people may think im trying to kill myself.
but im just trying to make my life easier.

went hospital. dun want to be admitted.
stay there and look after brother.
sometimes i really feel im more jialat than him.
at least he still have someone to love him in the first place.
me? 一厢情愿..

cried lots yesterday night.
my promoters were shocked.
it's not depression i tell you.
it's because im heart broken.

心碎了..
from his reaction i know he doesnt even care.
我输得心服口服了..
我彻彻底底的输了..