Saturday, May 31, 2008

Off to Malaysia~
Back next week~
Miss me k? :D

Update:
Here in Malaysia saying hi.
Long time didn't come.
Didn't even know network became wireless. -.-

Anyway I hogged a laptop and came online.
First day here wasn't that good.
Mum fell sick and I still had my bad flu.
And you can said a sick person looking after a sick person. -.-

Next I don't know when we're going back.
My hp bill sure fly kite liao. ~.~
I miss my bed and him. *sniff*

One thing to be happy about.
My salary had some news liao.
And it's quite a huge amount.
I'm contented the way it is now.

More when I'm back.
Miss you all~

Friday, May 30, 2008

Having a very bad flu.
Coughing, sneezing and a fever.
My room is full of germs now.
x.x

Might be going to Malaysia!
Say yay! :D
I seriously hope this time I have the chance to visit my grandma.

The interview was canceled.
They saw my resume wrongly.
I don't fit their requirement.
My qualifications, what else?

My monitor's having some problems.
The screen's shaky.
*Screams*!
Don't spoil k?
:(

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Got a company called me for interview!

Okay, first thought I was damn happy.
But then. CANON!?

What again? IT?
I sent in so many resumes to small companies.
Not even one called me.
Sent in to one big company.
They called me. -_-
Now what?

Frankly say, I want a change of line.
I don't want to die in IT line!

Having very bad insomnia.
Can't sleep.
Really like a walking zombie now.
~.~

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

He's back.
But I don't feel much better.
Still depressed and emo. :(

Today 28th.
Wondering if they got my pay already.
I'm broke. Serious k!
Damn broke already.

Sent in lots of resumes online.
Got back a couple reply.
But don't think will consider.
It really don't suit me.
And work location is far.

Rejected di's job offer.
I think what I need most is plenty of rest.
Then continue to find a job.
A job which I really want and can do it.
Don't want to switch jobs again.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I was wondering if I should change my name.
To Val~

No more Vera.
People always called me Berak. (?)
I don't know how to spell lar.
It's Malay for SAI?! aka SHIT!?
Zzz.

Do I look smelly to you?
Sheesh!
-_-''

How wonderful it is to have friends ending up together.
How terrible it is to have two people you know broken up.
Whichever it is. My blessings to all. May all find happiness.

P.S: He'll be back tomorrow. (:

Monday, May 26, 2008

I don't feel good.

Saw their new photo.
It's her birthday today.
And he accompanied her.

I don't know why I still feel not good upon it.
A hint of jealously maybe?
Maybe first love ain't that easy to forget.

The interview today got postponed.
Which means one more chance less.

Still trying my very best to get an admin job.
No more sales please. I had enough of it.
Just wanna face the computer whole day.

Just sent in an application for a job.
Till then. I'm tired.
命中注定我爱你

Sunday, May 25, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZENN!

Sunday~ Sunday~
I love Sundays~
命中注定我爱你!

Went over to BPP just now.
For the midnight sales.
So many people! O_O
Singaporeans indeed are kiasu.

Saw them busy.
Wish that I'm with them too.
But oh well.
I didn't even say a hi to them.

Came back and searched for jobs online.
Sent a few resumes over.
Wanted to try out admin assistant.
No way for sales for me again.

Having an interview tomorrow night as admin.
Recommended by YM di.
Pray and wish me luck k?
I want to get a job and start work on June!

Miss you much much!
When are you coming back?

Saturday, May 24, 2008

1) Woke up, made a few SMS.
Slacked in bed, brunch and online.

2) Shopping with mum.
Bought some clothes back from This Fashion.

3) Back and watched TV.
Found out that nowadays shows are somehow interesting after all.

4) Back online again.
Tried to hunt for jobs online.
Results : Failed because none is suitable for me at the moment.
Never mind. I'll try again some other times.

5) Continue to online?
Watch TV?
Sleep?

Look! How interesting can my life be? :)

Friday, May 23, 2008

拿不起,放不下者,为愚人...

拿得起,放不下者,为凡人...

拿得起,放得下者,为贤人...

A fool is one who can't pick up his burdens.

A commoner is one who can't abandon his burdens.

An enlighten man is one who pick up and drop his burdens.

I got this from Jie's blog. Meaningful hence posted up. =>

Thursday, May 22, 2008

My life's as dull as it is.
And it had to be as dull as it could be.

His grandma passed away.
He rushed over to Malaysia.
Leaving me all alone in SG.

Mum's not back yet.
Dad's either working or out.
I can't stand being alone at home.

Want to find someone for coffee also tough.
Coffee anyone?

P.S: Went for coffee with Saiful at Starbucks at late evening.
Yak non stop sia. I missed the fishing days. :(

Horoscope says:
If you've got worries on your mind, distract yourself!
Go shopping for new clothes.


I'll gladly do that. Shopping anyone? :D

Happy Birthday Mei.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I'm not in a good mood.
Having mood swings always.
Having difficulty adapting to a life without work again.
Bah.

Horoscope says:
Confidence could get you what you want now,
so hang with people who feed your ego.


I want to know who are the people lah~! (-_-'')

我觉得好空虚.
简直就像世界末日.
失去了人生目标.
什么都没了.
我好累.
好想长眠.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

My mood had stable down a little.
Still, there's a part of me that can't accept the fact that I'm not working anymore.

I miss my working days.
Esp at HN. T_T

Wondering if I get another chance to go back.
Guess won't. :(

Mum went to Malaysia to visit my grandma.
I'm bored to death at home.

Went Vivo for walk today.
Saw Eldin working there. O_O
And spent a hell lot. -_-
I rather stay at home sia.
BOOWOO!

I'm still emoish.
How I wish to wear the formal uniform.
Sigh.
Envy them all.

Monday, May 19, 2008

I don't feel good.
Not good at all.
Lost of direction.
Humans are stupid after all.

When they're too busy, they complained.
When they're too free, they complained too.
(-_-'')

When I'm working, I'm thinking of slacking whole day.
When I'm slacking, I'm thinking of working whole day.
(-_-'')

I'd prefer to work.
It's a good thing after all.
Really. Trust me.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Unable to cope with the stress at work and boss's sarcastic words.
I finally quited today.

Can you imagine being asked to leave either now or next month?
Can you imagine being told it will be a most wise decision if I leave?
Can you imagine month end isn't here yet and so sure I won't hit target?
Can you imagine how much effort I've put in and was told I wasn't enthu enough?
Can you imagine how colleagues responded? Adding salt to wound! How nice.
Can you imagine when I said quit, someone said he's dying to hear it for so long?

Very disappointing.
I'm way too upset about this.

My life's an empty shell again.
Nothing to get motivate again.

Sigh. (-_-'')

Saturday, May 17, 2008

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Friday, May 16, 2008

Worst sales day of the week.
HN BP didn't even sell ONE comp today.
Was like wow.
Everyone konoh.
~.~

I still had some medium size fishes.
Printer and mp3 etc.
Consider not bad liao ok?

Slack through the whole day.
Chit chat and eat.
Keep going out to have a break too.

If everyday lidat shiok sia!
Cos boss not around we can eat snakes. :P

Haven plan my off day schedule yet.
I'm broke yet need a day of peace of mind.
Any ideas people?

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Was a fine day.
Well.. But not in the morning.
I was soaked by the rain.
Grr~! Why must it rain in the morning?
Makes me so L-A-Z-Y!

Work was alright. As usual.
Guess I'm already coping and adapting well hence no stress.
One more day and it's off day for me and the weekends!

Life with a job is good.
But life just seems so dull without much friends.
I miss my gang since Litez out.
Never had the time to online much to chat.
Seems they had a gathering this evening.
Next time count me in ok! I'll MC 1 day for this.
LOL. Joking.
Make it on my off day if possible.

I just love my 2 off days per week so SO MUCH~

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Work today~
Went to work with my new bag, pants and shoes.
^-^v

I feel good.
FRESH in fact!
Got a fish on this good day too.
HeHe!

I'm already satisfied.
:)

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

I don't know how to mention my day.
It was good. Maybe was?

Went out to Jurong area with him.
IMM. A place full of memories.
Shopping with bags after bags.
Finally no more window shopping.
I don't know why I can spent so much though my bank account is drying up soon.

Bought a white bag for work one.
A new pair of black pants for work too.
A new pair of black shoes for work three.
And another pair of causal shoes.
GREEN! :LOVES:

I'm satisfied today. Yum.
Sometimes I just wish for endless money for me to spend.
Nope, I'm not greedy.
That's human natural.

Cabbed home in a cab which driver looks so much like buddy.
Don't dare to take a closer look when he said he live at Pasir Ris.
Gee, don't know why I don't dare to double confirm with him.

Nah. I just don't want my feelings mixed up again. :)

Boo. Work tomorrow.
Till Friday people till a long post arrives.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Didn't blog much about my personal life already huh?
Yea, I guess so. I prefer keeping things to myself now.
Slowly and slowly, I'm back to my old self. Quiet old self.

Began to neglect everyone around me.
Friends, family and even him.
Our 1 year just past, and I'm giving him the cold shoulder more day by day.
I really don't know what had become of me.

My life's the same old boring tune everyday.
Work, knock off, online, sleep and eat is what I do.
Basically I spent more than half a day on work everyday.
Is it cos of this I'm starting to drift everywhere?

I love to emo nowadays.
Or should I say I enjoy emoing?
Listening to those lonely songs.
Kept to myself. Make sure I'm a distance from the others.
Afraid of the crowd. Scared of laughter and screams.

Seems that I want the whole world to myself.
Can I just sort everything back to the right track?
I have only one day to do so.
God please help me.
Guide me. Lead me. Motivate me!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Still sick.
:(

Went doctor's again.
For another day of MC and a change of medication.
Feel slightly better now.
Hopefully I'll be back on the track tmr.
Dump the MC!

Boss ain't very happy about the frequent MC I took.
I think my wish is not going to come true.
I won't pass the probation period.
I won't get the chance to wear the formal uniform.

Sad sad sad.
*EMOS*

Saturday, May 10, 2008

I mc-ed today.
Had a big bad flu.
Say *cough cough* and *ah choo* :(

Feel weak cos of medication.
Hope I'll be alright tmr to chiong the kiasu weekends sales.
I got 45k more to reach target! HELP!

Hmm.
I got something on mind.
You know when you're in love you will go gaga and say how much you love him or her.
But why is it that when you broke up, the other party can get into another relationship so fast like rocket man.
Is this what you call love?
I really don't understand what's on teens mind nowadays.
*Shakes head*

Friday, May 09, 2008

I had fishes.
A couple in fact.
Yum.

My bait was long enough to get those fishes.
One by chance.
One by luck.

But also a lot of leh chey troubles.
You don't sell = trouble from boss.
You sell a lot = trouble from customers.
-_-

I had people spying on my blog.
In fact this person spy on all of our blogs.
Meow! I miss you k! Spy spy more! LOL!
Say a BIG HI to Miss Cindy! :D

I'm feeling sweet.
1 year le~ yes yes yes~

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Work!
Should I be :) or :(

No fish today.
Or should I said none of us caught any fish.
Double the :(

Ate small fishes.
At least better than nothing right?

Hopefully there's BBQ fish for me tmr.
HeHeHe!

Waiter~!
I want one steam, one fry and one BBQ.
All fishes please.
No guppies thank you~


?!?!?!?!?!
:D


Inside joke
Shh

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Sei Bei Lei Tai Ah~!
(Read in Canto lah duh.)

Specs still going shaky.
I still can't find a replacement.
And work is starting tomorrow!

I don't wanna be a blind man!
HELP ME!
T.T

Sigh...

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

TODAY FUN SI CAN?!

Went out to visit my skin specialist first.
Glad he said my skin is recovering well.

Since it's some where near Chinese Garden.
I went there jalan jalan.
Went to see the turtle and tortoise museum.
COOL LOR!
Those gui guis so cute!
GOO GOO GA GA!

LOOK!!!
They makan cucumbers!?!
LOL!

Then went to CWP. Ate Seoul Garden after that.
I PS to say, this is my first time makan Seoul Garden. -_-''
Nice nice. Wo ai. Next time hor. :D

Came home and something suay like no tomorrow happened.
My specs frame gave a crack and broke. -_-''
Now using glue to 'paste' it back for the moment.
Tomorrow got to go shop for replacement.
$ gonna fly again ~.~

Monday, May 05, 2008

First off day is spent at home dating.
Mr Zhou! -_-''
I hate it. But no choice.
Was so freaking tired.

Not really.
Went out at night.
Met him for dinner at Mac.
Then went Pandan to relax.
I love the feeling when the breeze blows your worries away.

Wanted to spend some time alone.
Not because I got bored of our relationship.
Maybe I'm feeling tired.
Sorry, not really good in words to describe my feelings.

Looking forward to the day that I can wear the formal uniform.
Can I can I?
1 and a half month more.
JY JY!

My mind is in a whirl.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

I love you off day~~!!

My mood currently is purple~

带一丝丝的忧郁

But then I'm high high high.

Want to fly into the sky.

3 days off day!!!

I'm mad liaoz. Pardon hor! >)

Saturday, May 03, 2008

I'm having a bad flu.
The shop nearly let me blow away.
Sneeze and sneeze and sneeze.
Say AHCHOO!

Feel better now after the medicine he bought me.
Thanks thanks!

A fine day I'll say.
Sat sat~!
Hope sales tmr will be good.

Then it's MY OFF DAY!
OMFG!
I CANT WAIT!

Friday, May 02, 2008

Work again tomorrow.
I wonder how will it turn out to be.

I want my 3 days off days to come asap.
Sun, Mon, Tue.

Today wasn't a good day.
Neither was it bad.

Met up with ger and her new bf Thomas.
That guy's really not bad.
*Thumbs up*

Had Sakae.
Spent more than 100 bucks on it.
*Heart feels pain*

Bless me god.
Let tomorrow be good.

Thursday, May 01, 2008

MAYDAY!

Welcome May~
For the sake of my 50K!
CHIONG AR!

The durian finally dropped.
-_-
Not a very good durian this month.
I'm NOT satisfied!

LESS LESS LESS!
SO LITTLE!
HOW TO EVEN SURVIVE?!
@#%#$&#%&#%^#$&$^@#$^

Lots of stuffs on mind.
But I'm tired to blog.
Next time bah.
Don't forget I'm having a long weekend off this week.
W00ts!