Friday! It's nearing weekend and Nov.
Excited yet nervous for this brand new month.
Wondering how it will be.

Went out with bor today.
Spent ALOT on food lor!
We went Bugis for 小笼包~
Then Vivo for movie and chocolates!

DO NOT WATCH The Coffin if you are easily scare.
WATCH The Coffin if you want some shocking scene!
Bor and me were like covering our eyes with popcorn boxes through out the whole show.
Screams in the cinema heard every few minutes.
But I don't really understand the show's story and the meaning of the ending.
Maybe cos I'm covering my eyes almost at all time? -_-"
Spare me this kind of torture next time. I'm out k!
Tonight sure have nightmare. Really is pay $ for fright. -_-"

RF is happy!
RF is very happy!

I succeed in the job interview.
Congrats to me the future florist!
1.2k, 5 days, 9 hr/per day, BP area.
What more can you ask for?

Am gonna start work on the 1st of Nov.
Gotta do training at a different location.
PASIR RIS! (Oh nos!)
2 weeks, a flash of eye and it's back to BP.

Today is a happy day afterall.
Cooked lunch and ta pao to him.
Then went BP find bor they all chit chat.
Had a delicious HK food dinner also.

Tmr is a day out again~
Enjoy non working days quick before it ends!

2 more days!

4am in the morning and I can't sleep!
Is it because I'm too excited? nervous? worried? high?!

Excited because as latest news from my dad, aunt and cousin(s?) are coming back to SG together with my mom tomorrow.

Nervous because I got an upcoming interview tomorrow. Florist! 姜王爷保佑 k ! (合掌!)

Worried because $ is quite tight already. The clinic today chop me off 70+ bucks already.

High because I had too much fun today! Went out with cousin(s). Both dad and mom's side.
Cousin 1 accompany me to the clinic for? I call it skin treatment.
Cousin 2 and 3 accompany me? Or rather I accompany them for chats and snacks.

Wondering how will my day be tomorrow? Seriously hope it's ^ instead of v

To XXX: Sometimes it's better not to know everything. As the truth always hurts.

Currently in full mood. Stomach too full. -_-
Ate orh lua, fried bee hoon and ice lemon tea for supper just now.
And greedy me ate and ate and ate non stop.

Never go Malaysia, instead I asked mom to come back on wed.
At most go back on sat lor! Reason is I can't tahan so many days ta pao.
Like who can? I'm used to eating home cooked food.

My skin problem is getting from bad to worse.
Took some cream from cousin. Seems better.
Going to the skin doctor for treatment tomorrow.
Since it's home alone day, might as well go cousin house eat dinner.
Wahaha! Save me lots of $~

Got an upcoming interview at a florist.
YAY! I think I have high chances in getting this job.
Hope to bring good news to all after wed this week. ^^

Slept at 11pm yet woke up at 2am from a terrible nightmare.
Tired yet can't sleep back. Craving for internet and food.
Want to blog but find it hard to type down what I wanna say.

Don't know why things can turn out this way.
Had already made up my mind not to go Malaysia since there's an interview tomorrow.
Want to do my very best for the interview tomorrow yet received a bad news.
I would rather not call him if I know this is the outcome.

Thought he's busy that's why never call me today.
But instead he fired his boss due to quarreling with his colleague.
I angry till hit roof top you know! Can't he tahan meh!
See lar, I was about to get a job and he lost a job.
This can't be happening again.

Lots more things for me to worry about from now on.
I'd rather not think about them.
Feels stressful even to think of it!

Got quite a couple of things on my mind.

Wondering if I should go Malaysia with mum. 1 week plus to 2.
So long. I intend to find a job at this moment if I'm not going.
But if I missed this chance, will be quite long for another.
Monday's the deadline. Must make up my mind by tomorrow night.

Another is which job should I choose.
Sometimes I believe that god is kidding with me.
When I need a job I had none. When I need a break, I had tons.
Florist is actually a good one. Can learn new things. But am afraid of my nose.
The other? Normal sales and digital print stuffs which I had some experience before.
It's a line I'm familiar with. Which I predicted it as not challenging.

I seriously hope god can show me which way to take.
Don't want to have regrets and problems working again.

Regarding the previous post matter, aiya, I hack care le lar.
When god close one door, sure will open another one for us.

And my the other door is opened!
I'm very ^^ today. Got quite a few job lobangs.
Nearby some more!

Florist! And photo shop's assistant. And a eh, marketing executive, which I have no confidence in it.
So I think I'd prefer florist more. Since I like flowers. 花痴~

Which ever one it is, leave it till I go both interviews first.
Which is nearby! Can go home with bor everyday lidat.
Waiting for the good news! Wish me luck well, again!

We're both trying to avoid it. Thinking everything will be alright if this continues.
But it's a wrong thought, things got worse till we can't even communicate.
Age gaps ain't that wide. So I don't think this is the main reason.

Over protective? Or should l I say we have different thinking.
His is those out of generation thinking. So much older than his age.
Mine is quite modern, although I'm known to be quite you know, old fashion.

Till today then I realized it's not a good thing to escape anymore.
So the best thing is to sit down and have a talk.
But it doesn't help much, so a cool down period is going on.

Meanwhile, I guess I will take a short break in Malaysia soon.
To settle grandma's matters also.
Seriously I hope someone can advise me on relationship problems.
They are such a tough chore to handle.

I'm not as strong as you think I am.
I'm weak on the inside also.

Don't understand why people choose me to talk to when they're having problems.
I'm totally okay with it but I think those people don't know I'm stress over it.

I have problems myself too.
And I've no one to talk to.
You tell me your problems I'm fine.
But you don't know I'm stress in the inside.

Burden over burden.
Till I can't breathe but have to breathe.
Do you know the feeling of it?
Terrible you know?

Sometimes I wish I'm still a kid.
At least I'll be more happier.

I've been stressing myself too hard.
Surrounding stress are getting very serious too.
Other people got stress = they talk to others.
I got stress = nobody to talk to and must listen to other people talk other their stress.

Any problem I can only swallow it inside myself.
And I'm the kind of people who don't know how to handle stress.
Once I don't know how to face it, I'll escape and went into hiding.

But hurt is hurt. And I've hurt a gal friend's trust.
I don't know how to start talking about it.
That's why I made up this decision.

Sorry friend for bringing you troubles.
I hope you're fine.

I was not happy last night.
Someone rubbed something which I've not done on me.
I hope that person get the facts right before pointing fingers at me.
You've hurt someone innocent.

No jobs = no jobs
Got jobs = got ALOT of jobs
Samsung called and asked me to be their promoter.
You know how much I yearn to be in Samsung.
But I had to reject cos of an upcoming interview.
And most importantly, no sales job for me from now on.

Interview tomorrow at gal friend's company.
Frankly speaking, I have not made up my mind.
Hopefully I will not be a 逃兵~
Wish me luck. Appreciate it. Thanks.

Had a tired day but learned something also.
Gal friend came at late noon and stayed till 10 plus.
Chat la, you know, normal girls talk lor.

Want to jump into my bed asap.
Videos will leave them to watch tomorrow.
But I have a small problem.
*Looks down and drool*

I feel like eating Mac before sleeping.
The new wasabi fish fillet burger and fries.
But then I lazy to order. -_-
Got any kind souls order for me not?
And is this meal nice not? Anyone tried already?
*Stomach calling* =(

Finally am sick.
No, that does not mean I like to fall sick.
But it's true that you feel better when you are sick instead of feel sick cannot sick.
!?!

Ate medication, hungry and crawled up for some bites.
Got woken up in the morning cos mom want me to watch vcds with her. -_-
Took a nap at late noon till evening then dinner.

Came online now to check mails. Am sleeping soon.
Tomorrow still meeting gal friend lei. Cannot sick anymore!
But am disappointed with him cos he never care for me much.
Instead he went his boss's house played mahjong!? -_-

Whatever then.
Says to myself : Get well soon RF!
不要做病猫~

Been slacking for too long. It's time for me to earn some $~
Accepted gal friend's request and will go for her company's interview next week.
Hopefully will get the job! I need luck and confidence!
Wanted to try an office job for zillion years already!

Went TTSH today for check up again.
Sometimes I really wonder is the doctor kuku or not.
She don't look and sound like a doctor.
Said my medication need to be taken permanently.
Like hello? You want to earn my $ say lah. -_-
Medical officer only what. I want to change doctor!

Don't feel very well these few days.
Like want sick cannot sick lidat!?
Maybe I stress and worry myself too much.
Till I got insomnia already lah!
Must learn to relax! 呼吸~ 呼吸~
~.~

Was given a gift. Chocolates!

The box was simple. Green totally with some fruits prints on it.

Inside was wah! So cute! Two layers of 5 different flavors fruit chocolates wrapped nicely in colored foils. Orange, berries, grapes, strawberries and pear.

Tried the orange one. Was super nice! The fruity taste was explosive! A little tad of sour yet sweet. The interesting thing is the fruity part was a little soft yet chewy!

I want more!!!

I miss the old times~

While chatting with old school mates, I seem to find myself back to 10 years ago.
Those old times are so memorable! If only I can bring back those times.

Old schoolmates remembered me as the gal who always got stomachache in school.
Wth to Zhi Wei! =.=''

I say ah, I don't have anything better for you to remember is it?
But still glad to find him on Facebook. He's one super difficult to find dude.

Missed the Litez gang also.
Makan outing please!

Decided! One day we shall have a gathering!
If only it's that easy to find everyone free on a same time.

Day out. Although I die die said I don't wanna go out.
But ended up still went out.
I mean go out for the sake of going out no harm right?
Eh?! Really is 女人心海底针~

Nothing fun today actually.
Eat and buy xiaowei's birthday present. Chocolate!
Chocolates can be so damn expensive. OMG!
Got a free tin of candies. 外国糖 super nice!

Got a few job lobangs on hand.
Sales at BP (again?) or an office job recommended by a gal friend.
I don't know which I'm more suitable in.
But almost all people advised me to try office instead of sales.
Salary higher, fixed working hours, 5 days.
*In deep thought*

I never found the wrong classmate.
He remembered us already. :)

Another Tuesday.
Just finished Ella's show.
I need a couple of days rest before starting on another set.

Previously I look forward to every Tuesday.
But now, frankly speaking, I don't like the feeling of Tuesday coming.
What should I do? Don't know how to face it. Sian.

烦死了~

I was so happy when I found him online.
Thought that old friends can finally keep in contact with each other.
Been 10 years since I last heard from him.

But then I was so disappointed when he asked me does he know me?
10 years already, maybe he really forgot me and the others.
Kuku him. To think a few of us still remembers him this old friend.

Really online lesser and lesser.
I'm glued to my TV that plays my favourite DVD.
台湾偶像剧~

Currently watching Ella's 蔷薇之恋.
Still have 5-6 more sets of DVDs/VCDs to clear.
千金百分百，换换爱， 转角遇到爱， 爱情经纪约，热情仲夏.

Plus every Sunday's night Taiwan's live 偶像剧.
无敌珊宝妹， 不良笑花.
So many to watch! So little time!
I've really forgot since when I'm addicted to them.
But who cares? Happy jiu ho~ ^^

I can't tolerate guys who don't allow their gals to have friends.
They think they are so great that gals don't need their circle of friends.
Some guys are just so selfish. I pity those gals.

Advise to those gals, don't let his words threaten you.
Such as, are your friends or me more important to you?

When can guys be not so big guys aka petty aka 大男人？
Empty promises about not poking their noses on their gal's friends matters ain't good.
Make sure guys keep their words. A promise is a promise.

So have you made up your mind?
Your guy or your friends then? :)

I went to make new specs! Like finally!
Can't find a suitable one like the one in my photo -->
Damn my high degree! Curse it!

So I decided on some others which are not very chio. Cost me $300!
Guess which one I decided on and tell me which is more suitable for me alright?

Online so late due to watching DVD.
蔷薇之恋~ Oh my Ella~
Devastated halfway cos the DVD like corrupted or something.
The last two discs can only play half of it.
Comp not able to play it cos it's an old format of DVD.
Made me had to crawl online to catch those missing episodes on Youtube.

Checked 恩's blog. Her latest post about she not being a good girl.
恩不乖哦~ Quoted by her. 99% of the humans on earth ain't good.
The rest 1% although are good, but are fakers. Very true. So am I the 99% or the 1%?

Thanks for the comments regarding the specs I'm wearing.
Very pity it's not mine lah. I koped ger's for fun posing only.
Will change and consider this frame design next time.

I won't say more. Let the photos below do the talking.
Overall it's a darn fun day 'family' outing with ger and him.
Pepper LUNCH, feeding Kois, playing arcade kiap soft toys, bowling, Sakae Sushi for dinner~

I finally know the taste of kena plane.
Bor flew me plane today. You know hor, I get ready already.
About to go out and she threw me the plane.
Jitao sian half already.

So decided to go over cousin's house after watching tee.
She's not free also so decided to go over next time.
Finally decided to rot myself at home with my DVD.

Watched uttil now.
Super like 宅女 sia~
Never mind. Still got tomorrow!
Outing with ah ger~~!! :loves:

Although it's not the Great Singapore Sales now.
But I totally enjoyed shopping.
Window shopping? Not!

This Fashion is having this crazy sales.
Some of their clothes are having this 50% off while others range from 30%-60% for members and 20%-50% for non members.
And I mean all of their clothes on offer lei.

3 shorts, 1 top and 2 necklaces for only $30!

More shopping tomorrow with bor.
Movie and steamboat also. YAY!
Ain't available for Tuesday also.
I'm so fully booked. Keke.

TERRIBLE F1 ACCIDENT!!!


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Eh, I really don't know what to do online leh.
I shall online lesser. Since electricity so damn ex now.
Our bills are getting more and more.

I shall be a good gal and go read books.
Increase my knowledge as well.
See, I'm so good right? :)

Otherwise window shopping is good.
Helps to relax mind and find peace.
I'll try to stop spending so much.

Or else best solution overall.
S-L-E-E-P!
猪~！

I over spent again.
This time on bras. -_-
Was like wth when I saw the amount.
100+++

Not much mood to online much.
Don't feel like talking on messenger also.
Maybe will be spending my time watching DVDs.
I've so many sets to clear. ^^

So I'm now 冬眠中~

Anything find me on phone~

Morning.
Just online cos was sewing my torn bag.
Like hello I bought it only a couple of months ago.
And now torn like no tomorrow.
Spent 2 hours sewing it!

Out today. Shopping time!
Bag for myself and mom.
Masks for my pretty face.
And some necklaces from Diva.
Spent like around 100 bucks.

Like so lucky. Came back still got $ collect.
Seems dad's boss struck lottery or something.
Earn back that 100 bucks. Wahaha. Shiok.

And now. Save save save!
For rainy days~!
Although I hate rain.