Having such a sweet and beauty sleep though out the month.
When I opened my eyes, it's already month end. -_-
It's been 2 months since I'm jobless.
And 1 month since I did nothing except for sleeping and eating.

I gained lots of stuffs. Fats and more stress.
OMG fats can? I gained 4 kgs. =/
Wonder why I'm under such stress?
Maybe I slacked too much. That's why my brain is so free to think nonsense stuffs.
I think I need to do more meaningful stuffs such as volunteering or getting a part time job.

I'll just try and do something simple yet meaningful yet stressful for the time being.
Me myself thinks my illness have not 100% stable down. Left a slight %
Till one day my nonsense thinkings end then it's considered clear.

What is love? I don't know.
Is love something that somebody will give and someone else will accept?
Give and take?! Lelong lelong meh?

Are both parties having the same feeling for each other?
Or this one having this feeling and the other goes chey.
Machiam 一厢情愿?

Is it a need to be in a relationship?
Or is it just lack of someone there to comfort and care for you?
Lack of a feeling so take love as it is?

Must going in a relationship consists of getting married and having kids?
Can't there be anything more simple like it's great to be just together?
I really don't understand all these.
How complicated love is.

I don't feel good.

Background playing 苏打绿-小情歌

I finally let out a good cry.

我怨天，我怨地，我更怨我自己不争气。

A total failure.

Noticed one thing?
I never online MSN for so long liao hor?
That's because my bad habit is back again.
I love hiding once again.
Hide and seek~

I asked myself do I need friends?
Or should I asked myself this instead.
Do I need A LOT of friends?
I know that some of my so call "friends" are just pigs and dogs 猪朋狗友
It's good to have friends. Maybe just a small group will do.
Instead of a whole bunch like hundreds where I don't even know who is who sometimes. -_-

Do you know?
It's good to be alone once in a while?
*Emos*

Di said my posts are shrinking day by day.
Indeed it is.
I admit I've ran out of ideas what to blog.
惭愧惭愧~

Looking at my old archives of past years.
Is like OMG?!?
How the hell did I managed to blog such long chunk of stuffs?
I think I must be crazy last time. LOL!

Hungry + Angry =
Not a good Sunday.
-Yawns-

P/S: OMG! I won 8000 credits on Facebook's Pull Tabs!

Was hungry at night.
Hence decide to cook up something interesting.

I found 2 bundle of mee sua. :D
Searched the fridge and throw out whatever that can be eaten.
Crabsticks, pricked vegetable, spring onions, ginger.

And added in lots of seasoning in.
MSG, salt, pepper, sesame oil and garnish with fried onion.
Heng ah! It was quite delicious and I never LAO SAI! LOL!

Still hungry. What's wrong with me? O.O
Maybe I spent too long walking toady.
From TTSH to novena medical center to sq 2 to velocity.
And back again opposite way.
Then back again the first route to take train.
-_-''

Someone changed hp again. N95 somemore. Fish him! Where's mine?

你觉得自己幸福吗？
原来幸福是那么的短暂。
当你发现幸福时，它已离你非常遥远。

我一直以为我很幸福。
要什么有什么。还有家人的疼爱。
一直渴望当王子的灰姑娘。
终于遇见了王子。没想到却是个假象。
王子最终不属于我，会离我而去。

我认输了。输给了命运。
可是老天还是公平的。
命运的转折尾随着幸福的来临。
幸福最终还是回到我身边了。

I'm swear I'm going to make it big one day!
Earn lots of money and throw it on your stinky face!
And do you know you smell so much like shit? =)
Ignore my rants. Lalala~

P/S: Won't be online much. I want to chase shows 追偶像剧!
爱情经纪约 although is an old show but it's not that bad.
Every shows by SETTV and TTV are good. :)
世界上没有烂偶像剧。
只有不用功的演员，导演和制作班底。

P/S/S: Litez's blog is getting more and more crazy.
LOL you people! I can't do it manz!!! GO!
http://delitez.blogspot.com/

P/S/S/S: 我是个不知足的人！ ROARS!

Had a fruitful day today.
I ate lots of things! ^^

Turtle soup is not bad after all.
Just that those turtle skin is :S
惨不忍睹 -_-"

Bugis junction got a food fare.
There's food from Asia. Most from Taiwan.
But I had some yummy local delights there.
算盘子~ and 猪肠粉~
The chee cheong fan is wrapped with char siew and lettuce~
While the 算盘子 goes diong diong diong in your mouth~

I'm a bit of 夸张 I know. Hahaha!

What's so special about these delights till I ate till no photos to post?
4 words to describe. 好吃到爆~！！

And not forgetting the Wantan noodles near Sim Lim Sq and Fu Lu Shou Complex.
Tangy noodles plus fried wantan. Heavenly!
And their Katong Laska too! Yum yum. Thumbs up okay?

I really don't know how to describe the exact location.
So just go along with your NOSE if you're near there! ^.^v

This is crazy!
Yesterday night after watching 命中注定我爱你.
There was a part with MSN conversation where QE chatted with Ethan.
Ethan named himself as Mr Z aka Z 先生.
Since the MSN add is so CLEAR. People tried to add for fun.

End up there's really someone online in this MSN add.
He/She names himself as Mr Z aka Z 先生.
And that person chatted with them. Typing in Chinese.
I would said that person is typing nonsense, I'm confused by it!
I'm going to faint to death. 汗死我了！！

Lots of people found my blog due to the MSN add I typed below.
And I made a friend Indriani from Indo. Hihi! O_O
It seems this show is so popular that people from all over the earth watched it!
加油命中注定我爱你！

Add the so call Mr Z's MSN if you're interested. -_-'''
Just who is this person chatting with them in MSN?
I hope Taiwan people give fans an answer asap.

y_sn333@msn.com

I'M A PIG!

I still slept till evening today.
Plus I dozed off at night just now.
Just woke up to watch destiny love.
The show is getting too draggy.
*Shakes head*

Me can't wait for next month. August!
National Day and lots of movies showing.
ALL my favourites okay?!
Local movies~ Me likes~
钱不够用2 & 12 莲花~

绿茶握在手里快活似神仙~

My nose's running away from me.
*sneezes non stop*
Those flu tablets don't seem to help. -_-
I think I shall have an early night today.
An early night of 4am. Indeed early. -_-

Oh yah, I never buy the phone.
Due to comments saying it sucks blah blah.
I suppose so? No brand, eh me no guts try liao.
Leave hp matters aside first.
Provided that my current one don't die on me again.
It die and die and die die die don't know how many times this week liao.

Need to learn how to wake up early.
No no to snores till evening now.
Me is not pig! n_n

Hungry again.
Well, sometimes I really think I'm a pig. -_-

I'm thinking of getting this phone.
Lilian Too Lucky Phone (RED!!!)
It's free with an M1 2 years contract.

Has everything I want.
3G (Not 3.5g but nevermind.)
2mp cam (Not 3.2mp but at least it's 2mp.)
Bluetooth (Must have if not it's not call phone liao.)
MP3 (Must have if not it's not call phone liao.)
Microsd slot (That's the card I need)
Different from others (Very different indeed.)
Weighs only 70g! (Not heavy I like.)

http://www.m1shop.com.sg/DisplayProduct?displayDetails=14404&coID=M1&coe=y

Some people just think about themselves only.
You can say anything bad about me.
BUT NOT MY PARENTS!
No respect sia lah.

I'm only 22. HELLO?!
You expected me to talk about marriage and kids now.
ROM and married in these few years.
BORE YOU A SON IS A MUST?

Now what generation already lar?
You the only son in your family so what?
I must bore you a son in order for you to continue ar?
If it's a daughter makes you pai seh issit?

Want me to talk about marriage and kids? Can.
Wait till when I'm about to reach 30 ok?
I only say I don't like to live together with parents after marriage.
Just my stand. Agree or not can discuss. Also buay song?

Be in a relationship must not be more than 2-3 years. What logic?
Means after that no get married we say bye bye lar?
Now is the time to enjoy.
Want me so young be yellow face popo.
I rather bang wall die. -_-

I'm kinda emo these few days.
Friends around me having some problems.

B and her bf broke. It was unbelievable.
Cos B told her bf that she actually like our her colleague XL.
XL is a nice guy. But I don't know why things can turn out this way.
Turned out she lost both guys. XL don't want to be the third party.

Z and C also. I don't know if either of them are regretting.
It seems they are moving on well. Are they pain in their heart?
If you walk a wrong step, either you can u turn in time or the end forever.

Treasure and cherish it before it's gone.
I came across an online blog which the blogger's beau passed away.
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com
She must be so sad. How did she overcome it?

生命和感情都是脆弱的。

Sometimes, some stuffs are meant not to be known or spoken out.
It lies deep in our heart so let it be. It will be better this way.
Although had some impression of it. But then still choose to ignore.
Once it's leak out, everything is so not the same anymore.

Don't like to avoid. Neither is the direct type.
Can a person split itself into half?
One half here and the other half there.
You won't be afraid that you might hurt anyone without knowing.

Don't know. Neither want to rake up the past. Or is it now still?
Don't want to know. Choose to remain silent is good.
Too late? Still in time? Take a step at a time.
Follow your heart and you'll know the answer.

Lost and confused. Too tired to think anymore.
Maybe some stuffs are best to keep deep inside your heart.

I can't sleep again. -_-
Sheeps hiding themselves up.
Afraid that I will count them up.

Went phone shop just now.
I thought I can get a new phone after trading in my old one.
Maybe at least a second hand one.
But then I was disappointed.

I can barely get half a phone.
Jitao sian half. Think I'll need to wait till month end.
Hopefully I can get a new phone by then.
If someone never break the promise.

Posting this post at 6.30am.
Logged in blogger and chua dio to see that you people changed Litez blog template! It's real damn chio! I LIKE!
Me actually very guai tonight. Sleeps early but then.

Let me explain to you what happened.
After watch 命中注定我爱你 which is my favorite show. I went to bed at 3.30am. Unbelievable right!?
5am sharp. Heard my phone sms tone. Reached for my phone, rubs eyes and STARE!
Oh, it's a girl friend asking me if I've sleep. Ignores and returns to dreamland.

5.15am barely 15 mins after I got woken up.
Phone rings. Me saw it's him who called, answers.
Chatted awhile and slams phone down.
But then I'm now damn awake lah!

You people are the ones who asked me to sleep early.
You people are the ones who wakes me up when I'm sleeping.
You people no call nor msg me when I'm awake at this time.

You people are $#^#$&#^@#%%$ so cute.
-_-"
Me wants sleep. HELP!

PS: I feel like making a shopping blog to clear my junks.

Still wondering which phone should I get.
What I have in mind is a phone with cam more than 2mp.
3G or 3.5G is a MUST. I video call always.
External Micro SD card slot. Me don't want change card.
Maybe slide phone or flip phone?
No to dull old colours!
I want something colourful!

Ar bo wait lor.
Seems the 3rd quarter of year got couple of new phones.
Nokia 6600 series. I think it's an upgrade version of 6500.
Samsung! There's a few that attracts me. Eg their flip touch pad phone!
As for Sony Ericsson. I kind of don't like their looks. x_x
EXCEPT for their non 3G phones which I don't want.
S500i, w580i. Black green and pink. Ooo!!!

Shall wait till month end. Since I'm still loving my old phone.
But bless it does not hang or restart ALWAYS!
Kuku Samsung J750. Free phones are lidat. -_-"

Someone got a new phone. :o!
It's a new old model phone.
Nokia N80
3mp cam. The phone was not bad.
Just that it's a tad too heavy, thick and bulky for me.



He makes my heart so damn itchy that I wanna get a new phone too.
My current 1.3 mp cam phone is so #$&$#^#$&#&!!!
Wondering if I should get back Nokia? Or as usual Samsung?
I have no guts to try out Sony Ericsson's phone.

I'm thinking of getting a purple phone!
Samsung U700 is good.
Slide phone! 3.2mp. I like!
It's the same phone my cousin had.



Or should I aim a new Nokia 6220 classic?
5mp cam you know? It's like OMG!
But those functions are too err for me.
GPS. I can't even drive. -_-''
The design is like so err too.
So like those old school style Nokia phones.



Now which? I need help!

I suddenly like purple very much!
Hence my new shade of purple background. ^^

Romantic right?
浪漫喔！~。~

And not forgetting today is 11th of July.
An important date!

Happy 17th Birthday YM Di!
Find a girlfriend soon okay? =D
I scared you 嫁不出 娶不到老婆 =P

I don't understand why are some people rich and some poor.
Not fair! ={

Got woken up by an unknown phone call.
It was by an anonymous company asking if I want to do indoor sales.

Ben xiao jie thought who so nice to call and asked if I need a job.
Some more called my house phone. Jitao faint. -_-"

Happy happy awhile but then jitao sian off.
Indoor sales. <--- Spare me!

*Knock knock*
*Who's there?
*Salesman*
*Sorry, we don't need anything. Slams door.*
See? I treat indoor salesman lidat, can sense the future if I took up this job. -_-"

Still looking and waiting for news. *Pins my hopes high high.*
我不放弃~ 决不放弃~

So bored tonight. Nobody to talk to me.
And as usual I can't sleep. AGAIN!
For goodness sake can I sleep early for once?
Just as I did when I'm in my working days.

I've got itchy hands and fingers.
Sense any changes in my blog?
No prizes for guessing correct though.
A hint, tag board is now DAMN clean.
Help me dirty it. LOL!

Pictures of yesterday outing!
Nah! Not going to post all.
Some of my friends are shy.
*Looks at them* O.O

Already celebrated 2 years of Jeff's birthday with him.
Wonder if there's a next year.
I'm sure to be joining k!
Me wants hogs mic. ^-^v

Pictures time~

Uncle Zen and shy Miss Serene. Heh. What are they doing? O_O
Camwhore queen! =P
I think they're trying to ask if they got couple look mah? =X
The pale birthday boy and miss pretty.
Jianing Jie and me. Shh! We are lesbians partners. LOL!
I'm presenting this chio bu to all~ Miss Serene~
Lastly, the cake. It's really VERY NICE!
Still got more pictures, but all got miss "fruit". She's shy so, well. =)

5am. -_-

Can't sleep. Had too much fun just now I think. LOL.

Went Bugis to meet Ning Jie and others? (I don't know who is who!!!)for Jeff's celebration.
高记拉面 for dinner. Was nice. Thanks Uncle Zen. You spent a BOMB on us.
TOP ONE KTV for entertainment.
I like it better than K-Box or Party World.
But you know it some how reminds me of Hotel.
So many floors and rooms. -_-

Thanks people I really had fun today.
But one thing. SO SAD YOU KNOW?
This year no cake to smash Jeff's face!
And he smack my face some more with pillow.
OUCH PAIN DAMN!
你给我记住！！！

Reached home early. I supposed?
Hey, 12 mn only lor. The others still there I guess.
No photos as the place was TOO dark.
I snap and snap and snap.
Nothing came out. Only darkness. -_-
Want photo? Maybe Serene got. Heh.

Getting broke soon.
:(

Should I go Jeff's celebration?
If I never go I'll feel damn bad seh.
But then I'm afraid I can't wake up in time and snore till evening.
..................

Just reached home.
Now then I know why my money running out so fast.
Cos of midnight cabs.
Curse myself!
-_-

Youth day.
Been years since I last celebrated it.
To those starting school tomorrow.
祝你好运~

幸灾乐祸ing~
=P

Sometimes I wish I was single once again.
Always thought that being in a relationship is great.
There's a guy to pamper you like a princess.

But then it's not.
There's lots of terms and conditions that came along with it.
You have to care and consider about his feelings every time.

And it's tiring.
Esp if you have a over protective boyfriend.
Sometimes I just wish that life can be easy.

Can I?
I ain't greedy am I?

Me 同病相怜 with pat mei mei.
We both suffering from insomnia~

How?
4am soon.
Ate medication liaoz.
Still don't feel like sleeping yet.
In fact I feel more 精神
-_-

I really feel that a jobless person is a useless person.
Haiz.

Jio me out babes.
Me ish bored.

Have I become a changed person?
My parents told me so.
He told me so.
Close friends told me so too.

I don't know what have I changed or why have I changed.
I just know I'm not myself anymore.

I can see nothing right in front of my eyes.
Dead end it seems.

Oooo it's raining...

Am back for the counseling.
Haven't got eaten up by the counselor.
LOL.

That mr nerd is quite nice.
I know I'm bad to say him *cough*
=/

Had quite an alright day today.
Pocket drying as usual.
What a waste.

Jeff is still asking me.
AHHHH!
Should I or shouldn't I go on sunday?

Later like last time how?
So much troubles.
All no more friends.

烦~

Don't feel good.
Feel like skipping the counseling session later.

Mum will be in Malaysia.
How I wish I am, too.

Don't know how to excuse myself on Sunday.
Sorry Jeff.

I've long forgotten how to smile, from the bottom of my heart.
All I have were fake smiles and laughters and it hurts deeply.

人生其实可以很简单。
何必让自己过的痛苦？

A lot of things on mind to blog out.
Firstly Govt $ arrived liao~
July liao~!!
But then nope, I ain't happy.

Went for drinks just now.
Troubled over lots of stuffs.
Grandma's in hospital again.

Jeff's birthday celebration is on this coming sun.
Don't think I can and I will go.
Cos I don't wish to spoil everyone's mood.
And also afraid of the after stuffs.
Remember last time XX's chalet?
OMG.

The guys are having fun on H.
:)

Sometimes I wish to be single once again.
Or even back to a kid.