Saturday, December 31, 2005

Last

End of 2005 in just about 30 mins.How i miss 2005.This year was great for me.Get to know alot of friends by habboing.Get to be a dj.And grown up and wise up in this year too. xD

Here i wish all a happy new 2006 year!Woots!Hope this new year will be better and holds more hopes and wishes for all!

Din countdown at orchard.Although i'm just back from there.Countdown by myself then.Lol.. Went out with mei and xiong.First to causeway and then to orchard.Walk the whole street of orchard!Help lor.Somemore i'm wearing those high platform shoes.Now legs aching like siao.

Wore a spaghetti top and walk at orchard for whole day.Feel very not used to it.Cos i seldom wear so 'less'.Lol!!But it's comfortable.Should wear this often.Haha..Actually think of going to the countdown at opposite my house near lrt station there.But fenni's just back from her friends's bbq session and is tired.Hence..I'm lazy to go there alone.

Baobei aka francis actually wanted to join us.But was rejected by mei.Should say 'threathen'. :X So in the end he din join us at orchard.But we keep smsing.Talk to him alot.He's really a very 'dong shi' and guai kia.Very mature for his age.And he go called me this noon.Luckily i'm not sleeping.If not u sure kena my big scolding ar di!

The day turn out this way.Going back to habbo.It's countdown time soon!2006 is coming!I can't wait.Wonder how this year will turn out?Really do hope it's better.So wishing all again.A happy new year!Cheers for 2006!

Friday, December 30, 2005

Urgent

Everything is so urgent today.Woke up.Shock to find my hp dead.Battery used up. -.-'' Immediently go charge it.Ate lunch and rush up online.Habbo credits are double.Got to stock up my ppc.If lazy to go out.Maybe i wun go out.I wanted to go out lor.Is no one free to pei wo.Haiz..

There an urgent meeting tonight about litez.9pm!I can't watch my show again.Argh!!Too bad then.Litez more important.It's about version 3!Woots!And hey i have not got the call from delifrance lor.Guess the chances are low ba.When they look at my qualitifications, bound to give me a big fat XX.Lols..

Waiting for my hp battery to charge full.And maybe going out.Dump mum at home again. :X Bad daughter i am.Haha..But no one pei wo.Alone again i guess.But then di dragging me to jp to buy ppc.Bp i also lazy lor.Ask me go jp. -.-''

Got scolded lao hua yan by di saying i saw sala the litez news.It was a meeting EXcluding new staffs.I saw till INcluding new staffs. *hammers myself* Old le cannot blame ma.Teehee~~Chop cyndi's new song.Very lively.Jie mao wan wan.Weird song name.Haha..

Busy day today bah.Dun even know where i maybe going.All my cousins not available.Will decide about it later.Wondering if the call about the job will arrived.Wait wait and still wait.Off now.I feel sleepy!? *slaps self* Dun be pig pig la!Shoos~~

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In the end, i feel chao sleepy.But can't sleep.Din go out.Dad was saying sms better la.So ma fan go buy ppc.So i did.Sms 10 times to get a double of 200c.Renew 6 months hc.And hope i save the credits and use it for around 6 months.

Went to try some of my clothes.Remember kai ye bought me the jeans from thailand.Size was 27.Last time it was dropping like siao.Now was.Tight like hell.Dang man!Size 27 leh!No wonder that day i bought the jeans at this fashion i had to buy size 28.Really so fat le!

Only 36kg and my waist was like cant fit in any pants.I had to jian fei le.Jian waist de fei.Fenni was saying throw some more flesh to me.Not a bad idea.Gladly to accept.Haha..I'm feeling alittle giddy now.Stupid CC.Dunno what programs or performace now.Chao si ren. *covers ears*

Online till 7pm and rest to watch my show.Woo~~Zhen ming tian nu.I love SHE!But then, mum dun allow me to buy the vcd.Sigh..Hope i can get the job!I need some income.Hope is getting more smaller.Dun think so much le.Wonder what the 9pm litez meeting is about.Hee..Shoos..

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Apply

Whole day was normal.Slept late ytd night.Doing some dj stuffs.Making jingles and ads.It was perfect!I can do it man.So happy about it.But dun dare to play it on air.I'm just trying them for fun.Halfway thru it.Junhao msg me.Asking if i'm busy.Haha..I put for fun de can?If not sure tio disturb and suan by u.But when i'm back, he says he's busy again.Buay tahan. -.-'' So end up din chat.Only says hi bye.Lol!!

Fai seems better.Not sure about it.I'm bored.So bored.Fenni's busy everyday.Sigh..I can't go out then.No money for it too.Went to look for uncle francis to look at the Nokia 6111.And fell in love with it.Mp3!Bluetooth!But still cost quite alot.I can upgrade next week.But after thinking.Maybe after CNY first.So abort the thoughts of buying.Cos i wanted the pink one.I will own it soon.

Went roaming to BP plaza with fenni at late night.I'm trying to look for a job.And shun bian pass the mag to ni.Uncle francis encourage me to try working part time at some shops in bp.I told him about delifrance.And he asked me to go for it.In the end, ni and me after some wishy washy and conisdering.Gave up sakura's.Thinking it's too tough.And i went to try for deli's part time.

The supervisor was kind.At first, i thought he's the manager.He gave me an application form to fill up.But i shoot him many questions and told him the truth about my health problems and education.He says i dun look like my age and my qualitifications level.And asking me if my health will affect my work very badly.I says i can't comfirm on this.He reply i'm great.Cos i'm honest with him.And says i got a nice name.Lols..

But the pay is quite low.Only $3 plus per hr.I apply for part timers.Work 4 hrs per day.6 times a week.Total up is about $300 plus per mth.So low.And somemore got to pay for the uniform which is $100 plus per suit.Sigh..But at least can kill my boredness.If they dun mind me and gave me a chance.Maybe i'll work.Final decision lies with the cafe manager.Hope i'll be hired.

Must have confident in myself.And try for everything.Too bad fenni dun wan to try with me.Sigh..Will see how.Wait for the call before doing anything.At least will have a couple of hundreds to spend per mth.And can buy much more stuffs and can save more.I'm now hooked on the song in the show zhen ming tian nu.Which is sang by JS called wo bi xiang xiang zhong ai ni.Nice and soothing.Am feeling alittle tired now.Hope the good news arrive soon. *prays*

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Cheer

Very upset to know that my baobei twins cousin spend their birthday alone and lonely.Sigh..That's why i ask u gals out.At least u wun be alone.No one should spend their birthday so lonely.I've been having this feeling for a couple of years.It's quite sad.Gals do remember that i'm always here for u.I'm here to pei ni men.Cheer up. =D

Ah fai's in a bad mood too.Haiz..How to cheer u up ne?But u do really shock me when u call my house phone at 12am. -.-'' Wake my parents la u.Ask u save my hp no le.Lol..Chat with him whole night.In msn and phone.Dunno how to make u feel better.Do sleep alittle la.Try not to think too much.Anything, u still have us.Ur friends are still here. =D

Ask me not to treat u too well.In case blar blar blar.Trust me.U wun de. =P This line of words do shock me much.I dunno he have that thinkings de. =S Aiya..My dear buddy.Dun think le la.Hope u will feel better and forget about the matter soon.And sleep la u.If not hammer u! =P

I'm bored.Sigh..Next week sch starts for the kids.No one pei wo le.And fai's started work.Me?Trying to find a job lor.But then fenni says after CNY cos she's lazy to work now.Wo de mei ar!Oh well..Maybe i'll find one myself.She's busy everyday.No time to pei wo go out. =~( Busy pat toh-ing is it? =X Hahaz..

Afew weddings are coming up in habbo.All litez de.4 of them i think.Going to be broke by sending those wedding gifts.But felt happy for them.At last my evilness works.My screaming of propose!Lol!!Ytd attended fudgey's.Today should be fan fan and more.Woots~~

Got asked to a movie at J8 with those junior djs.Why all asked me de ar? x.X But i'm lazy.Late la.Sorry hor.And hmm..Just saw there are new rares out.Tian ar!Not again.Sulake really going to squeeze us dry.But same for me this time.I'm not going to buy rares.Hehe..But i like them lor.Help lor.Sigh..Waiting for people to send me. =X

At last can listen to litez today.No buffering.But i'm sure it will later. -.-'' Waiting for version 3 of litez.Not yet arrived!Ahh!!I can't wait le la.Btw..Radio alrite for me but not msn.I had problems logging in.Dun care le la.Off my com soon.Bored!Off i go.Shoos..

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Mess

Everything seems in a mess for me recently.Did not celebrate twins birthday.They not going out.So oh well.Spend my day lazing again.Was not allowed to online too much.So guess day time i will disappeared.Owl only attacks at night for a couple of hours.Electric bill fly real high.Phone bills too.Was $5 more then last month.And tio complained. x.X

Can only catch me after 10pm.Maybe going to find a job with fenni.Hmm..Bless we get one.CNY coming.Need extra cash.Ytd that wedding dinner dad attend cost him afew hundreds for ang pao.I really need to be of some use.I wun be useless forever.

But i'm not really that great.Can't even comfort my depressed buddy.Fai's sad again.He seems to have lots of problems.And asked me to call him ytd night.Chat for awhile.Ask him to relax.Dun think too much.But guess it's hard and useless.Managed to 'coax' him to sleep later.But began to think of some stuffs he said.Sometimes life is not what u want it to be.

Came across qi's blog.And shocked to know what's happening to kai ma.My dear kai ma, prays that u are alrite.What's wrong?Why is she behaving this way?Remember u still have us all.We can always talk.Dun crop everything to urself.

I'm being 'infected' by Fai.Having alot of thoughts recently too.Thinking of my past.And can't see a future.Feel i'm guilty regarding lots of matters.Maybe cos of those matters.I've begin to wise up and turn mature alittle.05 is coming to an end.2 years ago was a tough year.Those 'screens' keep reappearing in my mind.But the most tough was my childhood days.

Should really not bring all these up again.If i'm not that useless.I wun be alone now.I would have someone to share my problems to.Have someone to take care of.Have someone to let me dote on.But now all will not come true.It's just a dream now.To fill up the emptyness in my heart.But the guiltness stays.No one knows about these thoughts of mine.No one know that these matters left a big scar to me.Which will never fade.

There's only two regrets in my life.One which is regarding school matter where i'm still blaming myself for it.Another one is this.Maybe this is fate.Maybe i'm fated to be alone and lonely.I'll really like to make it up to my family.Be more obedient.I'll do everything i can.My parents done so much for me.Give up so much stuffs for me.This i promise u.Pa and ma.Trust me.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Litez

Was busy with litez event for whole day.Btw, am i crazy?This is my third post for today!Woah!Lol..I'm hooked on blogging. xD Very interesting day today.I'm sure tmr will be another great day.Twins ask if i'm free tmr.Sure..Anytime for them.I'll celebrate their birthday with them.Making it a nice one.Am planning now.

Dad's not back from his wedding dinner yet.Wonder what hao liao he brought back later.Hee.. About hao liao.He got me a box of chocolates dunno by who.And i ate alot.Now throat and stomach not really well.Lol..Better zip my greedy mouth.

Litez is buffering again.I can't even listen to it now.Restarting com doesn't help.Aww..Hope we have a more stable server when version 3 is up.I can't wait.Here to blog out some of litez events.

Firstly it was:Treasure hunt.An excellent event.Habbos were filled with excitement.A smashing start.And we have 3 winners.Woohoo~~And our dress code for today:Afros head and sports.

Secondly:Quiz time.Ehh..Din get in to see what's the quiz all about.Was playing a fool in the waiting room trying to relax those awaiting habbo.Meanwhile TS di and i dj for awhile.

Third:We had our welcome party for new staffs.A welcome gift for each.Welcome to our big family!Let's work hand in hand to create a more brighter litez!

Fourth:Staff awards.This was the most shocking part of today.I won!?!I actually came in 2nd for DJs.Help~~So shock and stunned.And i was like huh!?!Me!?Everyone is cheering for me.Thanks my dear litez family.Without u all.I can't do it. =D 1st was of cos Sonya.And 3rd was ikia.To say the truth.When heard ikia was 3rd.I thought i sure wun get anything.In the end i still got a christmas tree.Unbelievable.And for the reporters.We have our deer deer platty for first!Woohoo~~U deserve it!And 2nd was our alt pro insanemi and 3rd was youngest reporter CYL.

Fifth:Last event for today.Countdown to litez birthday.Have not gone in to peek.Wonder what's in there.Will be kay po-ing now.Lol.. xD Pss..And heard about the new staff reward that will be starting from next month.We can get up to 30credits if we are hardworking enough.Cheers!

Here i hope and wishes habbolitez have many more 1 year to go.I can't bear to leave u.My big family.I'll stay on.To do my very best for u.Habbolitez.U really do make my life bright. :D

Boxing Day

Boxing day today.And advance litez birthday!Woo!!Should be tml.But as today's a holiday.We bring it forward.All's getting ready for the grand event today.We're going to blast habbo!So means tml i can spend the day with twins?Hmm..Provided that they are free to spend their birthday with me.Lol..

Opps..Seems they jia ren you yue le.Aww..And i'm busy like crazy now.Litez event!And ahh!!Dad's going for a wedding dinner tonight.His boss's daughter is getting married.Woo jie jie!Congrats.Eee..I can't go again.And make me do so many things now.Waa..Super busy la.My eyes popping in to habbo and here.I got to type fast.Lol..

Help lor!And my those old friends and classmates.Sigh..This is the worst day i had.I can't even breathe.Jia lat sia.Got to relax.Who can help me ar?I'll be busy like siao for whole day.Sigh..Can't do anything else liao.Family..Friends..Habbo..*fainted*

I'm now excusing myself for alittle while.Got wake up by jas jie's sms.Dunno if i'm able to help.Sigh..I need to do other stuffs.And more.Lolx..Din catch enough zzz bugs too.Pjh chasing me off to sleep last night at 2am.Says it's late.Wonder why guys are so naggy.Heng he dunno my blog.If not i die sia.Well..Guess i'll go back to habbo.Jia you for myself!Yeah!

Interesting

Tonight was interesting.Started by me.I msn junhao and he reply.And we suan each other like crazy.Like last time in pri sch.Lol..Funny sia.He listen to me dj.Stress. :S Cos he keep di siao me.I had to log off.This guy is killing me.Si pjh!Lol..Nice nick ar? xP

Really glad all is over.Really glad all turn out fine.We still have the suan ren mo qi.Very funny and lame of us.Evil us! >:) It's been so long since we last chat.Afew years i think.To think his hp no change till i dunno.U chicken! :X

He added afew of our old friends.Shaun and Christoper.And i was like stunned and shock.Cos they changed so much.Yan dao le wor.Pjh still same sia.Lol!!Still that shuai la.Ar bo u kok me.Poor me.Tio bullied by 3 guys.And tio tease back by them says me and pjh da qing ma qiao? -.-'' Well..Cant blame.I'm most familiar with jun hao de.6D!Woo!!U guys are fun!

Tio put aeroplane by qiuhui.She can't make it tml.Drag pjh.And what?Soccer? -.-'' Guys are guys.Sigh~~Nvm..Sure we will have a chance to meet one day.No worries.And i'm looking forward to it.Btw!Have i change alot?Chris was saying he dunno that's me when i showed him my pic.Lol..I know la.Change to more old liao.

Wonderful feeling to chat with old friends.Now i'm having conference with my regular gang.Pjh wants to call but dun dare.Lol..He's off to do his project.Phew~~At last i can escape from his torture.Bored night again.Say till pjh makes me think about Fai.All of them are same age.Is he busy?Buddy ar.So long din talk to u liao.Hope u are fine.Ending my blog now.Busy in msn.Tata

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas

Hohoho!Merry Christmas!This season of greeting was spend rotting and sleeping at home. and of cos busy sneezing and coughing Lol..Francis was correct lor.Jie sleeping lor.But good work u have done.Well..Hope i wun tio murder for this.

Ytd conference till 7.30am.I totally feel like a big lightbulb.One thing to be happy this christmas is about this matter ba.At last u done it!Woo!!I'm waiting to hear great news from u.But isn't this abit fast?U really kind of shock me and never to say jas lor.Ehh..Better not step too much in this.Although i really like to see u both together.Jia you. =)

My throat is getting worse.I can't speak much now.And my nose.Ahh!!Sick christmas la.Better be alrite tml.Dun wan pass the virus to hui.I can't wait to meet u.My old buddy.Hope u are still the same.Wonder if fang will go too?But hmm..He wun go for sure.Anymore coming?Woo!!

Mei just woke up!Aiyo~~Pig la u.I wake at 2.30pm liao.Fran's even earlier?Cham..Seems we are piggy more.Mei told me that ah fai msg her to ask if i'm asleep at around 5am.Woah!He's back so late ar?Anyway..Why ask about me?Zzz.. -.-'' I'm not online sure is sleep le la. pss~~fake de la cos i'm still chatting on phone =P Lol..

Now is ant djing.Her voice seems soft.Christmas ar.Not much ppl online to pei wo.All went out?Tml my turn liao. >:) But thinking of the money i will spend. :S Better reconsider before doing or buying anything.End of christmas blog.My throat hurts.Nose too. *sniff* Buai~~

Memories

Woo!!Merry christmas to all!2005 will be over soon in a week.Hope that 2006 will be a greater year which i can fufil my dreams and wishes.And may all be bless with happiness and health. Was browsing through my old class photos and friendster.Shock to see and know how some of my old friends have changed.

Qiuhui was asking me to meet on mon.And asking me to ask afew more old classmates along. And this is a tough task for me.Cos i dun have their contacts.My contact mostly is p5 but not p6 classmates.Well..Guess only me and qiuhui will be meeting on mon.I can't wait.It's been like afew years since i last saw her.That time she was still in sec.

Really great memories that i can't forget.P6 is a bad year for me.Being bullied at.Repeating P6 cos of my health.And had to stand those cold shoulders from some classmates.Being mock and tease at.Only afew treat me nice.But not now.I guess he's still angry with me for that decision.

Really hope he can come.So that i can apologize to him directly.I dun want that choice either.I can't help it.I'm already hanging there for the eng exam.I know u wish to see me pass.But guess it's fated.Maths killed me right on the spot.Skip that psle exam all gone.Chinese still alrite.Sigh..

Whenever i think of it.My heart will feel hurt slightly.I hate myself for making that stupid desicion.I hate it when i saw my report is 2 A's and 1B.And 1 U grade for maths.Ahhh!!!Nearly collaspe on the spot.I should have repeat again.Nothing wrong with it..At least i know i can do it.

If i din make that decison last time.What will i be now?Really regreat it.Should hang in there. You are right in scolding me.Cos i deserve it.I wun forgive myself for this.I hate myself.Mum thought i have already get over with this.But i'm not!If only we can turn back time.I wish to be the carefree girl in P5.And hang in there for my P6 psle.But can't.It's gone.All lost now.Sigh..

Sorry to Mdm Lim.I let u down.Dui bu qi lin lao shi.Sorry to disappointed u.U watch me grow in zhps.But i can only bring disappointment to u.I'm uselss.Ni kan cuo ren le.Yes.I believe that i'll be those top students.But i din treasure the chance to try.Top 5 in class.Top 50 in sch.All gone. All are histroy now.I'm still keeping the chinese A* results in my cupboard.Ur signature is there.

I wun forget what my vice principal says.''RongFang, u disappointed me.'' I wun forget when i walk out of the principal office, u came in, saw me, and i told u my desision.I'll never forget the two rolls of tears u drop for me.This is the last i saw u.7 years have passed.I still remember it. And i know u says forget about me.It's fake.You are still angry.

Thanks for the times and days u helped me.Thanks for lending me ur paper on the first day of sch.Thanks for that warm welcome and that cold goodbye.Thanks for cheering for me when i did well in my exmas.Thanks for not taking down my name when i'm talkative sometimes.Many thanks to u, JH.I'll never forget all u did for me.And Irene too.Thanks. =)

Tears flowing non stop.1998.A year that i'll never forget.A year that i would like to turn back.I'll remember everything that happen that year.My trying to jump off my sch building when i heard the bad news.Ur crying, ur tears.Maybe all will be buried in my heart.Deep down.

If i have one more chance, i'm sure i wun make that desicison that leads to many regrets now.Sorry.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Sick

Gusee i will spend this christmas sneezing my nose off and coughing my lungs out.It's getting more serious.Can't sleep last night.Feel so uncomfortable and unwell.Slept quite late last night. Around 4am i think.

Cos was busy sending those songs to ah fai.He asked me go rest.But how can lor?I dun leave my com on de.So 30 mins and the songs were finished at last.Guess he's already sleeping till dunno where le.Lol..Nvm la.Wei le fren. =D

This morning wake up to received a MMS.A christmas mms from o.O?Rage?Funny guy.I din celebrate christmas.Although i wanted to.But no one to celebrate with me.Fai was saying poor gal.No gfs to celebrate with u?No la.My friends are all those got prob find u, no prob bye u type.
So nvm.Guess i'll spend this christmas eve acompanying my bed.

Was browsing through my friends's blog and saw all my gfs have their bfs to acompany them.So nice sia.It's been 2 years since i met them.This 2 years can change alot of stuffs.But i'm still the same.Except for being older.Lol..

I can't even dj in litez now.The server settings cause alot to change.My com can't stand it.Well.. time for me to leave litez?Sigh..Litez is still down.I'm sure it will be back at 27th.Twins birthday too.Who should i celebrate with?Litez or twins?Haiz..

Hope fai is better now.He's having some probs.And asking me to dig a hole and buried it in?Lame la u!Lol..Hope u have already cheer up or probs solved by now.But my probs not solved.I'm so unwell!Mum will be making me more unwell.I dun even have my voice now and she's frying sotong balls?Da sotong la!And spicy dishes? T.T Oh well..i'll leave it to fate.Shoos..

Friday, December 23, 2005

Family

Was a family day today.Went to causeway point.Alot asked me where i am.And i told them i 'jia ren you yue'.Just hope they are not mistaken.Lol..So long i didn't went out with mum, kai ma and twins.Really very enjoyable.I love my family!

Firstly i went to visit doc.Then twins and mum arrived.Doc Zhang was saying china was so cold.I feel sg is not much different.Been sneezing the whole day.Till my nose are red. T.T as red as santa's reindeer Haha..Ah choo~~Not again!!

Actually was trying to find a job at TS.But then seems they have already hired enough workers.Haiz..I'll try to find other job then.Maybe i'll try at plaza next.Please let me lucky lucky found one.I've been spending too much in habbo.Bought another 2 ppc just now.Think i spend around $50 in habbo this month. :S

Went to timezone with twins.It's been a couple of years since i last stepped in there.Stingy me spend $4 playing with them there.My fav frog frog game.Hey!I still know how to play leh. xD

Should not go out so often.Transport fee are killing me.Chop mum's money to top up my ez link. Starting to see emptyness in my pocket again.I need a job la.Ouch..Suddenly touch till that small cut.Yi lor.Pull me walk so fast that i bang into metro's cupboard. -.-''

Seems twins are going out tml.Ice skating?Count me out!I'll embarrassed myself there.So should be rotting at home or went nearby place to look for a job.Feeling very tired now.Just eaten my medicine.Gastric hurts again.Visits to the doc is useless.I hate cool weather!Make me feel so uncomfortable.Haiz..

Unbelievable that dad wants to watch the movie king kong.Time to kok him!What a 'good' daughter i am.Lol!!Just now on my way home.Mei and trade called me to conference.Then add so many more ppl in.Dun even know who are thry.Kids. -.-'' Well..But my hp also low batt.So dc them and ask them call others.Hmm..Blogging off here.My gastric.The wind. T.T

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Regrets

7pm now.First thing i did when online.Go check litez.And o.O?Litez blackout?I smell something fishy.Version 3 is coming?Woohoo~~I can't wait to see what is happening.And sigh.Alot of my close friends know that my happiness is forced out.It dun come from my heart.Parents thought that i'm so cheerful everyday.Actually deep down, i have lots of problems and worries.

Heard mum and dad discussing about those bills and all.This year, our expenses really gone way high.I've been online too much.Boardband bills kill.Dad has been deducted salary.And must pay ah ku for ah po's medical and other stuffs.Mum and my medical bills etc.I know we are trying our best to save.But it's useless.Doesn't help much.Haiz..

My wishes for next year.Hope i can get a job.Prays that my medical condition allows me to work. I can't afford to fail this time.Bank left hundreds only.But with my qualitifications.What can i do?Really regret why i din go for the maths PSLE last time?Sick so?Die die must brace up.Innocent me thinking that principal would help me.But he dun.Was forced to quit.Haiz..

And thus i'm now leading this kind of life.And i hate it.Thinking what would have happen if i din make that decision last time.Blame it all on my stubborness.I can't forgive myself for this.No way i will.I'm now living this junk life cos of that stupid decision of mine.Why can't i just go for the exam last time?All will be different now.Poly, uni, i'm sure i will strive to be in.

Due to this.I can't give my parents a better life.What kind of child am i?A useless one.Only to make them worried and nothing else more.What i want now?A job!At least there will be no finaical burden.Dad will feel better with more income to the family.

Chat real late ytd night.Mei went off early.Found out lots of things ytd.Din get the big shock i think i would.In fact, i feel very relieved.Maybe my heart is stable now.Cos this is fact and i had to believe it.Maybe things turn out this way will be better.Am i a forgiving person?Should be.I dun bear hated for long.No point to hate a person.I'm sure the person have reasons for this.

Santa Fang attacking last night.Busy sending christmas presents to everyone close to me.And creating fan rooms for my dear friends and siblings.I hope this will make me feel better.This is the least i can do for my friends.Forgive me if i unwillingly hurt some of u.

I'm not sure when my virtual life will end.I need to get my real life back.I guess it will end when it's time.All are fated.Memories shall be great.Today's 'dong zhi'.A year will pass by soon.My archive for this year?Nothing, all are useless stuffs.Nothing great to be say.

Rainy day today.Din go visit doc.Must go tml.Can't be lazy anyone.Suddenly have this thoughts. This world is indeed real small.Sometimes the person u are looking for in vain is just infront of u. The person u dun know might be someone u know in the past.Friends of u actually know other of ur friends.This world is mircale.There's hope for everything.Dun give up and hang in there.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Offline

Was kind of tired to online today.So end up reading my mag and so on.Time pass by fast.Came online at 6pm to check some stuffs.It's 7pm now.Feeling hungry.So blog awhile before i went for my dinner and come back at 10pm.

Apologize to xiongmao here for not able to give him a sms.Cos i was so busy coaching and settling those new dj and new tech stuffs.And i'm not allowed to go out always.Transport cost. But i'll be out tml to visit the doc.She's back from china.Got to go for my treatment.Maybe will watch the movie king kong too.And yeah. Shun bian go look for a temp part time job.

I'm now actually hiding offline.Mei's busy and out today.So no one pei wo.Fai's not here too. Wonder what is wrong with habz?Why is it back to 56kbps?!?Is Fai depressed over this problem?Got to ask him about it later.Those new dj's problem are killing me too.Esp that yetianyu.Log on just now to heard her talkshow and 'concert' again.Haiz..

I will be fine de.No worries.LRT only.TS di says jie careful dun later fall MRT de.Then u dong dong qiang liao. -.-'' Talk about cheerful stuffs ba.Mei u hor.And si algren.Hide it from me.But i can smell something fishy too.I'm glad about this.Mei must cherish him hor.He's a nice guy.

Twins asking me change my blog's skin.Will do it when i have the time.Elizabeth's blog's music changed to SHE's tian hui.I love it.Well..Ok la..All this talk next time.I need a job first.Pocket is getting more empty and not enough.Sigh..Stomach also empty now.So off for my dinner.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Rush

Everything and everyone seems in a rush today.I rush to meet mei and xiong at west mall.And my 'good' computer hang on me.Now i had to do recovery bot and all cos i gave it a big hard shut down.So many things to do.Should have come back home early today.

Mei pass me a hello kitty hp chain.But pity.My hp can hang stuffs. :S Aww..I just had to keep it.Went glaring at my newest dream phone.Nokia 6111.Wonder if it has mp3.If there is.Maybe can consider changing.But i still like my flip phone more.

We cross over to jp.Been trying to find xiong's bag and twins presents.But can't find any.So just had to come back empty handed.Ate long johns.Mei treat.Went home shortly.That bus was way too full.Stand all the way back.From interchange to interchange.

But i can't stand it.So ran off to take LRT home.Cos it's sort of traffic jam on the road too.But the most suay thing u can think of happen.A fat lady ran by pass and push me.AND I FELL INTO THE LRT TRACKWAY!Wa piang lor.If a train came i'm dead meat.Those passengers were shocked and grabbed me up fast.Phew..Luckily, i'm not electric shock or anything.Scared me to death le. T.T Most annoying is.That lady din apologize and ran off in a flash.

Forget about it.Not saying anymore.Com seems alittle nuts.Ahhh!!!Someone kill it for me pls!Radio server also nuts.But think it's back up now. o.O But no djs?Maybe not completly back yet. I'm too tired to dj.Just back from watching the 9pm series.Very funny and nice.I like that show.

Sigh..Even Fenni found a temp job.I got to buck up and find a job too.Must not neglect my own life.This is just a virtual world.But vitual world's prob when crash with real life's prob is scary. Hope ah fai is better today.Got to ask him and pei him chit chat.And mei too.So siams now lor.

Suddenly remember so pop back to update.Mei like can't believe her eyes when she saw me wearing a demin skirt.Lol..Please lor.I often wear skirt de.Just that u haven seen it yet.No need to da jing xiao guai. -_-'' And recently keep thinking how to di siao mei.She says that she comfirm that me and fai sure within 3 mths will become couple.Mei careful of ur head.I'll make it roll. ROFL. Evil me. >:) I'll make u die die lose.Lalala.Back to habbo liao la.Shoos~~

Busy

Just finish all my stuffs.Those skype djs and all.At last manage to do it.I connect for 3 other djs which is bas, ikia, and fudge.And we all duo dj together.Woots!But it's hard to control and adjust the settings.Feel a sense of sastifaction when i did it succesfully and listeners were saying our voice are clear and loud.But they dunno who is who.Lol..

But will be laggy sometimes.Not so serious as i tried to adjust more.I'm getting quite used to it.It's fun.thanks da ge for teaching.Hope other djs manage to do it too so i wun be so busy.Lol..Alot of djs are asking me to duo with them.I'm speaking english tonight.It's getting better i suppose.

New djs having some problems.Sigh..I had to help coach abit.So that's why i'm so busy recently. That YeTianYu keep doing her solo talkshow.And i received complaints till i'm going crazy.She better dun dj before she can play songs.Talk non stop for 1 hour.She can stand it listeners can't.

Really feeling very guilty cos i din spend much time with friends and mei.Poor mei and ah fai.I neglect u both le.So sorry about it.I'll try not to spend all my time in litez stuffs.Sorry fai, i dun even know u are feeling down.I din pei ni.Should have find something is wrong with u le.How stupid i am.Sorry pal and mei.I'm always here.Feel free to talk to me regarding anything ok?

Hope u will feel better tml.I want to see a cheerful fai.U are facing too much stress le la.Sigh.. Poor guy.I'll try to pei ni and chat with u and mei more.Well..Guess i'm going off.So tired and sleepy now.Need to wake up early later to go to west mall with mei and bear. *yawnz*

Monday, December 19, 2005

Tired

Was awake by drilling sounds coming from..Hmm..Maybe upstairs or downstairs?Help lor!So very unwilling, i woke up at 11am!AM man! T.T Poor me.Feeling so sleepy and tired.Pls hor.I slept at 4.30am last night.Cos was duo dj-ing with ikia.We can only now take at late night hours. Sigh~~ Just hope all those newbies DJs will be guai guai de. =~(

New members coming in to litez.Means we must really buck up.Boss was impressed and pleased about our duo dj-ing last night.All started with my sou zhu yi.And we test and fix and adjust all those settings.And phew..At last.It's alrite!Woots~~Ikia and me do have some mo qi.Should really duo dj more often.It's fun.But hard to set up at first.Lols..

Will be asking more djs to duo with me since i'm begining to master it.I still want to try out more stuffs. Hmm..Seems da ge is now off air.So early ar?He wants to give those new djs time to slot in ba.Really do hope they will coperate.And respect the seniors.Dun really like afew of them.They are sort of 'dao'.Litez family is going another genration.

Have not even ate my brunch since i woke up 2 hours ago.Lazy to eat.Lols..Maybe asking di to duo with me later.Ah lone dj now.And her first biggest mistake?Din off her mic. x.X Jia lat la.Da ge telling me that we should duo in eng more.Hmm..wonder who will be the next to join this big family?Reporters are still not selected yet.I'm sleepy.I need food.Off now to eat.And maybe if nothing to do.Guess i'll jio people out later.

Back to blog at 5pm.Din went out.In fact i just end my duo dj session with TS di.We hit peak!80 man!Woohoo!!But it's very laggy today.Di's voice sounds like alien and robot.I had to cover alot for him.Maybe we can try it at night.Should be better.Yay!Mood's excellent now.Hearing alo dj in chinese.So cute lor.Jia you wor!Going to bath liao.Tired and still tired.I need my beauty sleep.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Mad

Mad cos of happy and anger.Today is the last day of DJ contest.Results are now out.9 of them were selected and joining us.I knew it long ago.2 get disqualify.1 could not do it.So left 9 not bad de.Of cos all in lor.That babies was making a big shock to us.she actually creep on air by herself using fire da ge's name and whatever DJ Alien.Hell lor.Can't blame she get that big X.

Newly DJ gets a 1 month contract.Basically i thinks MaYi, TS di and Gi did well.Others were in a panic and shou mang jiao luan.They are the most calm of all.Very glad that di din disappointed me.I gave him real monster training man.So stern. :S Guess he's afraid of me.I was screaming DI!Throw my face dun come home tonight.Lol!!

MaYi is excellent lor.I love the way she express her chinese well.A die die must chop girl.If not tio snatch by other stations.Well she's here to help me.And that YeTianYu too.Dun really like her.She din played songs.Only solo talk show and cried!?! on air.And she was hired.Basically cos stick and bas loves her taiwanese perfect chinese so much. *fainted* Suan le lor.I can't decide.

So many new djs are here.I can finally rest.Maybe resting forever.There's 2 new chinese DJs to help.Can ask Di to dj in chinese sometimes too.Better buck up.1 month contract.After this 1 mth, really dunno how many can stand litez strictness and stayed on.I'm already half dead here. Quitting will be the best way.Someone help me.I'm confused.I dunno which is the correct path. Someone guide me!Shines on me.I need lightness.

Enough say about the Dj stuffs.Seems Karen jie is at twins's house now.I'll be going off for my dinner too.Wun be back so early.Watching charity show.And need some deep and serious thinkings. Perharps when i'm back, i'll have some shock decision.Who knows?Maybe..

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Fuming

Was still alrite just now.Slept till about 2pm.Then jump up and screams.Oh no liao.First contestant GI is deejaying at 2pm.I nearly miss it.Quickily on my com and tune in.Phew..Just in time.GI was great.His voice very mature and stable.Gave him high marks cos i think he's the most outstanding dj of all.Alittle ang mo voice.Still screams my name on air. ''RongFang wo shi hua ren!'' Lol!! Jia you.Hope u will be selected.Wo kan hao ni.

Next is techno.And i was like. o.o Kids voice.Still find him not bad.Cos he got DJ experience.But oh my gut lor.That song he played cause him to be disqualifed.Vulgar in it man.Dead meat liao lor.Very pity.Sigh..Contestants are not as good as we think they are.

Third one.Babies?That's what bas called her.Her name kind of cheem.Lol..Her problem was the worst one.3 pages and still counting if i'm saying all out.Her main problem was keep DC-ing.Was alrite in the end.But when she talk or play songs.Will lag and buffer then nothing liao. -.-'' Keep hearing nothing at all.So ask her to DC.But?She connect on by herself!Make fudge could not connect.Bas had to reset the server. *faints* And she keep jiejie help me.Help lor.Is ur network 56K?U dunno.How u expect us to help?Well..Hope we can slove her problem.Her voice not bad.

Whole day was gone just like this.DJ at late night ytd again.Really night owl liao.And who the hell scolding ah mei in her blog's tag?Now targeting me?Who do u think u are scolding lor?My cousin OK?U expect me to keep quiet and watch show?Fed up and vomiting blood today.Mainly cos of the dj stuffs.Really hope tomorrow's DJ will be better.Di ar, zheng qi yi dian.Do me proud.

Chill la.I really blowing up le.Poor da ge and da jie more cham.Finally understand what they are going through.Can puke blood man.So ask me to leave litez?No bah.Unless i'm fully retired and quitted.I must be responable.Ah fai was saying know ur style la.My style?Stubborn lor.And put in real deep no matter what i'm doing.Hope i can pull myself out.Dun want to sink too deep.

Friday, December 16, 2005

Exciting

An exciting day today.Come to blog a short post.Whole day was busy stuffing my ears to the com and listening to our newly djs.Heard 4 of them today.And they are great.Except for one. :X And i was busy noting down their dj style etc.First time judging was like.Ermm..Anyhow give points.LOL!!No la.I'm gong si fen ming de.No flavourism at all.Kao guan xi dun work to me.

There's more contestents to come.Can't wait for weekends.Wonder how they will be.Hope they are great.And to those i introduce and recommend.I really hope they did me proud.Dun make me throw face sia.Haha..I admit i'm kind of strict.My yao qiu ji yan yi xia.Jia you la!

A day pass just like this.Going off at 7pm for the show.SHE de!Din watch ytd and was like aww.. No worries, going to catch it now.Dad bought me a table lamp which cost only $7.90.Thanks lao pa.Thanks for te di go and find the lamp.Although it's china goods.But it does great.Pity it's not orange bulb.Dun really like white light.Aiya!Mai hiam liao la.Lol..

7pm sharp now.Having a mild headache.Shooing off now le la.Back later.Tired and sleepy lor. Woke at 12 noon again.Keep yawning.cos DJ till 4am ytd night.Night owl DJ is my nick now.Lol.. Siam liao la.Find myself very cheerful recently.That's great!Dun take things so seriously ma. Learn to relax okies?That's it then!Dun lou soh liao!Shoos~~

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Back at 10pm after watching the show which is last episode tonight.Quite disappointed that yoyo and jian yi are not together.Shock that he choose xiao qian.Although din catch that show much but really quite surprised at the ending.

Maybe no fate, maybe it's just a dream.Ends fast.Perfect and wonderful when it just started. Sometimes strong girls are not as strong as u think they are.They just trying to act stronger.But deep down, they are the most fragile.Need friends to care, show concern and need protection.

Duo chou shan gan?Maybe.My mood changes fast.Better online to digest some stuffs.Finding someone to talk to.Mei not here.Blar blar blar.All seems busy.Not busy de i'm not familar with them.Sometimes really hope there's someone there to let me talk to.Unfortunately not.

Better stop all my moody stuffs.Trying to be cheerful.But who knows my cheerfulness normally is acted out?I'm just trying to bring happiness to all my friends around me.Nah..Cheer up!Brace up!Who are u?Tan Rong Fang ok?U are not someone who will said die easily.

Done with my nagging.Now listening to alo dj-ing.Shocked he dj tonight.Oh well..Another dj is better bah.At least we wun be so busy.Reporter turn DJ.Perharps DJ can turn reporters too.But i can't.Those cute news are hard to post.Back to find my normal self back.Who can help me?

Busy

A busy day.That's why i blogging at such a late time.Infact it's the next day's morning. *yawn* Woke at 12 noon.Due to mei's and xiongmao's sms.And somemore so zhun.Each sms came just after 2 SECS.U both pair up to wake me up issit?Zzz..

So many people ask me out today.And i was like!?What day is it today?So choose twins and went out with them to JP.Been such a long time since we went out together.But sad to say.I can't find a suitable table lamp.The kitty one i was eyeing on cost a whopping $59.90!!Omg la.Courts's table lamp mostly range about $100++ !!! So suan le lor.On room's lamp then.

Ask TS di over to JP.Hope twins dun feel awakened.Tee hee~~But poor di, we dump him outside this fashion and shop for half an hour in there. :X Bought a jeans!Yay!And a top which i like alot.Total up to $28 after discount.Not a bad price la.Take it as my new year clothes.I prefer jeans to skirts.Wore demin skirt out today.I guess di must be screaming in slience.Jie siao liao?Lol..But i feel super weird.Not used to it ba.Die le!Must wear skirts oftenly.Dun wan be tomboy.

Kai ma came to join us at around 5pm.Walk, shop, eat, roam is what we do.So long never went out together.Feels great.Family! :D Went lai lai for dinner.Wantan mee!My fav.Theirs was great!A must introduce to all.Went back home after then some blar blar blar which i lazy to say.Lol..After all is done.Come rot online at around 12 plus.

Fai seems busy and tired.Guess he is.Din talk to him for a whole day.He's offline now.Sigh..Hope u are alrite buddy.U seems troubled.Anything u want to share just tell me k?Sometimes feels that this world is really small.YX ask me in habbo ytd if i know kok wei.And i just go huh?Woah!He's my pri sch friend leh.Small world indeed.Kok wei is YX's poly friend.Haha..

A great day ends fast.Came online to find ah mei's blog got some rubbish tags again.Really unbearable.I had to scold.No matter who u are.Do u think it's fun to scold using annoymous?What if u are the one being scolded?How will u feel?Not going to say more.U better had a brain kid!

A long day tml.Shall rest early soon.DJ contest starts tml.I mean later.Lol..Hope i can wake early to catch the first contestent dj-ing at 1pm.Awake at 12 noon again?Kill me ba!Lol..Help la!So early!Anyone morning call me?Haha..Busy this weekend.Sticking my ear to my speakers to listen to future stars DJ.Jia you guys!May lady luck and chance shines on u all. :D

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Fed Up

I admit i'm fierce ok?Just totally fed up.Cos of that stupid hello kitty lamp of mine.It's my favourite hello kitty stuff.And got blown up.Oh well..Blow up nvm la.But why should the whole bulb just blow and hurt me?Cannot stand it.I'm lucky that the broken pieces of bulb din scatter into my eyes.

Now what to do?No lamp tonight.I got to buy a new lamp tml.Hate it man.Just when i had alittle money to save.I need to spend it again!ARGH!!!Wad the hell i go bang into the lamp la.My birthday present from cousins afew years ago.Just like that.Got dump into the rubbish chute.Upset.Haiz..

Was really not in good mood recently.Was trying to make myself happy.Trying not to let others affected by my mood.But feeling way too terrible hiding all stuffs up and facing them alone.Feel kind of out of litez.Cos of Fai maybe?Seems da ge understands me only.Jas jie and i seems to drift regarding rage's matter.And Bas well..dunno what's wrong also.What if one day da ge also dun understand me le?I guess that's the time when i had to leave then.Tense relationship now. Dun wan to let the younger one know too much of problems.Trying to protect them.

Been thinking of it and tears just flow down.I did so much for litez for the past few months.Feel that they are like my family.Disappointed bah.Why did i get treated this way?No one to share the problem make it more worse.Can't tell Fai so much.He's habz de.And mei really dun wish to know more about litez stuffs.She dunno all about us.

I guess the only stuff that is happy is about nieeniee!Saw her back in habbo.Seems she uses office pc to play.We missed u niee!Sure be able to see her often from now on.Just now heard Saffron dj.Found that Saffron's, Doelee's and Appledoe's voice are almost the same.Lol..Sisters?

Watching tv for the whole night.Suddenly remember that i learn dancing in my younger days. It's been so long since i last dance.Rusty le.Can't yi zi ma also.Stretch my arms and legs also hurts.Lol..

Tml really need to go and buy a new table lamp.Maybe the hello kitty one?Been eyeing it for quite long.But quite ex.About $60.Will see how.Maybe buying a cheaper one.Twins ask me to causeway pt just now.Reject cos i want to hear Saffron dj.They din go in the end.Maybe asking them go tml then.And watch king kong.Seems my neighbour downstairs is changing their rubbish chute tml.Better run out.I hate nosies.

Mum keep making her wad art work the dog recently.Sian 1/2.Well..Guess that this blog no one is coming too.Maybe i'll just close it someday.Only attract spiders making webs here.Lol..I'm really in bad mood recently.Need to go out for a breathe of air.I need someone to listen and share my problems.Hard bah.Weikai teasing me that i can't quit habbo de la.Ya..Tough.. Everything is tough.I'll just had to cope with it alone.Please give me the strength to carry on.

NO ONE SEEMS TO NOTICE AND CARE ABOUT ME
LIVING IN A LONELY WORLD ALONE

Delighted

A great day today.It's habbo hotel sg's 1st birthday!Happy birthday and congrats.I've been playing habbo for about a year now.not a year also got 11 months la *giggles*Ytd night was alittle pek chek for me.Cos my msn is down.And i had to msg mei and fai via console.I really hate msg-ing via console!But phew~~At last my msn is back to normal today.Yipee yay!

So many new stuffs in habbo today.Two new rares!Tian ar!No $ buy le.So will just skip them as i din really collect rares.but i like the two new rares lo, help la! anyone buying them for me? :P Now i'm actually waiting for 2pm when AppleDoe will be dj-ing in litez.Sure to reach the peak!Just hope habbos dun hog de radio.

Da ge and da jie duo dj last night.And break my peak.Hee~~I really enjoyed when they duo dj.It's so funny lo!Help lo!Ehh?Why am i speaking more and more like litez gang?Alittle ki siao de.Tee hee~~Will stay tune in radio:litez till 5pm.I can't wait to hear how Saffron sounds like.A lady or guy?Gender confusion.Lol..

I really do wonder if i'm really so fierce and scary when i'm angry? *ponders* Mei was scared stiff ytd night.Keep saying jie wo pa pa.Hee~~Sorry la mei.Just super vexed that my msn is down.And Fai's also scared.U guy lo.Mister!Lol..Who ask u keep shifting my furnis?Later i take the candle burn u la! >:) Ur 'renovate' sounds like a nice term.Bad phrase to u is.Ur hands are itchy la!Lol..Luckily u dunno my blog add.If not i mati sia.My turn to =~(

And help la!Those staffs of his.And my side de also. *fainted* Dun care le.Talk all u guys wanted. I bo chop bo hui. :P Woot!AppleDoe is on air now.We have break the peak!Cheers to us!Cheers to habbo hotel sg!Pardon me for being alittle crazy.I'm in hyper mood!Happy yippe yay!So long guys!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Frustrated

Woke up at 2pm.Dad was asking me where mum went.And i go huh?Wait for awhile.And mum was not back yet.She din bring her purse nor hp.Kind of worried.Dad's boss ask him over to collect his salary.I ask him to run along as i'm sure mum will be alrite.WORRIED lor!

Mum is back AT LAST after 2 hours.And guess where she went?Neighbour's house!To do what ART WORK.Make a dog or what.Make us so worried lor.Her health isn't good.Can't she just bring her hp along?Or just leave a note?Her ans?LAZY!!Fed up man!!Can't scold her right?So just told her off alittle.If she came back late.I guess dad had already make a police report.

Last night was fun.There's mei, ah fai and O.We were playing and laughing.And xiongmao came back habbo for awhile.To collect the 5c from clones.And got me a xmas present.Poor mei.Her clones din get any.Well..Been receiving lots xmas presents.But din send back any as my purse only had flies in them.Need to buy some ppc and send back some gifts recently.If not pai seh.

Fai went off early to sleep till now have not wake.So left me and mei stoneing.She dun allow me to call her!Oh well.Went over to justin's room and got tease as habz's lady boss. -_- They were afraid i will hop over.I say no means no le la.Rest assured.And when i'm angry really very scary meh?Fai apologize as he thoughts i'm angry with him for buwee mei.I'm not so petty de la.

I played too much ytd.Force those litez couple to get married.Keep shouting PROPOSE. *evil laughs* Gosh!I feel like i'm ZoeTay. -.-'' And that's my new nick now. *faints* But it's fun teasing others. I'm evil ma! >:) But in the end still get tease back.I still lose.Si fai dun help me still dare laugh.All cos of u de la!

Feel kind of drifting from litez.Seems i'm being treated as an outsider now.Fai was saying yaya cos of him la.Of cos la.Ar boh?But i just hope it's me thinking too much.Really hate the feeling of being sandwich.I'm not a ham nor chesse. Sigh..

Badging of HabboX is a grant event.We all chop seats at the theatre early.And playing and joking there.Throw banana skin and rocks to ah fai.And the others follow.I loves to bully others. >:) But still feel alittle dull.But neverless envy and felt happy for da ge and da jie.

The new issue of U weekly was ULU la.So big.It's a magazine ok?Not a newspaper.$1 for the following 4 issues.Then it's $2 after.Oh my gut la!Sian 1/2 after seeing the size.Maybe i will not buy it anymore.Need to see how is the contents inside first.

Din DJ ytd.Was feeling tired.Maybe will DJ later?Not sure.It's a boring tuesday.Testing out all my songs now.Even my listeners know which songs i like most.And keep dedicating those songs to me.Really a big thank you to all.My peak of 57 still no one breaking.Stress.Dun wan to be the record holder.It's tiring.Near 4pm now.And i keep having the runs since i wake up.What did i ate wrong again?Well..Guess i need a bath first.If not later kena tease that i smells. -_- Shoos..

Monday, December 12, 2005

Vexed

Really dying.I can't stand it anymore.It's just a matter of time when i leave habbo.I just couldn't stand the stress.This is getting so tiring for me.The arguement so call war going between litez and habz.And i'm sandwich in between.Hope that they clear this misunderstanding soon.If not i really dunno who to help.One side my family.One side my close friend.Stop those insulting la. Those fans and supporters.You are the one who stir up troubles lor!

Really had a big fat shock.It's been comfirm.And i just go huh?!Woah!Feel so stupidtily being lie at.I hate liers!That's what i've been thinking of.My suspect come true.Chit chat with her.Find that she's not that bad people think that she is.She told me alot of stuffs.But i really dunno why i'm friends with all sides of people.This will cause big problems.U dun like me i dun like u.What is this lor.Can't we all just be more friendly towards each other?I hate this life.

Another shock was K, bah.Thinks he's a proud and snoobish guy.But after talking to him.He's not that bad afterall too.A smart guy.Sharing problems with him is great.He knows how to teach u what to do.And as for ah Fai.I really dun wan to get too involved le.I'll do what i can help to slove this case.I dun wan to see any hurtful words flying in my screen.And ya i listen to u sleep till very late today.2pm counted anot?Lol..But i'm still tired lor.

Sometimes really dunno who is wrong and who is right.Keep hearing different sides of stories. Really dunno who i should i believe.Sometimes those peoples u think are bad are not.That cat also.Weird eh?Maybe is just their ren yuan not good.Anyway not going to bother about it.As long i feels ok with them.They are still my friends.

Been helping TS di.Litez dun really believe in him.I need to assure them blar blar blar.And ant also.Hope her com is fine.This are the 2 stars i need to give some training to.I'm really tired le. DJ for so long recently.Till i'm giddy and cannot stand it.I get 57 listeners ytd.My highest record.Need to thanks listeners for supporting.If not we really can't do it.Ask fan fan to dj in chinese last night.Very interesting.Jia you.Speak more chiense.Dun nervous.U can do it!

Mei is back!Xiang si wo le!Seems she bought back hellokitty.Hee..Ikia also have some hellokitty stuffs to give me.Xie xie ni men.Xiongmei and ikia asking me to go to their church hmm xmas celebration or something like that?But nah.Sorry i'm not going.Not familar with this.But i find nothing wrong in attending church's service.Cos my grandma is also a christian.

Twins keep asking me to go over help them wrap their books.Dun wan la.Sorry, but i wun be going over.Sometimes things are not fine that u think it is suppose or already to be.Long blog today again.Just too many stuffs to note and vexed out.I need a rest.A break.Had enough.Shoos.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Dull

The sky is dull.My mood is not much different.Been thinking alot about litez.Wondering should i quit?Kind of tired.Feel the stress more and more.Perharps i should just stay on?Or perharps i should leave?All were saying i'm overstressing myself.DJ for 8 hours that day.Somemore i'm sick.Following day i nearly collaspe.But what to do?Once i'm into something.I will do it whole heartly.I don't think i can relax.

Another tough night yesterday.Catch the repeat telecast of star awards.Feel hungry again.Went to cook myself some noodles.Ate and feel like sleeping when Fai ask me to call in.Not again. -_- Really tired so was forcing myself to talk.They were scared that i fainted or anything.Lol..No worries la.But woke up today.Found terrible chest pain.Whole face turn green and pale.Mum was so shocked.Keep asking me to visit a doc recently.Don't think i'll be going.

Went to habbosoup.Fai says that their radio was removed.And i was like WHAT?!Cos they are the first web to have a radio.Felt kind of pity.And their short video clip was so touching.Felt in love with the song they used.Xu Jie Er's Mei You Ni De Mei Yi Tian.Thinking where will i be when radio:litez gone one day.Really cannot bear to leave litez.Don't dare to think what will happen if litez is not around with me.If there's a day when i feel litez don't need me anymore.I'll leave quietly.This song is sadding.Tears just flow down now.

Maybe there's a day when i'm gone.Perharps in malayisa.Mum maybe going in to take care of grandma.And seems Karen jie wants to open a small bussiness there.Last time i promise her to help if she really did it.She was asking me to work and stay in malacca last time.Saying can take care of grandma too.I'm sure mum can't do it.She needs to come back for her medicine and treatment.As for me?Long term staying in malacca seems not bad.Change of environment.

Ah Fai is still sleeping. -_- U then pig la.Xiao di di says he'll online at night.Maybe i'm logging off soon.Gosh!I'm hooked on the song.The lyrics are so!!Describe my feelings.Now i finally know why i'm so gham with fai.Cos we are kind of alike.When our mood is bad.We dun want anyone to be affected by us.And keep our problems to ourselves.Our thinkings and the way we solve a matter are the same too.I was saying we are great minds think alike.Hao buddy ar! =D

Rage msg me yesterday.Think i got whole habbo's contact.Lol..Sigh..Why does adults have so many problems?They are not so simple as we think them to be.I really hate to grow up.I'll help u pass de.No worries rage.Maybe just need alittle more time.Meanwhile take care and hope to cya back soon.I'm blogging off now.It's late again.Time flies by so fast.Sigh..

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Mix

I'm having mixed emoticons again.Last night yeap.Was another tired night.DJ for about 7 hours.Break my own record.Not really tired.Was very enjoyable.Halfway through the dj session, i was auto DC-ed.And cannot connect back in.Was having invaild pass.Da ge, da jie and boss not online.Guess they went out together.So called da jie on her cell.She ask me try a pass and volia!I'm connected and guess what?

Our server can hold 80 listeners now!Horray!And i'm so hourned to be the first DJ to use it.Too happy for words.Was in hyper mood whole night.Hmm..Wonder who will be the first to reach the peak?Guys!Let's jia you okies?There was still around 20 listeners at 3am.Start dj-ing at 8.30pm.Ask Fenni over and she watch tv while looking at me dj-ing.

Some listeners was saying that i'm snobbish and proud!Help la!I'm innocent lor!Sigh..Just that i'm busy so keep afk-ing.If this leads to a misunderstanding and let u leave this kind of impression of me.I apologize for it.Clear the misunderstanding on air.Hope the listener heard it.

At last my new room was done.My rainbow connection xmas roomie.Cost me a bomb there.Was abit heart pain.But glad i received nice comments.And thanks to Ah Fai for ur super funny prezzies that sang the whole jingle bells xmas carols.Thanks for accompanying me last night when my mood was bad.

Just received this news that the results for litez applications are out.Lots of familar faces.My friends and siblings.Go for it guys!Jia you!But sigh..Boss misunderstood me.He thinks i'm leaving.Cos i'm always together with ah Fai.Hints me that there will be another Dj leaving litez soon.Upset.Boss dun trust me.Sigh..Clear the misunderstanding with him last night.Hope it does helps.If not, no worries.I'll prove it to him.I'll stay with litez.It's litez who groom me and teaches me everything.I'll not forget it.Sorry ah Fai.Glad u understand me. =)

Mum just back from malaysia today.Miss her!But i just woke up.She saw me, scream for me and nag. -_- About her old grandmother story in malaysia.She's now napping.At last my ear drums can have alittle rest.I'll be going back to habbo now.Mood is still weird.Hope all will be fine soon.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Funny

No dinner tonight again.Dad's going to tuft again.Fenni dun seem free to me.Guess i'm spending the night alone again.But no worries bah.Still have friends and litez gang to acompany me online.Nowadadys night time is way too bored.Mei overseas.Ger hook on maple.Only Fai pei wo le.Sigh..Spending most of my night time dj-ing.The mic i bought works well.Bas says i sound like 933 DJ.I laugh till can die.I cant compare myself to them.

Ytd night was so surprising.The two does.DoeLee and Appledoe was on air on radio:litez.Causing our server to blast.I was so busy answering console msg.Find Doe's voice sounds like Sonya.And Sonya is back ytd night to visit us.Thanks Fai for listening to me Dj la.But had a hard time finding ur songs lor.Old songs.Dun keep screaming i'm old.I'm only 4 mths older then u! -_-

That king kong din bug me liao.Seems he changed target le!?Even his mission changed.Poor jie bah.Super sian when i saw the xmas furnis.Waited so long for them but so many types lor.And somemore so ex!I nearly fainted.If bought full set plus make new room sure cost around 120c.I want the credit card promo la!Got double credits.Sigh..Try to see if i know how to do the internet banking later.If not i'll buy ppc then.Waa..More then $30 gone if buy ppc.Heart pain la.

Dad's rushing me to bath now.Shoos now.Later still need to go try the internet banking buy ppc and blar alot more.And my dinner.Still dunno where i'll be going.Sian half.No dinner leh.Sigh..I want my xmas furnis!Sulake sure knows how to earn money.All of them are asking me to try apply for MOD cos applications are open.Nah.Wun be.The forms are so hard to understand. :S

Com abit siao siao.Just log on to all my clones.Found all got that free 5c. >:) Shiok leh.Save me alot of money liao.Think i wun be using internet banking.Seems abit too complicated to me.Buy ppc bah.Later call to ask see if there's still stock in cck.Fenni not able to come pei wo i guess.If have also late night.I'll be going out for dinner.Buy ppc and maybe shop for clothes later.Night time will be spend renovating my xmas room.Still need to rearrange my song list.Busy.Shoos.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Crazy

Ytd night was another crazy night.Got bug by this new guy.And somemore he's the toughest siaoest guy in habbo u can meet.That king kong!He's so proud and all de.Then can suddenly changed so fast.Like he change target like that.Blink ur eyes and he's changed totally.Last time i hi him he can bo chup.Suddenly send me a friend request and start to ki siao ytd night. Sometimes i pity jie.Sigh..

Talk to Fai on phone ytd night when the show starts.Ask him help he like huh?What can i do?Chao gong.Then nvm lor.We act afk.Lol.Evil us. >:) I ask Fai gimme back my hammer.He actually said he hide it under the hc sofa.And sold it. -_- What de.Ikia help me alot regarding the matter also.Fai and me plan alittle show.But din act it.Hope he wun huant me tonight. :S

I super throw face sia.Now the whole world knows i'm scared of thunder.Sigh..And pro Fai.How he check out my add de.Zzz..I still have not take my hammer and hammer u.Scream so loud on phone for what?Goal jiu goal la.My ears deaf le la.Tell everyone we chatting for what.U trying to make the misunderstanding more worse.I dunno how to play along de leh. -_-

Seems my voice is so weird using the new mic.Even da ge's voice can changed to rage de.Lol.. Back to my old soft mic.On the mic booster.Should be better i guess.Da jie says if can't she will give me her mic or bring me buy a new one tml.I'm free tml.Dad's not at home again.Can run liao.Haha..Got to stock ppc for xmas furnis too.Is is good or bad to be home alone? :S

Hope tonight will be a better night.Si Fai i tell u ar.U better help me.Ar bo u not my buddy liao. Huntam u ar!Jiu jiu wo la.That tiko king kong better dun come huant me.If not i complain to jie. And u are dead meat.Muhahas.Evil me. >:) Blogging off now.Please let tonight be a peaceful one.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Disappointed

Online to check the lastest habbo newsie.HabboX list is out today.ARGH!!I din get in again.Last time i told myself before.Tried for the HabboX first.If i din get in AGAIN.I will quit habbo. Yeah.Maybe quitting habbo soon le.Fed up.Not cos this HabboX stuff.Just cos disappointed of those habbo staffs.The way they handle a matter etc.

But still feel happy for my friends.Litez da ge and da jie.Bas da jie.Fire da ge.Congrats in being selected for habboX.And congrats to my old friend Dacks and Tob.Third batch?Nah.Not going to try.Maybe i've already quitted habbo by then.Habbo really crazy recently.Most of us got a free 5 credits.Useless to me.Later i'm going to buy some prepaid card.Stock up xmas furnis and gone.

Dj last night.Da ge and da jie help me to find that mic boost.At last my voice do sounds alittle louder.And listeners came back.There's still 20 listeners at 2am.Glad.Bt TS says i sounds like robot speaking.Help la!It's the mic.Fai says blast his ears.Faints.. Some even says not loud enough.Dunno what to do le.Leave it to be then.Rerenovate my litez room alittle.Shift those HL stickies.And got a full set of colour pods.Nice.But delete away my empty painted room.Seems very 'ding deh' there.

Not in a good mood.Should have follow mum to malaysia.So dad wun be 'huanting' me.Keep nag nag nag.Scold scold scold.He's going to tuft club tonight again.Left me alone at home?Suan le.I go out too then.Since there's no dinner.Dun even wish to come back.Hate it when mum's in malaysia.He's crazy de.Had enough of him le.

And i hate it too when u guys keep teasing me and ah Fai.Somemore i'm dj-ing lor!And u too la.Play along with them.Dun cause more misunderstanding liao.I about to die from all those asking and bugging.Heard a new chinese dj dj-ing.Shouted WAH LAU on air.I nearly fall off my chair.Wah lau eh!Pengz lor.

Forget it.Going out later to have a breathe of air.I can die at home.Tio drag up so early.I'm tired.Yawning now.Tv remote spoilt my problem is it?I can use u can't means u suay la.This old tv think i know how to control?No menu no everything.Dun blame it all on my computer la.Stupid lor.Headache now.Ending my blog here.Going to blow up soon.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Lonely

Mum just left for malaysia.Johore this time.Actually wanted to follow her in but can't bear to leave sg.She better take care of herself well first.If not how to take care of grandma?Hope she brought enough medicine blar blar blar.Ok, i admit i'm naggy. -.-'' I'll go visit them recently if can bah.Just hope i dun lost my way in johore.Lol..

Ytd night can kill me.Giddy all over.Feeling so weak.Dun understand why this is happening.Was conferencing with them all.Last night of chit chat before mei left for japan.Mei!!I will miss u de. T.T i mean miss the hello kitties u will bought back Ouch!!I saw parangs flying!Help la!Kidding only. :P

Feeling so lonely when i'm home alone.I can see my future days.Instant noodles every meal.Bread and biscuits stocking in my cupboard.Better cook something nice for myself.I have already lose 3kg!!Woah! T.T I'm so near 40kg why drop again!?! >:(

Ytd's habbo was fun.Creep back after feeling alittle better.And saw welcome lounge's Harry is out of his counter.We were forcing him out to the entrance.Surrounded him and all.It's so funny.But in the end, he kept escaping. -.-'' And ger and me ran offline.

Glad that i dun need to go malaysia.So many matters to deal with now.Teaching ant some basic stuffs.I need her.I will only retire when she manage to know all about it.And poor prins prins.Think only afew of us can stand her temper.She's childish but cute.But i know how to handle her when she throws a temper.Maybe she's like younger version of me.Haha..

Resting again.Feel tired.Mum's not at home.I'll be able to roam out then.But now today.Not now.I need my beauty nap again.Din slept well last few nights cos was thinking about going to malaysia etc.No more conference tonight gers and di's.I'm tired. x.X falls into bed..Zzz..

Monday, December 05, 2005

Tired

I dun understand why am i so tired today?Eyes cant open.And i keep dozing off.Slept quite early last night.With some shock.I wonder why?Blood dripping from my head.I almost fainted with shock.I din knock into anything.Sigh..Soaked 3 pieces of tissues with blood.In the end.I giddy till cannot stand it and ran off immediently.Ger and mei were so scared.Cos they were conferencing with me.Last night to conference tonight before mei flew off for her holiday.I will miss u de. T.T

Find it quite funny.Am i someone that can be trusted?K gave me his pass ask me to log in his habbo account and help him buy 3 holoboys.He's not scared i hacked or scammed him?Says that if i really do.He paid alittle to see my true colours also worth it.Haha..Ah Fang not so suay de la.Wun eat away all ur furnis or spend ur creds de la.KK la u.Lol..

I keep yawning.Gosh.Rot afew hours in hotel view le.Really no place for me to go.My 6 hours of stoneing in hotel view is going to break it's record soon.Just now trade my friend.My yellow tiles for 2 mode sofas.Still not a bad price to me.My tiles was rotting till yellow liao. Pls la, ur tiles already yellow de liao! -.-''

Chat with afew of them when just log on.Now seems all is busy.Mei and ger.Still sleeping perharps?Fenni cant go out again.Oh well.Guess it's my rest day again.Chat with Ar di lor.And him and ah Fai.Head still hurts.Ah Fai keep ask if i'm going in to msia and xiongmao too.Mum said that it's postpone to tml.Hope can still postpone more so i dun need to go.Hee..

And hor dun haiz le leh.Haiz till i can duan qi liao.Lol..I'll be fine de la.Miss me?I will also miss u all de lor.But guess i wun be going in.Muhahas..I got an idea.Rot alone at home better leh.Well..Everyone is busy again.Dun wish to disturb them.There's something i find really weird.I din tell him where i went and he asked me about it.Are they both the same person?

Last thing.The mic seems alittle better.Need to test it out these few days before knowing how it is.Hope it till be better then the last one.I'm sure it will.But makes my voice sounds more weird.Hope it sounds better.Haha..Ending here.I need to catch some zzz again.Tio wake by alot of sms.Should off my hp when i slept now.Wake at 2pm napping at 4pm.Pro me.Shoos. *yawn*

Sad sad.Just received a news.This family is not a family anymore.New family members?Hope they are nice.Dun wan anymore headache in.All leaving one by one.Maybe it will be my turn soon too.I really dun bear to.Unless there's no other choices.Bu she zhi qing shui ren zhi.Sigh..

I'm just back after awhile of resting.DJ for the event just now.And was real tough.Get auto kick and had to crawl back in.Somemore had to speak in english.It's killing me.And poor fan fan.He got to do all the reporter stuffs.Hope he manage to get some wonderful info capture.Gald that my new mic works much more better.I'm still tired now.Ate a late dinner cos of the event.Litez is my life.I'll do anything to help.But sigh..Is all this ending soon?I hope it's not.My litez family.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Sleepy

Slept at 8am today.Was feeling so hot all over.Ma lor.Ask me eat that what i think dunno what the tonic.TONIC hor.Not toxic.Lol..And worried and vexed about some stuffs bah.So wun be able to sleep.But off com early.If not kena dead.Chat on phone.Die le.I'm hooked on conference.

*Yawn* I'm still sleepy.Woke up at 2pm just now.Actually is 10am.Tio wake up by ah ku aka my uncle de phone call.Ah Fang ah~~Shui jiao ah??Mummy leh??Faints..I just go huh?Orh..Ah ku ar?Deng yi xia.Nearly cup his phone and scream at him.Look carefully.Woah!Ah ku de. -.-'' Phew..If not later is dunno who scold who le.Haha..

Talk with mei and him on phone.Mei ah?Dun vomit le.No more plastic bags le.Lol..Unbelivable bah.Actually can talk to him for so long.?Maybe the weird feeling is gone.I have learn to take things more easily le.Ya la.Know u still looking at my blog.Look bah.I wun put a no entry sign de.Haha..Anyway sha dong gua.I'm not angry nor hate u.I not so petty de ok? =D I'm pretty. *pukes* -.-''

Xiongmao sms to say he's bored.Sorry la.I really busy recently lo.Make u pok till u cannot go out.Pai seh.Anyway wun be free recently.Mum going malaysia tml.I follow or not to follow?Stay at home.Lao pa and me.Ni kan wo wo kan ni.Kan till angry.Bull war.Zzz..Hmm..Johor leh.ULU place.Mosquitos more then human beings.Dun go bah.No water also.Tap water? -.-''

Ytd night ger the bf called in also.A funny young guy.Hope he treat ger well.Hey..Today sun le hor?Ah Fai back.Later ask him tell about his trip de story.And dun mix match me and him.Rao le wo bah.I surrender le. *waves white flag* He's my buddy ok?Dun make till we both so gan ga.And somemore later i tio huntum by his gf.Then really mati liao.Haha..

Will be going out later for dinner with my gang.Seems tonight alot more coming.Wonder where are we going to eat?Venue still not comfirm yet.I'm hungry now again.Late dinner tonight.Wun be eating so early now.Better grab a bite of something first.Sigh..Can't catch star awards.Nvm la.Wait for the repeat telecast lor.

My mic is really sigh.Feel so despressed of it.The mic volume is too soft.Suan le.Shout more louder bah.Night dun dj lor.If not wake my parents up=dead.Talking with that gong kia.Yea la.Gong kia.I not so petty de.Wun murder u.Dun worry.Blogging off now.Nth more to update.

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Just back from outside.Went out for dinner with my gang at chinatown.The regular zhi cha stall was great.Today's dishes are fried sotong, pork chop, lemon chicken, oyster sauce vege and hotplate beancurd.Nice but ex bah.Da ge treating us.

Talk and gossip there.Laughing and all.Tonight was great.But i'm having a headache now.Doing so many stuffs at the same time.Just now went with fudge to meet da ge at JE and tompang his car there.Better then i straight go to chinatown.

After that da ge drove us back.Halfway on the expressway there's an accident.So cause a traffic jam.Reach home at 11pm.Tired.Da ge bought me a mic but dun seem to work well too.He tested it just now and it's fine.Is there something wrong with my soundcard?Dun dare to think le.

Haiz..Maybe it's time for me to retire.There's a new chinese dj in selection which is great.I can retire le ba.Haha..I'll see how to repair the mic and soundcard and all.Really so busy now.Shooing off le.Still hungry.And i still dunno about the msia trip.Haiz..Will see how bah.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Bored

Woke up at 2pm today.Really is pig. x.X Slept quite early ytd night.Dun wan later make mum angry again.The more early i slept the more late i woke.Pengz..Asked afew peeps out but seems all can't make it.Even mei and ger not online.Sian..Creep online at 4pm and zzz..No one at all.

Fenni is busy today.And i'm rotting at home.Hmm..Just received a msg from da jie.Dinner!Yay!Hope da ge can make it too.Asked XY and J jie too.Another outing.Wonder where we will go for dinner this time?Dun wan westen food pls leh. :S

Bored to death.Renovate my litez room alittle.Add a HL using prezzie.Bas dun really like it.She prefer the previous one.Hmm..Will see how bah.Thanks bas jie for ur green bear rug.When i'm free will revamp afew of my rooms.Getting alittle sian of the style.Change the paint of my empty room and mei was screaming it made her blind.Lol..

Sigh..Seems da ge is not free.We'll postpone it till tml for dinner le.Sian to death!Tml star awards leh.Dunno if i'll be going too anot?No one online.No one DJ.Maybe i'll dj awhile again.Or go zzz?Tired.Eyes covering again.Fai's back tml.Hmm..At last wun be bored to death at night le.Ytd night msg him quite a no of sms.But the weird feeling is still there.Nah..Wun be msging him much.I have nothing to do with him.Shameless guy?Nice nick.I'm so evil! >:)

SHE's new song Tian Hui is nice.Soothing and relaxing.Fenni told me that causeway TS is hiring full time workers.Maybe i'll go try my luck.Can't possibly rot at home all days.Sigh..Shooing off now.A day pass so fast.Without doing anything much.Zzz..Forget it..This is my life for the time being.I'm sure it wun be the same soon.I need to do something about it.Yeah. =D

Friday, December 02, 2005

Birthday

Woah!I'm sian la!Birthday no one jio me out.Zzz..All said wanna book me today.But tio put aeroplane.So will rot at home today.Argh!!Nvm..Maybe will kok dad to treat me to the new eatery hut at plaza.But i doubt he will.If he really will.I chop off my head ah! -.-''

Twins busy.My gang also.Siblings afew free but all their venues different de.So suan le.Rot at home.Play com received birthday wishes and prezzies?!Hee..So far received alot of birthday wishes and afew prezzies.Thank you guys.My cousin Fenni just gave me a present.It's a cute soft toy bear.A pink one.I love it.Thanks.It's now sitting in my cupboard too.

Ytd was receiving birthday wishes non stop.Fai sms me from thailand.Really thanks pal.And there's dear ikia.My ger and mei and lots more.Cousins also msn me just now.Really so touched.And btw..He msg me too.Dun wanna talk much to him.He told ger he wanted to call me.Want call call lor.I dun mind.But dun expect my tone to be so nice to someone like u.

Boring birthday.Half day gone.Maybe i'll DJ later.Hmm see how bah.I'm sleepy again.x.X Fan Fan and bio told whole habbo it's my birthday on air.Lol..Just ate something and felt hungry again.Argh!!Pig pig!Eat and sleep only.Haiz..Thought today will be another exciting day but not.

I'm turning 20 le.Time flies fast.To think i have been living in this world wasting resources and all for a whole lot 20 years.With no archives and all.Faints..Must really think of my furture le.This is getting serious.Shoos off now.Will be resting le perharps.Today is really sigh..

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The day is getting up and down.This is bad.10 more mins before my birthday ended.Received lots of prezzies and birthday wishes.Lastly from lireen and youting.Glad u gals still remember my birthday.I'm really touched.And ah yang too. =D

Serious prob bah.Nearly fainted when i heard the news from ah ku.Somemore i'm dj-ing lor.Karen jie sigh..Hope she will be fine.And seems mei was saying my room kena tio scripted.Zzz..She saw PH box.While i reload like crazy.Din saw anything.So phew bah.

Can said that today was the day we type the most to each other.Well..Nothing more to say to him.Rather dun say.2 more mins and my birthday is gone.Swoosh..Hope the following year will be a better year for me. =)

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Celebration

Hee..At long last.My 20th birthday is here.In afew more mins time.How i love today.Went out to see doc.Then xiongmao and my cousin fenni come join me.We went to catch a movie.Chicken little!Hmm..Xiongmao treat us both wor.Xie xie ni xiongmao.

But he actually came so far!To causeway point to meet us.Haha..But hmm..The movie was quite disappointing to me.Very cartoon.Children type.Not really very funny too.But i still enjoyed it.He really spend alot today.The funniest and surprising thing was this big surprise he gave me.

Ate dinner at food court.Share a bowl of porridge with fenni.And xiongmao went away.Saying he went to the washroom.Would be long.But in the end he return with a slice of cake and a present!Wah!I nearly jumped up from my seat.So touched! T.T Hee..Sang birthday song there.Weird. :S

He bought me a panda plushie and a tin of hellokitty cookies.I really like the panda plushie.So cute.It's now wrap up and place in my cupboard.The cookies was tasty too.Blueberry flavour.There's even a small hello kitty keychain inside.The type i like.Hee..The tin can be used as a piggy bank.Yup..Thanks xiongmao for making my birthday so unforgetable. =D

Fenni come over to acompany me.Just left not long ago.Aww..She can't stay over.But there's still chances right?Yup..I'm still hungry after sharing the slice of cake and cookies with her.Later go find food again.The cake was nice too.Fruit cake!My fav!Yum yum!

Habbo keep having maintenance recently.It's just back up.But so sian.Wondering how tml will be?More surprise and shocks?Still dunno who i'll be celebrate with.Hmm..Will the gers call later?Still waiting for their call.Ah Fai went overseas le.Ytd night was spend mazing in his maze.Pro sia.First time create maze so hard and fun de le.

Maybe i'll log off to read my mag.So bored.No one online to pei wo.Somemore no calls.Fenni went back le.Well..Will be finding food soon.Really hungry.My wish for my birthday:Happiness, healthly and forgiveness to all i've hurt and done wrong.My life journey just started. =D