Malacca's trip summary + Photos!

Let me tell you first. This is going to be a long post with tons of photos soon after. And nope I'm not kidding. So be prepared to get your eyes real tired. Yes yes! You guess it! I'm back from Malaysia! Woohoo! I miss Singapore so much! But I miss Malaysia too.

Let's first talk about how I'm feeling now. Stunned, shocked and unable to believe is the mood I'm having now. Due to my best friend. Or maybe I should just say.. friend. Darren told me one of the small reason he broke up with his girl and it's because of me?!?! When the hell I become sort of a third party? Wth!? He said he told his girl about our relationship. Just what is our relationship? Friends, just normal friends lor.

But I can tell you that a girl would tend to get very jealous when knowing that her guy had a close friend and that person is a girl. Darren says he's honest. But I told him he's stupid. Isn't he? Okay, I know that we are just good friends, darren knows too, but his gf don't know. And I clearly understand why she would misunderstood. Hence this is one of the reason that they broke up?

So oh well. I feel really bad. Perharps I should explain things to her to help them get back together. I can see that he truely love his girl. He even sang and recorded a song for her. I didn't manage to hear it. Coz my com took the file as a virus and auto block and deleted it! =.= But also quite lucky la. At least my ears are safe. Okay! I'm kidding!

Better don't sink myself too deep into his problem. Coz I don't even know how I can help in this. Perharps one of the best move is to get myself lost... Get away real far from him. There's no fairytale in real as said by darren. And I'm not a fairy godmother to grant his wish or help him.

Alright, back to blog about my Malaysia's trip.

Friday 28/7:

Tompang-ed kai ye's car and went to Malaysia in the early morning. Mum, twins and me squeeze like sardines at the back seat. Stopped at Kulai lao yi's house which is my grandma's cousin's place first. Played a little while with the kids and went straight to Malacca. Lunch at the kok kok mee's. Damn nice wonton mee at Malacca. Totally different from Singapore's. Rest and watch Er zuo ju zhi wen jap version at late night. A wonderful show which I've already watched for 3 times. Went to sleep at 1.30am. A very different timing I slept as compare to SG.

Saturday 29/7:

Chiong the vcd and went to Makota Parade at noon and pre-celebrated my grandma's bday in the evening. A home cooked style buffet meal with bbq. Very delicious and heart warming. Thanks to my youngest aunt who cooked and plan almost all the food. Plus there's a carton of beer. Wanted to get my hands on a bottle. But don't want to let my mum know that I can drink like siao. Most of my mum's side family members came. Excluding my dad. Took tons of photos which I will upload them later.

Dinner starts at 7+pm when my oldest uncle arrived with his kids and future soon to be son in law. Didn't talk much with them coz we aren't close to them. They only appeared when there's some large gathering. Went shopping at ji chang jie aka ji cheong gai aka jonker walk? soon after. Bought a pretty looking Esprit pink wallet at RM10. Fake Esprit of coz la. It's dark pink and I love it! Came back from shopping and it's around 12mn. Time to sleep. I'm so guai. Keep sleeping at such an early time.

Sunday 30/7:

The day that we came back. And it's the day which I slept 3 times in the morning. Keep dozing off due to there's nothing for me to do. We all went off to Kulai after lunch as there's durians to be gobble up. Not my problem anyway coz I hate durians! My 1st uncle and his family went off at a wee early morning that I didn't even said goodbye to them. Lunch was ytd's leftovers. Suddenly within a day, the whole house is empty. My poor grandma is lonely again.

My 3 days trip went well. Enjoyable, relaxing and carefree. Reach home at late night and transfered in the photos I took at Malacca. About to puke blood. My digicam sux. After 2 long hours, I managed to get around 20 of my photos in which I will upload some soon after this post.

My
pinkish
fake
Esprit
wallet.

Rm10
is
an
affordable
price.





When twins and me.....

Just get too bored in the car on our way to malacca.

Take neoprint meh????

Wei!! It's digicam lah!!!!!

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BIG NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We caught our ah kor...

Bitting his dirty fingernails!!!!!

Or is he bitting his thumb instead??

:S


Introducing chio bu no 1.

Our twins lao da.

Jiayi~~~~~~~~~

Doing exercise ar???

Infront of her of coz is com lor.

So it's eyes exercise to be exact. xD




Introducing chiobu no 2.

Our twins lao yao.

Jiaqi~~~~~~~~~

She's really exercising..

Can't you see she's cycling??



Three's a crowd????

Nope..

Three's never a crowd..

When we have the power cousins!!

=P



Ehh???

The new F4?!?!?!

It's the F4 of Ujong Pasir!!!!!

Chiong ar!!!!!!

Kor, his gf, jiayi & me.



Ling ger's chatting with???

Her bf wor!!!!!

Ehh??

What's with those..

Extra kaypoh hands???



Ling moi & jiayi

+ ?? O_O!!!!!!

Alamak!!!!!!!!

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whose hongkong foot??

That's all folks. Happy viewing. Those who wants to come after me for your photos kindly msg me when you bump onto me online. Hope you enjoy the pics and the lame desp. xD

Eve of malaysia trip

Will be going to malaysia in just a few hours time. Guess I won't be sleeping tonight. Need to wake up at 6am. Omg lor. I rather you kill me then to just let me sleep for a couple of hours. So there will be a panda roaming around later. xD

Went cwp to my sinseh there. Mei called me to ask me over to cwp also. Such a concidence. So rush over to meet mei and xi0ng. Nearly died. Rushing till I left half of my life nia. Mei and xi0ng seems shocked to see me? Why ar? I change alot meh? Lol! Luckily simon put me aeroplane and didn't meet me today. Don't know lar. Just don't feel like meeting him. =l

Darren is going for his driving test later. Good luck! Jia you! I believe he can do it. To think that I'm so evil to tell him don't ever come and find me if he didn't manage to pass. Hahaha! I'm just kidding. Hope I will receive the sms in msia from him saying that he pass the test. Please don't let him fail and let him get over his matter asap. Don't want him to be sad cos I really don't know how to comfort him.

I can't believe there's such a nice song on earth. Elva's new song Wo Yao De Shi Jie is damn nice! I've been repeating this song since 11.30pm. What a wonderful soothing song that calms me. Listening to it can help you to unstress. Trust me. I'm not kidding. You should try listening to this song when you feel stressful. It's great!

Anyway, watch ge dou tian wang by 5566 today. It's just a lame show. Only shao wei is cool as a guest appearence. You know most of the time people don't laugh cos the show is funny? Instead they laugh cos the show is lame. Lame show is in now I guess. Esp taiwan idol shows. Becomes as if the idols are clowns. So cham on them. Blame the storyline and bian ju.

Guess I won't be blogging for a few days. Don't want to snatch the computer in msia with the my younger cousins. I just want a rest and escape for a few days. Don't want to do any typing. Don't want to look at lots of events and proposals. Don't want to help in anything. I just want to lie down. Blast my mp3 loud and sleep! I know my leave didn't get approved. But I told da ge about it. So I'm mia for this weekend. Tag if you miss me okay? Must miss me hor! Hahaha! Suddenly feel so carefree! This kind of life rocks!

Q & A

Q1: What are you doing now?
A1: Blogging lar! Duh! -_-

Q2: What do you feel like doing now?
A2: Crawl into my bed and sleep! Hahahaha!

Q3: What song are you listening now?
A3: S.H.E's new song Ring Ring Ring.

Q4: Who are you thinking of now?
A4: Him lor. *blush* Ming dao lar! Boo! Trick you! Nani nani poo poo! LOL! xD

Q5: What are you thinking of doing tomorrow?
A5: Go causeway point sinseh zhang there tio torture. :l

Q6: What do you want to do later?
A6: Browse forums, watch vcd, and sleep!

Q7: What shows are you watching currently?
A7: Wei xiao pasta, xing ping guo le yuan, ai qing ling du C!

Q8: What songs are you listening to nowadays?
A8: S.H.E's new songs, wei xiao pasta's soundtrack, R&B's first and last album Lucky 7.

Q9: Who do you keep thinking in your mind recently?
A9: My popo, my cousins, all my family members in malaysia!

Q10: What do you think of owning now?
A10: A bf? Bf can own one meh? LOL! No lar. It's $$$!! Kidding kidding.. I only want health and happiness! =D

Preparing for trip

Had a long chat with simon today. I really hope he will understand it and don't try to rush everything. Being friends now is perfect. Nothing else more. I even try to call and cheer him up but he sounds so upset. And I don't know how to comfort him. =l

These few days busy nor. Need to finish all the stuffs before going to msia. Simon ask when I'm back. But I really can't comfirm lar. I don't even know how long leave should I apply for in litez. Wanted to tompang kai ye's car in and out. But having mixed feelings. Cos I feel like staying in msia longer to escape everything here in sg.

A whole family gathering of around 30 or more people is going to be fun provided big aunt didn't ask me if I had a bf when I go msia. -_- I had to keep coming with so many excuses as in why I don't have one. The next excuse I'm gonna use will be I don't like guys. But I tell you. All will know that I'm kidding. Forget it then.

Going in on friday and if possible will be back on sunday is the fastest date I can give. I'm afraid of going to kulai now. Those kiddies made me once bitten twice shy. No way am I going to play around with them anymore. I don't want to get bitten till bleed again.

My poor thumb is already in pain with the electric my digicam shock me ytd. Red, swollen with a small hole that peels the skin off. Urgh! Pain! Let me warn you, never ever try to grab a cam's bottom part when it's in use. If you want to try, remember to wear rubber gloves. xD

Weikai's back in habbo. Wonder why. Kena shock when I received a console msg from him. Anyway, welcome back. We miss him. :D Talking about habbo. Unlike what simon says, I don't have any guys chasing me in habbo. If have hor, the sky will fell immediently. ROFL!

Darren is crazy to copy my personal msg in msn and goes wah wah wah non stop to me. Well, he seems okay? Hope so. He's okay but I'm not. My heartache is acting back up and I got forced to visit a doc. Urgh! Not going. No way. I'm stubborn and yea I am. Lalalala. ^_^

The power of smile

From the time you see that I blog. You can already comfirm it's a busy day for me. 4am now le. Everyone is snoring away and I'm still here. Still have so many stuffs undone. Sad lar.

Went to west mall today with mum. Intend to transfer mum's name to my name regarding the M1 account. But so sad. Cannot drag along dad's line. So forget it lor. Can't be possible to ask dad to dump away his hp no? I'm not that bad lor. So just upgrade my sim card to a 3G sim. Foc somemore wor! That's so nice of M1. ^_^

Walk to harvey norman and bought a digicam. 299 bucks wor. For a kodak cam. Not bad lar. But damn sot on my com. I even kena shock by it lor. Pain leh! Finger swollen liao. Lots of free stuffs that comes along which includes a 512mb memory card, a those pro pro 3 leg cam stand, a damn heavy cam pouch and the best is a whole set of rechageable batt with 4AA size batt. So nice of harvey norman to give so many stuffs. And I bought an adapter for my mp3 too. All these are the stuffs that I'm preparing for my msia trip this week.

Ytd night got a shocking msg from my best friend who broke up with his gf. Unlike last dec, this time I don't know how to comfort him. So just leave him alone ba. Today cannot online early so sms to ask if he's better. Hope he is lor. Cheer up lar buddy. Will be alright soon.

I snap two bo liao pics while waiting for mum today. Quite nice wor. Change it onto my blog le. No more fierce pic on the blog. Added them onto my friendster too. I go and add simon in friendster wor. Sure he kena shock when saw me. Wahaha. Added a pic of me and my mum in my friendster too. The harvey norman salesman took it for us and print out a copy for mum. Mine was of cos in my cam lor. I got a pretty mum. ^_^

Need to chiong foums now. Can say this whole week won't be online le. Later chiong magz. Wed rest and pack. Thur see doc. Fri go msia till don't know when. Must not forget to apply for leave sia. I don't want the ! beside my name in the chart. Sad nor. Maybe wed can then dj awhile ba.

Nothing can go wrong when you smile! The power of smile! =)

10 things that I feel like doing now

1. Screaming out loud like a siao char boh in this wee hour. (I'm vexed, vexed, vexed!)
2. Fall into my bed and doze off immediently till the next night. (I wanna be piggy can?)
3. Getting myself dead drunk. (I don't even know how drunk feels like and I wanna try.)
4. Watch cyndi's and dong liang's wei xiao pasta once more. (I regret saying this show sux. I ate back the words I said. This show rocks! Dong liang's so cute!)
5. Repeating dong liang's wei xiao pasta's song jiu wei xiao le for 100 times. (I've been repeating it for 20+ times now and I love the song!)
6. Call an old friend, woke him/her up and say I miss you to him/her. (I miss my friends.)
7. Dance till I'm tired and collaspe straight. (I want to dance like mad now.)
8. Sing and sing till my voice's gone. (I just love to sing and dance.)
9. Smoke a whole pack of crig. (Crig helps to kill stress right? And I'm stress now!)
10. Bark at anyone who tries to msn me at this moment. (Buzz off if you don't want to get murdered by me.)

PS: The above are some make no sense moves. And I'm sure I wouldn't do them. Provided that if I'm insane or abnormal.

Miss lonely

Just look at the time now. 5am sharp.

Deleted my previous post and came back online to blog a short post cos I'm just too lonely. I'm the lonely one now instead of darren. Just ended the conf call with mei and francis. Ger ps us earlier. I understand lar. All not night owls how to accompany me this old owl through the night?

Getting kind of pek chek during the last few mins of call. Both di and mei are like gang up and keep teasing me non stop. So what if darren ask me to call him. I rather ps him then you both. Already promise you both to chat till morning and I will keep my promise.

Anyway I know darren will says he's sleepy and went off to bed soon without me having to call him. I know him too well. That's why ask you both don't ps me. But had to let them off. Both seems so sleepy. Maybe I am just too stubborn. Never consider others feelings. But consider mine too. I told you both nothing between us. Don't want to believe I also lazy to explain.

Can't sleep cos I'm feeling unwell. I know I had a weak health. That's why I've been taking care of myself really well. But I can't control sudden things such as stepping on a damn big and fat roach in my bedroom and screaming out loud like a siao lang who just escape from woodbridge.

I can't get shocks. My poor weak heart's not able to stand it. And it's killing me with the pain now. Don't want let mei and francis know just now how serious is the pain cos I'm already used to it. And it's also not to let them worried for me.

I really need to change. I can't be too demending. And I need to change my stubborness and bad sudden piss off tempered. Give me some time. I will change. For the sake of my dear family and friends. I will become a better person soon. =)

Moosik on the lalio

Simon seems to give up a little le. Told him let's just be friends first. If he pester me non stop, I don't even wanna have him as a friend. So should be ok for now. I can get a good night sleep tonight. Feeling so unwell recently because I didn't sleep well. Want to puke. Heartache. All my old probs back because I can't get my beauty sleep. Urgh! Buzz off simon!

Help to look after imman for his trial dj session with fanta. He's doing great. Smart boy. But he's just too nervous. Relax boy! Had to tell him to have more confidence in himself and tell him some small tips of mine. He's really doing fine. Thumbs up for him! Rider also said that he's great lor. No worries.

I didn't even know I made a ''rhyme'' in GI's tag. When did I do that lor? I didn't even noticed my sentences are so ''rhyme'' style. Let's see.

I link your blog.
No need to link mine.
I link yours just for me to hop by.
Hope you don't mind.

Rhyme meh? Not really lar.

Anyway thanks GI for chiong-ing to habbo to help. But he made a wasted trip. Sorry arh. Hope he's not angry. Haha. Those people ran liao. He's too late. LOL!

Tonight, I'm so blur to delete the wrong thing in radio panel. Stress leh. Admin tools stuffs once delete can never get back. Keep going to the wrong section and delete the wrong stuffs. Had to msg plato to apologize. I wanted to help clear maggiemee's dj says after she dc. But then I click admin tools and delete the dj says LOGS. Blur me. -_-''' Plato says it's okay. But I still feel bad. Somemore he's so cheeky tonight to feed me more sotong. I'm blur enough le leh!

Going to add more pics onto friendster. Browse thru my friendster and got a big fat shock. Chicken wing is married?! WHAT? Big news wor! My old classmates one by one got married le. Lian also going to be 2 kids mummy soon. Time sure flies fast. Anyway, thanks qin for sending me a testi always. Btw, xinyi's birthday party this end of the month anyone going?

Happy birthday Francis! Omg!? Never tell me it's your bday. Come msg me talk ask ask things nia. How I know? Heng I go friendster walk walk saw your bday is today. Kena shock lor! Enjoy your 18th bday! Sheng ri kuai le baobei di! LOL!

To Mei: Birthday guy wants a conf tonight. I promise him le. Take it as we give him de birthday present okay? Help me arrange it please. You know who you need to tell. Thanks mei!

Tonight I really chao happy. Don't know laugh how many times le. Perharps I learn to take things easy now. And know those close ones around me are happy, I will be happy for them too. My life is as simple as that. Lastly, thanks chup for visiting my blog and tagging always. =)

Murder me please!

I really don't know what suay luck I have recently. Sms simon to ask him about the roadshow stuffs and got some I don't know how to reply sms back. He told me the roadshow will be at suntec on the 5-9 of aug. 12nn to 9pm. Pay is earn by com. Means if I didn't sell a hp out. I won't get any pay. And the venue. SUNTEC! Alright. Know some people will start laughing when I said suntec. The old old incident. DD even ask me if I study in SMU today. No... The fact is I bang into SMU's wall when I try to find suntec on my way.

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I saw crows above me.....

Okay, laugh for all I care. I'm not going to bother about it anymore. It's all past tense.

Talking about simon makes me wanted to explode. He keep telling me he likes me etc. Asking if he had a chance. Omg. Siao guy lor. I know him for only like 5 days through jie? My reply was I don't know. Saying right now I only want friends and nothing else more. But the bad thing is he didn't give up. Saying he will wait for me and stay by my side when I need someone to talk to. Got guys like and the feeling is like so kns. I hate it man.

I wanted to tell him I don't like guys, instead I like girls. Okay, kidding alright? Just wanted to scare him off. He's been asking me if I had someone in mind so that's why I keep rejecting him. Please lor. A guy whom I know for a few days keep asking me to accept him. Die die won't. I'm not stupid. Then he was wondering if it's his looks problems. He actually look quite okay. But is this guy mad or what? I only hope to have some peace now. Want to care for me as a friend can, more then a friend? Don't come and find me for the moment. I'm enjoying my single life. Thanks.

Enough talks about simon. I even got lots of nightmares regarding him. -_-

Btw, if you noticed I changed my blog a little. You are smart. I changed the desp regarding me and the link page. It's in abc order now. Hehe. Much more easier to browse through. Added more links too.

And my friendster's profile too. I give it a fresh coat of font's colour. GREEN and purple! =D It's nice. Updated my profile too. Hope it's better then the previous one.

Done so many stuffs tonight. Time for my forums! Ming dao~ I had a damn nice pinkish ming dao wallpaper on my com now. Reminds me of hello kitty though. :S LOL!

(",) <-- My fav emo for now.

Friends who understands

At long last! I found simon's profile in friendster. He looks so young till I wonder if he lied about his age. And he looks a little like lao ban. LOL! Simon called me today but I didn't answer his call again. I'm sleeping ma. Then sms him back lor. Ask him what's the matter for finding me two days le. Seems he's asking me if I wanted to take up the job in doing the roadshow next week. Can't ba. Gtg msia next week.

Simon sms a lot of nonsense today. But think I make him understand le. It's not about if I have someone in mind or what. It's just that as a friend do you think you step into my life too much? But now at last not so buggy anymore. I dislike people to pester me. Dig every info about me. Care about me too much. Ask about anything and everything. Will get me pissed off. I want friends who understands me. Talk to me when I'm in a good mood and wants to share stuffs with. And don't say anything when I'm in a bad mood. Till now, only darren knows me well.

I've been a white mice for a few days le. Told darren I helped him so much must at least get a treat from him. But then he remembered I told him I will be giving him a treat instead of him treating me. Then too bad lor. We both argue about it. Omg lor. Just noticed that we both are like kids. -_-

Slept till very late today till my dad chiong into my room and said 6pm le. Scared me up lor. But then it's only 5pm. Wth lor. 1 hour diff leh. Must pity me you know. 11am simon sms me. 2pm darren sms me. Didn't sleep well at all. I went to bed at 7am lor. My beauty sleep. Tonight watch xpgly le then sleep early ba. I mean it's already early now. Can sleep le. Good morning! Wahaha.

Guys talk

Didn't get enough sleep last night. Was dl-ing 3 bt files which includes the 17 mv set which a fan posted on forum and let us da bao. I had to check my com every few hours to ensure it's running well. But at last I got all the mvs which ming dao's in. Sibei song ar! =D

Wei xiao's pasta's soundtrack sux. Maybe the main reason is cos I don't like cyndi. But I quite like dong liang but then he sounds so bad in all the songs he sang in it. I rather prefer listening to jungiery or 183's album.

At last my xpgly is done! Can't wait to watch the final episode. Heard it's very touching. Maybe it's even better then aqmfs. Actually wanted to buy the vcd which I saw sold at TS ytd. But then I went washroom and on my way of consider, when I got back. It's being sold. Ahh!!! Angry till buay tahan cos it's the only set available. So hard to get one nor. =(

The so call pest is still bugging me everyday. Calling me and sms me at a so call early morning to me. Didn't bother to pick up his call. I was half asleep dreaming of myself nagging on msn to darren that the guy is siao one, keep calling me etc. Then that guy really called and woke me up from my dream. Wa faints lor! So zhun sia! =.=

Da ge and darren says this kind of boss don't work there suan le. They're worried for me. Should be okay bah. I just can say that guy is kinda despo and playboy. His shop and what he rich etc should be real. Everything half half believe for now. Don't trust too much first.

I just know that darren gets along so well with da ge and lao ban. Make me worried like siao just now. Seems I'm over worried for nothing. They guys talk till don't even care about me. See how well they get along with? I must say darren is a nice guy whom can get along well with everyone.

First time I get along so well with lao ban also. Thought he would reject darren's idea but he's okay with it. Congrats buddy. Told you they are nice people. I changed my impression on lao ban le. Lao ban's really a nice guy. I shouldn't be scared of him. He's not that fierce after all.

So fast wed le. Next week going msia liao. I still don't know which ''group'' I should follow. Haha. I only know I want to go in. Must give myself a break and stay longer there this time now.

Unbelievable =.=

I just found out that I've got myself a scary boss in the future. Boss simon keeps hunts me non stop on my phone. Finding me to chit chat? o.O Ask me to be careful when on my way to doc and this and that. And said about the future. Saying maybe we will go into a relationship. CRAZY! I only know him for ONE day! And this guy here says he's not a playboy and is serious about it. Firstly says like dough jie now says seems to like me. Not a playboy? You must be joking! Rich guys are famous for being playboys.

Sorry, but my impression of him is like this for the moment. I spoke what I think. :)

But.. but.. but.. For the sake of earning that 1000 bucks per month in the future. I ren! Be friends with him okay. Other than that, I won't consider at all. He said I so fast reject him. -_-

Don't know where I have the ''luck'' to be this rich boy's target. Yeah. I'm so lucky. =.= Sometimes I wonder if I regret knowing this guy anot. Wonder what rotten peach blossoms I stepped on. *plucks off*

This guy will make a good friend but not a good bf. That's all I have to say about this future boss of mine. I agree with him. Things will change in the future. Perharps I won't be working for him too. xD LOL!

Just finish being the white mice for a friend on his new stuffs. Wonder what mind he got. Such a genius. Keep thinking of things to do and make. Computer pro lor. You win. I just noticed I'm always the white mice for new stuffs. Do I look like one? LOL!

I got the words be careful from ytd till now for don't know how many times le. Darren is over worried for my safety. Don't worry lar. Nothing to worry about. Scared I got stalked somemore. LOL! Thanks buddy, know you care for me. I buddy too lor. Accompany you the whole day online tmr. I promise I won't go out lar! =D

I make it a habit to blog daily. And I do what I said. Because I just love blogging. My dear friends, I saw dead blogs all over my links. Wake up and clear the spider webs please! I'm waiting to read new posts. Hope to see them soon. =D

I got a funny boss!

My boss and his name is simon. He's a nice guy. I got a call from him at noon and we chatted for 1 hour! Unbelievable har? Seems we know each other very long like that wor. Like old friends. Talked about jia ning jie and maple and habbo. And of cos the job!

He's hiring 2 staffs to work from 9am-3pm and 3pm-9pm. I choose the 2nd. Cos I still can't wake up of you ask me to work at morning. But anyway, I won't start work so soon. His shop is opening on 11-11. In nov. LOL! Means I still can eng eng shake leg at home for the time being.

Can earn about 1000 bucks per mth. I'm glad liao lar. And the boss is a nice guy. He wants a friend instead of a staff. Hmm not bad. Wish him good luck in chasing jia ning jie then. But aiyoyo, they only know each other for 1 week. -_-''

Not meeting my boss today. He wanted to play games at home. Old kid. =x And this guy here loves to crab crap. He was like telling me if he can't win jie's heart can he woo me instead? And ask about all my personal info such as if I had a bf etc. I was on the phone roflmao!

Simon's a nice friend and a rich shao ye wor! Wah! And he's finding a gf. Any girls want to grab him? I can introduce. LOL! He said he wanted to ''cup'' my phone when he just called me. Cos I sounds so ai si buay si. Who ask him to call me at noon when I'm still having my beauty sleep?

Looking forward to this new job and working with this funny boss of mine. But need to do account one wor. Try try bah. I'm actually looking forward to have a jie fu too. =x Jia you wor simon boss! If you failed, I won't go and work for you oh~ Wahaha. Threaten boss! Weets~

Money money money

Dough jie recommend me a job. Saying her friend opening a hp shop at woodlands 888 and hiring female shop assistants. Asked me to give it a try. So I try lor. Seems the shop is not opened yet. But the boss asked to meet me later wor. Saying to discuss. Ok lor. Go see how lor.

If can then take the job lor. Young boss wor. 23 and opening a hp shop liao. The pay not bad too. 6 bucks per hr for part timers. Go meet the boss only ma should be okay de ba? My friends are worried for me. But no one is free to accompany me go. Oh well.

Thanks ting! Thanks for scanning and sending me the pics you took last time with our old friends. 18 of them. So many of my old friends. Miss them all! There's youting, qinqin, lijia, wanxuan, shuhui, meisheue, yiling, xiaoting, kahbee, jiayi, yinhui, yimin, xinyi etc. So many of them! All the girls in our class last time. They really changed a lot! All so chio now! Unlike me. Still go ugly. Bleh. Time flies so fast. 10 years le. When can we all meet again?

I'm in quite a good mood these few days. Cos I got an interest of 50 bucks for nothing. Lol. More money to spend. Dad won a couple of $ from horse racing. Actually I'm pro in horse too. Haha. Unbelievable right? From young till now I study horse guides more then I read books. LOL! Nowadays at last there won't be dark clouds at home le. At last saw dad smile le. But tell you, it won't last long. Money finish, dark clouds back. LOL!

DJ a while today again. Been a whole week since I last log on to dj. Otherwise the timetable whole week don't have my name then uh oh. Recommend listeners to listen to the song by taiwan's new group fei lun hai and s.h.e's hebe new song zhi dui ni you gan jue. Really wonderful song. All loves it.

My show still soooooo slow. A few days more to complete ba. Talking to darren now. I still think of him first whenever I vexed. Haha. He's worried about me going alone to meet the hp boss. No worries ba. I'm old enough to take care of myself le. But at least talking to him I won't be so nervous cos need to go for test de.

The boss who is named simon wants to test me on how much I know about hps. Studying the info tonight. Wish me luck in getting the job! I die die must get this job. First thing is to treat dough jie and darren makan. I told darren we should meet for makan before he goes NS and he's okay with it. But let me have some extra cash first then can. Haha. Busy again now. Sianz.

Conf night ^_^

Tonight? Conf night. Hahahaha. Nice nice. Been so long since we last chatted. With ger for a while and mei and francis and dream. Dream joined in for a while after francis left but is half dead cos he watching videos. Firstly mei and me called ger ger's hp. But then as it was too noisy and my cordless phone is running out of batt. I ended the call with mei and francis leaving soon after me. Gosh. Seems like we pang seh ger ger sia. Sorry ger ger. Mummy next time then called you. =D

This francis ar. So cute. LOL! He become much more cheerful le. Good good. Glad to hear this. Suan me more never mind. Don't want see a haiz on your face again can le. Baobei. Haha. This is the nick for him cos of some reason. Baobei di ma. Mei jealous of this lor. 2 hours later he pang seh me and mei and go meet zhou gong. Then send a very weird and funny sms. I was like o.O cos this is the first time I saw him sending this kind of cheerful sms. Unbelievable! Find one day I go sp disturb you. =P

Next is about mei. So long never chat with mei le! I miss mei lor! Wonder how long we never conf le. A couple of months? Last time conf with darren she will joined in also. So much laughters and fun. Today with francis also fun. But I end up kena bully by the two of them. Poor me. Suddenly thinking of that someone who will stand up for me everytime. Now no more le. I have to learn to protect myself. Mei, really sad to think of it lor. Haiz. Wonder why that happen? =(

As ger ger's background is tooooooooooooooooooooooooo noisy and my phone batt is running out. I had no choice but to ''cup'' the phone. Others ''cup'' too. Copycat. -_- And we started a new conf by them calling my hp. Then talked for quite long. When francis left then dream called in and laughs like a ghost. Gosh! Scary okay! But mei seems to change her impression on him. Mei and me were afraid we will get nightmares from all those evil laughters. =x

Now at this time 4.30am, left mei and me on the phone. Others play chess with zhou gong le. Us soon too ba. Haha. Mei likes to read long post so here's a quite long post for her. Let me see. Today still got go to bpp with di. He looks smart in his uniform. Bai ba wang zi~~! Qing wa bian wang zi? LOL! Then walk walk talk talk buy mic eat/da bao KFC's chicken chop which isn't very nice then go home online till now. Mei, long post le ba? Scared more longer you doze off liao. Anyway, thanks mei for keeping me accompany tonight. Love you my best mei! =)

Shop, relax, eat, sleep!

Not only one, tons of friends told me my posts are way~~~ too long to be read. Most of the time, they just browse through it and don't even catch what I'm trying to say. So I promise from now onwards, unless there's important stuffs, otherwise I will blog simple and short posts. Easier for me too.

Freaking sleepy today to blog a long post anyway. The flu virus is getting way too serious in my house. And the flu medication I took makes me drowsy for the whole day. I can never get enough sleep. Wanted to go causeway and bpp also broke my promise. I'm too sleepy to walk.

But I promise myself I will try the KFC chicken chop and stock up my junk food soon. Didn't managed to try the chicken chop in Malaysia last time and I regret it. Wonder how it tastes? Should be yummy! =D~~

If you noticed, I'm actually quite dead online. Just lazy to get online. And sleepy everyday. Guess I'm turning into a piggy soon. I really like this kind of relax and unstressful life. Will be going to Malaysia soon. Don't want to bother about anything more. I just want to take the chance to shop, relax, eat, sleep! Computer and hp? Outta my life! I don't need it for the moment!

Give me a break

Let's start today's post with S.H.E's new album and my super a lot of msn conv. I'm going to keep this post short and sweet which won't harm your precious eyesight. ^_<

S.H.E's 4 new songs I only liked 3 of them. I can't believe there's a boring old song named Goodbye My Love. This song makes me sleepy. I'm not enjoying it at all. I esp like Wo Men Zen Me Le because Ella sang the most in this song! ^_^ But Zi Teng Hua is a special song that I find not bad too. Chu Dian no need to say more. It's the No 1 in this album. Actually S.H.E's new album is worth buying. There's around 30 old and 4 new songs plus tons of their concert's live version songs in it. A die die must buy lobang.

Come online at late night around 12.30am and there's 8 msn windows msging me. Don't believe? Take a look then.

"Yo"
"Hi dear.. blar blar blar.."
"RongFang Jie!"
"How are you?"
"OMG! So long never saw you!"
"Go look at blar blar blar."
"Can you do me a favour?"
"Send me blar blar blar.."

I can't believe it! 8 msn conv windows!!!!!! Murder me please. Thank you.
That's the reason I don't like to come online. Even at this time, I got bugged. I wanted to enjoy some peace. But can't.

Only replied to some. Others I act afk to them. I replied three of them. Said a hi and chase a kid to bed. Chatted awhile to lydia mei. And lastly the guy who hi dear to me. YES! He got a new com at last. Congrats dream. Seems he spent 1300 bucks on his new com. And typing me tons of cheem cheem com stuffs to me which I goes !?!?. Oh well. He's broke and there goes the treat he promise me. T.T

I keep tagging at friends blog to let them know I'm alive. Sure to tag daily at mei's and two letter's blog. Hey my dears, please blog more. I don't wish to see an unalive blog. The blogging trend faded har? Mine won't. Because I just love to blog. Wee~~

Think I will be going out later. Guess I will. I'm really tired of coming online.

Multimedia talks

Yawn. Double yawn. Triple yawn. Medication makes me drowsy. Having a runny nose since noon. Plus it gets more worse when I'm greedy and ate a mango and a kit kat. I should have zip my mouth up. But I'm still glad it's a cold. Because I have flu medicine! Leftovers from my last docter's visit. No need to go and say hi to the docter again. But still need to see my chinese sin seh in a few days. I'm broke, broke, broke! *yells*

S.H.E's new song chu dian is nice~! Repeating it non stop since yesterday. I need to save up money to buy tons of empty discs to burn aqmfs and xpgly from my computer. My com's going to blast like a balloon soon. Need to buy S.H.E's new album, 183Club's new album, 183Club concert's DVD and lastly wei xiao pasta's soundtrack. At last I got the last 10 episodes of xpgly now. Thanks thanks! Ming dao's so shuai and cute till our whole family goes gaga over him. :giggles:

10G of videos in my computer causes it to have a terrible lag. Another 85% more of the bt to go. Wait till sunday also not yet done. Mp3 also not enough space for me to squeeze in my songs. Hate myself for not buying a 1G mp3. And I'm actually blur till I forget to transfer aqmfs's theme song wan mei qing ren into my mp3 and had been listening it for 2 weeks plus! What a blur queen I am! My favourite song okay! Don't play play!

My hp also keep throwing temper on me. After 3 days without my phone, I at last managed to on it today. And the first call I get is from fenni's trust tutor asking me to take up the job. Bleh. None of my biz. I only accompany fenni for the talk. My precious hp keeps auto shut off and not able to turn on for a couple of days. Fed up about it. So don't bother to sms me too much. I can't reply sometimes. But no choice, mum don't allow me to get a new phone. Sign up contract free one also don't allow to buy. -_-

Quite busy this few days. Won't be online much. And hey! I now then know there's so many secret readers in my blog. Tag to let me know if you are reading my blog. I every night type till so tired is for the sake of you my dear friends to know more about me. Kidding. I just want to know whose reading that's all. Otherwise if I blog something bad about you then I mati. Hur. =x

10 things you don't know about me

1) I have double eyelid on my left eye and single eyelid on my right eye. You won't be able to notice it if you look closely. Cool huh? No not, I hate it. I rather hope I have both single or both double eyelids. Urgh!

2) I have a cut which slice part of my left ear robe out. Yea. I'm born this way. My right ear isn't intact. But I managed to hide it under my hair. So you won't notice it unless I tell you. This is another thing I hate. I have to wear my earrings of different height.

3) I have thin and short eyelashes. Some even wondered if I have eyelashes at all. I do have okay? Just that they aren't noticeable. My mummy had thick and long barbie doll like eyelashes. I wonder why I don't? =(

4) I should be a guy actually. My mummy did a scan and was told she had a baby boy. But then born out becomes... :S Weird huh? No wonder I'm so tomboyish. Hahaha. What makes the change? Tsk. I hate being a lady. If I can choose, I rather be a guy. xD

5) I won't be the only child in this family if I'm not so unhealthy and cause blar. Blame myself for it. I love kids okay? Some mistaken that I hate kids. No I don't. I only dislike naughty kids. And I'm a kids king okay? They will automatic come sticking to me. Hahaha. Kids are adorable! =D

6) I have a niece which is older then me by 5 years and a teacher. We're close like sisters. My relatives generation gaps are huge. My dad's side cousins are almost the same age as my mum. I have nieces and nephews the same age as me. But luckily they didn't called me aunty. Phew~~

7) I have some famous long distance relatives. Such as venesa mae? Or how ever to spell her name as. The sg lady who plays the violin till earn big bucks. I've never seen her before. Only seen her mum and grandma on don't know what gathering. She's my grandma's aunt's granddaughter. Confusing relationship. Tsk.

8) I'm a good girl and I don't lie. Nono. I mean I can't lie at all. Really. I will blink my eyes non stop or slutter if I'm forced to lie for some good reasons. See? What a honest girl I am huh? But I always need to lie on some good intention. Poor me. I hate to tell lies. Lying is a sin. Pardon me. :l

9) I learned dance and art when I'm young. And I'm bad in art. I draw a human like a 3 years old will do. Draw a tree that becomes weeds. And a moon that looks like a sun. But I'm good in dancing. Too bad I didn't dance for a long time. Yea. I learned chinese dance for like 6 years. Unbelievable huh?

10) I had a hole in my heart that even my parents don't know about this. Because the docter says it's only a needle like tiny hole and it's perfectly alright. Just need to be wary when I grow older. It's been 10+ years and I'm still alive and kicking. But I had chest pain oftenly. Recently acts up more. Believe me, seriously, I think I'm fine. Otherwise I won't be blogging here at late night right? =D

Virtual and real and a bf?

I really would like to draw a clear line between virtual and real. But it's sort of hard doesn't it? When almost all your friends are online friends. I draw quite a clear stand between real life friends and virtual friends. Real life friends are people whom you can turn to them for help when you are having troubles. But as for virtual friends, how can they help you? Maybe just ''listening'' to you pouring your sorrows by typing.

I don't want to be too dependent to my virtual friends till I don't know what is real and what is virtual. Last time, I used virtual stuffs to drown myself. But now it's the opposite. I used real life stuffs to drown myself. Escaping from virtual I guess.

Darren ask me why I didn't online much nowadays. I only told him I'm escaping cos I'm too tired with online stuffs. No other more reasons. He feels bad for not able to accompany me chit chat more. Doesn't matter. I'm fine being alone sometimes. I'm used to being alone since young.

I don't want to help you with anything. Can you just do them yourself? Already told you that you will going to be busy. It's best not to do anything more before your NS. Don't listen. Now asking others to help you. Wonder when you can change. Don't like like do this then get bored of it pass to the others. All things do 3 days then get bored.

Maybe I'm not in a good mood. Don't ask me why I seems weird weird to you. Even ma came back also can see that I'm acting weirdly. Just pek chek recently. Watch soccer final and aqmfs's last episode till morning. Italy won. W00ts! One thing I'm glad with recently.

Ma was yarking non stop about cousin lorraine's bf aka xiong. Keep saying how good people is and how lucky is her mei aka my aunt to have such a nice future son in law. Keep asking me why I don't get a bf. I told her I don't like guys.

Really, I mean it okay. From young till now, I'm a very boy like girl. Maybe cos my parents don't have a son and raise me like a son. Nah, I'm not turning les, no worries. Just don't have the prepartion to step into a relationship. To me, guys are liars, flirters and much much more. Being single is better to have a bf nagging at you everyday and controls everything you do.

Single rawks but try to think sometimes if there's a guy who is there to care and dote on you seems not bad too. I admit I envy lorranie. Although xiong jie fu *coughs* is 26 and acts like 16. LOL! But he's really a nice guy. Relationship thing leave it to fate. Last time we won't imagine she would get a bf first. And please my dear kor, don't give me stress le. Don't everytime ask if I have a bf anot. You sounds more scarier then my ma. LOL!

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR DI! Zhu ni kuai gao zhang da, hit roof also nvm. Don't zhang the opposite way and hit walls can le. LOL!

PS: Two letter guy's blog de lastest post is VERY lame. I was LLS-ing when I saw it. He said he's always been that sick. This I totally agree! Don't act cute Mr. I can too you know. ^_<

PS2: Not that ps2 lar. -_-
Just wanna say my blog got more then 10000 views le. WOW! Whoever comes my blog daily or everytime, here's a big thanks to you people for dropping a bomb by everytime!

Everyone is bad tempered

Got woke up by lao di with his afternoon call. I slept ''early'' the previous night leh. Say 6+am? Cos accompany k kor lor. He say he bet soccer then lose or what so ever. He don't support the germs. Then I suay suay become his chu qi tong. He scolds F*** all over for like countless time. Scary. I don't know what to reply back. Just diam diam let him complain out lor. No wonder jie says his di got a bad temper. At last I got a chance to know it le. He don't know he scared me meh! =(

With the afternoon call di make to me reminds me of noel kor. Last time he will give me a msg everyday at noon to wake me up just to accompany him online. Now no more le. Say really, quite not used to it. Now no one to help me when I got snatched seats le. Talked with di and end up with watery eyes thinking of korkor. I missed him ba. Maybe? Don't know. Haha. I just hope all those are a dream. He will come back when I woke up from the nightmare.

Dd mei says I'm getting more cheerful. Maybe ba. Ma is coming back. Can't let her see my bittergourd face. But I still throw my temper this noon. Very dulan ba. Cos I hope my close friends can accompany me on sunday. But then all going out. For mei I understand. When darren says he's going out too, I was pissed le. He keeps saying sorry for not able to accompany me today. I brush it off with nvm it's ok lar. Then he sorry non stop lor. I screamed at him saying I SAID NVM LE LAR! YOU DEAF! :l He was kinda shock ba. First time saw me so angry with him.

Then went into his room in habbo. He walked off. I thought he angry or not coming back le ma. So I went off lor. Then he msg me asking me why he come back after changing clothes but then I went off. And I screamed at him for the 2nd time saying WHO KNOWS YOU COMING BACK ANOT? YOU SAID YOU GOING OUT LE MA! He shocked for the 2nd time. Keep lol lol nia. Guess he was stunned. And asked me what happen. Why bad mood etc. I just didn't reply le. Sorry buddy, didn't mean it. Just pek chek. Promise you no more 2nd time le. Dui bu qi. =(

Must learn to control my temper ba. Last time when in school my temper more power lor. My old friends know de. The first thing they asked me was how's my temper now? =.='''' When I dulan a person my anger not so easily cool down. Exp that someone. I was shooting those bo song words at him at chat. Tsk. I guess he sort of know I buay song him le ba. Since last time. :l

Dj today again. Trio dj wor! With fanta at first then di joined in after he came home from his dating session. =X Very fun. Carefree and relaxing chit chat session. Managed to know the setings for duo and trio dj le. But forget how to dj with bg music again. =.=''' Not much lag too. Weiwei even said this is the most smooth duo session he ever heard. Yay! So all the way chiong till 8pm.

Tonight world cup final wor. Lazy to watch. None of my biz anyway. Haha. I rather watch my aqmfs's last episode later. More shuang. Now the kids know if I'm unhappy only jungiery and ming dao's stuffs can cheer me up le. Darren still don't know. Haha. Seems he don't understand me very well too. Oh well. Eyes half closing. Let me stay up for the night ba. Cannot sleep oh!

MIA leave ends

Hello everyone! I'm back from the ''mia'' leave. No more missing in action. I'm back! Recently I did blog but you just can't catch me online. Because I hid offline ma. Rofl. I'm enjoying this leave. At least let me relax a little. I just know that I can't be online 7-11 hours a day. I will get sick of it.

So many things to do when I'm back. No more snacking snaking for me. Need to clear some spider webs in litez to prove that I'm still alive. Lol. Dj awhile. Seems I only dj on weekends now. Weekdays are for tv and my beauty sleep.

I've been losing contact with alo for don't know how long. I mean he won't get a chance to see me online cos I only creep online at midnight. At last he can find me today. And I got a task to complete. It's dragging way too long. I just finish MI's piano show group A's stuffs. Can relax le.

A big hug to shawn for helping me with the bg settings. Won't forget my lao di and those listeners who helped too. Thanks a lot guys! At last I know the perfect settings now. I love techno songs recently. Don't even know I got so many techno cds. -_-

SHE and 183 club and wei xiao pasta soundtracks and new albums are gonna released soon. Must support arh! I can't live without music and I mean it. I'll surely on my winamp when I'm online. And while offline there will sure be radio or mp3 to accompany me. Otherwise I buay tahan without music.

My modem seems nuts. Keep dc and tough to connect back. Even dc-ed when I'm djing just now. Xie xie lao di for backing me up. And a big sorry to those who msg me in msn today exp mei and the others. I'm quite busy and lagging badly. Can't reply. And I just noticed acer's monitor sux. Sappy's monitor also acer. No wonder it can turn blue. Rofl.

Darren msg me a hello just now but I didn't reply him. Don't know why leh. Just don't feel like talking to him. Rare case wor. Then later I song song go and reply him after 30 mins. He half dead le. Oh well. Maybe he went to watch soccer match. This don't reply game fun meh? -_-

No time to watch my videos. No time to write a new chapter of my story. Later will be aqmfs's last episode. Die die must watch! I will miss ya si, xiao bei and er qi de. Now even got ppl come sell ming dao, xiao tian and 183 stuffs here. Price not bad wor. Too bad no money. Ming dao and xiao tian really look alike. Wo ai ming tian. Copy someone's nick. Hahaha.

Alright, more stuffs to be settle. Gonna get busy again. Have a happy sunday guys!

A post dedicated to my buddy

A very wonderful buddy to have and his name is darren. He will be going to NS soon so here's a post dedicated to him. Here's an interesting conversation between me and my buddy darren on dec 2005 and some not long ago that brings lots of memories. I've know him for more then a year le. He understands me very well. Cheers me up when I'm feeling down and accompany me when I'm upset. A great friend to have. Although we never met before but it seems we are such close friends. Maybe this is fate. I will treasure this friendship.

I rememberd the times when we chat on phone with mei and whisper like mouse. How you ask me to save you from the phone call. The 4 avaters you made for me. How you send a pic of your blue dyed hair and scared me to death. The clothes you let me choose for you to wear on cny. And called my house phone at 12 midnight and landed me in trouble. And we disturb ppl in rooms. Stir up the scandal by your act and make boss goes blur. LOL! And the games we played with mei. I miss the old times lor. Very very funny times we shared.

Hope 2 years later when you are freed from NS we will still keep in touch. Remember your promise! Thanks for the times you accompany me and the care and concern you showed for me. Take care and stay happy. Don't everytime sad sad hor. And don't stress yourself. Remember to =D!! Lastly, I'm NOT old! I'm only 4 months older then you! Yes 4 months! Will remember your birthday from now on. Won't forget again. =P

RongFang: faints.. u like my guard..
RongFang: stand beside.. haha.. funny..
Darren: not funny
Darren: i'm ur guard
Darren: i must protect u ma

RongFang: jia lat got guy bugging me..
Darren: who?
Darren: make me jealous ar?
RongFang: LOL!!
RongFang: u will jealous hor.. my head can roll lor

Darren: i tonite
Darren: making 1 more maze
RongFang: not again!!!!!!!!!
Darren: y dun want?
Darren: i make
Darren: u dun need play ma
RongFang: but i wan to play ma
RongFang: who ask u make ma

RongFang: ad for u liao..
Darren: thx
Darren: muacks la
RongFang: lol!!
RongFang: dun muacks me
RongFang: tml scandal liao

Darren: i now sleepy sia
RongFang: sleepy go slp ba
RongFang: i also abit sleepy
Darren: oh
Darren: hmm..
Darren: hao ba
Darren: want go sleep tgt?
Darren: =P
RongFang: i still finding ur songs
Darren: k ba
Darren: nvm lets go sleep ba

Darren: U remember what day is ytd?
RongFang: Eh? What day? !!! ur bday?
Darren: U actually forget about my bday. I cannot believe it.
RongFang: Sorry lar..
Darren: =( =( =(

Darren: i need u to talk to
Darren: erm..
Darren: some how i feel..
Darren: tat i using u
Darren: to forget her..
Darren: sorry
Darren: i myself.. feel bad for doing tat
RongFang: using me?
RongFang: aiya dun say till like that la
RongFang: i say le.. im always there for u
Darren: i feel bad.. for like "using u"
Darren: so.. i be frank
RongFang: i dun feel it that way.
RongFang: dun worry la

RongFang: eat more.. i rather u eat dao fei fei
Darren: so no gals want me?
Darren: i wun eat la
RongFang: eat alittle bit la
RongFang: at most hmm.. i pei ni eat?
RongFang: then u go slp early then
Darren: how to sleep
Darren: wif out ur voice
RongFang: mouth so sweet
RongFang: eat honey?
Darren: no la
Darren: nv eat anything

Darren: seriously
Darren: i dun want ma fan u
Darren: dun treat me too good
Darren: i easily fall in love person
RongFang: runs far away..

Darren: Wah! No voice for 4 days le?
Darren: Very serious wor. Must take care.
Darren: No fried food, no chicken, Drink more water.
RongFang : Eggs can? Chicken lay de.
Darren: Lol. Also cannot.
Darren: U can eat porridge and steam fish only.
Darren: Got see doc?
RongFang: Wah! Torture me! Never see doc.
Darren: Must see doc. Must eat medi. Otherwise how can recover? If not I nag till u go.
RongFang: Nag lor. I scared of u meh? =P

A tough decision to make

I just noticed that I keep appearing offline and didn't log in habbo much these few days. Should I appear on the water and don't dive undersea anymore? Have I rest enough already?

Been long since I last updated my story. Forum's readers are rushing me. Stress written all over my forehead. Blur till I didn't even noticed that ming dao's forum will be under maintenance for a few days starting from 6pm. Sheet lor! Didn't managed to withdraw those money from the bank. All gone le. So hard to get copyright for my story at the forum. At last can earn some money to buy videos from yang liu and the others. Then this stupid maintenance cause all my money to went down the long kang. Totally sian liao. Need to re earn.

There are comments asking me to write about ming en's kiss on 16 of june de. Maybe I will plan it out this weekend and get a new chapter done. Otherwise I will really feel very bad towards the readers esp you xi mm and sweetjoe. Wanted to get my 2nd story mo fa wang zi which is the mixed of wzbqw and aqmfs released soon. But drag and drag till now. My chinese blog rot liao. Just given it a fresh coat of skin which is very nice. Go and take a look if you're free. Just simply click the welcome on the frontpage of my blog.

I'm very into taiwan stuffs till I didn't bother much about habbo now. Forums and shows let me relax. Unlike habbo ba. Got tons of responsibility that stresses me. And I'm getting very tired of it. Playing a game which I don't like now just for the sake of the site. Should I? I'm sort of taking a break without applying for leave. I'm only into the site matters but not the game anymore.

Maybe tian xia really mei you bu san de yan xi. There's no forever in everything. I know I won't leave the site cos of my family. But I really feel like leaving the game which I know can't cos both are linked. Almost all of my friends left. What left are my family. So the game doesn't mean much to me now. I really don't know. Will leave it to fate and see what path I should take.

Nowadays I read and type chinese everyday till my english started to get rusty. Actually china peeps's english are great. Much more better then taiwan peeps. Wonder why? Asked those JM = jie mei if they know about habbo which is called ha bao to them. All goes ??? eh? Oh well. Habbo not very famous then. Haha.

Really miss the old times when all my old friends are here with me. Jokes and laughters we shared will never be forget. Everyone leave le. It will be my turn soon I guess. Since I promise myself and my parents that I won't spend anymore money on virtual stuffs. So I should really keep the promise I made. Been 3-4 months since I last restock creds. At last it ran out le. After everything end, virtual life ends too ba.

Please tell me what decision to make. I remembered how darren ask me to follow my heart. But seems now my heart has lost it's way. So my dears, tell me what I should do now? I know myself as a responsible person. Shouldn't act rashly. I've been considering it for a long time. Sometimes if you can't bear to cos of the interest and close ones, but when it's time to put down. You should I guess.

I hate my life and my past

These few days I spent watching tv with my papa. He finds lu guang sen lin nice too. Trying to be very nice to him, was afraid he might blow his top on me any moment. Luckily he didn't. Actually my papa is very nice. We shared a $3 fried rice because he needs to save money. He let me ate more then half of the rice and he chomp biscuits himself. Was so upset when I saw this. Why are we suffering? Even had to save from makan.

Why can't I find a job for so long? He's retiring soon. He's already 57 and had to slog his guts out everyday under the hot sun. What are we going to do in a few years? Mama needs her medication. She's on long time medication and her life will be in danger if she didn't take it. Sometimes I'm very afraid we don't even have the money to pay for her hundred plus bucks medicine. Most of my close ones are rich. At least they don't have to worry about if they can afford eating some good food for their next meal. Why can't we just be richer a little? So that we don't have to save so tightly till my papa can't eat well.

Mama won't be back so soon. She's still in genting. Then later still need to stop at KL and malacca. So many days alone. I'm getting very used to being alone now. No one even cares about me now. Papa won't be at home later. Perharps I will ask kai ma out or go to her house to stay this weekend. At least there's twins to accompany me. Don't wanna care about online stuffs first. Pardon me. I really am very tired of the lonely feeling. I hate being alone. I'm too afraid of being alone. Very very afraid.

Say that I'm afraid of being alone. But I still like to be alone when I'm online. Just that I don't want to face an empty house. The feeling is terrible. Makes me think of the times when mama is in hospital and I'm alone everyday. Very very scary. I even forget how many times my mama goes for ''holidays'' at ttsh. Can say that she stays before every storey of ttsh. All 5-10. Only 11-13 a class she didn't holi there nia. Even holi in 3rd storey icu twice before. Do you know that icu smells dead? Horrible place it is.

I just can't seems to forget the past. There was once I woke up in shock and scream non stop. Mama rushes over and can't wake me up. I just sit on my bed screaming and crying non stop. Asking my dear teachers and friends to forgive me. Keep screaming sorry to junhao, irene, qiuhui etc. Mama was so heartbroken when she saw this. She really regret to sign the withdraw forms last time. I had to being clam and comfort down slowly. And I don't even know about all these till my mama told me the next day. It seems I'm stressing myself too much and suffering in slience till I break down. I appear fine to the others but deep down I'm not. I'm tied down by my past. And all these just happened not long ago. They all thought I had forget about my past when I actually didn't.

Maybe only looking at old save msn conv between me and darren cheers me up. We had really interesting conv. But I don't know for how long I didn't chat with him le. Maybe I'm avoiding him ba. Just don't want to be too close to him and let him yi lai me too much. He really must learn how to solve his prob and worries himself. I can't stay by him and help him everytime de right? Tell me, am I too selfish? Just think of myself and don't even bother about my buddy now. He jio me to a new online game but I didn't accompany him to play. Makes him feel so lonely. I'm a bad friend. I know he will cheer me up when I'm feeling down. But just don't wanna disturb him. A huge apologize to darren and all. Just let me disappear online for afew more days.

Relak!

I didn't have enough sleep for 3 days and still counting. 2 to 4 hours is how much I slept everyday. Pathetic yea? Don't know why I couldn't sleep. Recently didn't online much too. Either I went out to have a break or hide in my room and blast my mp3. Just don't want to face the computer. The moment I saw my computer I feel sianz.

Actually sticking your eyes on tv isn't a bad choice either. If only I can have cable tv. I love taiwan shows and variety programs. Imagine watching my idols show everyday. Damn shiok right? Ming dao~ Jungiery~ Dad asked me to move to taiwan suan liao. =.=''

Mmm.. I only know I need cash recently. And I needed them badly. D asked me to work in the bank he's working at. Saying they needed staffs. I don't believe that doesn't need a cert or anything. No need work exp, no need cert to work in a bank? You're kidding me! And I don't want to key in one less 0 from the cheque or anything then I can die straight. You know I'm a blur sotong.

Got ps by D today. He didn't join fenni and me at jp. Better lor. Girls day out. We went shopping. Wee~ I bought tons of nail polish for only 50 cents each from chamelon. Wakaka. Nice colours. Light brown. Silver. Hello kitty pink. I've got like 10 colours in total now. Anyone wanted a manicure? I can help you with that. Stickies and full treatment provided. LOL!

Ate long john at tea time. We're loving it. The fish rocks! I prefer the fish to the chicken. We ordered combo 2 and munch straight away. Perharps I'm really too hungry? The don't like fast food rongfang found out that fast food taste not bad too. Maybe I should just give myself a break and learn to enjoy sometimes. It's been don't know how long since I last ate an unproper meal out.

Went to courts and harvey norman to compare the prices of creative mp3s. Fenni die die wanted a creative one. Actually samsung not bad leh. I love my samsung. Perharps I should get an adapter for my mp3. The price is very reasonable at harvey norman. At last after walking between courts and harvey norman for countless times, she decided to buy a white creative from courts.

The courts salesman looks familar. And I mean really familar. He looks like an old classmate of mine. ZW? Is that really him? He only had his name tag with his christian name on it. But he keeps chatting to the both of us. Seems we know him very long lidat. Asking where we live and tons more personal questions. Salesman asking customers where we live? That's erm interesting? Had no chance to ask him more. Was afraid I might get the wrong guy. So oh well. If it's him means no fate lor. Really cham. Haha.

Feel like watching soccer later. Should I or shouldn't I? Watching 22 issit? guys chasing a ball is fun? Why can't we just give them a ball each? Then no need to snatch so troublesome. Lol. I think I prefer to play chess with zhou gong aka sleep then watching guys chasing ball. Football. Coughs.

Chants: Sleep, sleep. I need my beauty sleep~ =D

You win I lose

What the F*** is wrong with all? First one I don't care. 2nd one I sian half le. 3rd one comes today. I know it will come one day. So got prepartion le. 4th one comes soon after. This one also know know le. Ok lor. Win. You all win. Only 2nd one I understand. Others I don't know why. All copy cats. Very funny to PS all of us at the same time? Fine lor. I'm du lan le.

I know that from long ago. But just dun understand why all choose to go at the same time. Suddenly my heart sink down because of them. Totally no mood le. Choose to escape and avoid all. Cos come on sure another bad news. I rather don't see then don't know. So let me mia a few days first ba. Also too busy to come on at day time anyway. Pardon me.

I finally managed to get all my old cds into my comp and upgraded a newer version of winamp. Yea, no worries. It won't mess up your previous winamp. You get your song lists and shoutcast all there. Just like msn. All your things just got dump back. So can upgrade your winamp without worries or saving anything. Just had a hard time typing all the song titles in nia. From ytd till today at last got them done. I love my old songs. Techno cds rocks!

Going out later to accompany fenni to buy a mp3 at jp perharps. Maybe having dinner outside. D called me at late night to chat and say he wanna join us at jp. Ok lor, come along lor. I don't mind. Neither does my cousin. D is having big probs now. Think I need to spend more time with him instead of accompany F to play the new game now. I will be mia online for a few more days ba. Going out to walk walk. Just don't feel like facing the computer. Beep me if you miss me lor.

A nong nong post

It's a tiring day today. Didn't managed to catch enough zzz worms. Slept at 6am and woke up at 9.30am to accompany fenni to the tuition center to listen to a talkshow. What a talkshow it indeed is. The MD = Managing Director Mr Koh ah beng. Coughs. Koh whatever beng it is lar. He's such a great talker. Yark and yark non stop. Dead also can let him talk till turn alive. Haha.

Say what blar blar good way to earn quick bucks. I think they are talking about themselves instead. Cos you need to pay them a damn high ''maintainence'' fee to help them take care of their bo liao server of around $100 per month. Everyone are still alright, but upon hearing this. I guess all change face liao. Lol.

The worst thing is he still call us one by one as we are his students and ask those bo liao questions. It's been around 10 years since people called me this way to answer a question. Feels sibei bo song arh! Makes me damn pai seh man. I hate being called out from young till now. Seems so pai seh if you don't know how to answer the question. Argh!

Parted with fenni at noon cos she's going back sp for her lessons. Went jp to meet ym di. The worst thing happen! My shoes died on me at je! I had to dance hip hop, hap a hop over to jp to buy a new pair. But also glad I bought a new wonderful white pair of lady like shoe. Had lunch there. My mee pok tastes heavenly! His steak seems yucks to me. Lol.

Find a bench to sit at basement and chatted there with ym di. Guess we both really are pro. We got talking exp leh. What do you think? Lol. We can actually talk for a couple of hours there while we checked our hp's contact lists and snap some pics. Went to twins house after that. The new ''standby'' jp interchange is nice.

War at twins house. Dinner time was bad. Kai ma was angry with them. World war 3 started again with crying and screaming. Oh well. I'm sandwiched. Don't know how to help. Only can comfort the crying girls. Sorry girls, I really can't help much. Listen to your mom sometimes. She got her point too. Try to consider about her feelings too. Put yourself in her shoes and think. She's tired after working so hard. So don't anger her anymore. Just obey her. Don't wait until she do action then you both respone okay?

Went to je with kai ma after twins left for tuition. Walked around with the whole bag of vcds and cds. I finally got back my old cds from twins! More songs! Techno songs! The bag was like 5kgs and it's such a pain to carry it. Kai ma went makan at jec's kopitiam. Yong tau foo. I wanted that too. Drools!

Let me tell you guys a disgusting exp. Jec's washroom sux. From the outer look, it seems grand. But the inner part is yucks! No papers, toilet can't flush, sink no water, sink flooded, toilet never wash with gross stuffs all over, door cannot lock. Really is like sai. I won't recommend you guys to go jec's washroom. No matter if it's level 2 or whatever. All like shit. Walk over to je library's washroom if you can tahan and the library is open. Got to complain this. It's terribe and horrible to see this kind of washrooms in sg.

Parted with kai ma at late night. Roam a little in je mrt station's shoppies. Went home soon after. Now busy ripping all my cds into my comp. And need to change the wma format of previous cds to mp3 format. A busy night. Can't sleep early again I guess. I will be busy later and on wed too. You won't be able to catch me these few days. Anything just leave me a msg. Will get back to you asap! Miss you guys!

Sunday blues?

Nothing much to talk about today. Just a normal sunday that is disturbed by my ''egg'' cousin. Sleeping soundly on a sunday noon when I heard my hello kitty doorbell rang. Thought it was a salesman so didn't bother to open it. Then next came the phone call. Got shocked up and remembered that my karen jie will be coming today. S-H-E-E-T! Time to si liao. :l

The main root of the problem lies with my mom. She don't want my jie to know she gone malaysia for holiday. Then my jie come out from malaysia looking for my mom. Wonderful timing they got. She keep asking where my mom is? Didn't bring hp? Is she going out with my dad etc. I just brush her off with a don't know. I hate to lie. Lying is a sin. I feel so bad. Bleh. =(

Must really thanks kai ma for helping me to yuan huang. Otherwise I can't imagine how my mom will murder me. *sweat* Don't understand why must we lie about this. Oh well. -_-

Spend the evening deejaying for 2 hours. Dad was roaring outside my room. Prays that the listeners didn't hear that. Dumped to di at 8. Wanted to go off but got dragged by fanta to stay. Teached weiwei how to adjust the encoder kbps settings. 24kbps mono sounds bad. I had to push him to try 128kbps stereo and it turned out very well! He sounds much much more better. And as for myself, I pluck up enough courage to try a high 192kbps stereo and it's wow! Smooth. Phew.

Rotted online to catch aqmfs 2nd last episode. The battle between neo-image and amour is lame. The more I look at ming dao and qiao qiao the more I not shun yan. Still prefer ming dao and qiao en. ^ ^ Karen jie said ming dao is crazy to kiss qiao en on the concert. Totally agree with this. He's mad. He's SJB. Shen jing bing aka SIAO.

I think I must be crazy to go and dl a new game for 30 hours just because darren ask me to accompany him to play. Fighting chickens? What the chicken lar. No choice. Darren asked and I couldn't bring myself to reject. Guess I can only find an excuse and ps him soon. =x

I didn't sleep enough for these few days. Panda eyes popping out liao. Ytd night accompany stick chit chatting about hps. I'm glad I'm not so afraid of him anymore. He aren't really very fierce? Haha. Tonight also no need to sleep le. Must wait for aqmfs to be done and still need to get up at 9am to accompany my cousin to bukit batok for her interview. Then rushes over to NP to meet the kids teens. I wonder how my day will go later. Sleepy and keep dozing off in trains? Hope not. We'll see.

Imma going to faint

No faint also cannot lar. I pass by ming dao's official forum just now. And guess what? One month le. Now I just noticed that my story got transfer from baidu's forum to mingdao.net. And there's a huge respone. Much more better then baidu bar. I think I mia for 1 mth plus le. Totally no idea what to continue. Then I got a shock when I saw one comment.

''Gotten this from the author's friend. She kena accdient. Now in hospital fighting for her life.''
WHAT THE HELL!
-_-llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
Han si le. Speechless...........
CHOY LAR!!!!!!!!!
Later I go comment in the post saying you got the wrong door, then got this reply back.
''Sorry author, I paste sala post le. Sorry sorry!''
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She wants to post this in EyreJane's post come find her way to my story for what?
Blur sotong. I had to nvm nvm lar. But i sibei bo song lor. Blur till lidat. I kena curse for nothing. Suay si liao. =.=

If you haven read my story. Do go and drop me a bomb, I mean a comment. =D
http://blog.xuite.net/rongfang/dreamland

Just now went pasar malam with my dear cousin. We can actually chat for 2 hours under the void deck. -_-
Pro hor? We talked about guys. Gossip about them and say how life is great being single without guys to control us. =D
Maybe calling her later at 3am while she listens to the soccer match live. I'm bored. =(
Still need to get up early on monday to accompany her to bukit batok then maybe follow her back to SP to ka jiao. xD

Today chat with jie. Our topic is about guys again. Those guy friends of mine. And blar blar blar, and as usual jie will say she sense what what what fishy, meaty, vege whatever. And I go orh orh orh lor. Just a bro and a very good friend of mine. Compare them? Not going. They're both my dear friends. :D

What if you got a very good guy friend of yours that is over warm? to you. He will just call you darling and dear here and there. Hug you when meeted. Then news will get boo, he's your bf har? This and that har? Imma gonna faint again. Buay tahan. No choice, I'm a VIP everywhere. Muhahaha! No lar, I guess I just make a great friend to others? *shakes head* Seriously I'm not. And you better believe it okay? :)

D said I will be a good gf. Cos I'm zhuan yi. Won't hip hop here and there. Same to guys. Hahaha. It's totally the opposite! You don't know only mar bro! LOL! And please no dozing off when you are on the phone with me. I can't stand it. Had to call and call then you suddenly respone and ask eh da jie what time? I never sleep! I never! Oh well, useless. Cos you already slept.
-_-

Funny post I posted today? Then laugh lor. Laugh like siao. LLS time!!!
Hahahaha hahahahahaha hahahahaha
I know I'm going crazy. xD

Extreme makeover

A busy day for me. Starting from tonight onwards will be back to normal posts. There won't be any abnormal weirdo posts which makes you go o.o??? You will surely understand what I'm trying to say now.

Let's start with my day. I had a terrible night. Laughing my guts out watching ming dao's new show. And had a stupid 'arguement' with my aircon. Die die don't let me on. -_- I need to hammer it soon. Hot hot weather. Wake my mama up and ask her to lend me 100 bucks for the stupid printer's ink. I wonder why is it so ex. Cost around 60 bucks for it. 20 for contact lens and 20 for my medical fees. Money is indeed easy to spend. Zzz..

Forced myself out of bed at 1pm. And dilly dally till 3pm before I went out for my extreme makeover. First stop went to the specs shop. Good news. My contact lens arrived. =D Bad news. The degree doesn't suit me. -_- Mine degree is like 1000++ degree for each eye and the max the contact lens can give is 900? Faints.. I got blurly vision for the whole day. Nearly bang into wall twice. Jia lat.. The worst part is forcing the lens in my eyeballs and digging them out. I wonder if I'm digging my eyeballs or lens out. The specs uncle nearly fainted. LOL! Guess I used too much strength. Who ask the lens to stick like chewing gum? -_- And I can't get used to wearing it too. I need tons of courage to get the lens into my eyes and pulling them out. Guess I won't wear it again. Leave it to rot for the month then. xD

Next stop, salon! For my extreme makeover step 2. Which is dying my hair. Okay. My hair died. I mean I dyed my hair. -_- Blone! Hahahaha.. Like ang mo lidat got gold hair. LOL! It's actually light brown sort of near blone. Not really golden lar. Very very nice. I'm very sastifised with the results but not the money given. 55 bucks for my short hair getting dyed is not worth at all. But I enjoyed getting pampered. Free hairwash. But you get water into your eyes. Zzz.. The good point of wearing contact lens is you actually get to read magz when you dyed your hair. LOL! Otherwise I will just stone there for 1 hour. Because I'm blind without my specs. xD Seems I look younger and funkier liao. Woots! Mission complete!

Third stop. Went causeway. See doc. And kena ill treated! Kena poke a needle right on my throat just to cure my cough. Poor me. My throat pains the whole day. Bought the ink soon after I left the clinic. And discover the stupid ink's price increase again. Boo! 60 bucks soon I tell you. Lexmark's ink sux. =x

Snap a totally extreme makeover pic and display it everywhere if you noticed. Seems not bad to me. I still look okay without specs. I agree I look fierce alittle. But not that bad lar. Just don't like to smile. I look really young and cool. Woots! It's a success! Congrats to myself. Seems alot of people noticed my makeover. I got like 5 msn windows when I logged on. Even those never chat de also come chat. -_- And alot ask if I going dating arh? Arbo why makeover for what? NO~! I just want a new style. Nothing much. That's all. Don't anyhow think. -_-

Come back kena shock by da jie's nick. 'Paging for RongFang'. Scared me to death. I thought what sala I made. Hahaha.. Seems I scared myself for nothing. It's only a small question she's asking me about. No need give the xun ren qi shi msg ma da jie. Xia si wo le. I timid one you know. Haha.. xD

Ps: My eyes hurting like crazy now. Boo! Stupid lens! =l