. 3 bags full of groceries which spend me around 30 bucks. I'm so tired now after carrying the heavy bags. Di asked me to buy the whole supermarket home. Think di and bell buay tahan liao. Went with them to bpp to pass di some stuff. Both of them are like, okay, I got no comments about it. Spare me. Yar lar, I'm shopping queen. Pai seh ar. But the amount is excluding the top secret stuff which cost 60 bucks. Can't tell you what that's lar. If not leak out = dead.

I've already taken leave in litez for 4 days. Hope it's enough. Actually don't intend to go malacca on friday to monday, but yes, you guess it. I got dragged in by my cousin kelvin ah kor as usual.

He seems funny today. Wonder if he caught a fever again? First time saw him so sticky and kiddy. But cute. Lol. He asked if I'm going to malacca this week. Didn't comfirmed at first but due to his persuading, I agree. He pro lor. Say the whole computer let me use and pay me the 10 bucks he owe me long time ago. And he's chao deh. Keep saying what I'm a crybaby last time now no more. Totally different after I had more friends, changed alot and he's happy with it. But the bad point is I neglect him. Eh kor? He's jealous about this? This kor ar, what's wrong? Really making me worried. Call me meimei, xiaomei, biaomei? Coughs? I better go and visit him.

Kor says will take leave and celebrate my birthday if I had a party this end of the year! Yay! Kor's the best! What he said isn't wrong too, I should go and celebrate mama's birthday for her. Kor, I listen to you lar, just hope I won't fly you again this time. Kor asked me if I had a bf? Coughs! The whole family is waiting to marry me off. Help lor! And oh yah, I forget to scold him, changed hp no also don't bother to tell me. Luckily, I'm smart to have asked him. Btw, did I forget to mention that my kor looks like Desmond Koh? Another Xu Zhen Rong! But as he grows older, he's getting more and more not alike le. Sadz.

Waiting for the staff awards now. Wonder who will win it this month? It's a tough battle. All the staffs done great. Lastly, don't miss me when I'm not in SG. Harhar~~!!

I'm already missing my dear mama (her food), my dear korkor, my dear popo, my dear aunt etc. I wish to go to malacca asap lor. (For the food you mean?) =.=''' Oh well, forget it then.