Cold, fever, fever, cold. All because of the weather. COLD weather. I hate it totally. Get me some sunlight. I'm so going to chill to death. Whole night hiding offline and chatted in panel with Apple and deer they all. Till now. Non stop conversation. My bad last time. Apple's so nice to hang out with.
Was discussing about Jay's new movie. She said the woman aka Gong Li was distracting. Of course lah. If not why do you think all went for the movie? I bet almost all guys just went to see Gong Li with her big boobs. And as for ladies who went. Well, maybe they want to learn how to seduce guys? LOL! Kidding. Ladies who went are all Jay's fans I guess. -_-
My dearies birthday today. Muacks muacks to you sweeties! Happy Birthday my dear cousins. Love you girls so much. <3 Wonder if I'll celebrate their birthday with them later. Then what about matthew there? But look at me now. Sneezing and feverish. Don't think I can meet either one of them later.
Happy birthday to HabboLitez too! Both Litez and my cousins birthday falls on the same day. Makes it easier for me to remember both. Guess I don't have the time to help out later. Nowadays really quite busy. Want to jio me go kai kai also need to book date first. I really need a break from stress.
Just now was smsing a bobo and he just dozed off suddenly. He was the one who asked me to be more flexible. And we were talking about it. Went like. Mr khoo blah blah blah.. And got the reply. Mrs khoo?! (Wth) blah blah blah.. Then reply back Mr khoo blah blah blah.. Halfway..
Hello???? WEI!!!!!
Dead air. TMD. -_-
Guys say doze off straight away can doze off. Unlike girls. No matter how sleepy they feel. They can tahan one. I was having medicine and half drowsy already still can stay up to sms him yet he never give me face. Zzz. All guys are the same. Eg, him, darren and darling sister. All bobos!
Note: Bobo = Bodoh. My favourite word recently. LOL!
Urgh.. I'm tired and sleepy. But in a good mood. But still it's bed time. No more rain later please. I really need a sunny day out to buy my stuff.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Peaceful christmas
What a night. So many msn windows. Got added in so many conversation. Lag until my computer just turned pitch black. So many arguments going on around. Don't know who to help. I faint! Can I have peace for tonight? Fever burning high still need to stand all these and acted like I'm fine.
Still need to study those product info. As if I'm very free. Every night rush things till 5am, 6 am then can sleep. Sleep will have nightmares some more. I online not to have fun. Online to do serious stuff. Need to type those proposals some more. No calls from vincent yet. Maybe I tio ps for the job already. Can't be? But still can't help worrying about it.
Christmas was peacefully quiet and nice just the way I want it to be. Yi called me out today. But I slept till 5pm. She sian liao. Then got a call from him. One of my long time close guy friend who understands me most. Jio me out say ''celebrate'' christmas. Seems he's stress too. Drive to east coast to blow sea breeze and wind. Romantic! But too bad he's not the him I want him to be.
In the end we just sat there diam diam and blow wind for an hour plus. Totally enjoyed the wind. Then went makan at mac. I just found out fast food can be delicious too. Provided that you eat it with the right person. Can see that he's frustrated. Coz only then he will jio me out. He thanks me saying I'm always there for him. No problem. That's what friends are for.
I'll always feel very peacefully relax with close friends. And a few will know what I want. That's peace and quietness. And a simple life. Thank you for making my christmas a special one. That's why I rather choose not to online for some reasons. I feel stress when I on the computer. Friends also can quarrel for small matters. All those attitude. Buay tahan.
But still came online to wish a few close friends merry christmas. Including mei, darren and darling sister dreamze. Dang it! I forget to send a msg to kieran. Sorry bro! Darren's acting kind of weird. Imagine him typing bleh. He asked me how my christmas was. Short conversation. Unlike last time.
And about sister. Seems he bought me present. Thanks sister! Always have a share for me. Missed him lots. He's recently busy with his gal till no time for sister. I'm jealous! LOL! No lah. Really very glad that he found his true love. And yes sister, I will jia you for the job de. Must really find one day jio him and kieran out. Miss the guys so much.
Wondering why I'm more close with guys right? I very brother brother with them one. As for gals, most of them are my jies and meis. Right hor? I'll just do what I can do for them. Say wed, it's my cousins birthday. Think I got to ask the gals if they have any plans for the day. Don't want them to cry and spent their birthday alone like last year. Sorry matt. I'll confirm soon.
Two days don't have his news. Maybe he changed hp no already. I don't know. Neither can I know if he never tell. I just feel tired. Can I just have a simple life please? That's just a simple belated christmas wish I wished for.
Still need to study those product info. As if I'm very free. Every night rush things till 5am, 6 am then can sleep. Sleep will have nightmares some more. I online not to have fun. Online to do serious stuff. Need to type those proposals some more. No calls from vincent yet. Maybe I tio ps for the job already. Can't be? But still can't help worrying about it.
Christmas was peacefully quiet and nice just the way I want it to be. Yi called me out today. But I slept till 5pm. She sian liao. Then got a call from him. One of my long time close guy friend who understands me most. Jio me out say ''celebrate'' christmas. Seems he's stress too. Drive to east coast to blow sea breeze and wind. Romantic! But too bad he's not the him I want him to be.
In the end we just sat there diam diam and blow wind for an hour plus. Totally enjoyed the wind. Then went makan at mac. I just found out fast food can be delicious too. Provided that you eat it with the right person. Can see that he's frustrated. Coz only then he will jio me out. He thanks me saying I'm always there for him. No problem. That's what friends are for.
I'll always feel very peacefully relax with close friends. And a few will know what I want. That's peace and quietness. And a simple life. Thank you for making my christmas a special one. That's why I rather choose not to online for some reasons. I feel stress when I on the computer. Friends also can quarrel for small matters. All those attitude. Buay tahan.
But still came online to wish a few close friends merry christmas. Including mei, darren and darling sister dreamze. Dang it! I forget to send a msg to kieran. Sorry bro! Darren's acting kind of weird. Imagine him typing bleh. He asked me how my christmas was. Short conversation. Unlike last time.
And about sister. Seems he bought me present. Thanks sister! Always have a share for me. Missed him lots. He's recently busy with his gal till no time for sister. I'm jealous! LOL! No lah. Really very glad that he found his true love. And yes sister, I will jia you for the job de. Must really find one day jio him and kieran out. Miss the guys so much.
Wondering why I'm more close with guys right? I very brother brother with them one. As for gals, most of them are my jies and meis. Right hor? I'll just do what I can do for them. Say wed, it's my cousins birthday. Think I got to ask the gals if they have any plans for the day. Don't want them to cry and spent their birthday alone like last year. Sorry matt. I'll confirm soon.
Two days don't have his news. Maybe he changed hp no already. I don't know. Neither can I know if he never tell. I just feel tired. Can I just have a simple life please? That's just a simple belated christmas wish I wished for.
Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry Christmas
Another cold day. I'm shivering the whole day. Hands are as cold as ice. Brr.. I know today is Christmas lah. Don't have to be so cold mah. Wait a minute. Or maybe it's just me alone that is feeling cold coz I spent the whole night yesterday to watch Ella and Wu Zun's new show? Watched till forget time and didn't get enough sleep again.
I dislike Christmas. It's just another day for me to rot at home and sleep my day away. No presents, no parties, don't even have friends for me to chat online. All busy celebrating Christmas. Unlike me. Always alone. So just spent tonight sending Christmas wishes sms. Got a surprise msg from shuefang. So nice and sweet of her to msg me a greeting.
Dua jie! Happy Birthday! My cousin so lucky to born on Christmas day. Can get double presents. Same as my another cousin fenni. Her birthday falls on valentine. Another day I dislike as well. Coz nobody to spend with? Maybe? But it's her favourite day lah. Sure got a lot of her favourite chocolates. Hahaha. Share share~~
Actually wanted to go orchard on Christmas Eve. But think again, there will be countless people roaming here and there. So I'll rather rot at home. Joanne mei invited me to her Christmas party on Friday. Won't be going. Frankly say, I'm afraid of crowds. I prefer to be alone or just with another few couple of friends. Sorry mei.
I'm going to sleep my Christmas day away later! What a pig! LOL! Since my mum's not happy that I watched too much of Ella's show. Said that what if later I become same like her? So tomboyish. Then what if I become lesbian blah blah. Wth? -_- Forget it, mai watch then mai watch loh. Ella will still be my idol anyway. I want to go S.H.E's concert next month. Suddenly like Fahrenheit. Their songs are really nice. Wu Zun and Ella. =D
Lastly before I forget, Merry Christmas to all.
Christmas is none of my business anyway. Hohoho!
I dislike Christmas. It's just another day for me to rot at home and sleep my day away. No presents, no parties, don't even have friends for me to chat online. All busy celebrating Christmas. Unlike me. Always alone. So just spent tonight sending Christmas wishes sms. Got a surprise msg from shuefang. So nice and sweet of her to msg me a greeting.
Dua jie! Happy Birthday! My cousin so lucky to born on Christmas day. Can get double presents. Same as my another cousin fenni. Her birthday falls on valentine. Another day I dislike as well. Coz nobody to spend with? Maybe? But it's her favourite day lah. Sure got a lot of her favourite chocolates. Hahaha. Share share~~
Actually wanted to go orchard on Christmas Eve. But think again, there will be countless people roaming here and there. So I'll rather rot at home. Joanne mei invited me to her Christmas party on Friday. Won't be going. Frankly say, I'm afraid of crowds. I prefer to be alone or just with another few couple of friends. Sorry mei.
I'm going to sleep my Christmas day away later! What a pig! LOL! Since my mum's not happy that I watched too much of Ella's show. Said that what if later I become same like her? So tomboyish. Then what if I become lesbian blah blah. Wth? -_- Forget it, mai watch then mai watch loh. Ella will still be my idol anyway. I want to go S.H.E's concert next month. Suddenly like Fahrenheit. Their songs are really nice. Wu Zun and Ella. =D
Lastly before I forget, Merry Christmas to all.
Christmas is none of my business anyway. Hohoho!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Death note night
I don't know what's wrong with me lately. Been acting weird. He discovered it and told me about it. Saying only others around me knew. I won't be able to notice it. Was shocked at first, but after much thoughts, it might be true. Because he did study psychology before. Had some facts.
Maybe just as what he said, I'm having split personality problem. As he said 精神分裂症. He asked me if I'm still stress and such. I replied no. But it's actually yes. Stress due to the work I'm dealing with soon. Stress with family matters. Stress with online stuff. And stress with his problem. He said I'm thinking too much or maybe I'm too free. Asked me to Habbo more. -_-
Wanted to ask him how weird I'm. As in did I acted as two different people at different time? If not why did he hint this to me? I really don't know it myself. But it's really weird. Sometimes I don't even know what am I doing or how did I end up at a place suddenly. Get very headache when trying to think about it. What's wrong? Even I'm starting to get afraid of myself.
Try following what he said. Relax more. Don't stress so much. See how it goes. Had a long talk with him just now while I'm waiting for my movie to start. If not how will I know all these? We chatted for 40 mins from the LRT to lot 1 till I bought the tickets. Waiting and still chatting. My bill's flying. I can already hear my dad screaming. Last month's bill was around 100 bucks. All because of roaming. I swear I won't use the phone in Malaysia again! The job better come quick so that my salary comes faster.
He was crapping all the way. ''Entertained'' him by crapping back a little. He said he wanted to buy a present for me. I rather don't want that kind of present. Guys! Buay tahan. Their minds are so different. -_- He wanted me to video call him. I didn't too. Because of one reason. I dress till very TOMBOY today. Sure will get a big scolding from him. -_- All because of this conversation. I saw the shadows of the rainbow. But it's not rainbow yet.
Told him I'm going to be busy soon. He told me he's going to be free soon. Wth. -_- From next year onwards. I wonder what will happen again. One free one busy. One serious one play. Always like that. Then he said something which agreed. 没时间在一起没关系，心里有对方行了。I suan him back saying maybe his heart fly to don't know where I also don't know.
Both our time always crash. But we both agreed that we should chiong on work while we're still young. No time also no choice. I'm fine being alone too. Just now went to movie also alone. He asked why nobody accompany me. So lonely and cham. But I'm used to it. Today's Chirstmas Eve. I'm also spending it alone for two days. Unlike him. So many parties and functions. Asked me to go MOS alone for clubbing. Alone? Clubbing? I know he's afraid I'll think too much if I'm too bored. Like that I rather sleep then.
Just now went to watch movie and enjoyed myself. Death Note 2 The Last Name rocks. Won't blog out about the movie here. In case I affected your mood by spilling too much about it. I can only said it's a GREAT movie. L's so cool. Light's so handsome. Misa's so cute. Something happened when I was buying the tickets. The aunty gave me two tickets instead of one. And keep saying cannot be. How is it possible to watch a movie alone? Asked where's my friends and bf? Die die don't believe I'm watching it alone. I had to argue with her. Aunty, any problem? Got rule say cannot watch movie alone? -_-
Sorry Matt, I really CMI on wed. ):
Lonely Christmas as usual for 2006. Sigh.
Maybe just as what he said, I'm having split personality problem. As he said 精神分裂症. He asked me if I'm still stress and such. I replied no. But it's actually yes. Stress due to the work I'm dealing with soon. Stress with family matters. Stress with online stuff. And stress with his problem. He said I'm thinking too much or maybe I'm too free. Asked me to Habbo more. -_-
Wanted to ask him how weird I'm. As in did I acted as two different people at different time? If not why did he hint this to me? I really don't know it myself. But it's really weird. Sometimes I don't even know what am I doing or how did I end up at a place suddenly. Get very headache when trying to think about it. What's wrong? Even I'm starting to get afraid of myself.
Try following what he said. Relax more. Don't stress so much. See how it goes. Had a long talk with him just now while I'm waiting for my movie to start. If not how will I know all these? We chatted for 40 mins from the LRT to lot 1 till I bought the tickets. Waiting and still chatting. My bill's flying. I can already hear my dad screaming. Last month's bill was around 100 bucks. All because of roaming. I swear I won't use the phone in Malaysia again! The job better come quick so that my salary comes faster.
He was crapping all the way. ''Entertained'' him by crapping back a little. He said he wanted to buy a present for me. I rather don't want that kind of present. Guys! Buay tahan. Their minds are so different. -_- He wanted me to video call him. I didn't too. Because of one reason. I dress till very TOMBOY today. Sure will get a big scolding from him. -_- All because of this conversation. I saw the shadows of the rainbow. But it's not rainbow yet.
Told him I'm going to be busy soon. He told me he's going to be free soon. Wth. -_- From next year onwards. I wonder what will happen again. One free one busy. One serious one play. Always like that. Then he said something which agreed. 没时间在一起没关系，心里有对方行了。I suan him back saying maybe his heart fly to don't know where I also don't know.
Both our time always crash. But we both agreed that we should chiong on work while we're still young. No time also no choice. I'm fine being alone too. Just now went to movie also alone. He asked why nobody accompany me. So lonely and cham. But I'm used to it. Today's Chirstmas Eve. I'm also spending it alone for two days. Unlike him. So many parties and functions. Asked me to go MOS alone for clubbing. Alone? Clubbing? I know he's afraid I'll think too much if I'm too bored. Like that I rather sleep then.
Just now went to watch movie and enjoyed myself. Death Note 2 The Last Name rocks. Won't blog out about the movie here. In case I affected your mood by spilling too much about it. I can only said it's a GREAT movie. L's so cool. Light's so handsome. Misa's so cute. Something happened when I was buying the tickets. The aunty gave me two tickets instead of one. And keep saying cannot be. How is it possible to watch a movie alone? Asked where's my friends and bf? Die die don't believe I'm watching it alone. I had to argue with her. Aunty, any problem? Got rule say cannot watch movie alone? -_-
Sorry Matt, I really CMI on wed. ):
Lonely Christmas as usual for 2006. Sigh.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Pouring out feelings
我比想象中爱你 - JS
飞的越远越看不见
你阳光下灿烂的笑脸
在天和海之间那条界线慢慢的走远
你曾经是我的地平线
你有没有一点想念
我们一起去年的夏天
有种爱的感觉在心里面那么的强烈
而这一切好象只是昨天
我才发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你
兰花掠过沙滩变静
我又看见我们的脚印
如果遇见幸福的机率有千万分之一
不顾一切也要找回你
我才发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你
终于发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你
我的错 - B.A.D
飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我们怎么了- S.H.E
落泪以前再看一眼你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不透我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
你的笑脸还在胸前晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不透我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
明明从前连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会说句话就能肿一边
我搞不懂我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不透我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
The above are lyrics from a few of my favourite songs. Very meaningful. Suitable for me to listen to when feeling down or need some support. I've learnt a lot. Seems that I've went back to school. School of EQ and human relationship.
1) Never be over suspicious. Suspect everything for nothing just kills.
2) Be more understanding. And be more understandable.
3) Say no to stress. It simply mess up life.
4) Control temper. Things tend to twist when flare up.
5) Flexible and approachable. Don't be too cold. Be more flexible instead.
RongFang jia you! =)
飞的越远越看不见
你阳光下灿烂的笑脸
在天和海之间那条界线慢慢的走远
你曾经是我的地平线
你有没有一点想念
我们一起去年的夏天
有种爱的感觉在心里面那么的强烈
而这一切好象只是昨天
我才发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你
兰花掠过沙滩变静
我又看见我们的脚印
如果遇见幸福的机率有千万分之一
不顾一切也要找回你
我才发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你
终于发现我比想象中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你
每当夜深人静我诚实的分析我自己
总会从梦中惊醒
还是不可否认地
我比想象中爱你
我的错 - B.A.D
飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我们怎么了- S.H.E
落泪以前再看一眼你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不透我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
你的笑脸还在胸前晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
我搞不懂我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不透我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
明明从前连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会说句话就能肿一边
我搞不懂我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后是否住着伤口
我想不透我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
The above are lyrics from a few of my favourite songs. Very meaningful. Suitable for me to listen to when feeling down or need some support. I've learnt a lot. Seems that I've went back to school. School of EQ and human relationship.
1) Never be over suspicious. Suspect everything for nothing just kills.
2) Be more understanding. And be more understandable.
3) Say no to stress. It simply mess up life.
4) Control temper. Things tend to twist when flare up.
5) Flexible and approachable. Don't be too cold. Be more flexible instead.
RongFang jia you! =)
Friday, December 22, 2006
Fun night out
5am and I'm blogging. Just reached home at 3.30am after a night out with uncle, crab and jie. Not forgetting the quiet and shy, uncle's xiao lao po. His small wife. LOL! She's so quiet. Diam all the way. Generation gap I suppose?
Really had fun tonight. So long never enjoyed that much already. Almost half my stress is gone. But feel bad that I'm enjoying myself here yet neglecting my meiS and other friends. Sorry SP mei. I'll try to talk to you online soon. If not you can just msg me anytime if you have something to talk to me. And my baobei mei. Sorry for not able to keep you company these few days. Matt told me you waited for me till late night. Sorry meiS.
Later still will be going out with my cousins to JP. Some more it's dong zhi today. Tang yuan's in the house. Got to wake up early to help my ma bai bai. Guess I don't have to sleep tonight. Need to chiong all my stuff before 6am and have a doze. Not really tired. But sort of mentally tired I suppose. Wanted to forget all about him when I'm out. But uncle and jie had to talk about him. Hear his name I sian half. Sian of his cold attitude towards me.
Talk about tonight's outing. Uncle came to pick me up at 5.30pm and we went over to bugis for steamboat. I LOVE THE STEAMBOAT. But a pity my gastric is not in a good condition to eat much. Plus I really can't eat prawns and those seafood. Those hao liao I don't have the good fortune to eat. Jie joined us quite late. But I think she ate more than me. LOL!
Went over to shenton way's party world after. I can't believe I sang so many songs. Kind of high tonight. But I'm still very guai. Never drink tonight. Neither did I smoke. Uncle tried to temp me though. LOL! Sang a lot of S.H.E's songs. And those songs I knew. First time not pai seh when singing. Instead I feel relax. Going out with my close friends rocks!
Funny thing about tonight. I bumped into vincent at party world. He's my supervisor going to be. Actually the person I bumped into is my BIG boss. But I forgot his name. So just named him boss. My most blur matter tonight is, I can't recognize them! Bumped into them, said sorry and walked away. Boss and vincent went, "Wait a min, she looks so familiar. Isn't she our new staff that FULL TIMER?" What the? My name is full timer? =.=
They walked over and stopped me, then I notice it's my bosses. Piang eh! So pai seh. Some more they said I wore till so style. Unlike interview that time so guai. =.= Chatted with them and dragged ah crab over to say hi. Not really surprise that I bumped into them. Coz ah crab told me they were having a company event at rendezvous hotel which is quite nearby. YES! The hotel I hate coz I fell down from 2nd floor jitao to 1st. LYING FLAT. =.=
We siao till 2 plus am then uncle drove all of us home. Got a xmas present each from uncle. Thanks uncle! He said my chinese got msia accent. Unlike when I deejayed. Sad! Soon after jie and ah crab went off. I just don't know why suddenly talked about him. Showed uncle his photo too. Uncle said that he looks not bad. Quite shuai. Why all said that? =.= Then keep talking about his matter. Even uncle found it weird. Nothing to hide from uncle so we talked till very open and wth what's about him. Thanks uncle for your advice. You're a great help. I'll know what to do. =)
Really had fun tonight. So long never enjoyed that much already. Almost half my stress is gone. But feel bad that I'm enjoying myself here yet neglecting my meiS and other friends. Sorry SP mei. I'll try to talk to you online soon. If not you can just msg me anytime if you have something to talk to me. And my baobei mei. Sorry for not able to keep you company these few days. Matt told me you waited for me till late night. Sorry meiS.
Later still will be going out with my cousins to JP. Some more it's dong zhi today. Tang yuan's in the house. Got to wake up early to help my ma bai bai. Guess I don't have to sleep tonight. Need to chiong all my stuff before 6am and have a doze. Not really tired. But sort of mentally tired I suppose. Wanted to forget all about him when I'm out. But uncle and jie had to talk about him. Hear his name I sian half. Sian of his cold attitude towards me.
Talk about tonight's outing. Uncle came to pick me up at 5.30pm and we went over to bugis for steamboat. I LOVE THE STEAMBOAT. But a pity my gastric is not in a good condition to eat much. Plus I really can't eat prawns and those seafood. Those hao liao I don't have the good fortune to eat. Jie joined us quite late. But I think she ate more than me. LOL!
Went over to shenton way's party world after. I can't believe I sang so many songs. Kind of high tonight. But I'm still very guai. Never drink tonight. Neither did I smoke. Uncle tried to temp me though. LOL! Sang a lot of S.H.E's songs. And those songs I knew. First time not pai seh when singing. Instead I feel relax. Going out with my close friends rocks!
Funny thing about tonight. I bumped into vincent at party world. He's my supervisor going to be. Actually the person I bumped into is my BIG boss. But I forgot his name. So just named him boss. My most blur matter tonight is, I can't recognize them! Bumped into them, said sorry and walked away. Boss and vincent went, "Wait a min, she looks so familiar. Isn't she our new staff that FULL TIMER?" What the? My name is full timer? =.=
They walked over and stopped me, then I notice it's my bosses. Piang eh! So pai seh. Some more they said I wore till so style. Unlike interview that time so guai. =.= Chatted with them and dragged ah crab over to say hi. Not really surprise that I bumped into them. Coz ah crab told me they were having a company event at rendezvous hotel which is quite nearby. YES! The hotel I hate coz I fell down from 2nd floor jitao to 1st. LYING FLAT. =.=
We siao till 2 plus am then uncle drove all of us home. Got a xmas present each from uncle. Thanks uncle! He said my chinese got msia accent. Unlike when I deejayed. Sad! Soon after jie and ah crab went off. I just don't know why suddenly talked about him. Showed uncle his photo too. Uncle said that he looks not bad. Quite shuai. Why all said that? =.= Then keep talking about his matter. Even uncle found it weird. Nothing to hide from uncle so we talked till very open and wth what's about him. Thanks uncle for your advice. You're a great help. I'll know what to do. =)
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Just some nonsense
Kind of frustrated today. One is coz of personal problem. That damn problem again. Coz of that damn someone. Damn adult. Another is work stuff. Still trying to digest all the work info. But I just seems to can't get anything into my useless brain. Stress up. So end up slept the whole day. Woke up at 1pm, sleep back till 4pm. Then keep wake and sleep. Now headache. -_-
Was about to doze off again when crab called me online to have a discussion regarding later de outing that uncle planned. So came online. But didn't manage to join in the discussion. Coz was talking to sp mei. I can't believe what's happening around her. Things changed fast. Not shock. Just surprise.
That guy is having a new target again I guess. Not sure if it's a good or bad thing for my mei. But seems that he's able to cheer her up. Which makes this a good thing. I know my mei is smart enough to know what's good for her. As I've said, this guy makes a good friend but not a good bf. From his past I can sense he's up to his old stuff again. So good luck to you mei.
I don't know why I can get so flare up when I talked about this guy. Perhaps he's already not consider a friend to me anymore. Thinking about the past when we talked and shared jokes etc. Kind of upset that our friendship had to turn out this way. Maybe if I don't know about his doings, he'll still make a great friend. But since I've learnt about it. I really can't stand it. From what joanne mei said. This kind of guy is petty. Can't admit defeat. That's what that made him did all those nonsense. Including dao-ing etc.
But I know he's ke lian. Very lonely I guess. From last time our outing I can see that. But ke lian doesn't mean he can flirt, throw tempers and dao-ing us. Later ke lian mei ren ai then cham. LOL! Mei asked if I got dian by him before. Say frankly, got. Coz he got a lot of charm one. Haha. But too bad now de him. -_- Where's the old him? One year ago de him is so nice to hang out with. Really hope he can find his old self back.
Don't bother about him le. Got work stuff then talk talk. That's all. Just surprise that human can changed so fast. Some more quite a lot changed for the worse. Scary isn't it? I rather later go out with uncle, jies and crab they all to have fun and enjoy. Yes uncle, I'm excited. Excited to meet our cute uncle. LOL! I really need to relax. To sp mei, choose what you think is right for you. I'm just giving you some advice. Jia you. =)
Was about to doze off again when crab called me online to have a discussion regarding later de outing that uncle planned. So came online. But didn't manage to join in the discussion. Coz was talking to sp mei. I can't believe what's happening around her. Things changed fast. Not shock. Just surprise.
That guy is having a new target again I guess. Not sure if it's a good or bad thing for my mei. But seems that he's able to cheer her up. Which makes this a good thing. I know my mei is smart enough to know what's good for her. As I've said, this guy makes a good friend but not a good bf. From his past I can sense he's up to his old stuff again. So good luck to you mei.
I don't know why I can get so flare up when I talked about this guy. Perhaps he's already not consider a friend to me anymore. Thinking about the past when we talked and shared jokes etc. Kind of upset that our friendship had to turn out this way. Maybe if I don't know about his doings, he'll still make a great friend. But since I've learnt about it. I really can't stand it. From what joanne mei said. This kind of guy is petty. Can't admit defeat. That's what that made him did all those nonsense. Including dao-ing etc.
But I know he's ke lian. Very lonely I guess. From last time our outing I can see that. But ke lian doesn't mean he can flirt, throw tempers and dao-ing us. Later ke lian mei ren ai then cham. LOL! Mei asked if I got dian by him before. Say frankly, got. Coz he got a lot of charm one. Haha. But too bad now de him. -_- Where's the old him? One year ago de him is so nice to hang out with. Really hope he can find his old self back.
Don't bother about him le. Got work stuff then talk talk. That's all. Just surprise that human can changed so fast. Some more quite a lot changed for the worse. Scary isn't it? I rather later go out with uncle, jies and crab they all to have fun and enjoy. Yes uncle, I'm excited. Excited to meet our cute uncle. LOL! I really need to relax. To sp mei, choose what you think is right for you. I'm just giving you some advice. Jia you. =)
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Product training talk
Stress is killing me again. Went for product training today. And omg. It's not as simple as I think. Need to store ALOT in my mind. I need a 5GB memory card at least. Till now I'm still trying to digest what I've learn. Such as those selling methods, product knowledge, what we should do and shouldn't do etc. One hour training need to remember so much. Can die man!
Luckily the managers were friendly. Joked with us some more. The manager talk with us in dialet. Asking us if we're yao (hungry) anot? Not that kind of hungry. Is hungry for money. That way then we're chiong more. I replied wa jin yao. (I'm VERY hungry!) And he said wa su ka. (I LIKE!) LOL! A bunch of funny and easy to get along guys. At last can put my mind at ease.
Did I mention that the other two girls who went for the training were JC students. Stress me so much. I feel so old. And they're so damn dao! Don't say talk, they didn't even smile. Like their mouth got gold like that. Come on teens! Smile awhile you lose 10 bucks is it? Why so scared? They just keep giggling there. I feel so out of place. Luckily those teens are part timers. If not I'm going to teach them some manners. Damn kids. Whose phrase is this?
The managers said we're too quiet. I'm not quiet. Is don't dare to talk. Coz scared them le. They asked me about music stuffs. Including the kbps for songs. How many KB is a song if it's in mp3 and wma format etc. My answer? Songs in wma format are around 1000++KB with 64kbps. 128kbps songs are around 3000-4000KB. If you want better sound quality can go 192kbps which are around 5000-7000KB depending on the time of the song. The most is 320KB. A 128MB mp3 can store around 60 wma songs and 30 mp3 songs. Which means mp3 formats songs are twice the size of wma songs.
Their reaction? Jaw jitao wide open. =.='' I feel so damn pai seh. Shouldn't have shoot my mouth off. All these are basic DJ music knowledge. That's why I know. If not you think I'm so smart? Maybe abit cheem to them. Just like their product info are very cheem to me also. Hope that I can memorize those mp3 and mp4 product's info like DJ stuffs like that. If not I mati liao.
Not sure when I'll be able to start work. Maybe it's next week. Posted to one of best denki's outlet I guess. I told vincent that I'm super stress. He said he don't want his staffs to feel any stress. I'll try then. Actually the company's quite flexible. It's a SG company. Brand name? Le-Mon! Not lemon ah. Many mistaken it for the fruit lemon. Although same spelling. LOL!
Need to have a break too. Play while I still have the time to laze around. Uncle's planning an outing on thur! Steamboat plus Ktv night! Plus uncle will drive us there. Of coz lah. I just know that he lives in BP too. Some more so near to me. Faints. Jeff, yan and ning jie, and maybe uncle de *cough* will be going also. It's going to be a fun night. I can't wait. Wonder how long more can I play? It's time for serious work soon. Don't worry be happy lah.
Luckily the managers were friendly. Joked with us some more. The manager talk with us in dialet. Asking us if we're yao (hungry) anot? Not that kind of hungry. Is hungry for money. That way then we're chiong more. I replied wa jin yao. (I'm VERY hungry!) And he said wa su ka. (I LIKE!) LOL! A bunch of funny and easy to get along guys. At last can put my mind at ease.
Did I mention that the other two girls who went for the training were JC students. Stress me so much. I feel so old. And they're so damn dao! Don't say talk, they didn't even smile. Like their mouth got gold like that. Come on teens! Smile awhile you lose 10 bucks is it? Why so scared? They just keep giggling there. I feel so out of place. Luckily those teens are part timers. If not I'm going to teach them some manners. Damn kids. Whose phrase is this?
The managers said we're too quiet. I'm not quiet. Is don't dare to talk. Coz scared them le. They asked me about music stuffs. Including the kbps for songs. How many KB is a song if it's in mp3 and wma format etc. My answer? Songs in wma format are around 1000++KB with 64kbps. 128kbps songs are around 3000-4000KB. If you want better sound quality can go 192kbps which are around 5000-7000KB depending on the time of the song. The most is 320KB. A 128MB mp3 can store around 60 wma songs and 30 mp3 songs. Which means mp3 formats songs are twice the size of wma songs.
Their reaction? Jaw jitao wide open. =.='' I feel so damn pai seh. Shouldn't have shoot my mouth off. All these are basic DJ music knowledge. That's why I know. If not you think I'm so smart? Maybe abit cheem to them. Just like their product info are very cheem to me also. Hope that I can memorize those mp3 and mp4 product's info like DJ stuffs like that. If not I mati liao.
Not sure when I'll be able to start work. Maybe it's next week. Posted to one of best denki's outlet I guess. I told vincent that I'm super stress. He said he don't want his staffs to feel any stress. I'll try then. Actually the company's quite flexible. It's a SG company. Brand name? Le-Mon! Not lemon ah. Many mistaken it for the fruit lemon. Although same spelling. LOL!
Need to have a break too. Play while I still have the time to laze around. Uncle's planning an outing on thur! Steamboat plus Ktv night! Plus uncle will drive us there. Of coz lah. I just know that he lives in BP too. Some more so near to me. Faints. Jeff, yan and ning jie, and maybe uncle de *cough* will be going also. It's going to be a fun night. I can't wait. Wonder how long more can I play? It's time for serious work soon. Don't worry be happy lah.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Short short update
What a rainy day it is. Rained for the whole day. When will it ever stop? I'm shivering all over. Cold. Brr. Cold yet I still on air con. How funny? =.=
Got to wake up early later yet I'm still here. ONLINE!? Been chatting on the staff chat for the whole night. With those ''OLD'' friends and Apple. I just know that Apple can be so nice and cute. Haha. Really had fun with them all.
Received the call from the company today. Am asked to go for product training at Sim Lim at 11am later. PRODUCT TRAINING?! Means I'm hired?! YAY! I'm going to go for it! GoGoGo! Jia you! Hope I can pass the test and get hire. No way am I going to let them fire me before I even started work. LOL! I can't afford to lose this this battle. I need this job.
Not going to bother about other real life matters except for work. I'm concentrating 100% on this job. Others? Drift then drift lor. Since I'm going to be quite busy too. Both busy, wonder what's going to happen? He don't care much then why should I? Don't care le. I need money to pay my bills first. Hp bill flies up to a soaring 100++ bucks. Waaaaa!!!
Heard from ah crab that uncle is planning a KTV party session this thursday?! LOL! Seems fun. I'm so going to join them. Provided that I'm free first. Can I start work next week? I still have tons of stuff undone. Need to rush liao. No time for long updates on blog nowadays. Pardon me!
Got to wake up early later yet I'm still here. ONLINE!? Been chatting on the staff chat for the whole night. With those ''OLD'' friends and Apple. I just know that Apple can be so nice and cute. Haha. Really had fun with them all.
Received the call from the company today. Am asked to go for product training at Sim Lim at 11am later. PRODUCT TRAINING?! Means I'm hired?! YAY! I'm going to go for it! GoGoGo! Jia you! Hope I can pass the test and get hire. No way am I going to let them fire me before I even started work. LOL! I can't afford to lose this this battle. I need this job.
Not going to bother about other real life matters except for work. I'm concentrating 100% on this job. Others? Drift then drift lor. Since I'm going to be quite busy too. Both busy, wonder what's going to happen? He don't care much then why should I? Don't care le. I need money to pay my bills first. Hp bill flies up to a soaring 100++ bucks. Waaaaa!!!
Heard from ah crab that uncle is planning a KTV party session this thursday?! LOL! Seems fun. I'm so going to join them. Provided that I'm free first. Can I start work next week? I still have tons of stuff undone. Need to rush liao. No time for long updates on blog nowadays. Pardon me!
Monday, December 18, 2006
F-R-I-E-N-D-S
Intend to go see doctor. But the rain totally drown my mood. Everytime I want to go out or am outside, there's sure to be rain. I've got the nick rainbaby for this. Yu bao bao. =.= Nobody dare to go out with me le. =(
Hence I rotted my sunday away at home online-ing. Went to Litez and saw the notice for the ''old birds gathering''. So whole day went to message those I know to inform. A couple of them are coming. I miss the old bunch of friends. But wonder if I'm free on that day to attend. Can't afford to miss it.
Sent a message to L and R. My two seniors. And guess what? I got a call back from an unknown number. It's R!! I miss R so so much. But I can't recognize his voice. His voice is totally different when he spoke via mic and phone. His voice in phone sounds so erm dead. LOL! To my surprise, he pass the phone to L. I was like wah? How come they are together on a sunday? Hurhur. So we chatted awhile. Felt quite uncomfortable talking to R. One is coz of his voice, the other is I feel weird speaking in english with him. LOL. L is still ok. Funny thing she asked me about. "Rong ah, how's your boyfriend?"
BOYFRIEND???????????????
Then I got it. Oh, chey. She mean F lah. =.= Lazy to explain coz L is those kp type. So just brush it off saying F's serving his NS. Coz normally will just yue miao yue hei. Leave it to be. Since nowadays I seldom contact with buddy F. The whole conversation ended soon after. I didn't blog out names coz they are all sensitive names you all will know. Guess them if you can.
Nowadays keep talking to ah crab on msn everyday. We had so much to crap about. Not bad lah. Those conversation can fill up for the past year we didn't chat. LOL! We went to the online game that we both played like mad last year. Uncle was there too. Ah crab and me crap from msn till there. Then I think uncle got blur or something coz he don't understand what we're talking about. Suddenly, he said this. "You both dating?"
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We both =.=''' all the way. Please lor, I was drinking water when I saw this. Jitao puke out water on the keyboard. Had to spend time clearing the mess I made while choking. Uncle zen! Pei fu ni. Your imagination very power. LOL!
Kieran's computer is down. He won't be online these few days. Aww.. I'll miss him. He's such a nice guy to talk to. But anyway, think nowadays I sms him more than I msn him. Lol! Those who miss KE, he'll be back soon.
Interesting day. Hahaha. More of these please. Simply kills me of laughing.
Hence I rotted my sunday away at home online-ing. Went to Litez and saw the notice for the ''old birds gathering''. So whole day went to message those I know to inform. A couple of them are coming. I miss the old bunch of friends. But wonder if I'm free on that day to attend. Can't afford to miss it.
Sent a message to L and R. My two seniors. And guess what? I got a call back from an unknown number. It's R!! I miss R so so much. But I can't recognize his voice. His voice is totally different when he spoke via mic and phone. His voice in phone sounds so erm dead. LOL! To my surprise, he pass the phone to L. I was like wah? How come they are together on a sunday? Hurhur. So we chatted awhile. Felt quite uncomfortable talking to R. One is coz of his voice, the other is I feel weird speaking in english with him. LOL. L is still ok. Funny thing she asked me about. "Rong ah, how's your boyfriend?"
BOYFRIEND???????????????
Then I got it. Oh, chey. She mean F lah. =.= Lazy to explain coz L is those kp type. So just brush it off saying F's serving his NS. Coz normally will just yue miao yue hei. Leave it to be. Since nowadays I seldom contact with buddy F. The whole conversation ended soon after. I didn't blog out names coz they are all sensitive names you all will know. Guess them if you can.
Nowadays keep talking to ah crab on msn everyday. We had so much to crap about. Not bad lah. Those conversation can fill up for the past year we didn't chat. LOL! We went to the online game that we both played like mad last year. Uncle was there too. Ah crab and me crap from msn till there. Then I think uncle got blur or something coz he don't understand what we're talking about. Suddenly, he said this. "You both dating?"
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We both =.=''' all the way. Please lor, I was drinking water when I saw this. Jitao puke out water on the keyboard. Had to spend time clearing the mess I made while choking. Uncle zen! Pei fu ni. Your imagination very power. LOL!
Kieran's computer is down. He won't be online these few days. Aww.. I'll miss him. He's such a nice guy to talk to. But anyway, think nowadays I sms him more than I msn him. Lol! Those who miss KE, he'll be back soon.
Interesting day. Hahaha. More of these please. Simply kills me of laughing.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Sinhuey's autograph session
Good news for sinhuey's fans. Went to her autograph session at BPP this evening. And got lots of photos to share.
PS: I know the quality of the photos aren't great. But it was my hard work snapping and shooting them. Mai hiam buay pai. Ai hiam? -_-
Sinhuey's really a superstar. Knows how to sing and dance well. Her live singing rocks. And she's such a polite and filial lady. She sang her mum a birthday song as it's her mum's birthday today.
The bad thing is she don't have many supports and fans. The whole mall feels sort of empty. But it's still a heartwarming autograph session watching how she cares for the children and elderly.
Nice day out. I feel so much better after going out for the past few days. Had learn to put down stress, sort out my thinkings and finally someone knows how to think and know what I want. I'm really alright already. Sorry for making all of you worry about me. Feel bad about this.
By the way, links of not active blogs and blogs that changed links are removed. Pardon me for this. If you wish to relink back, just drop me a message.
Lastly, enjoy the photos. =)
Sinhuey going down the stage to the backstage.
Sinhuey and the host aka 93.3FM DJ jiahui.
Jiahui interviewing sinhuey. PS: I love jiahui's top.
Still interviewing regarding how she feel about her album.
Sinhuey loves her giant poster. She said she would love to bring it home.
Sinhuey signing on the giant poster of hers.
The young didi was the first to go on stage to get sinhuey's autograph!
A handsome young lad pass sinhuey a bouquet of flowers!
Sinhuey melts all with her enchanting voice.
The first shot of sinhuey when she just went up the stage.
PS: I know the quality of the photos aren't great. But it was my hard work snapping and shooting them. Mai hiam buay pai. Ai hiam? -_-
Sinhuey's really a superstar. Knows how to sing and dance well. Her live singing rocks. And she's such a polite and filial lady. She sang her mum a birthday song as it's her mum's birthday today.
The bad thing is she don't have many supports and fans. The whole mall feels sort of empty. But it's still a heartwarming autograph session watching how she cares for the children and elderly.
Nice day out. I feel so much better after going out for the past few days. Had learn to put down stress, sort out my thinkings and finally someone knows how to think and know what I want. I'm really alright already. Sorry for making all of you worry about me. Feel bad about this.
By the way, links of not active blogs and blogs that changed links are removed. Pardon me for this. If you wish to relink back, just drop me a message.
Lastly, enjoy the photos. =)
Sinhuey going down the stage to the backstage.
Sinhuey and the host aka 93.3FM DJ jiahui.
Jiahui interviewing sinhuey. PS: I love jiahui's top.
Still interviewing regarding how she feel about her album.
Sinhuey loves her giant poster. She said she would love to bring it home.
Sinhuey signing on the giant poster of hers.
The young didi was the first to go on stage to get sinhuey's autograph!
A handsome young lad pass sinhuey a bouquet of flowers!
Sinhuey melts all with her enchanting voice.
The first shot of sinhuey when she just went up the stage.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Shopping trip again
Sleepy since the moment I'm on my way home. Been pek chek ing on the LRT. Cursing why the damn train is moving slower than a snail. Nearly dozed off in the train. Manage to drag myself out and got home. Keep lying on the sofa and yawning non stop since I reached home until now. But....
I still can't sleep!
Can't depend on sleeping pills anymore. I'll get addicted. Later eat sleeping pills like eat candies then mati. Can someone just knock me out and let me sleep? I didn't get a good sleep for 1 week plus already. Really very tiring. Want to sleep but can't sleep. No worries and stress also can't sleep. Wth?
Trying to make myself tired by shopping for the whole day. Mum was worried about me I guess. That's why she accompany me out. Went to jp to find ym di first. Had lunch at lai lai as usual. Got back those videos I loan him. After lunch mum went to buy a large cup of hot choco using the coffee bean card jeff gave me. The hot choco's really not bad. As recommended by di. Had a few sips too. But the funny thing is di thought my english sucks like hell. In the end I prove him wrong. Think he got kind of a shock and went,
"Eh jie, your eng not bad one wor."
Wth? I speechless liao. -_-
Then offs to imm by the free shuttle bus at jp to find my kai ma and cousin. We exchange presents. ??? I know it's not xmas yet. Just that she pass me my birthday present and I pass her theirs. Exchange them. I love the hello kitty necklace my twin cousins bought me. Nice right? So sweet of them. Thanks yi and qi. Hope they like the presents I bought them too.
I still can't sleep!
Can't depend on sleeping pills anymore. I'll get addicted. Later eat sleeping pills like eat candies then mati. Can someone just knock me out and let me sleep? I didn't get a good sleep for 1 week plus already. Really very tiring. Want to sleep but can't sleep. No worries and stress also can't sleep. Wth?
Trying to make myself tired by shopping for the whole day. Mum was worried about me I guess. That's why she accompany me out. Went to jp to find ym di first. Had lunch at lai lai as usual. Got back those videos I loan him. After lunch mum went to buy a large cup of hot choco using the coffee bean card jeff gave me. The hot choco's really not bad. As recommended by di. Had a few sips too. But the funny thing is di thought my english sucks like hell. In the end I prove him wrong. Think he got kind of a shock and went,
"Eh jie, your eng not bad one wor."
Wth? I speechless liao. -_-
Then offs to imm by the free shuttle bus at jp to find my kai ma and cousin. We exchange presents. ??? I know it's not xmas yet. Just that she pass me my birthday present and I pass her theirs. Exchange them. I love the hello kitty necklace my twin cousins bought me. Nice right? So sweet of them. Thanks yi and qi. Hope they like the presents I bought them too.
Had an early dinner at kopitiam. I'm so into jap meals recently. Mum paid so much for my meal. I stuffed myself silly. Eaten a whole plate of friend rice with egg + fried chicken + miso soup + honeydew juice + some leftovers. And I'm still hungry like mad. Came home still need to munch a packet of chips. Jiayi was asking am I alright? Coz I really seems abnormal. Nothing serious, just stress so need to eat a hell lot. My habit as usual.
Jeff and me talked alot these few nights. Our topic tonight. Death note! I'm already in the mood. Had changed my blog's picture to it. Can't wait for it to be shown. 28th dec. So long more lor. Okay, here's something about myself before I go orh orh. If I'm depressed, I'll normally do the following.
1) Eat A LOT. Esp junk food.
2) Laughing endlessly. You know what is call qiang yan huan xiao?
3) Blur blur. You'll know if I didn't reply after calling for more than twice.
4) Sleep. Don't care about anything and mia.
5) Either you'll get ignored or you'll get scolded till cham cham.
So beware of these few. Hurhur.
Friday, December 15, 2006
Depression strikes
I'm so seriously sick till I can't type much. The interviewer ps me today. Luckily, if not I'll also be too sick to go. Let me count the medicine I took today. Medicine for gastric, cold, fever, cough, flu. Eh flu and cold got different? Dunno? I just pop whatever medicine I found. Popped some sleeping pills too. Had difficulty sleeping. Guess later I'm going to sleep forever soon. Because I'm going to die of drug overdose. =_=
Not sure what is the reason. But I'm stress like crazy. Been giving myself too much stress till those childhood nightmares keep coming back to hunt me recently. How I got molested while I was in K1. What the damn principal did to drive me to trying to jump off the building. How I caused mum to go for an abortion. Those endless trips to the hospital till I got numb to needles. How I puke too much till blood gosh out. I'm not trying to get attention here. I just wish I can forget all those. Why others can have a happy childhood but I don't? How am I different from others till I'm being treated like an alien?
Having suicidal thoughts too. Went east coast to blow the wind breeze. End up I walk further and further to the sea. Luckily got an uncle stop me. If not I'll appeared in the newspaper's headlines. Worst is I don't even know what am I doing. Just blur blur. I need to visit a psychologist asap. These are signs of depression. Mum's trying to find me one. She's damn worried. I need to relax. Trying not to stress myself but tough. I'm really so tired.
I feel so tired. More sleeping pills please. I really hope to get a good night rest tonight. Curse my mind. What the hell is it thinking? Tired. Really tired of life. Sickening life I've got. By the way, thanks ah jeff for crabbing with me. He never fails to cheer me up a little everytime. I need a rest now to clear my confused mind. Hope I'll be back well soon. Don't worry. Promise I'll be fine very soon. I'm strong. Nothing can beat me. Not even depression.
Not sure what is the reason. But I'm stress like crazy. Been giving myself too much stress till those childhood nightmares keep coming back to hunt me recently. How I got molested while I was in K1. What the damn principal did to drive me to trying to jump off the building. How I caused mum to go for an abortion. Those endless trips to the hospital till I got numb to needles. How I puke too much till blood gosh out. I'm not trying to get attention here. I just wish I can forget all those. Why others can have a happy childhood but I don't? How am I different from others till I'm being treated like an alien?
Having suicidal thoughts too. Went east coast to blow the wind breeze. End up I walk further and further to the sea. Luckily got an uncle stop me. If not I'll appeared in the newspaper's headlines. Worst is I don't even know what am I doing. Just blur blur. I need to visit a psychologist asap. These are signs of depression. Mum's trying to find me one. She's damn worried. I need to relax. Trying not to stress myself but tough. I'm really so tired.
I feel so tired. More sleeping pills please. I really hope to get a good night rest tonight. Curse my mind. What the hell is it thinking? Tired. Really tired of life. Sickening life I've got. By the way, thanks ah jeff for crabbing with me. He never fails to cheer me up a little everytime. I need a rest now to clear my confused mind. Hope I'll be back well soon. Don't worry. Promise I'll be fine very soon. I'm strong. Nothing can beat me. Not even depression.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Jia you again
I spent my whole day sleeping today. What a pig I am. If not what do you want me to do when I'm sick? Go out shop, eat, walk then drop dead? Sore throat, coughing and sneezing non stop. Must have caught a bad flu while I was walking along orchard yesterday night.
Had a short conversation with him today. Asking him what he's busy with recently. Seems he's sick too. Same as me. Sore throat etc. But much more serious than mine. Tried to drag him to the doctor but failed straight. He's damn lazy. Our relationship is as plain as water now. Never talk much. But it's better than arguing and quarreling I guess. Maybe this is a cool down period for us. After this I'm not sure what will happen.
Told him friends around me all shi lian recently. Laughed at myself that maybe I'll be the next. He said I'm thinking too much. Maybe? Still kind of upset that he doesn't know what I want. Later is the moment. Another day of freaking out. Going for the second interview. Told him about it. He just said keep him update and bye. No words of encouragement. Forgive him for that. Maybe it's because he's sick. Okay, I know I'm lying.
As what I've said. Will be going for the second interview later. The interviewer aka vincent called me at night. I had to ps ym di and rasyidah last minute. If this interview is successful, I'll be getting my uniform soon. That's what vincent said. May my cold be gone. I don't want to go "Hi, *sneeze* may I *sneeze* know *sneeze*." =.= He'll sure get scared off by me this way. Jia you RongFang! Jeff's encouragement helps. He knows I'm a gan jiong queen. Seems he's facing some problems too. Jeff jia you too! ^^
If I get this job, I'm going to concentrate 100% on it. No time for other stuff eg online. I'm a very career minded person. Chiong all the way and go for the best. Put all my effort in it. Wish me luck. Online these matters I'll just leave it aside first. Dec is the month for me to chiong. Since habbo changed till don't know what. I can't even use firefox to play. But I must admit that the habbo home is cool. Mei always missed the fun part. Alright, sleeping early to chiong later. PS: M1 3G service's down for quite long already. Wth.
Had a short conversation with him today. Asking him what he's busy with recently. Seems he's sick too. Same as me. Sore throat etc. But much more serious than mine. Tried to drag him to the doctor but failed straight. He's damn lazy. Our relationship is as plain as water now. Never talk much. But it's better than arguing and quarreling I guess. Maybe this is a cool down period for us. After this I'm not sure what will happen.
Told him friends around me all shi lian recently. Laughed at myself that maybe I'll be the next. He said I'm thinking too much. Maybe? Still kind of upset that he doesn't know what I want. Later is the moment. Another day of freaking out. Going for the second interview. Told him about it. He just said keep him update and bye. No words of encouragement. Forgive him for that. Maybe it's because he's sick. Okay, I know I'm lying.
As what I've said. Will be going for the second interview later. The interviewer aka vincent called me at night. I had to ps ym di and rasyidah last minute. If this interview is successful, I'll be getting my uniform soon. That's what vincent said. May my cold be gone. I don't want to go "Hi, *sneeze* may I *sneeze* know *sneeze*." =.= He'll sure get scared off by me this way. Jia you RongFang! Jeff's encouragement helps. He knows I'm a gan jiong queen. Seems he's facing some problems too. Jeff jia you too! ^^
If I get this job, I'm going to concentrate 100% on it. No time for other stuff eg online. I'm a very career minded person. Chiong all the way and go for the best. Put all my effort in it. Wish me luck. Online these matters I'll just leave it aside first. Dec is the month for me to chiong. Since habbo changed till don't know what. I can't even use firefox to play. But I must admit that the habbo home is cool. Mei always missed the fun part. Alright, sleeping early to chiong later. PS: M1 3G service's down for quite long already. Wth.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Xmas lights rocks
Just a short update. Will post some pictures later which I snapped at orchard while roaming. Not in a good mood. It seems that everyone around me are troubled by some kind of stuff. Work, love life, stress from family, financial problems such. And I don't know how to help coz I can't even help myself. If can help I'll help myself first. I had enough of stress. If I can't even settle my own problems, how can I help others?
Mei, xi0ng and me went orchard today. Saw mei's aunt also. So cute and chio. Can't believe she's 10 years older than me and already married. They bought lots of things. While I can only window shop. Really broke. Still no news from the interviewer. Ah jeff asked me to find other lobangs first. Think chances not high. A lot of things happened these few days. I keep stunned in a daze while walking with them. Can't even hear them calling me. Whole day blur blur. Mind very confused. Someone is making me confuse.
Even a call make me vomit blood. He called, I ans, he hang up. I call back, no response liao. Wth? I had enough of hide and seeks and mia game. To think I can even get news that he's with another someone and too bad my friend saw them. So hence I got question by my friend. Asked him about it also no reply. Don't care le. Since now we also don't know what and what le. Haiz.
Something interesting happened after the girls went home. I nearly got knocked down by a car there. Coz as usual I never notice it. Luckily got pulled back by a guy. Then when I board the bus home, also saw the same guy on the bus. There's a seat in front of him yet he said ladies first and offered the seat to me. And guess what? When I reached my stop, I found out he's at the same stop too. I walked where he walked where. Followed me in the lift too. Scared me to death. But then, to my surprise, he's my neighbour upstairs. When did this guy became my neighbour? Handsome young lad. Or is he which aunty's son whom I don't recognize?
Okay, photos time. I love the orchard xmas lights.
Mei, xi0ng and me went orchard today. Saw mei's aunt also. So cute and chio. Can't believe she's 10 years older than me and already married. They bought lots of things. While I can only window shop. Really broke. Still no news from the interviewer. Ah jeff asked me to find other lobangs first. Think chances not high. A lot of things happened these few days. I keep stunned in a daze while walking with them. Can't even hear them calling me. Whole day blur blur. Mind very confused. Someone is making me confuse.
Even a call make me vomit blood. He called, I ans, he hang up. I call back, no response liao. Wth? I had enough of hide and seeks and mia game. To think I can even get news that he's with another someone and too bad my friend saw them. So hence I got question by my friend. Asked him about it also no reply. Don't care le. Since now we also don't know what and what le. Haiz.
Something interesting happened after the girls went home. I nearly got knocked down by a car there. Coz as usual I never notice it. Luckily got pulled back by a guy. Then when I board the bus home, also saw the same guy on the bus. There's a seat in front of him yet he said ladies first and offered the seat to me. And guess what? When I reached my stop, I found out he's at the same stop too. I walked where he walked where. Followed me in the lift too. Scared me to death. But then, to my surprise, he's my neighbour upstairs. When did this guy became my neighbour? Handsome young lad. Or is he which aunty's son whom I don't recognize?
Okay, photos time. I love the orchard xmas lights.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Deep thoughts
There's so much difference. A large gap, or is there a sea in between. It's already a miracle until now. Now is the stage to decide whether to continue or stop it forever. A tough choice. Both are tired. Too tired to hang on or go on anymore. The nightmare had arrived.
From the beginning which is plain like water. Relationship even worse than friends, till not knowing which phrase to describe. Till now. Been so long. Not easy to let go and all these arrived. 3 month's not a long time. Neither is it a short time. It's a time for a choice.
Maybe it's a wrong choice from the start. From character, to background, to thinking's. All are different. This is what two rocks bangs against each other. Sparkles at first but it turns out to be fire soon. Never ending fire. Endless of disagreement and arguments.
No regrets at all. It's a good experience. No matter what is the outcome. Those were the times that let thinking's mature. It's all worth it. Treasure and cherish the time now. Although nobody had an idea when will it last until. Maybe forever? Maybe soon? Maybe tomorrow?
Reconsidering and thinking. Not letting it go that easily. This is the stage to overcome. Drifting more and more as days goes by. Trying to hang on. It's both tough to let go or hang on. Go along with feelings. Let it go by nature. Let it flow. Nobody will know what's the results till the end.
Maybe it will be another miracle. Maybe it's not so lucky anymore. Hope it's the miracle. Just hope for the best. Don't dare to think. Walk along the path chosen. The fate is in hand. Grab it tightly. Make it better. Make it perfect. Just end those gaps in between for now.
From the beginning which is plain like water. Relationship even worse than friends, till not knowing which phrase to describe. Till now. Been so long. Not easy to let go and all these arrived. 3 month's not a long time. Neither is it a short time. It's a time for a choice.
Maybe it's a wrong choice from the start. From character, to background, to thinking's. All are different. This is what two rocks bangs against each other. Sparkles at first but it turns out to be fire soon. Never ending fire. Endless of disagreement and arguments.
No regrets at all. It's a good experience. No matter what is the outcome. Those were the times that let thinking's mature. It's all worth it. Treasure and cherish the time now. Although nobody had an idea when will it last until. Maybe forever? Maybe soon? Maybe tomorrow?
Reconsidering and thinking. Not letting it go that easily. This is the stage to overcome. Drifting more and more as days goes by. Trying to hang on. It's both tough to let go or hang on. Go along with feelings. Let it go by nature. Let it flow. Nobody will know what's the results till the end.
Maybe it will be another miracle. Maybe it's not so lucky anymore. Hope it's the miracle. Just hope for the best. Don't dare to think. Walk along the path chosen. The fate is in hand. Grab it tightly. Make it better. Make it perfect. Just end those gaps in between for now.
Monday, December 11, 2006
Star awards
Tonight = Star Awards. I have lots of complains. But oh well, never mind. Just nagged out a little.
Complain 1: Just wtf is huang yi liang doing? Trying to embarrasses his ex wife lin mei jiao is it? Trying to pass her the award. Mei jiao pro to siam first. 3 years ago the giraffe story and now this. He got brains one anot! If mei jiao's there, I bet the other artistes need to dig a hole for her and let her hide liao. So pai seh lor! And the greatest shock is he actually remarried and got a son. Interesting. I wonder who is the lady who is blur enough to marry him. =X
Complain 2: Why chen wei lian got so many awards one! 2 to be exact. I think one award is enough for him already. He got top 10 and new comer lor. Star award is for actors and actress. Wei lian? If this is an award for singer I have nothing to say. But, oh well. Mediacorp likes him. No choice. I admit I support wei lian last time. But now, after hearing what my friend said, he's wei lian's friend. And wei lian's attitude changed totally after he became famous. I've no comments for it.
Complain 3: Those old birds actor and actress did not get a place in the top 1o. So unfair lor. Yet all those new comers all get to chop a place in. Ar bish mou mou XXX and XXX. Sayang mou mou XXX and XXX. I know chang jiang hou lang tui qian lang. But don't have to let hou lang si zai sha tan shang mah! So poor thing lor. Just look at their disappointed face.
Complain 4: Why cut away aiyoyo chen li ping's speech! It's the last time she can stand on the stage and talk liao okay! Why I said last it's coz I doubt she would get a chance to win best actress or supporting actress anymore. Just look at the way mediacorp likes new comers. Cut her speech to let those lame taiwan artistes perform all those bo liao show? Makes me sleepy sia. It's not funny at all.
Complain 5: Notice the background voice of a female speaking when qi yu wu's performing his thank you speech? Just what the hell is mediacorp's doing? So lousy one. Makes him feel damn pai seh. No wonder he needs a longer time than the others to speak. Coz he got so distracted by the voice I think.
And the list goes on and on. No offence to fans of the artistes I mention above. Just my point of view. You might not agree with me. But you can't stop me from yarking all these out. =X
But there's still some interesting scenes from the show. Eg how junxiong aka elvin goes blur on stage and his thanks speech said till gong gong. LOL! So cute! Hong hui fang and ivy lee's another two blur blur de. These two mummys rocks. How li nan xing and zhang jia hui joked and disturb. Funny lor. 5566's another interesting one. I can yark non stop again. Hahaha. I'll leave it for next year's star awards then say bah. xD
Complain 1: Just wtf is huang yi liang doing? Trying to embarrasses his ex wife lin mei jiao is it? Trying to pass her the award. Mei jiao pro to siam first. 3 years ago the giraffe story and now this. He got brains one anot! If mei jiao's there, I bet the other artistes need to dig a hole for her and let her hide liao. So pai seh lor! And the greatest shock is he actually remarried and got a son. Interesting. I wonder who is the lady who is blur enough to marry him. =X
Complain 2: Why chen wei lian got so many awards one! 2 to be exact. I think one award is enough for him already. He got top 10 and new comer lor. Star award is for actors and actress. Wei lian? If this is an award for singer I have nothing to say. But, oh well. Mediacorp likes him. No choice. I admit I support wei lian last time. But now, after hearing what my friend said, he's wei lian's friend. And wei lian's attitude changed totally after he became famous. I've no comments for it.
Complain 3: Those old birds actor and actress did not get a place in the top 1o. So unfair lor. Yet all those new comers all get to chop a place in. Ar bish mou mou XXX and XXX. Sayang mou mou XXX and XXX. I know chang jiang hou lang tui qian lang. But don't have to let hou lang si zai sha tan shang mah! So poor thing lor. Just look at their disappointed face.
Complain 4: Why cut away aiyoyo chen li ping's speech! It's the last time she can stand on the stage and talk liao okay! Why I said last it's coz I doubt she would get a chance to win best actress or supporting actress anymore. Just look at the way mediacorp likes new comers. Cut her speech to let those lame taiwan artistes perform all those bo liao show? Makes me sleepy sia. It's not funny at all.
Complain 5: Notice the background voice of a female speaking when qi yu wu's performing his thank you speech? Just what the hell is mediacorp's doing? So lousy one. Makes him feel damn pai seh. No wonder he needs a longer time than the others to speak. Coz he got so distracted by the voice I think.
And the list goes on and on. No offence to fans of the artistes I mention above. Just my point of view. You might not agree with me. But you can't stop me from yarking all these out. =X
But there's still some interesting scenes from the show. Eg how junxiong aka elvin goes blur on stage and his thanks speech said till gong gong. LOL! So cute! Hong hui fang and ivy lee's another two blur blur de. These two mummys rocks. How li nan xing and zhang jia hui joked and disturb. Funny lor. 5566's another interesting one. I can yark non stop again. Hahaha. I'll leave it for next year's star awards then say bah. xD
Sunday, December 10, 2006
What a boring satuday
Just a boring saturday. Nothing much to update. Been waiting for the call from the interviewer. Waited and waited. No calls from him. Maybe I tend to be too kiasu. Coz he've already said he'll call NEXT week if I'm hired. It's only saturday today and I'm here screaming and gan jiong-ing away.
Just let me get this job. Please. I don't care if I need to travel all the way to tampines or whatever. I just need the job. Started to do some research on the company which is LeMon. Quite a huge brand leh. The mp3 and other stuffs they selling are quite nice and quite ex too. Muhahaha. Means commission can earn quite a lot then. 5% of the product.
Singnet called and asked if I'll like to renew the contract. Ok lor. Although I'm not really satisfied with singnet's service, but still not bad lar. Still remember I keep calling singnet for tech help last time. And they bother to teach a noob like me. Broadband's super cheap now. $29.95 per month. My current plan is $55 and some more it's slow like a snail. Hope their network will improve.
Told ya it's a boring day today. Couldn't even contact that salmon fish for the whole day. Wonder where he mia to. Let him be. Lazy to even msg or call him le. He want then contact me lor. Whatever. Waste of my time and money when the calls got transfer to voice mail. I rather spent my whole day rotting away in habbo or sleeping. Need to get more rest. I sense a flu and fever coming soon. Sore throat's not any better.
Shi xin hui's album is actually not that bad. But really wonder why the record company changed her style. I like her songs but not her new style. Qing chun type suits her better. Sexy type hor I totally no comments. Go youtube and search for her from taipei to beijing's MV. There you'll see the bad comments. All pushed her aside and said that she's a malaysian. Don't throw SG's face. And you'll see the comments are full of F here F there F everywhere. Can I brainwash them? -_-
Hope sunday will be a better day. I greedy more abit can? Hope the whole next week's a great week. Mon's my lunar birthday. I want mee suah + egg! Heehee. ^^ Really hope I can get the call next week. Plus can be able to contact that fish. -_- Mia game so nice to play? He's another darren. Wonder why when guys are busy they like to play mia game. Anyway I do hope I'll be busy working then I can join in the mia game too. LOL! Guess I'm crazy. I'm dreaming of having a job too much till I'm mad. Hahaha. Wish me luck. =D
PS: I miss matthew. He's a nice friend to talk to. Take care of yourself in Cebu! (: Get me and mei some gifts. LOL! I'm just kidding kid. =P
Just let me get this job. Please. I don't care if I need to travel all the way to tampines or whatever. I just need the job. Started to do some research on the company which is LeMon. Quite a huge brand leh. The mp3 and other stuffs they selling are quite nice and quite ex too. Muhahaha. Means commission can earn quite a lot then. 5% of the product.
Singnet called and asked if I'll like to renew the contract. Ok lor. Although I'm not really satisfied with singnet's service, but still not bad lar. Still remember I keep calling singnet for tech help last time. And they bother to teach a noob like me. Broadband's super cheap now. $29.95 per month. My current plan is $55 and some more it's slow like a snail. Hope their network will improve.
Told ya it's a boring day today. Couldn't even contact that salmon fish for the whole day. Wonder where he mia to. Let him be. Lazy to even msg or call him le. He want then contact me lor. Whatever. Waste of my time and money when the calls got transfer to voice mail. I rather spent my whole day rotting away in habbo or sleeping. Need to get more rest. I sense a flu and fever coming soon. Sore throat's not any better.
Shi xin hui's album is actually not that bad. But really wonder why the record company changed her style. I like her songs but not her new style. Qing chun type suits her better. Sexy type hor I totally no comments. Go youtube and search for her from taipei to beijing's MV. There you'll see the bad comments. All pushed her aside and said that she's a malaysian. Don't throw SG's face. And you'll see the comments are full of F here F there F everywhere. Can I brainwash them? -_-
Hope sunday will be a better day. I greedy more abit can? Hope the whole next week's a great week. Mon's my lunar birthday. I want mee suah + egg! Heehee. ^^ Really hope I can get the call next week. Plus can be able to contact that fish. -_- Mia game so nice to play? He's another darren. Wonder why when guys are busy they like to play mia game. Anyway I do hope I'll be busy working then I can join in the mia game too. LOL! Guess I'm crazy. I'm dreaming of having a job too much till I'm mad. Hahaha. Wish me luck. =D
PS: I miss matthew. He's a nice friend to talk to. Take care of yourself in Cebu! (: Get me and mei some gifts. LOL! I'm just kidding kid. =P
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Shopping trip
I guess from dd mei's blog you guys had already knew that we went out today. Since she posted a chao ta version of our picture. I'll post a too bright version of it too. Sorry lor. Cannot let you people see our her face one. Coz
1) She's too chio to be seen. xD
2) She got 2 eyes, 2 ears, 1 nose and 1 mouth just like you.
3) Just coz she's my mei lor. -_-?
LOL!
Anyway I know almost ALL of you saw my photo before. But shun bian lah. Cover myself this ugly char boh up too lor. Die die cannot let you people see my dd mei one lah! =P Hence I decided to play with photoshop. And tada~!
He popped over to say, take care of myself okay, must eat later okay, call mum to tell her I'll be going home for dinner okay, be careful okay. All these in less then 5 mins. And off he goes again. Lidat nia. My movie wasted lah! But oh well, since he got xim to come over to jp from je to just meet me for a few mins. Quite touched lah. But gan dong is gan dong. I still want to say why his hair and clothes don't match one! Hair dyed until so golden. Become golden salmon liao. More jia lat than darren de last time. And some more he's in formal wear. I was like ??? when he walked over. Didn't notice it's him until he looked at me. Must be the first person to don't recognize bf. -_-
Parted with mei at 6pm. Thanks for the shirt! It suits me really well. Mei so pro. Know my size sia. Hahaha. Chatted with ning jie all the way from je back to home. Then back at home still can chatted for dunno how long. She called me to explain some stuffs. You see ah. Rumours and gossips are darn scary. The more it spreads the more the news changed. -_- I've nearly lost darren this buddy coz of those damn online paparazzi. So yeah. Will be careful when dealing with these stuffs from now on.
My throat hurts badly. Can't even talk well now. I need a doctor asap. My poor throat. =(
1) She's too chio to be seen. xD
2) She got 2 eyes, 2 ears, 1 nose and 1 mouth just like you.
3) Just coz she's my mei lor. -_-?
LOL!
Anyway I know almost ALL of you saw my photo before. But shun bian lah. Cover myself this ugly char boh up too lor. Die die cannot let you people see my dd mei one lah! =P Hence I decided to play with photoshop. And tada~!
Muhahahahaha! Lalalalala~ =P
We really had a very enjoyable day. Only after my YM lao di left. =P Shopped at gals shops. Eg: This fashion and chameleon. Correct spelling boh? Bought two tops at this fashion. Imma gonna be broke this month. Mum was very unhappy with the tops I bought. Jealous to be exact. Saying why can't she wear this kind of clothes. Reason's simple. The size don't fit her. =X And she boh happy whole night. Lidat also can. -_-? Dad asked her don't bother to envy her own daughter. -_-'''
The 3 of us went to watch happy feet. The characters are so cute. Too cute till I nearly dozed off in the cinema. LOL! Maybe I'm really too old for cartoons. Heng got kieran's sms and ALOT of calls to wake me up. I set to silent mode one. I'm a good citizen okay! Salmon suddenly said he popped over to jp to find me. So off I went to meet him before the movie ended. And I damn regret not watching the ending part. Seems it's very interesting.He popped over to say, take care of myself okay, must eat later okay, call mum to tell her I'll be going home for dinner okay, be careful okay. All these in less then 5 mins. And off he goes again. Lidat nia. My movie wasted lah! But oh well, since he got xim to come over to jp from je to just meet me for a few mins. Quite touched lah. But gan dong is gan dong. I still want to say why his hair and clothes don't match one! Hair dyed until so golden. Become golden salmon liao. More jia lat than darren de last time. And some more he's in formal wear. I was like ??? when he walked over. Didn't notice it's him until he looked at me. Must be the first person to don't recognize bf. -_-
Parted with mei at 6pm. Thanks for the shirt! It suits me really well. Mei so pro. Know my size sia. Hahaha. Chatted with ning jie all the way from je back to home. Then back at home still can chatted for dunno how long. She called me to explain some stuffs. You see ah. Rumours and gossips are darn scary. The more it spreads the more the news changed. -_- I've nearly lost darren this buddy coz of those damn online paparazzi. So yeah. Will be careful when dealing with these stuffs from now on.
My throat hurts badly. Can't even talk well now. I need a doctor asap. My poor throat. =(
Friday, December 08, 2006
Job interview session
Today went job interview. Thanks to yan jie who brought me to sim lim. Otherwise I sure lost my way and bang into dunno what building de wall. Lol. The interview was okay. Interviewer's a cute ''korkor''. As if I'm very young lidat. -_- He's very friendly and kind. Never shoot me those unexpected questions. A very relaxing interview. Went really well.
Also don't know why I'm not nervous through out the interview. Just answer the questions he asked lor. And pei xiao. Smiling non stop. -_- Heng never throw jeff de face. Otherwise got killed by him straight. Lol. Would get a call next week if I'm hired. Work place might be at tampines. Zzz. So de far. But no choice. Poor people have to work. Unlike those da shao ye.
I don't know what the hell is he laughing at. He = That fish. Going for interview also laugh. And laughed till super scary that kind. Sounds like xin zai le huo. I was damn pissed. No encouragement from him it's okay. Never mind. Then laugh laugh laugh simi gui? Laugh your head off best la. Fark. =l Grr! What a funny joke.
Enough talk about it. Went shopping with yan jie at far east. This fashion rocks. Spent a bomb there. My pocket kosong liao. Walk here walk there lor. Later still going out with shipei to jp for lunch. Di might be joining too. He still owe me 10 bucks for the cab fare. Zzz. No money shop liao. At most window shop only.
Chatting with mei on the phone now. Cannot sleep early tonight. But need to wake early later. Meeting them for lunch at 12nn. Then before that if I can wake up in time, will chiong over to ROM to attend a friend's engagement. I bought pretty clothes le. ^^ Shipei mei said can see me in formal wear. Maybe bah. If I'm not lazy to go.
Think tonight is a good feng shui night. PJH msg me. Darren also msg me in msn. They same time go NS same time back. I wonder. Same platoon? Not such a coincidence bah? Hahaha. Saying about p word. I typed platform as platoform just now. -_- Laughed till pengz. Plato, you win liao lor. Lol. Very distracted lar. Can't talk and type at the same time. Go orh orh better. (:
Also don't know why I'm not nervous through out the interview. Just answer the questions he asked lor. And pei xiao. Smiling non stop. -_- Heng never throw jeff de face. Otherwise got killed by him straight. Lol. Would get a call next week if I'm hired. Work place might be at tampines. Zzz. So de far. But no choice. Poor people have to work. Unlike those da shao ye.
I don't know what the hell is he laughing at. He = That fish. Going for interview also laugh. And laughed till super scary that kind. Sounds like xin zai le huo. I was damn pissed. No encouragement from him it's okay. Never mind. Then laugh laugh laugh simi gui? Laugh your head off best la. Fark. =l Grr! What a funny joke.
Enough talk about it. Went shopping with yan jie at far east. This fashion rocks. Spent a bomb there. My pocket kosong liao. Walk here walk there lor. Later still going out with shipei to jp for lunch. Di might be joining too. He still owe me 10 bucks for the cab fare. Zzz. No money shop liao. At most window shop only.
Chatting with mei on the phone now. Cannot sleep early tonight. But need to wake early later. Meeting them for lunch at 12nn. Then before that if I can wake up in time, will chiong over to ROM to attend a friend's engagement. I bought pretty clothes le. ^^ Shipei mei said can see me in formal wear. Maybe bah. If I'm not lazy to go.
Think tonight is a good feng shui night. PJH msg me. Darren also msg me in msn. They same time go NS same time back. I wonder. Same platoon? Not such a coincidence bah? Hahaha. Saying about p word. I typed platform as platoform just now. -_- Laughed till pengz. Plato, you win liao lor. Lol. Very distracted lar. Can't talk and type at the same time. Go orh orh better. (:
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Jia you
I just noticed that my mouth is damn evil and bad. Can scold vulgarities till so power. Guess not many people kana my scolding before. Don't try to have a taste of it okay. It kills. Time to change my temper too. Even I got terrified by myself. Scary sia. My mum was like saying how can I work with this temper of mine. Sibei lian.
Jeff got me a job lobang. Thanks ah! Still bf is the best. Friends are the best we can get in this world. Will be going for a job interview at sim lim later. Dragging yan jie along. I scared I lost my way. Super sua gu one. Nice to have a jie staying in BP too. Anyway I just knew that jeff still read and link to my blog. Wah lao eh. Next time tell me in advance first. In case I just scold like siao in my blog. Damn pai seh one.
Ning jie is still in a bad mood. She's not going with us later. Guess she's still troubled by the matter. Jie don't think ler. If at most can't tahan. Just give the guy two tight slaps and ask him go bang wall. Sorry hor, I'm lidat one. That damn scary and fierce. If I kana back stab or betray, or anything that pissed me, I won't hesitate to grab a chopper and chase over.
The problem is solved. No more ''sharks'' chasing after me. Thanks to a good friend of mine. Money is indeed important. And I'm really short of cash for now. Waited for so many months and got ps the job. Quite pissed ler. But what to do. Except to find another one asap. When I'm mad hor, I can do anything or make any stupid decision. Well, better don't for this time.
Starting to drift from *youknowwho*. Kana a scolding today. Yar lar. I'm stupid lar. As if I wish for it. If no choice I won't choose that path too. Seems buddy is back. Guess he will be my next target to rawr at. Pity him first. Hahaha. Mei went off early. Never had a good talk with her. If I really get the job. Guess I'll be busy and will mia more. Jia you! Believe in myself.
I MUST GET THE JOB! YES I CAN DO IT! =D
Jeff got me a job lobang. Thanks ah! Still bf is the best. Friends are the best we can get in this world. Will be going for a job interview at sim lim later. Dragging yan jie along. I scared I lost my way. Super sua gu one. Nice to have a jie staying in BP too. Anyway I just knew that jeff still read and link to my blog. Wah lao eh. Next time tell me in advance first. In case I just scold like siao in my blog. Damn pai seh one.
Ning jie is still in a bad mood. She's not going with us later. Guess she's still troubled by the matter. Jie don't think ler. If at most can't tahan. Just give the guy two tight slaps and ask him go bang wall. Sorry hor, I'm lidat one. That damn scary and fierce. If I kana back stab or betray, or anything that pissed me, I won't hesitate to grab a chopper and chase over.
The problem is solved. No more ''sharks'' chasing after me. Thanks to a good friend of mine. Money is indeed important. And I'm really short of cash for now. Waited for so many months and got ps the job. Quite pissed ler. But what to do. Except to find another one asap. When I'm mad hor, I can do anything or make any stupid decision. Well, better don't for this time.
Starting to drift from *youknowwho*. Kana a scolding today. Yar lar. I'm stupid lar. As if I wish for it. If no choice I won't choose that path too. Seems buddy is back. Guess he will be my next target to rawr at. Pity him first. Hahaha. Mei went off early. Never had a good talk with her. If I really get the job. Guess I'll be busy and will mia more. Jia you! Believe in myself.
I MUST GET THE JOB! YES I CAN DO IT! =D
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Double the trouble
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
I miss mei! She's back at last!
MUACKS MUACKS!
Miss her so much. After a long wait. (1 whole week) She's finally back from HK. Time for her to listen to my nagging and complains. I have so much to say to her. Feeling so bottled up. Only mei understands me well to share my problems. But kind of sad too. Matthew went overseas ler. One back one go.
Friday I still need to go to Cindy's ROM. The girls forced me to wear skirt. Damn it. Don't think I will go. Let them talk for all they can. Say I don't get along with them blah. Whatever. More and more of my friends are going ROM or getting married. Getting married is the in thing for now is it? So early step into grave. I've no comments for this. I think they're mad.
The job is a gone case. Need to find another one real soon. After waited for 4 whole months, the job flew away. Zzz. Jitao sian. Shanghai's job offer I finally decided to ps it. My friend there de leh? Can kill people. 11am-8pm. First 2-3 months going for training starting from 8am. Means 12 hours a day. Pay 3 bucks per hour. Is like wth. This kind of job well, don't think I'll grab it.
I feel so fuck up. All things screwed. Not what I expected. Not the way I want. I owe people tons of money now. Don't even know where to get money to fill up the bottomless pit. An advice here. Never ever borrow money from here to pay there. If not for friends I won't borrow money from them. Zzz. It's a never ending story. I despo now. Despo for money. Settling the matter myself. Don't want to bother anyone about this.
I actually told salmon I'll do anything for the sake of money. He asked me is that including doing *youknowwhat*. I didn't say *that? Please lor. Even if I want others also don't want. Wth. Still got a ''scolding'' from him. Saying if I need money tell him blah blah blah. But I'm stubborn. I'll solve the matter myself. Think I've murdered him today. Making him so pissed off. He's starting to buay tahan my temper. What's becoming of me now? Don't know?
My motto for now. For the sake of money. I'm willing to do anything. Even if it cost me my life. Serious. Without money I can't go for treatment or pay bills. Money is definitely important. Live for the sake of making money. That's what I'm after now. Pissed ler. Can't even accept the job I want. Salmon ok lar. Kind of support. But my parents poured a bucket of cold water over me. Everything never try how can success? Shanghai. My dream. Trashed.
I miss mei! She's back at last!
MUACKS MUACKS!
Miss her so much. After a long wait. (1 whole week) She's finally back from HK. Time for her to listen to my nagging and complains. I have so much to say to her. Feeling so bottled up. Only mei understands me well to share my problems. But kind of sad too. Matthew went overseas ler. One back one go.
Friday I still need to go to Cindy's ROM. The girls forced me to wear skirt. Damn it. Don't think I will go. Let them talk for all they can. Say I don't get along with them blah. Whatever. More and more of my friends are going ROM or getting married. Getting married is the in thing for now is it? So early step into grave. I've no comments for this. I think they're mad.
The job is a gone case. Need to find another one real soon. After waited for 4 whole months, the job flew away. Zzz. Jitao sian. Shanghai's job offer I finally decided to ps it. My friend there de leh? Can kill people. 11am-8pm. First 2-3 months going for training starting from 8am. Means 12 hours a day. Pay 3 bucks per hour. Is like wth. This kind of job well, don't think I'll grab it.
I feel so fuck up. All things screwed. Not what I expected. Not the way I want. I owe people tons of money now. Don't even know where to get money to fill up the bottomless pit. An advice here. Never ever borrow money from here to pay there. If not for friends I won't borrow money from them. Zzz. It's a never ending story. I despo now. Despo for money. Settling the matter myself. Don't want to bother anyone about this.
I actually told salmon I'll do anything for the sake of money. He asked me is that including doing *youknowwhat*. I didn't say *that? Please lor. Even if I want others also don't want. Wth. Still got a ''scolding'' from him. Saying if I need money tell him blah blah blah. But I'm stubborn. I'll solve the matter myself. Think I've murdered him today. Making him so pissed off. He's starting to buay tahan my temper. What's becoming of me now? Don't know?
My motto for now. For the sake of money. I'm willing to do anything. Even if it cost me my life. Serious. Without money I can't go for treatment or pay bills. Money is definitely important. Live for the sake of making money. That's what I'm after now. Pissed ler. Can't even accept the job I want. Salmon ok lar. Kind of support. But my parents poured a bucket of cold water over me. Everything never try how can success? Shanghai. My dream. Trashed.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Vexing matters
Don't know how should I type it tonight. Just got myself a very shocking news. Well, not any new news actually. But don't know why I'm that shock when it came from uncle's mouth. Perhaps I know it can be confirmed when it's said by uncle. What should I do? Uncle tell me what should I do? I'm very confused now. Should I continue escaping or face it?
Following my jie I called him uncle too. He really can be a nice person to talk to. No wonder so many xiao mei meis like him. Got another shock too when uncle told me he's *Iknowwho*. I was like WHAT? Know that person and uncle so long. Today just know they're both the same person. Is like wth. But it's not too shocking for me compare to that news. Maybe I'm in the wrong too at first. Over play with fire till it burns me. Just like jie and him.
If only I'm allowed to work in shanghai. Uncle F got me a job there. To do some paper works in an office. The office is kind of a school. Don't know how to explain it. But my parents don't allow. Salmon don't allow too. Saying I'm not familiar there. Later got cheated. Don't worry. Uncle F can be trusted. Unlike that someone. Whom I'm not sure if I should trust or not to. What is he after etc. I don't even know. Oh yah. Nearly get murder by my doctor who came chasing me with questions regarding salmon. Spare me doc.
I feel like taking up the challenge. Cos of the salary and contract they're offering? Around $3000 per month plus I'm allowed to continue my studies. You won't know how much I wish to study. Although I know it's not the right job for me. Only allowed to come back per 2 months for a couple of days. I know this kind of job is not suitable for me. But can't my parents and him give me support? I'm not young anymore. Time to plan for my future.
I don't want to hurt a best friend. No way am I losing this friend. I don't want to give in too. So vexed. And I know I shouldn't escape anymore. Uncle better get me some news soon. Don't know what's wrong with me. I can cried cos of this topic. Just cos I don't know what to do. Such a failure. Don't dare to accept it. Sorry if I've hurt you in any way. My bf. Best friend.
Think I should just go out and rot just like today. Rot till late night then come back. Smoke and drink to my fill again. Man, I'm so vexed. Mei hurry come back. I need you to complain to. Listening to JJ Lin's wu jun de si nian is nice when you're facing such a problem. The problem plus the shanghai matter can totally drained off my energy and brain cells. I need some time alone for now. Time to think. It's time to settle it once and for all.
Following my jie I called him uncle too. He really can be a nice person to talk to. No wonder so many xiao mei meis like him. Got another shock too when uncle told me he's *Iknowwho*. I was like WHAT? Know that person and uncle so long. Today just know they're both the same person. Is like wth. But it's not too shocking for me compare to that news. Maybe I'm in the wrong too at first. Over play with fire till it burns me. Just like jie and him.
If only I'm allowed to work in shanghai. Uncle F got me a job there. To do some paper works in an office. The office is kind of a school. Don't know how to explain it. But my parents don't allow. Salmon don't allow too. Saying I'm not familiar there. Later got cheated. Don't worry. Uncle F can be trusted. Unlike that someone. Whom I'm not sure if I should trust or not to. What is he after etc. I don't even know. Oh yah. Nearly get murder by my doctor who came chasing me with questions regarding salmon. Spare me doc.
I feel like taking up the challenge. Cos of the salary and contract they're offering? Around $3000 per month plus I'm allowed to continue my studies. You won't know how much I wish to study. Although I know it's not the right job for me. Only allowed to come back per 2 months for a couple of days. I know this kind of job is not suitable for me. But can't my parents and him give me support? I'm not young anymore. Time to plan for my future.
I don't want to hurt a best friend. No way am I losing this friend. I don't want to give in too. So vexed. And I know I shouldn't escape anymore. Uncle better get me some news soon. Don't know what's wrong with me. I can cried cos of this topic. Just cos I don't know what to do. Such a failure. Don't dare to accept it. Sorry if I've hurt you in any way. My bf. Best friend.
Think I should just go out and rot just like today. Rot till late night then come back. Smoke and drink to my fill again. Man, I'm so vexed. Mei hurry come back. I need you to complain to. Listening to JJ Lin's wu jun de si nian is nice when you're facing such a problem. The problem plus the shanghai matter can totally drained off my energy and brain cells. I need some time alone for now. Time to think. It's time to settle it once and for all.
Monday, December 04, 2006
Petty messy
Why are guys so petty? It's just such a small matter. If I knew this would have happened, I won't tell you that someone saw you. Why is it so coincidence that he saw you. I promised that person I won't say it out. Angry over this is unreasonable. Unless you did something abcdefg and don't want anyone to know. If not I don't think this is a serious matter. I just knew that guys have pms too. -.-
Darling sis forgive me lah. Don't angry le pls?
Di came over today and stir up a havoc at my house. Can die man. I just know that salmon and him can laugh like mad and gang up to sabo me. Win liao lor. Guys are crazy sometimes. And not forgetting buddy. He.. He.. He.. had totally forgotten about my birthday. Reason is he's out whole night. And I think I know who is he with. :) Sms him to scream. Feeling better now. We're quits. Coz I forgot about his birthday too. -.-
I had a nice candid shot with di. We pose as puffer fishes. So cute lor! Reminds me of how darling sis would disturb me when I'm angry and become puffer fish. I treasure friendship a lot. Esp close friends. Sian. Everything seems to be in a mess. Salmon there de job might be a gone case. His sis plans to close down the shop. What the. Such a pity. But alright, I'm in no stand to comment about it.
Guess the only matter that cheers me up is to know that ming dao's new show angel lover is showing in SG by next year's march. Only hello kitty and ming dao's news can cheer me up. Perhaps another one. Chengxi! His new show is broadcasting later tonight. So yan dao weh!
I want to snap another photo with salmon. See is chengxi or him more yan dao. Hahaha. His answer is freaking funny. Must let him dye his hair first before we took the photo. = ='' I plan to dye my hair again. Going for purplish red this time. Or maybe back to my old colour?
Thinking of what salmon stir up just now can laugh till bones break. He don't even know how to fry an egg. Ended out di teached him via phone. Me? Sorry, I only know how to eat. LOL! And I'm hungry again now. Time for makan. Well, actually I'm sort of tired already. But must hang on! Hang on on on! Don't understand what I'm talking about? Never mind then. (:
Darling sis forgive me lah. Don't angry le pls?
Di came over today and stir up a havoc at my house. Can die man. I just know that salmon and him can laugh like mad and gang up to sabo me. Win liao lor. Guys are crazy sometimes. And not forgetting buddy. He.. He.. He.. had totally forgotten about my birthday. Reason is he's out whole night. And I think I know who is he with. :) Sms him to scream. Feeling better now. We're quits. Coz I forgot about his birthday too. -.-
I had a nice candid shot with di. We pose as puffer fishes. So cute lor! Reminds me of how darling sis would disturb me when I'm angry and become puffer fish. I treasure friendship a lot. Esp close friends. Sian. Everything seems to be in a mess. Salmon there de job might be a gone case. His sis plans to close down the shop. What the. Such a pity. But alright, I'm in no stand to comment about it.
Guess the only matter that cheers me up is to know that ming dao's new show angel lover is showing in SG by next year's march. Only hello kitty and ming dao's news can cheer me up. Perhaps another one. Chengxi! His new show is broadcasting later tonight. So yan dao weh!
I want to snap another photo with salmon. See is chengxi or him more yan dao. Hahaha. His answer is freaking funny. Must let him dye his hair first before we took the photo. = ='' I plan to dye my hair again. Going for purplish red this time. Or maybe back to my old colour?
Thinking of what salmon stir up just now can laugh till bones break. He don't even know how to fry an egg. Ended out di teached him via phone. Me? Sorry, I only know how to eat. LOL! And I'm hungry again now. Time for makan. Well, actually I'm sort of tired already. But must hang on! Hang on on on! Don't understand what I'm talking about? Never mind then. (:
Sunday, December 03, 2006
My happy birthday
Just lidat. Birthday's over. I'm officially 21. A grown up. *Groan* How I wish I'm still young. Can I be 12 instead of 21? My 21st birthday's still not that bad. There's a small family celebration with lots of food. Busy stuffing myself with food today. Think I've gain back the 2.5kgs I lost. Hahaha.
Been quite touched by some of my friends wishes. Received about 10 birthday wishes. Once again, thanks my dear family and friends for those warm wishes. But too bad none's from him. Him = buddy. He had totally forgotten about my birthday. Sort of upset. But well never mind. I'm drifting more and more from him. Actually that's not too bad. Hahaha.
This is the first time my dad wished me a happy birthday. Was caught by surprise. Totally stunned there. For 21 years of my life I've got what I wanted. A warm wish from my dad. Although he pronounce birthday as bird day. = = Funny dad and funny family members I had. Really had a very interesting and relaxing day today.
Spending birthday with family is not a bad choice too. Although it's just some chit chatting and makan-ing session. The only bad thing for today is my dad's side cousins and my mum's side cousins treated each other like strangers. Abit pai seh. No choice. They don't really know each other well. But guess I treated both sides fair and square. Not much pai seh moments.
Got 2 ang baos each from my kai ma and aunt. There's a blue note each inside. Teehee. Thanks my dear aunts. Cousin fenni gave me a huge box. A round one. I thought she bought a cake over or something. Pretty tied with red ribbon some more. = = But instead it's a cute soft toy doggie inside. Awww. So cute. Thanks gal. About twins. Well. They forgotten to bring the present. = ='' Two blur sotongs. Hahaha.
My cousin yang changed a lot. He looks so man now. No more chubby ah boy. No more baby fat. But still as cute as ever. Was ''fooling around'' with our hps. And discovered that there's some bad points about my phone. Well, what to do? FOC phones are lidat. Twins played maple for almost half the day. Then it's cake cutting time. Thanks mum for buying me this delicious cake. My favourite fruit cake. Yum yum.
Thanks to my 4 dear cousins, I've had a relaxing and really a happy birthday. And thanks to salmon too. For the so many calls he made to me although he's busy. If only he will do it every time. How I wish it's my birthday everyday. I feel like a queen today. Being pampered all day. Some pictures before I go off. Have a drool at my cake. Well, too bad it's in my tummy now. Hahaha. ''Enjoy'' the cake. =P
PS: Any singnet users experience high smooth network speed today? Mine's flying smoothly like a plane. Singnet siao ah? Siao everyday then. (:
My birthday cake! Mango + Strawberries + Kiwis = YUM!
I really like this photo. The Tan's cousins all together. 3 of us! Yay!
My lousy 1.3 mega pixel cam VS my cousin's 2.0 mega pixel cam, compare the huge difference between this photo and the one above.
Pai seh. Not posting my twin cousins photos. One is super dark and the other is dark till buay sai see. See, told ya my phone sux. The cam's quality kills.
Been quite touched by some of my friends wishes. Received about 10 birthday wishes. Once again, thanks my dear family and friends for those warm wishes. But too bad none's from him. Him = buddy. He had totally forgotten about my birthday. Sort of upset. But well never mind. I'm drifting more and more from him. Actually that's not too bad. Hahaha.
This is the first time my dad wished me a happy birthday. Was caught by surprise. Totally stunned there. For 21 years of my life I've got what I wanted. A warm wish from my dad. Although he pronounce birthday as bird day. = = Funny dad and funny family members I had. Really had a very interesting and relaxing day today.
Spending birthday with family is not a bad choice too. Although it's just some chit chatting and makan-ing session. The only bad thing for today is my dad's side cousins and my mum's side cousins treated each other like strangers. Abit pai seh. No choice. They don't really know each other well. But guess I treated both sides fair and square. Not much pai seh moments.
Got 2 ang baos each from my kai ma and aunt. There's a blue note each inside. Teehee. Thanks my dear aunts. Cousin fenni gave me a huge box. A round one. I thought she bought a cake over or something. Pretty tied with red ribbon some more. = = But instead it's a cute soft toy doggie inside. Awww. So cute. Thanks gal. About twins. Well. They forgotten to bring the present. = ='' Two blur sotongs. Hahaha.
My cousin yang changed a lot. He looks so man now. No more chubby ah boy. No more baby fat. But still as cute as ever. Was ''fooling around'' with our hps. And discovered that there's some bad points about my phone. Well, what to do? FOC phones are lidat. Twins played maple for almost half the day. Then it's cake cutting time. Thanks mum for buying me this delicious cake. My favourite fruit cake. Yum yum.
Thanks to my 4 dear cousins, I've had a relaxing and really a happy birthday. And thanks to salmon too. For the so many calls he made to me although he's busy. If only he will do it every time. How I wish it's my birthday everyday. I feel like a queen today. Being pampered all day. Some pictures before I go off. Have a drool at my cake. Well, too bad it's in my tummy now. Hahaha. ''Enjoy'' the cake. =P
PS: Any singnet users experience high smooth network speed today? Mine's flying smoothly like a plane. Singnet siao ah? Siao everyday then. (:
My birthday cake! Mango + Strawberries + Kiwis = YUM!
I really like this photo. The Tan's cousins all together. 3 of us! Yay!
My lousy 1.3 mega pixel cam VS my cousin's 2.0 mega pixel cam, compare the huge difference between this photo and the one above.
Pai seh. Not posting my twin cousins photos. One is super dark and the other is dark till buay sai see. See, told ya my phone sux. The cam's quality kills.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
It's my birthday
Finally it's my birthday. At last I'm 21. Old liao. Hahaha. I'm so glad so many of my dear friends and siblings still remember my birthday. Thanks for all the wishes and testis. Esp mei. Who smsed me from HK. Never bai teng ni. Darling sis really knows how to trick me. I'm amazed and amused by his way of wishing. Never forgetting kieran too who played a part. Hahaha.
Had a so call great day today. The day before my exact birthday. Went out with two of my jiejies, ning jie and yan jie. They gave me lovely birthday gifts. Ning jie handmade a bracelet for me. And yan jie did a wonderful piece of artwork for me. Thanks my two jies. ^^ Went PS for shopping. Then went funan to find jeff. I spent ALL the cash in my wallet today. Not even a single cent left. Dang it! I don't wish for it too okay. My shoe's spoilt again? Yeah. And coz of this shoe thingy I had a BIG and FIERCE quarrel with jeff.
Bought K One's album. Finally managed to find one at sembawang music. Thanks to a kind soul who gave up his/her piece. I almost searched the whole SG for this album. That's one thing for me to be glad today. About the shoe. I rather wear my old shoe. Pity my poor pocket. I need to spent on shoes again and again. Can one pair last me longer anot?
Think today's feng shui's not very well. A lot of disagreements and arguments going on among us. Yan jie and ning jie. We chase yan jie all the way to the bus stop for her forgiveness. About jeff and me. Also the most scariest. I wonder why our relationship turned out this way. Want to care yet want to quarrel. Wth? We're still friends aren't we? Just coz of those small problems things turned out this way. So long le. Still bring up those old matters to score. Jeff! Oh well. Forget it. He asked ning jie to pass me a coffee bean card. Think that's his precious baobei. Why? Don't treat me so good. Please. Don't make me feel bad.
Never had a chance to talk with him much. Look, I'm trying to find a chance to have a chat with him. Yet his attitude kills. And the talk becomes suaning and argument. It's best not to talk. I'm not surprised that he's shock like hell when he saw me outside the shop today. But I'm surprised by the way he talked to me today. Trying to find a way to kill me like that. Am sorry for making ning jie so sandwich between us. Actually I'm caught by surprise that he still remembered my birthday so clearly.
A special thanks to yan jie fu. Yan jie's bf for being such a nice guy trying to find the shoe's shop for me. Well, one sentence. Everything just went wrong today. Can I have a smooth sailing day ahead later? Just the start of dec and all sala stuff appeared. I was man yuan-ing all the way from suntec back to bp to yan jie. Pity her poor ears. Sorry yan jie. Was complaining about guys. Him, that him and that that him. I wonder if buddy will remember my birthday anot?
Had a long and tired day. Can't hang on anymore. Time to snooze in bed. Mum's planning a small party and asking my cousins over for some fun. Hope it's a great day later. Hope. It. Is.
Lastly, happy birthday to myself. :D
Had a so call great day today. The day before my exact birthday. Went out with two of my jiejies, ning jie and yan jie. They gave me lovely birthday gifts. Ning jie handmade a bracelet for me. And yan jie did a wonderful piece of artwork for me. Thanks my two jies. ^^ Went PS for shopping. Then went funan to find jeff. I spent ALL the cash in my wallet today. Not even a single cent left. Dang it! I don't wish for it too okay. My shoe's spoilt again? Yeah. And coz of this shoe thingy I had a BIG and FIERCE quarrel with jeff.
Bought K One's album. Finally managed to find one at sembawang music. Thanks to a kind soul who gave up his/her piece. I almost searched the whole SG for this album. That's one thing for me to be glad today. About the shoe. I rather wear my old shoe. Pity my poor pocket. I need to spent on shoes again and again. Can one pair last me longer anot?
Think today's feng shui's not very well. A lot of disagreements and arguments going on among us. Yan jie and ning jie. We chase yan jie all the way to the bus stop for her forgiveness. About jeff and me. Also the most scariest. I wonder why our relationship turned out this way. Want to care yet want to quarrel. Wth? We're still friends aren't we? Just coz of those small problems things turned out this way. So long le. Still bring up those old matters to score. Jeff! Oh well. Forget it. He asked ning jie to pass me a coffee bean card. Think that's his precious baobei. Why? Don't treat me so good. Please. Don't make me feel bad.
Never had a chance to talk with him much. Look, I'm trying to find a chance to have a chat with him. Yet his attitude kills. And the talk becomes suaning and argument. It's best not to talk. I'm not surprised that he's shock like hell when he saw me outside the shop today. But I'm surprised by the way he talked to me today. Trying to find a way to kill me like that. Am sorry for making ning jie so sandwich between us. Actually I'm caught by surprise that he still remembered my birthday so clearly.
A special thanks to yan jie fu. Yan jie's bf for being such a nice guy trying to find the shoe's shop for me. Well, one sentence. Everything just went wrong today. Can I have a smooth sailing day ahead later? Just the start of dec and all sala stuff appeared. I was man yuan-ing all the way from suntec back to bp to yan jie. Pity her poor ears. Sorry yan jie. Was complaining about guys. Him, that him and that that him. I wonder if buddy will remember my birthday anot?
Had a long and tired day. Can't hang on anymore. Time to snooze in bed. Mum's planning a small party and asking my cousins over for some fun. Hope it's a great day later. Hope. It. Is.
Lastly, happy birthday to myself. :D
Friday, December 01, 2006
The fishy tales
Silly me. I forget to watch superstar's results! Sheet! Who knows about the results please tell me ok! Now back to tonight's topic. Fishy tales. O_O?
As I said yesterday I'll be going out with salmon. But not to eat salmon. He treated me to swensens instead. Saw a lot of penguins posters there! Yum yum!? Happy feet! I want to catch that movie!
But before the meal he made me pissed again. From 12 noon waited until 4pm there's no sign of him. And his reply was coming ''soon''. If you can't make it in time, tell me then. Instead of saying soon soon and letting me wait like hell. Sent him a sms asking him how to spell DU LAN. Then at last got some ''news'' back. 4pm le lor. Freaking hell. Starve from 12pm to 4pm. -_-
We had fish and chips at swensens. Didn't manage to finish the two big chunks of fish. Ate one and left the other untouched. Sort of wasted. He was like saying. Eat fish! Why eat kantang? (Fries) Ask your mama fish or potato more ex? Then my joke more 'power'. I asked him why did he order fish and chips? Coz he want to finish the fish and starve the cats to death? So they won't chase him to eat. (Note: He's a mouse.) Cold till~~~
Couldn't get used to eating in swensens. Those ang mo food and surrounding are making me uncomfortable. And he noticed that. Asking me to be flexible blah blah. Now his turn to man yuan and complained. My mood jitao dropped till minus zero. Simply no mood. He always choose the wrong place to discuss a wrong topic. Asked him to settle the bill and get out of that freaking place. I told him I couldn't breathe well in swensens. -_-
Walked here and there then back home soon. Fast hor? Salmon's a busyfish man leh. Coz later need to go out with my jiejies also. Need to come home and rest early. Okay lah. I admit I'm unreasonable at times too. I'm not very understanding. Only know how to complain. For instance, he made me wait 4 hours right? I made him wait 40 mins at my block downstairs while I dilly dally slowly. LOL! Evil me. 4 hours compare to 40 mins is nothing. Muhahaha.
He's a da shao ye yet apologized like mad. Those di sheng xia qi type. From my house to the bus stop all the way non stop. Win liao lor. But I still gave him a not happy look. Guess I'm really went too far. When I'm in a bad mood, I think only a few knows how to cheer me up. Haha. But at least there's still quite a lot of stuff that cheers me up today. Bought 7 ppcs to renew 6 months hc. And got 2 fireplaces each from the 9 bucks card. I even 'threathen' salmon if there's nothing good means he's suay and off his head goes. O_O! No wonder he said I'm a yue man nu you. That's his bad choice lor. (Ps: Me la) Wish him luck then. I wonder how he will mati in my hands.
As I said yesterday I'll be going out with salmon. But not to eat salmon. He treated me to swensens instead. Saw a lot of penguins posters there! Yum yum!? Happy feet! I want to catch that movie!
But before the meal he made me pissed again. From 12 noon waited until 4pm there's no sign of him. And his reply was coming ''soon''. If you can't make it in time, tell me then. Instead of saying soon soon and letting me wait like hell. Sent him a sms asking him how to spell DU LAN. Then at last got some ''news'' back. 4pm le lor. Freaking hell. Starve from 12pm to 4pm. -_-
We had fish and chips at swensens. Didn't manage to finish the two big chunks of fish. Ate one and left the other untouched. Sort of wasted. He was like saying. Eat fish! Why eat kantang? (Fries) Ask your mama fish or potato more ex? Then my joke more 'power'. I asked him why did he order fish and chips? Coz he want to finish the fish and starve the cats to death? So they won't chase him to eat. (Note: He's a mouse.) Cold till~~~
Couldn't get used to eating in swensens. Those ang mo food and surrounding are making me uncomfortable. And he noticed that. Asking me to be flexible blah blah. Now his turn to man yuan and complained. My mood jitao dropped till minus zero. Simply no mood. He always choose the wrong place to discuss a wrong topic. Asked him to settle the bill and get out of that freaking place. I told him I couldn't breathe well in swensens. -_-
Walked here and there then back home soon. Fast hor? Salmon's a busy
He's a da shao ye yet apologized like mad. Those di sheng xia qi type. From my house to the bus stop all the way non stop. Win liao lor. But I still gave him a not happy look. Guess I'm really went too far. When I'm in a bad mood, I think only a few knows how to cheer me up. Haha. But at least there's still quite a lot of stuff that cheers me up today. Bought 7 ppcs to renew 6 months hc. And got 2 fireplaces each from the 9 bucks card. I even 'threathen' salmon if there's nothing good means he's suay and off his head goes. O_O! No wonder he said I'm a yue man nu you. That's his bad choice lor. (Ps: Me la) Wish him luck then. I wonder how he will mati in my hands.
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