Went to meet simon at cwp and went to my doctor's there. Doc gave me this weird look when she saw me with simon. But didn't ask me anything more. Only went out for a couple of hours only. Then got ''forced'' home by mickey mouse saying I should keep my ma company more. So went home for dinner after buying the fragrance which I longed for a long time. At last ma let me bought it! Adidas Tropical Passion! Cost me 20 bucks but worth it. I love the light smell. Not too strong and smells of fruit. Exact to say it smells of papaya? LOL!
I don't even know what day is it today . The company jie worked at called me. Asking me if I want to work there or not. Need admins or what so ever. But I rejected the job offer. Then walked outside causeway and bumped into two guys doing survey. Asked for my no and asked if I'm single?! Wth? Since they're from jie's company. Just ''ying chou ying chou'' awhile. They just want to sell me their company's insurance. As if who don't know?
Conference tonight again. With the usual gang. Ger as usual called in awhile and ps us. Plus tonight got such a cute darling talking with us. Coz asked joanne mei to call in and chat. But end up is her di who chatted with us more. Such a cute 5 years old kid! OMG! SO CUTE! Even mei and francis said he's cute and chatted with him alot.
How I wished I had a bro who is so cute too! Yan yan's so cute! You know hor. When you're young, you told your mom that you wish to have a di or mei, she would said I bore you one lor. But when you grow older, you said this to your mom, she would said go find a husband and go have a baby yourself lar. Wa lao eh. Win liao lor. Moms are always so ''cute'' hor?
Blur me hurt my hand today. Had a cut when I went to the washroom. Got slash at the toilet paper container? Lidat also can? Made mickey mouse so gan jiong. Chiong to buy plaster for me. Somemore it's mickey mouse's plaster. -_-'' Then I let my ma scold when I reached home. Saying that I'm so careless. Made him ran here ran there. And say what I forced him out? Where got? I'm not so evil. Innocent! I'm jealous. Everyone's siding him. LOL!
Sunday which is tmr might be going to msia again. Tonight is the last night that I can stay up so late. Tmr need to sleep early in order to wake up early. Lame! -_-'' Now still talking on phone. We're all going off in a min. Buay tahan liao. The silly mickey mouse just reached home. Thought what happened to him just now. Worried lor. Never reply my msg. But seems he lost his phone. A 3G phone somemore! There, told you. He's silly and blur. Ahahah! Offs to bed. Damn sleepy.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
Computer tip
Here's something very useful to share. Just learned this small tip online and it's really very helpful in clearing all those rubbish temp doc in your drive C. It lets your computer becomes more ''slimmer''. Not a virus. If it's virus you can murder me. It's just a MS-DOS program.
It helps to clear exp *.tmp , *._mp , *.log , *.gid , *.chk , *.old , *.bak , files etc. My drive C increase from 32.8 GB to 33.0 GB after clearing. And I just reformat it not more than 2 months ago. Which means within 2 months I've stored so many junks in my computer. Try and you'll believe it. I'm not kidding you. Less than 1 min and your computer is confirm able to run faster.
1) Go to start --> All programs --> Accessories --> Notepad
2) Copy this whole chunk of stuff and paste it in your notepad.
del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.tmp del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*._mp del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.log del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.gid del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.chk del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.old del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\recycled\*.* del /f /s /q %windir%\*.bak del /f /s /q %windir%\prefetch\*.* rd /s /q %windir%\temp & md %windir%\temp del /f /q %userprofile%\cookies\*.* del /f /q %userprofile%\recent\*.* del /f /s /q "%userprofile%\Local Settings\Temporary Internet Files\*.*" del /f /s /q "%userprofile%\Local Settings\Temp\*.*" del /f /s /q "%userprofile%\recent\*.*"
3) Save as ALL FILES , named it as LJ.bat , stored it in your desktop to make it more easier.
Important: Remember you must store it as .bat file. LJ simply stands for La Ji aka rubbish. You may use another name for it. But do not change the .bat otherwise it won't work!
4) Simply go to where you store the file exp desktop and double click it then let the program run. It will auto clear all unwanted files for you. And volia! You will actually find your drive C much more ''slimmer'' than before. Save it and use it anytime exp a couple of months or when you find that your computer is running too slow.
Hope this is helpful and did clear all those unwanted junk files from your computer.
PS: I can't believe that the next san li idol drama ai qing jing ji yue's cast is so lousy. Xu Shao Yang (30) + Alex Toh!? (44!!) + Lara (19??) from nan quan mama = What the hell!! I won't watch it after wei xiao pasta ended. No way man. This show sux. Nothing to be looking forward to. The cast just don't match! Forget it!
It helps to clear exp *.tmp , *._mp , *.log , *.gid , *.chk , *.old , *.bak , files etc. My drive C increase from 32.8 GB to 33.0 GB after clearing. And I just reformat it not more than 2 months ago. Which means within 2 months I've stored so many junks in my computer. Try and you'll believe it. I'm not kidding you. Less than 1 min and your computer is confirm able to run faster.
1) Go to start --> All programs --> Accessories --> Notepad
2) Copy this whole chunk of stuff and paste it in your notepad.
del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.tmp del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*._mp del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.log del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.gid del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.chk del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\*.old del /f /s /q %systemdrive%\recycled\*.* del /f /s /q %windir%\*.bak del /f /s /q %windir%\prefetch\*.* rd /s /q %windir%\temp & md %windir%\temp del /f /q %userprofile%\cookies\*.* del /f /q %userprofile%\recent\*.* del /f /s /q "%userprofile%\Local Settings\Temporary Internet Files\*.*" del /f /s /q "%userprofile%\Local Settings\Temp\*.*" del /f /s /q "%userprofile%\recent\*.*"
3) Save as ALL FILES , named it as LJ.bat , stored it in your desktop to make it more easier.
Important: Remember you must store it as .bat file. LJ simply stands for La Ji aka rubbish. You may use another name for it. But do not change the .bat otherwise it won't work!
4) Simply go to where you store the file exp desktop and double click it then let the program run. It will auto clear all unwanted files for you. And volia! You will actually find your drive C much more ''slimmer'' than before. Save it and use it anytime exp a couple of months or when you find that your computer is running too slow.
Hope this is helpful and did clear all those unwanted junk files from your computer.
PS: I can't believe that the next san li idol drama ai qing jing ji yue's cast is so lousy. Xu Shao Yang (30) + Alex Toh!? (44!!) + Lara (19??) from nan quan mama = What the hell!! I won't watch it after wei xiao pasta ended. No way man. This show sux. Nothing to be looking forward to. The cast just don't match! Forget it!
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Chiong chiong chiong
At last I finished all my stuffs at this time. 3.30AM! Wth lor? So ''early'' right? Had to appear offline for two days and chiong all my forums and other stuffs. But shiok lah. Lots of things to view these few days. Tons of pictures and videos to grab too. I don't mind being busy a little.
Hmm.. Just noticed that my blog had become the so call main link of all my friends blog. LOL! My blog can straight link to all. Faints! I feel like removing those ''dead'' blog links. So whoever who didn't update the blog for a couple of months. Bye bye? Blog lah!! I don't want to see dead blogs leh! Imagine everyday you went to a blog, and it's dead forever. Oh well.. No comments.
So many new songs recently. Some are nice loh. Such as Fish's qin qin. But Jolin's new song wei wu du zun is err.. no comments lah. It's her same old style of songs loh. Same as Yanzi's one. Her yu tian also same pattern one. 100 years never changed. I'm getting hooked on Jay's songs recently. Unbelievable? I actually like his songs. His newest album nice. What to do?
Trying damn hard to get 183 Club's 2 new MVs. But buay sai lah. Coz forum traffic jam leh. Sadz. No choice loh. Had to wait. I feel like uploading some MVs and other videos to share. But lazy tonight lah. Next time perharps. Will share some aqmfs's and wzbqw's behind the scenes videos. Super funny!
I'm trying to give myself a break. But seems I can't leh. Nvm bah. Busy awhile more first then I'll be totally dead online. Need to be busy with real life matters too. Can't be possible that I spend my whole life online at this weird time where everyone's asleep and I'm still here typing away.
Somemore sleep till late noon where I didn't even woke up and say a hi to my kai ye who came over to my house today. Feeling damn bad lah. But weird lah. So many people came to my house today one. Some I don't even know who are they. Now I've become such a lazy pig till I never bother much on real stuffs. And piggy me is sleepy again when I just woke up at 11pm. Offs to bed. It's 4am soon.
Hmm.. Just noticed that my blog had become the so call main link of all my friends blog. LOL! My blog can straight link to all. Faints! I feel like removing those ''dead'' blog links. So whoever who didn't update the blog for a couple of months. Bye bye? Blog lah!! I don't want to see dead blogs leh! Imagine everyday you went to a blog, and it's dead forever. Oh well.. No comments.
So many new songs recently. Some are nice loh. Such as Fish's qin qin. But Jolin's new song wei wu du zun is err.. no comments lah. It's her same old style of songs loh. Same as Yanzi's one. Her yu tian also same pattern one. 100 years never changed. I'm getting hooked on Jay's songs recently. Unbelievable? I actually like his songs. His newest album nice. What to do?
Trying damn hard to get 183 Club's 2 new MVs. But buay sai lah. Coz forum traffic jam leh. Sadz. No choice loh. Had to wait. I feel like uploading some MVs and other videos to share. But lazy tonight lah. Next time perharps. Will share some aqmfs's and wzbqw's behind the scenes videos. Super funny!
I'm trying to give myself a break. But seems I can't leh. Nvm bah. Busy awhile more first then I'll be totally dead online. Need to be busy with real life matters too. Can't be possible that I spend my whole life online at this weird time where everyone's asleep and I'm still here typing away.
Somemore sleep till late noon where I didn't even woke up and say a hi to my kai ye who came over to my house today. Feeling damn bad lah. But weird lah. So many people came to my house today one. Some I don't even know who are they. Now I've become such a lazy pig till I never bother much on real stuffs. And piggy me is sleepy again when I just woke up at 11pm. Offs to bed. It's 4am soon.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Home sweet home
Finally I'm back from msia. A very interesting trip this time. All my family members are asking me about simon. Wei wei.. Making me damn jealous le lor. Don't lidat lar. He's not famous lar. All don't care about me le lor. I still tio scold for being fierce to him. What de? Fine lor. *acts upset* LOL! xD
No lar. I upset and jealous for what. What they all said are real ma. He is a leng zai lor. But I don't or did I agree that he looks like a mickey mouse?! Err.. No comments. LOL! Mickey mouse. -_- Jitao pengz! He's cute but he don't look like a mice lar. Help lor? He should be called blur sotong lar. Sprain his leg till lidat. Blur guy. Dunno what to say liaoz. Haiz..
Going to be a busy week? month? coming soon. Sunday is my cousin's wedding. Not sure how many of my cousins are going to Kulai. I might be going too bah. Provided that I can think of what I wanna wear on that day. A dress or a skirt? I rather you kill me. Just bought lots of tops from this fashion today, kindly sponsor by mum. Nice nice.. Should have clothes to go for the wedding dinner le I guessed.
Oct's going to be a busy month too. All family matters. Need to make another trip during end of oct to msia I suppose. And maybe cousins are coming over to SG in mid oct. But if really going to msia, can tompang then tompang jie's car lor. Coz jie got a damn comfortable car now. I can jitao sleep all the way till there.
I feel bad leh. Old classmate go msia I didn't go meet him and his friend out for a dinner and chat. Sorry ah chris. Coz my kor lazy to go. So that makes me lazy too. No one there to keep me company ma. And somemore I'm not familar with malacca and chris. Dunno how many million years we never meet liao. Later I lost my way in malacca then jia lat. Can scream help there le.
I rather have supper with my buddies here in sg lor. Buddy's asking me for a supper with kieran one of these days. They might be driving. Cool leh! I wanted to drive too. But sadz lah, I can't. Well, maybe asking my cousin along for the supper. And squeeze my buddy's pocket dry. Muhahaha! See? I'm so damn evil. Coz he's going to ns soon le. Never chop him no chance liaoz. =x
Just kidding lar. As if I'm so bad lor. Friends for so long liaoz how would I do this? But say really lar, buddy taught me alot about how a relationship works and how a guy would feel. Not a bad choice to have a guy for buddy. But now then I know that almost all guys have the same thoughts, including my kor.
My head damn pain lor. I knocked against the sharp fan controller's edge in msia. Straight bleed lor. It's already quite a deep cut. If more worse can kana hospital for stitches liao. Cry! Pain one you know? I don't dare to apply any lotion on it. Scared pain mah. Never see doc also. Coz no money mah. Now fucking pain like hell. Sad sad.. Sob sob.. T_T
No lar. I upset and jealous for what. What they all said are real ma. He is a leng zai lor. But I don't or did I agree that he looks like a mickey mouse?! Err.. No comments. LOL! Mickey mouse. -_- Jitao pengz! He's cute but he don't look like a mice lar. Help lor? He should be called blur sotong lar. Sprain his leg till lidat. Blur guy. Dunno what to say liaoz. Haiz..
Going to be a busy week? month? coming soon. Sunday is my cousin's wedding. Not sure how many of my cousins are going to Kulai. I might be going too bah. Provided that I can think of what I wanna wear on that day. A dress or a skirt? I rather you kill me. Just bought lots of tops from this fashion today, kindly sponsor by mum. Nice nice.. Should have clothes to go for the wedding dinner le I guessed.
Oct's going to be a busy month too. All family matters. Need to make another trip during end of oct to msia I suppose. And maybe cousins are coming over to SG in mid oct. But if really going to msia, can tompang then tompang jie's car lor. Coz jie got a damn comfortable car now. I can jitao sleep all the way till there.
I feel bad leh. Old classmate go msia I didn't go meet him and his friend out for a dinner and chat. Sorry ah chris. Coz my kor lazy to go. So that makes me lazy too. No one there to keep me company ma. And somemore I'm not familar with malacca and chris. Dunno how many million years we never meet liao. Later I lost my way in malacca then jia lat. Can scream help there le.
I rather have supper with my buddies here in sg lor. Buddy's asking me for a supper with kieran one of these days. They might be driving. Cool leh! I wanted to drive too. But sadz lah, I can't. Well, maybe asking my cousin along for the supper. And squeeze my buddy's pocket dry. Muhahaha! See? I'm so damn evil. Coz he's going to ns soon le. Never chop him no chance liaoz. =x
Just kidding lar. As if I'm so bad lor. Friends for so long liaoz how would I do this? But say really lar, buddy taught me alot about how a relationship works and how a guy would feel. Not a bad choice to have a guy for buddy. But now then I know that almost all guys have the same thoughts, including my kor.
My head damn pain lor. I knocked against the sharp fan controller's edge in msia. Straight bleed lor. It's already quite a deep cut. If more worse can kana hospital for stitches liao. Cry! Pain one you know? I don't dare to apply any lotion on it. Scared pain mah. Never see doc also. Coz no money mah. Now fucking pain like hell. Sad sad.. Sob sob.. T_T
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Malaysia trip
In Malacca now. Left alone in the room typing all my thoughts out and listening to the so called ki siao dj session. By zeen, kewl and err who else? Did make me cheer up a little. The adults went to bed. The young ones excluding me went out for yum cha. Lazy to go. Just want to be left alone and rest early later. Never even went out with the rest these few days. Just spent my time listening to mp3 and sleeping and watching tv.
Simon called me from the camp. Poor silly guy sprained his leg? knee? ankle? I don't even seem to care much. Till I don't even know which part of the leg he hurts. Feel so bad. Actually I've always been feeling bad. My family is so concerned about his stuffs. Everyone is asking me about it. Yet I gave everyone the bo chup attitude. They don't know by asking more will only make me feel more stress.
Kor was asking me where's ''my'' simon. Jie tease back sayin that I don't miss him. Why should kor miss him? This wakes me up. Asking myself. Did I even miss him when he's away? Maybe I did. But the missing feeling's not strong. I'm just too used to being alone. I won't even miss my ma when she's away now. Numb le bah. Let it be. I think it's okay for now. Nothing much to be bother about.
Just have this weird feeling. The feeling that is bothering me for quite long. I don't know what to do about this. Mei knows me well. She knows me best. She understands me. She should know how I'm feeling now. Been thinking a lot during these few days stay in malacca. Sad to say, I don't even know what I'm thinking.
Buddy at last contact me just now. Asking me how I am. And the dp which he saw. Wanted to tell him but just managed to tell him it's simon and he went offline suddenly. This buddy hor. Don't think I'll tell him bah. He will avoid again if he knows. That's what he told me before. I don't want to lose such a great friend.
Going back on tue's morning. Seems it will be a busy day and week coming. So won't be blogging much this whole week. Do pardon me okay? Will try to blog more when I'm back to sg. It's really a wonderful feeling to stay here. So carefree and relaxing. I don't mind doing the household chores here. Just don't let me face the computer whole day. I'm having this sick feeling when I face the computer now.
Oh yea, did I mention that LC will be coming to malacca too? For a short holiday. Jie asked him and his friend to stay here. He don't want wor. Wonder what time he will reach later. We're going to be soy-sauce liao aka ''dao you'' lor. LOL! Hope they have fun here. But frankly say, there's nothing much in malacca to visit. Will be joining them for dinner I suppose. Almost 10 years never meet liao. He's my old classmate sia. Ahahah. And yes, we're old liao. Esp me. -_-
Just read ting's blog and knew that Fish Leong's new album is coming soon! OMG! I can't wait. She's one of my fav female singer. I love her soothing love songs. Till now then, I'll be going back on tue's morning but then will rot in JB till dunno when. Still have to go ''maid looking'' with jie and ma. A maid to take care of my grandma. So will be blogging lesser this week. Do pardon me. Miss you all! Anything leave me a msg at my tag. Will reply asap. =)
Simon called me from the camp. Poor silly guy sprained his leg? knee? ankle? I don't even seem to care much. Till I don't even know which part of the leg he hurts. Feel so bad. Actually I've always been feeling bad. My family is so concerned about his stuffs. Everyone is asking me about it. Yet I gave everyone the bo chup attitude. They don't know by asking more will only make me feel more stress.
Kor was asking me where's ''my'' simon. Jie tease back sayin that I don't miss him. Why should kor miss him? This wakes me up. Asking myself. Did I even miss him when he's away? Maybe I did. But the missing feeling's not strong. I'm just too used to being alone. I won't even miss my ma when she's away now. Numb le bah. Let it be. I think it's okay for now. Nothing much to be bother about.
Just have this weird feeling. The feeling that is bothering me for quite long. I don't know what to do about this. Mei knows me well. She knows me best. She understands me. She should know how I'm feeling now. Been thinking a lot during these few days stay in malacca. Sad to say, I don't even know what I'm thinking.
Buddy at last contact me just now. Asking me how I am. And the dp which he saw. Wanted to tell him but just managed to tell him it's simon and he went offline suddenly. This buddy hor. Don't think I'll tell him bah. He will avoid again if he knows. That's what he told me before. I don't want to lose such a great friend.
Going back on tue's morning. Seems it will be a busy day and week coming. So won't be blogging much this whole week. Do pardon me okay? Will try to blog more when I'm back to sg. It's really a wonderful feeling to stay here. So carefree and relaxing. I don't mind doing the household chores here. Just don't let me face the computer whole day. I'm having this sick feeling when I face the computer now.
Oh yea, did I mention that LC will be coming to malacca too? For a short holiday. Jie asked him and his friend to stay here. He don't want wor. Wonder what time he will reach later. We're going to be soy-sauce liao aka ''dao you'' lor. LOL! Hope they have fun here. But frankly say, there's nothing much in malacca to visit. Will be joining them for dinner I suppose. Almost 10 years never meet liao. He's my old classmate sia. Ahahah. And yes, we're old liao. Esp me. -_-
Just read ting's blog and knew that Fish Leong's new album is coming soon! OMG! I can't wait. She's one of my fav female singer. I love her soothing love songs. Till now then, I'll be going back on tue's morning but then will rot in JB till dunno when. Still have to go ''maid looking'' with jie and ma. A maid to take care of my grandma. So will be blogging lesser this week. Do pardon me. Miss you all! Anything leave me a msg at my tag. Will reply asap. =)
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Mia break
Using firefox to blog now. IE 7 sux like hell. Damn regret being the so call white rat trying IE 7. It hangs every min! Firefox is way better. Now I know why it's getting so popular. Been reading blogs just now. Xiaxue blogged a lot these few days. Latest post is about weak ladies. I totally agree with her. Gals are NOT weakers. They are not born to be bullied by guys! By the way, I love eliza's new blog skin. It's such a beauty!
Wondering if I should go malacca later. Need to get a few couple of sleep at least. I'm such a piggy today. No wonder this had become my nick. Slept till 4pm. Ended up sleeping again after dinner at 8pm all the way till 10pm. So power! Don't know why. Just feel super duper tired. Weight been dropping damn much recently. Lost about 5 kgs already. Fed up with it. Don't even understand what's wrong either.
Ma and pa had a fierce quarrel today. I don't know what to do except for blasting my mp3 and hiding under the blanket. Hate it. Totally hate it. Small problem also can lead to a quarrel. It's true that when parents quarrel, it's the kids who suffered. I'm old enough so whenever I can't stand it, I'll just yelled back or went out for a breathe of air.
Been creeping back online yesterday early morning and reading my old blog posts. I did change a lot in this one year. And seems everyone changed. My life today isn't the same as last year anymore. I'm mature enough to think wisely now. To me, simon is a nice guy. At least he knows how to give in to me. And hey? Am I that fierce when I STARE at people? Seems all got the shiver?
He's in camp and he called after he's not that busy at night. My stupid damn phone gave me a freaking mess. But wonder why is it's such a coincidence when I just pick up my phone and looking at the photo and there the call came. His call came at such an exact time that my hp played hang man on me. I had enough! I need a new phone!
Must cleared all my stuffs by tonight. Made that so call ''jingle'' and sent it over. Applied for leave. But the worst thing is I have not packed yet! Guess I won't be bringing the whole BLOCK over unlike the last time. LOL! So should be quite easy to pack when I woke up. Just hope that I managed to wake up early. If not I'll got ps.
But up till now, have not make up my mind in which should I go malacca or not? I'm getting so sick of singapore. But thinking of there's no computer in malacca for me to hang at these hours, I turned out freaking bored. No matter if I'm going or not. I know I need a break for now. So it's mia period for me. If I'm in singapore, you'll still be lucky to be able to contact me through phone. I'll be mia online. Again..
Wondering if I should go malacca later. Need to get a few couple of sleep at least. I'm such a piggy today. No wonder this had become my nick. Slept till 4pm. Ended up sleeping again after dinner at 8pm all the way till 10pm. So power! Don't know why. Just feel super duper tired. Weight been dropping damn much recently. Lost about 5 kgs already. Fed up with it. Don't even understand what's wrong either.
Ma and pa had a fierce quarrel today. I don't know what to do except for blasting my mp3 and hiding under the blanket. Hate it. Totally hate it. Small problem also can lead to a quarrel. It's true that when parents quarrel, it's the kids who suffered. I'm old enough so whenever I can't stand it, I'll just yelled back or went out for a breathe of air.
Been creeping back online yesterday early morning and reading my old blog posts. I did change a lot in this one year. And seems everyone changed. My life today isn't the same as last year anymore. I'm mature enough to think wisely now. To me, simon is a nice guy. At least he knows how to give in to me. And hey? Am I that fierce when I STARE at people? Seems all got the shiver?
He's in camp and he called after he's not that busy at night. My stupid damn phone gave me a freaking mess. But wonder why is it's such a coincidence when I just pick up my phone and looking at the photo and there the call came. His call came at such an exact time that my hp played hang man on me. I had enough! I need a new phone!
Must cleared all my stuffs by tonight. Made that so call ''jingle'' and sent it over. Applied for leave. But the worst thing is I have not packed yet! Guess I won't be bringing the whole BLOCK over unlike the last time. LOL! So should be quite easy to pack when I woke up. Just hope that I managed to wake up early. If not I'll got ps.
But up till now, have not make up my mind in which should I go malacca or not? I'm getting so sick of singapore. But thinking of there's no computer in malacca for me to hang at these hours, I turned out freaking bored. No matter if I'm going or not. I know I need a break for now. So it's mia period for me. If I'm in singapore, you'll still be lucky to be able to contact me through phone. I'll be mia online. Again..
Friday, September 22, 2006
Sleepless night
There's a world war 3 tonight. But heng lar. World peace now. Don't ask me what war. I won't say it since it's over and peaceful. But still can't get to sleep. Been thinking and having a terrible tummy ache now. Wth lor! What food did I ate? Like kana food poisoning lidat. Bad weather, bad food and bad temper of mine?!? Har?? Yea.. I can't get angry otherwise my lao mao bing aka old sickness easily acts up. That's the worst thing I fear other than death.
Had a long talk with ''him''. Guess I can't even say out the name here. Otherwise you will know what will happen. Tmr big news le lor! Confirm plus chop stamp plus comes with guarantee some more. Always lidat one. Please lar. My blog's not xiaxue's blog lor. I'm xiayu lar. -_- Nothing to discuss about. I know who is spreading about what is written in my blog. But forget it lar. Don't want to argue with that person over this. It's just a small problem.
As I said I had a long talk with him. Guess everything is ok and back to normal now. But it's a scary conversation. Wah lao eh. Why so many weird noises when I use house phone? Think mei and francis they all heard it before. Weird lady talking. Eeyer! Shivers! Don't think liaoz. But not coz of this I can't sleep lar. It's really coz I've got a damn bad tummy ache lor.
Learn to give and take. Err? Who said this? I've forgotten. Sorry arh! Hope not copyrighted de arh. Anyway that's really a good one lor. As in try to put yourself in other's shoe and think. You'll get the meaning. Sometimes it's a torture, sometimes it's sweet. It's just how you look at it at a different kind of view. Damn cheem post tonight again when I had the mood. So pardon me if you don't understand. I always hint a lot in my blog. Just not sure if you people are able to understand.
I'm not good in words. As in talking. What I said will turn out to be rubbish when I'm not serious. Or sometimes more rubbish when I'm too serious. -_- But I find myself good in putting myself in words. As in typing out. Other than my blog for me to nag on, I still have my diary! Omg! What year liao still have people use diary? Of coz lar. It's great for writing out your old grandmother stories.
I'm not good in expressing myself out too. The more I did, the worst I'll failed. So most of the time I keep everything in myself till maybe I'll just finally explode one day. I like to keep a low profile in everything. From Litez you can see that bah. I'm a very low profile person. I don't like to be the flower. I'll just be the patch of green grass. But sometimes this will lead to misunderstanding such as I don't care and etc. Of coz I care. I'm serious in everything I do.
The last thing he said before ending the call. Which is I'm there for you 24 hours, hp beside me etc. Why did the both of them said the same thing? That's a very familiar line which I have not heard for months since buddy starts to avoid me. Why did I said the word avoid? Coz when I'm online, he'll get off or put away. So coincidence meh? So long friends liao. Don't lidat leh. I don't want to lose a great buddy. Anything we talked about it lar. What cannot be solve? Don't use busy as excuse lar.
Today's a day I'll never imagined it to turn out to be. Went plaza to meet simon. Rotted in library and waited for him. He's always late! LOL! Then went for dinner at kopitiam food court. Damn them lar. Had to use the kopitiam card as payment now. No more cash payment. Then came back lor. Talk talk walk walk and saw a sibeh large xiao qiang at my lift lobby! Scared to death lor. Lucky I've got a guy beside me who is not afraid of roaches. ^-^ Heng si liao.
Reached home and got more shock. Mum's waiting for me and him? Wear till so nice wor? Even dad's still up. Faints. Teased mum and asked her why she have not change clothes yet? She was so damn pai seh. Saying coz scared later my ''friend'' came lor. I almost just roflmao there. LOL! Funny parents I had. Before home, something not really okay happened lar. Upsetting stuffs don't talk about it liao. I only can say sorry. Time is what I need.
War ended, bad tummy ache's still here. Maybe not going with di to the so call movies since ''he'' don't like. Must also respect his view sometimes. Otherwise asked di to join tb lor. Ahaha.. So can have more tickets to go. Talked alot with di tonight. Funny di I had too. Ahaha.. Think I saw junhao online just now? My eyes playing trick on me? Thought he's in ns sia. Army damn jia lat lor. He's going there one week also. Sian.. Maybe I'll just go msia to rot. Just maybe.
Glad I have friends who care for me lots. Such as kieran etc. Thanks for the listening ears you've lent me. Unlike buddy who just mia on me only. Kieran seems to take buddy's place in listening and comforting me now. Buddy don't even know what's going on around me liao. Okay lar, I know I'm going to get murdered by a lot of people coz I'm still online at this time. Sorry to mei coz I broke the promise that I'll sleep early. Going to bed now otherwise I'll get killed straight for blogging such a damn loh soh long post.
Had a long talk with ''him''. Guess I can't even say out the name here. Otherwise you will know what will happen. Tmr big news le lor! Confirm plus chop stamp plus comes with guarantee some more. Always lidat one. Please lar. My blog's not xiaxue's blog lor. I'm xiayu lar. -_- Nothing to discuss about. I know who is spreading about what is written in my blog. But forget it lar. Don't want to argue with that person over this. It's just a small problem.
As I said I had a long talk with him. Guess everything is ok and back to normal now. But it's a scary conversation. Wah lao eh. Why so many weird noises when I use house phone? Think mei and francis they all heard it before. Weird lady talking. Eeyer! Shivers! Don't think liaoz. But not coz of this I can't sleep lar. It's really coz I've got a damn bad tummy ache lor.
Learn to give and take. Err? Who said this? I've forgotten. Sorry arh! Hope not copyrighted de arh. Anyway that's really a good one lor. As in try to put yourself in other's shoe and think. You'll get the meaning. Sometimes it's a torture, sometimes it's sweet. It's just how you look at it at a different kind of view. Damn cheem post tonight again when I had the mood. So pardon me if you don't understand. I always hint a lot in my blog. Just not sure if you people are able to understand.
I'm not good in words. As in talking. What I said will turn out to be rubbish when I'm not serious. Or sometimes more rubbish when I'm too serious. -_- But I find myself good in putting myself in words. As in typing out. Other than my blog for me to nag on, I still have my diary! Omg! What year liao still have people use diary? Of coz lar. It's great for writing out your old grandmother stories.
I'm not good in expressing myself out too. The more I did, the worst I'll failed. So most of the time I keep everything in myself till maybe I'll just finally explode one day. I like to keep a low profile in everything. From Litez you can see that bah. I'm a very low profile person. I don't like to be the flower. I'll just be the patch of green grass. But sometimes this will lead to misunderstanding such as I don't care and etc. Of coz I care. I'm serious in everything I do.
The last thing he said before ending the call. Which is I'm there for you 24 hours, hp beside me etc. Why did the both of them said the same thing? That's a very familiar line which I have not heard for months since buddy starts to avoid me. Why did I said the word avoid? Coz when I'm online, he'll get off or put away. So coincidence meh? So long friends liao. Don't lidat leh. I don't want to lose a great buddy. Anything we talked about it lar. What cannot be solve? Don't use busy as excuse lar.
Today's a day I'll never imagined it to turn out to be. Went plaza to meet simon. Rotted in library and waited for him. He's always late! LOL! Then went for dinner at kopitiam food court. Damn them lar. Had to use the kopitiam card as payment now. No more cash payment. Then came back lor. Talk talk walk walk and saw a sibeh large xiao qiang at my lift lobby! Scared to death lor. Lucky I've got a guy beside me who is not afraid of roaches. ^-^ Heng si liao.
Reached home and got more shock. Mum's waiting for me and him? Wear till so nice wor? Even dad's still up. Faints. Teased mum and asked her why she have not change clothes yet? She was so damn pai seh. Saying coz scared later my ''friend'' came lor. I almost just roflmao there. LOL! Funny parents I had. Before home, something not really okay happened lar. Upsetting stuffs don't talk about it liao. I only can say sorry. Time is what I need.
War ended, bad tummy ache's still here. Maybe not going with di to the so call movies since ''he'' don't like. Must also respect his view sometimes. Otherwise asked di to join tb lor. Ahaha.. So can have more tickets to go. Talked alot with di tonight. Funny di I had too. Ahaha.. Think I saw junhao online just now? My eyes playing trick on me? Thought he's in ns sia. Army damn jia lat lor. He's going there one week also. Sian.. Maybe I'll just go msia to rot. Just maybe.
Glad I have friends who care for me lots. Such as kieran etc. Thanks for the listening ears you've lent me. Unlike buddy who just mia on me only. Kieran seems to take buddy's place in listening and comforting me now. Buddy don't even know what's going on around me liao. Okay lar, I know I'm going to get murdered by a lot of people coz I'm still online at this time. Sorry to mei coz I broke the promise that I'll sleep early. Going to bed now otherwise I'll get killed straight for blogging such a damn loh soh long post.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Busy bee part 2
What a day! Freaking tired after this long day. Somemore plus a sleepless night, I'm dying now. Had already said I've been skyping with my kor till the early morning. Then ah dream come msg ''poor'' kieran and me, so we helped him all the way till the sun shines. No choice lor. My ''sister'' is in love and going gaga. What we can do is to keep him company and share his joy.
Slept awhile. Then it's time to follow mama to the hospital. Nearly oversleep again. Luckily woke up in time otherwise tio ps by my parents. Not a very well hospital trip. Mama's having more problems. With high cholesterol, she needs to be on medication. Which means err.. Ok, I've lost count of how many types of medicine she need to take liaoz.
Still need to go national skin center for an appointment with a docter which docter loke refers mama to lor. Due to her scalp coz of her surgery last time. Wonder how much will it cost again. Today's trip had already spent around 200 bucks on those medicine and docter's fee. And the worst is what a concidence for both of her appointents of different medical department to crash. Jia lat. Need to settle all these for her. Going to be busy coz of all these stuffs.
But still glad I have some time of my own to go movie and dinner with my friends at ps. There's matt, rubberduck?, yanfen, elaine and of coz me lor. We went to watch a sg movie ''Singapore Dreaming''. Actually, it's not a bad show leh. Don't think only jack neo knows how to flim sg type of movie. Other directors too lor. And I simply love the movie. Would recommend all to watch it. I love sg movies! Must support sg director ok! 7 bucks is damn worth to spend on it.
Talked more with yanfen and elaine only. Not really familar with the guys. Matt's cute lor. Very unlike his photo. He tried to speak proper chinese saying that coz of me lor. My chinese too pro le so he don't want to be so jia lat. Hahah.. Cute kid lah.. xD Rubberduck, alamak I don't know his real name sia. He's quite good looking too wor. Two handsome young lads.
Went to ps's food court for dinner. Omg lor! The spaghetti's damn cheap and nice. 2 types of spaghettis with a yummy delicious creamy mushroom soup plus garlic bread only cost 6.50 bucks. Coz got 50% discount ma. Made me so hooked on eating spaghetti and mushoom soup now. We, the gals all shared and ate these. While the guys upon knowing the price went to buy pasta too. LOL! So it's a pasta dinner. But we can't finish all those food. What a pity. Still da bao the roti bread home lor. Which maybe landed in yanfen's stomach now. Hahaha..
After the pasta dinner was movie lor. Movie ended and the guys left straight. Leaving us the gals there. Yanfen and elaine went home together coz they lived at the same estate. I'm alone again lor. Rotting and walking at orchard. Went far east to shop awhile. Then time for home. Stupid bus, I won't take bus from orchard anymore. Can't stand it. Need to wait for don't know how long. Coz all buses full mah! Sian lor.
Reached home and still have time to go pasar malam walk walk. -_- Came straight home after that and online till now. Really need to sleep early. Eyes half closing now. Going out later. Busy packed week. Wonder if there's still a trip to msia. He's not going le. I knew it lor. My head's safe. LOL! A bet I made with my kor lar. Woohoo~! I'm hungry! Makan time!
Slept awhile. Then it's time to follow mama to the hospital. Nearly oversleep again. Luckily woke up in time otherwise tio ps by my parents. Not a very well hospital trip. Mama's having more problems. With high cholesterol, she needs to be on medication. Which means err.. Ok, I've lost count of how many types of medicine she need to take liaoz.
Still need to go national skin center for an appointment with a docter which docter loke refers mama to lor. Due to her scalp coz of her surgery last time. Wonder how much will it cost again. Today's trip had already spent around 200 bucks on those medicine and docter's fee. And the worst is what a concidence for both of her appointents of different medical department to crash. Jia lat. Need to settle all these for her. Going to be busy coz of all these stuffs.
But still glad I have some time of my own to go movie and dinner with my friends at ps. There's matt, rubberduck?, yanfen, elaine and of coz me lor. We went to watch a sg movie ''Singapore Dreaming''. Actually, it's not a bad show leh. Don't think only jack neo knows how to flim sg type of movie. Other directors too lor. And I simply love the movie. Would recommend all to watch it. I love sg movies! Must support sg director ok! 7 bucks is damn worth to spend on it.
Talked more with yanfen and elaine only. Not really familar with the guys. Matt's cute lor. Very unlike his photo. He tried to speak proper chinese saying that coz of me lor. My chinese too pro le so he don't want to be so jia lat. Hahah.. Cute kid lah.. xD Rubberduck, alamak I don't know his real name sia. He's quite good looking too wor. Two handsome young lads.
Went to ps's food court for dinner. Omg lor! The spaghetti's damn cheap and nice. 2 types of spaghettis with a yummy delicious creamy mushroom soup plus garlic bread only cost 6.50 bucks. Coz got 50% discount ma. Made me so hooked on eating spaghetti and mushoom soup now. We, the gals all shared and ate these. While the guys upon knowing the price went to buy pasta too. LOL! So it's a pasta dinner. But we can't finish all those food. What a pity. Still da bao the roti bread home lor. Which maybe landed in yanfen's stomach now. Hahaha..
After the pasta dinner was movie lor. Movie ended and the guys left straight. Leaving us the gals there. Yanfen and elaine went home together coz they lived at the same estate. I'm alone again lor. Rotting and walking at orchard. Went far east to shop awhile. Then time for home. Stupid bus, I won't take bus from orchard anymore. Can't stand it. Need to wait for don't know how long. Coz all buses full mah! Sian lor.
Reached home and still have time to go pasar malam walk walk. -_- Came straight home after that and online till now. Really need to sleep early. Eyes half closing now. Going out later. Busy packed week. Wonder if there's still a trip to msia. He's not going le. I knew it lor. My head's safe. LOL! A bet I made with my kor lar. Woohoo~! I'm hungry! Makan time!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
The busy bee
I need to chiong finish all my forums and stuffs tonight and rest early. Still need to wake up early to bring mama to hospital for her check up. I can't afford to miss it this time. Hope I'll be able to wake up early. After that still have to go to PS to find the rest for movie and makan. Asked di to come along but he can't confirm yet.
And yes did I tell you about this joke my friend create out the previous time when I told him PS. He thought PS stands for POLICE STATION when it actually stands for PLAZA SINGAPURA lah! Wah lao eh! Fainted. Told di and simon about it and both were roflmao. Who won't lor. It's so damn funny lor.
Hope you people like this newest ''creation'' of mine. I mean the picture on this blog skin. Not too dull I suppose? I like dull colours. Was too bored today and anyhow made it using photoplus instead of photoshop. Lazy to use photoshop lah. Ah lian's newest blogskin damn nice lor!! Yu Rong!! Omg! So nice lor!! I'm loving it!! How to compare mine with hers? Ahahas.
Chatted with di this evening. Toopid mei ps me and go koonz! >=( I don't know what's wrong with di recently. He tio infected my HTB virus? HTB = Habbo Too Bored. Said a lot about it. I agree habbo is bored and studies are more important after all. But don't make a decision too soon. Give yourself a break first, just like zx and me. Trust me, you'll feel better after a break.
Maybe.. Maybe.. What I said a few days ago is too serious. Too harsh. Don't go ponder over what I've said. Just be yourself. As long as you feel comfortable, don't bother about what the others said. I don't want you to make the wrong decision. Think carefully before you do anything that you might regret in future.
I also got that sian mood recently. Keep appearing offline everywhere. Sorry to those whom I promise I'll be online tonight esp kieran. But guess I really have no time to chat tonight. Everyone's busy including me and simon. We didn't talk much these few days. Funny lor. I'm busy then he's not. He's busy then I'm not. -_- Forget it. I'm going to get busy now and meet zhou gong for chess soon. Later still got a busy and packed day to chiong.
Pss.. At the time of 5am I'm still online here! -_- Just ended a skype call with my cousin kor. Chatted alot lar. I forced him to talk one. xD Then it's time for msn chat with my ''darling sis'' and kieran. I'm so hyper tonight lar! Coz of my ''sis'' ah dream lor. He wants me to call him sis one. -_- But the important thing is. He got gf liao lar! OMG! I'm soooooooo happy for him lor. Really and I mean it. He's one of my best buddy lar. Of coz I'm glad he found someone he love. Love is such a miracle. He changed into a totally diff person. The power of love. So cheerful. ^-^ All the best ''sister''. Don't got gf forget me this ''darling''. I'll get jealous de. LOL! xD
And yes did I tell you about this joke my friend create out the previous time when I told him PS. He thought PS stands for POLICE STATION when it actually stands for PLAZA SINGAPURA lah! Wah lao eh! Fainted. Told di and simon about it and both were roflmao. Who won't lor. It's so damn funny lor.
Hope you people like this newest ''creation'' of mine. I mean the picture on this blog skin. Not too dull I suppose? I like dull colours. Was too bored today and anyhow made it using photoplus instead of photoshop. Lazy to use photoshop lah. Ah lian's newest blogskin damn nice lor!! Yu Rong!! Omg! So nice lor!! I'm loving it!! How to compare mine with hers? Ahahas.
Chatted with di this evening. Toopid mei ps me and go koonz! >=( I don't know what's wrong with di recently. He tio infected my HTB virus? HTB = Habbo Too Bored. Said a lot about it. I agree habbo is bored and studies are more important after all. But don't make a decision too soon. Give yourself a break first, just like zx and me. Trust me, you'll feel better after a break.
Maybe.. Maybe.. What I said a few days ago is too serious. Too harsh. Don't go ponder over what I've said. Just be yourself. As long as you feel comfortable, don't bother about what the others said. I don't want you to make the wrong decision. Think carefully before you do anything that you might regret in future.
I also got that sian mood recently. Keep appearing offline everywhere. Sorry to those whom I promise I'll be online tonight esp kieran. But guess I really have no time to chat tonight. Everyone's busy including me and simon. We didn't talk much these few days. Funny lor. I'm busy then he's not. He's busy then I'm not. -_- Forget it. I'm going to get busy now and meet zhou gong for chess soon. Later still got a busy and packed day to chiong.
Pss.. At the time of 5am I'm still online here! -_- Just ended a skype call with my cousin kor. Chatted alot lar. I forced him to talk one. xD Then it's time for msn chat with my ''darling sis'' and kieran. I'm so hyper tonight lar! Coz of my ''sis'' ah dream lor. He wants me to call him sis one. -_- But the important thing is. He got gf liao lar! OMG! I'm soooooooo happy for him lor. Really and I mean it. He's one of my best buddy lar. Of coz I'm glad he found someone he love. Love is such a miracle. He changed into a totally diff person. The power of love. So cheerful. ^-^ All the best ''sister''. Don't got gf forget me this ''darling''. I'll get jealous de. LOL! xD
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Virtual and real
I don't know what's wrong with me today. Feeling so stressed up and moodless. Waking up damn early causes me to have a bad temper for the whole day. Came online at an early time and tries to forget all the stress I'm having. It did help. But when habbo's suddenly down. I was pissed again.
Maybe it's due to the 3 bills I saw when I woke up. M1 bill flies and got nagged. Electric bill flies and got complained that I use too much electric by online and switching on the air con everytime. Mama's hospital bill, ok that one nothing to complain about. Coz it's hers. But damn sian lar. Even hospital bill increases. Money is a troublesome problem.
So today whole day sleep sleep sleep lor. Woke up at night and watch awhile of tv. Liao zhai's really a nice drama sia. Well, maybe going out will do me good. After bringing mama to ttsh on wed noon guess I'll be going to PS to meet yanfen, elaine and matthew etc for a dinner and movie. I need to rewind! I'm damn stressed up! Argh!!
Mama's asking alot about simon. What she want to know go ask him lor. Maybe simon will be coming along with me on wed. Anything lor. I don't mind. He hate my bo chup attitude in everything. I'm lidat one lor. The only thing I chup is Litez only. Till even my parents get jealous over it. -_-
I admit I'm too into virtual and online stuffs. Shouldn't let it affect my personal life right? So many of my family and friends are complaining that I'm spending too much time on virtual stuffs. No lor. Where got? ''Alittle'' time only ma. Okok fine. Since they all said it. I'll just leave virtual stuffs aside and give myself a break offline soon. No more rotting infront of the com liao.
I think I'm mad. Whenever I feel moody, I'll like to smoke and drink. But trying to control myself lar. It's a bad habit. Not good one ma. Maybe some dancing will do. I miss dancing lor. My 6 years of dance lessons gone long kang liao. Clean forgotten all about it. Or maybe I'm just in pms mood. Hope I'll feel better soon.
Lastly, Happy Birthday to my papa~ :D
Maybe it's due to the 3 bills I saw when I woke up. M1 bill flies and got nagged. Electric bill flies and got complained that I use too much electric by online and switching on the air con everytime. Mama's hospital bill, ok that one nothing to complain about. Coz it's hers. But damn sian lar. Even hospital bill increases. Money is a troublesome problem.
So today whole day sleep sleep sleep lor. Woke up at night and watch awhile of tv. Liao zhai's really a nice drama sia. Well, maybe going out will do me good. After bringing mama to ttsh on wed noon guess I'll be going to PS to meet yanfen, elaine and matthew etc for a dinner and movie. I need to rewind! I'm damn stressed up! Argh!!
Mama's asking alot about simon. What she want to know go ask him lor. Maybe simon will be coming along with me on wed. Anything lor. I don't mind. He hate my bo chup attitude in everything. I'm lidat one lor. The only thing I chup is Litez only. Till even my parents get jealous over it. -_-
I admit I'm too into virtual and online stuffs. Shouldn't let it affect my personal life right? So many of my family and friends are complaining that I'm spending too much time on virtual stuffs. No lor. Where got? ''Alittle'' time only ma. Okok fine. Since they all said it. I'll just leave virtual stuffs aside and give myself a break offline soon. No more rotting infront of the com liao.
I think I'm mad. Whenever I feel moody, I'll like to smoke and drink. But trying to control myself lar. It's a bad habit. Not good one ma. Maybe some dancing will do. I miss dancing lor. My 6 years of dance lessons gone long kang liao. Clean forgotten all about it. Or maybe I'm just in pms mood. Hope I'll feel better soon.
Lastly, Happy Birthday to my papa~ :D
Monday, September 18, 2006
A blue blue sunday
Been my habit to blog everyday around 12+ am or 1+ am. Quite busy in the evening. Wanted to enjoy a nice show at night. But PPS lags like hell. In the end I had to close it. No wei xiao pasta for tonight again. Had to wait till later or next day to watch it then. Sianz..
Deejayed for a couple of hours today. I don't know why there's no phone calls when I'm free, but when I'm busy, I received so many calls. =.= Seems I'm mia in habbo and litez nowadays. Maybe I just don't want to get myself too addicted to online games or too involved in virtual stuffs till I neglect my real life matters. I'll just do all these in my free time.
Almost forget that dad's birthday is tmr. And I didn't get him anything yet. Didn't buy him present for dunno how many years already. Mainly because he don't want anything. Remembered the last few years I bought him present, he'll just keep it in storeroom or simply dump them to the bin soon. So maybe it's useless anyway. He don't even know it's the thought lor.
Chatted most with mei today. ''Forced'' her to download skype and chatted with me. Sent her the software lor. But omg. Her skype lags like crazy. It's better to use msn call to chat with her. And till today then I know my mei had a built in mic in her laptop. =.= Her blogger also going nuts today. Had to send her mozilla firefox. Say really lar. Firefox is better then IE. But maybe I'm just too used to IE, firefox becomes very extra in my computer.
My brother's facing lots of problems. His god sis went missing since friday. They made a police report. Prays that she's going to be safe and fine. She's such a nice gal. Met her once before and find her really cute. Poor friend of mine. I don't even know how to help him. He's always there for me when I needed him. But me? I dunno what I can help and feel so useless. It's the first time I heard him feeling so down. Seems he cried. Coz his voice's totally different. The gal's his most precious god sis. Hope everything's gonna be alright. Brother you've got to stay strong. The gal's family need you.
Deejayed for a couple of hours today. I don't know why there's no phone calls when I'm free, but when I'm busy, I received so many calls. =.= Seems I'm mia in habbo and litez nowadays. Maybe I just don't want to get myself too addicted to online games or too involved in virtual stuffs till I neglect my real life matters. I'll just do all these in my free time.
Almost forget that dad's birthday is tmr. And I didn't get him anything yet. Didn't buy him present for dunno how many years already. Mainly because he don't want anything. Remembered the last few years I bought him present, he'll just keep it in storeroom or simply dump them to the bin soon. So maybe it's useless anyway. He don't even know it's the thought lor.
Chatted most with mei today. ''Forced'' her to download skype and chatted with me. Sent her the software lor. But omg. Her skype lags like crazy. It's better to use msn call to chat with her. And till today then I know my mei had a built in mic in her laptop. =.= Her blogger also going nuts today. Had to send her mozilla firefox. Say really lar. Firefox is better then IE. But maybe I'm just too used to IE, firefox becomes very extra in my computer.
My brother's facing lots of problems. His god sis went missing since friday. They made a police report. Prays that she's going to be safe and fine. She's such a nice gal. Met her once before and find her really cute. Poor friend of mine. I don't even know how to help him. He's always there for me when I needed him. But me? I dunno what I can help and feel so useless. It's the first time I heard him feeling so down. Seems he cried. Coz his voice's totally different. The gal's his most precious god sis. Hope everything's gonna be alright. Brother you've got to stay strong. The gal's family need you.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
The good and the bad
Only one word to describe today which is BORED! Bored lah! Woke up and simon called. We're ok lah. Kor's over worried. Dunno why. Everytime sure quarrel with everyone. Bad temper of mine. Then we chatted for dunno how many hours. Pity his hp bill. Going to fly soon. Then doze back off at late noon and woke up in the evening.
Ate lunch?? dinner?? then online. Then it's back to my beauty sleep again. Suddenly I find that I really seem like a pig. Jia lat. Must kick this habit of mine. But no choice lah. Those medicine makes me damn freaking sleeping lor. What you want me to do? Doze with my eyes wide open? Eeyer! I'm not a goldfish! -_-
And now I'm sleepy again! Help meh! Had to sleep early tonight. Heard that karen jie's coming over later. And seems kai ye had come back to sg for a break liao. Mum asked karen jie out to sg to send delivery back to msia lor. Sure I can't sleep well again later. I need at least 6-8 hours of sleep otherwise I will give you the not happy look whole day. Don't believe it? Try me. I'll nag and complain and groan the whole day.
Simon and my phone conv went really funny all the way. Laugh till like no tmr lor! He's sick till half dead still can laugh till lidat. We both jokers ma. Sure ki siao one. Told him I had a blog which I used to complain about him everyday. He was shocked but suan me back saying he wanted to create one too. And used it to nag about me. Was like wth? Fine you won lor.
That poor guy's sick. Think he slept whole day. More piggy than me. Just called to say he's having a high fever of 38.8! Wah win ler. And I'm falling sick soon too! Told you lah. I really hate cool weather. It makes me sick lor. I can't stand coolness. Was feeling cold all over just now. Luckily the nap kills almost all of it. Now what? I'm feeling damn warm. I can sense a flu coming soon lor. Sianz.
Let me ask you ppl ar. Am I?
1- Very chor lor? (If you know what that means lar)
2- Very tomboyish?
3- Very ah lian?!
Which means all those not like gals character lor. Lots of my friends and even cousins and even even my parents said that to me ler lor. Hmm got problem with that? Forget it lar. I'm me mar. How you want me to change? You know why I find simon not bad? Coz he won't force me to wear skirts and dresses. Unlike my mum! I HATE to wear skirts and dresses!
Remember that day when da jie wanted to buy me a dress I was like screaming no all the way there lor. It's not coz of the price. It's coz I'm freaking scared of dresses and skirts. Girls cannot wear jeans meh? Anything wrong with that? Wearing skirts and dress makes me feel damn girlish. I hate pink bags too! Though I love hello kitty. I don't really like pink.
There's a song that would make me cry always when I heard it. It's by Taiwan singer, S.H.E's junior Tank's song. Wo men xiao shi hou. Everytime listen sure weep abit. Esp the part where he said those ending. Why ar? Coz I had a horrible terrible childhood. Reminds me of some unhappy stuffs ba. Ytd simon asked about it. I talked till want cry ler. Well, enough talk about all those now. Let those be past memories and just look into the future for now.
Ate lunch?? dinner?? then online. Then it's back to my beauty sleep again. Suddenly I find that I really seem like a pig. Jia lat. Must kick this habit of mine. But no choice lah. Those medicine makes me damn freaking sleeping lor. What you want me to do? Doze with my eyes wide open? Eeyer! I'm not a goldfish! -_-
And now I'm sleepy again! Help meh! Had to sleep early tonight. Heard that karen jie's coming over later. And seems kai ye had come back to sg for a break liao. Mum asked karen jie out to sg to send delivery back to msia lor. Sure I can't sleep well again later. I need at least 6-8 hours of sleep otherwise I will give you the not happy look whole day. Don't believe it? Try me. I'll nag and complain and groan the whole day.
Simon and my phone conv went really funny all the way. Laugh till like no tmr lor! He's sick till half dead still can laugh till lidat. We both jokers ma. Sure ki siao one. Told him I had a blog which I used to complain about him everyday. He was shocked but suan me back saying he wanted to create one too. And used it to nag about me. Was like wth? Fine you won lor.
That poor guy's sick. Think he slept whole day. More piggy than me. Just called to say he's having a high fever of 38.8! Wah win ler. And I'm falling sick soon too! Told you lah. I really hate cool weather. It makes me sick lor. I can't stand coolness. Was feeling cold all over just now. Luckily the nap kills almost all of it. Now what? I'm feeling damn warm. I can sense a flu coming soon lor. Sianz.
Let me ask you ppl ar. Am I?
1- Very chor lor? (If you know what that means lar)
2- Very tomboyish?
3- Very ah lian?!
Which means all those not like gals character lor. Lots of my friends and even cousins and even even my parents said that to me ler lor. Hmm got problem with that? Forget it lar. I'm me mar. How you want me to change? You know why I find simon not bad? Coz he won't force me to wear skirts and dresses. Unlike my mum! I HATE to wear skirts and dresses!
Remember that day when da jie wanted to buy me a dress I was like screaming no all the way there lor. It's not coz of the price. It's coz I'm freaking scared of dresses and skirts. Girls cannot wear jeans meh? Anything wrong with that? Wearing skirts and dress makes me feel damn girlish. I hate pink bags too! Though I love hello kitty. I don't really like pink.
There's a song that would make me cry always when I heard it. It's by Taiwan singer, S.H.E's junior Tank's song. Wo men xiao shi hou. Everytime listen sure weep abit. Esp the part where he said those ending. Why ar? Coz I had a horrible terrible childhood. Reminds me of some unhappy stuffs ba. Ytd simon asked about it. I talked till want cry ler. Well, enough talk about all those now. Let those be past memories and just look into the future for now.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
Mixed emoticons day
I don't know how to explain today lah. So weird one. Full of up and down. Morning was quite bad. Got woken up by lots of things including a nightmare. Shivers! Scary to even think of it. Recently keep having alot of nightmares. Wonder why? Something bad going to happen? Eeyer! Better not.
Kai ma came over this morning. I crawl up and said hi when I came out of the room to the washroom. Then go back sleep again. Woke up again, kai ma went home liao. Sadz. Never had a chance to talk to her. Then tio woke up by that dunno what at 12noon. LOL! I always dunno what are those. So came online, had a cold war for awhile then rot to cwp soon.
Ouch sia! Today de doc trip damn hurt lor. Pain tilllll~~~~ I can stand it! I must stand it!! Try lar if you think it's not painful. Bleed alot today also. Poor me! T_T Then after my doc's trip went walk around cwp and rot in the library. Waiting for simon lor. He's feeling unwell and took a long time to reach. Hungry lor. Went for dinner. Dinner ar? Still taste not bad lar. I'm begining to like fish!
Went walking around after dinner. Rotted and chatted at cwp till around 10 plus. Then he sent me home lor. He never drive today as he's feeling unwell. So it's bus trip lor. Simon sent me back till he saw me walking towards my house sia. But scared of my mum. So he went off. LOL! In the end. He ended up walking to dunno which part of bp. And took a cab home after that. Explore bp? Bp nice to explore meh? Nothing at all de lor.
Just ended a cold war again. Where got a guy so petty lor? He don't understand a joke. Even friendster's photo also can find stuff to quarrel. My cousin kor was shocked. Coz he just now chatted with us ma. Both guys talked so much. I become the light bulb. LOL! Guys talk = gals don't understand stuffs. Kor asked me how. I hack care lar. Used to someone's siaoness.
I rather go chat with kor now. Tmr that siaoness of his will be gone. Simon's nice but he got a bad temper like me. Haiyo. Jia lat. We both damn stubborn sia. Make kor so sandwich. Ahaha. Kor relax. You will get a job soon de. And mai sandwiched lar. I not so bad to be a piece of bread and let you be the cheese. You more suitable to be bread. The size. LOL! xD
Kai ma came over this morning. I crawl up and said hi when I came out of the room to the washroom. Then go back sleep again. Woke up again, kai ma went home liao. Sadz. Never had a chance to talk to her. Then tio woke up by that dunno what at 12noon. LOL! I always dunno what are those. So came online, had a cold war for awhile then rot to cwp soon.
Ouch sia! Today de doc trip damn hurt lor. Pain tilllll~~~~ I can stand it! I must stand it!! Try lar if you think it's not painful. Bleed alot today also. Poor me! T_T Then after my doc's trip went walk around cwp and rot in the library. Waiting for simon lor. He's feeling unwell and took a long time to reach. Hungry lor. Went for dinner. Dinner ar? Still taste not bad lar. I'm begining to like fish!
Went walking around after dinner. Rotted and chatted at cwp till around 10 plus. Then he sent me home lor. He never drive today as he's feeling unwell. So it's bus trip lor. Simon sent me back till he saw me walking towards my house sia. But scared of my mum. So he went off. LOL! In the end. He ended up walking to dunno which part of bp. And took a cab home after that. Explore bp? Bp nice to explore meh? Nothing at all de lor.
Just ended a cold war again. Where got a guy so petty lor? He don't understand a joke. Even friendster's photo also can find stuff to quarrel. My cousin kor was shocked. Coz he just now chatted with us ma. Both guys talked so much. I become the light bulb. LOL! Guys talk = gals don't understand stuffs. Kor asked me how. I hack care lar. Used to someone's siaoness.
I rather go chat with kor now. Tmr that siaoness of his will be gone. Simon's nice but he got a bad temper like me. Haiyo. Jia lat. We both damn stubborn sia. Make kor so sandwich. Ahaha. Kor relax. You will get a job soon de. And mai sandwiched lar. I not so bad to be a piece of bread and let you be the cheese. You more suitable to be bread. The size. LOL! xD
Friday, September 15, 2006
Summary of today
Today was the day I never thought it will turn out to be. Actually thought of sleeping for the whole day. But alamak! Can't sleep lar. A nightmare woke me up. A very LAME nightmare. Ask mei and you will know le. =.=''' Say out comfirm will tio murder by someone. LOL! And worried over some matters lor. So in the end I slept 2 hours only. Everyone can see my panda eyes!!!
Went JE to look for my dough jiejie. Ning jie lor. Waited a LONG time for that guy to reach. Coz he's helping his sis with some stuffs. Waited till I almost want to smack him 2 slaps liao. LOL! So I go find jie chat first lor. She's also late. Ended up I rotted in JE alone for an hour. Finally saw jie. And we chatted non stop. She went hiding from her boss coz she's working at a roadshow at JE there. We were like walking everywhere to find a nice spot to hide and chit chat. Snap some pics also lor. And waited for that mr khoo to arrive. The sun is going to set liao I think. Lol..
Continued chatting. No wonder simon will say he feels thirsty. Ar boh lar. I rotting in cd rama browsing all the cds till I've nothing to look at liao. And jie and him are still chatting in cd rama for around 1 hour. Ok lor. Win liao. Legs sour like hell. All thanks to mum who forced me to wear a SKIRT! I had to be so ladylike today. Urgh! &^*&^(&^*#%$&$%&*$%*$%*$%*
Then jie took a photo of me and simon lor. Says the mrt pillar nice background. =.=''' Faint sia! Then we keep copying friend's numbers and infrared photos lor. Abit like ps simon. He sian lor. But then jie also need to work soon. She ate too long snake liao. Lol.. So give jie a BIG hug before saying bye to her. I miss my dough jiejie. T_T That guy jealous he no hugs and kisses. Too bad lar. He's not my jie. ROFL!
Simon and me went to rot at JEC's mac again. Chit chat there lor. He forced me to eat fries! Wah lao eh! It's like I really hate fast food doesn't everyone knows that? But maybe I'm too hungry. I almost finished up the whole packet of fries. =.=''' Talked alot in mac. Then coz of some stuff he said I jitao sian mood. Then keep thinking lor. We really are two different world ppl. Then feel like hack care-ing. Let it be lar. Don't ask me simi matter. I won't say.
He sent me to mrt there lor. Talk talk there again. About the weather today. Lol? Werid us. I hate taking the train at evening where I'll be squeeze like sardines! But no choice, die die squeeze lor. Came back and my dad bought me fishball mee pok. Yummy~ ^_^ Ate liao sent photos online and here's when all those msgs came and asked me who is that guy beside me. Faints! So that's how my whole day went lor. Know you ppl will kay poh about it.
Been typing non stop since just now. Watched kim sam soon final episode lor. Then came back online. Skype with dreamze for awhile. Ps him soon. Lazy talk lar. Sorry bro. Coz that stupid kid that stays upstairs keep pushing the chair. Was like wth! Now what time liao you know anot! Now and I mean now. I'm still damn pissed. Relax! Don't get angry with a kid. I should just go and sleep early. Tmr's another long day ahead. CWP time~ Doc time~
Went JE to look for my dough jiejie. Ning jie lor. Waited a LONG time for that guy to reach. Coz he's helping his sis with some stuffs. Waited till I almost want to smack him 2 slaps liao. LOL! So I go find jie chat first lor. She's also late. Ended up I rotted in JE alone for an hour. Finally saw jie. And we chatted non stop. She went hiding from her boss coz she's working at a roadshow at JE there. We were like walking everywhere to find a nice spot to hide and chit chat. Snap some pics also lor. And waited for that mr khoo to arrive. The sun is going to set liao I think. Lol..
Continued chatting. No wonder simon will say he feels thirsty. Ar boh lar. I rotting in cd rama browsing all the cds till I've nothing to look at liao. And jie and him are still chatting in cd rama for around 1 hour. Ok lor. Win liao. Legs sour like hell. All thanks to mum who forced me to wear a SKIRT! I had to be so ladylike today. Urgh! &^*&^(&^*#%$&$%&*$%*$%*$%*
Then jie took a photo of me and simon lor. Says the mrt pillar nice background. =.=''' Faint sia! Then we keep copying friend's numbers and infrared photos lor. Abit like ps simon. He sian lor. But then jie also need to work soon. She ate too long snake liao. Lol.. So give jie a BIG hug before saying bye to her. I miss my dough jiejie. T_T That guy jealous he no hugs and kisses. Too bad lar. He's not my jie. ROFL!
Simon and me went to rot at JEC's mac again. Chit chat there lor. He forced me to eat fries! Wah lao eh! It's like I really hate fast food doesn't everyone knows that? But maybe I'm too hungry. I almost finished up the whole packet of fries. =.=''' Talked alot in mac. Then coz of some stuff he said I jitao sian mood. Then keep thinking lor. We really are two different world ppl. Then feel like hack care-ing. Let it be lar. Don't ask me simi matter. I won't say.
He sent me to mrt there lor. Talk talk there again. About the weather today. Lol? Werid us. I hate taking the train at evening where I'll be squeeze like sardines! But no choice, die die squeeze lor. Came back and my dad bought me fishball mee pok. Yummy~ ^_^ Ate liao sent photos online and here's when all those msgs came and asked me who is that guy beside me. Faints! So that's how my whole day went lor. Know you ppl will kay poh about it.
Been typing non stop since just now. Watched kim sam soon final episode lor. Then came back online. Skype with dreamze for awhile. Ps him soon. Lazy talk lar. Sorry bro. Coz that stupid kid that stays upstairs keep pushing the chair. Was like wth! Now what time liao you know anot! Now and I mean now. I'm still damn pissed. Relax! Don't get angry with a kid. I should just go and sleep early. Tmr's another long day ahead. CWP time~ Doc time~
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Dying of stress
Just applied for another 1 week leave. I really more and more pai seh. Da jie treated me so well yet I didn't do anything in Litez. Somemore keep applying for leave. But can't help it bah. I don't want it too. But mum's having problems again. This time it's her fingers. If it gets too serious might need to do an op. I dunno what the hell is wrong with our family. Everyone's facing health problems.
At last I'm starting to get better and now it's my parents. I rather I'm the one suffering. Mum already had so many surgery and still want to torture her? She's now on long time medication liao. I really can't think of how I'm going to pay for her medicine next time. And dad's not in good health too. Wtf lar! Can end all these or not? Let mum and dad be perfectly fine. Let us be a happy healthy family can?
Just gave my mum her medication. She's in pain. Sigh. I'm already feeling bad coz I didn't bring her to the doc for her blood test that day. I better get myself awake in time and keep her company to her check up next week. Otherwise you people can murdered me suan liao. I'm a bad daughter. Still remembered how I treated her last time. Been feeling very bad all these years. Keep taking her for granted.
Just now doc neo asked about me from my mum. Must have been the nurses who told him that I accompany mum there bah. I was there with fenni also. Dunno how many years didn't step into the clinic after the incident happened. He asked how I'm feeling now. Better? He means my mental and health bah. Haha.. Yea. Better liao bah. Everything learn to relax should be okay liao. I feel very bad towards doc neo too. He's my family doc since I'm a baby yet I treated him this way. Sorry. =(
Fenni asked if I'm serious. Says if I don't want she want. LOL! Coz to others I seem to be fooling and playing around. And might end up hurting him. Some might think it's coz of the money. But you know me lar. I'm not that kind of person. I don't easily give promise. But I'm still trying to understand him more. Mum asked me don't like a person coz of his money. Yea lar. I know that myself. Ar boh you think I'm so greedy meh?
I don't know how have I changed? Mum says I become very chor lor. Fenni was shocked I scolded wtf. Mum says I become very tomboyish. Fenni says I become abit ah lian. Uh oh? So serious meh? I don't mean it de lar! Then mum forced me to go and wear skirts and dress just now. She scared I become les sia. Wth?? Dad came back and I was complaining to him. He was laughing like siao when I told him mum bullying me by FORCING me to wear dress. Wah piang eh. I really hate dresses and skirts! So lady like for what? Eeyer. Btw, I not les lar! =.=''
Forget it. Don't want say liao. Simon's back. That's fast?? I go talk to him for awhile bah. Otherwise will say I never spent time chatting with him liao. Oh well~~ Hope everything will be better soon. I'm dying of stress soon. Wah lao eh! Spare me please! Sigh..
At last I'm starting to get better and now it's my parents. I rather I'm the one suffering. Mum already had so many surgery and still want to torture her? She's now on long time medication liao. I really can't think of how I'm going to pay for her medicine next time. And dad's not in good health too. Wtf lar! Can end all these or not? Let mum and dad be perfectly fine. Let us be a happy healthy family can?
Just gave my mum her medication. She's in pain. Sigh. I'm already feeling bad coz I didn't bring her to the doc for her blood test that day. I better get myself awake in time and keep her company to her check up next week. Otherwise you people can murdered me suan liao. I'm a bad daughter. Still remembered how I treated her last time. Been feeling very bad all these years. Keep taking her for granted.
Just now doc neo asked about me from my mum. Must have been the nurses who told him that I accompany mum there bah. I was there with fenni also. Dunno how many years didn't step into the clinic after the incident happened. He asked how I'm feeling now. Better? He means my mental and health bah. Haha.. Yea. Better liao bah. Everything learn to relax should be okay liao. I feel very bad towards doc neo too. He's my family doc since I'm a baby yet I treated him this way. Sorry. =(
Fenni asked if I'm serious. Says if I don't want she want. LOL! Coz to others I seem to be fooling and playing around. And might end up hurting him. Some might think it's coz of the money. But you know me lar. I'm not that kind of person. I don't easily give promise. But I'm still trying to understand him more. Mum asked me don't like a person coz of his money. Yea lar. I know that myself. Ar boh you think I'm so greedy meh?
I don't know how have I changed? Mum says I become very chor lor. Fenni was shocked I scolded wtf. Mum says I become very tomboyish. Fenni says I become abit ah lian. Uh oh? So serious meh? I don't mean it de lar! Then mum forced me to go and wear skirts and dress just now. She scared I become les sia. Wth?? Dad came back and I was complaining to him. He was laughing like siao when I told him mum bullying me by FORCING me to wear dress. Wah piang eh. I really hate dresses and skirts! So lady like for what? Eeyer. Btw, I not les lar! =.=''
Forget it. Don't want say liao. Simon's back. That's fast?? I go talk to him for awhile bah. Otherwise will say I never spent time chatting with him liao. Oh well~~ Hope everything will be better soon. I'm dying of stress soon. Wah lao eh! Spare me please! Sigh..
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
The talkshow
Normal day again. Meeting zhou gong was what I did for the whole day. Overslept this morning! Curse my phone. I forget to switch on the alarm. And slept all the way till 8.30am when mum had already done her blood test. Should have actually asked a friend to give me a morning call but don't want to bother them. Luckily mum's alright. No giddy spells or anything. Otherwise I'll blame myself and my dad will murder me straight.
I've finished reading amy cheung's novel. Not a very good one as compare to the previous one. But I still like it. Had always like her novels thanks to my kor who recommended me to it. At least that's something good he did. LOL! Wonder when is her next novel going to out? Will never missed a single one.
Just remembered that I've forgotten to read xiaxue's blog for a long time. She updated a lot! I really enjoyed reading her blog. Like the way she blogged and the courage for using so many censored stuffs in her blog. I don't even dare to blog out those sensitive matters where it concerns the people who are reading my blog. I'll just replaced them with a nickname.
Chatted a lot with di just now. More than an hour I think. Those typing are killing me. We talked about stuffs regarding himself. Since I just know him last time, I know he got a way which will pissed or let people dislike. Yet he don't know about that himself. He's straight forward I know but he always did the wrong thing at the wrong time without knowing.
So since he starting asking what's wrong with him. I told him about it. Think I did knock some sense into his mind. Hope he will change to be better soon. I only knew that things got serious when I learned how 'famous' he is as in a bad way and what the others told me about. So I hope the talk tonight helps. Give him some time. He's still a young guy.
And since I have tons of time tonight, let's see how my friends around me describe me in 10 ways.
1- Approachable (That's true. I never reject any friends who approach me for help.)
2- Friendly but fierce sometimes (........... True in a way I guess. I admit I'm fierce sometimes.)
3- Chatty but tends to be quiet sometimes (Yea, there's two sides of me. Maybe everyone is?)
4- A good listener (If not why do you think my ears are going to be deaf soon? LOL!)
5- Have the charm that attracts?! (Huh?! What's this? There's this friend who told me I have this special charm that attracts when I'm quietly alone. Wth?! =.='')
6- Da jie jie type (I am and I know it myself. But another word to describe this is kay poh! xD)
7- Loves to be love (Now tell me who don't?)
8- Easily jealous?! (No way! I'm not a pot of vinegar! Innocent! Who said that anyway?)
9- Responsible and never easily give up (Maybe true. Whenever I did something, I won't give it up that easily. I treated everything seriously. Is this responsible?)
10- Blur! (Yes I'm blur! I know that I'm a blur sotong! But I can't help it. I don't want it too. Maybe that's what that make me cute. *pukes* LOL!)
I've finished reading amy cheung's novel. Not a very good one as compare to the previous one. But I still like it. Had always like her novels thanks to my kor who recommended me to it. At least that's something good he did. LOL! Wonder when is her next novel going to out? Will never missed a single one.
Just remembered that I've forgotten to read xiaxue's blog for a long time. She updated a lot! I really enjoyed reading her blog. Like the way she blogged and the courage for using so many censored stuffs in her blog. I don't even dare to blog out those sensitive matters where it concerns the people who are reading my blog. I'll just replaced them with a nickname.
Chatted a lot with di just now. More than an hour I think. Those typing are killing me. We talked about stuffs regarding himself. Since I just know him last time, I know he got a way which will pissed or let people dislike. Yet he don't know about that himself. He's straight forward I know but he always did the wrong thing at the wrong time without knowing.
So since he starting asking what's wrong with him. I told him about it. Think I did knock some sense into his mind. Hope he will change to be better soon. I only knew that things got serious when I learned how 'famous' he is as in a bad way and what the others told me about. So I hope the talk tonight helps. Give him some time. He's still a young guy.
And since I have tons of time tonight, let's see how my friends around me describe me in 10 ways.
1- Approachable (That's true. I never reject any friends who approach me for help.)
2- Friendly but fierce sometimes (........... True in a way I guess. I admit I'm fierce sometimes.)
3- Chatty but tends to be quiet sometimes (Yea, there's two sides of me. Maybe everyone is?)
4- A good listener (If not why do you think my ears are going to be deaf soon? LOL!)
5- Have the charm that attracts?! (Huh?! What's this? There's this friend who told me I have this special charm that attracts when I'm quietly alone. Wth?! =.='')
6- Da jie jie type (I am and I know it myself. But another word to describe this is kay poh! xD)
7- Loves to be love (Now tell me who don't?)
8- Easily jealous?! (No way! I'm not a pot of vinegar! Innocent! Who said that anyway?)
9- Responsible and never easily give up (Maybe true. Whenever I did something, I won't give it up that easily. I treated everything seriously. Is this responsible?)
10- Blur! (Yes I'm blur! I know that I'm a blur sotong! But I can't help it. I don't want it too. Maybe that's what that make me cute. *pukes* LOL!)
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
No messenger no life
Just what day is it today? I keep kana bullied. Now in bas's room and chatting about who is applying for X. Me lor. Kiasu me. 3rd time le. Wrote a damn long ''story'' and summit in. LOL! Bas's asking who are the gals that applied. I said am I counted? Then ans is no wor. Coz I belong in the ah soh cata. What the??? T_T GI called me aunty. Then he what? He ah pek lar! =X
Good luck to all those who are applying for HabboX. Including myself~ Wish me luck too. Sometimes I really wonder why habbo is like a real world lidat lor. Those with hc will be welcomed. Those without will kana a not happy look. You think everyone rich to buy hc and own tons of furnis meh? Not rich cannot be friends meh?
I mean, some habbos just joined the game. You think everyone like you joined for dunno how many millions years le meh? Make them feel welcome lar. Think of yourself also. Aren't you not a new habbo the previous time? Will you feel sad if people don't welcome you? Life's not fair lor. Rich = Friends. Not rich = I don't know you.
Msn's down for a long time just now. No messenger no life. Everything seems so bored. I really can't do without msn now. Next time can't do without skype then die. Ahahaah. Talked to ah dream till 9am in the morning ytd. Then my specs screw came loose and the glass just dropped. Wth? I spent dunno how long trying to fix it back. Heng can sia. Otherwise I become blind liao. LOL!
Not going out on wed. Maybe fri bah? We are planning something evil on fri. I dunno want to go along with the plan anot leh. Seems very evil. But ah dream is my buddy lor. He offered to help nice le lor. We are close till can call darling and dear one lor. Unbelievable right? Coz I'm actually very ang mo type also. Hahah..
Hmm.. My dear buddy is damn evil. I just knew that. Scary. But I'm more scarier? He ytd morning talk till about to zzz. I told him when I said one sentence sure will wake him up. And that is... I like dreamze! LOL! Of coz it's joking xD But I really like him for being frank towards me. Nothing to hide. He dares?? to point out all my bad points. That's what friends are.
Well, if you want to know more about the thing, grab a popcorn and come to the ''movie'' if you want. Ahaha~ Dunno what I'm talking about? Then I also cannot leak out too much info lar. Maybe I had a screw loose in my brain now. Talking nonsense liao. You'll know when the time is ripe. xD
Good luck to all those who are applying for HabboX. Including myself~ Wish me luck too. Sometimes I really wonder why habbo is like a real world lidat lor. Those with hc will be welcomed. Those without will kana a not happy look. You think everyone rich to buy hc and own tons of furnis meh? Not rich cannot be friends meh?
I mean, some habbos just joined the game. You think everyone like you joined for dunno how many millions years le meh? Make them feel welcome lar. Think of yourself also. Aren't you not a new habbo the previous time? Will you feel sad if people don't welcome you? Life's not fair lor. Rich = Friends. Not rich = I don't know you.
Msn's down for a long time just now. No messenger no life. Everything seems so bored. I really can't do without msn now. Next time can't do without skype then die. Ahahaah. Talked to ah dream till 9am in the morning ytd. Then my specs screw came loose and the glass just dropped. Wth? I spent dunno how long trying to fix it back. Heng can sia. Otherwise I become blind liao. LOL!
Not going out on wed. Maybe fri bah? We are planning something evil on fri. I dunno want to go along with the plan anot leh. Seems very evil. But ah dream is my buddy lor. He offered to help nice le lor. We are close till can call darling and dear one lor. Unbelievable right? Coz I'm actually very ang mo type also. Hahah..
Hmm.. My dear buddy is damn evil. I just knew that. Scary. But I'm more scarier? He ytd morning talk till about to zzz. I told him when I said one sentence sure will wake him up. And that is... I like dreamze! LOL! Of coz it's joking xD But I really like him for being frank towards me. Nothing to hide. He dares?? to point out all my bad points. That's what friends are.
Well, if you want to know more about the thing, grab a popcorn and come to the ''movie'' if you want. Ahaha~ Dunno what I'm talking about? Then I also cannot leak out too much info lar. Maybe I had a screw loose in my brain now. Talking nonsense liao. You'll know when the time is ripe. xD
Monday, September 11, 2006
A day without smile
LOL! I'm laughing at myself when I'm typing the title of my post tonight. Nearly typed the smile to someone whose name starts with S. Hahah. Sotong me. The title actually means I didn't manage to watch wei xiao pasta from pp tonight. Sadz lor. Tonight episode very interesting yet I missed it. Must wait for fans to upload it to youtube tomorrow liao.
Who asked the pp channel to tio remove lor? So no choice. Tahan till tomorrow night then watch lor. Guess I'm not sleeping tomorrow night. Still have to bring mama down to TTSH for her blood test at 7 in the morning. At least still can watch wei xiao pasta to pass my time ma. Tonight must sleep till full. So tomorrow won't be a big panda.
Chatted with nef just now. We so long never talk liao lor! Know her through jeff de. She went mia for a few months ma. Really miss her lar! We look alike. But not very lor. Wonder why all will tio shock when saw us. Asking her out someday. So when we go shopping all will O_O twins? LOL! We have so many things alike too. We even have the same surname. Are we sisters in previous life? LOL! Really have alot to chat lor. We both love to use NOR. Hahah.
Talked about jeff lor. Is like wondering why he suddenly drift from us. He like mia recently. I was like saying since he don't bother to contact us. So just leave him alone for the time being bah. Maybe something happened to him? And he don't want us to worry? If not why he changed till so jia lat suddenly? Making us worried lor.
That guy never msg me when he's going off this morning. Sianz sia. Bluff people de. I'm going to spy at him liao. Must check if all the info he gave hor true anot. Ahaha. PI sia! LOL! If anything fake, I'm going to murder him~ Say really, I don't miss him or anything de. Geez~ Nothing wrong ma. Very normal to me. Hahah. Don't care le. I'm going back to chat with nef. Gals talk! xD
Who asked the pp channel to tio remove lor? So no choice. Tahan till tomorrow night then watch lor. Guess I'm not sleeping tomorrow night. Still have to bring mama down to TTSH for her blood test at 7 in the morning. At least still can watch wei xiao pasta to pass my time ma. Tonight must sleep till full. So tomorrow won't be a big panda.
Chatted with nef just now. We so long never talk liao lor! Know her through jeff de. She went mia for a few months ma. Really miss her lar! We look alike. But not very lor. Wonder why all will tio shock when saw us. Asking her out someday. So when we go shopping all will O_O twins? LOL! We have so many things alike too. We even have the same surname. Are we sisters in previous life? LOL! Really have alot to chat lor. We both love to use NOR. Hahah.
Talked about jeff lor. Is like wondering why he suddenly drift from us. He like mia recently. I was like saying since he don't bother to contact us. So just leave him alone for the time being bah. Maybe something happened to him? And he don't want us to worry? If not why he changed till so jia lat suddenly? Making us worried lor.
That guy never msg me when he's going off this morning. Sianz sia. Bluff people de. I'm going to spy at him liao. Must check if all the info he gave hor true anot. Ahaha. PI sia! LOL! If anything fake, I'm going to murder him~ Say really, I don't miss him or anything de. Geez~ Nothing wrong ma. Very normal to me. Hahah. Don't care le. I'm going back to chat with nef. Gals talk! xD
Sunday, September 10, 2006
The guys and the guy
Not sure how many times I laughed today liao. I must be crazy. Firstly is the duo session of kewl and gi. Damn damn funny. I'm laughing all the way. And regret that I missed the session for dunno how long. Near the end then listen lor. But laughing till I'm lagging?! of breath. LOL!
Then now is conf night on skype. The most enjoyable conf I had. Damn funny. The guys are like so ki siao tonight. All hyper sia. Sunday morning perharps. Hahah. Chatted with ferdy lor. Then find that he's a nice young guy. Another blur guy. Wonder why ar, teens nowadays are so blur one. Jia lat sia. All become sotong liao. Sg teens tsk tsk tsk.
Ah kor also using skype liao. But his english not very well lar. So can't talk much lor. And ah dream keep talking to him in english. Make my kor damn pai seh lor. Si dream bully people again. Not say bully lar. Jk! But he did bullied me always! >:( Kieran and ferdy better lor. They not so evil. But actually hor, my kor de english not bad one lar. He don't dare say nia. Kor dc the skype soon and go watch movie lor. Then zzz soon. Said that he don't understand anything. Sad.
Spent the most time online today. Habbo lar, msn lar, conf lar. Too bad no phone conf tonight lor. Think mei koonz liao. Francis want to call mei up lor. I nagged him not to. Otherwise I need to prepare coffin for him liao. LOL! Log on to habbo and opened my trade room and renovate my room lor. My main litez RC room lor. Jia lat sia. All messed up by imman. I was like blood boiling soon. But control myself lar. Who asked me to be the N & N? Lol..
WG's (LOL! New name in my blog, guess if you know who that person is) going overseas later ler. Back in 4 days I think? He asked me what can he buy for me lor. But nothing much lar. Only chat chat awhile on msn. Sometimes I feel bad. Bad as in most of the time I'm like treating him invisble lor. Hmm.. I also dunno how much this person mean to me lar. So let it be~ Let it be~ Till I understand that myself. Oh well~ Back to skype then. Their ears are going deaf due to my typing liao. xD
Then now is conf night on skype. The most enjoyable conf I had. Damn funny. The guys are like so ki siao tonight. All hyper sia. Sunday morning perharps. Hahah. Chatted with ferdy lor. Then find that he's a nice young guy. Another blur guy. Wonder why ar, teens nowadays are so blur one. Jia lat sia. All become sotong liao. Sg teens tsk tsk tsk.
Ah kor also using skype liao. But his english not very well lar. So can't talk much lor. And ah dream keep talking to him in english. Make my kor damn pai seh lor. Si dream bully people again. Not say bully lar. Jk! But he did bullied me always! >:( Kieran and ferdy better lor. They not so evil. But actually hor, my kor de english not bad one lar. He don't dare say nia. Kor dc the skype soon and go watch movie lor. Then zzz soon. Said that he don't understand anything. Sad.
Spent the most time online today. Habbo lar, msn lar, conf lar. Too bad no phone conf tonight lor. Think mei koonz liao. Francis want to call mei up lor. I nagged him not to. Otherwise I need to prepare coffin for him liao. LOL! Log on to habbo and opened my trade room and renovate my room lor. My main litez RC room lor. Jia lat sia. All messed up by imman. I was like blood boiling soon. But control myself lar. Who asked me to be the N & N? Lol..
WG's (LOL! New name in my blog, guess if you know who that person is) going overseas later ler. Back in 4 days I think? He asked me what can he buy for me lor. But nothing much lar. Only chat chat awhile on msn. Sometimes I feel bad. Bad as in most of the time I'm like treating him invisble lor. Hmm.. I also dunno how much this person mean to me lar. So let it be~ Let it be~ Till I understand that myself. Oh well~ Back to skype then. Their ears are going deaf due to my typing liao. xD
Saturday, September 09, 2006
Time for tuition
If you don't know what tuition is. Oh well. It's a secret code between a few of us. So too bad if you don't know that. Hahah.. Today's tuition was great. I had a yummy heavy dinner thanks to da jie! Love you da jie~ =D Thanks for the delicious dinner you brought me to at pepper lunch. One of the best meal I had ever. I love pepper lunch too! Hahah. Thanks for those yummy bread you bought too. But my parents kiasu gobble a lot up le. =.= Anyway da jie sure recommended good food sia! Yum yum~!
Let's begin the tuition journey~ Had a hard time trying to inform all where we are meeting at coz there's some small changes. And sure it's quite jia lat. I went by bus and walked to orchard mrt. Trying to ask where rasyidah, elaine and the others are at. Then they told me they went off to shaw house lido liao. So I waited alone at the station for da jie lor. Walked up to the stairs where danny and me stone at last time. Then really bumped into him! Tio shock sia! Coz thought he won't be going de ma! Then we go find kewl and went off to lido lor.
Upon reaching there. Seems everyone arrived liao. Saw some new faces and those old familar faces. Omg lor~ I miss outings! Rotted awhile outside shaw house and off they all went in for movie. I went shopping at isetan while waiting for da jie to arrive. And got a huge shock upon reading all those price tags. Damn scary price! Da jie still want to buy me dress lor. Don't want lar! She paid for a lot of stuffs till I pai seh liao!
Ok the worst thing. She's aiming at those very lady like and once you cut off the two strips jitao become tube dress sia those dress lor. LOL! Shocked! Coz I won't wear those de. I not that lady like lar. Wear those dress will become dunno what. Dress nice I know. But wear on me not nice one. Comfirm plus chop stamp. Hahah. Nice tops they got there too. Not very ex. Too bad it looks a little old on me. Da jie~ Next time we must go shopping again lor!
Went to KB at near west (<-- smart then go think what this is) and the rest ate their late dinner. We all began to ki siao liao. Gossip about everything under the sun. Some topics they said did caught my ears. Esp ''his'' stuffs. You can see I'm very concern about his stuffs one. I was like arh?! him?! Lol! Can hear laughters all over the place lor. All was at there roflmao. But sadly, time flies damn fast.
Wanted to go elsewhere after all those gossiping. But nobody can think of a suitable venue after standing there and discussing for dunno how many years. So one went home, the other followed. The another went. Then in a few mins nia, the group dismissed after da jie boarded the bus and went off. So bo pian lor, it's time for home sweet home. Sure must have another outing soon lar! Love it man~! At least now I can mixed in a group well and not just hiding myself at home alone. Should go out walk walk more. Wee~~!!
Lastly, I dunno what have I done? Is it a correct choice? Who will end up hurt? Am I using this to escape from something? Hope not? I don't want any regrets in this. But what I can do now is just leave it to fate and let it flow. Time will let me understand all things well. Wish me luck and all the best? Hahah.. Btw, those who knows, I don't want this to spread. I'm still me. The RF who hangs around with you people~! GoGo RF~!! =D
Let's begin the tuition journey~ Had a hard time trying to inform all where we are meeting at coz there's some small changes. And sure it's quite jia lat. I went by bus and walked to orchard mrt. Trying to ask where rasyidah, elaine and the others are at. Then they told me they went off to shaw house lido liao. So I waited alone at the station for da jie lor. Walked up to the stairs where danny and me stone at last time. Then really bumped into him! Tio shock sia! Coz thought he won't be going de ma! Then we go find kewl and went off to lido lor.
Upon reaching there. Seems everyone arrived liao. Saw some new faces and those old familar faces. Omg lor~ I miss outings! Rotted awhile outside shaw house and off they all went in for movie. I went shopping at isetan while waiting for da jie to arrive. And got a huge shock upon reading all those price tags. Damn scary price! Da jie still want to buy me dress lor. Don't want lar! She paid for a lot of stuffs till I pai seh liao!
Ok the worst thing. She's aiming at those very lady like and once you cut off the two strips jitao become tube dress sia those dress lor. LOL! Shocked! Coz I won't wear those de. I not that lady like lar. Wear those dress will become dunno what. Dress nice I know. But wear on me not nice one. Comfirm plus chop stamp. Hahah. Nice tops they got there too. Not very ex. Too bad it looks a little old on me. Da jie~ Next time we must go shopping again lor!
Went to KB at near west (<-- smart then go think what this is) and the rest ate their late dinner. We all began to ki siao liao. Gossip about everything under the sun. Some topics they said did caught my ears. Esp ''his'' stuffs. You can see I'm very concern about his stuffs one. I was like arh?! him?! Lol! Can hear laughters all over the place lor. All was at there roflmao. But sadly, time flies damn fast.
Wanted to go elsewhere after all those gossiping. But nobody can think of a suitable venue after standing there and discussing for dunno how many years. So one went home, the other followed. The another went. Then in a few mins nia, the group dismissed after da jie boarded the bus and went off. So bo pian lor, it's time for home sweet home. Sure must have another outing soon lar! Love it man~! At least now I can mixed in a group well and not just hiding myself at home alone. Should go out walk walk more. Wee~~!!
Lastly, I dunno what have I done? Is it a correct choice? Who will end up hurt? Am I using this to escape from something? Hope not? I don't want any regrets in this. But what I can do now is just leave it to fate and let it flow. Time will let me understand all things well. Wish me luck and all the best? Hahah.. Btw, those who knows, I don't want this to spread. I'm still me. The RF who hangs around with you people~! GoGo RF~!! =D
Friday, September 08, 2006
Guys guys guys
I dunno what happened today. Issit bad weather or something? Today's still a great day until just now. One wrong message and a war started. Guys are weird creatures. Really weird lar. One minute like this, another minute like that. I just don't seem to get along with everyone. Almost everyone will quarrel with me. Am I a jinx or something? Or am I really bad tempered? I don't even know he can affect my mood. Well maybe everyone will affect my mood. Hahah..
This noon went to meet simon. Ok, I admit he's a nice guy. My type of guy. Full of humor, a teochew, filial to elders, nice to even carry my bag, quite good looking, cute, got thick eyebrows, not too tall and not fat, age just nice, rich??? But he's the same as me. Bad tempered and stubborn then a war broke lor. Quarrelled till our friendship in danger now. Jia lat us. One rat one ox also will have war. Wth?
Met him at JE's station. Got a shock. Can't actually believe that he's not bad looking and so cute. He doesn't look that young as if he's only a teen. Looks quite mature. I checked his pass too. Comfirm plus chop stamp is 84 rat. Lol.. And his face anytime can become red apple when tio tease sia. Funny! Lol.. Hmm.. But maybe he's not suitable for me. He's rich, lives in a condo, had a shop, had high education, drives a posh car, every good stuffs a girl can think of. What am I? Just a burden I suppose.
We rotted in JE's library for dunno how many hours. Chatted, reading books and enjoying the air con? Lol.. Then discuss the sibeh bad topic lor. The topic as in he's going to england to study then what will I do? Will I accept him or? Well.. It's good to study aboard. I really envy sia. So I can't force him to stay coz of me or whatever. But he needs to tell his dad if he had a gf. If yes, he's able to stay. But till now, I hope we can just stay as friends first.
Kai ma and my cousin jiayi met him. Even jiayi whose eyes are as high as taipei 101 lol? also find that he look not bad le. Coz our yan guang damn high one. Kai ma says can give him a chance lor. But know each other more well first. Friends first lar. Kai ma knows me really well. I had the same thing in mind. Then she scan? him all over. Jiayi said her mum is like a mum in law looking at son in law lidat. LOL!
Hmm.. I can only say everything leave it to fate. I don't want to think of anything now. And please don't pair me up with 3 letters anymore. We are just friends okay? No chance at all. No kidding. Really. And yes if you want to know, 3 letters is darren. Don't mistaken the guy I'm saying is 3 letters also. This guy not playing the same online game as me. He's simon, simon khoo. End of story about him. Last note to girls, guys are weird. You can never understand them.
This noon went to meet simon. Ok, I admit he's a nice guy. My type of guy. Full of humor, a teochew, filial to elders, nice to even carry my bag, quite good looking, cute, got thick eyebrows, not too tall and not fat, age just nice, rich??? But he's the same as me. Bad tempered and stubborn then a war broke lor. Quarrelled till our friendship in danger now. Jia lat us. One rat one ox also will have war. Wth?
Met him at JE's station. Got a shock. Can't actually believe that he's not bad looking and so cute. He doesn't look that young as if he's only a teen. Looks quite mature. I checked his pass too. Comfirm plus chop stamp is 84 rat. Lol.. And his face anytime can become red apple when tio tease sia. Funny! Lol.. Hmm.. But maybe he's not suitable for me. He's rich, lives in a condo, had a shop, had high education, drives a posh car, every good stuffs a girl can think of. What am I? Just a burden I suppose.
We rotted in JE's library for dunno how many hours. Chatted, reading books and enjoying the air con? Lol.. Then discuss the sibeh bad topic lor. The topic as in he's going to england to study then what will I do? Will I accept him or? Well.. It's good to study aboard. I really envy sia. So I can't force him to stay coz of me or whatever. But he needs to tell his dad if he had a gf. If yes, he's able to stay. But till now, I hope we can just stay as friends first.
Kai ma and my cousin jiayi met him. Even jiayi whose eyes are as high as taipei 101 lol? also find that he look not bad le. Coz our yan guang damn high one. Kai ma says can give him a chance lor. But know each other more well first. Friends first lar. Kai ma knows me really well. I had the same thing in mind. Then she scan? him all over. Jiayi said her mum is like a mum in law looking at son in law lidat. LOL!
Hmm.. I can only say everything leave it to fate. I don't want to think of anything now. And please don't pair me up with 3 letters anymore. We are just friends okay? No chance at all. No kidding. Really. And yes if you want to know, 3 letters is darren. Don't mistaken the guy I'm saying is 3 letters also. This guy not playing the same online game as me. He's simon, simon khoo. End of story about him. Last note to girls, guys are weird. You can never understand them.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
National rotting day
It's another conf night. With mei. Only mei leh. Still can call that conf? Lol.. Maybe francis will call later. Then it's consider a conf call. Last night chatted with mei till 5am. Sleep till 11am and simon called. I'm becoming a panda. Not enough sleep sia. Tonight another session of conf. Tmr no need to wake up liao. Can sleep whole day. Unless mei jio me out. Otherwise it's a National Zzz Day for me.
Well.. I admit simon's not a bad guy lar. We chatted on phone for quite long today. Might be going out with him on friday discussing about the shop and us? But everything leave it to fate. That's what I told him. Maybe I'll give him an answer during my birthday month. But that's tons of months later. So oh well~ I know I'm bad. But I don't like to give promise to anyone. That's me. :)
My stupid com's giving me problems again. This time it could not be on. Keep hanging itself at windows XP page. I tried for 20+ times then power on. The moment I saw ming dao's wallpaper I was so glad lor! But then lidat I might mia anytime liao. Dunno when it will died on me. Idiot com sia. Never had such a lousy com before. Must have owe this com in my previous life. Now it's here to torture me. Urgh! Prays all is alright. I have no money to pay for the repair fees liao.
At last! I received a comment from a reader from my chinese blog saying the story's nice. So happy lor. Can happy whole night sia. ^_^ My efforts had not gone down to the longkang. Keke. Anyway I just typed the story to fill my empty boredness. I don't use that to receive praises. But if readers enjoy the story, that's the best part lor.
Nothing much else to blog tonight. So will let it be a short post. Very unlike me right? But I can't blog much when I'm in a conf. Coz can't concentrate ma. Check back tmr or friday bah. Should have more stuffs to nag about. Someone~ Anyone~ Accompany me go out later leh. Mei?? ^.^ Please~~ I'm having spider webs and moulds growing out soon. LOL! xD
2 in 1 spider and mould
Well.. I admit simon's not a bad guy lar. We chatted on phone for quite long today. Might be going out with him on friday discussing about the shop and us? But everything leave it to fate. That's what I told him. Maybe I'll give him an answer during my birthday month. But that's tons of months later. So oh well~ I know I'm bad. But I don't like to give promise to anyone. That's me. :)
My stupid com's giving me problems again. This time it could not be on. Keep hanging itself at windows XP page. I tried for 20+ times then power on. The moment I saw ming dao's wallpaper I was so glad lor! But then lidat I might mia anytime liao. Dunno when it will died on me. Idiot com sia. Never had such a lousy com before. Must have owe this com in my previous life. Now it's here to torture me. Urgh! Prays all is alright. I have no money to pay for the repair fees liao.
At last! I received a comment from a reader from my chinese blog saying the story's nice. So happy lor. Can happy whole night sia. ^_^ My efforts had not gone down to the longkang. Keke. Anyway I just typed the story to fill my empty boredness. I don't use that to receive praises. But if readers enjoy the story, that's the best part lor.
Nothing much else to blog tonight. So will let it be a short post. Very unlike me right? But I can't blog much when I'm in a conf. Coz can't concentrate ma. Check back tmr or friday bah. Should have more stuffs to nag about. Someone~ Anyone~ Accompany me go out later leh. Mei?? ^.^ Please~~ I'm having spider webs and moulds growing out soon. LOL! xD
2 in 1 spider and mould
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Conf night again
Damn the IE 7! Stupid browser! I can't even log into blogger via IE 7! Ended up using Morzilla Firefox to type my blog. Think I'll use firefox as my main browser now. Can't log in this log in that. Can't habbo also. IE sux. Esp IE 7. Sorry microsoft. Go think what's wrong with your product. =l
Today jie ps me. So never went out lor. Whole noon chatting with simon. He's not a bad guy. But lazy to bother about anything now. Leave to fate. Now I only want to concentrate on recovering my health back to 100%. Game meh? Still recover health. Other things, none of my biz for now.
Just now. The worst happened. I headache till my whole left part of my body goes numb. Like stroke lidat. Scared me lor. Went crying till my parents chiong in. I was holding my head and crying in pain. Then slowly the numb went away. I went pale liao. Scary incident. Mum wanted me to go tan tock seng for a check. No way am I going! Don't care le. See what can happen lor.
Conf night again?! Yea lor. Mei tonight sibeh high. Actually called me straight sia. I jitao shock. Francis called in also lor. So now still chatting. Dunno what time we gonna chat till until tonight. But think won't be late bah. Coz need to rest early. Health's damn bad recently. Oh.. Francis ''karp'' phone le. Sadz. Left me and mei. Ps us sia. Baddie!
Chatted with junhao just now. He's going to ns on thurs. Sadz. Sure will miss him de. Just now say don't miss him is kidding lar. 8 years friends le. Of coz will miss de ma. I not so bad lor. Take care friend. Stay in contact wor~ Next time we arrange a gathering. Don't let it drag le. Since dunno when we say till now still no gathering yet. We both arrange lar. I can't do it alone. Hahaha.. Ok I got a shock now. Junhao says he's watching aqmfs. I jitao !!!!!!!!!!! Mei goes wa lao in conf lor. Coz she want to watch the last episode ma. Lol mei.. Come my house watch lor. xD
Di's back from malaysia. Welcome back di. My turn to go there on fri. Bully the kids in kulai. I mean let the kids bully me. =.=''' Dunno want to go anot leh. Sort of lazy. Prefer to stay in sg. Simon asked me to go england with him. I was like wth? Forget it. Time for my supper. I'm hungry. Lol.. When I become the next sokewl sia? Always says hungry de. Oh well~
Today jie ps me. So never went out lor. Whole noon chatting with simon. He's not a bad guy. But lazy to bother about anything now. Leave to fate. Now I only want to concentrate on recovering my health back to 100%. Game meh? Still recover health. Other things, none of my biz for now.
Just now. The worst happened. I headache till my whole left part of my body goes numb. Like stroke lidat. Scared me lor. Went crying till my parents chiong in. I was holding my head and crying in pain. Then slowly the numb went away. I went pale liao. Scary incident. Mum wanted me to go tan tock seng for a check. No way am I going! Don't care le. See what can happen lor.
Conf night again?! Yea lor. Mei tonight sibeh high. Actually called me straight sia. I jitao shock. Francis called in also lor. So now still chatting. Dunno what time we gonna chat till until tonight. But think won't be late bah. Coz need to rest early. Health's damn bad recently. Oh.. Francis ''karp'' phone le. Sadz. Left me and mei. Ps us sia. Baddie!
Chatted with junhao just now. He's going to ns on thurs. Sadz. Sure will miss him de. Just now say don't miss him is kidding lar. 8 years friends le. Of coz will miss de ma. I not so bad lor. Take care friend. Stay in contact wor~ Next time we arrange a gathering. Don't let it drag le. Since dunno when we say till now still no gathering yet. We both arrange lar. I can't do it alone. Hahaha.. Ok I got a shock now. Junhao says he's watching aqmfs. I jitao !!!!!!!!!!! Mei goes wa lao in conf lor. Coz she want to watch the last episode ma. Lol mei.. Come my house watch lor. xD
Di's back from malaysia. Welcome back di. My turn to go there on fri. Bully the kids in kulai. I mean let the kids bully me. =.=''' Dunno want to go anot leh. Sort of lazy. Prefer to stay in sg. Simon asked me to go england with him. I was like wth? Forget it. Time for my supper. I'm hungry. Lol.. When I become the next sokewl sia? Always says hungry de. Oh well~
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Monday blues
Nothing much happened today. So won't be blogging a long post. I know that I blogged too much last few days. Some friends had already vomited blood due to reading those posts. So I'll just blog a short post tonight.
Maybe will be meeting jie later. Don't know if he will go too. He got go then go. No then never mind. It doesn't bother me anyway. I only wish to meet jie. Nobody else more. I'm grateful for the concern he shows for me. Makes my heart feels warmth. But no feeling means no feeling. What do you want me to do? I won't be so stupid to force myself to go into a relationship.
Sms blasting. I'm dying. Broke still sms for habbo credits just for hc. I didn't log much into habbo anymore too. IE 7 lags alot while I played habbo. So if no events and I'm not djing, most of the time won't be logging into habbo.
I don't even bother to online in msn too. Appearing offline whole night. Today's a msn turtle day. I feel sad for that guy, Steve Irwin. But I wonder why there's this thing that started and all people's nick begin with a turtle.
Okay, my mia ''hobby'' started. Don't think only darren will play mia. I will do that too. No mood to talk will just appear offline everywhere. Spending the time in browsing forums and going youtube etc. Wonder how long this mia of mine will last. But I'm not that bad as darren to even mia via hp contact. So if you want to find me, simply give me a beep. Feel bad towards kieran because he wanted to chat with me and I keep playing the mia game. Sorry!
Recently I'm very hooked onto the drama kim sam soon because mum loves it. Next week this drama's going to end. And I just begin to watch it. Is it too late? Not for me. This is the part where all gets interesting. Went to it's forum and youtube to browse videos and news of this drama. I love the songs. So went to search for them. Now the songs are playing in my mp3.
This drama very fairytale like. Like a dream come true lidat. Nice lor. And in real, the actor and actress also sort of like ming dao and qiao en. Very ke lian neh. Being famous's not easy. You will just be paparazzi's target everyday. Oh well~ Forum time. Then it's zzz time. Need to rest more. Health's not in good shape recently. I wonder what will happen next? Don't dare to think.
Maybe will be meeting jie later. Don't know if he will go too. He got go then go. No then never mind. It doesn't bother me anyway. I only wish to meet jie. Nobody else more. I'm grateful for the concern he shows for me. Makes my heart feels warmth. But no feeling means no feeling. What do you want me to do? I won't be so stupid to force myself to go into a relationship.
Sms blasting. I'm dying. Broke still sms for habbo credits just for hc. I didn't log much into habbo anymore too. IE 7 lags alot while I played habbo. So if no events and I'm not djing, most of the time won't be logging into habbo.
I don't even bother to online in msn too. Appearing offline whole night. Today's a msn turtle day. I feel sad for that guy, Steve Irwin. But I wonder why there's this thing that started and all people's nick begin with a turtle.
Okay, my mia ''hobby'' started. Don't think only darren will play mia. I will do that too. No mood to talk will just appear offline everywhere. Spending the time in browsing forums and going youtube etc. Wonder how long this mia of mine will last. But I'm not that bad as darren to even mia via hp contact. So if you want to find me, simply give me a beep. Feel bad towards kieran because he wanted to chat with me and I keep playing the mia game. Sorry!
Recently I'm very hooked onto the drama kim sam soon because mum loves it. Next week this drama's going to end. And I just begin to watch it. Is it too late? Not for me. This is the part where all gets interesting. Went to it's forum and youtube to browse videos and news of this drama. I love the songs. So went to search for them. Now the songs are playing in my mp3.
This drama very fairytale like. Like a dream come true lidat. Nice lor. And in real, the actor and actress also sort of like ming dao and qiao en. Very ke lian neh. Being famous's not easy. You will just be paparazzi's target everyday. Oh well~ Forum time. Then it's zzz time. Need to rest more. Health's not in good shape recently. I wonder what will happen next? Don't dare to think.
Monday, September 04, 2006
Multiple stuffs
Been thinking a lot to blog about this whole day. But in the end, right now when I logged into blogger I turned out speechless. Mum will be back tomorrow. At last there will be home cooked meals. Been eating instant noodles everyday, every meal for 4 days. Getting so sick of the taste. Feel like puking after each meal. But no choice. No money to buy food.
Without mum, my whole life is messed up. No proper food. No proper meals in time. Everything is in a mess. But luckily still have my kai ma to call to keep track of me these few days. She's afraid that I'll keep going out or didn't eat. Everyone knows me well uh? Know that I won't care anything and just lazy over everything. I don't bother about hosting conf too. Wonder why francis called me at 1am just now to ask if there's a conf going on. =.=??
Recently these few days I sleep damn late. I mean early. Early in the morning. Yesterday I 'renovated' my computer. Went to download.com and search for those softwares I lost after the reformation of my computer. Changed to Internet Explorer 7. And wth? Microsoft copied everything from Firefox. And yet it's way more lousy than it. But compared to IE 6. IE 7 doesn't lag that much. That's one thing I like about it.
But thanks goodness. IE can use several tabs in one window at last. Hooray for that! But too bad habbo can't be played using IE 7. I mean it can but you can't type well there. You can't delete the words, can't change any words or sentence in habbo. Typed means typed. Typo? Then too bad. You can't even delete them using backspace. Is like wth? So I used Firefox just for habbo now. So troublesome.
Let's see what's new with IE 7. All the fonts become bolded. Not bad. You don't have to tired your eyes now. And there's this site feed thing. There's a live search bar. Everything's almost the same as Firefox but looks much more classic than it. I'll still love IE 7 if there's nothing wrong with it when you are playing habbo. Seems your windows need to be Windows XP Pro Service Pack 2 then you're allowed to use IE 7.
After talking about computer stuffs, let's talk about last night. Skype with them again. The usual gang. Laughs. I'm lazy to talk tonight. Yesterday night feel bad that I ps them just to call darren. He asked if I missed him. Of course I do. In terms of friends. So talked to him for a while. His mood is really damn bad. The whole chat just went haiz-ing all the way. He's not the same darren I know anymore. Poor guy.
He feels bad that I ps them to call him. And I feel bad that I rejected simon. Told him about simon. Our thoughts are the same. We think that simon's words are not to be believed. ^5 buddy. Other than that, we talked about the reason why I didn't go to malaysia. Told him that he needed someone to talk to because he's feeling down recently. And I'm lazy to go anyway. So didn't went there. He was touched. Sure fake! Hahaha! Then we joked a lot about that.
He suddenly went sian as he's dota-ing and there's dead air all over. Ended the call after 50 mins and 15 secs later. Can use this number to buy 4D. Hahaha. Well, other then me, he doesn't have many friends to talk to. So kieran, talk to him sometimes bah. A session of guys talk helped. He's feeling real bad till he wanted to play mia again. He doesn't want to see or talk to anyone. Scolded him for that. And ended up I got a comment that I'm fierce by him. LOL! He can't believe that I had such a bad temper.
Actually other than buddy, simon would make a good friend too. He's nice. And really makes me feel bad that I treated him this way. We both chatted a while today. But the whole call was full of dead air. Really don't know what to talk about. He's just a friend to me. A friend whom I don't understand well. Before I went off, I'll post a question that is being discussed in the forum recently. Let's see which one you'll choose. I'll choose the second. :)
Question: Would you choose a guy / girl who love you or a guy / girl who you love?
Without mum, my whole life is messed up. No proper food. No proper meals in time. Everything is in a mess. But luckily still have my kai ma to call to keep track of me these few days. She's afraid that I'll keep going out or didn't eat. Everyone knows me well uh? Know that I won't care anything and just lazy over everything. I don't bother about hosting conf too. Wonder why francis called me at 1am just now to ask if there's a conf going on. =.=??
Recently these few days I sleep damn late. I mean early. Early in the morning. Yesterday I 'renovated' my computer. Went to download.com and search for those softwares I lost after the reformation of my computer. Changed to Internet Explorer 7. And wth? Microsoft copied everything from Firefox. And yet it's way more lousy than it. But compared to IE 6. IE 7 doesn't lag that much. That's one thing I like about it.
But thanks goodness. IE can use several tabs in one window at last. Hooray for that! But too bad habbo can't be played using IE 7. I mean it can but you can't type well there. You can't delete the words, can't change any words or sentence in habbo. Typed means typed. Typo? Then too bad. You can't even delete them using backspace. Is like wth? So I used Firefox just for habbo now. So troublesome.
Let's see what's new with IE 7. All the fonts become bolded. Not bad. You don't have to tired your eyes now. And there's this site feed thing. There's a live search bar. Everything's almost the same as Firefox but looks much more classic than it. I'll still love IE 7 if there's nothing wrong with it when you are playing habbo. Seems your windows need to be Windows XP Pro Service Pack 2 then you're allowed to use IE 7.
After talking about computer stuffs, let's talk about last night. Skype with them again. The usual gang. Laughs. I'm lazy to talk tonight. Yesterday night feel bad that I ps them just to call darren. He asked if I missed him. Of course I do. In terms of friends. So talked to him for a while. His mood is really damn bad. The whole chat just went haiz-ing all the way. He's not the same darren I know anymore. Poor guy.
He feels bad that I ps them to call him. And I feel bad that I rejected simon. Told him about simon. Our thoughts are the same. We think that simon's words are not to be believed. ^5 buddy. Other than that, we talked about the reason why I didn't go to malaysia. Told him that he needed someone to talk to because he's feeling down recently. And I'm lazy to go anyway. So didn't went there. He was touched. Sure fake! Hahaha! Then we joked a lot about that.
He suddenly went sian as he's dota-ing and there's dead air all over. Ended the call after 50 mins and 15 secs later. Can use this number to buy 4D. Hahaha. Well, other then me, he doesn't have many friends to talk to. So kieran, talk to him sometimes bah. A session of guys talk helped. He's feeling real bad till he wanted to play mia again. He doesn't want to see or talk to anyone. Scolded him for that. And ended up I got a comment that I'm fierce by him. LOL! He can't believe that I had such a bad temper.
Actually other than buddy, simon would make a good friend too. He's nice. And really makes me feel bad that I treated him this way. We both chatted a while today. But the whole call was full of dead air. Really don't know what to talk about. He's just a friend to me. A friend whom I don't understand well. Before I went off, I'll post a question that is being discussed in the forum recently. Let's see which one you'll choose. I'll choose the second. :)
Question: Would you choose a guy / girl who love you or a guy / girl who you love?
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Shopping spree
The title don't mean me lor! Help lor! I don't shop like mad! Not me! It's my cousin! Rofl! My cousin lar! Understand? She's the shopping queen. For goodness sake! Spent 50? 60? ++ bucks. Envy! Cry! I want to go shopping too. Not window shopping. T_T
Today went doc's there. Then went cwp shop till rot. My cousin fenni bought alot of stuffs. And I mean it's really alot! O_O! Her pocket's got a hole. Yes! I saw it. A big deep hole. Poor her. But serve her right for buying so much stuffs too. Heehee. xD
But still hor, must thanks my cousin for keeping me company today the whole day. Otherwise I'll just rot to death. Anyway there's this interesting matter I found out. The clinic's not packed on sat! Unbelievable! O_O! I'll hop by on sat next time then. ^_^
Needles poking all over your body doesn't hurt lar. For goodness sake. If you can't stand the tiny winny ant bite. You're not a human. =X Injections are more hurtful then this. But yea. I'm not afraid of injections. See lar? I so brave hor? LOL! Still remembered how my guy classmate cried like mad when we having an injection in school. He kena tease for a whole month by the class. Ouch! This is more hurtful lor.
Tonight still's a conf night. Not sure if I'll be going out later. Alone? Nah. No thanks. I rather rot infront of the com then. So can someone, handsome guys, pretty gals, anyone free to accompany me go out and rot later? *looks with puppy eyes* LOL! xD
I only caught like 3-4 hours of sleep everyday and I'm full of energy. Less sleep makes me feel more better. LOL! Sleep more lazy more, yawns more, then will like take drugs lidat, never take, I mean sleep will super unwell. In the end will sleep more again. =.=
Simon's matter is getting better. He's leaving next week. To study in england? Gee? I don't know. And I don't want to know. I'll still be able to work in the shop. His sis is taking over. Wonder if I should work there? Will be quite pai seh lar. But the pay is $_$ leh. He asked me not to mix work and personal matter together. So oh well~ Maybe I'll just work there in nov bah.
Say really lah. He asked if I bear to see him leave. Actually not lor. He's a very nice friend to have. But not anything more. Damn envy he can go england to study. Rich kid lor. Fenni asked me to try and accept him. No way. Single rocks~ Woohoo~ He's only suitable to be a friend. Hack care he rich anot lar. What biz is it of mine anyway? I admit I love $. I mean, who don't? Don't tell me you don't? But I won't like a guy just coz he's rich.
I've got wonderful friends around me. That's already more then enough. Who says gals need guys? We don't! We can live perfectly well without a guy. Anyway I don't lack of care and concern from guy friends of mine. Darren, dream, kieran etc. They treat me nicely too. I don't need a bf! Friends are just as good. =)
Special thanks to darren lar. For smsing to ask how I am today. I'm fine. Thanks for concern. Know you won't read my blog. You're too lazy. Hahaha. So can't see this msg anyway. But you've been a great friend for the past 1 year plus. So here's a msg to thanks you lar! Ok~ I know I'm biased. LOL! xD
Today went doc's there. Then went cwp shop till rot. My cousin fenni bought alot of stuffs. And I mean it's really alot! O_O! Her pocket's got a hole. Yes! I saw it. A big deep hole. Poor her. But serve her right for buying so much stuffs too. Heehee. xD
But still hor, must thanks my cousin for keeping me company today the whole day. Otherwise I'll just rot to death. Anyway there's this interesting matter I found out. The clinic's not packed on sat! Unbelievable! O_O! I'll hop by on sat next time then. ^_^
Needles poking all over your body doesn't hurt lar. For goodness sake. If you can't stand the tiny winny ant bite. You're not a human. =X Injections are more hurtful then this. But yea. I'm not afraid of injections. See lar? I so brave hor? LOL! Still remembered how my guy classmate cried like mad when we having an injection in school. He kena tease for a whole month by the class. Ouch! This is more hurtful lor.
Tonight still's a conf night. Not sure if I'll be going out later. Alone? Nah. No thanks. I rather rot infront of the com then. So can someone, handsome guys, pretty gals, anyone free to accompany me go out and rot later? *looks with puppy eyes* LOL! xD
I only caught like 3-4 hours of sleep everyday and I'm full of energy. Less sleep makes me feel more better. LOL! Sleep more lazy more, yawns more, then will like take drugs lidat, never take, I mean sleep will super unwell. In the end will sleep more again. =.=
Simon's matter is getting better. He's leaving next week. To study in england? Gee? I don't know. And I don't want to know. I'll still be able to work in the shop. His sis is taking over. Wonder if I should work there? Will be quite pai seh lar. But the pay is $_$ leh. He asked me not to mix work and personal matter together. So oh well~ Maybe I'll just work there in nov bah.
Say really lah. He asked if I bear to see him leave. Actually not lor. He's a very nice friend to have. But not anything more. Damn envy he can go england to study. Rich kid lor. Fenni asked me to try and accept him. No way. Single rocks~ Woohoo~ He's only suitable to be a friend. Hack care he rich anot lar. What biz is it of mine anyway? I admit I love $. I mean, who don't? Don't tell me you don't? But I won't like a guy just coz he's rich.
I've got wonderful friends around me. That's already more then enough. Who says gals need guys? We don't! We can live perfectly well without a guy. Anyway I don't lack of care and concern from guy friends of mine. Darren, dream, kieran etc. They treat me nicely too. I don't need a bf! Friends are just as good. =)
Special thanks to darren lar. For smsing to ask how I am today. I'm fine. Thanks for concern. Know you won't read my blog. You're too lazy. Hahaha. So can't see this msg anyway. But you've been a great friend for the past 1 year plus. So here's a msg to thanks you lar! Ok~ I know I'm biased. LOL! xD
Saturday, September 02, 2006
I'm so vexed
Wah today I really regret it lor. Shouldn't have sms to ask him about the job stuffs. It's like wtf? He come and bother me non stop. Bother me till I'm pissed with him and everyone. Scolded everyone I could just now. Nearly made my buddy angry. All coz of that S person.
Pardon me for using vulgar and tons of them here. Coz to this type of person must jitao slash one. Ar char~ I X I X I XXX! =P Finally he's gone. Forever? I don't know. He's still okay to be a friend. If he stop all his nonsense. I still wanna work one leh. Best if it's his sis who is in charge of the shop.
Then made me almost quarrel with darren. Coz I'm in a bad mood ma. So asked him if he's free to talk. He said he's going out. Not really free to talk but can spare a few mins. But I dunno why I pissed lor. Just said nvm nvm. He said he'll call later. I more pissed. Just scold him lor. I think he's shock. And yes I feel bad. I shouldn't treat buddy this way. I'm in the wrong. Luckily he's not angry or something. Thanks buddy for still standing by my side.
Conf night tonight again. With mei, francis di, dream, kieran. Ger ps us after a few mins. Nice chat we have in phone conf. Then it's time for mei and francis to sleep. Then it's skype time~ Wahahaha. With dream and kieran. That piggy dream went off to sleep dumping me and kieran talking till now. Time checked 6.39pm. And I'm still skype-ing with kairen. Very nice guy here we have. We should have more skype sessions more~!
I can't type much now. Busy skype-ing. And it's time for orh orh soon. I promise to blog a longer post tmr. Well.. Just hope my day goes well later lar. No more bugging~ Wooooo~~~ Blogger's eating up my post! Gotta end! 7 liao! 7 liao!!!!! 7 LIAO! 7am LIAO!!!!! Ok end. =.=
Pardon me for using vulgar and tons of them here. Coz to this type of person must jitao slash one. Ar char~ I X I X I XXX! =P Finally he's gone. Forever? I don't know. He's still okay to be a friend. If he stop all his nonsense. I still wanna work one leh. Best if it's his sis who is in charge of the shop.
Then made me almost quarrel with darren. Coz I'm in a bad mood ma. So asked him if he's free to talk. He said he's going out. Not really free to talk but can spare a few mins. But I dunno why I pissed lor. Just said nvm nvm. He said he'll call later. I more pissed. Just scold him lor. I think he's shock. And yes I feel bad. I shouldn't treat buddy this way. I'm in the wrong. Luckily he's not angry or something. Thanks buddy for still standing by my side.
Conf night tonight again. With mei, francis di, dream, kieran. Ger ps us after a few mins. Nice chat we have in phone conf. Then it's time for mei and francis to sleep. Then it's skype time~ Wahahaha. With dream and kieran. That piggy dream went off to sleep dumping me and kieran talking till now. Time checked 6.39pm. And I'm still skype-ing with kairen. Very nice guy here we have. We should have more skype sessions more~!
I can't type much now. Busy skype-ing. And it's time for orh orh soon. I promise to blog a longer post tmr. Well.. Just hope my day goes well later lar. No more bugging~ Wooooo~~~ Blogger's eating up my post! Gotta end! 7 liao! 7 liao!!!!! 7 LIAO! 7am LIAO!!!!! Ok end. =.=
Friday, September 01, 2006
I'm not stupid
Disclaimer: Long post today. Be prepared to get your eyes shutting halfway while you're reading. Author bears no responsibility if readers stress their eyes out or puke blood halfway.
Am I stupid? Guess I am. Not in that kind of stupid. It's in terms of silly and foolish. I admit I'm one foolish idiot that lives on this world. Sacrifice so much but don't want anything in return or didn't get anything back. What's the sake of it? I think I'm the ben dan instead of him. All his action are chi qing not stupid.
Actually I should be in malacca now. But due to him. I stayed in sg. Ytd late night told him I'm going to malacca tmr. Jitao got that =( face and those questions, "Must you go?" "Why so fast go again?" So I just replied that I can stay to pei him if he wants. He ask can ar? Really? In the end I ended up still in sg. Thinking he's not in good mood recently. Perhaps I really should stay and accompany him.
Did I made the right choice to stay in sg? I don't know. Just got a call from him and became his listening ears again. Listen to him nagging about his ex's stuffs. Really don't know what I should say. So just diam all the way. In the end his ex called, I jitao tio karp phone. But at least still got a thanks in return? Oh well~
But sacrifice so much for what? Will friendship last forever? Sometimes I just feel that I'm stupid to let him be 'shelter''. Once he found another shelter he won't need me anymore. But for the sake of my buddy. No choice bah. Who ask him to be my buddy? When can he don't need me anymore? I can't be there everytime to let him 'kao' right? He really need to depend on himself.
Dream asked me not to go malacca also. I accdiently said out that he's not the first one to ask me not to go. He immdiently guess it's who that said it. Pro. You're my best bro for knowing me so well. Or should I said suay? Like everything you will know lidat. Seems scary too. Hahah. Ytd night skype with him and TF. TF's real nice. Sweet guy oh. No wonder he's so famous. Hahah.
Just like ytd night. I type 2 new chapters of my new story till 9 in the morning. Got scolded siao. And what's the use in dj when there's no pay or anything? Only two word. Love and interest. I don't think I'm foolish at all. Coz I really enjoyed doing all this. But just what's the sake in doing all those? I don't want anything back. Just want to keep myself occupied and happy.
Today whole day doing litez stuffs. Dj for 3 hours. At last dj le. Hahah. Bas da jie sent in a dedi saying welcome back. Oh my. I'm so touched! Covered karl for an hour. Poor xiao shuai ge. His com crashed. Aww! Can't hear his voice le. Then we talked alot lor. Wonder why all djs and teens I know all born in the year of meh meh one? So zhun. Hahah.
I've got a nice kor. But nice doesn't mean I will try to squeeze his $ dry. Kor wanted to get me 100c. Coz he want nelly nor. He rather pay 30 bucks for me. But I jitao reject. Scold him siao. Then we whisper like siao. Later da jie thought we talking bad about her. LOL! Then after I rot in kor's room. Chatted with b. One of my old friend. If I write out name will tio murdered.
Later maybe going out. Not going to be lazy anymore. Dad's not at home. Don't want to rot at home alone facing the com. Wonder are twins and kai ma free? Feel like going shopping and doc's there. Home sux. My neighbours are drilling all day. Even di can hear when he called. Hmm some notes more before I blogged off.
I feel much more better after nagging that sibeh long paragraph of words out. Know him too well. Know he won't come and read my blog. I can blog with ease. Anyway didn't use that person's name. So guess it if you can. Remember to keep a hush hush if you know the answer. Don't later spread to my buddy's ear then I can prepare to mati liao. He'll sure think I 'hiam' him troublesome.
Here's a big bold msg to mei: Either you change blogskin or I will never go visit your blog again. Made my com hang again. I hate your blogskin! Angry le lar! >=(
Thanks lydia mei for remembering me everytime. You get what I mean. Hahah. =)
Lastly, I'm here to advertise my story blog again.
New story plus new chapters. Go take a look if you're free. xD
http://blog.xuite.net/rongfang/dreamland
Am I stupid? Guess I am. Not in that kind of stupid. It's in terms of silly and foolish. I admit I'm one foolish idiot that lives on this world. Sacrifice so much but don't want anything in return or didn't get anything back. What's the sake of it? I think I'm the ben dan instead of him. All his action are chi qing not stupid.
Actually I should be in malacca now. But due to him. I stayed in sg. Ytd late night told him I'm going to malacca tmr. Jitao got that =( face and those questions, "Must you go?" "Why so fast go again?" So I just replied that I can stay to pei him if he wants. He ask can ar? Really? In the end I ended up still in sg. Thinking he's not in good mood recently. Perhaps I really should stay and accompany him.
Did I made the right choice to stay in sg? I don't know. Just got a call from him and became his listening ears again. Listen to him nagging about his ex's stuffs. Really don't know what I should say. So just diam all the way. In the end his ex called, I jitao tio karp phone. But at least still got a thanks in return? Oh well~
But sacrifice so much for what? Will friendship last forever? Sometimes I just feel that I'm stupid to let him be 'shelter''. Once he found another shelter he won't need me anymore. But for the sake of my buddy. No choice bah. Who ask him to be my buddy? When can he don't need me anymore? I can't be there everytime to let him 'kao' right? He really need to depend on himself.
Dream asked me not to go malacca also. I accdiently said out that he's not the first one to ask me not to go. He immdiently guess it's who that said it. Pro. You're my best bro for knowing me so well. Or should I said suay? Like everything you will know lidat. Seems scary too. Hahah. Ytd night skype with him and TF. TF's real nice. Sweet guy oh. No wonder he's so famous. Hahah.
Just like ytd night. I type 2 new chapters of my new story till 9 in the morning. Got scolded siao. And what's the use in dj when there's no pay or anything? Only two word. Love and interest. I don't think I'm foolish at all. Coz I really enjoyed doing all this. But just what's the sake in doing all those? I don't want anything back. Just want to keep myself occupied and happy.
Today whole day doing litez stuffs. Dj for 3 hours. At last dj le. Hahah. Bas da jie sent in a dedi saying welcome back. Oh my. I'm so touched! Covered karl for an hour. Poor xiao shuai ge. His com crashed. Aww! Can't hear his voice le. Then we talked alot lor. Wonder why all djs and teens I know all born in the year of meh meh one? So zhun. Hahah.
I've got a nice kor. But nice doesn't mean I will try to squeeze his $ dry. Kor wanted to get me 100c. Coz he want nelly nor. He rather pay 30 bucks for me. But I jitao reject. Scold him siao. Then we whisper like siao. Later da jie thought we talking bad about her. LOL! Then after I rot in kor's room. Chatted with b. One of my old friend. If I write out name will tio murdered.
Later maybe going out. Not going to be lazy anymore. Dad's not at home. Don't want to rot at home alone facing the com. Wonder are twins and kai ma free? Feel like going shopping and doc's there. Home sux. My neighbours are drilling all day. Even di can hear when he called. Hmm some notes more before I blogged off.
I feel much more better after nagging that sibeh long paragraph of words out. Know him too well. Know he won't come and read my blog. I can blog with ease. Anyway didn't use that person's name. So guess it if you can. Remember to keep a hush hush if you know the answer. Don't later spread to my buddy's ear then I can prepare to mati liao. He'll sure think I 'hiam' him troublesome.
Here's a big bold msg to mei: Either you change blogskin or I will never go visit your blog again. Made my com hang again. I hate your blogskin! Angry le lar! >=(
Thanks lydia mei for remembering me everytime. You get what I mean. Hahah. =)
Lastly, I'm here to advertise my story blog again.
New story plus new chapters. Go take a look if you're free. xD
http://blog.xuite.net/rongfang/dreamland
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