Thursday, April 19, 2007

Tell Me Why

If only I can have a good rest. If only day doesn't arrive. If only things still remain the same. If only my bad luck is gone. How great can it be? I've been selling lots of Samsungs for them. As for LeMon. If there's customers who stop by and have a look, I can't be more glad. Why can't my life path be smooth and clear? Why is living such a tough and tiring chore?

Sure to pop by for my meals at Kopitiam daily. Maybe I'm already used to it. Or I still can't get over them yet. Most of the time I'll order a lot of takeaways. All their favourite food. Kelvin's favourite famous fish soup. Low's favourite chicken rice with soup. But then I'll need to cancel the order. It's a fact they won't be back anymore. So why am I still not letting go of those habits?

Just within a few weeks everything changed. The surroundings are still the same. But the people and feeling are already different. Am so glad Matthew came and pay me a surprise visit today with his pink psp. Was shocked. And my colleagues thought he's my bf. LoL. Interesting yeah? We had a nice chat. Thanks for the food and tompang. You cheered me up lots.

Nice sympathy English song. I like the lyrics.

AFTER ALL THIS TIME – SIMON WEBBE

After all, the broken stones
That were thrown, for no good reason
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And though her heart, begs the stars
No sign of healing, It's all right
She's loving him still, after all this time
Oh yeah

Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of it
Pride pride
Learning to barely feel the pain
Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She aint breaking, breaking, breaking
Cos she's loving him still, after all this time

Now he knows his weakness shows
Selfish soul, never changing
That's fine, because she's loving him still
After all this time
And to the outside eye
You see you found a different guy
And it all seems perfect, and that's how she wants it
Cos she's loving him still, after all this time.

Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of it
Pride pride
Learning to barely feel the pain
Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She aint breaking, breaking, breaking
Cos she's loving him still, after all this time

After all this time
After all, after all, after all this time
Bones have to grow, and age it shows
Though we try and hide it
Inside, she's loving him still after all this time
And behind his tired eyes, she sees the boy with his arms wide
Who made her feel like an angel
Oh that’s why she's loving him still
For the rest of her life, she's loving him still
For the last of many miles
She's loving him still after all this time