Won't be able to blog a long post tonight. Feeling too sick to even walk and stand. Let alone type. Went to my family doctor today. Been several years since I last visited him. His medicine, damn power. Those strong dose of medication is making me freaking sleepy. Slept for almost the whole day yet it's not enough. My eyelids still keep shutting on me.
Dr Neo said that I had throat infection. And it spread till my nose. Wanted to recommend me to a specialist. But I rejected. Where can I fork out the money to visit a specialist? I'll just have to try not to talk much recently and let it heal by itself. Yesterday night's conference murdered my throat. Been chatting with matthew and FiR. Now totally no voice. And I can only nod and shake my head just now at the clinic. But the worst thing is I'm suspected to have Dungue Fever! Is like what the fish! I'm asked to check my temperature regularly. If this continues, I've have to step into the clinic or hospital for a blood test.
Now every one's sick. Including my parents. All because of the damn haze. But because of me, they're not able to go to a doctor. 30 bucks per person. We don't have so much money to let every single one of my family to visit the doctor. So in the end my parents sacrificed. And I'm the only one who went to a doctor. Just hope that they will be alright pretty soon.
Feeling too tired to type. Whole body's as weak as jelly. In a drowsy mode and brain seems so empty. My energy's gone. Soul's empty now. Darren's correct. Every time I'm on strong dose of medication, I'll turned blur. He said I'm damn easy to be cheated in this way. =.=
Well, maybe even when I'm not on medication, I'm blur too. Lol.
Do pardon me if I didn't blog for a couple of days. Don't bother to contact me anywhere. No matter if it's msn or phone. Most probably I'll go for a mia break. So will just appear offline in msn and maybe will even shut off my phone. I need plenty of rest right now. Had already took a long leave in Litez. Don't wish to bother about anything for the moment. Now I just want to concentrate getting my precious health back.
Ps: The skype button's cool isn't it?