as much as i hope and pin.
he will not be mine.
i will not have a chance to live in his heart.
so please give up the thought.
and let him go rf.

心好痛..
好痛好痛..

im happy the way it is now.
just let it continue this way.
nothing more.
just this simple.

I hate myself.
I hate you.
Just when you are outta my life for a moment.
Why is your soul still lost here in my mind?

Why must things become worse?
I hate myself for sacrificing all these bullshits.
Why must i even do all these for you?
Do you even care and bother?
I suppose you take me for granted.

Yes. I'm stupid.
I'm brainless.
I don't even know why i bother to care for you so much.
Rawr!

Glad i do not have to face you you you!
For so many days days days!

Time to relax my mind mind mind!
And think think think!

Trying not to miss miss miss!
It's time to chiong chiong chiong!

Not going to care care care!
Cos that's me me me!

Getting back to my old life..
Not gonna be bother about anything..

Friendships.. relationships..
All are 身外物..
Money is the thing that makes me happy now..

You earn..
You spent..
You save..
Shiokness..

Although looking at you still hurts..
But it's just a bite now..
Although i will envy people around me..
But each are different..
I must appreciate..

感恩..

我懂事了。。
我学会了。。
我聪明了。。
我长大了。。

我再也不为你哭泣了~

Words cant describe my feelings now.
I feel terrible having to face you daily.
Yet you are not mine.

Do you know how much this hurts?
Watching you with her.
My heart breaks.

Trying not to let myself unhappy.
I choose not to talk with you.
You are invisible to me~ *chants*
Yet why are you seeking my attention!

I hate myself and you for this.
Just what is love?
It hurts terribly.