I don't know why I have not sleep at this time.
3.42AM
Most of the time at this time I'll be snoring in dreamland.
No no, not this dreamland.
The ZzZ one alright?

Getting very emo and depressed easily nowadays.
Due to work.
I admit I'm a perfectionist.
Sagittarius are lidat.
What to do?

I just blow up my temper during work today.
Throwing things all over.
Causing everyone to gan jiong all over.
Just because of a stupid careless mistake I made caused so much troubles.
I wonder how can I see the model 112 as 950?!
Is like HOW POSSIBLE CAN I DO THAT RIGHT?

Took half a day off.
Might be resting till weekends before I get back to work again.
Right now, I need to rest my mind and my soul.
And replenish all my energy back. Well from don't know where either?

You know I thought I won't think of him again. But I wonder why suddenly tonight the image of him just popped up in my mind. And to think I kinda miss him. Is first love so difficult to forget? And him. My buddy, my friend. We've lost contact now.

I'm a very easily satisfied person. But in relationships I'm not. Asking for this and that. He's already too good to me. Yet I don't know why I can't help to envy others. Thinking how good if it's me who get to enjoy all those.

But yes, god.
I'm still contented now the way it is.
Leave it this way please.