I went out and missed watching little nynoya!
At last, finally, a night out. No more outdoor phobia!
LOL. Gotta catch the show online now~

No time to talk, no time to talk. Help~!
Masking in process + supper time + little nynoya.
Like OMG. I found someone already uploaded later's episode online!
Sure download from mobtv then upload online one lah. =.="

Last day of 2008.
No countdown for me this year.
Imma stay home watch tv and zzz.
But wish that all will be smooth sailing from 2009~!

P/S: Just finished watching episode 30 of little nyonya.
To me this is the best episode so far! I weep like no tomorrow!
Very cham you know? Later don't watch liao. Later cry again. :(
To those who watching tonight, prepare a box of tissue okay? T.T

Old year is ending. New year is coming.
Time to choke up my new year resolution.

Small pea matters first which I think I die die sure can do it.

1. Try pizza. >< (Laugh, laugh for all you can, I never eat before cannot?)
2. Go Genting. =.= (Laugh again for all you can. Never go before shocking meh?)
3. A job. (No no to sales. It's the most fucking job of all.)
4. New mp3. (I don't want to stuck in the 512mb generation!)
5. Upgrade my computer. (I don't want to stuck in the 512mb ram generation.)
6. New phone. (Of cos not 512mp LOL. Waiting for a 5mp phone lah.)
7. Not gaining anymore fats. (48kg is way enough for me!)

Wishes that need some time to gain it.

1. A good job with a good pay. (I think will job hop couple of times more before I can do it.)
2. Savings in bank for rainy days. (No good job good pay where got savings?)
3. Parents to accept him. (Provided his temper can be control first. =.=)

10 new year resolutions in total. We shall wait and see.

Nom nom nom nom nom.
*munches on m&m's.

Mum's not in and of cos I don't take regular meals.
LOL. Lunch eaten, no dinner. Snacking all the way.
Ice cream coming up next. ^.^v

Perhaps, maybe I shall make myself a bowl of mee sua later at night.
Since I won't sleep early today. Sunday night again. Sibei fast lei!
Just eat while you can, went the pasar malam nearby.
Of cos, for food! Mua chee. Cheap and nice!
Since me is 48kg only what. Can afford to eat. LOL.
But must make sure I don't step over 50kg! $%*^%($^&#$%#!!

Just back. Tired, sleepy and hungry.
Filled my stomach on way home.
Why so late you may asked?

I did not go Malaysia. Pang seh my mom.
Ended up went over cousins house at night.
Reason : Unknown. Make it unknown here k?
Family matters lah. Don't busy body so much. LOL.

As a fact I missed Litez celebration!
Cry lor! You know how sad I am or not.
Party in my room somemore you know?
Shall chiong over now see anyone's still there.

P/S: Yes, yes lah! Wu lang ah! :D

Happy sweet 17th birthday to my twins cousins!
JiaYi & JiaQi!
:hugs and kisses:

To old birds, ex eLitez, Litez fans etc.
There will be a gathering party tonight in my Habbo room.
Free must come okay? Cos today Litez birthday!
Happy 4th birthday HabboLitez!
In my heart always no matter what. :)

TANG YUAN!
Better late than never right? :)
Pattern machiam like mickey mouse. =.="

Wishing all MERRY CHRISTMAS! 圣诞快乐!

Be blessed this joyful season!

Christmas eve already. Hohoho. Jia lat?!
Totally forgotten about it. Cos never celebrate? Maybe?
Past few years, I spent my Christmas eve at orchard.
Looking at those Christmas lights. This year? Sian.

Might not be going to Malaysia.
Spoiler. Don't know how to explain.
Just spoilers here and there. Argh!

Give me a special Christmas eve leh~
Something unforgettable and memorable.
I don't want a wasteful Christmas this year.

Your eyes are not playing tricks on you.
It's not a ghost okay? $#*$^W#(%&$&@!!!
Ben xiao jie mask-ing in process.
Do not disturb~! *hangs DND sign*

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RF is super embarrassed today!
I wanna dig a hole underground and bury myself in!!!
Okay, the story went like this...

Went to find cousin jiayi at causeway courts this evening.
Passed her birthday gift and some other stuffs to her.
Was in a hurry lor. Never check my wallet and ran out.

While waiting for her to knock off I went to get a drink.
Hosay lor, dig my wallet here and there to discover I have only 45 cents!
The drink I took was 80 cents. I'm short of 35 cents.
Queue up so long, ended up not enough money to pay for a bottle of mineral water.
Super pai seh till~~~ The cashier even say eh miss this drink 80 cents NIA LEH.
=.=''

Came home ez link threw temper, can't scan.
So I scan and scan and scan lor, the bus driver shut door and drove off.
Ended up I shout and scream till everyone thought I was a nutcase.
=.=''

Super fucked up day lar. OMFG lor!

I've got a question to ask. Long story.

A gal friend of mine whom is attached to a guy. (of cos lah)
That guy betrayed her and got into a little hanky panky with a young ger outside.
Ended up that young ger threaten my gf's bf to pay a sum of $ cos I don't know why also.
Gf's bf pleaded her to help. Like hello, give money to solve trouble.
Hello, give money to a ger who had a so call affair with him. Do you think my gf is willing?
Of cos not, okay now problem solved w/o gf's help. The thing now is...

Gf forgive his bf. But her bf don't seem to change.
Still that arrogant and think he's that super duper power dude.
Blaming gf this and that, scolding her for whatever matters.
Cos that guy having $ trouble means can vent out anger on my gf?
Hello!? Next what? Beat my gf up issit?

The question now is, how to persuade my gf to leave THAT guy?
I can't make up my mind and find it confusing to step in. How to help?
Relationship indeed is nothing good but trouble here and there. =.="

Got a new table lamp!
An identical one. =.="
Better than nothing right?
Finally no need to type in darkness.
I repeat again, I super dislike big bright lamp.

No news from those applications I sent in so far.
So decided to throw in a couple more. *throws resumes*
Aiming on either kind of jobs that allows me to work with kids or in hospital.
Trying to get a change of line. If not successful then back to IT or sales.
Cos I hate hate hate facing the computer or number target everyday.
I'm a pa buay si cockroach. (Cockroach that can't be beaten to death)
Try try try! Never say die! I don't believe I can't succeed one day in the future!

*Munch on peanut m&m's* *shares with whoever that visits my blog*
Counting down 1 wk to Malaysia. :)

Very unhappy! :(
My table lamp died on me!
Made me had to on the sickening big lamp in room.
I hate lamps that are too BRIGHT.
I need a new table lamp/bulb?!

Finally went out today! YES~
Bugis~ Then Bukit Timah for pratas~
Yummy pratas~ Ice cream pratas~ Satays~
Ta pao 2 pieces back for supper later.

Might be going out tomorrow again.
When you have $ go out immediately!
Don't wait till you are broke don't even have $ for transport!
Ok! Stupid logic I know! Hahaha.

I'm waiting for go Malaysia next week~ Wee~

Mid week already. So fast.
It's been around 1 whole week since I last went out.
Later I have outdoor phobia how? LOL.

Everyday can only stay at home and munch M&M.
Till they can ask me to be their 代言人 already. -_-"
No news from those job applications I sent out.

Decided already. If still no upcoming interviews. Leave it.
Wait until after CNY then find a proper job bah.
Since only 1 month later. Now a lot of students took up lots of temp jobs.
So tough to snatch with them. #^$%*$*$$#&$^#$$!!!

Rainy days go away, come again another day.
Cos I wanna go out! Heard JP is darn big now after renovation.
Wanted to go NP buy chewy junior also.
Just let the sun shine. Raining for days already.

Fish! Almost forget to put mask tonight.
Monday night = mask night.
Busy just now. Advising people.

Told him a lot. Wonder if he remembers any of it not?
Said things that I'm shocked at myself too.
Seems like I said that to others but can't do that myself.

What you need to have confidence in yourself to let others have confidence in you.
What supermarket also can sample food, try it out first, like buy, don't like don't buy, if not buy already eat also will puke out. Same as job, try first. Like work, don't like quit. Don't force yourself to do something you don't like. Will have opposite effects.

Humans are ridiculous creatures.
Know how to say don't know how to do.
Tell people to do it yet can't do it yourself.
I admit I'm a human too. Ridiculous! -_-"

Thanks people for the care and concern shown for the past few days.
Indeed some matters happened. But I guess it's all in the past now.
No point to mention it out right? *Hugs friends* You all are the best!

As for why I'm so upset about, the feeling really can't be described.
Imagine all is well till one day the sky collapsed.
And it fell, deeply crashed into your poor little heart.
Got it all sorted out, two choices I have. And I choose the second one.

Forgive and forget. Let it past and start all over again.
Seriously I hope 2009 will be a better year.
Cos 2006-2008 sucks to the max for me.
Next year is my year. 24 already for goodness sake.
Indeed I'm old and not enough to compare with the young.

Just want to stable down my life, have a job and spent everyday happily.
Something I wish for, something that can't come true after so many years.
Dear god, I'm tired. Show me a path. Guide me along. Enlighten me. I'll deeply appreciate.

夜已深。。
我睡不着。。
一颗心好痛。。
有如利刀割般。。
我真的真的好累。。
求你救救我饶了我。。

I've nothing much to blog tonight.
Not in a good mood due to some XX matters.
Sometimes I really don't know which is the truth.
To believe or not to believe? Both made me feel terrible.
I just want to know the truth. No matters it hurts not.

Went out for 3 days straight.
Legs machiam like jelly now. Shaky. -_-"
Need a good night rest tonight.

Went hougang then back to tiong bahru.
Exchanged the free 6 pieces pastries from Chewy Junior.
TS sent me a free voucher upon my birthday month.
Very delicious! As chewy as it is described.

Last stop to vivo brow sea breeze.
As usual la, chocolates @ candy empire.

Time to look for jobs.
Hopefully the 2 applications I've sent in will get back some good news.
*cross fingers*

Went with bor to find her a private school for her LCCI.
Found one, at Yishun. Was like so damn far from me.
On the way on bus 171 was like you know those suaku?
Look here look there, amazed at this and that. LOL.

Alright and I gave the wrong directions and alight one bus stop early.
Walked over lor. What you expect? Fly meh? =.=
She did applied for the course. I want to study an N or O also!
Shocked at the school fees for private N and O!
At least need 3000-4000 bucks then can start to think.
So put on a sulky face lor. Mum asked me to dream on.
Like wth. Want to study also so tough. No choice. Bitter life.

Causeway after that. Went for a movie. Bolt.
Not as exciting and funny as the other Walt Disney cartoons.
But not bad lar. Whatever. Homed after that.

I'm still quite bothered by the private courses fees.

Indeed there's lots of happenings yesterday.
I've cool and calm down. I'm at fault too.
Forgive and forget. Everyone deserve a chance.
Just one more last chance...

Tue, wed and thur will be out busy. Very tired. :(
Came back early today and ta pao friend ngoh hiang and bee hoon for parents.
They did not appreciate sia! Nobody wants to eat. End up I gobbled them all.
Full till I can die. Next time I don't ta pao already. %$&$%*%^&$@#%@

Today should be a happy day cos it's 9th. But it's not.
I don't know what sins have I done in my previous life.
Why is this kind of thing happening to me?
Can't believe someone I always trust did this to me.
Thought this will only happen in dramas.
What a shocking truth. My mind is in a blank now.
Sometimes it's really better not to know the truth.
Because it hurts, it really hurts a lot.
I can't stop weeping.
心好痛，在滴血。

I seriously hope I can go back to school!
Study hard for an N then after O cert.
Private school = lots of money.
But one big problem, no money how to study?
No study how to get a good job?
Money fall from sky please!
Shall see if there's other way.

Di said my previous post was sorta filled with jealousy.
I admit I was feeling sour to the fact I was not invited.
But I never never never take it to heart okay? Don't anyhow accuse.

As expected, Di came over today.
Nothing much, just to let my Joi CD came home.
A little bit of chit chats and cam whores.



I'm gonna spent my whole day in bed later.
Seems the whole family fell sick one by one.
Me feels a little feverish and coughs and sneezes already.

Nothing to blog. Nothing to eat. Nothing to do.
Want to go IMM's Daiso for jap snacks but canceled last min.
1) Mom sick. 2) I slept till evening. -_-"

Di might be coming over tomorrow.
Think will be going for some shopping.
Sunday he's not free. His mom's birthday.
And WTH I'm not invited. -_-"
Never mind! 本小姐不希罕~

I'm gonna make my days packed till next week.
It's a long weekend ahead. MUST rush my DVDs.
Since finished watching Miss No Good already.

No time to blog tonight!
I just discovered that Miss No Good aka 不良笑花's last episode is already on Youtube!
Seems like 华视 had released the DVD.
So there's some kind souls who uploaded them online.
Episode 14~! 小花~小花~小花~!

Am quite sad and shocked for the last few days.
Cos I thought my cousin(s) totally forgot about my birthday.
So surprised that there's a couple of belated wishes from them.
Very happy! ^^ Cos I understand they're busy studying.
It's okay! Wu xim jiu ho! Thanks for wishing! ♥

Gonna be a long post ahead!
Thanks people for your warm wishes!
In no order, I'll name them out.

Thanks to the 33 of them! bryan, lireen, yanmeng, minyi, jianing, joey, jiajin, emily, adeline, jasmine, intan, yuehock, zixuan, sungyi, ummar, jeff, elizabeth, xuefang, shipei, firdaus, johan, matthew, rasyidah, bornicca, saiful, serene, kelvin, lydia, fenni, yueling, jiayi, kenneth x 2

Went to Orchard with him. Was going to search for my dream book.
In fact was searching for it couple of months liao.
皇天不负苦心人。 Found it! Joe Chen's 乔见没! $20.

After that was asked by Bornicca to BBP.
Went over and she had a huge surprise for me!
A box full of Hello Kitty goodies! OMG LOVE U GAL!



Small birthday celebration at my void deck after Bor and Saiful knocked off.
Not much to mention, pictures will do the talking. =D










RF thanks all friends for playing a part in this year's birthday.
She gain an important and precious gift this year. Friendship!
♥Love♥You♥All♥Lots♥Lots♥ THANKS once again! Me is very happy! ^-^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~!!

One more candle on my birthday cake.
Don't know if it's a good thing or bad.
But still, it's ben xiao jie's birthday!
Should be HAPPY! ^-^v

1st of Dec is not a good day for me.
I spent my whole day at hospital. -_-"
Accompany him into SGH's A&E for some unknown virus infection reason.
And stayed till late evening. Thanks ger for accompany!

He's alright now. But don't think there will be celebration for birthday.
But am going for an interview later on @ TravelPac @ Kallang.
You know TravelPac? The IT accessories, cute cute small small one.
As a Merchandiser. Seriously speaking, I don't know what's the job scope.
I just applied for fun. Can someone enlighten me please?

Pictures took at hospital. Consists of ger and my dessert, strawberry sago.
And the funny face of us wearing mask in the isolated A&E department.

Online early to watch 偶像剧's.
Need to sleep early tonight as going out early tomorrow with gf.
Thanks Bornicca for always being with me these 9 months since we get to know each other.

♥
I woke up damn early today cos uncle came with his "god-daughter".
Oh, and that girl bought me a bracelet as a gift.
Nearly pee in my pants! Cos I thought uncle wants me to bring that girl go jalan jalan.
Once bitten twice shy! First time she came already $$ flew away~ *shivers*

Afraid, very afraid of Tuesday.
I'm scared of turning 23! Old already!