my 1600th post.
been blogging for 5 years and counting.
having the thought to close down this blog.
but really there's a sense of 不舍...

mood like roller coaster these days.
sick and tired of all these.
我真的彻彻底底崩溃了...
好累 真的好累 好想好好的睡一觉...
不再被你困扰...

from a meet everyday best friend until now?
totally never contact...
the feeling is 很痛 really very painful..
esp when you have the kind of feelings towards him alr..
it makes you feel more worse..

trying to use work to numb myself..
not stupid to try my luck in another one now..
totally let go and gave up on all these..
just hope days pass faster..
or best is tomorrow never comes..