hi world~!
bye world~!

it's a tough week..
jiayou to all!!!!!!!!!!

fellow colleagues and bros!!!
we can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna die die die~
i wanna cry cry cry~
hais hais hais~~~~~~

HELL begins right now.
you shall see me MIA for days.

yups. IT show starting soon.
this whole week is full shift from wed onwards.
mon and tue is peaceful only.

hais. tough life.
earn money but lose health.
salary is good but tired lo.

somemore so many days w/o him.
i wonder how i can tahan.
hmm still fran kor and me pls jiayou ba.

GO GO GO~~!!!

saw the status
damn fucking sad for no reason
i wanna know the answer
be it good or bad

i wanna know if the one he mentions
issit me or others
making me so confused
to stop all this or not to

but in any case
im kinda tired already
better end it all before something nasty happen

although i cant bear to let go
but still wish you all the best
friends forever

王子阿王子~
你是否知道~
可怜的公主~
正等候着你~
打开你心房~
慢慢接受爱~

默默守候~
痴痴等待~
因为我爱~

戴爱玲-对的人

你问在我心中
是否还苦恼
那次受伤
否决了爱的好

谢谢你的关照
我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角

那次流过的泪
让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要

在眼泪体会到
与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照

爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱
海阔天高
喔~耶~

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现

爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现

everyday smoke smoke smoke
drink drink drink
eat eat eat (medicine)
issit a good or bad thing??

ive shrink like 8kgs already
can i still be alive any sooner??

damn drowsy now
hope i can sleep myself dead

dont know why but just had this feeling
that people are hiding some stuffs from me

seriously hoping that im just ...
well i wanna type out think too much
but the feeling and the comments cant stop me thinking
it seems that what i think is real

hais i dun want that to happen
recently already very jia lat
no sales and everything no sound no picture

been hanging out with brother often
maybe hes making me emo with him
haha anyways enjoyed his company
thanks for the "effort" of "waiting" for me to finish work
很温暖的感觉~
at least u know u will not be alone for the next hours
do u know how much i dread going back home
facing walls and comps and tvs

getting more and more addicted on
sleeping pills panadols crigs and beers
omg my whole lifestyle is in a total mess
hais if only there's a person for me now
how great i will be then

i saw
i read
i understand

yups.
if that's what he wish for.
i will be the fairy who grant his wish.

stay happy is all i wish for you.
although deep down in my heart feels~

bitter, sour, spicy?

haha.. machiam tom yum bitter gourd soup??
lol~

if it's because of me
makes you bad mood
let me know ok

im VERY sorry
you happy?

suddenly 火药味特浓~
=.=

never blog for a couple of days already.
cant get myself to face him that day.
but i guess everything should be fine later.

between a job and a guy.
you can only have one choice.
job is my top choice.
i guess it's the same likewise.

the dream shall end now.
not a happy ending everlasting dream.
or what so ever.
but still there's memories.
im sure there's more to come.

let everything go with the flow.
the tension will cause everything to go wrong.
yups. i finally understand.
hope it's not too late.

rest really well these past few days.
am very glad brother's discharged too.
a rock off my shoulders.
made me worried for nothing.
hahaha.

sun im going back to face you.
hope im able to do it.
everything will be back to normal.
yups. im confident in it.

jia you rf.
he's not worth your tears.
silly girl! =)

people may think im trying to kill myself.
but im just trying to make my life easier.

went hospital. dun want to be admitted.
stay there and look after brother.
sometimes i really feel im more jialat than him.
at least he still have someone to love him in the first place.
me? 一厢情愿..

cried lots yesterday night.
my promoters were shocked.
it's not depression i tell you.
it's because im heart broken.

心碎了..
from his reaction i know he doesnt even care.
我输得心服口服了..
我彻彻底底的输了..

心是痛的，
泪是苦的，
我怨， 我恨，
但我不后悔，
因为我就是那么的喜欢你。

i answered the call at near 1am
and cried terribly after that
tell me how can i dun care
我真的好喜欢你
你知道吗

why should i even bother to care so much for you?
when i dun even have a place in your heart?
why should i even bother to be upset about it?
why must i even be worried about you or your mistakes?
maybe i should just learn to forget as what they say.
since its impossible anyways in whatever ways.

I just don't know wtf have i did that day...
Wth cause all those things to happen?
I wanna forget them all. Zzz..
So unexpected..
So... weird... Zzz....
Kill me la...

Walao let this whole thing just be a dream..
Fml..
Anyways..
Mia in progress..
Atrium show.. work work and more work...
Die.. Somemore with him..
Double blow.. Zzz..

好累啊!!!!!!