actually dun feel like blogging..
but cant sleep lei..
just watched finish zhong wu yan..
kinda happy ending already..
the male and female leads are together..
as i know this always happens in dramas only..
reality?? nono...

gastric acted up..
mia for a week already.. 5 days mc..
3 injections.. 4 docs.. tons of medis..
hell suffering.. i hate it..
but to think i have to go back and face u soon..
hurts..
was so happy to hear your voice that day..
when you asked me to take care n rest well..
i know im thinking too much but still..

sometimes i pity myself..
why should i even bother to think of something..
when i know it will not ever happen..
stupid jellyfish.. wake up please..