Hiding offline play facebook kena catch by crab. =.=
Sian half. LOL.
Riri's speed keep decreasing liao. So sad can? I just fed it 100 leaves to boost speed.
Now can race 20 times per hour liao. Friend's fluffs DIE DIE! LOL!!! *evil laughter*
Went out today. With him to see sinseh and shopping for CNY clothes.
Sinseh doesn't seems in a good mood leh. Wonder why?
Ate at CWP's 店小二.
I liked the food there esp the duck and tofu.
We ordered 小二豆腐，当归烤鸭，三菇时蔬。
Plus 2 drinks and rice. Total up 40 plus bucks.
Sibei ex can? =.=
But I ate till very ^^ cos not my money. HAHAHA! :P
Went to Kranji's This Fashion to shop for CNY clothes.
Bought a pink skirt and a top.
I LOVE the top sia! Very ex though.
But wo ai! MUHAHA.
Not really ex for both. Less than 40 bucks.
Home-ed to accompany my Riri.
CNY coming coming coming!
Money money money! $_$
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
800 :)
My 800th post!
Didn't step out of my house for few days already. All I did was step out of my main door and smoke at the corridor. Was feeling stress these few days. Perhaps due to CNY coming and I have not prepare anything yet. I can predict this will be the worst CNY of my life.
I feel tense about this coming CNY. Sense that something bad is gonna happen. Pray not.
Wonder if I will meet him tomorrow. It's been a week since we last meet. I agree frequent meeting will lead to quarrels more. But if we meet only like 1 or 2 times a month. Lidat call couple in a relationship meh? -.-
But even if we didn't meet. We will still quarrel. We did it again just now on the phone. -.-
Busy day today. Da sao chu - ing till evening. Dead tired. Some more I slept really early yesterday night due to the kay poh ing of the courses that my twin cousins choose for the O's.
Time to watch 恶作剧2吻.
-Yawns-
Didn't step out of my house for few days already. All I did was step out of my main door and smoke at the corridor. Was feeling stress these few days. Perhaps due to CNY coming and I have not prepare anything yet. I can predict this will be the worst CNY of my life.
I feel tense about this coming CNY. Sense that something bad is gonna happen. Pray not.
Wonder if I will meet him tomorrow. It's been a week since we last meet. I agree frequent meeting will lead to quarrels more. But if we meet only like 1 or 2 times a month. Lidat call couple in a relationship meh? -.-
But even if we didn't meet. We will still quarrel. We did it again just now on the phone. -.-
Busy day today. Da sao chu - ing till evening. Dead tired. Some more I slept really early yesterday night due to the kay poh ing of the courses that my twin cousins choose for the O's.
Time to watch 恶作剧2吻.
-Yawns-
Monday, January 28, 2008
Morning!
5.30 am! Good morning people! :D
I can't sleep. Busy da sao chu - ing from midnight till 3am just now. My whole room changed. I dumped 10+ bags of stuffs away. Like omg. No wonder my room suddenly so tidy. My study table is EMPTY now. So nice lor. ^^
Hungry after that. Went to cook mee. I only had 1 meal per day recently. Came online after eating. And to my surprise saw my cousin still online at this hour. It's already 4am. She just finished choosing her schools and courses for O's. Kaypoh abit.
Wanted to watch 恶作剧2吻. But I guess it's too late already. Later the drilling will start again. Damn the upgrading lift programs. Argh! Better sleep now. If not I'll really turn into a deity without sleep for days.
I can't sleep. Busy da sao chu - ing from midnight till 3am just now. My whole room changed. I dumped 10+ bags of stuffs away. Like omg. No wonder my room suddenly so tidy. My study table is EMPTY now. So nice lor. ^^
Hungry after that. Went to cook mee. I only had 1 meal per day recently. Came online after eating. And to my surprise saw my cousin still online at this hour. It's already 4am. She just finished choosing her schools and courses for O's. Kaypoh abit.
Wanted to watch 恶作剧2吻. But I guess it's too late already. Later the drilling will start again. Damn the upgrading lift programs. Argh! Better sleep now. If not I'll really turn into a deity without sleep for days.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!
On 27 01 83 a stupid guy was born.
And he's named Hoe JunHao.
24 years later he met a cha boh named RongFang.
And he 对她一见钟情！
PUKES OUT TODAY YTD AND LAST WEEK'S FOOD!
LOLOL!
TODAY! His 25th birthday! I RongFang will be celebrating with him!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!
*Gives ang pao*
Pss...
On a sad note. Our friends ced and zenn are in cold war. We tried to help but kena XXX. -_- And due to this, he dulan zenn and don't intend to befriend her anymore.
Hope ced and zenn will be ok soon.
And he's named Hoe JunHao.
24 years later he met a cha boh named RongFang.
And he 对她一见钟情！
PUKES OUT TODAY YTD AND LAST WEEK'S FOOD!
LOLOL!
TODAY! His 25th birthday! I RongFang will be celebrating with him!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!!
*Gives ang pao*
Pss...
On a sad note. Our friends ced and zenn are in cold war. We tried to help but kena XXX. -_- And due to this, he dulan zenn and don't intend to befriend her anymore.
Hope ced and zenn will be ok soon.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
Fucked Up
I feel so URGH $#&#$&#&#*$*($*($!!!!
FUCKED UP.
CNY is coming yet I don't have the new year mood. Previous years I will start preparing for CNY already. Buying CNY goodies, stick those decorations up on the wall as well as buy new clothes, shoes, bags what so ever. But this year? Help, not even a thing yet. And it's less than 2 weeks to CNY!
Busy lazing myself on the bed and slacking. Sleep sleep and more sleep. He can sleep. Why can't I? He sleeps for around 20 hours a day and active for less than 4 hours a day only. Is like wth? Is he a human? Why can't I sleep too? Don't know what's wrong with him. Talking about him makes me blow my top. Come on, do you have to sleep until lidat? -.-
O's results today. Glad for my di and dad's side cousin that he got 4 a1's. My di did not bad either. Can make it into a poly. As for my twin cousins. Sian half. I wonder if they can even make it into poly. One can, the either might not. The worst is that they don't want to enter ITE. God bless then.
2am already right? I sleep lor. Happy? Can?
FUCKED UP.
CNY is coming yet I don't have the new year mood. Previous years I will start preparing for CNY already. Buying CNY goodies, stick those decorations up on the wall as well as buy new clothes, shoes, bags what so ever. But this year? Help, not even a thing yet. And it's less than 2 weeks to CNY!
Busy lazing myself on the bed and slacking. Sleep sleep and more sleep. He can sleep. Why can't I? He sleeps for around 20 hours a day and active for less than 4 hours a day only. Is like wth? Is he a human? Why can't I sleep too? Don't know what's wrong with him. Talking about him makes me blow my top. Come on, do you have to sleep until lidat? -.-
O's results today. Glad for my di and dad's side cousin that he got 4 a1's. My di did not bad either. Can make it into a poly. As for my twin cousins. Sian half. I wonder if they can even make it into poly. One can, the either might not. The worst is that they don't want to enter ITE. God bless then.
2am already right? I sleep lor. Happy? Can?
Thursday, January 24, 2008
发闷气
Me today broke down. I cry neh. T.T My parents and him were stunned. For no reason I was raining like no tomorrow in the face. Felt better after some comforting from them. Sorry neh. I think I must have been too stress.
年关将近 口袋空空
You know you know? Uh huh.
I don't wish to be home always hiding myself in my small room and sleep whole day. That's just a form of escaping.
I don't wish to face the wall everyday and stare blankly at them. As if they will talk to you lidat. -.-
I don't wish to be alone. I need company from friends and family. Yet nobody bothers to talk to me. I HATE the lonely feeling.
I don't wish to be neglected by him. Ai mai mai sua lidat.
After dinner went over to Batok. At last a breathe of outside air. I just feel so stuffy inside my house. Seems like stress can knock me out anytime. K.O then.
Cabbed home at midnight. Pocket really drained DRIED this time. Fish. Waiting for his pay day. Oh yea his problem guess what ending? He kena pok. Oh well I've already predicted it. Let it be. I'm fine with anything now.
Ya ya as if.
年关将近 口袋空空
You know you know? Uh huh.
I don't wish to be home always hiding myself in my small room and sleep whole day. That's just a form of escaping.
I don't wish to face the wall everyday and stare blankly at them. As if they will talk to you lidat. -.-
I don't wish to be alone. I need company from friends and family. Yet nobody bothers to talk to me. I HATE the lonely feeling.
I don't wish to be neglected by him. Ai mai mai sua lidat.
After dinner went over to Batok. At last a breathe of outside air. I just feel so stuffy inside my house. Seems like stress can knock me out anytime. K.O then.
Cabbed home at midnight. Pocket really drained DRIED this time. Fish. Waiting for his pay day. Oh yea his problem guess what ending? He kena pok. Oh well I've already predicted it. Let it be. I'm fine with anything now.
Ya ya as if.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
KPKB
Nowadays I keep buay tahan him and kpkb him. =l
I just feel so irritated always. By nosies and his stupid attitude. He's making me go CRAZY. I just feel like shouting towards him now and then.
Told him I want a break today. He thought I was kidding. -_-
I mentioned to him that our relationship is just like a chopstick. About to break. But yet just hang in there by a tiny winy piece of wood.
He's ALWAYS sleeping. Zhou gong got so many chess sessions to VS him meh?
I'm thinking that he uses sleep as an excuse to avoid the reality.
He sleeps? Me? I'm so fucking bored.
And the boring feel cause a hell lot of stupid unhappy stuffs to happen.
Damn. 07 and 08 are both bad years. Fish.
4am - Trying to get a job online but can't find any suitable ones.
Either they need exp or diploma cert.
Me wants a job lah. :'(
I just feel so irritated always. By nosies and his stupid attitude. He's making me go CRAZY. I just feel like shouting towards him now and then.
Told him I want a break today. He thought I was kidding. -_-
I mentioned to him that our relationship is just like a chopstick. About to break. But yet just hang in there by a tiny winy piece of wood.
He's ALWAYS sleeping. Zhou gong got so many chess sessions to VS him meh?
I'm thinking that he uses sleep as an excuse to avoid the reality.
He sleeps? Me? I'm so fucking bored.
And the boring feel cause a hell lot of stupid unhappy stuffs to happen.
Damn. 07 and 08 are both bad years. Fish.
4am - Trying to get a job online but can't find any suitable ones.
Either they need exp or diploma cert.
Me wants a job lah. :'(
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
MOO! Back!
I'm fine now. Don't worry k? I feel like a bull now! MOO!!! LOL!!!
And to 聪明团团长 : I know I'm CLEVER! Thank you very much! LOL!!!
Things wasn't really good for me. I felt sick. 2008 was a bad year already.
Luckily I felt better today after eating like 2 panadols.
And my relationship doesn't seems good to me. He's busy with work. No time for us to meet. Cos he will spend his time sleeping most of the time. And whenever we had a chance to talk on phone. He will tell me all about the stuffs that happened during he's working. I will go like uh huh? But I don't catch even half a ball. -_-
We didn't even spend an hour on phone per day now. And we don't contact each other on msn sms or what so ever. He said meeting lesser will make us more loving. I objected the way he say it. To me meeting lesser will make us drift more.
黄金路 ending sucks to the core!
That Kaijie don't even know how he die!
$#^#&#^$@#^$@^!!! -_-
I go Youtube catch 恶作剧2吻 liao.
Need to rest early since I just recovered.
And to 聪明团团长 : I know I'm CLEVER! Thank you very much! LOL!!!
Things wasn't really good for me. I felt sick. 2008 was a bad year already.
Luckily I felt better today after eating like 2 panadols.
And my relationship doesn't seems good to me. He's busy with work. No time for us to meet. Cos he will spend his time sleeping most of the time. And whenever we had a chance to talk on phone. He will tell me all about the stuffs that happened during he's working. I will go like uh huh? But I don't catch even half a ball. -_-
We didn't even spend an hour on phone per day now. And we don't contact each other on msn sms or what so ever. He said meeting lesser will make us more loving. I objected the way he say it. To me meeting lesser will make us drift more.
黄金路 ending sucks to the core!
That Kaijie don't even know how he die!
$#^#&#^$@#^$@^!!! -_-
I go Youtube catch 恶作剧2吻 liao.
Need to rest early since I just recovered.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Suay! T.T
Today was bored. Damn bored at home. :(
Woke up late and nobody's home. Sian 1/2.
Saw Jeff online and we talked cock. He suan me till I surrender okay?
As usual...
I actually invited him over tmr. But suddenly had something on.
Sorry! Next time okay! Jeff KORKOR!
LOL!
Still, thanks for cheering me up with yourlame ''jokes''.
Still bored. Who says I'm feeling okay? I'm not. My stomach is giving me problems. I kept running to the toilet like it's my second home.
ZZZ.
Wa lao not again!!!
Toilet~~!!! T.T
Edited at 4.30am.
Just came back from the doctor. Food poisoning sia. Why so unlucky? Damn it. Hope I'll feel better tmr. Sigh. :(
Woke up late and nobody's home. Sian 1/2.
Saw Jeff online and we talked cock. He suan me till I surrender okay?
As usual...
I actually invited him over tmr. But suddenly had something on.
Sorry! Next time okay! Jeff KORKOR!
LOL!
Still, thanks for cheering me up with your
Still bored. Who says I'm feeling okay? I'm not. My stomach is giving me problems. I kept running to the toilet like it's my second home.
ZZZ.
Wa lao not again!!!
Toilet~~!!! T.T
Edited at 4.30am.
Just came back from the doctor. Food poisoning sia. Why so unlucky? Damn it. Hope I'll feel better tmr. Sigh. :(
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Foul Mood LAH!
Wasn't in a good mood these few days. Nothing much happened. Really. All things were so peaceful after the makan outing. I just sense my depression coming back these few days. Been having the mood to be alone and cry. And mood swings like ya ya recently.
Didn't meet him much this week. He's busy with work. Working night shift. I spent my time rotting in front of the computer. Today's his off day. And he slept till 6pm. I waited and waited till 8pm. Imagined waited 1 whole week for his off day. And he wants to spent the day sleeping at home. I mean I should consider his feelings too. Night shift is tough chore. But I don't know why I can't control myself and just cried out to him. Made him ran over to my place and brought me out.
When we left bugis just now. The bus just ran to the middle lane while we flag it like crazy. Missed 2 of them you know? The stupid bus just went into the middle lane! Like Hello! Excuse me? Got passengers here at the bus stop you know? And some more what the fucking hell 2 buses ran away in this method. Missed the last bus due to this. And had to cab home. Freaking 20 bucks just from bugis to panjang. I cursed and swear at the bus stop. Like fuck. Damn pissed!
He's having problems at work too. Might not be working there anymore. Headache thinking of it. Not easy to find another job you know? Yet those ah bengs had to go di siao him when it's his shift. Damn unlucky lah.
CNY soon. Yet I don't have the cash to manage my hair and buy new clothes. 50 bucks just came in last few days and flew off lidat today. SG expenses are damn ex. Waiting for 10 more days. His pay day and birthday. I hope I'll be able to cheer up after CNY and get a freaking job soon.
DAMN. Sometimes I really dislike staying in SG.
Didn't meet him much this week. He's busy with work. Working night shift. I spent my time rotting in front of the computer. Today's his off day. And he slept till 6pm. I waited and waited till 8pm. Imagined waited 1 whole week for his off day. And he wants to spent the day sleeping at home. I mean I should consider his feelings too. Night shift is tough chore. But I don't know why I can't control myself and just cried out to him. Made him ran over to my place and brought me out.
When we left bugis just now. The bus just ran to the middle lane while we flag it like crazy. Missed 2 of them you know? The stupid bus just went into the middle lane! Like Hello! Excuse me? Got passengers here at the bus stop you know? And some more what the fucking hell 2 buses ran away in this method. Missed the last bus due to this. And had to cab home. Freaking 20 bucks just from bugis to panjang. I cursed and swear at the bus stop. Like fuck. Damn pissed!
He's having problems at work too. Might not be working there anymore. Headache thinking of it. Not easy to find another job you know? Yet those ah bengs had to go di siao him when it's his shift. Damn unlucky lah.
CNY soon. Yet I don't have the cash to manage my hair and buy new clothes. 50 bucks just came in last few days and flew off lidat today. SG expenses are damn ex. Waiting for 10 more days. His pay day and birthday. I hope I'll be able to cheer up after CNY and get a freaking job soon.
DAMN. Sometimes I really dislike staying in SG.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Makan Outing
I blogged late tonight. This evening was such a fun night! I love it man! Totally enjoyed it! Thanks for the makan outing treat, da jie. Muacks muacks!
Actually I thought I won't be able to attend the outing today. Cos he don't really like the idea of me going out. But at evening he gave me the go ahead sign. And sent me msg asking me to enjoy and reach home before midnight. I was so HAPPY you know? I kept smiling to myself on the train. People must have thought I'm siao. LOL!
Reached Raffles about the same time with Matt. Met him at control station and walked around there waiting for the others. When all of them arrived, we walked to Lau Pat Sa. (Eh, correct spelling?) Just walked into the place and kena surrounded by hawkers trying to recommend us their food. We got brought to the outside and sat there waiting for da jie. To my surprise, Dan's joining too! Hohoho!
Da jie arrived. We hopped on down to the satay side. I fell. -_- SP mei was the only one who saw it. Damn paiseh. And it hurts like ouch! Da jie ordered ALOT of food. Let's list them out. Got..
Fried Rice
BBQ Chicken Wings
Otah!!!
Satay (Chicken, Mutton, Beef)
Some kind of seashells? LOL! Not clams leh. Mm zai simi. Zut zut or Lut lut si bo?
And some fish dunno called what Fang Yu. With sambal! Yeah! My fish! LOL!
I ate ALOT too. Esp like the fish. Then too bloated till I had to eat my medicine. Greedy lor. -_-
Wow! Da jie spent a bomb on the food! 谢谢你！！！
Parted with a couple of them on the way after dinner. The others including me went over to Starbucks la kopi. I stared at them la only. Cos I'm too full. Talked cock with them. Chatted awhile and I went over to Sunset to find dear who is working night shift. Delivered satays for him to makan. Cabbed home soon.
Ah. I love today la! More outings please! :D
Actually I thought I won't be able to attend the outing today. Cos he don't really like the idea of me going out. But at evening he gave me the go ahead sign. And sent me msg asking me to enjoy and reach home before midnight. I was so HAPPY you know? I kept smiling to myself on the train. People must have thought I'm siao. LOL!
Reached Raffles about the same time with Matt. Met him at control station and walked around there waiting for the others. When all of them arrived, we walked to Lau Pat Sa. (Eh, correct spelling?) Just walked into the place and kena surrounded by hawkers trying to recommend us their food. We got brought to the outside and sat there waiting for da jie. To my surprise, Dan's joining too! Hohoho!
Da jie arrived. We hopped on down to the satay side. I fell. -_- SP mei was the only one who saw it. Damn paiseh. And it hurts like ouch! Da jie ordered ALOT of food. Let's list them out. Got..
Fried Rice
BBQ Chicken Wings
Otah!!!
Satay (Chicken, Mutton, Beef)
Some kind of seashells? LOL! Not clams leh. Mm zai simi. Zut zut or Lut lut si bo?
And some fish dunno called what Fang Yu. With sambal! Yeah! My fish! LOL!
I ate ALOT too. Esp like the fish. Then too bloated till I had to eat my medicine. Greedy lor. -_-
Wow! Da jie spent a bomb on the food! 谢谢你！！！
Parted with a couple of them on the way after dinner. The others including me went over to Starbucks la kopi. I stared at them la only. Cos I'm too full. Talked cock with them. Chatted awhile and I went over to Sunset to find dear who is working night shift. Delivered satays for him to makan. Cabbed home soon.
Ah. I love today la! More outings please! :D
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Chocolates & Bangalas
These few days keep raining. Sian sian sian.
These few days he working night shift. Sleep sleep sleep.
These few days I always eat and sleep. Haiz haiz haiz.
But tomorrow's going to be different!
Satay outing tomorrow with my gang right?
Heard got around 10+ people. WOW!
Say YAY! :D
But he expected me to be home by 11pm.
Jitao sian 1/2 diao..
Cos my area is getting so dangerous at night. Lift upgrading going on. I can't use the lift at my side. Only can use the lifts at the far end.
And those ****ing bangalas are all over my area! From downstairs to upstairs! They even hid inside the corner where the lift upgrading is going on and drink beer inside! Pee at the stairs some more!
Angry! Very pissed with them! Make my area becomes so unsafe at night!
Damn those bangalas..
Niao them~~!!
He came over just now. Just to give me a hug and a BIG box of chocolates.
Happy cos of the chocolates not the hug. LOL.
CHOCOLATES! THANK YOU! ^^
He can be sweet at times. Irritating at most of the times too. Pengz. -_-
Guys.. I just don't understand them lar!
These few days he working night shift. Sleep sleep sleep.
These few days I always eat and sleep. Haiz haiz haiz.
But tomorrow's going to be different!
Satay outing tomorrow with my gang right?
Heard got around 10+ people. WOW!
Say YAY! :D
But he expected me to be home by 11pm.
Jitao sian 1/2 diao..
Cos my area is getting so dangerous at night. Lift upgrading going on. I can't use the lift at my side. Only can use the lifts at the far end.
And those ****ing bangalas are all over my area! From downstairs to upstairs! They even hid inside the corner where the lift upgrading is going on and drink beer inside! Pee at the stairs some more!
Angry! Very pissed with them! Make my area becomes so unsafe at night!
Damn those bangalas..
Niao them~~!!
He came over just now. Just to give me a hug and a BIG box of chocolates.
Happy cos of the chocolates not the hug. LOL.
CHOCOLATES! THANK YOU! ^^
He can be sweet at times. Irritating at most of the times too. Pengz. -_-
Guys.. I just don't understand them lar!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
ZZZ
人吓人会吓死人！
I kena shock from my parents today.
Mom came into my room like a ghost lidat. Voice suddenly boom. ZZZ.
Dad came into my room ALSO like a ghost lidat. Voice suddenly boomed too. Much louder. ZZZ.
My heart is still thumping away like crazy. Luckily I don't have heart attack. If not kena two shocks in a day sure die.
My ''funny'' parents. -_-
And please! I never do anything bad or evil lor! It's just that I had a weak heart. -smiles sweetly-
Dad got his bonus. I only get a miserable 50 bucks.
Mai hiam buay pai lah.
Ai hiam si kana sai.
Better than nothing lor.
Everyday slack at home feed and pet Riri. She's gonna be like me so chubby liao! Keke.
I <3 my Riri! =D -pets-
I kena shock from my parents today.
Mom came into my room like a ghost lidat. Voice suddenly boom. ZZZ.
Dad came into my room ALSO like a ghost lidat. Voice suddenly boomed too. Much louder. ZZZ.
My heart is still thumping away like crazy. Luckily I don't have heart attack. If not kena two shocks in a day sure die.
My ''funny'' parents. -_-
And please! I never do anything bad or evil lor! It's just that I had a weak heart. -smiles sweetly-
Dad got his bonus. I only get a miserable 50 bucks.
Mai hiam buay pai lah.
Ai hiam si kana sai.
Better than nothing lor.
Everyday slack at home feed and pet Riri. She's gonna be like me so chubby liao! Keke.
I <3 my Riri! =D -pets-
Monday, January 14, 2008
Have A Tired Sunday
Tired...
Today me not feeling very well. Headache and dizzy spells. Think I had a drop too much yesterday night. Zzz.
Next week he's gonna work full night shift for the week. And 16 hours each on weekends. He's gonna be superman! God bless him.
Me wed night going out makan outing with my old friends. Heard got satay. Yum yum. Hopefully by that time my gums have already healed.
Tired, me want sleeps. -Yawns-
Today me not feeling very well. Headache and dizzy spells. Think I had a drop too much yesterday night. Zzz.
Next week he's gonna work full night shift for the week. And 16 hours each on weekends. He's gonna be superman! God bless him.
Me wed night going out makan outing with my old friends. Heard got satay. Yum yum. Hopefully by that time my gums have already healed.
Tired, me want sleeps. -Yawns-
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Weekends!
Hihi!
2 days never blog liao. Miss me not?
I hope you don't. Cos I don't miss you. BLEH! LOL!
Nothing much happened these few days. He's busy working. I went to find him for dinner yesterday blah blah.
Today he worked morning. We went out at night. To enjoy our own world first. Cough cough cough. Then meet ced and zenn.
Went to a place called Bali House? I think. At Orchard there. Slacked there. Ate some finger food. The others ate main course. Lobster, prawn whatever. And damn the fruit punch there damn nice. Bill also super nice. Around 100 bucks total!!! Coughs harder! Luckily ced paid.
Cabbed down to sunset. There's this bar called Sunset Tarven. Or something? The 4 of us shared a jug of tiger beer. Was a bit blur when I drank a few sips. I mean GLURP it. Perhaps too long never drink liao. But then still drank finish all.
Next time still must go there drink lo. Not too noisy and crowded. Unlike city area's pubs. The jug of beer isn't too ex too. Think 28 bucks har? They don't let me look at the bill seh. Zzz.
Well, a well spent weekend night without me paying for anything. Shiok ah. COUGHS! LOL!
2 days never blog liao. Miss me not?
I hope you don't. Cos I don't miss you. BLEH! LOL!
Nothing much happened these few days. He's busy working. I went to find him for dinner yesterday blah blah.
Today he worked morning. We went out at night. To enjoy our own world first. Cough cough cough. Then meet ced and zenn.
Went to a place called Bali House? I think. At Orchard there. Slacked there. Ate some finger food. The others ate main course. Lobster, prawn whatever. And damn the fruit punch there damn nice. Bill also super nice. Around 100 bucks total!!! Coughs harder! Luckily ced paid.
Cabbed down to sunset. There's this bar called Sunset Tarven. Or something? The 4 of us shared a jug of tiger beer. Was a bit blur when I drank a few sips. I mean GLURP it. Perhaps too long never drink liao. But then still drank finish all.
Next time still must go there drink lo. Not too noisy and crowded. Unlike city area's pubs. The jug of beer isn't too ex too. Think 28 bucks har? They don't let me look at the bill seh. Zzz.
Well, a well spent weekend night without me paying for anything. Shiok ah. COUGHS! LOL!
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Bad Bad Bad Bad Bad!!!!!
Me now very vexed. Cos me now mind confused. Confused about? You may ask.
I'm sick and tired about it. About what again. You may ask? About relationship.
I hate the fact that he sometimes take me for granted.
I hate the fact that he sometimes takes his anger on me.
I hate the fact that he always joked at the wrong time.
I hate the fact that he always emo and mood swings.
I hate the fact that he don't like the way of me doing things.
I hate the fact that we are getting more and more not along.
I love the fact that he always gives me surprises.
But some how the surprise feeling faded. Cos it's always the same surprise.
I love the fact that he can be loving at times.
But some how the loving feeling towards him faded too.
Has our relationship faces a crisis? The main problem lies with me I know.
And he's going to blame it on Darren or whoever again.
I don't know. I just feel so tired with him sometimes. Afraid to anger him. Afraid to meet him. Afraid to even talk to him.
And the fact that he's working so hard for me makes me think that I'm a burden to him. Tmr he's working 16 hrs total.
I really don't know what I should do now. Today is our 8th mth. And he wanted to go home early. Saying he's tired. I'm SO disappointed. I know I should be understanding cos he's working night shift ytd and lacking of sleep. But somehow I just gave him a not happy mood look.
Parted with him on our way home. I felt relaxed suddenly. Don't know why I had to act the unreal me infront of him now. To be the perfect me infront of him.
Damn, better don't let him see this post. Otherwise hahaha. You know it.
Can someone teach me what to do? I'm a fool when it comes to relationship.
I'm sick and tired about it. About what again. You may ask? About relationship.
I hate the fact that he sometimes take me for granted.
I hate the fact that he sometimes takes his anger on me.
I hate the fact that he always joked at the wrong time.
I hate the fact that he always emo and mood swings.
I hate the fact that he don't like the way of me doing things.
I hate the fact that we are getting more and more not along.
I love the fact that he always gives me surprises.
But some how the surprise feeling faded. Cos it's always the same surprise.
I love the fact that he can be loving at times.
But some how the loving feeling towards him faded too.
Has our relationship faces a crisis? The main problem lies with me I know.
And he's going to blame it on Darren or whoever again.
I don't know. I just feel so tired with him sometimes. Afraid to anger him. Afraid to meet him. Afraid to even talk to him.
And the fact that he's working so hard for me makes me think that I'm a burden to him. Tmr he's working 16 hrs total.
I really don't know what I should do now. Today is our 8th mth. And he wanted to go home early. Saying he's tired. I'm SO disappointed. I know I should be understanding cos he's working night shift ytd and lacking of sleep. But somehow I just gave him a not happy mood look.
Parted with him on our way home. I felt relaxed suddenly. Don't know why I had to act the unreal me infront of him now. To be the perfect me infront of him.
Damn, better don't let him see this post. Otherwise hahaha. You know it.
Can someone teach me what to do? I'm a fool when it comes to relationship.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Slacker's Slacking Day
Actually thought I'll be staying at home today. But I suddenly remembered that cha boh wants to come over my house. Afraid that she's going to be slacking at my house till 4-5am again. I offered to go over to her house accompany her instead.
Set off at 5 plus pm. Reached her house at 6pm. That's fast. Slacked at her house for a few hours and we went for our dinner. Dinner was mac. Mc Wings meal and iced milo for both of us. Ate till we can't eat anymore and went back to her house.
Dear only came at around 9pm. Missed him lo. Yet he came so late. Already complained lots of stuffs to cha boh already. I felt better and more relaxed after that. So it was a great time chatting with dear later. Watching huang jin lu at the same time.
Went off at 10pm with him to the bus stop. Accompany him to sunset cos he's working night shift tonight. And homed after. Tomorrow still need to wake up early to accompany him to the east side for some matter and my hospital appt later at 4pm. Going to be a busy day. I'm glad he's off tomorrow.
I'm like writing a diary now lo. Omg help! And yes do guys feel threaten easily? A close guy friend of mine approached me again after like years we never talked. And he's jealous. LOL! Felt sweet and funny. Seems like 08 is a ''peach flower'' year for me. So many yan daos friend came and approached me again. Haha.
Damn. Stomach not feeling well again. =(
Set off at 5 plus pm. Reached her house at 6pm. That's fast. Slacked at her house for a few hours and we went for our dinner. Dinner was mac. Mc Wings meal and iced milo for both of us. Ate till we can't eat anymore and went back to her house.
Dear only came at around 9pm. Missed him lo. Yet he came so late. Already complained lots of stuffs to cha boh already. I felt better and more relaxed after that. So it was a great time chatting with dear later. Watching huang jin lu at the same time.
Went off at 10pm with him to the bus stop. Accompany him to sunset cos he's working night shift tonight. And homed after. Tomorrow still need to wake up early to accompany him to the east side for some matter and my hospital appt later at 4pm. Going to be a busy day. I'm glad he's off tomorrow.
I'm like writing a diary now lo. Omg help! And yes do guys feel threaten easily? A close guy friend of mine approached me again after like years we never talked. And he's jealous. LOL! Felt sweet and funny. Seems like 08 is a ''peach flower'' year for me. So many yan daos friend came and approached me again. Haha.
Damn. Stomach not feeling well again. =(
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Everybody STRESS!
Yesterday night chatted with Darren. We were so into Facebook Fluff pet things. We both chionging our pets speed. He actually decided to make an auto petting program. LoL right? I told him if he want to get ban on Facebook do go ahead. But his genius mind still die die want to try. And so he tried this program thingy till the very early morning.
Me keep racing with my friends fluff till they asked me not to race. Can. Provided if you asked me in a nice tone. Don't keep saying stop racing me! Cos I will race more with you. LOL! I super guai lan one. My Riri 7000+ fph liao. Got that man zhu gan.
Me last night? Wanted to watch They Kiss Again Episode 4 then sleep. But was too tired. I kept dozing off. No choice. Zhou Gong miss me. So I go find him play chess.
Today he worked night shift. Me slacking at home whole day long. I getting enough of this kind of life. So sian. My parents were like telling me my cousins who are younger than me can go earn a living themselves. Blah blah. Stress lar. Think I wed haven see doctor already stress si. Think I don't want to work meh? Me you ku zhong and nan yan zhi yin. Sigh.
Now? I keep typo in Habbo. Make the guys laughed like siao. Chatted with GI. It's been years since we last talked. He seems stress. It seems that people around our age is coping with different stress. Studies, relationship, family etc.
I don't wanna grow up lar! Being an adult sux. =(
Me keep racing with my friends fluff till they asked me not to race. Can. Provided if you asked me in a nice tone. Don't keep saying stop racing me! Cos I will race more with you. LOL! I super guai lan one. My Riri 7000+ fph liao. Got that man zhu gan.
Me last night? Wanted to watch They Kiss Again Episode 4 then sleep. But was too tired. I kept dozing off. No choice. Zhou Gong miss me. So I go find him play chess.
Today he worked night shift. Me slacking at home whole day long. I getting enough of this kind of life. So sian. My parents were like telling me my cousins who are younger than me can go earn a living themselves. Blah blah. Stress lar. Think I wed haven see doctor already stress si. Think I don't want to work meh? Me you ku zhong and nan yan zhi yin. Sigh.
Now? I keep typo in Habbo. Make the guys laughed like siao. Chatted with GI. It's been years since we last talked. He seems stress. It seems that people around our age is coping with different stress. Studies, relationship, family etc.
I don't wanna grow up lar! Being an adult sux. =(
Monday, January 07, 2008
It's A Sunday
I feel uncomfortable now. Reason cos I...
Makan too much! LOL!!!
Mac for lunch, treated by dear. Slacked awhile at Zenn's house. Saw their new room's layout. Sibei swee. Next time I can ton night at the other room already. ^^
Chatted with meimei. And after we all went downstairs to get a shoe rack. I helped cha boh get a nice one. Fits her room and shoes so nicely lar.
Slacked again at her house and went off with dear to the bus stop. Waited for the bus and went sunset with him. Sending him off to work.
Took my bus home from there. Alight at cousin's house there. Slacked awhile more at her house. Then came home for curry chicken cooked by mum. Yum yum.
I makan too much candies and chocolates. Stomach pain pain now. That's the outcome for being too greedy. ):
Makan too much! LOL!!!
Mac for lunch, treated by dear. Slacked awhile at Zenn's house. Saw their new room's layout. Sibei swee. Next time I can ton night at the other room already. ^^
Chatted with meimei. And after we all went downstairs to get a shoe rack. I helped cha boh get a nice one. Fits her room and shoes so nicely lar.
Slacked again at her house and went off with dear to the bus stop. Waited for the bus and went sunset with him. Sending him off to work.
Took my bus home from there. Alight at cousin's house there. Slacked awhile more at her house. Then came home for curry chicken cooked by mum. Yum yum.
I makan too much candies and chocolates. Stomach pain pain now. That's the outcome for being too greedy. ):
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Ger And Her "Mummy"
Like I said. Yesterday's post was a crazy one. Click ignore lar moo!
Oh ya yesterday went SATA woodlands with ger. Met her at interchange. She arrived earlier than me. Say 15 mins? I was like wth, she lives in SK. Me BP. Why am I slower? @%#$&#$%@&^#$^ LOL!
Easy to find that place because a smart lady (MEMEMEME!) checked the exact location online already. Went to take a queue number first and makan at MAC.
Back from makan the queue number just skipped 5 numbers only. -_-
Waited for 1 hour plus just for the registration. -_-
Nowadays things really expensive. Haven start ITE need to pay for all these check up first. $40 plus seh. Waited with ger. She had a lot of tests to be done. Urine test, blood test, chest xray.
Waiting was okay. But one thing was not okay! A future schoolmate of ger's called me aunty! Some more asked where is my daughter!
Am I that old to you to be able to give birth to a 16 years old daughter?
Grr grr grr! Mad mad mad!
Ger laughed like a nutcase when I told her that. Ya la, very funny I know. -_-
After the medical check up went Batok to find him.
Went off to Vivo for dinner after that.
Shopped at Daiso and Candy Empire. Bags of chocolates and candies to bring home!
Yum yum!
Wasn't a bad day IF I'm not being called AUNTY you idiot.
Zzz.
I guess I'm old already.
Sigh.
Oh ya yesterday went SATA woodlands with ger. Met her at interchange. She arrived earlier than me. Say 15 mins? I was like wth, she lives in SK. Me BP. Why am I slower? @%#$&#$%@&^#$^ LOL!
Easy to find that place because a smart lady (MEMEMEME!) checked the exact location online already. Went to take a queue number first and makan at MAC.
Back from makan the queue number just skipped 5 numbers only. -_-
Waited for 1 hour plus just for the registration. -_-
Nowadays things really expensive. Haven start ITE need to pay for all these check up first. $40 plus seh. Waited with ger. She had a lot of tests to be done. Urine test, blood test, chest xray.
Waiting was okay. But one thing was not okay! A future schoolmate of ger's called me aunty! Some more asked where is my daughter!
Am I that old to you to be able to give birth to a 16 years old daughter?
Grr grr grr! Mad mad mad!
Ger laughed like a nutcase when I told her that. Ya la, very funny I know. -_-
After the medical check up went Batok to find him.
Went off to Vivo for dinner after that.
Shopped at Daiso and Candy Empire. Bags of chocolates and candies to bring home!
Yum yum!
Wasn't a bad day IF I'm not being called AUNTY you idiot.
Zzz.
I guess I'm old already.
Sigh.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
A Crazy Post (Click Ignore!)
You might think it's a good thing to be in a relationship. I think differently. Look at my ger. She's like so cheerful when she's single now. Compared to the previous times the quarrels with her bf might lead her to be unhappy yea.
I just feel that somehow I dragged him down. It just hurts and pains me to see him getting slimmer and slimmer after he worked. He would leave all the good stuffs for me. While he gets nothing back in return.
He would be so tired after work yet he still have to come and keep me company. But I always neglected his feelings. And throw tempers at him. Even his mum said there's not a need to meet every time. Am I being a burden to him?
Given a choice, leave or stay with him. Which will be a wiser one? I rather share the suffering than let him suffer alone. It's just not fair at all. Will he and I be happier if we didn't meet each other in the first place?
2008. It's a year to decide. Should I plan something? Like get someone to pose as my new beau and get a break up? Nah. Sounds so drama mama right? Better don't let him read this post or I'll get my head rolled. Haha.
The best thing to do now is either leave him totally or make his life more happier if I continue staying with him. This post is just to let out a breathe of air. I'm just joking okay? Asked me to ditch a guy. CHOY. I got so suay meh?
But I still confused lor. -_-
What the hell lar RF, you gila cha bor.
I just feel that somehow I dragged him down. It just hurts and pains me to see him getting slimmer and slimmer after he worked. He would leave all the good stuffs for me. While he gets nothing back in return.
He would be so tired after work yet he still have to come and keep me company. But I always neglected his feelings. And throw tempers at him. Even his mum said there's not a need to meet every time. Am I being a burden to him?
Given a choice, leave or stay with him. Which will be a wiser one? I rather share the suffering than let him suffer alone. It's just not fair at all. Will he and I be happier if we didn't meet each other in the first place?
2008. It's a year to decide. Should I plan something? Like get someone to pose as my new beau and get a break up? Nah. Sounds so drama mama right? Better don't let him read this post or I'll get my head rolled. Haha.
The best thing to do now is either leave him totally or make his life more happier if I continue staying with him. This post is just to let out a breathe of air. I'm just joking okay? Asked me to ditch a guy. CHOY. I got so suay meh?
But I still confused lor. -_-
What the hell lar RF, you gila cha bor.
Friday, January 04, 2008
The :) And :( Of Relationship
Long time didn't blog I know. Because there's nothing to blog. How to blog lah?!
I'm busy with sleeping, eating and slacking everyday.
New Year Day is spent keeping Zhou Gong company. :D
Such a carefree yet restricted life. Why would I said restricted? Cos he's kinda over protective of me. I don't enjoy much freedom compare to when I'm single. No more hanging out with friends. No more late nights.
Sometimes I feel sweet. But there's times when I feel suffocated too. I don't know is it a good thing to be in a relationship. Or maybe I haven't adapt to this kind of life yet? Getting quite used to it and you'll feel loved. Maybe? :)
Yesterday night he rushed over to my area and keep me company for awhile just because I was bored. He just ended a 12 hours job. I'm really touched. I asked myself, have I done enough things for him? Sacrifice enough yet? The answer is no. In a relationship there's always give and take. You can never sacrifice enough.
Tomorrow noon meeting with my ger. Accompany her for a checkup at SATA woodlands. Which after that I might be going to meet up with him. I hope there won't be any quarrels anymore. We've been quarreling over small little things way too much recently.
I'm busy with sleeping, eating and slacking everyday.
New Year Day is spent keeping Zhou Gong company. :D
Such a carefree yet restricted life. Why would I said restricted? Cos he's kinda over protective of me. I don't enjoy much freedom compare to when I'm single. No more hanging out with friends. No more late nights.
Sometimes I feel sweet. But there's times when I feel suffocated too. I don't know is it a good thing to be in a relationship. Or maybe I haven't adapt to this kind of life yet? Getting quite used to it and you'll feel loved. Maybe? :)
Yesterday night he rushed over to my area and keep me company for awhile just because I was bored. He just ended a 12 hours job. I'm really touched. I asked myself, have I done enough things for him? Sacrifice enough yet? The answer is no. In a relationship there's always give and take. You can never sacrifice enough.
Tomorrow noon meeting with my ger. Accompany her for a checkup at SATA woodlands. Which after that I might be going to meet up with him. I hope there won't be any quarrels anymore. We've been quarreling over small little things way too much recently.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year people!
It's 2008!!!
Last day of 2007 was quite horrible in the day. We had a huge quarrel. I thought we will break on the last day of the year.
Ended up I was told that he faked that quarrel. NB CB! -_-'''
Not funny guy. Zzz.
Went to find him in the evening. Wanted to catch a movie at PS. Aliens vs predators 2.
Tickets were sold out. DAMN fast lar. -_-'''
Walked down to Bugis for dinner. Shopped awhile and went back Batok for countdown.
Those singers wear till so sexy lar! HELP LOR!
Our eyes nearly dropped out. O_O!!
Waited for bus at bus stop for 30 mins but last bus ran liao. Zzz.
Cabbed home. $11 from Batok to Panjang.
I was like
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2007 had been a bad year for me. That guy's $$ matter. I got sacked. Depression. He went into prison and such. Hope 2008 will be better.
A brand New Year. Let's shout Hooray together!
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