Thursday, January 19, 2006

Lost

A once happy family is broken up. What left are memories. Can't it be patch back? Is there no other methods but to let go? I really hate to make a decision. Hoping things will change for the better. But is this possible? This seems to be the last way. Leave or stay. Just two choices, and i got to choose one. I'm lost. In this virual world.

Sometimes trying to concern and teaching juniors are wrong. In a wrong way to be exact. Will only make things worse and landed to more troubles. Sometimes reckless is a big mistake too. Sometimes when you think you are great yourself but actually you are not. What a joke.

I miss the old days. But they have become memories now. It's hard to be back to the same old us. This family is gone. I don't wish to leave this family. How sad when i saw the family photo. 6 months. How can i let go just like that? Maybe i'm getting too emonticonal. Maybe i really am.