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No title in mind. Boring day today. Don't want to online till now. I rather sleep my day time away. Dad cooked dinner just now. Actually he asked me to cook. But I pro mah. pro in sneaking away I just said I'm busy and then ting!? I'm gone. :)

Save money if we cooked dinner ourselves. Although it's just some canned food and a pot of vegetable soup. But it's still much more better then outside food. Dad cook it till ehh, still ok lah.

I like my blog now. Loves the black background. Now very liu xing you know? Lol. And somemore because I did it myself! Muhaha.. Going to do another new blog soon. Hands itchy. I like to play with HTML.

Heard that mum went into malacca by herself. -_- Knew it. Having nightmares of TTSH hospital, ICU and money money money recently! I'm really afraid to think how we can get a couple of hundreds this month for mum's medical bills. She need to go for 3 different department's appointment.

Fenni didn't come over today. Saying ah yang's not back home yet. So next week perharps then we'll watch the show. Or I'll just drag her to pasar malam next few days. Wondering when is my specs ready, she need to go and adjust her specs too.

Thinking of a creating a new chinese entertainment column in litez under music. Need to see if I can get those imformation first. And I need to get approval. Need to do a sample first too. So many things to do regarding my computer recently. I guess electric bill's going to fly again. That's it. That's all.

New DIY Blog Skin

Been doing my blog since night. Just finish it. I'm aching all over. It's so hard to make a DIY blog skin yourself. Luckily I still have the main template. Just need to host my own pictures and change the fonts and this and that and then volia!

So tough to find a song I like. Wanted to put either SHE, 7 Flowers or 183 CLUB's song. Found one I like very much. But the song ended halfway. Ahh!! Hate it lah! Luckily, still managed to find the song Mo Fa which is one of the song in Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa.

I know that this Ming Dao's picture looks ugly. Not easy to match them together you know? I'm not good in this. But if you go to TS di's blog, you can notice the huge difference. Everything is not the same. I'm just using the same layout and the main font colour because I simply loves this font colour.

Now I only have one question in mind. Should I get rid of the glittering Welcome sign and those two lines of hearts? If I didn't add anything there, it would be so empty.

Saw that some of my friends had been going around my friend's blog and tagging all over. I got question by my friends already. Blog is a private thing. It's a form of manners to tag a hi when you visit a blog. But it's not wise to leave your footprints all over and yark there.

Not all the friends I link are habbo people. Some important friends or friends that don't like their blog to be view I didn't even link them. They don't know my habbo pals and may not like them to visit their blog and leave long comments.

No offence. But blog is something personal, not all people would like to disclose this to people they don't know. Think I really need to remove some links of mine. My dears, if you don't like your blog to be visited, please do imform me.

And the opposite too. Those who wants to link me, leave me a message. But I'll only link friends close to me. Wonder who comes to my blog. I can get more them 100 visits per day. Are they refreshing a dozen times or really there's quite a number of people who visits my blog?

Lastly, leave me your comments regarding my new blog skin. Thanks. :)

Laugh Like Siao

Oh my tian~~ Episode 3 is damn funny. I can't stop laughing the whole morning. Ming Dow's acting skills is getting so much better then when he acted Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa. This one you see him can laugh like siao le. Buay tahan la! I can't wait for next week's episode 4 le.

I find that I'm more hooked on this show then to Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa. This show has overtaken my number 1's show place already.

And I love the soundtrack too. So damn damn nice! I'm repeating the whole album again and again and yet I'm not sick of it. One episode also can repeat up to 5 times and not sian.

Trying to get some nice pictures here. Think I'll post them into my chinese entertainment blog instead. Hate to go encoding and click unicode. I'll link the address once it's up and available.

Busy quarreling with dad at home. Forget it, told you I hate to be alone with him. Totally no mood. This cannot, that cannot. One word. FAN!

Editing this post at 5.30pm. Dad's not at home. Home alone shucks. Bored and still bored. But it's better then to have a loudspeaker at home. =X

Adults esp parents are weird. Just like my 21th birthday this year. Mum goes..
"Aiyo, kid lah celebrate what birthday. I only celebrate my 21th birthday. Others nvm one.''
Lots of ?????????? over my head and I protest.
''Ma, this year I 21 liao leh.''
Mwammy goes.
''Orh, aiya nvm one lah, you kid mah, I adult so celebrate my 21th birthday, you kid 21th nvm one.''
Immediently gives a !?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!??!
Like that also can. Mum's 21th and mine 21th. There, see the BIG difference?
-_-

Just notice that more and more of my friends come and visit my blog hor. Remember to tag hor. Xie xie ni men. Lastly, I miss my mother. Should I just go into malacca by myself and surprise her? :)

A Post About Deer

Blogging at late night. Waiting for the 3rd episode of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi to be done. I can't wait! Want to laugh like hell when watching the show. It's been a busy night for me. Mum went to malaysia by herself. I decided not to follow her. So I'll be rotting at home these few days crazily online.

Seen my title? It's going to be about our habbolitez funny deer platodino. I go and comment at deer's post. Telling him I've link him. And indeed he's our litez smart deer deer. He actually found his way to my blog! But he's also silly too. He can just check my blog address at my msn's personal message there. Lol!

Agreed with him. Habbo is really boring and litez is kind of tying us down. I'm not like TS di. I'll rather to be half dead in habbo. If not my dad will go screaming..
''See lor, everyday habbo. All days spend with ginnas, become so ginna yourself too.''
-_-

Note:Ginna is hokkien for kids.

Quite surpised that deer read through my blog. Luckily I didn't wrote anything bad stuffs about litez. If not I'm dead. =x Hehez.. And deer, don't you dare leave before me. We need you. Nope! You are not useless hor! Arbish you if you dare said you are. What useless thing in habbo. Luan luan say. I'm then the useless one. Shaking leg doing nothing. =x Don't fire me! Hur hur! =P

Yup, I'm quite close to deer. But I know you guys are spreading news like spreading kaya when you saw me close with a guy. Hey! What's wrong with that? Deer is just like my didi. He's three years younger then me. Dragon year de hor deer? Well, I should have a didi which is same age as deer if that incident doesn't happen. Don't say about it le.

Feel like changing a new blog skin. See Ming Dow's picture everyday till I'm sick of it. I bet if I doesn't change it soon, I'll be sick of Ming Dow soon. Lol. No la, just find that this skin is alittle weird and too idol type. Wanted to find a more basic skin and change it. Will try my luck and find it tomorrow.

Delete and block lots and lots of people from my msn till I don't even know who I deleted. But most of them are troublesome kids and people I don't know well. I guess I deleted about 50 or more. Now I've learnt. Don't add people's msn if they add you. Don't so soft hearted and go add them landing myself got nudging and so many messages. So if I accdiently deleted and blocked you, which means you never saw me online in msn for like a dozen days. Please do pardon me. And re add me back okays? Xie xie la. :)

Enough said, show is ready. I'm going to chiong the night again.

Malaysia Malaysia Malaysia

Not again. Malaysia again. Woke up and kena shock. Dad told me that mum will be going to malaysia tonight. Why the sudden rush? Scared me. Seems that it's the maid don't know what want to go where or what so need mum to go and take care of grandma.

Speechless...... Mum will tompang karen jie's car to johore tonight then tomorrow morning ah ku will drive to malacca. I'm really worried if mum goes alone. Wonder if I should go in too. But it's a busy week for me. But think again, I don't want to stay at home with dad.

Firstly, i'll miss the superhost final tonight. Next is the 3rd episode of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi. And I still need to collect my specs this week. Then go to beth's birthday party this saturday. So rush. And I do wonder when I can come back. So i'm considering now. Mostly will not be going.

Perharps i'll ask Fenni over on mon and tue, if not i'll be damn bored. First time heard the whole family screaming and shouting wah lau eh today. Wah lau eh lor! Who wouldn't? So sudden. I wanted to go in too. But the time doesn't match lor. What to do?

Maybe i'll go in to johore tomorrow and tompang ah ku's car in to malacca. But must be very early. Don't need to sleep tonight. And i might need to come back by myself by bus this friday to attend beth's party. Alone and board the bus back? Sian 1/2 liao.

Thinking and considering now. Mum advised me not to go. Because she don't know when then will be able to come back. And I don't want to miss beth's party nor collecting my specs. I need time to adjust to my new specs. Suan le lah. Now 5pm le. Still consider simi? End of topic.

Happy Birthday Ming Dow!

26th of February. Ming Dow's 26th birthday. Sheng Ri Kuai Le!

Just gone to Ming Dao's forum to find that it's flooded. Damn flooded like crazy. Scroll 10 plus pages still saw the message.
Happy Birthday Ming Dow!
..................................................................
Two words to describe. KUA ZHANG!

Just settle Di's blog. I anyhow edit for him. Add in litez and my links. A tagbox. A counter and nothing else more I think. But he seems happy. Glad that he is. I'm enjoying editing HTML now. But there seems to be a problem in Di's blog. Afew, including me, can't see those posts in the blog. Hmm, got to re edit it tomorrow. The most blur thing is, I forget to add a . at my link there so it's not able to link. =.= Blur queen is blur queen. Can't change it.

Find that I can ban people from tagging in my tag without the full ip. Which means example: 123.12.*.* Like this. No need the full ip. Cos alot of people's ip keep changing. Including mine. But then if I ban the first two part of the ip means i'll ban alot of my friends more. I wanted to ban that anonymous. If I do that, i'll banned Curze too. It's just the same as if I ban my ip, twins will kena too. Jia lat. Leave it to be then. Don't wish to ban anyone.

I really love sundays. Sundays are the days when you get another episode of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi. Further more, this sunday which is today, is superhost finals. Woohoo~~!! Who will walk away with the 50000 bucks in cash? We'll see. :)

Found a really great taiwanese blog which the blogger blog out the continuing story of Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa. There's more then 10 different continuing story of it. And it links to more of this other bloggies. Gosh! I found a treasure!

Keep reading those old stories at frog's forums and baidu. I guess i've finish all the stories in both webs. At last found some new one. And alot of them somemore. Will take me some times to read finish them. Can kill my boredeem.

Got to buck up and blog the first post in my chinese blog. A place where I type out novels, and post some nice pictures. I'm lazy. So it will be a long wait. Perharps one year later, the blog will still be kosong. =.=

Anyway, once again, Happy Birthday Ming Dow~~!!

I'm crazy -_-

Ma Yi Ya Hee~~

Went to Guo Mei Mei's autograph's session with that lao di of mine. Didn't bought her cd. So of course, didn't get her autograph lor. Lol~~ I'm lame I know. -_-

Was caught by surpise that BP Plaza changed ALOT. Those renovation sure done something. And I like the garden plaza. Such a beautiful view there.
Would be more beautiful if you are there with your other half and not my lao di. :x Kidding.

Saw Guo Mei Mei at a quite a near distance. She's VERY chio. Sang 4 songs from her new album which is...
1) Ai Shi Ni Yan Li De Yi Shou Ge
2) Gou Gou Shou
3) Lao Shu Ai Da Mi
4) Bu Pa Bu Pa~~

But funny thing is as what di says, this autograph session is the most bo lang one. Yup. We can even walk here walk there like a crab!?! I'll tell you more about it later. Basically is someone didn't go to watch Mei Mei, he went to watch his Mei Nu instead. :X

Di lor! Went hide and seek with twinker. I'm like a paparazzi to him. Keep ask me, ''Jie, help me find and look for twinker.'' Hur hur! In the end, we did managed to catch a VERY clear view of twinker and her friends. But they are like avoiding each other. Really is hide and seek. Each other saw the other coming will ran like siao. Blink your eyes and ting?!? Gone.. -_-

Chit chat with di till 7plus and went home. Talked alot about litez and nothing much else. This di of mine is really making me buay tahan. Likes to tease me. About Fai lor. -_- And our litez deer. I mean DEER ok? Not dear! -_- And by the way, I'm NOT short. Am I? No what! =D Not VERY thin either. Guo Mei Mei is only 40kg. I'm only 2kgs lesser then her. :)

And the most shocking thing i heard tonight. Di says that twinker says I looks like around their age. This is glad. But the most surprising is, twinker's friend said that I looks like...
Di de mother!!!!!!!!
....................................... (totally spechless)
Am i that old? *faints* =.=

Lastly, is my counter crazy or something? So fast a few days only got about 100 views in my blog? Or someone keep refreshing the page? And yea, if you notice, there's some new stuffs and changes in my blog. That's all for today then. :)

Shopping Shopping Shopping~~~

My dear friend elizabeth decided to drop by my blog today. Haha.. Girl, I don't mean that. I really should get you a present. So yea! I bought it. You can't reject it hor. It's not very expensive. But it's the thought that counts. :)

Hunt the whole lot 1 for her present. But then. Lalala.. I bought myself a hello kitty black handbag. Cost around $30. Heartache again. But what to do? I just love hello kitties so much. I can save money and don't eat just to buy. Muhahas. Lame me. -_-

Mum will murder me if I didn't bring beth any gifts. I only said. ''Ma, I go buy youting's present hor.'' She immediently ''Orh orh, Go go. Ex also nvm.'' O_O Funny mum of mine. She said i brought a nice gift. Heng ar~~ If not she'll murder me and said. ''You!! You!!! Bring such lousy present for your old friend.'' :S

But my mum ''hiam'' that the bag i brought looks aunty. ................................ -_- Knew it! She will sure said that. Black = aunty. -_- This is going to be the last hello kitty bag i buy. Ex arh!!! $.$

Tomorrow will be going out to watch guo mei mei with di. He's so ''pro''. Never buy the album still want to go. Oh well, I guess i'll oversleep too. Mum said she will woke me up and murder me. Everyday sleep till 3, 4 pm. :S

I just noticed my hair. The hairdresser trim it till I looks like....
Gal version de Sam Wang Shao Wei of 5566 and 183 club!
Tian Arh!!! Makes me looks so cool. -_- But i like oh~~ Special wor~~

When I came back and walk to the LRT lobby, wonder who shouted. Guys hor! Listen up! Which guy shouted TAN RONG FANG so LOUD outside CCK's LRT? I will kill you for this. I didn't turn and look at who's that. But for those who called me with my surname. Sure they are my old friends. Own up or i'll murder you! >:)

That's all. Have a great weekend my dear friends. :)

Money Money Money $_$

Heartache! CRY! My new specs cost $320. Somemore mum's not paying. I had to find the money and pay for my new specs. $320!! Ahh!! Can't buy mp3 and digicam liao. What to do? My specs are ex.

High degree. Left eye is 1125 while right is 1050. ZZzZzzzZ.. So serious. Mainly because no money to change new specs last time. Wearing the wrong degree specs caused degree to fly. Now this new specs isn't the correct degree. It's too high. Had to minus the degree.

Didn't change to a frameless specs. Scared of i'll break it after listening to what the uncle says. And afraid it will be too thick anyway. So change to a retangular one. Purple frame and pink. Quite nice. Suit my face wor.

I use urtra thin lens. The lens alone cost $280. My heart really is aching. Must make sure this new specs can tahan a couple of years. Maybe i'll change to a frameless one if the lens isn't that thick like the kaya roti bread.

Today went to cut hair too. I mean trim. Mum was nagging cut like never cut. Excuse me. It's trim ok? I want long hair. Maybe i'll rebond or highlight it when i save some extra cash.

Tomorrow must go and get Ting's gift. Wondering where i should go to. Had to fork out lots of cash recently. Had a quarrel with mum regarding money. It's so tough to get a couple of tens when you are born in a poor family.

No money top ez link. No money cut hair. Even specs i had to save a couple of years before i have some cash to make a new one. I swear to myself. I wounldn't be poor for life. I will strike it rich and give my parents a good life.

No matter what, i'll go and find or earn money. In whatever ways. Wouldn't let them suffer. As if i don't want to get a job. I can't find. So what is mum screaming at? It's her who dump my cert away like junks. It's my parents who don't want me to continue studying.

Even the specs uncle says what!? I can't believe you study till primary. Yea. What to do? Sian.. I hate being poor! I'm sure a few years later, i'll be rich. In whatever way, i'll earn and strike it rich. I wouldn't let myself being look down at!

Midnight Lame Post

Off my computer and off to sleep, but then i remembered something important! I forget to blog!
................................................ -_- LAME!
No need to tell me, I knew that myself. More LAME!!!!! -_-

I'm not a lamer, someone else is. I laugh till buay tahan because of those lame jokes of his. Think ikia is ''entertained'' by him too. We were both ROFL-ing.

But what makes me really LLS <--(laughs like siao) is silly ikia. Pasir Ris is at west side? That's east! Blur girl! East and west mixed up! Alamak la!

Firstly, I must said that he is a joker but not a chamer!! He DOESN'T attract girls. *phew* His emonticons is like me. Up~~~~ Down................ Like the sea saw.

Secondly, have you ever heard of Far East? FAR ok? Here's the joke.
Far East = Pasir Ris
= Got ''him''
................................................... Tian Ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So cold. -_-

Ikia's not catch no balls. Is she finds you too lame le!!! And are those balls important than health? I mean football! -_- Guys = Weird creatures. Cos of football, headache also don't want to rest. ZzZZz..

I'm having headache too. That's why I asked for a leave. Took 2 weeks long leave. Time to rest and save energy to chiong more. Glad, really is glad jie's not angry with me. Saying till jie, ikia called me jie just now. I was like o.O??? WHAT?!?! And that guy over there was LMAO. -_-

But anyway thanks for helping ikia. Really is Pasir Ris de di tou she. Pei fu pei fu. Me? I'm the west side gang. Xi Jie Shao Nian you mei you? Know that? Shao Nu la! *pukes at ownself*
Think I pukes too much tonight cos of HIM! That lame guy.

Mood's getting better. Don't worry, I just need a break. Most happy stuff about is. I got my golden hc badge! Wee~~ This marks the 1st year of my habbo club. Happy birthday to myself~~ LAME! -_-

Would you like a LAME (Lamb) Chop please Miss RongFang?
Sure, sure!

Offs to sleep, still had to chiong malls to find winnie the pooh stuffs for dearest jie mei Ah Ting. Lame guy is right. Poohs are ex. I got to dig a hole in my pockets again. My DEAREST friend leh? Who do you think? Don't play play.

Hope you enjoy this midnight lamb chop. xD

Shoos...

Anyway, who don't know the lame guy which I written in my post feel free to ask me.
PS: He's CHAO famous.

Celebrating The 5000 Hits And Sadness?!

Other then this, nothing else to celebrate more. I'm not in a good mood recently. Neither is the whole litez. But still thanks to da ge for counseling me. I think i've made Bas angry again. My rashness. But think, do you think she'll approve it if I told her? Never a chance.

Knew it. Rejected the 7th times. This time my letter got deleted. :S Da ge says boss don't approved. I was like shock!? Oh well, I promise da ge i'll give him an reply this sunday. Just let me quietly consider these few days.

I don't want to burden others. How much I hate it. I wouldn't let myself taking up a space and doing nothing at all. Da ge keep saying, no, it's not a problem. I'm asked to go on a long break. I can stream, I can do whatever I like.

I know myself that I need to rest. And a long one. So just leave me alone. Don't think i'm able to leave them. My family. I've give an answer by sunday. Meanwhile just let me fade away. I can't take it any longer. I'm collasping soon.

In Memory Of 5D (1996)

Can't sleep. I'm making a decision now. Hope i wouldn't have regrets like last time.

Youting's invitation to her birthday party brings back lots of memories. I'll once again step into her house which i went 10 years ago before. The house where we turn upside down while doing our so call ''projects''.

Me, ting, qin, zhiwei and ehh.. Who else? I'm really old and forgetful. Remembered zhiwei ran off in anger. Wonder why he quarrelled with ting? Or.. ehh.. oh well.. forget who he quarrelled with. Not me i know for sure. He hide in the kitchen locking the door. And we are banging so hard that the door nearly break.

Ting's mei veronica who was only 5 or 6 years old scared till she cried out. I remembered alot alot. After 10 years. I'm going to her house again. This time, no qin, no zhiwei only people i don't know who are they. Strangers to be be exact.

The feeling of alone is terrible and horrible. Remembered how the first day of my P5 goes. Standing there alone. Watching my P4 EM1's ex classmates standing infront of the 5A stand. Me? I walk to 5D and guess what? They said excuse me, are you in the wrong class?

Hurts i tell you. But i've never regret mum choosing EM2 for me. If not i wouldn't be with my gang. EM1 are all snobbish people. I'm most glad i met ting on the first day. She came up and said hi, ask me what class. And guess what? We are in the same class.

Mostly of them came from class I. I'm the only EM1 dropout. They didn't give me the buay song face after ting introduce me to them. They are so friendly. Unlike those EM1 students. Suddenly i feel a ray of warmth here.

Read the letters which they send me after i dropped out of 5D. Tears just flow down. One said ''We miss you. When are you coming back?'' Another one said. ''Let me tell you more about 6D, we are more noisier!'' See? Such caring friends where to get?

''The class are so surprised and shock when they find you are not coming back.'' Read this in one letter. I keep in touch with mostly my 5D's mates. We are not a class. I tell you. We are a family The place where i feel warmth.

They know what's wrong with me when i blink an eye. They notice everything about me. My gang! How much i missed them. How much i regret going along with the choice my parents made. Can i turned back time? Just let me once again go back to 1996.

5D, yes! We are the donkeys. Friendly ones. Last day of class. Who will ever thought this is really the last? Last of me, last of mr chia. We are still saying. Omg! Don't want holidays! We share everything here. Joys, laughters, and sadness.

First day of 6D was the last of me too. I'm still waving bye bye to them when ting, jia, leen, bee and wei notice i'm unwell when PE. But this is the last i saw them too. Who will know that? My dears, hope to see you all at ting's party. I really miss you all!

And now. I'm making up my mind at a terrible decisison. Don't want any regrets like last time. Ever since i've joined them. I feel the warmth again. Like last time how my 5Ds treated me. If not for them, i've be gone long ago.

Please let me made up my mind. I'm really tired. I want to rest forever. Don't reject me again please. Just let me leave my ''family'' happily and peacefully. No matter what i love my familyS. Real life family, 5Ds and this newest but warmest family of mine.

I'll stab my hands with scissors to decrease the pain in my heart after the dropped out. For so long, i don't have anyone to care for me. Till now, i've met them. They encourage me to do things i've never dare to try. It's really a hard decisison to make. I have my responsibility.

You will never know the warmth of 5D's and this. 5D's not a class. We are a family. And this, we are not a place, a site nor virtual. We are real, we treated each other with real feeling. This is the place where i called home. Where i can feel the warmth of them.

I'm made up my mind to tender my letter up. Just let it be approved and let me leave quietly.

Oh My Tian~~!!

I know lao di ''chop'' my phrase which is Oh My Tian after i told him. Grr!!! I want sue him for copyrighted fee! Lol.. Kidding..

There's lots of surprising stuffs tonight. And i do wonder why i love to blog once it's 12mn? =.=

I don't bother to online lately. Really is too sian with online and habbo. And I don't bother to take leave too. Seeing the staff MIA list. Over 10 of them. Do you think I still want to apply for leave?

Just let it be, leave me to be. No mood to online or dj anyway. Trying to drown myself in books and shows.

The only thing that let me stays in habbo is my litez family. If not do you think I can stay in habbo for so so long? Went into neopets today. It's been hundreds of days since i last log in. Kiddish game to kill my boredeem when i'm bored to death.

Got invited by Ah Ting Aka Beth to her birthday next month. Wee~~!! But hor.. I'm the only pri school friend of hers. She was saying maybe she'll try to ask afew more of our old friends. If not, me? Alone? Think i'm going to be fine alone. Don't worry, Ting. =)

Time sure flies fast. She's already turning 21 soon. I must really get her an excellent present. One which is not too kiddish. Must start to hunt for it soon. She loves pooh pooh. So shocked that she invited me. She's the only close old friend i have now. I told her that our girls gang MIA liao. Haha..

The most shocking things today is BLOGS. What weather is it today? All changed blogskins. =.=
Number one: Francis! Gosh! I love his new blogskin. Very nice. Pure white. But just alittle sad.
Number two: Zix! I nearly faint at that. It's a habbohotel skin. It's HUGE! But can't click anything yet. Perhaps not yet ready.

Browse through magz the whole day. Saw this and i goes o.O!! It's Samsung's mp3 and digi cam 2 in 1! Ahh!! I wanted that long ago. Now where can i get it? I can't seem to find it anywhere at the malls? Not available yet? Dunno leh.

Watch tv at night. Superhost and SHE's. I remembered last time dad was saying. ''Ger.. Go be artise leh. So I can watch you on tv.'' He will never said no if i ever had the chance to be one. But please papa!! Must first see your ger simi sai lai de. Artise? Tian ar~~!!! -_-'''

I actually had this dream oftenly. Which is I looks like a bussiness woman and have the ''high up'' attitude. Is this my previous life? I asked myself. Till now, I still have this everything must perfect temper. Is it a concidence or?

Got this comment today from a someone saying that i'm cool. An ice queen to be exact. An ice mountian never to be break easily. Is it? I really don't know about that. But it's true that alot of my friends told me that I keep to myself.

Maybe I am. If not Ting wouldn't have said she's going to find some of our old friends to accompany me. She's afraid i'll be lonely and wouldn't get into topics nor make new friends easily. She knows me best. Last time Ting was the first to approach me and make friends with me when i'm always alone in school.

Change topics

Big problem. My computer table is trying to play london bridge is falling down. The top part which holds the monitor and cpu is starting to slant more badly and shaky. Don't collapse! Oh no!! Ahh!! Got to think of an idea quick. Perhaps getting a new table or a new flat screen?

Mai Siao Lah! -_-

Table can. Flat screen LCD?? I must be dreaming. Where got money? LOL! Anyway, i'm really sastified with my 17 inch chao BIG screen monitor le. But it's too buckly lah! No wonder table buay tahan.

Wanted to dye and change a new hairstyle. Wanted to change a new specs. But reconsider. Where do i get the hell lot of money from? My dad doesn't print money.

Must think lah! Mum needs to go for CT or MRI scan this year. Should be. It's dragging wayyyy too long. Hope can use CT. Wouldn't cost that much. MRI will faint. Now where can we get the 1000 bucks for mum's MRI?

Prays that mum's health is good this year. We can't afford another ''holiday'' for her in hospital. She better watch her diet. The fees are killing us. Medisave was used up for the 6 or 7 stays in TTSH these few years. That's why i said mum stays in TTSH's EVERY floors before. =.=

You will never know if you are not born in a poor family. When sometimes you will only left 10 bucks for the whole family at the end of the month. I'm already fortune that I don't need to eat instant noodles or bread every meal or get those ah longs spraying paint all over our house.

If you are born in a family which doesn't need you to worry for money. You are lucky. :)

I'm really suspecting is that person her? Someone close to me? No no! I must not think that way. It's just a concidence and a misunderstanding.

Life Is Simple Life Is Great

I must be crazy. Come to blog at 12 am SHARP! Boring mah. x.X

Slept REALLY late yesterday night. Think it's 7.30am. Watch the second epsiode of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi. And laughing my guts out. It's chao funny! Can't wait to see the next episode.

But the problem is i edit something and have to reload the whole show just because careless me click the x! Ahh!! Almost cry out. Luckily it's still fast. I'm careless and blured since my school days. Will always miscount maths stuffs and make the whole class laughing non stop.

Mum knew i slept EARLY. =x She knew i was watching my second favourite show. My top favourite show is Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa. So she didn't said anything nor wake me up. Xie xie ma ma. =D

All was still alrite then ta da~~! The electric bill came. Over liao loh. Sure comfirm one. Chop stamp somemore. Had to really save electric. Not totally my fault! Who on the air con whole night? Not me ok? You think computer ''eats'' electric only? Air con wouldn't? =.=

Back for late dinner after going to causeway. Am shock to find that almost half my clothes i can't wear liao. Not too tight is too short. Alamak! Dad ask me to stock my clothes. Don't wear those unfitted clothes.

Doc Zhang also says i've grown taller and fatter. o.O? Btw, her daughter is great. Genius if you asked me. Got 9A* for her O's! Woah! China girl so hiong! She asked me to improve myself and go for studies. But you know i can't settle the school fees even it's a couple of tens per month. Every cent counts for our family now.

Wonder what is wrong with dad today. He actually said ok loh. ''You go and see which course you like then go apply. A couple of HUNDREDS I still can fork out.'' !?!?! He never ate his medicine is it? Last time he said study girls for what lah. Now know it's important to have a cert?

Look look walk walk to find an affortable mp3 and digi cam. Yashika or whatever it is. Cost $200 plus. I like. It's slim enough. And an 128MB mp3 cost $59. But it's kind of bulky. Wonder how many songs can 128MB holds? If got 20 or 30 can liao. I don't need alot of songs.

Think will be going to ask the salesman at causeway either tomorrow or the next few days. Dad says use the money buy clothes better. Lol.. Ask Fenni along tomorrow if she's free. Or ask her over to watch Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi. Ming Dao~~!!!

Just watch the results of Campus Superstar Fan Shen Sai. Poor Yang Ce. She couldn't get in to the semi-finals. But i must admit that other contestents are more better then her. What matters is she have done her best. This Cyndi's song Dang Ni she choose today doesn't suit her.

Sometimes feels that a simple life is the best. In which you listen to your favourite songs, watching your favourite shows or reading your favourite forums and stories etc. Nowadays, i'm hooked on listening to Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi's soundtrack. Like this, i'm satifisted.

Last time i'll go the best for everything. Every stuffs i do or i buy must be the best if not rather don't want. I admit i still have this feeling regarding everything perfect. But for things i'll buy now, i'll think twice. If i don't need it, i will not buy. Saving money most important!

Received a shocking sms from Darren. I thought he don't like to sms? The contents? ''Ehh.. Is your parents at home now? Cos i saw a couple that looks like you. Wonder if it is your parents? The aunty have the accent like you.'' !?!?! What do you mean? Malaysia accent ar?

Told mum about it. And she LLS too. Saying they at home lah. Gong friend of yours. Lol!! Mum gossip alot about Jun Hao saying she remembers him alot. But just don't remember his look. Polite and blar blar blar. She go and bring Jun Hao's name up for what?

Seems she only remembers his mouth but not his looks. I was LLS-ing non stop. Aiyo, wo de ma. You win liao. Poor Jun Hao. Not i want to ka jiao him one hor as you all can see. Mum also talk about Zhi Wei. Why all guys? The two most popluar guys she remembered them.

Somemore she still can remembered Zhi Wei and me went to Beth's house to do project last time. Saying he lives near me so can come back along with me. So she no worries let me go. ......................................... *Shivers at the thought of Peh Zhi Wei* =.=

I'm updating this blog again and again. Till it's SO long now. Perharps i really have lots of things to nag tonight. Haha..

Mahjong And Our Kakis

It's going to be a busy night. Need to browse my familar forums and friends bloggies. Trying to find Magician's episode 2. Wonder who have the seeds? I can't wait to watch it. Maybe i wouldn't be blogging later. Asking Fenni out to causeway or maybe asking her over to use computer. So it'll be a so so long post today before i go and makan.

Litez isn't busy recently. Not much stuffs for us to comments on. So at least abit relaxing. Today is a sunday. And the radio isn't on for the whole day. I slept till VERY late. So of course i can't be deejaying. I'm only online at 5.30pm.

Surprising that Darren. Okay, from now on. I'll rather use their real life name. Habbo name all know and i'll get bug and asked. Okays, Darren asked me over to his estate which is PASIR RIS! Tian ar! So de far! To play mahjong. =.= <--This is the look i give him. And he gave me back this look. =( <--Not again Mr!

Hahas.. Of course i'm not going over. So he send me a file which is online mahjong. And asked a few more kakis which is jess and Z jie. And we played a few rounds of online mahjong. I hosted the game as Darren can't. And the whole thing was chao funny!

The 4 blur sotongs. Including me. Always zha hu! Alamak! Gong gong us. Silly mistake. And we keep LMAO and ROFL all the time. Darren wanted to play with habbo credits. But i screamed back at him. No money lah sir! xD

At last i won at the last round. The first round i won tonight. =.= Most of the rounds were hang halfway or either one of us zha hu or DC. LOL! And this is a pretty game. I think it's Darren who throw the tile to me. Must return leh! Just now i throw a tile to let him win too. =D

He's kind of pity lor. The 3 girls including me of course keep on bullying him. Evil us aren't we? >:) And oh yea! I didn't talk to mei for so long le. Today i asked her over to my room which is the starry starry night. Nice room hors? x)

Really hope we can have more mahjong rounds again. It's really very interesting. But please don't bet hor. Don't ask me over to PASIR RIS to play mahjong too. Oh my tian lor! One east one west side. Somemore i no money lah. Unlike Mr Pang.

Almost forget to said that Darren ask me to fill up some sort of like his survey to let him know how I think he is. Then I saw his real name! But I knew it long ago. :X Btw, I think I describe him as he's loving, kind, trustworthy, caring, witty and responsive. These suit him best.

Just browse at my old diary again. Very very upset when i read at Mdm lim's and Mrs Kannan's words. Haiz.. Trying to control my tears. But i just can't. I promise myself this will be the last time i'm going to read at my old diary.

I did blog at my diary more often nowadays. I really need to record up some past. Suddenly now, i have no intention to blog liao. Dunno why, just suddenly there's lots of stuffs running through my mind. Offs then.

A Childhood Beautiful Memories

This is a real life story which i would like to share with you all. It happens to my friend quite long ago. As told by her ownself and she's willing to share it. A very touching story.

This girl friend of mine, we'll call her A. She studies in a neighbourhood school. When she is in upper primary, her whole class was a bunch of monkeys. As what chinese says. Ren Xiao Gui Da. They don't behave like 10++ years old. Esp one guy C. He's such a filrt! Gosh! Primary only imagine that!

But he's really too attractive. A handsome boy. Oh man! Only primary! And all the girls in the class were going gaga over him. He changes his ''girlfriend'' almost everyday. One day he will be seen ''sticking'' with this girl while the other day he'll appeared with another girl.

This stops soon. Due to his changing target and aiming a girl. Which was my friend A. This girl friend of mine didn't go to school for one day. And the BIG news came. C actually walk to the front of the class and said out LOUD that he likes A. All were like o.O?!!!!!!!! But they do pity A too. Wondering if it's for real. But of course, this lets lots of girls heartbroken.

Can said that the whole class of girls only A dislikes C. She even give him the nick flower carrot. Hua Xin Luo Bo. LOL! But C wasn't discourage. When A came back to school the next day. She can see that alot of girls are looking at her differently. !!!!! What's wrong here?

Till then there's this girl who is sitting behind her told her the whole truth. But she didn't tell A who is that guy. So A was guessing the whole day. It was later when she knew it. And she !!!??!!? And goes how can it be. Straight away she went to comfirm this with C.

''Yes, I like you. Cannot meh? You cannot stop me!'' He said it with an evil grin on his face and walk off. Leaving A gong gong there with an unbelievable look on her face. She isn't pretty. Neither is she smart. How is this possible? The most popular guy in class actually LIKES her?

All were believing it more and more when days goes by. He will find a chance to talk to her. Sit beside her during recess. And A was the ok loh, up to you, i can't stop you anyway attitude. But she really DON'T like C and find him a bother and troublesome guy.

But C never give up. It was when one day when they both went to a friend's house to do project and things flare up. They both quarrelled like crazy. And C walk off in anger saying ''I'm here you don't like right? I leave you'll be happy then.'' Leaving A totally blured and guilty.

He didn't turn up in school the next day. But no! He's not unwell. That night A even saw him going to pasar malam. He didn't talk much. Just a simple hi and walk away. She was thinking maybe because his mother was with him so he don't dare to talk much.

But the truth isn't like that. Seems C is really heartbroken. Last time when C talk to A. A would suan back and scold him alittle. Then C will suan back and start alittle sweet quarrel. But now it's not the same. C would just walk off. Without saying anything much.

Time flies. Both of them didn't talk for quite long. Even the teacher can see that and ask if both of them are angry with each other. But surprising now, C didn't filrt at all. He would mix around with his guy classmates everyday and didn't even stare at Chio Bus. Unbelievable!

Seems he's really upset. Till then, it's the end of the year. And time for holidays. But it's also time for A to leave. She will be going away to somewhere. C was shocked when he knew that the following year. Nobody told him the news that A wouldn't be with us anymore.

A received a letter from her ex classmate saying that C misses her and ask her to come and visit them sometimes. She couldn't believe it. The Hua Xin Luo Bo actually still remembers her. A made up her mind. She went to school the next day for a visit.

She saw C. They didn't spoke much. Only a hi and a smile. Mainly because A was busy kah poh-ing with her girl friends. Before she left, C shouted one sentence from behind. ''YAO XIN FU WOR. When are you coming back? Wo......... men xiang ni'' A replied don't know and walk out, couldn't control her tears anymore.

Very soon, one year pass by. C is already in sec. This is when A is back in school. Same class but not the same classmates anymore. The feeling is different. The warmth is gone. She feels upset. A misses her old classmates tons. This is when she notice something when she is staying back to clean the class one day.

C's old seat. The chair have not been moved at all. Behind the seat, at the back, written in liquid paper. C's name. With a I Miss You in chinese which is Xiang Ni beside. Who he misses. A knew it immediently. She was stunned. Next time, she'll walk pass the chair and take a look everytime when she had a chance.

New classmates, new happenings. A started to forget about C soon. But now, this is when the real story is just about to begin.

A didn't saw C at the classmates gathering everytime. She will ask her old friends how C is. For the first few years she will get a reply saying C is fine. He's doing great. Changing girlfriends like clothes. A was like not again. He's back to his own old self.

Then the next few years, whenever she asked about C, her friends will goes. ''Aiya! Don't know leh. I think he moved from this estate.'' Too bad then, A was kind of regretting that she didn't keep in contact with C.

Till after a few years. It was then she know the truth. C got bone cancer and passed away a few years ago. What?! Why didn't her old friends told her? A was shocked and sad. Her old friends told her, it's C who don't want her to know that.

Why? They said that C wanted them to keep it from her. Since she will not bother asking where he is and don't like him anyway. Her friends said that C just wanted her to be Xin Fu. A couldn't believe what she heard. Tears flow down immediently when she heard that.

She promises C she really will be Xin Fu. Although it have been about 10 years. But sometimes when she thinks about C will still let her feels alittle sharp pain in her heart. A is my friend and i blog out her story she had hidden as a secret for long. Hope she will feel better. Till now, she will still be wondering if she really likes C in the past but just didn't knew it herself.

Dear readers, thanks for your time in reading this. Hope it touches your heart.

PS: ''Yao Xin Fu Wor'' This sentence don't bring it up infront of A. She will for sure not be able to stand it.

The End

Oh yea, if you didn't notice, the lame anonymous is using my name to tag and making a fool out of him/herself. So beware okays? If you know me well, you'll know how i typed. :)

Weird Attitude Of Habbos

Feel that habbo is such a bug up place. Kind of buay tahan. Back stabbing and jealously filled up almost half of habbo. That's why you can see me getting so inactive in habbo right now. Kids are the most scariest one. When they met an adult with a bad temper. Boom! War liao loh.

Die die don't lose type tends to lose out more. Just as i guess. Something happened. I had to keep a hush hush. It's private news. Not to be leak out here in my blog. Cos seems there's lots of habbo reading it. Shh :X

Poor Francis. Argh!! Can't someone support his dj-ing? Oh please lor! I'm the one and only listener leh. CRY! Btw, i try not to be lazy yesterday night and dj for around 2 hours. Really very very tired of deejaying. I know myself. It's time for me to leave soon.

Wonder why my tag's topic become my eating and etc. Just leave me to be. Eating helps me to realx. I'm under stress! Help!! Mainly because of habbo. Ikia was asking why didn't saw me in habbo recently. I've gone into hiding. That's why. I need a break. :)

Oh yea. Ikia have not given me the hello kitty stuff yet. Seems it's cookies. And it's gonna expired soon. :S I ask her to munch up the cookies and leave me the tin. She don't want leh! Aiyo. Want make me fat more lor. -_-

I'm only active last night in habbo for two hours just for dj. Then i sneak off and read my frog's forum and stories before finding zhou gong at 5am. The stories are really so nice and touching. 55555 <--means sobbing lah. wu wu wu crying mah. xD

Got wake up at 3pm today due to mum's screaming. Ger ar!! Mao Xian Wang on TV leh! I goes o.O?? Huh? And then! Alamak! Mao Xian Wang is Ming Dao lah! mum loves ming dao hosting mao xian wang that's why called him this.

Crawl out of bed. Sms Fenni and scream Ming Dao is on Channel U~~!! Oh gosh! We are crazy aren't we? Watch awhile tv and yea! Karen jie arrived. Pass me those ang paos from malaysia. Xie xie lah. Ling moi even pass me the $10 that i helped her to pay maple last time in ang pao!

Mum was saying maybe it will be better if buy the Ai Qing Mo Fa shi vcd instead of ''chopping'' it. Cos one episode will take me up to 7 hours. Waste of electric. At last i know she sort of like Ming Dao too. That's a good reason for me to buy his show's vcd. Muhahas!!

Alot is having bad temper recently. Including me. Cool! Chill! Maybe i'll go malacca soon. Ah po isn't feeling well these few days as said by Karen jie. Anyone can tompang? :D Ok lah, off i goes now. Back to frog. Habbo? Nah. Told you i'm tired. After my gold badge. Then i'll be totally MIA.

Habbo And Litez

Talk alot with Zix just now. He's young but very mature. I can actually talk alot with him. Both of us buay tahan the newly have not tio hired staffs. We talk and nag on skype. Sort of vomit blood bah. Heard the new girl is only 9 years old!? Oh my tian~! Rao le wo men lah. Not going to teach this kid. Want die leh.

Julian also cause a problem with relin today. Hope it wouldn't be serious. As long as you are in litez. Whatever you do in habbo concerns litez. So we must really watch our attituite. The two troublesome people. Which i just know today. Is only 11 years old. Gosh! Kids these days.

Zix went off le. As usual. He's always going off early. Left me and GI in his TOILET to rot. Like what he said. Like that afk also fun. Lol. No place go. What to do? Alittle tired and lazy to dj. See how later. There's really no staffs online tonight.

I'm not close with some staffs. Only a few, such as our admins and our senior djs and a few junior djs. Some juniors really need to watch their attitiute. If not there will be problems.

As you see, i don't know how to guan ren. Kids are a headache. Esp when they don't listen to you. So ah Fai don't said till as if i'm so pro in coaching the kids.

We really have alot to improve and more to learn. We are losing listeners and tio complained le. Jia you bah litez! As long as we are united, we can do it.

Rain Rain Go Away

Argh!! Wanted to go causeway today. But guess what? When i woke up at 3pm, gosh! Raining meow mi and gou gou. I KNEW it! Everytime i'm going out sure there's RAIN to welcome me. Guess i'm born on rainy days or what. That's why my parents don't like to go out with me cos it will sure rain! -_-

Had enough of it. Tio nag saying raining still want to go blar blar, cannot another day meh? La la la.. Ok lor, when i said i don't want to go. Rain stop immediently! #%$&%^*%* What the hell! Now i'm lazy to go although the rain had stopped. See lah! Today so guai not lazy to go then rain come kah jiao. -_-

Sometimes really don't know what my mum is thinking. I've grown fat. Those pants are like so tight. And she nag, see lah, eat lor, sleep lor, fat le lor, can't wear le lor. Ok! Just what is this? Last time said grow more fat hor, and stuff me eat this and that. Now fat le she bo song. -_-

Just as the weather. Sunny days she said don't go out lah, so hot. Rainy days she said, don't go lah, raining. Then what? Want cloudy days? Wait long long bah. -_-

Working also the same. I go look for jobs she said, don't go lah, as if we can't support you. Never go look she said, can't you just get a job? Just eat and sleep. Oh well!!!! -_-

As if i don't want to. Tried so many jobs, all they said was wait for their reply. One week gone, two, three, one month. No news. -_- Knew it.

I came from a quite strict family. Can't said wah piang, wah lao etc. But that doesn't mean i don't know how to said. I can be fierce and scold all that vulgar out too. So what lah?

Ok ok, chill, cool, listening to JJ's new songs are soothing. Makes me feel alittle better. His new album are all soothing songs. Wo ai!

Rain had stopped now. Should i go causeway? Will see about it.

Memories

I don't know what is wrong with me? Keep spamming my blog today. Looks like i'm really hooked on online blogging. Found my old diary in my cupboard. *piaks and flicks away the dust* cough cough It's been NINE whole months since I last written on my diary.

Also found my first diary which was recorded in 1998. Memories of school. My primary 6 days. Almost half of the diary sure have junhao's, irene's and qiuhui's name. Who treated me well, i'll be sure to noted it out. As well as the opposite, who treated me badly, i'll recorded it too.

Now where's my primary 5 (1996)'s diary? I miss our old girl gang. X those guys out! Sigh.. Halfway reading the diary, my tears has already flow down. It will be better if I shut the diary up. Till here, I saw my record book. Aww!! So dusty.

Cool down! Calm down! Argh!! Sometimes find that talking to junhao or qiuhui or youting will reminds me of the past. Soon to be 10 years. Those images are still clearly in my mind. Just as it happened only yesterday.

I really can't write well now. Don't even know how to hold a pen well. And my handwriting was like oh no! Since I stared habboing and join litez. I didn't touch a pen. All I hold was mouse and mic. Really got to write more in my diary and not blogging away all days.

Things have really changed alot since I started habboing. Yes, i've turned mature since I joined litez. They have teached me alot. Maybe taking care of those kids really can let me learn and gain exp.

Kind of surprising that my diary had lots of kiddy stuffs which I anyhow draw and write. So cute. And that was only 9 months ago. I've really changed alot don't I?

Enough said about the diary and old stuffs. I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to control myself if I continue blogging.

Oh ya, I just burn ai qing mo fa shi's and wang zi bian qing wa's songs to cd. These 2 are my favourite albums. Poor me. Since i don't have mp3. I used discman to played them at night when I can't sleep and don't want to online.

Recently love these few songs very much. One is JJ Lin's Cao Cao while the other is an old song by Penny Dai Pei Ni's Cinderella. Keep playing them non stop esp Penny's.

Muhaha, the only stuff i'm happy about today is the nail colour on my toes. Peach! Swee~~ I didn't made the wrong choice in buying this colour after all.

Many new djs are coming to litez. Guess I can leave quite soon. I'm too involved with virtual stuffs. Real life are like doing and gaining nothing at all. That's bad.

The end of this post. Is this the end of my virtual life too?

Untitled

Lol! I'm lame. Can't think of a title so type in untitled. -_-

Suddenly my tag become so crowded. All my friends came and tag. Oh please~~ Don't treat it as msn hor. Haha..

I'm hooked on reading novels and forums online. Habbo i just logged in and logged out immediently. So boring. Going to quit soon after i get my gold hc badge next week.

Had an early dinner and watch watch Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi for the uncountable times. It's really nice! I'm hooked on this show. Btw, have you guys tried frying vegetable such as cai xin and kai lan with egg. Dry type. It's deliecious. Do try.

Tied up my hair. Warm weather. But i don't bear to cut it. Fenni was complaining i didn't tried long hair before. Okay then, i'll leave it to be. Even aunty says it's nice. But ah po was like saying. ''Ah Fang, zoh ni boh gah moh?'' (Translate: Why you didn't cut your hair?)

Going out tomorrow. Causeway point again for my session. Have not received the call from Ah Ku. I told mum if he called, the sun will rise from the west. Lol! :X If he says he's going in tomorrow. Perharps i'll tompang in again. Straight from causeway point to custom since he's going at evening.

Discovered that i had a liking for chocolate recently. Had a yummy chocolate mee jiang kueh this noon. Bagus! Kind of miss malacca's dry mee hoon kueh. Never seen it can be serve as dried in singapore before. Quite delicious. Kor must treat me hors! :P

Since kor nagged that i'm like going to malacca only half a year. I really should go in more and accompany ah po and argue with kor. Bu gan yuan ar!! Keep lose to him. >:( He's so pro in talking back and suaning. Somemore sometimes used teochew. I sure lose lah. Bully me! :(

Well, I think i'll get fired in litez anytime. Really is inactive. And I didn't apply any leave. I cancelled it. To stay or not to stay, i'm not bothering much now. Everyone will be leaving habbo sooner or later. Maybe it will be my turn soon.

Lastly, kio kor, wo bu jiao FangRong. Keep ''helping'' me to change my name. -_- Bad kio kor! Offs now. Going to find peanuts to munch.

Stupidtily Stupid

Recently loves to scold this word. I don't care who are you. If you step on my tail, just get the hell lost or I'll start scolding.

First to get praised by me using this phrase is the stupid johor custom officer. So what lah? Think you very big? Damn piss off by her. Those people shucks. I had to shoove my passport right infront to her face before she stamps on it. Why can't she move her arm alittle and take it herself when it's just like a couple of inchs away. Damn!

And i ended up scolding her stupidtily stupid. Nearly scolded her fuck if i didn't control myself. I admit i have a bad temper. She was like !?! Wahahahas!! I said you are stupid ok? :)

Manage to finish up a week's newpapers. That's my homework. Saw that there's quite afew of
shocking news when i'm away these few days. Anyway, maybe I'll be going to malacca again this friday. My second home. Still remembered a couple of years ago when i stay 2 weeks in malacca and back 1 week in singapore. Is this life back? o.O

Torn up a room of mine in habbo. Shift all my furnis and opened up all my xmas prezzies. Then I screamed out when I found I actually had a SNOWGLOBE as present. OH MY GOSH! I love it! Wanted this rare a long time ago. And i had it! I had this feeling that there's a snowglobe in those prezzies. xD It's sent by Eternalsky. My first batch of habbo friends. But he's currently MIA in habbo. Same goes to sandra mei.

Find that my habbo rooms are kind of in a mess now. I got way too many junks suddenly. Because gotten lots of 1 cred presents. But the most is xmas furnis. Make a new room full of stars. One warm and one chill room. Am glad. But what i wish to have most is a pp. Should not have give my pp to jeff last time. CRY!

Seems that stupid Cbox tag is down. Maybe anonymous spammed till it collaspe. Lol! Wonder when it will be back. Had a hard time going coming to blog. Just can't go to blogger's page. Something's wrong again? I received blogger's email a few days ago. Last time when i got this mail, my blog died on me. And i had to restart a totally new blog. Shucks man.

Staridol's Lincoln is OUT again. Aww.. Thought he would get in to the final through the fan shen sai. But pity not. Mum says that he's a crybaby. Can't blame. He's still young. Those contestents acted really well now. Unlike last time. Can see lots of improvements in them.

Very inactive in habbo nowadays. Guess this will continue. Really find there's nothing to do in habbo. Sian.. Back to the forums and my stories time.

A-N-O-N-Y-M-O-U-S

I was thinking since that anonymous loves to visit my blog and tag so much. Why not i use that person's NAME as my title today? Did i just heard people shouting horray? :)

Ger ger was correct. I'm stunned! My tag become msn. -_- Oh my tian~~ And i wonder who is Sherl. Do i know you? Anyway, thanks for helping. :)

Btw people, don't bother to scold that anonymous. What i said before, it's just a brainless and nameless kid. I used it because i really have no idea if that person is a he or a she.
Maybe is even none of both.

Don't like to online now. I'll always hide offline. Habboing is a tough chore. Normally just on my computer to listen to songs and browse frog's and magician's forum.

Just found out that criticising on a site is illegal too. The owner can report this case using that person's IP. It's a case of cyber insulting and slandering.

Blogging doesn't expect you to blog in proper english. And didn't said if you are poor in english isn't allowed to blog.

This is my blogger site and i can type out what i like. Is that your problem?

I'm already being polite and nice tempered. But that doesn't mean you can step on my tail and climb over my head.

Don't think i'm nice means i'll be good to bully. A nice person will also flare up when gets provoked. :)

Happy Valentine's Day!

Today's Valentine wor! I'll be spending it alone again. With my computer to be exact.

Woke up hellish late today. 3.30pm! Mainly because i slept at 7.30am. Installing real player and reformating stuffs to enable my music working. If not i can't dj le. And grab hold of the first episode of taiwan new show Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi. Took me like 2 hours?

Manage to find JJ's new song Cao Cao too. Yay!! Love the song. And many more other songs. I like! Really feel that i'm still lacking of songs. Need to restock more.

Woke up and rush to watch the show. And it's really nice!! Can be compare with Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa. Although the female actress isn't Qiao En but i still can see Mo Qi between Ming Dao and the young actress Qiao Qiao. It's episode one is already so nice. I'll think i'll get hook on this show like frog.

Last night then notice that it's Fa for hair since it's a salon which is named New Image. I kept thinking that it's Fa for magic. Alamak! Blur me. No wonder can't find all the stuffs regarding this show. But am glad to have got 2 more wallpapers of this show.

The episode one file is chao clear. Thanks to icefish. Wonder if there will be more episodes coming along. The VCD is worth buying. Maybe i'll save up my money first.

Just listen to our Valentine programe on litez. Forget to tune in to the two Doe's. CRY! Oh well, forget it. Da ge and da jie are great too. Laughing so much at their dj. And there's even a clip of GI shi di playing the guitar and singing. Oh man! He sounds just like da ge.

Seems that annonymous is back again. Let's give a round of appluase and warm welcome!

PS: To anonymous: Please read the disclaimer at the front page of my blog. Thanks.

And people, if you can't view those dao gei aka dou ya characters sometimes. They are actually chinese characters. Just right click and go to encoding then choose unicode and volia!

Poly's Courses

Helping Fenni browsing through poly's courses. Makes me really keen on studying too. Some people may dislike studying. But i like. Pity there's no chance. Can't possibly go study now and try O levels and blar blar. I'll be 30 when i finish all that. Haha.. Somemore money is a big problem. I'll leave everything and my future to fate and destiny now.

Am in Ngee Ann's poly website now. Some courses have interest me. Such as Chinese studies and those regarding medical and media courses. And guess what? I can't go into accountancy, banking and finacial and business websites. Seems traffic jam. Haha..

Fenni wants to try out optometry in Singapore Poly. She'd be a optometrist if she study that course. That is totally shocking. Because I'll never thought she will go and study this. Accountancy and bussiness is what i thought. Well, since her teacher encourage her to take this course and she met all the requirements, I advise her to give it a shot.

This course will get her a job at Singapore National Eye Center if her grades are well. That's what my uncle likes. He hopes Fenni can be a medical staff. And this course only accept 45 intakes this year. It's a rare chance. So girl, go for it. Anything, don't say die unless you try. That's my favourite quote.

Saw that Jiahui's course in NYP which is radiation therapy only takes in 12. And can be accepted if you have a A cert. Wow! Can't believe it. Most of my friends study normal courses such as business or accountancy.

Listening to Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi's album now. Manage to RECORD them. Tough chore anyway. But I'll do anything for my favourite song. The songs are nice. The soothing type i like.

On the computer for the whole day trying to look for songs, pictures of frog frog etc. And rearranging my computer files and folders. That's tiring. I need a rest. Luckily dad bought the EZ links for me.

Offs now to watch the results of campus superstar. Wonder if twins friend Yang Ce can make it.

New Blog Skin

Suddenly feel like changing to a Ming Dao's blog skin. Manage to found one i like. Kind of like grey recently. So this skin is mainly made up of grey, silver and Ming Dao! Lol..

No music though. This skin is kind of weird. So leave it. Music is kind of stupid sometimes. But i don't mean Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi's album. That is nice. But i still prefer frog's.

One bad point about this skin. The tag can't remember names again. Oh well~~ So do remember to type your name in, if not i've alot of annoymous in my tag.

Not sleeping early. I love my computer. Yay! Hiding offline and trying to find songs and browsing frog's forums. Btw, you are not in the wrong blog. xD Shoos~~

Home Sweet Home

Back home after 4 days 3 nights in malacca. This will be a super duper long post.

Was awfully unwell as describe in my msn. Drinking unboiled water there makes my gastric acts up. Pass motion to find tons of blood. What's wrong with me? Mum was shocked when she knew it. Asking me to go see a docter if this continue. Guess i'm only too heaty or my gastric is hurt. No worries. At most is cancer and i'll die. Actually i have mental prepartion long ago. My gastric problem may lead to cancer somedays.

I find myself very useless. No adults are at home yesterday night. Well, if you consider kor is an adult. He is more like a kidult. Lol. And ah po wanted to go loo. But i cant even wheel her wheelchair into her room. Shouted for kor to help. If you guess it. He's too busy playing games and hence slow respone as usual. So ah loon choing over and help ah po. What more can i say? He's really a nice boy. Glad he's there to help.

Lorraine jie was up to her pranks again. Now the victim was her poor bf. We hide upstairs where we call it the lao kia teng. She wanted me to sit still and act as if she's not with me when her bf came up. I was like trying so hard not to laugh out. Help lor! But in the end, mum expose us. -_- And we were caught by her bf. I mean my ling ger jie only. I'm not hiding anyway. xD

I don't know why kor and ah loon were like so shocked to see me in spaghetti top. -_- Btw, bad ah kor keep on bullying me when my mother isn't at home. Suan me again. T.T Know i sure lose de. Ah loon's not helping me. Just laughing away. Sad.. Need to eat more lemons and limes.

Mum told me ling ger jie's bf job is weird. Doing ''that stuff''. Making tomb i think. :S But he's a very nice guy. Sent a hamper over to ah po's house this CNY. And i got lots of those foodies back. Yum yum!

Still feeling unwell after the tired trip back from malacca. Didn't really sleep well that few nights. Keep awoken by snorings and closing of room doors. I'm a light sleeper. Fan fan was the first to notice i'm back. And oh my! His voice changed alot! I like! More mature now. Great! Ah boy dj is becoming ah man dj. Haha.

Kind of miss malacca. I didn't go out and follow them go shopping this time. Was too tired these few days. Mum seems to want go again this friday. I need to help her write the white card again. Ah po really dote on me. Keep asking me to eat and everything is ah fang here and there. Not forgetting me. Feel ashamed of myself. Should really go and accomany her more. Hurts to see her becoming so sick and weak. She's not yet 80, mind you. Haiz.

Can't really use computer much in malacca. Was trying to share the computer with ah loon and aunty. Ah kor was like ehh? Long kang mai play le? And i goes mai la. Let ah loon play. He was lucky he didn't called me long kang too many times or i'll arbish him. And he's not really as fat as i think he will be. Still ok what. Btw kor, don't always RongFang leh? You know i'm always hiding and either sleeping or dreaming away.

Ling ger jie was saying ah loon have all of our msn. Seems like he's already part of our family. Well, i do agree. He's nice. I've always treated him as our own family, my didi. Thanks boy for helping us to take care of ah po when we are not around.

My stomach feels very bloated now. Eaten way too many foods which are no no to me. Like the all meat dinner just now. Sweet sour chicken, pork and fish. Dad bought them to bai bai this morning. And spicy stuffs etc. What can i do? I'm in malaysia! I really need to go sinseh in a few days. But first to do is to buy a new ez link card for me and my mum.

Shucks! I actually made both my mum's and my ez link missing. Mum was chao angry when she knew it. And screaming out loud at woodland's taxi stand. I had to scream back and she diam. -_- She's kind of nagging recently. Haiz. Not again.

Well, I remember keeping the cards in my pockets after scanning them at custom. Wonder why it gone missing. Will cost a bomb to buy a new one. 2 in fact. But luckily i didn't let my passport go MIA or i MATI. Lol. Blur sotong is back.

Sms Fenni the moment i'm back home. Can't reach her at malacca. And very glad to find that she got 7 distinctions, 3 A1's 1 B3 etc. Woohoo!! Jia you girl. Knew you can do it. And you prove it yourself right? :) She's still considering between SG poly's optometry?! Sort of like something to do with the eyes. Yan guang shi!? Or the normal ngee ann's account.

Got this shocking call from jeff when i'm in ah ku's car driving along skudai. Received awhile, head some giggling and i end the call. Roaming! What do you think? Reject the call once again when he called. Then it's when i arrived in sg. I called him back. And guess what? It's jiayan jie and dough jie! Ahhh!!! So cute lor. They ask if i slam the call when i see who's calling. -_- I slam jeff's call for what? Anyway, nice talking to them.

Busy non stop after i got home. Dad didn't clean the house. And i end up sweeping the floor, washing my clothes, this and that. I really need a rest now. And btw again. If you never notice, the famous annoymous is back again. Let's welcome! Lol. Let that person be. I know i'm not pretty. So what if that person is? That's totally none of my business.

If you don't like my blog then don't bother to force yourself and come. Offs~

Tired And Sick

Day 2 and 3 in malacca is bad. Had a very bad gastric last night. Torture till 2am then sleep. Watch the movie I Not Stupid here. Till am tired and manage to get some zzz at late night. Really thanks my mum for accompany me through the night when i'm bored stiff.

I really don't know what food i ate wrong here. Maybe it's the water. Because they never boil it and i'm not used to it. Just gobble down a plate of wantan noodles with EXTRA sour and spice. Double chilli. Green chilli which makes the whole mee so sour. And red chilli sauce that makes the mee so spicy. Can't don't eat it. Ah Ku bought it for me. But having MORE terrible gastric now after eating it. Sigh~~!!

Can't seem to sms in malacca suddenly. The message tio rejected. I didn't recieved any messages in here too. Sigh.. Wonder how Fenni score for her O's. Can anyone pretty pwease sms me so that i know if my network is bad here? Dang the M1 and Maxis lah. *sobs*

Slept till 11am today. Don't dare to zzz till 3 or 4 like i'm at home. Sure will make Ah Ku come knock door and scold. He said that we'll go back on tomorrow's noon after lunch. Mean will be back at home sweet home at around evening. Yay! My computer! My bed! I miss you! I got to rush to sinseh there after i'm back. My gastric hurts like crazy. =(

Keep raining here yesterday. Mei says SG is raining too. At last can see alittle sunlight today. I'm like shivering cold. Only wear a short pants to sleep instead of long pants. But the short pants due to i've grown taller becomes HOT pants. Meaning it's super duper short. -_-

Cousin Lorraine's BF came over yesterday. Oh my tian~~!! He don't look like he's 26. My cousin jie is 22. My kor 23. Me 21. Means i'll tio target when i'm having a BF next. Don't lah. Skip me can? Aim ling moi first. She's only 3 months younger then me. xD

Anyways back to Lorraine's BF. He looks young. Very polite. Treats my jie very nice. Will accompany her when she's doing her homework. My biao jie fu. Pass lah! But his job kind of weird. Will dig more info and blog out later.

Okay. Logging off now. They are back. My last chance online using here de computer. Back home soon. ^^

Early Bird Eats The Worm

It's so unbelivable that i woke up so early. Slept early yesterday's night. Should be around 12mn. But didn't realy slept soundly. I miss my bed. This is only a single bed. I'm afraid if i overturn i might just roll down the bed and landed on my mama then roll over to ah ku there. LOL!

Awoke by my handphone sms. Why always like this? In Singapore is the same. And it's the same here too. Somemore i place my handphone under my pillow then it was ring ring!! And i goes huh huh?! And crawl out of bed. -_- But didn't reply. 70 cents per sms. What do you think?

Was lucky my habbo console can be clicked now. I'm having like 50++ messages already. Manage to clear them. All are normal advertisments or asking me to dj messages. So i type a no message on my console mission. Haha.. Hope wouldn't have anymore messages spamming problem.

I'm getting so bored here. Seems like all my friends are up early too and message me. This include Sonya, zax mei, Curze, kio kor and ah Fai! All of them are so cute. Sonya thought i was here since CNY. LOL! Didn't chat much with mei and Curze. I need to finish my stuffs first. Kio thought i am still in Singapore as i'm online in habbo. Haha..

Ah Fai more funny. He thought i'm in LAN shop. LOL! And friend, don't say you feel bad saying you can't pei wo la. If you need to go out, just go. I'll understand right? =) And i still have some friends to pei wo chat. No worries, i'll be ok.

I can't online at night as kor and miyan are using both computers at night. So i grab the computer at daytime and listening to litez. Currently Sonya is deejaying. And hey! Habbo have new furnis AGAIN. Tring to make us broke? I did bank in some habbo credits before i go. But i don't even want to buy them and waste money. Don't like the furnis too.

Getting more alright with the keyboard. So i shall type a longer post today. Kio kor reads my blog? If not he wouldn't have know about the PH box stuffs i type here. I only thought he come tag and go. And yes elizabeth my dear friend. Noted about your change of bloggy address. =)

Still can't stand the computer here. Giddy spells are here although have the screen filter. Getting sick of eating instant noodles for most of my meals. Ahh~~!! Oh well.. But i find here de instant noodles are yummy except for their spicyness i can't stand. Haha..

Did i smell chicken wing? Yay!! Anyone wants a share? Hehe.. By the way, I'm gan jiong over here cos of O level results are out soon. Good luck Fenni. I want to hear your good news here.

Currently Lorraine and I are using a computer each. She's mapling and i'm blogging and habboing. Does everyone loves to play maple? I really don't lor. I find it a boring game. Agree or disagree?

Don't have songs to listen here. Or should i say is don't know where got songs. LOL! So am using my blog to listen those songs after Sonya DC just now. Mei says if my blog ran out of songs still can use her blog. More -_- *faints*

Okays. Am off now. Long long post. Hope wouldn't get your eyes blured. :)

Arrived

Finally arrived at malacca. The keyboard so hard to type. So i'll only be typing a short post.
Plus plus~~ The habbo siao siao here. Same as what mei says. Tio hang. PH boxes all over my room. The worst of all. I can't click my console! Means having messages flooded. Sian.. -_-

Oh my tian~~!! <-- this is litez favourite phrase sia. The maid ah ku hired chao ''hah boh''. Which means stylo. But seems she's hardworking. Looks kind of young to me. Somemore i saw her using a handphone. Not those normal type okay? It's those samsung super coloured with camera i think. I goes O_O!!! when i saw it. Tian ar~~!! Richer then me. She gots lots of calls too. -_-

I got roaming over here too. But don't dare to use. It's ex ex ex like siao!!! Forget it. Nobody's smsing or calling me too. Wouldn't be replying much anyways. :)

Aunt kind of shock when she saw me. Saying oh my! You grown taller! :o Is it? I hope to be more taller leh. xD She says i changed alot! Why leh? She never replied. I ask if i'm prettier. She says yeah! Haha.. Dua yi so cute! Indeed i changed alot since last june ba. *nodz* In what way i don't know wor. But all says i've changed.

I'm even more shock when ah loon called me jiejie. Oh my tian~~!! He's just behind me. Hope he doesn't see this. Kind of happy. Cos feel respected ba. Haha.. He've changed alot too le. Shuai liao wor! Wonder how kor and miyan is? Hehe..

Po po is as cute as ever. She seems happy to see me. Very glad i came in to visit her. But saw her head my heart pain. She must have bleed alot. Aww.. What a bad scar and knock. I must really spend more time with her. Chatting with po po is nice. But my teochew super broken. :S Hope she understands. Lol..

So hard to talk with the maid. All malay de. But she just now said mao jing aka towel. Am i hearing wrongly? Just hope she understands alittle english will be best le. Well.. Okay.. Offs now.. Lagging badly cos i'm stoneing in habbo's dome. Tata~~

Decided

I've decided to follow my mwammy to malacca for a couple of days. Till sunday i suppose. Just change my litez leave. Should be enough. Go in and visit po po. It's been quite long since i went to malacca. Since last june. Really is long.

Just pack finish my bags. Didn't bring many stuffs in. Otherwise kor will tease me saying:
''Are you bringing your whole house over? Should bring your whole block more easier.''

-_-

Decided not to sleep tonight. In case i can't wake early. Mum had to wake up early to bai bai my ah ma. So have to help out abit. I'll be Miss Panda!! *_*

DJ for awhile just now. Luckily i didn't cough and sneeze on air. Now my nose is running away! Ahh!! Catch it!! Mainly cos i go and search my big baggie out. *ah choo*

I hate the star idol's results! Why is Lincoln out and Leo still in there! That Leo is not any better then Lincoln. Sian liao. Wonder who will get back in next week by the fan shen sai?

Don't know if i'm able to use the computer in malacca. I can't do without a computer. Will be snatching it with loon zi i suppose. Haha..

So catch me back in a couple of days. Take care my dear friends. :)

MIA begins tomorrow

Sleepless Night (Morning)

Having another sleepless night. Feeling alittle sleepy but just can't doze off. Whole mind was thinking of alot of things. Firstly of cause is malacca.

Really don't feel like going. But wanted to visit Ah Po. Sigh.. Can't i changed my wishy washy mind? It's the same everytime. I'm sure i'll still be in singapore on thursday.

Why i don't want to go? Mainly is cause of the release of O levels results. Wanted to know how Fenni score and which school she's going too. It'll be more convenient to contact her if i'm in singapore. I'm really scared her english might fail. Then it's ITE for her.

Next is i'll miss my computer! I can't do without if for one day. Okays. I know i got to make up my mind later. If not i'll hear my parents singing opera again.
Dear mind, please think of what you want soon.

Habbo is really crazy to release a pink icm. It sucks! Wouldn't be buying it. I'm getting more inactive in habbo cause it's really boring. Kind of getting sick of it. I'll rather browse frog's forum and enjoy reading those frog's novels.

Found a really nice picture of frog. They edited it and i was like OMG~~!! It's an excellent piece of masterpiece. Sky blue background that wouldn't hurt my eyes. Used it as my computer wallpaper. Will post the picture under this post to share. I'm loving it!

Finally managed to chat with him awhile today. It's been days since we last chatted. I don't dare to message him first afraid i may be disturbing him. He's always busy. -_-

The moment we chatted, he pop this question again.
''Are you coming over?''
And i was like oh no! Not again! Rejected him till i lost count. But he's still not giving it up. Today he's using a new excuse. And i was like O_O!!!! Then lmao.
''I duo with you if you come over.''
Tell you. It will surely hit peak. Because the famous behind the scene guy is going to unmask himself!
Told him to do it himself and he was like. I'll only duo with you. -_-
Forget it. Know he wouldn't go by himself too. He's saying that word i'm afraid most again.
''Come over lah.'' Wei le wo
..............................
Then I keep saying.
''Cannot lah. Sorry lah.''
Sigh.. You will understand me don't you? Sorry..

After awhile, manage to drop this topic. And it's about his girlfriend next. Oh no! Poor guy lah. I don't know how to help also. Only can keep quiet and listen to his woes. Sigh.. He sacrifice so much but didn't get back what he deserved.

Suddenly feel that i love blogging nowadays. Esp at night. Okays. Off now. Trying to get some zzz. Maybe going out when i wake up later. Am like no time. Or avoiding online? Haha.. I don't know too. Curze's been asking me am i busy? Didn't spend much time with mei. Sorry mei. Was like i'm online then you are offline. And you can only know more about me in my blog. Sigh.. Sad case. I promise i'll try to online more at daytime.

Now here's the picture i promise to share. Isn't it a beauty?

Trip Postponed

Was like so busy today trying to settle all my stuffs before going in to malacca. But then. You guess it. Ah Ku says postpone liao. Thursday lah.

-_-

Oh well. Thursday loh. Maybe i will not be going in. But then. Reconsider. I don't want to be home alone with my dad. Buay tahan his temper. Later world war 3 again. Will redecide tomorrow.

So shock that kio kor come tag at my blog.
O_O <--GI shi di's copyrighted emonticon, don't sue me for using it. :x
Haha.. Yes yes. I love to complain how you ill treat, bully and trying to sell me off in my blog.
I say again. You are a bad kio kor kor! >:( Kidding lah! Relax! =D

Nowadays i'm lazy to do anything. Including:
1) I don't visit friends blogs now.
2) I don't visit frog's forums nowadays.
What i love to do:
1) Sleep!!!!! -_-
I know i'm turning piggy. But no worries. This pig wouldn't grow fat. :)

Unlike someone!

My cousin Kelvin!
The once Desmond Koh look alike has turn chubby!
He's same like me. Eats alot and don't even know where all the food goes.
ROFL
But now it's not!
He had grown ALOT of flesh.
Cute~~!!
I wonder how MiYan feeds him fat.

I need to go find and buy a cheap mp3 and digicam tomorrow. So that i have things to do in malacca.
Play with those electric stuffs loh. What else? -_-
And i can snap all of them!! Miss them so much.

But it's great to go on Thursday. Because i can watch
Star Idol!!!!
Jiaqi had to drag me away at Lot 1 that day because i keep staring at the Star Idols posters.
Haha.. Pai seh lah.

I love the earrings i bought at Lot 1 that day. It's a nice long silvery one with dragonflies. Cost $1.50 only.
Lovely! =D
I'm wearing it now and hiao-ing. =P

Lin called me up at 9am this morning. So early. Awoken me. Zzz.. I was like half drowsy so didn't accepted the call. She leave a voice message asking me to return her call. Wonder what she wants. I was lazy to return the call anyway. Somemore i don't have so much money to make my bill blast. Sorry hor.

My available time is from 12mn to 4am!
I'm only free at this time. You can catch me online earlier but i'll be half dead. Wouldn't reply much.
I need my beauty sleep up till 3pm!
So please. No calls before 3pm! Sms are still alrite. Because they don't wake me up that much. :)

Been typing this blog for the 3rd time! Mainly because the post cannot be accepted. -_-
Blogger have been lagging badly recently. Sian sian..

Shoos now~~!!
Wonder when i'll be back. Maybe a couple of days? Weeks? Or months? I don't know. :)

Worst Night (Morning)

This is the most deserted night i ever seen in habbo hotel sg. Time check. 3am, and there's only 30 habbos in the hotel. Only a couple of my night owl friends are online. And we are stoneing in nono's trade room. And believe it? Nono's room is the only room under trade room which is active. -_-

There's only me, kio, nono, flint and sharky here. And that's the online list of my friends. Kio and flint are afk-ing. Me too. Left only nono and sharky chatting.

Just now got shoo by kio to sleep. Sleeping soon. It's really boring. And don't you try to sell me off! Don't bully me too far hor. I fa huo then u mati de. There's a limit in one's patience. But other then i dislike him bullying me and trying to sell me off. Actually he's nice. He doesn't mean any harm.

Wonder where my litez gang are. Sleeping le? So early. Hosay's not here. Ikia, bas, and others. So sian. Oops, nono just check if i'm alive. Gtg back alive in his room. Kio tio auto kick le. As usual. What a boring night. It's been quite a few days i didn't log on habbo at night. And now to my discovery. It's so quiet at night. Don't feel like reading forums too. Eyes closing. Offs~~

Back Back Back!!!

Starlyn is BACK!! Yippe!! Yoohoo!! At least old friends are back. Niee and lyn jie. Miss them so so much.

And the first thing lyn jie ask me is about me and weikai. -_- I'm like dunno how many years didn't see him le. He MIA le!! Don't even want to habbo lor. Sad.. If him and ahshen can be back. Then this habbo will be perfect.

I sms weikai too. He remembered me. Saying. Of cos i remembered you buddy. RongFang mah. Haha.. If not tio murder by me. But he forget lyn jie. Make her so upset. Funny pair. Seems weikai calling lyn jie now. Said le she no voice lor. Still call. Baddie!

He said i know him best. Ar bo then? We so long time friends le. Maybe our age same ba. So that's why so gham. He's still the same so niao. :X

Lyn jie is the same too. So cute and funny. Haha.. We share the same hubby? Haha.. I can't think of what will he respone when he see this. We'll go lol-ing away like last time. Miss the old habbo alot alot.

Kio kor is here too. So funny lor. Don't bully me! Don't sell me! I very guai de. T.T Haha.. Habbo tonight is getting crazy and fun. Offs now and back to habbo.

~Fenni~

Wahahas.. I use my cousin's name as title. The whole post is going to be about her. =D

Ask Fenni over to use my computer at the afternoon. And guess what. She have news saying O levels results are going to be out this friday.

OMG~~!!

I really hope she can score well. So that she will go into ngee ann poly. She wanted to study either business or account.

Good luck. =)

As i was saying she was using the computer whole day. I on my MSN too. Using the old version. Thanks Curze for teaching. And got tons of MSGS! Don't they understand what is AWAY!!! -_-

Gave her the birthday present. Gee.. She loves it. Bought her a yellow pouch and a mao mao stuff to hang on her handphone. Glad that she like them.

We watch Ming Dao's video again. Drooling la! So SHUAI~~!!!! And hey. She really so busy lor. So many calls and msgs. From bf huh? =X

Yes, yes i'm taller then you. Wonder why. I grown taller? Or she shrink shorter? Shrink -_-

She's going out tomorrow to JP. Where will i be then? Mum ask me to pack my bag for malaysia's trip. So kiasu. -_- Saying the Ah Ku may ki siao and decided to go into malacca tomorrow. Tian ar!! Say really, i'm kind of lazy to tag along. And she agreed that i can stay here. Yay!!

Fenni needs the computer to choose her school this weekend or next week. Hope it will not traffic jam like last year. I wanted to stay to celebrate her birthday and knowing her results too. Sigh.. Wonder if i'll be in malacca in a couple of days.

And after 17 years of knowing Fenni. I now then know that she is born on valentine and chu 9 which is ti gong day. Ti gong kia and valentine kia. She's really lucky. Unlike me. Hahaz..

Went into club litez and got the most shocking scare of my live.
Who is yukada?!?!?
How does she come into our staffs area? New staff? I doubt.
Saw that ikia is taking a 2 weeks leave too. Litez short of staffs recently.

That's all for today. :)

Ai Or Mai?

Feeling alittle cold now and can't sleep. That's why i'm blogging at such a ''late'' time. On and off my computer for the second time till at last i made up my mind to blog. If not i'm sure i'll feel uneasy. But i had to type really slow and soft. Don't want to wake my mum up.

I'm thinking is it better to write it down in my journal? Guess it's not. I hate writing all of a sudden.

Having alot and alot of hows and whys in my mind. But just can't get an answer. Sometimes i really wish i can change my wishy washy bad habit. As what my dad says. You ai, mai, ai, mai, when you decided, the chance is gone.

Sigh..

I have a very weird temper. Once i make up my mind on doing something. I'll die die must do it. But before that, i'll go consider again. Ai, mai, ai, mai. In the end? Fed up. Don't do. -_-

Talk to bas da jie awhile just now. Asking her on should i go try out a job? Saw that the pet shop at Lot 1 needs a shop assistant. It's full time. Means it's from 11am to 10pm. I know i can't. It's far too long and tiring. I'll miss both meals at home. And i hate takeaways.

Somemore it's at Lot 1. The place i hate most. Another place i hate is west mall. Don't ask me why. I just plain hate these places. Fenni dislike Lot 1 cos she have lots of friends there. And if she works there, she will bump into any of them. Me? I don't know why.

Bas says my motto in litez is Never Say Die, Say Try!
So why can't i try before saying i can't? But i know i can't anyway.

How i wish i have the spirit to mantain what i said. If i preserve this spirit. I wouldn't have landed this way. I wouldn't have skip the PSLE and dropped out of school.

Another thing. I hate my stubboness. If i'm not as stubborn as an ox.
But i'm an ox anyway so can't blame
And listen to junhao and irene when they persuade me last time. I wouldn't have just give the bo chup style. I remembered one of my teachers saying.
This is your future, if you don't think of it and help yourself, who will?
My reply?
Yea, yea, this is my future so keep out of it. I choose my own path.
See? My reply when i'm in a fit of anger turns everything upside down.

I told Curze just now. Finding someone who understands ourselves is hard. But does anyone knows that understanding our ownself is more harder?
And to Curze: I know we can be really great friends. :)

Feel that i type such a cheem post today. It's only due to emoticons. Don't worry. I'm not crazy yet.

Feeling alittle better after blogging my problems out. And am getting alittle sleepy now. At last. So off to bed. Thanks my dear bloggie for hearing my woes.

Didn't talk nor see him online for a couple of days. Wonder how is he? Sort of miss the days we chat together. Sometimes things will change. For the better or worse? We wouldn't know unless it happens.

Shopping

Ger says my blog is messy. Bu ge wo main zi. Hmph!! LOL! No la. Is actually i feel more paragraphs would be better. Cos wouldn't be so messy. But will scroll till siao. So yay! It's back to normal. Or does she means my blogskin messy huh? Haha.. I like this skin lor. Cos no need to click this and that. Straight can see posts and tags le. I like~~!!

Went shopping with twins today. First i actually think i'll only go BP plaza. To stock up habbo ppc and mum's top up card. But then received a call from them. So chiong over to Lot 1. Chop a blusher and some other stuffs before going to meet them. Spent over $50 today. Boohoo.. T.T

Lot 1's trip was nice. Manage to get Fenni a small present. But wrap it until like wrap zhong zi like that. -_- Hope she doesn't mind. Tomorrow is monday again. I'll ask Fenni over to play computer. She's only free on monday and tuesday. And i'm not in sg on wednesday onwards.

But mum ki siao. Ask me to koon on tuesday night if not can't go malacca. Waaa!! Bully me. Maybe i'll just sleep awhile or don't go ba. Dad manage to persuade mum to go alone. Says go and visit ah po awhile. I also want to tag along. It's been like 8 months since i last went malacca.

Well back to the lot 1's trip. After buying Fenni's gift. We went shopping. Didn't bought much stuffs. Just window shop. Then it's dinner time! Dinner was great. Kai ma treat japanese meal. We the three 'kids'. Oops.. I mean two teens and one adult. LOL! We had fried chicken udon. The soup was excellent! Miso soup i think. Yum! But kind of ex. It's like $7? :S

After some shopping and eating. It was back home time. I told jiayi? Or jiaqi? Forget le. -_- That we should come out more often. Once every week we can go shopping. Haha.. Nice nice. Provided that they don't quarrel. x.X

Offs now. I'm lagging like bobba. ''mad'' -_-

The Most Interesting Post You Ever Seen BY ME!

Amused by Curze's tag saying he's shock to death when saw my new blogskin.
LOL!
Funny yea?
Alot was chao gong and wondering if they went to the wrong blog. *evil grins*

Should really change my skin more often.
If not all will be chao turtle aka suah gu :x when they browse my blog.
And goes Eee!! Ahh!?! Woah!?! -_-

I'm begining to wrote my blog in a weird manner.
Alittle like Xiaxue?
Hmm.. Don't know.

Seems like everyone's CNY was great huh?
Mine was okok so so nia lor.
~~
Sian sia.
So fast CNY ending soon le.
Ang pao sibei less this year.
Dang!

Had a few stupid pimples on my face.
Grr!!
Left scars again.
Toooooooooooopid!! >:(
I didn't even do anything to it yet left those horrible terrible scars.
Better run malacca ask my dua yi ma.
My aunt la! What you thinking? -_-
She got lobangs on good beauty stuffs.
Hur hur! <--fire da ge's copyrighted slang

I'm paragraphing my post into alot alot of paragraphs.
Hope you don't mind screwing oops, i mean scrolling down hor? =P

Back to nag my dj stuffs this evening.
Was chao pai seh.
I forget to off mic.
And TS di and my conversation was like on air all the time.
Luckily deer told me.
Not my fault anyway.
I changed it!
But it somehow hang and resetted.
T.T

Bored now.
Trying to think of frog's story.
But can't get any inspiration.
Brain dead tonight.

And hor, sorry lydia mei.
I forget to remove your link.
Luckily you informed me.

Regarding alo's reporting stuffs talk just now.
TS, Fan Fan and me was like o.O??!? there all the time.
It's way too cheem!!! PROTEST!!!
And alo called me jie too. -_-
when did i become so old suddenly, all jie me T.T

Mum comfirm with Ah Ku when we are going in to malacca with him.
It's on wednesday morning!
Tom pang-ing his car is nice. I can catch come beauty ZzZs there.
8am in the morning? Guess i wouldn't be sleeping on tuesday night.
I'll be back!

Next!
Don't PEAR me up with GI shi di or Fai or whoever.
I love being single!
I don't need a date for valentine!
=D

Seems i'm very inactive in habbo nowadays.
It tends to get bored when you are facing and chatting the same topic almost everynight.
Bored virtual world.

As what Ant says.
Singnet is lagging a hell lot recently.
Stupid!!!!
Took so many secs to load a page.
Goverment's stuffs aren't very great huh?

I kind of like this skin.
Don't know why suddenly my tag can remember names now.
Wahahas!!

And i know i'm hiao. I paste a tiny winny picture of myself in my profile there. -->
Just know how to post pictures on blog. Yay!
But i need a digicam before i can post more photos.
If not you think i'm rich by mms those photos to my computer?
-_-

Ok now tell me which type of blogging manner you all like hors.
Xie Xie!

A picture of my FAVOURITE Yu Shou.
Saw it in Far East with mei that day.
Chao Swee!
But chao ex too. -_-
It's more then 20 bucks?

Guys

This whole post is all about guys. And btw, hope you all like the new change of blog skin.

I say it's Ming Dao shuai-er la!! Ming Dao!!!

Okok.. Back to the post. Find that i have add so many links. Don't know for what. Lazy to go all blogs. So i'll stick with you. Yah lah. Only my blog. No other place le. Unless i'm free first. xD

Re change my litez leave to 2 weeks starting from next week. Can't drag anymore. Need to go malaysia awhile. I'll hog the computer there! >:)

Dj for about 5 hours ytd night. So tired. Now is shi di dj. So cute. I was chatting with lots of guys last night. Such as mo gu shi xiong! Mushroom! Really nice chatting with him. But so sad. Seems he only log into habbo in a long while. Say 2 months? T.T

And ka jiao shi di for awhile. He's a pro afk-er. And there's kio kor. So zhun de. I ask jie about him and he's back. Somemore look at computer screen. Can't scold him. Had to ''Kio kor~~!! Wo hen guai de! Ni hao ma?'' LOL :P

Shi xiong gave me a big heart! So nice of him. I like this valentine furni most. And yes! Did i say valentine furnis is released? So nice lor! But need to restock my creds le.

Jie is asking me to lot 1. But till now didn't received any news from her. Oh well.. I really need to go shopping. Had to find Fenni a present. Running out of time. Somemore i had to go malaysia.

Offs now.

Change

TA DA~~!!

I simply love the big change don't you?

It's Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi!

But dang. This skin still doesn't support chinese. =.=

Enjoy the many songs in here.

I'm waiting for the show. Tra La La.

Wo Ai Ming Dao!

But i still prefer him acting couple with Qiao En xD

Alrity

Okok.. At last i'm back. Managed to repaired my modem.
I just screw it all up and fix this and that and volia?! Done?! Lidat also can =.=

But will be MIA soon again. Grandma had a bad fall. And she broke her head. Had a couple of stitches.
OUCH! Sure hurts. Poor ah po. T.T
So i'll be going in to malacca to visit her.
Seems there's a maid. So i can kiao ka liao. xD

Be prepared for a surprise in my blog. The long awaited magical moment is going to be here soon.