Getting broke soon.
:(

Should I go Jeff's celebration?
If I never go I'll feel damn bad seh.
But then I'm afraid I can't wake up in time and snore till evening.
..................

Just reached home.
Now then I know why my money running out so fast.
Cos of midnight cabs.
Curse myself!
-_-

Youth day.
Been years since I last celebrated it.
To those starting school tomorrow.
祝你好运~

幸灾乐祸ing~
=P

Sometimes I wish I was single once again.
Always thought that being in a relationship is great.
There's a guy to pamper you like a princess.

But then it's not.
There's lots of terms and conditions that came along with it.
You have to care and consider about his feelings every time.

And it's tiring.
Esp if you have a over protective boyfriend.
Sometimes I just wish that life can be easy.

Can I?
I ain't greedy am I?

Me 同病相怜 with pat mei mei.
We both suffering from insomnia~

How?
4am soon.
Ate medication liaoz.
Still don't feel like sleeping yet.
In fact I feel more 精神
-_-

I really feel that a jobless person is a useless person.
Haiz.

Jio me out babes.
Me ish bored.

Have I become a changed person?
My parents told me so.
He told me so.
Close friends told me so too.

I don't know what have I changed or why have I changed.
I just know I'm not myself anymore.

I can see nothing right in front of my eyes.
Dead end it seems.

Oooo it's raining...

Am back for the counseling.
Haven't got eaten up by the counselor.
LOL.

That mr nerd is quite nice.
I know I'm bad to say him *cough*
=/

Had quite an alright day today.
Pocket drying as usual.
What a waste.

Jeff is still asking me.
AHHHH!
Should I or shouldn't I go on sunday?

Later like last time how?
So much troubles.
All no more friends.

烦~

Don't feel good.
Feel like skipping the counseling session later.

Mum will be in Malaysia.
How I wish I am, too.

Don't know how to excuse myself on Sunday.
Sorry Jeff.

I've long forgotten how to smile, from the bottom of my heart.
All I have were fake smiles and laughters and it hurts deeply.

人生其实可以很简单。
何必让自己过的痛苦？

A lot of things on mind to blog out.
Firstly Govt $ arrived liao~
July liao~!!
But then nope, I ain't happy.

Went for drinks just now.
Troubled over lots of stuffs.
Grandma's in hospital again.

Jeff's birthday celebration is on this coming sun.
Don't think I can and I will go.
Cos I don't wish to spoil everyone's mood.
And also afraid of the after stuffs.
Remember last time XX's chalet?
OMG.

The guys are having fun on H.
:)

Sometimes I wish to be single once again.
Or even back to a kid.