cant stop drinking
cant stop smoking
cant stop thinking

since the day u told me fnm
argh though we met but .....
the feeling is not the same anymore

more towards dun feel like meeting u
maybe u hurt mi really too much
sorry i left in a different way
cos i know i will not have the courage to part

will not contact u anymore!!
ps : i saw monkey.. thx u for rmbing mi..
all the best to u..
=)

脚步很轻很轻很轻你忘了要发出声音
睡的很静很静很静你忘了说过要一起
天气很晴很晴很晴你忘了今天不下雨
身体很冰很冰很冰你忘了要张开眼睛

天空忽然决定下雨我来不及收拾那些回忆
伞底下的那个你丢下我去哪里
原来天空没有下雨湿了的是我哭红的眼睛
滴答滴答滴答滴我好想念你

脚步很轻很轻很轻你忘了要发出声音
睡的很静很静很静你忘了说过要一起
天气很晴很晴很晴你忘了今天不下雨
身体很冰很冰很冰你忘了要张开眼睛

天空忽然决定下雨我来不及收拾那些回忆
伞底下的那个你丢下我去哪里
原来天空没有下雨湿了的是我哭红的眼睛
滴答滴答滴答滴我好想念你

脚步很轻很轻很轻我忍住悲伤的共鸣
睡的很静很静很静转身的拥抱没有你
天气很晴很晴很晴我知道今天不下雨
双手很冰很冰很冰我已经握不住你

ALL MY FAULT LA!!!
I PROMISE U WILL NOT SEE MI ANYMORE!!!
I WILL MIA FROM YOUR FROM LIFE NOW ON!!!
I HATE YOU STUPID IDIOT FISH!!!

再见!
再也不见!

i cried like no tomorrow
must be cursed i tell myself
why must all things ended this way
i hate it i hate it i hate it fml fml fml max

one whole week never blog.
alot of things happened.

HE HE HE!!!
WHY WHY WHY???

if u wanna die pls take mi with u!
as simple as that!
but if u dun wanna die!
then pls stop doing foolish stuffs!
and let everyone worry like siao!

are u happy now???
whole world knows now!!!

pls think of your future!!!
and you yourself, your friends and family!
and mi!! CAN ANOT?!?!!?!?! ARGH!!! T.T

waited for so long..
finally got the ans i want..
yet my tears are dropping like loose tap..

i really dunno what to do now..
i totally have nobody to talk to..
i feel suffocated..

so much i wanna love u..
but so much demands u have from mi..
wo hen xin ku!!
do u know that??

i thought if u like a person..
u will want the person to be happy??
but why instead it's the opposite??
what do u want from mi actually??
can anybody tell mi??

time time time
u say u need time

dec dec dec
suddenly i hate this mth

my heart need to be break how many times
我的心已碎到不能再碎了

一个过一个
男人都是一个样

我好恨我自己喜欢上你
我更恨你如此对待我。。

i miss u i really do
i wan u to send me home i really wan
but why does your emotions change so fast
till sometimes i dun even understand u at all

i wan to hug u so badly now
pls dun be angry i am a jellyfish
brainless jellyfish always say sala things

slp well stupid fish
rmb our sun promise
i will be there no matter

these few days dunno suay until what sai.
thumbdrive died all work info gone.
that one other than sua what can i do?

somemore i can sotong till left my iphone on cab.
super bodoh pls!!
luckily i met a honest driver la.
thanks so much mr koh of comfort cab no 3472.
he uturn and returned it back to me.
dun wan kopi tips somemore.

im gonna email a compliment abt him.
since im not sleeping tonight.
and waiting for 4am for mcd breakfast.
meanwhile waiting for someone's sms too.
but that fellow dun bother reply lei. hais.

off day on a wed. so weird yet so shiok.
hahaha. im loving it! ♥

DAMN SUAY DAY LAH
MY THUMBDRIVE DROPPED INFRONT OF MIC
AND DIED!!!

ALL MY WORK INFO GONE!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!! ANGRY!!!
FMLFMLFML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dunno why i even bother doing so much for him.
the homework feeling sucks.
machiam back to school.

somemore i sick drowsy and on med.
tml still on mc somemore one lei.
and my bank is draining dry fast too.

hais. fml. life sucks.
i want money money and more money!
i need love love and more love!
i lack happiness happiness and more happiness!

i had already got over him.
we are BEST brothers now.
i like the way it is now.
best wishes to them both.

work is getting more interesting for me.
im devoted all to my work.
serving cust with all my heart.
suddenly im a changed person.

maybe escape from death really is good.
but one thing ended another came.
im beginning to like him.
which im shocked myself too.

issit out of pity?
or am i too lonely?
let natural go with the flow.
shall not be bother about bgr now.

i want to be the BEST in work.
i want to earn ALOT of money.
i want to be healthy and happy.

im loving my life now.

back to work..
many funny things happened..
many said i slim down.. again..

he hold my hand.. hahaha..
the feeling just seems so weird..
where else the he gave me the cold feeling..
dunno what he wanna too..
what is he after?? hao chu only??

i must listen to the elders..
and must not go with the flow..
be smart..
not play smart this time..
we shall see..

im happy with the changes now..
feel blessed..
=))

actually dun feel like blogging..
but cant sleep lei..
just watched finish zhong wu yan..
kinda happy ending already..
the male and female leads are together..
as i know this always happens in dramas only..
reality?? nono...

gastric acted up..
mia for a week already.. 5 days mc..
3 injections.. 4 docs.. tons of medis..
hell suffering.. i hate it..
but to think i have to go back and face u soon..
hurts..
was so happy to hear your voice that day..
when you asked me to take care n rest well..
i know im thinking too much but still..

sometimes i pity myself..
why should i even bother to think of something..
when i know it will not ever happen..
stupid jellyfish.. wake up please..