如果我变成回忆 - TANK

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

mc 好多天
为何？
只为了。。
逃避。。

逃避看见你。。
逃避你的眼神。。
我已不知不觉地更爱你。。

明知道这是个没有结果的结局。。
却硬深深的陷下去。。
我好恨我自己。。

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T.T

finally IT show ended..
i collapsed.. expected.. LOL!!
but so much better after a rest today..
went to do my hair and shopping with cuzzie.. ^^

ytd night was drinking with a few bros and talking..
still i found no conclusion la..
but as what lg say.. accept and adapt lo..
what more else can i do??

what he said that day left me a deep stab in my heart liao..
sibei emo cos of him also.. cried loud loud at work..
my poor eyes.. machiam rabbit already..

sometimes i really dunno what hes thinking and what he wants..
but please just let me live in my own dreams..
your calls and sms cheers me up alot alot..
and i enjoyed looking at you smile..
so please stay happy.. =)

i sense something is not right
it seems like he and she are together
hopefully its just me thinking too much

but something is really not right lei
the timing and such
it seems that theres a show going on
or hes trying to make me jealous
which is 0.001% not possible at all

i already said
i want the answer
be it a good or bad one
please!

请你别再让我痛苦了!

trying my BEST not to miss you..
letting this few days cool me down..
hopefully everything fade away soon..

things are getting really interesting
machiam drama unriddle

me u him
what will the answer be
how will the ending be like

we shall see
let the show begin

sep is really a very fun month
=)