There's so much difference. A large gap, or is there a sea in between. It's already a miracle until now. Now is the stage to decide whether to continue or stop it forever. A tough choice. Both are tired. Too tired to hang on or go on anymore. The nightmare had arrived.
From the beginning which is plain like water. Relationship even worse than friends, till not knowing which phrase to describe. Till now. Been so long. Not easy to let go and all these arrived. 3 month's not a long time. Neither is it a short time. It's a time for a choice.
Maybe it's a wrong choice from the start. From character, to background, to thinking's. All are different. This is what two rocks bangs against each other. Sparkles at first but it turns out to be fire soon. Never ending fire. Endless of disagreement and arguments.
No regrets at all. It's a good experience. No matter what is the outcome. Those were the times that let thinking's mature. It's all worth it. Treasure and cherish the time now. Although nobody had an idea when will it last until. Maybe forever? Maybe soon? Maybe tomorrow?
Reconsidering and thinking. Not letting it go that easily. This is the stage to overcome. Drifting more and more as days goes by. Trying to hang on. It's both tough to let go or hang on. Go along with feelings. Let it go by nature. Let it flow. Nobody will know what's the results till the end.
Maybe it will be another miracle. Maybe it's not so lucky anymore. Hope it's the miracle. Just hope for the best. Don't dare to think. Walk along the path chosen. The fate is in hand. Grab it tightly. Make it better. Make it perfect. Just end those gaps in between for now.