GST rebate is here. Spell M-O-O-L-A-H!
$250 for me to spend. $50 goes to mom for my hp bill.
Blame my itchy fingers last month, bill exploded.
Est $100 for skin consultation. I need the cream again. =(

Left with $100. WTH. Money machaim like water flow so fast.
Till even the ATM machine give me all $10 notes!
Hello? Where are the $50 notes? All taken? =.="

I'm gonna be a good girl girl now. Stay at home and be zhai nu. (宅女)
Till I found a good job with good salary. Who don't ♥ moolahs?
Saw a few jobs that I applied those compaines rated me under consideration.
More chances! Way to go RF. Gambatte! I'm gonna prove them wrong! =P

I can't believe it!
LG Secret is actually out of stock for all M1 shops.
And I can't believe it!
SingTel still have stocks and he grabbed one at $88!
Unfair!!! Kuku M1. =((

Never mind. I'm nice. Shall aim for another LG phone soon.
LG KF350 ice cream. P.I.N.K @ $100+++

OMFG!
LG KF750 aka LG secret selling @ $48 @ M1.
$28 @ SingTel! With contract lah of cos dude.
Since my M1 contract is due. Why not? =P
I want!!! *hints mummy with watery eyes*
P/S: My plan is under my mom's name what. =.=

Got impression on this group photo or not? Took on some time in 2006.
The old birds batch of eLitez and fans. One of the first few Litez gathering.
Posted this photo onto Facebook today. And comments came flowing in.
Comments such as wah who and who last time like that now like this.
Hahaha. Memories man. Anyone can figure out who is who or not?

P/S: I looked so ....... way back then. =.=

WARNING!

DO NOT try Calbee wasabi flavour potato chips if you can't stand spiciness.
I bought 2 bags of wasabi chips home. One Calbee and one Jack & Jill.
Jack & Jill is good. There's a packet of wasabi included. Which means you can dump in the amount of wasabi you can tahan and munch on the chips.
Calbee is not. And I'm still flaming now. It's VERY spicy.
I can sense the spiciness coming out from my mouth whenever I munch it.
And I had two large glasses of ice cold water to digest the heat.
Really regret buying it. But for those who ♥ wasabi or anything spicy.
Go on, try it! I dare you!

P/S: This is the Japan version bag. SG version I never manage to snap a picture of it.

The Bottom Line

Try to connect with people instead of avoiding them. You need to get more social.

In Detail

You might not have realized it, but you have been pulling back from the people around you for a while now. Today, you need to try to connect instead of avoid if you want to maintain some important relationships. You relate well to other people when you put yourself in the role of listener -- so you should get yourself involved in group events and conversations. When you hear something that sparks your emotions, pipe up. Add your two cents and everyone will win.

P/S: I'm speechless. Why is Friendster's horoscope so accurate always?

你相信海豚会带来奇迹吗？
我相信~ 因为相信是幸福~

Do you believe dolphins will bring miracle?
I believe, because believing is happiness.

I ♥ this brand of peanuts. Cheap and tasty.
Cost less than a dollar at fairprice.
And got 5 different flavors. I love all. :D
Although it's some kind of China brand.
But I'm shocked by how tasty it is.
Try it people, you sure won't regret.

P/S: I cut my left toe accidentally and it bleeds!
Hurts a lot. Kuku me. *hammers self* -_-"

RiRi~~! ^-^v

I've finally decided to change all my nicks to my English name
VaL

If you are not used to it, you still can call me RongFang, RF etc.
I will still orh you. But address me as VaL if you want to.
I'm anything lah, hahahaha. Why decide to change?
Don't ask me why because I don't know the answer myself. -_-"
Argh~ Cannot get used to VaL lah. Call me back RF. -_-"

Single hood is back for me~ 长痛不如短痛~ =(
Cried? Of course I did. And am still crying now.
Like who won't? Unless you're not a human. -_-"
But don't worry lah, I'm fine. Won't die so early yet. ;P
It's back to complicated. Now, who says relationship is not?

P/S: Friendster is so becoming like Facebook! -_-"

First was a fish. Then was a monkey/pig?
I thought never quarrel is good. But then it's not.
So I thought quarreling might be better. But it's not too!
Relationship matters are so complicated. (Yes, very much.)
I rather be a herbivore. No meat for me. Eat plants best.
What's next? Sunflowers? Roses? Lilies? Tulips? -_-"

I'm currently laughing at a guy who is afraid of worms.
I don't know those tiny wriggling creatures can freak him out.
My apologies. But I can't help stop laughing too. =X
Damn. I'm mean. LOL.

CX said this in his blog.
一个人一生会遇见三个人，最爱你的人，你最爱的人，最后在对的时间出现陪你过一生的人.

I think I've found two. The person who love me and the person who I love.
One that broke my heart while the other still in progress.
Is it true that there's the last person that will appear? Who will it be?
I remembered Daniel Di told me I'm going to have 4 guys in my life. (So many -_-)
Hopefully it's not that many. Really want to stop at 2. Or perhaps 3's the last.

Do you wish to be love by a person or to love a person?
爱你的人? 你爱的人?

I saw 芹仁宴 at QiaoEn's blog!
RenFu's and JiQin's wedding!
乐乐 and Yaya so cute lor!
I don't know Miss 乐乐 so big liao. o_o
I saw my idol MingDow 明道 too. =D
QiaoEn and XiaoQiao so chio lor~ ♥_♥

P/S: 玉荣 appearing in 败犬女王.
He looks so fat now. Must be too free.
-_-"

P/S/S: I miss Jungiery 乔杰立.

Not exactly a lonely valentine. I thought I want to spend this day alone.
But then ended up I went out with him. =.="
Got valentine present and treat. Who will say no to it? :P

Went Parkway Parade. Find Brian at Sony. He's so shocked.
A year plus never see him already. Since he left Newstead.
Walked around and have dinner at Long John. Sinful! Makes me gain fats.

Movie at CCK at night. Watched 游龙戏风 by Andy Lau and Shu Qi.
Good movie. Entertains me quite a lot. Was pretty amusing.
Pictures will do the talking. I got 3 gifts today. ♥ the Hello Kitty.

The front of the Hello Kitty Wallet.
The back side?! (lol) of the wallet.
The inside. Open the other layer and there's a plastic slot for holding name cards.
Chocolates! Say sinful! I ♥ the bear. Press the heart can speak I ♥ U!
A simple one. Candy cane with ♥ and a bear keyring.

Happy Valentine's Day! 情人节快乐！

祝天下有情人天长地久！

Lonely boring valentine~~~

Went out with Jeff to Bugis today. I waited half an hour for him! Idiot.
Bought the loop butterfly earings at Diva finally! Last piece! I'm lucky!
Ate xiao long bao + fried rice at Gao Ji opposite Bugis Junction.
Which is actually my favourite hunt for my xiao long bao crave.
I really don't know what makes me try out the fried rice.
But it never makes me feel disappointed. Was good and not oily.
Thanks Jeff for treat ♥ Idiot! LOL.


Bought home a box of baby donuts from J.Co? donuts.
Consists of 24 baby donuts of 12 flavours at 10 bucks.
Was not bad. But personally I don't really like donuts.
Wonders why my parents are machiam like mad in love with it.

P/S: I really don't understand why a guy and a gal can't be normal good friends. Why are there so many gossips flying around after so long again? Old news already. Time to change gossip target people! =P

Happened to blog hop and chanced by this blog by a cancer patient.
It makes me very sad after reading it.
And shocking how life can be so unpredictable and fragile.
I sure don't want to have any misfortune happen on me.
It hurts every single people close and dear to you.

I'm still recovering from the sadness from reading the blog.
Praying that I won't share the same fate as the blog owner.
I'm really very afraid of death, illness and pain.
Meanwhile I've created a poll, do try to submit your answers.
Would like to know more about you readers.
Plus how all of you think of me and my blog.

Blogging at this frigging ulu time. Eh morning?
Cos was just back from supper around 2 hours ago?
And yet I blog now? Was facebook-ing just now mah.

Went out supper with sister kai. The usual prata shop at timah.
Need to call him this now. Getting very not used to it. But still need to.
Had fish and chips. Oily and fattening. Dumped the other piece to him.

Sister was with a young gal. And she's actually someone from habbo.
From soup wor. But then I really don't know much about her lah.
Still we had a great chat at her house downstairs after prata.
Cabbed from timah to cck area. And I stayed till 3 in the morning.

Had some quiet conversations with sister after his friend went home.
What he said is indeed very true. I really need to make up my mind.
I think tomorrow is the deadline for me to make a decision.
No matter what, I've to face it. Rather than I keep avoid and drag.

P/S: Thanks sister for sending me home.
Thanks for lending me your shoulder and entertaining me with jokes.
Really appreciate it.

My long awaited freedom is here! Yes la! He's away to Malaysia.
And I have permission to jio friends out walk shop eat. ^-^v
Now let me see who am I gonna ask. A few close and good friends?

But oops, my sudden activeness scare the hell outta my friends.
Bryan thought I never have my medicine or something. LOL. =.="
I admit I'm too hyper. Perhaps due to the time I've waited for freedom.
Makes my friend said he's shaking. You know? Scare until ~.~" Sorry!

Today marks the end of CNY. And my family had yusheng today.
Yusheng without the yu (fish) because our whole family are not meows.


We never lao until messy messy leh! Does that mean we will not huat?!?
Wa lao eh? Won't be I suppose?!

Ehhhhhhhhhhhh?!?!?!?!?! If you don't know who it is. It's RiRi! Meow!
She's joining us for Yusheng too! But she only ate the crispy pok pok.

Looking at those photos reminds me of the past.
The name's been with me for a couple of years.
And it's through it that I found my someone.
Suddenly I kinda missed it and can't forget.
And somehow regret making a hoohaa out of it.
If there's a chance, I will make sure I do my best.
Cos it's the only one company that makes me feel like family.
Nope, it's not Harvey. Guess it?

And nah, don't think I will be going to work at Ogawa.
No point forcing myself to work in a line that does not interest me.
I'm gonna get back to IT sales. Soon...???
Please give me the chance again, I'd treasure it.

I found a job! YAY?!? But I'm not that exactly happy.
Will be working at Ogawa selling massage chairs and other health care products.
For a pathetic salary of 1k per month with about 12 hrs per day.
6 days per week with 4 days 12 hrs and 2 days 7 hrs and 1 day off.
At a location I don't know which is Sembawang Shopping Centre.

How tough to promote massage chairs. And earn the bloody commission.
And worse I need to dye my hair back to black! I hate black hair!
Plus wear formal. So I went to buy black pants and shirts today.
Haven start work already start spending so much money.
Bloody hell. Starting work on Monday. Black hair? NO!!!!!!!!!!~~~

I must be kuku to accept this job?!? =.="
P/S: This is the devilish side of RF blogging,
the angel RF is sleeping and she can't wait to work!?

I really need to overcome my fear. Fear of going for job interviews.

Each and every time you go for an interview, what do you hate most?
Difficult/kaypohs questions from the interviewer/boss?
Interview location is far and ulu and damn hard to find?

For me is... I hate filling in the application form!!!
Again and again. Pages and pages, filling in the same information.
Exams also not that boring please lor!?

And the sentence that zzz you off at the end of the interview.
"Please go back and wait for our call in around 1-2 weeks."
Simple? Means bye bye for you. It's only a nice way to put it.

I hope I'll meet a nice interviewer. No kukus please.
If not my phobia will get more and more serious.
Argh! Endless interviews, yet none is a good job or successful.
Pardon me but allow me to shout, DAMN IT!

Photos of Sentosa! Beware! Heavy image post!




Views from Cable Car! I'm the Queen!



Cute Pink Dolphins! And the chio bu trainer.


On top of the world! The view and the fresh air!





Underwater World! My favourite place of Sentosa!


Fish Spa! Guess which leg is mine? =P

RF ♥ Sentosa~! RF ♥ the sun, the sand and the sea!
It's been 10 whole years since I last went Sentosa.
The 2nd time in my whole life. Was shocked by the changes.
I must have been really kuku to discover all this till now.

The girls (us) went over to Sentosa via Cable Car!
Oh, and the kuku me first time take Cable Car. =.="
Interesting experience. Expected to be shivering on the car.
But not! I was wow-ed by the tiny buildings and ships under me.
Bor snapped all the way from Harbourfront to Sentosa. A whole 1.6km.

Dolphin Lagoon first. It's a 2 in 1 ticket to Underwater World also.
That's what I wanted. Went to catch the pink dolphin show.
Now I understand why there's this beverage Pink Dolphin. LOL.

Next up we went beach and walked the bridge. Which is the 吊桥.
I was shaking all the way from walking on the hide tide beach to the bridge.
One is sinking always while the other is shaking always. And I'm shivering!

Quiet moments later. Underwater World! Fishes fishes fishes!
Bor snapped a hell lots of photos in there. Ended up half of it can be seen.
And she seems to not really like this venue. So went off really soon.

Fish spa next! Expensive like hell. I still owe her the money. LOL.
38 bucks per person consists of 20 mins fish spa and 20 mins foot massage.
But it's a good experience. I ♥ those fishes. They keep nibble on my legs. =.="
And the foot massage makes me want more. Nice to be waited on. ^.^v

Summary of this trip was one word. FUN!
But total $ damage was serious. A total of 100 bucks!
And the black blue on my knee. I fell twice in Sentosa. =.="
Would like to go there again. Once in a year. Too EX.

Sadly, I still can't escape from TTSH.
Gotta go back for check up in another 4 months time.
And the %&% thing I knew, the medication fees increased.
A hell lot! 2 bucks. Also money okay?

Spent the whole day at Novena window shopping.
I don't know Novena Square Velocity became so big.
Why are all the shopping malls in SG expanding?
That must mean SG people sure spent lots on shopping.
Rich people =.="

Going Sentosa later with Bor. Hopefully!
I predicted one thing. Money flying outta my pocket.

P/S: I ♥ Pokka Elderflower Tea~

I don't know why I've been feeling emoish these few days.
Keep thinking of the past and how happy I am last time.
Don't understand why am I not feeling this way now?
Is it that I've matured? Or I keep thinking of the nothing?

How good can it be if time rewinds back to the past?
Still remembered the times when I'm working at IMM.
How much I enjoyed working till I dumped my off days away.
How happy I was when there's friends visiting me for meals.
Now I've lost contact with so many of them till I lost count.
Some which I did not even contact due to some matters.

A lot of stuffs in my mind, but don't think those are meant to be here.
So I'll just note them down in my personal private diary and lock it up.
To those old friends of mine, don't know if they still consider me as friend.
But please do take care, I'm always here if you wish to contact me back again.
Although I know chances are as low as whatever. Me wishful thinking can?

I missed the times laughing and giggling with friends on phone or at my house.
Can those days be back? Time is not gonna wash all these memories away.
NO! Stop thinking! At this rate, I'm gonna get screw by my doctor later!
Help! The sight of TTSH and the doctor and those medical appointments!
How am I gonna relax and rest and this rate? Wth man. Zzz... -_-"

I find myself very 矛盾 at times. No matter in thoughts or stuffs I do.
Been wanting to find a job for so long, thrown in so many applications.
YET! When there's some anonymous phone calls, I die also don't want to ans it.
And the sad thing is most of the calls are from interviewers.
See? Am I really such a beach? -_-"

Sometimes I really don't know what I want. 3 min of passion.
That's what others say to me. I myself admit that also.
Such as I say I wanna find a job in those medical line.
TTSH asked me for interview made me so damn happy.
But one failure sacred me off. Now there's another interview later.
As a clinic assistant. But I don't dare to go. Once bitten twice shy.
Afraid of kena snob? Afraid of failure? The more I hope, the jia lat I fall.

But the ugly side of me keep jealous of people this and that.
Their success and all. I know must fight for it.
But say is one thing, yet do is another thing.
Sigh, I think I must be going kuku already.

Sunday again! It's chu 7! 初七人日！
Everybody's birthday! Happy birthday! LOL.
Have you had your yu sheng 鱼生 yet?
There's yu sheng ingredients at home, but nobody bothers to serve it with fish.
So I think we're leaving it there till we find some chicken slices to serve with?!?

My main topic for today and also for the 4583407690246 times,
I'm really very jealous envy of children whom parents are rich.
Don't have to do anything, just sit there and gain it. So unfair.
Unlike for us, we have to fight for it, machiam like fight war like that.
Some more have to worry about not getting food on the table and this and that.
This kind of things they don't have to worry about cos they won't starve to death.
To those kind of kids and teens whatever, treasure what you have.
And don't keep telling people you don't have enough of this and that!

First day of Feb. CNY flew past like the clouds.
Angbao $ also spent away like money throw into sea.
So many items on wish list. So little savings left.

Coming up next week's a busy week.
Lots of medical appointments for me, mum and him.
A couple of interviews that fell on my medical check ups day.
Still thinking which one should I go for.
Health is important, not forgetting $ too.

Wants that Puma bag. Wants a new mp3 also.
Wants that LG HP too. Why am I so greedy!?
RF save! Save $ please please please!