as much as i hope and pin.
he will not be mine.
i will not have a chance to live in his heart.
so please give up the thought.
and let him go rf.
心好痛..
好痛好痛..
Monday, July 26, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
I hate myself.
I hate you.
Just when you are outta my life for a moment.
Why is your soul still lost here in my mind?
Why must things become worse?
I hate myself for sacrificing all these bullshits.
Why must i even do all these for you?
Do you even care and bother?
I suppose you take me for granted.
Yes. I'm stupid.
I'm brainless.
I don't even know why i bother to care for you so much.
Rawr!
I hate you.
Just when you are outta my life for a moment.
Why is your soul still lost here in my mind?
Why must things become worse?
I hate myself for sacrificing all these bullshits.
Why must i even do all these for you?
Do you even care and bother?
I suppose you take me for granted.
Yes. I'm stupid.
I'm brainless.
I don't even know why i bother to care for you so much.
Rawr!
Friday, July 23, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
Getting back to my old life..
Not gonna be bother about anything..
Friendships.. relationships..
All are 身外物..
Money is the thing that makes me happy now..
You earn..
You spent..
You save..
Shiokness..
Although looking at you still hurts..
But it's just a bite now..
Although i will envy people around me..
But each are different..
I must appreciate..
感恩..
Not gonna be bother about anything..
Friendships.. relationships..
All are 身外物..
Money is the thing that makes me happy now..
You earn..
You spent..
You save..
Shiokness..
Although looking at you still hurts..
But it's just a bite now..
Although i will envy people around me..
But each are different..
I must appreciate..
感恩..
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Words cant describe my feelings now.
I feel terrible having to face you daily.
Yet you are not mine.
Do you know how much this hurts?
Watching you with her.
My heart breaks.
Trying not to let myself unhappy.
I choose not to talk with you.
You are invisible to me~ *chants*
Yet why are you seeking my attention!
I hate myself and you for this.
Just what is love?
It hurts terribly.
I feel terrible having to face you daily.
Yet you are not mine.
Do you know how much this hurts?
Watching you with her.
My heart breaks.
Trying not to let myself unhappy.
I choose not to talk with you.
You are invisible to me~ *chants*
Yet why are you seeking my attention!
I hate myself and you for this.
Just what is love?
It hurts terribly.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Thursday, July 08, 2010
Give up or not to give up?
Some told me I should.
Some told me to go for it.
Mind's confused.
Did see a beam of light.
But maybe I see it in a wrong way?
人的眼和脑分析到的往往都是不同的...
The thing now is not give up or not.
Is 舍不舍得..
我舍不得...
I wish someone will lead a path for me.
But I don't want the path that will end it all.
有什么两全其美的方法??
Some told me I should.
Some told me to go for it.
Mind's confused.
Did see a beam of light.
But maybe I see it in a wrong way?
人的眼和脑分析到的往往都是不同的...
The thing now is not give up or not.
Is 舍不舍得..
我舍不得...
I wish someone will lead a path for me.
But I don't want the path that will end it all.
有什么两全其美的方法??
Monday, July 05, 2010
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