I don't feel good.
In fact I feel weird.
A sense of emptiness fills me.

好强的空虚感。

I just want to be a normal person.
Work, home, eat, slack, sleep.
Just when I'm beginning to rejoice and screamed hooray.
I'm out of job again. Damn it.

Serve me right for bitching about him for not working. 恶人有恶报。
Now the fact is he's working tomorrow and I'm slacking at home.
Fish right?

Feels weird.
Jealous? Envy? Depressed?
I don't really know.
Maybe it's one, both or all.