Monday, October 31, 2005

Mixed Emoticons Day

This morning got mei's sms to jio me out.Orchard AGAIN.Lol..Recently keep going orchard.City cat liao.Not mountain tortoise le.Haha..Me,mei and xiong.One old two young.Old de at back chase.Always like that.With me they can't steng lah.Better.I will scold!!Lol..

Actually ask jeff also.But he broke le.Since last time went out with me de fare card till now din top.Is -$$ now. -.-'' Somemore said no money top cos he bought a new monitor AGAIN!His old one overheat.Zzz..Win le.Woke him up again.Pai seh la pal.I dun call u liao.

Today indeed very surprising and lame.Received a call from ***** <-- this is to protect the person's info.Is tio force by me to call de. =X Lol.. Jia lat sia.Speak rubbish. :S Dun even know what i saying 40 mins gone. -.-'' Haha..But funny converstation.Mei and xiong nearly fainted when they know it's who!Nearly need to call ambulance liao.Got so shocking meh? -.-''

And ah ha!Zzz..My voice is indeed fierce bah.Sounds very bo song.Mum keep scolding me for this.Cannot blame lah.I seldom got phone call de.Then dunno how to express myself well.So turned out this way.Pardon me.All dun scared.Wun eat u all up de. xD

I only know i need to control my bill this month.Flying soon.Actually today only walk walk window shopping.Din bought anything. o.O First time lah!Unbelieveable!Lol..Walk le hungry eat old chang kee.Then jalan jalan 5 shopping complex then ba lek. -.-'' Like that also fun.Haha..

Came back is nearly heart attack again.Hope it wun be me.And hope my dear friends are all saved.Dun wan a big group to break.Haiz..Sad la.No matter what.We support each other so long le.All the best guys.I'm shooing off to go back habbo.All there sia.So crowded tonight.Tata~~

Sunday, October 30, 2005

My Litez Family!

I love my litez family.Really very grateful to all of the staffs.They support me.Teach me new things.Care and concern for me.My life change with litez.I learn to be more independent.I learn to wise up and grow up.Hope this litez strength will never break.Litez lights up my life.

Ytd night is a terrible nightmare.Terrible and horrible.Hate to think of it.In fact whole of ytd is scary.Dun wan to say le.Let it be.Whatever needs to come will come.It's fate.Quite surprised that fire da ge will notice the sadness in me.Do i really show out my mood?He talk to me whole night.Saying lots of things.I know what to do le.Thanks da ge and all litez staffs.

Log off at nearly 6am.Too upset to sleep.Family prob,habbo prob and health prob.So many matters to worry.And when i just doze off.I had this terrible nightmare.Dream of kai ma scolding me a liar.She dun wan ah fang le.Shock up.Haiz..My mum my dad and kai ma all dun wan me le.

Still feel like crying now when i think of how lonely i am.Thanks for the strength my habbo friends gave me.Let me feel alittle warmth.I've just eaten alittle bread.A choco one in fact.When did my taste changed?I begin to like choco.And i begin to like jay chou.His ye qu i keep repeating these few days.Stomach hurts now again.Oh man.Bloated again.Haiz..

Jie called me just now to chat.And i was thinking alot and alot.Do i really need somemore to take care of me?Am i really so useless?I'm a burden lah.Leave me far far is the best choice.Just as the mystery person who tag.Wonder who that person is.But what he/she says is correct bah.Jie ask me if i would like to go causeway point.Late le.If go see doc also no time.Tml i'll go myself ba.

Ending my blog for today.Night is coming again.Time is precious.I can't afford to lose any min.I was asking mei and jeff they all out tml.Spending more time with friends.At least this can cheer me up alittle.Friends care are better then nobody care.Shooing off to take a bath now.Tata~~

Saturday, October 29, 2005

DJ Day

DJ day today.So long never dj liao.Glad listeners never forget me.Instead they were looking forward to me djing.Thanks alot guys.Been very busy and tired so din dj recently.And i need to stock up more songs. :S Still got alot of songs listeners ask for but i dun have.Must jia you le!

About 3 hours of djing today.Read and played out about 30 plus songs.Wow!No dj take over mah.So i chop all the time.Now also.Sat and sun lack of DJ.All went out.Me is no one ask so stone at home to dj.Lol..Recently like the song jay's ye qu.I dun like jay's song but this one is really so soothing.And mayday's zhi zu.Both are quite nice song.My taste changed very fast de.Haha..

Hmm sian.Keep thinking of getting a job.But all those available de aren't not very good.So wait bah.No rush.Slowly pick a better one.I dun believe i can't find a suitable job.Jia you jia you!14 hours de.Pub de.Nah these dun suit me.Can't possibly spend all my time playing habbo.Need to get a life.Get a real life.Habbo also not the same le.Miss the old habbo and friends.

Ytd night creep back online at 4.Can't sleep.Heard lin dj.And keep crying.Haiz..Been thinking too much about last time de habbo.Whereby weikai,jeff,nieeniee,starlyn and ah shen were here.Missed them all in habbo.The fun times were gone.Nowadays habbo is filled with sadness.Only busy in litez or stone around.Not like last time we can chat alot.I can't mixed in with these bunch of new and young habbos.

Missed chatting in weikai's habbo club level 1.Missed ki siao with mei in jeff's room in the loo tele.Missed stoneing in niee's trade room.The polar bear pledge kissing.The choo choo train with jeff and niee.Sad that jeff dun even remember niee too.Haiz..Missed the times lyn jie,jas jie and me together with weikai.Missed kpo-ing with ahshen and mei in k radio room.Found that fai is back after so long.All gone.Can habbo be back to the last time?6 months ago de habbo is great.

Maybe i'm following in their footsteps soon to quit habbo after i found myself a proper job.Since i have bought full months of hc till year end.All my hc furnis will be a full set.I can be sure once i start work.No habboing for me.There's alot of things i'm unable to let go.Litez and all my habbo relationships.Haiz..Shooing off here this minute.Habbo is not as lively as last time le.Tata~~

Friday, October 28, 2005

My Eyes! T.T

Haiz..Busy till now then can online.The moment i came.15 msn conversation windows pop out!Angry and fed up lah.Din even have time to reply all came nudging me!Argh!!Can all of you give me a break?Thank you!Dying soon.Feeling sleepy and unwell.Having blury eyes recently.It's getting worse.I can't even see clearly what i am typing now. T.T

Just browse through trade rooms and found a familiar room.Habbo club level 1.Weikai's room!Immediently rush in.Sad lah.Of cos it's not weikai in there.Haiz..Still remember the time when a bunch of us all crowd around his room and chat afew hours.Every funny and ki siao matters happened there.Now there's only memories left.All gone.Habbo is not the same anymore.

So many matters when i just online.Console also non stop.Sian le la.Rooms got messed up and all.Msn msg also non stop.I hate weekends and fri.So many people bug me.Stomach not feeling very well now.I got to see a doc regarding my blurly eyes too.Keep getting this terrible headache.Me?Mum?Nonono!Dun think so much.But i'm feeling so giddy now.What is wrong?

Cannot giddy lah.Still have so many unsettle matters.Sometimes i really hate to online.Headache de lah.Haiz..Online now is more problems and much more things to do.Now is the voting of clan.Win le loh.6 groups ask me vote. -.-'' Who ask me to know so many of them.All my friends there!Faint le.Hc promotion later then buy.Sian..Eyes can't see clearly liao.Shoos here.Tata~~

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Depression

I dun even know why i'm getting so easily sad recently.Keep thinking of the sad matters which happened last time.Keep dreaming of last time when mum's in hospital.Keep sawing blood all over.ICU!Ward!Help!Am i suffering from depression?

Nowadays i can be one moment happy the other moment upset.Crying and sobing easily too.Just what is wrong with me?Too many problems cause this?Or is it really signs of depression?Find myself useless.Nobody cares about me.If it's really depression,i got to find a cure to this immediently.

Today went out with jeff.I can be so angry with him for sleeping and arrived late.Can flare up so serious.Jeff was shocked and worried.Cos he saw me without a smile on my face.No matter how much he did to cheer me.I can't even laugh.If i did.It would only be awhile.Keep asking rong rong cheer lah.Dun sad sad lah.Dunno why i just can't.Haiz..

Is there something wrong with me?Can say that jeff knows me the best.He was saying dun force urself on a matter if it makes u sad.Everything got to end.Is just sooner or later.If i let go earlier.It would be better.Saying about habbo bah?Maybe he's right.Should go find a job.Getting too free is not a good thing after all.

Really thanks jeff for acompany me the whole noon.Thanks pal for being by my side when i'm unhappy.Recently my smile is being forced out.Cos i dun want my bad mood to affect others.I remember someone saying.Dun forced urself.If u think cry out will be better.Then go ahead.This words are so familar yet so unfamilar.

Rong Rong smile.Can i?Never laugh and smile out from my heart for so long till i forget when.Today mum's medical fee cost around $200.Haiz..Ex lah.Jie was saying she got a job lobang as a telemarketer at suntec.Salary is $2000!Regarding the CASE admin job introduced by my friend no news liao.Nvm..I'll try to find a job real soon.

Now it's raining and slight thunder now.Can i say i hate or like this kind of weather?I keep hiding myself up nowadays.Could it really be depression?I dun wish and dun want to know now.Really a big thanks to all my friends for care and concern.Now i know in this lonely planet.There's people who cares.Not all friends are bad.Not like those so call 'friends' last time.

Maybe i should really go malacca with mum soon.Mum can even says now after her medical bills.She's broke.Hard to travel to malacca.I'm really useless.Why can't i help out in family financial?This is bad.I need to work!Argh!Stress man.The word fan becomes my pet phrase le.Fan ah!I'm like a tortoise hiding in a shell.Avoiding everything.Shoos now.~~

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Normal Wednesday

Sometimes feel really quite fed up with some habbo.DJ very big meh?We also have our time and freedom.Keep asking for songs non stop.Bugging us to DJ.When saying busy some wun say nvm it's ok instead they scream back and says.DJ are to entertain us and sponser us songs.Busy so what?Busy very big?Saw alot of this type of comments from listeners and felt quite angry.Take us as what?DJ are only our volunter job.We only dj in our free time la!Pls give us some freedom!

Haiz..So sometimes i would rather choose to avoid to online.Scared of them liao.Today msn kena tio virus sia.TS di send de.Auto send.He himself dunno too.But why i so stupid as to open and save the file?Die liao lah!But like kena block.Msn really went crazy just now.Keep log in and out.Luckily now it's fine.Phew..I really thought kena serious virus this time.Scared me.

Today gonna have a good night sleep liao.Everythings settle.Can sleep without worries.Got to wake up real early tomorrow morning to acompany mum to hospital.Jio jeff out to yum cha.Breakfast!If not i no breakfast sia.Eww!He better dun oversleep again.If not i settle my breakfast at TTSH.Hate there de meals.Made me think of last time mum hospitalised matters.

I din nap today.Feel quite sleepy now.Feel like watching frog frog or maple now.So sian.Recently keep playing maple at daytime.Whack those monsters to chu qi. :S If not is test the exact spots at maze 1.Din have time to watch frog frog.Fenni seems to want borrow the vcd.Let me watch finish first loh.By the time,i think the show has already ended.Lol..

9.30pm now.I'm missing him. =X Where are u?Busy ah?Can't stay up too late tonight.Anyone can morning call me?If not mum wun wake me up de.She wants to let me sleep.Then i sleep and sleep and sleep till noon time!Lols..No need acompany her to hospital le.Maybe no cab so early too.Need to on call.Sian..Waste money again.No choice la.Shoos now to pei mei.Tata then.~~

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Unbelieveable Happenings

Thinking if i had heart attact.Proberly i would have already died.Received too many shocks yesterday and today.Firstly was the litez gang.Gosh..An interview room for my habbo bf. -_-'' What is that?Lol..But we all had great fun.I mean they.I'm getting a big headache over this.Really too upset to think of anything now.What bf not bf de.Nah..Dun care about this le.But still thanks to my litez gang for helping and trying to cheer me up.When da ge says u are our xiao mei ma.Of cos we care.I nearly cried out.Too touched.Nice to have u all around me. =D

Then is chit chatting with two i'm quite scared of de habbos.Platty and washywashy.Find them wonderful to chat with.Wondering why i'm scared of them last time.Lol..Washy changed his maze again.Faints..But this one is more easier for me.Did alot of crazy swings.And voilia!Pass it!Haha..Mood is ok till last night.But it's not when i saw something.My gang.Aww..Going to miss him.Haiz..Another good guy MIA.What is happening around in habbo?All things changed. =(

I was online quite early today.And jio kor to habbo.Laughing like crazy.Jessie jie de nephew?When i become aunt?And kor becomes uncle!Wahahas..Kor u old liao. =P Introduce mei and jie to kor.But suddenly kor dc sia.Old duck office comp. -.-'' All day stone in kidz today.Watch algren ki siao.Totally bored.Was a rainy day.Cool weather.Ran off to nap at late noon.Pig!Hee!

Got introduce a job by a habbo friend.Saying his mum work in CASE-Consumer Assocation Of Singapore.An admin work.Saying i can give it a try if i know basic microsoft word and some typing.Well..If they dun mind me.I might as well give it a try.But at Ulu Pandan CC.Is abit far but no worries.Still ok.Better then kallang!Lol..Wonder how is it now?Got to ask my friend again later.His mum is back i suppose.I do need more imformation about the job.Hope i'll be able to find a job this time.I got to be strong and independent.*shows a Victory sign*Lol..

My cousin Fenni came over at evening using my comp to burn and find songs.But zzz.My cd drive got stucked!Pengz..The cd was stuck inside.In the end.I had to restart the whole comp by giving it a hard shut down.Nearly made us both heart attact.Phew..Luckily all was alrite and she got her songs. xD Busy till nearly 8pm before i ate my dinner.Curry chicken!!Omg!It's yummy!Ma!Cook more pls!I love curries!Esp curry chicken and vege.But bad for my stomach.Control!

Another shock is when i came online log into friendster.A new testi wor! o.O? Quickily check it's by whom.And what?!?Got the biggest shock of my life!It's by Gilbert!My old classmate.Asking me to take care de testi.Suddenly feel very touched.Glad that old friends still remember me.Or is it they remember my weak health?Haha..Anyway thanks friend. =]

Mum is going for a checkup and scan on thur.Dang it!Tight on the pockets.Really need some spare cash.Hoping i'll be accepted to work in CASE.Need to help out financially at home.Thur morning.Yawn..Maybe i'll sleep or acompany her go.Thinking of the brain scan MRI next year i can faint first.Cost around a thousand dollars.Help lah!Where we gonna dig this loads $ from?Can only take one step by a time.I really need to work!Haiz..Pls Tan Rong Fang zhen qi yi dian!

Mum was thinking of going to malacca to visit ah po.She was telling me last time ah po sick.I din went in.Ah po keeps looking around seems to be finding me.Sorry ah po.I'll go in to visit u this time.Wun be back so fast if i went in.Need to acompany ah po more.Haiz..It's late now.My stuffs just finish.Din on my msn.Once i on it will get non stop msgs.I need a break and rest.Shooing off now then.Had a tummyache!Tsk tsk tsk.Ate too much snacks.Greedy me jia lat!Tata~~

Monday, October 24, 2005

Walama!

Angry is what i can say today.JeffQiu!!!He ask me go lunch today.But actually can sleep till now 4pm!!Zzz..No reply from him.I wait lunch for him i can starve to death.Lol..He just reply.Saying he just woke up.Lunch become dinner. -.-'' Qi si wo le! Make me lunch eat kosong porridge! >:(

Now i'm hungry again.Swollen a fruit puff and two bread.My mood bad is like that de.Eat like siao.Very upset about a matter.Sian man.Not jeff lah.He only acompany me to go walk walk.Say this will be better.Yah bah.This few days i din online much.All days go out.Thanks to all my jies and friends who are willing to spend time with me.I'm a gal that nobody wants.Haiz..Sad..

Yesterday online till late late.About 5am.Haha..Pei maple de gang.Habbo sian dao...Everyday quarrel de.Lots of ppl harrass me.Got me lots of troubles.I rather now online lesser.Hate to face alot of ppl.So many probs recently.Can die soon.Haiz..Just now ask mei send me high party de song tong hua by weilian.Love it.Keep repeating it.But fairy tales are untrue!Totally fake!

High just add me on msn.Lol..He din have msn at all last time de.Zzz..And ytd night was woots!Nieeniee!!I miss her!Seems her habbo sg can't play.Haiz..We all miss here.Hope she can be back soon.She can only play habbo uk.So we go there pei her last night. xD Chat alot.Miss those old days.Haiz..Things are not going to be the same anymore now.

And guess what?Saw that ahshen is back too.Woohoo!MIA for half a year le.Everything change.Last time stone in niee's and jeff's trade room was old memories.And weikai's habbo club lvl 1.Alot of friends would flood there and chat de.Hooked on filter also there.And miss staylyn da jie.Why?Why?Can we go back to the old habbo where everyone is so much happier? =(

Jessie jie ask me out just now too.She's with jie fu!I dun wan to be a lightbulb!Hehe..So of cos i reject lor.Jie fu somemore still says the more lughtbulbs the merrier!Lol..Sian..So late liao.Later going out soon.Jeff better dun be late again.Shooing off now to read newspaper and take a rest.Jia lat la.Terrible tummyache.What sala things i eat?Greedy me.Luan luan eat.Mati!Tata~~

Another update at 9pm.Was in a terrible bad mood.Din go out.Sian man.Heavy rain.Why i always wanted to go out sure will rain?Zzz..But also luckily jeff din pei wo go out.He says he's treating.And i sure will eat him bankcrupt.Guess what i have ate today.Below are the 'menu'.

Ate a bowl of mee,porridge,1 fruit puff,2 breads,1 big packet of chip,chicken rice,biscuits,half loaf of bread,and later is another serving of porridge late at night.Ate too much till i keep having the runs.Ran about 6 times to washroom today. :S Will those food come out from above later?Eww..Vomiting?Yucks..No bah..Too depressed to think of anything now.Mood is too down today.

Ok lah..Second update ended.I'll shoo off again.Dun worry i wun die.At most tio carried into hospital!Muhahahas..Aiyo..Dun scared u all lah.Mei shi de..Stuff myself to death also nobody care.My life is cheap.Nobody wants me.Hack care about my life liao.Life sux!Shoos!~~

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Busy Sunday

Am very busy the moment i came online at around 3pm.Lots of stuffs to do at litez.Just finish a long long proposal now having a headache.Useless me.Stake di still needs me to help decorate his rooms.Haiz..Anything else more to do?Guess i would not be coming online tonight early.Watch the charity show.My frog frog have not watch finish too.I'm running out of time!

Yesterday night went out with jessie jie.Went orchard far east.Luckily i din lost my way again.Lol..Jie recommended a very excellent food store.The food was great.I only order a plain simple bowl of fishballs noodles soup and it can be so tasty!w00ts!Sure will go back to sample more dishes of theirs.Price not ex and the food was delicious!Thumbs up!Bravo!

After eating we walk awhile in far east and jie wanted to go funan to look for jie fu.So i followed.And hehe.Pai seh leh.I was like a big light bulb in between them.Lol..Walk walk again.And went to raffles to have a bite.I mean them not me.I din eat anything again.Still pei seh about the treat jie paid for earlier.Haha..Thanks jie!My treat next time.

It was already so late when we walk out of raffles.They were trying to find me a bus stop which has the bus 190.And we walk a long way.All those walking sure is killing me.Oh well.I'll just treat it as exercising.But lots of bus stops dun have the bus.So walk about 2 streets and 3 bus stops before manage to find it.Jie and her bf acompany me to board the bus and alight at far east to change bus.Thanks jie once again.Pai seh to take up urs and jie fu's time.

Reach home at 11+pm and was so sleepy.But i still DJ.Jie too.And help!My voice croak for the first time on air.Guess i must be too tired.Log off straight away.Scared all listeners throw rotten eggs to me.Lol..Now i still having a mild headache.Old liao.Cannot blame.So tata for now.Shooing off to take a bath.I must be too tired.Zzz..~~

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sian Saturday

Aiyo today really sian la.Tio wake up by sms at 9+am.I sleep at 4+am de ok?Zzz..But weird i dun feel sleepy today. xD <--copy mei her fav icon.Lol..Jie ask me to go out today de.I early early wake up wait.Zzz..Till now still haven go out.Lol..

Jie says will be going out soon now.See bah.Mum and dad bo song liao.Says so late still go out.Recently i late late go out de.Eat dinner with friends then walk walk then late night come back.Orchard sia.Sua gu going to city again.Lol..

Dj awhile today.Respone was still not bad.Wun be djing much.Today is just nice.About 2 hrs nia.Haha..I lazy pig. =P Sian now.Waiting for jie and listening to fan di djing.I need more songs again.Running out of songs to play.Need to stock up.Hehe..

Watch the frog finial episode.Was quite lame.But glad that there's a happy ending.Tian Yu and Dang Oh live happily ever after.Wonderful!Really laughing like siao at the ending.The show is nice la.But still heart ache.Spend so much buying the vcd.Haiz..Should save abit money liao.

My whole day was spend in habbo doing nothing.Lots of ppl were asking if this guy was my new bf in habbo.We both were laughing like crazy.Wahaha..who's he?Let u all find out. xD Better let him stay in habbo can protect me.Someone ask me be his gf and he suan me. -.-''

Reading someone's blog and found something funny! =X Love is in the air sia!Dun tell u who.Lalala..Haha..Signing off now.Sian sian.Jie u wanna go out anot de?Late liao i cannot be let out le.Waaa T.T Kuai dian la.Tata for now.Shoossss~~

Friday, October 21, 2005

Girls Night Out

I'm just back from suntec.Out with a afew more girl friends.And guess what?Suntec is like a city for me this mountain turtle.I can lost my way on the way there. -.-'' Alight at a bus stop with a so call 'kind' driver telling me.Then walk here and there still can't find where is the MRT station.No wonder la.Sala way! -.-'' Pengz~~

In the end they come 'fetch' me.Lol..I embarassed myself again.Haha..A moutain turtle going out to town cannot blame.Hehe..Pai seh..Once know liao.Wun get myself lost again.But really is blur la.Here and there.Zzz..Sorry for letting u girls wait.A thousand apologizes.

Went suntec for dinner.Late dinner.My first time.At around 8 plus.Ate at a cafe.First time too.I never step into a cafe or restraunt before.I'm really help la! -.-'' Dun really eat those so call ang mo westen food too.Order a plate of chicken spagetti.The sauce was way too much.And the chicken is really so tough.Chewy like rubber.Zzz..But still gobble the whole plate up WITHOUT the sauce.Cos i'm too hungry.The others ate baked rice.Cheese!Ewwww!!And i dun really like ketchup too.So not very used to the food.Lol..Ex sia..Cost more then 10 bucks for it.

Then somemore take a cab home.Lazy take train liao.If by train will be back by around 12.Sian la.I'm broke again.Borrow too much money from mum.Bought my frog part 3 today.TS call ask me hurry over collect.Cos stocks are limted.My frog frog!So eager to watch it now.Later bah.Now still thinking about the trip just now.Wonder why i'm so quiet to girls.To jeff i'm like siao de.Lol..Tonight's trip was great except for my very jia lat eng.So speak mixed language lor.

Ok for now going to shoos off liao.Frog frog time.Woohoo!Girls hope we can have much more outing again.It's great.Meanwhile i'm hmm let me see.What should i do now before frog frog.Anything still not yet done?Haha..Dun care le.Wanna watch frog final espisode now.Tata~~

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Quit Or Not To Quit?

Think about this for the whole day and last night.Feel like quitting habbo.Lots of problems stir up here.Causing habbo to be a troublesome place.I still got lots of stuffs to settle here.Also got habbo harrasing me.So really kind of sian of habbo liao.

But i can't bear to quit.Can't bear to leave my beloved habbo friends and family.And litez.Force myself to quit?To stop all those harrasing?What to do?Really dun wish to think now.Alot of things can't be let go easily.

Hc ended.Kind of sad.Feel very not used to non hc.For 9 mths.I have live with my hc days.Now without hc,i feel like end of the world.Dad dun like me to buy creds.So dun buy liao bah.Unless have spare cash.

Today i show up online real late.No mood to online.Everyday sleep.Dun wish to face the online world.It's really a cruel habbo world.I non hc.Alot ask if i hide or really.When i ans really.Afew of them just said oh.No hc liao ah?Then siam liao.Next thing i find.They remove me! -.-''

Without hc really will be looked down on.Somemore i'm a DJ.Will see what to do now.Really can't force myself to quit habbo.Played habbo for about a year everyday.It's been my habit.Turn to maple?Nah..Can't..Habbo is a place full of memories and feelings and warmth.

So many of my old friends quitted.I really miss them all.Miss the times we together and ki siao.Now everything changed.Habbo is not the same anymore.But i still hen bu xia xin to quit.Nvm bah.Since i wun be online always now.Will see what steps to take next.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Sunshine After Rain?

The weather is bad today.Keeps raining from late noon till now.Cooling weather.I hate this weather. *shivers* Night time like got on air con.Zzz..Boh like.Too cold de weather not good to me.I scared of coldness.Hmm..Can i say there's at last sunshine after this 'rain' for 1 day?Everything's alrite for now.Ermm or not?Ehh..Dunno le.Will see how to solve it.

Recently hook on a song call Dun Cry and Fei Ba.I love these soothing songs.Can help me relax and relieve stress.I got lots of probs and stress too.Sian..Ytd night was a tough night too.Be a kpo and help mei.At last mission complete!All the best.I can't help liao.Well..For me and him.Din turn out very well.Too many probs lately to think of us de shi.Take one step at a time bah.

Then was battleball night.Bas and me nuts liao.Thanks bas again.Both hooked on battleball.But my skills still lousy lah.I prefer to play FF.Still can win furnis without spending creds.FF skills are lousy too liao.Dun say this le.Recently having this very bad chest and spine ache.Pain till~~ Will be fine de.Dun wan let mum worried.

Most i hate the is those few 'dots' on my face.Those pimples.The more i apply the cream.The worse it gets?Well..It helps abit.But still can see the scars.Sian man.Hope it will heal.Dun even feel like going out.Anyway am busy too.Dunno busy what?Lol..Online stuffs mostly.Litez and habbo.But still have time to watch frog frog.Can't afford to miss it.Gosh..Part 3 haven came leh.I want to know the ending.It's time for frog again soon.

It's time to shoos off now to makan and glue infront of the tv again.Tong xin yuan!And frog frog!Feeling hungry now.Last note before i go off.Everything let it pass.Dun think too much.I'll always be there for u both.Feel free to apporch me to have a chat.I'll try to know and slove ur probs and all.Dun worry too much.My care and concern for u both still stays.I wun changed.I'm still me.Warmth rays of the sunshine shines on..Tata~~

Monday, October 17, 2005

Habbo 'Wind'

Halloween is coming soon.And habbo is having this habboween.Came flying with habbo 'wind'.Lots of new furnis arrived.The habboween furnis.I of cos bought lah.Then now pocket got a big hole liao lohs.Somemore battleball is here.I bought some tickets also.But haven started playing.Dunno how to play.I old liao.Sua gu. -.-''

The 100 creds i bought from double creds now only left less then half of it.I haven renew my hc de also!Die liao.Today M1 bill came.Dad very bo song i every month spend on habbo.Sms 5 times nia mah.Is more then 5 lehs.Around 8.But the bill sala again.I dunno cheat habbo how much liao.Haha.. =X

Dad ask me deactivate his caller ID.Says he din even use it.Every call came he ans.Unlike me.I really need caller ID.So that's it.Saving another $5 per month.Should spend lesser liao.Buy ppc if got extra cash loh.If not hc also cannot renew liao.This month very short of $.Still need to pay for the vcd set 3 and return what mum lend me.

I still say wanna save the 100 creds for about 2 to 3 mths slowly spend.But why all suddenly gone?Spend too much today.If i bought the pp that day.Can die liao.Need to stock up creds soon.Haiz..Control abit bah.Dun always new furnis came out i buy.Buy hc club can liao.If not i dunno how dad's face turning to.He saying this are useless things.Online stuffs.Yah bah.Haiz..

I wanted to renew 3 or 6 mths hc at a go.So have to save real hard recently.Can anot?Count lai count qu still need about afew thousands.My com de $.My hp de $ and all.Will take a few years to clear this 'debt'.Better dun dream of a MP3 for now.Save money more impt now.Better to find a job soon.A part time or temp job suits me best for now.Any lobangs?

I keep wake up so late recently.Time really not enough.Sian man.Want to go out but dun wish to spend money.Dun care le.See how first.Never DJ for a long long time too.Quite busy nowadays.Haiz..Now i'm hungry again. :S There's my fav fruit puff!Going to chomp on it now.So shoos for now.Tio chase to bath also.Zzz..Tata~~

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Feelings

My second post for today.Suddenly had this 'gan chu'.So thought i will jolt it down.Talking about feelings in this raining cooling night.Feelings are weird bah.Talk about feelings with someone closed to me.Then found that i had this feelings before.Till now?Dunno le.Feelings are a mircale.We can't seems to control them.Ask it dun think.But it will do the opposite.

Die die in ur heart says dun this way.Not this way.Dun like!No lah!But then deep down in ur heart u know what is the feelings urself.Sometimes when u haven started to notice.Others around u will saw this funny feelings of urs.So what i will say is go along with ur feelings.Ur heart will tell u what to do is best.

So werid de feelings when u dun even know what to do.Can't sleep.Everyday whole mind so confused.Thinking of that person or things.First thing u wake up is thinking of that.Talk about it u will very luan.When saw that person u will buay tahan and give a buay song face.Purposely act out dun like bo chup.But when never received msg or news from that person will go why ah?This ah that ah.But funny thing is received the msg will hack care.Dun feel like talking.Dunno what to talk.

This way the other party will go so disappointed and feel so rejected.Gave so many things to bump.Keep giving the stern face out.So dislike de face out.Making that poor person so sad till auto give up.Is this too late?This should happen to alot of u right?When all this is gone.Then ur feelings started to arise.But how?It's gone.What will happen will see what ur feelings do.Go as ur feelings tell u to do so.Dun be so stubbron now.Hope wun be lost forever. =]

Busy Busy Busy!!

Woah!Help lah!Busy since i came online.And it has been about 4 hours.Seems i can't finish my work.Litez stuffs just settled finish.And there's alot of msn and console.All dunno why.Asking for songs.Asking me to chat.Saying DJ very not free meh?It's ur job to entertain us.Feel like killing and blocking them all.Had enough!

I'm still not very well today.Busy and tired.Ytd night was a tough night.Haiz..Shall not talk about it anymore.Unhappy things just let them pass.I'm still downloading the maple patch.Came online today to find jeff so weird.He was like having some problems.But dun say what.Haiz..First time saw him like that.He's making us all worried.First time he buay song me also.Sorry lah.Know i'm useless.Only making ppl worried.But aren't u doing the same now?

Flint is the one who is more weird.Really a very mystery person.Making me so curious about who he is.Why that day mei and i at causeway he also know?Seems he is someone i sort of know.Hmm..Flint was saying one day go lau pat sat makan makan.See how bah.Making me hungry.Si flint.So late now.Of cos will hungry de lah! :S

Maple is downloading way too slow.Dun even know if i dl the correct patch?Sian man.When will i be not busy?Dun understand why i have so many things to do?My habbo just log in and stone in hotel view since just now.Din even have time to DJ.Console are ringing me nuts.Msn too.Zzz..

Oh my god.Haiz..How to log off la?Si maple!So slow!Argh!!Let it be.I wanted to watch my frog frog too.No time to watch it.Haiz..And the stupid part 3 haven arrived.Neck waiting till so long liao.I'll be going off to rest soon.Till 7 i think.Leave the maple liao.Forget it.Shoos now.Tata~~

Saturday, October 15, 2005

I Hate Weekends

Hate it lah.Weekends are the busiest.All bugging me.Today i avoid liao.Dun come online so early.In the end night time more jia lat.Came on evening.Them litez gang got some misunderstanding.Made us all so gan jiong.At last all is cleared.It's just a trick.Lol..Nearly made us all heart attack lah.

After all is cleared.Ok..Today all guys there only.Those weirdo litez guys staffs.All gone gaga.Chase here chase there.And me as the only ger staff there today.Of cos tio bullied.Just out of the bathroom to find myself got surrounded.By furnis and plat deer deer.He forget to eat his medicine again.Lol..Keep chasing me to eat me.Vampire lahs!

And then another litez scandal came.Tio snapped and now posted in litez staff news.Headlines!RongFang with deer platty. -.-'' Ikia's gonna killed me for this.Platty is her's.Haha..Indeed litez staffs are a gang of funny peeps.They do can cheer me up always.Crazy with them all can forget my worries.A nice batch of friends to have.

My msn and console are all flooded.Why all keep bugging me says i'm bored.Talk to me.Wanted msn conversation and webcam etc.Faints~~Made me really very tu lan sometimes.I put busy still ask me what u busy with?Can't u stop busying?And acompany me?DJ ARE TO ENTERTAIN US!WTH!Had enough le lor.What they think we are?Juke box or entertainers?Well..Saying about DJ.I just made an account.DJRongFang.Straight all the way.Used it to made fan rooms and maybe dj.So many peeps made for me.Should made for them too. =]

Now is lin djing.I've forget when is my last time djing.Alittle tired recently.Cos once i think of i started to dj.All console will be flooded.Highest record.150++ msg.Wait 2 hrs for ur dedi to be read out.Thinking of it scared me.Must keep saying pls dun flood me!I dun accept dedi and song request etc.Faints~~I'm the only chinese DJ.Sure will kena flooded and busy de.

Omg!Now it's already near 10 pm!Yet i'm still busying.Maple still can't play.The patch having some prob.Jeff says try dl the patch again.See how bah.Sian of trying.We chat awhile today via sms.Call time is not enough soon.Jeff was asking me not to spend too much blar blar.Yes..Uncle jeff.Should call u this instead of bf.<-- best friend -.-'' But i know what u mean.I will $ save de.

Okies for now.Going off..Mei and algren de shi.Dunno how le.Hope they will be fine soon.Let me see where i can go and what i can do now.Thinking of who to made fan rooms for.Alot alot lor.Cannot missed out anyone of them.Made a list first bah.Haha..Not doing tonight i guess.The list is going to be long.Shoos for now.Tata~~

Friday, October 14, 2005

Forgive And Forget

Dunno how to describe today.Bad day?Not that bad at first.Today me,mei,xi0ng and algren went out together.A good start de.We all chat,shop and eat happily.Then dunno what feng shui changed.I went see doc.Guess they three should be happy.Can go ***** -.-'' Win liao lor.I came out.Awhile later.Hungry lors.Go buy food.Back the shi hou story starts..

Come back saw algren de hp in mei's hand.She die die dun return.Playing a joke again.Till we went mrt station.Mei still dun return.Algren go snatch lor.Mei goes ahh!!Shouts molest? -.-'' Mrt came.I buay tahan liao.Ask mei return algren his hp.At last.But algren so de angry le.Storming into the mrt.Cannot blame lah.But the gers indeed went overboard liao.Bully him till so cham.

Friends are for treasuring.Not for bullying and disturbing.A friend in need is a friend indeed.I'm sure most of the friends are.They help u and share with u.It's a blessing to have a great friend around to cheer or brighten ur day up.It's ok to joke around sometimes but too much is unbearable.Everyone wun be able to stand it.Try putting urself in the other party's shoes.Is this fun?When u are playing a joke or fool pls do know ur limits.When the 'weather' changed.The nonsense should end.Overboard and u are playing with fire.

Forgiving is great.Would u rather to live in a hated world?No matter who is at wrong.As long as they sincely apologize.A forgivement would be best.Forgive and forget.Wouldn't we be much more happier?Not wrong if u choose not to forgive.But making the other party feel bad and sad.It's not the best choice either right?Whatever u do.Think throughly so u wun regret.

All the fault lies with me.If i din ask them out.None of this would happen right?Today's not fri 13th.Why such a bad day?I came back till now haven rest.So many things happen today.We so late go out.Haven eat saw this actress Lina Ng.Huang shu fang.She bring her whole family along.Her baby boy so cute.So near distance saw her.She's pretty.Cannot believe she's a mother of one.Somemore she's not proud.Carrying a smile all the way.

Actually wanted to watch movie.But nothing good.Zzz..Rather dun waste the money.Walk till i go see doc.And bug ppl all the way lying there.Sms jeff..U missing?Call me..Lol..He so guai called.Zzz.. Chat chat to pass the time.Till later i called him again.Ask him go check check the habbo things.Pumkin out only.Where got special 5c de pp?Menu ur news. -.-'' Incorrcet de.

Today is a mixed emoctions day again.I hate the lunch i ate.So yucks..All of them see till O.O!!LOl..Very disgusting taste lehs..First time eat duck so Eee de.Somemore the soup like plain water.Not even half a star for it!And now sian is my maple cannot patch.Cannot play.Argh!!See how first bah.Din play much de.And my hp call time not enough soon.Used too much today and ytd.Need to control.No more confrence this month.Waiting ppl call.I can't call out liao.

Algren just msg me to ask me something.What i can say is.There's no overnight hated (ge ye chou) between frens.Forgive each other and forget the unhappy matters.This is only a small matter.No need to react till so serious till dun befriend each other.Is it worth to break the friendship over this matter?What u all have done wrong and right?Slowly go think bahs.I'm shooing off for now.Hope everything is alrite soon.Tata~~

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Kiddy Stuffs

I really wonder why i had a 'way' with kids.Dunno why all can so gham with me de.Since young.All kids will auto run up to me and say jie jie bao bao!I got a kids face?Lol..They will come ask me to play with them or share their probs with me.Maybe i'm older bah.Can listen to their woes and help advise alittle.Kids are still kids.Sometimes i feel like i'm a mother hen.Protecting all of them.Make sure they go the right way.Wun learn bad etc.Overprotective sometimes. -.-''

I wonder what will i be if i have younger siblings.Sure more naggy then mum de.See what i do to my cosuins and those habbo kids now.Nag nag nag.Gosh.Thinking of it.I'm scary lehs!Haha..But sometimes is they nag me more then i nag them.They can bug and tell u lots of funny stuffs.Kids are still kids.

Alot can see i dun like kids.Well..Actually i do.Those guai kids i love them lots.Naughty de better siam far far.I just dun like to childish with them.This happened so long ago yet i still remember it.All my friends were saying i'm too childish.So dunno why suddenly i become so mature.Changed to being a da jie jie.At last my mind had grown.Lol..

Can say i have xiao hai zi yuan.Babies saw me can even stop crying.Weird hor?And one more.I dun like to carry babies.Once i bao bao them.They wun let go de. -.-'' Ehh..I prefer ger ger more then boi boi.Gers more guai.That's what i think bah.But i've seen afew very guai de bois.Guai kias.My guai habbo 'son' got banned.Perm ban.Aww..So sad.No guai son son le. =(

Why suddenly all these talks about kids?Maybe cos i mix with them too much recently.Luckily never become childish.Haha..So sian now.Mei also stone le.Tml going to casueway with them.Shun bian go see doc.Hope i can wake up.11 am lehs!I'm recently so piggy.Need afew morning calls then can wake bah.I late dun blame me hor!Old ppl is lidat de =P

Thinking of opening kopitiam.So long never open le.Alot of then are asking.No lah!Not kopitam closed down le.Is i lazy open.Haha..Mei and high is here.My best kopitiam helpers.Mei de na shou hao cai.Lao sai chilli.Faints..Dun all eat le kena food posioning.Maybe wun even have ppl come le.All forget the green green kopitiam le.So i go try opening now.Respone good i will try opening more often.

Last night suddenly think of all the old friends.The fun last time we had in habbo.Ah shen,Nieeniee,Starlyn jie etc.All quitted le.Haiz..I miss ah shen and niee cos cannot even keep in contact now.Ah shen just suddenly vanish after his birthday.Wonder why?And nieeniee.Miss the morning time with her.She will always wanted two bak chang steam with diamond energy waetr for breakfast.I will da bao and bring to her trade room.She will 'share' it with me.Old memories.

Strange thing is curze and me both know niee so well.Both always go to her trade room but never met?This is funny.Turn one big round.Haha..Well..Hope still have chance to see them again.I'm going off to open my kopitiam see see le.Msg mei up.She's like become a statue liao.She's my 2nd mei.1st mei also quited le.Haiz..Dun say le.Go open kopitiam liao.Shoos..Tata~~

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Mid Week Wed Arrived!

I sort of like wednesday bah.But sometimes it's not that good after all.I'm too lazy to acompany ma to the hospital.Ask lao pa go can le.Now is totally bored to death.Wanted to go out but no one pei wo.Haiz..I like ghost lidat.All dun dare go out with me.I too fierce le?Maybe..

Today is friends day?Firstly Habso came back to habbo.Then High and me am alrite now.Yup!Nothing can break our 9 mths friendship.Then was mei mei day.Lol..And weikai's too.All so free to chat today?Weird day ah?Even weikai is free.Lol..Seems now is not.He's dead again. =X

But my hands are useless de.Type too much and now begining to ache again.Mum and Dad not back yet.I enjoy home alone.Wahahahas..I now only feel like scolding ppl.My sardine and tuna cousins.Pls lor.U both.Can stop asking my friends for creds or furnis anot?Haiz..Say le wun listen in de.U think ppl rich issit?Xiang yi xia hao mah?They not print money de.

Say till money.Sian lah.Mum going to hospital these three weeks.One week once.Thinking of the bills.I'm fainting soon.Help lah!And now hor..They haven back yet i later going to siam to bath first.Dunno why adults like chasing us to bath.Zzz..Woke up at 2pm everyday sure time is flying fast.I thought i just woke up and now it's 5?!?pm soon!

Haiz..I want watch frog frog set 3 lahs!Why haven come de?Or is they din called me?I'll give TS a call later to check.The most exciting part.Frog frog!Ok..I'm nuts again.Now listening to rage DJing..He's a great DJ.Do tune in. =] Ehh..I gtg shoos for now.Screams again.Sian si liao!Tonight seems no dinner.Can run le.Muhahahas..Anyone joining me?Ok lah..Tata for now~~

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Sad Sad Day

Really sad and upset today.First i was feeling unwell.Next is i hurt someone's feelings badly.I'm so bad so bad.I dun deserve him such a nice friend.Sorry High.I should not have lie to u in the first place.Should not hide it from u till now.I'm not looking down on u.Please dun tink that way.I hope u will forgive me.But i guess it's hard.I hurt u too deeply.I dun mean to.And no u are not stupid.Stupid one is me.Although u can't seen my blog.But i still want to apologize to u again.Dui bi qi high.I dun wanna lost this 8 mths friendship.Just what have i done?Haiz..

It's now so late again.Actually wanted to go doc there but lazy again.Super laziest is me.Sleep till so late.Did nothing at all.The weather now is so dull.Same as my mood now.Guess i wun be online tonight or maybe be back late.Dun even have the mood to watch frog frog today.Need to go bath soon.If not is tio nagging again.

Sometimes i really find myself stupid.Have such caring friends yet i hurt their feelings till din even know.Suan le..Dun think too much.Things are not going to be so worse i hope.Let him have some time alone and cool down first.Haiz..Dumb me dunno what i did to deserve such great friends.I find myself treating their friendship so badly.No wonder high will ask.Do u treasure our friendship at all.I do i really do.If not i wun have tell u the truth.

Mum's nagging me to bath again.So i better go bath and think the prob wisely in the bathroom.Everyone in habbo can see my mood is so upset now.Will be fine.Dun worry.Later going to watch tong xin yuan.Tonight starting again.I'm so looking forward to it.And btw.I hate those spots on my face.Those pimples and blemishes.Hope they will heal soon.Well..Tata for now.Shooing to the bathroom this min.~~

Monday, October 10, 2005

The Siao Siao Day

Should be really siao bah.Litez all was giving each other nick.Simi xiao ah lao de.Then i have no nick lor.So i suggest i'm called xiao ren.Whack the xiao(siao) ren ah!Haha..Mad le right.Hope they really din call me xiao ren.If not i can go bang wall le. -.-''

My whole day today was sian sian and more sian.So watch afew espoisdes of my vcd.I think i spelt sala for the e......Really hook on the show liao.Eyes glued to my computer.Watch and rewatch still not sian de.Even my mum ask am i crazy?Cos this is the first time i can rewatch a vcd for so many times.

I added afew of my old friends back in my msn.Cos last time dunno why all auto delete. T.T Added 5 or 6.One accepted back le.Thanks JunHao. =] This week is old friends week bah.Lireen contact me sending me a very cute pic.Thanks for remembering me still ger.Old friends concerns are really very heart warming.Wonder when can we all meet again?Maybe in ........ wedding's next time.Lol..

These few days i keep dreaming of a same dream.Dream as me keep scolding ppl like a career woman.Looks like a holding a high post.I've been dreaming of the same dream since young.Talk this to my friends and they say.It should be my past life.Hmm..Is that so?I've always been very business minded.A career woman?Dun dare think.Haha..

And i hate it lah!My hand pain pain ache ache again.Haiz..Stupid hand.Can't type much.Sian man.Mum need to go hospital on wed.MUST remember.If dad never went with her.I got to acompany her there.She need to go TTSH 3 times this month.Tough on dad's pocket.Need to save abit le.

My daily rotute is about 5 to 6 paragraphs.So as u can guess.I'm shooing off again.Why my blog so many ppl visited.Over 1000 hits liao.Less then 1 mth.Faints!Who are those who visited?Let me know by tagging leh.Thanks too.Haiz..My daily visiter.Mei..I miss her.Jia you for ur exam mei.Jie waiting for u to come back.Well..Hands aching liao.Tata then~~

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sleepy Sunday *yawn*

I'm really turning into a pig pig.Just back from my night nap after my dinner.Now is indeed awake alittle.Not so sleepy anymore.Today DJ halfway nearly doze off. -.-'' It's been one week since i last DJ.Later listeners dun even remember me anymore.Today even too tired to host the top 10.I just skip one week bah.Save prize also. =X

Now listening to Fire da ge's DJ.His songs w00ts!Now he's playing the whole album from high party.The remix version of all those nice songs.Really very nice.But can't afford to buy.Watch afew of the frog vcd.Really so touching.Din regret buying it.What?!?Just heard a canto song.Lol..It's nice.And nothing to do till go search my name to find what?!?When did i have 18 fan rooms?Faints~~

Totally nothing to do now.My hand ache and hurts.Rub some of the medical oil but dun help much.Well..It's better then just now bah.I can't even bend my hands just now.Haiz..So sian..I miss mei.She is having exams.Can't come online for quite a few days.Mei kuai dian hui lai. =(

What should i do now?Watch frog again?Or join others to party at da ge's disco?I am so fed up yesterday.Dunno who clone me.DJ-Rongfang.Alot of nonsense.Luckily jas jie come vertify with me.She can suspect it's not me.I suspect it's a guy.Dunno who lah.That person is banned now.But sad is i can't use this name anymore.I still want to make this clone for DJ soon de.Haiz..

My dad just pop by and scream.Tian arh!!U wrap ur blanket around urself again. -.-'' Somemore i cover my head.Looks scary.Haha..Time flies so fast.I thought i just wake up only.But hey!I woke up at nearly 2pm everyday.Zzz..Of cos time past by fast.But jeff more pig then me.He slept till evening.So lucky.I got drag up de.

Shooing off again now.Just a small update.Nothing much to say today.It's just a plain simple normal day.Expect for my com is more nuts.Can heard alot of hardware funny sounds.And hmm..My speakers.Dun have the weird sound when i adjust the volume anymore.Dunno is this good or bad.I need to restart it sometimes.Really is mad le.Well..Shooing off for now.Tata~~

Saturday, October 08, 2005

A Thousand Sorries

I'm mad again today.My mood swings and temper are really crazy.And so scary.I dunno why some problems i can think so far away and nag and complain and think of the worse.I'm such a bei guan person.Haiz..and cos of my stupidness i hurt a lot of people today.Just what am i doing?I'm still not calm enough.The old old me is back again.

Can say all was surprise and shock to see me lidat.But this is the other side of me.It's been afew years since i last show my mood so much.What is wrong with me?Am i too stress or just too free nothing to do?Cause so much troubles for people.I dun wish for it to happen again.I'm so sorry about this noon problems.My sincerest apologize to all.Very very sorry.

Really hurt alot of people.Really deserve to be scold awake.This stubborn temper of mine is way too scary.I must must change it this time.After this time!There wun be a second time!I promise.Haiz..I know sorry wun cure now bah.Need time for all.No matter what is the decision i'll respect it and give u my wishes.

I dunno what suay day is today.Just now go bought my frog vcd.At last.My mum loan me to let me buy.Only buy two parts.One and two.Waiting for the part three now.Saying it will be out by this month.I do hope so.Part three is the most exciting.Got to save real hard to pay back about $90.I book the part 3 le also.Once it arrive.I will get a call from TS and chiong down immediently.Just now buy till got a free Cyndi CD when i buy frog frog.Her Cd really no ppl wan buy that's why FOC de. =X

And then got back just now to find that i have drop my shuang shen lu.Faints..That is my most important thing.My incrediable medicial oil.Haiz..Got to buy a new one tml.This one is new de loh.Drop it. T.T Somemore now i find out my com is abit nuts.So many black screen when i right click.I'm now going to restart my com.Then later is frog night.So tata all.Wish me luck.And sorry again to all who i have hurt.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa

I simply love this show as u can see even my blog skin is changed.Accdiently found it and seems nice to me so i changed it.It is not so lag as the old one and can show more posts.Problem is it can't show chinese words.So no more chinese title from now on.Hope u guys think this is a better and wiser choice compare to the hello kitty.But now my tag can't remember my name and i keep forgetting to type in my name hence become anonymous. -.-''

Ytd night was a very tough night.Been doing something linked to the show.Stupid drama!Why am i so hooked on it?Cause me so much troubles.Now still waiting and waiting and waiting.A few more hours to go.Dun even dare to off my com.Scared that it might restart all over again.Haiz..Mum and dad were super bo song.Saying i waste the electric.I can only on it when i'm online and playing.

Really very unbelievable that i woke up so early today.Hungry till cannot sleep.Ytd night too angry and sad till hard to sleep too.My temper is back again.It's really so scary.Even me myself is scared and trying so hard to control it.Dun wan to make a mistake due to my stupidness and madness.An ox is an ox bah.Bad temper de.Cannot change de.I always yi qi yong shi.

Still remember my temper and stuborness cause me made alot of mistakes due to my regretion now.Always do it le then will say i should not have done it etc.All is too late.If i'm able to relax alittle and think in a clam and peaceful mood.All will not be the same anymore.But nowadays i'm better.Last time i can all sorts of simi gui words and vulgar all shot out from my mouth de.And my mum would stuff a chilli in my mouth sometimes.Lol..See told u all.I'm not a good ger.

I can even buy a chopper right away and chase in the clinic to scared the doc when he gave me the wrong medicine and die die dun change and admit it.Scary right?Say le.I'm alittle crazy de.Once i tio some chi ji.Or u step on my tail.U can prepare to buy a coffin first.Are u all scared off by me?Regert befriending me le?If i continue to blabber out all my crazy acts u can all ran right away.

I've now changed.Learn to take things easily liao.So wun have so much stress and all.Guess i still have space for me to change more and learn to really kan kai.So shooing off for now.Later still dunno if i will go to see my doc.Two weeks again.Why so fast de?And i haven read my magz.So lazy.Feel sleepy again.Wake up so 'early'.Going to touch bed again.Tata guys~~

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Version 8 of habbo

Qing Wa Wang Zi.Wang Zi Qing Wa.Which of it is the real him?The show Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa tonight is just the starting of such romantic times.But when i read next week story all was not the same anymore.And my tears just came flowing down.

Poor Tianyu.Junhao forget all about her and treat her so harshly.He dun even remember her!He was back to his old normal cool and stupid self.Feel so sad for Tianyu.I wonder how the story will end.Will there be a prince and princess that live happily ever after?Hope so.I really no eyes see what will happen to poor Tianyu.Meanwhile just enjoy tonight's show.And try not to think of what will happen next.

Ok take it that i'm nuts.I'm totally hook on the show.Every wed to fri i will be crazy.Is it because of the name Junhao?Well..maybe..I feel i'm sort of like Tianyu.He dun remember me.Treat me as if he dunno me at all.Is he purposely doing it?I know i did u wrong.I should not have done that.I should have listen to u!I totally regret it now.I'm so sorry!If u are reading it.Dui Bu Qi.

Kinda of sad now.Does my decison last time matters so much to u?U now pretend not to know me?I know u wun forgive me.I should have listen to u.This is my future and i know i have ruined it totally.Suan le bah let it past.Well let's change a topic.I just found out that my blogger is alrite.No more madness and all.Is this the end of my crazyness com?I do hope it is.

We are now all going gaga over version 8 of habbo!It's so cool and great.Lots of new stuffs.But mostly is just for hc members.Aren't they abit baised?But the greatest thing is hc club fee is much reduced when u buy more months at a go.Can help me save alot. ^^

And new dance moves and lots more arrived.We were all waiting at UK hotel last night till around 2 and all chiong in!But i'm really lagging like siao.Hard to move.Is my com lousy or habbo more nuts?Anyway i suddenly notice that it's now so late!I think i just woke up.Ok lah.I'm getting more and more piggy. :S

Ending my blog for now to join in the crazyness.There's a long toto 4D Q over in welcome lounge.Lol..All dunno queueing up for what. -.-'' I think i better go take a bath if not mad till wun run liao.Or will kena drag by my mum to the bathroom later if i dun automatic.So tata for now guys.~~

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Down Down Day

I'm really in a bad and sad mood today.Mood so bad and down.Somemore the post i type just now got auto deleted.Faints..Habbo is down too.From 9pm to 2am on a maintianance.Chao sian!But it will be version 8 coming after it.This is something to be happy about.Now i'm with litez gang in habbo UK stoneing.The lag is so serious that i can't move much.Mood just got alittle better.Hope i'll be fine later.

Went out today to plaza only.And bought my beauty things.All sorts of them finish at the same and right time.I'm broke after spending $20 on them.But hey the acne gel is great.My blemishes are better now.Stupid pimple at last killed u!Muhaha! =X And bought my oil control flim too.Got grapefruit smell.So lovely and sweet.Abit more ex.But it's worth.All produts from clean and clear.Of cos lah cheap brand.Think i rich?Lol..

Then went to check the price of wang zi bian qing wa vcd.Nearly fainted.Its chao $.$!7 piece box cost $29.90!Somemore there's part 1 and 2.3 coming soon.Wonder if there's part 4 or more?Cannot buy le.Better to wait and slowly enjoy the show.More exciting this way.And i got the all the songs from it's yuan sheng dai cd!Totally love it!This is the first time i'm so hook on a show and songs and all.Haha..

My hands are so aching now.Wonder why.Got to look for my 'yao' and go rub a dub dub my hand.Cannot blame.Old le is lidat de. -.-'' Anyway ikia introduce me a job as a waitress in a hotel.But i reject again.Working hours long and i'm afraid i can't handle it well.Somemore is at bugis start from 7am!Later i will be late and will break the bowls and plates.Then got fired immediently. -.-''

The most shocking things shoud be what happen to plaza bah.Under go what renovation de.To upgrade and add in more shops.So many shops closed liao still want open new shops.Dunno what they are thinking.Uncle Francis so long din see me thought i'm missing.He say the rent too high for all to tahan.So mostly all pao lu!And somemore now NTUC tio squeeze till half it's size only.Alot of stocks gone.I almost jump when i saw the place.Totally in a mess.Guess i need to go lot 1 de NTUC liao.There de stocks more.

I'm shooing off now.Right hand in great pain.Anyway must remember next week mum need to go hospital.Think i will be acompaning here there.Be a guai ger sometimes not bad too.Aiya will see first.Normally is i cannot wake up or lazy.Pls hor the appointment is at 3 plus!Piggy me still kun?Pengz..Hehe..Hao lah..Next week de shi now say too kiasu liao.Shooing off for now then.Tata~~

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

English Blog Begins

I have totally had enough of my singlish post.Must learn how to type in full english and learn from the start.It's been such a long time since i last used proper english.Not very used to it yet but i promise i'll try my best.Must brush up on my compo skills.Nowadays i speak too much singlish till alot of people don't understand what i'm trying to say?Hey is it that bad?Oh well i admit it does.Haha..

And it really is a tough chore for me to type in full english.Singaporens sure do have quite alot of lah leh and loh to say.But mine is way too much.Every sentence there will be at least some singlish.And that's bad.Must quit my bad habit.Since when i have so many singlish to type?I'm begining to sense i'm not normal anymore.I now announced that proper english will be back on the move.Cheers!

But guess what?Think i can only type one post in full proper english and i will give up.It's too hard for me to try not to mix some singlish in.I'm not used to it.And i guess neither of u all do right?Seems weird that rongfang type so smoothly english.And now i just saw that habbo will be down from 10pm to 3am! T.T Oh my god!What can i do during these time?Play maple?Or?They just said that perharps we can all go play habbo UK.Not a bad idea too.Will decide tonight.

Well..Hope the mantainance is for version 8 of habbo.We are looking forward to it.As for now i'm feeling hungry. :S What's for tonight's dinner?It's bat kut teh!I'm partically drooling now.Oops!So will be moving on to what topic for now?Let me think.It should be.Haha..Guess i have nothing much to say today.It's just a normal day.

5 paragraphs for today.My habit is normally 5 paragraphs each day.Sometimes when there's much more things and topics there will be more paragraphs to flood.I'll be going off for dinner now.Really is very hard for me to type proper english.Guess there will not be a second time.I got to switch back to half english and singlish soon.And bye for now.I'm really starving!Haha..

Monday, October 03, 2005

Boredness!!! Sian!!!

What can i say about today?Only one word and it is SIAN!I sian till can wash the dishes plus all the pots and pans and rice cooker and stove and all just now.Just back.Did i ate wrong medicine today or din even eat at all?I must be crazy. *touch forehead to check if i have fever* So hardworking.Even my mum's jaws drop.She goes?AH?Xi hao liao?Yah.Lol..

Ok i admit i'm a pig.ZhuZhu.Slept till around 2pm today.Can say everyday lah.Cos really nth to do mah.Well jeff more worse.He slept till 4pm.Win le lor.Then later is maple time for us lor.Stoneing and chatting with my jie and all.Jeff just went cook dinner for his mum.So guai.I can't even cook lor.Compare to a guy.Jia lat must learn le.

I still prefer ytd or should i say this morning?When bas open her FF and we all a bunch of frens went crazy there.I lose to flint this tiny little bit.Aww..Even stick played.Lol..All went gaga.Curze also played but then hor.U dare to say u dunno!Help lah!So pro de.Still says laptop no mouse hard to play.Pei fu pei fu.But for me.I turn real rusty like hell.And i sure lose those 3 or 5 spaces de.I only pro in tri sq or sp. -.-''

After most of them ran,there was this guy who came in and says.Hey watch me!A drink will appear out of nowhere.Omg scripter!He take out a fizzy lemon.Pengz..Ok lor.U win so late no Mod online de.Seems all mod knock off at 3am.Or issit?Then i still nudge stick up on msn to ask him see.Omg lor!This ppl are so dare.Script out a camera?!?Also.Pengz..Then i went kun soon.No eyes see. x.x

I'm now so sian.Will be going off at 9pm.Gosh timetable back again.Now mei hosting a giveaway too.Curze got ask if wanna host one too anot.But guess wad?I no junks de.Ok for now,i'm going back to alive there.If not all will scream u are dead!Yah..Half dead loh.So tata for now.Kind of tired and having a small headache.Zai jian.~~

Sunday, October 02, 2005

Hate It Lah!!!

Really is a bad bad day today.Woke up late.Around 2pm.Zzz.Then do lots of this and that till came online at 3plus.And so fed up!Stupid comp having lots of probs.Last night my msn is already mad.Hard to send msg.And today more worse.Hard to log in and my contacts all appear offline.Unless u msg me first or i dun even know who's online!Argh! T.T

My comp is so sickening.Network keep auto DC.Cookies format in a whole mess.And somemore mouse also mad.So hard to scroll will auto ran back up.Speaker too.Lots of weird noise.Keyboard hard to type.And my monitor is getting blury!Wad the hell.Really is so depressed now.Maybe need to send for repair.See how after afew days first.So sometimes i maybe missing in action.Haiz..

I'm now back to stoneing.Nothing to do in habbo.And all my contacts in msn seems offline.Dunno who i can msg.Later ok again de.Sian lah.Waiting for litez wedding later at night.I can go kpo awhile.Hope my stupid comp allows.Got gossip says rage and that d&d together.Habbo i guess.Rage ytd pengz lah.He called me Fang-er??Why i so many nicks de?Sometimes dun even know they calling me.Sharky called me Froggy issit?Help lah!And did i say before i hate that d&d?Maybe she forget le.I dun loh.She offended me so much last time.I forever wun forget it!Gers are best in rmb all these.Ji Chou de!I admit i'm one.

Ytd night i'm too boring bah.Open FF.And i can say it's a battle between frens.All of them was so ki siao.Hahaz..So long never host le.Miss my F4.Fang Fang Falling Furni.But i more miss playing FF.Since that day played ikia's.My fingers are itchy again.I'm a FF queen loh.Last time dunno kill how many peeps.Mostly of my furnis are won in FF de.But now i'm rusty le.But ytd night manage to win fudge's FF.Thanks dear for p2s for me.And thanks for buying a pair of my fav bunnies.It's out again.Bunnies!Love it. ^^

I'm now really trying to find a job.Too sian at home and online everyday.Sick of this kind of life.My fren was introducing me to work at a pub in orchard.Orchard sure is better then geylang bah?Lol..As a what arh?I can't drink de lor xiao jie.But the pay really is high. :S Wun de i wun go work there de.I'm too guai le. =P I dun even go clubbing like the gers.And drink till drunk like hell.Waste of money and energy to go clubbing.Sorry arh frens dun mind me for saying this hor.

Recently feel like watching another movie again.Which show nice now arh?Dunno can jio who go watch?Some really bad de lor.Wants me to treat.Ok..I'm bad too.I ask them treat too. :S Only a gong person can let me bully and kok.Wahaha..U know who u are.Prepare to declare bankcrupt! =X I'm shooing off for now le.Help lah!So late le i still dunno.And bas is telling me something impt now.Omg!Haiz..Will see how bah.So tata for now.Argh!!~~

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Busy Tired Weekends

Will be a very busy and tired weekend.Was Djing and hosting my chinese top 10 today.Think i now just DJ once a week on weekends.Really too tired.If not is midnight DJ.Tmr will be the busiest.The grand day of the wedding of litez.I offer to help since not much staff are free.Dunno what i will do?Life telecast of the wedding?Count me out.Hard to speak eng.Hope cute or see who can help DJ bah.I stone around and kpo can le.

Ytd night really was a tough nite.Dun wish to bring it up again.Dun wish it to happen again.I'm so tired of it.Keep ai sick mai sick recently de.Sometimes fever sometimes cold and cough.Oops?Dangue fever?!!!Wun lah.Just caught a small flu.Was wondering if i really host and gave one furni each week.I'll be broke soon.Bas got ask if i need help in sponsering some furnis.Maybe i need help soon.Help lah! :S

Was feeling so unwell ytd nite.Still had to pei boss and all for a small meeting.In msn.Plat and boss and afk sonya.The guys were chatting things i dunno.Ang mo pai de.I keep saying i'm old etc.In the end boss call me AUNTIE! T.T Si boss..I younger then u lah!I want my revenge.I call him AH PEK!Woah!See i'm that bad de.Still tell them i very guai de.Nothing for litez paparazzi to dig out.Haha..*acts innocent* =P

I now smell something so fragrant.Wah!Cai Fan!My fav!Simple and nice.But i can only eat dunno how to cook. :S Must learn le.To grab hold of who de stomach arh?None lah!Who dare eat what i cook?Later kena food posioning.Even an egg i can cook till so -.-''

Cousin kor:Tan rongfang!Go fry me an egg!
Me:Yes kor right away.*thinking to myself sure taste great de*
But when i go on the stove.The spittar splattler sound!!!
Me:Kor help me help!!!!Jiu ming arh!!!*bends down scared of oil spitting*
Cousin kor:#$^%&*^$#^%^* Stupid lah u!I cook myself! -.-''

In the end of cos i embarassed myself.Faints..Now i'm better bah.This is think 2 years ago de shi?Now let me think what can i cook?Instant noodles count anot? -.-''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

Okok i'm this bad de.I CAN cook lah!Lazy only ok!Ermm or did i just know how to cook some weird stuffs?Haha..Now i'm playing non stop on litez.No DJ online.All ran where?Pat toh?Pengz..Nvm non stop all the way bah.Really not even a single DJ online loh!Haiz..All ran left me no one date de stone at home.Lol..

I've nag alot today le.Really really very sian of habbo.Now i'm partically STONEING!Nothing for me to do.Will go check listeners rate.If not many think i will log off.Sian si le la!Maybe will go maple awhile.Sian of habbo.All bug me.I'm really hungry le.Dinner still not yet ready.Had to go pop a few biscuits.Waiting and waiting.*taps foot patiently and wait*Well ok then i go back stone le.So bored.Tata liao!~~