Thursday, August 31, 2006

No title post

Went out today during the rainy hours. Got soaked from head to toe although I carried an umbrella. Luckily I didn't catch a cold. What a heavy rain. Scary. Bought lots of stuffs back. Spent more then 40 bucks in watsons. Faintz. I'm going broke for real.

Walk around bpp. Went for a job interview. Aries shop lor. But they're not hiring here. Instead they're hiring staffs for new IMM outlet. Seems it's 12 hr per day and 3.50 per hr nia. Zzz lor. Bo pian leh. Who ask me to make the whole thing turn out so badly? Maybe can't work hp shop le loh. Had to find another job stand by first.

This one damn less and no off day somemore leh except for lunar new year nia. I regret it lar. Hp shop pays alot more compare to this is peanuts sia. But no choice. I'm broke. Had to work lor. If I really made up my mind to take up this job, which is starting next week. I'm sure I'll be mia le. Everyday wake up, work, sleep, wake up. Whole day lidat nia.

Mum's going to malacca later. Won't be tagging along I guess. Spending 1 week there without anyone to talk to and the most importantly without computer, I can mati sia. I rather rot at home and go shopping sometimes. Who wanna jio me out? I'm boreddddddddddddddd.

I'm using this post to scold mei! Wth wrong is with your blog? Previous one so many ads. Now this one crash my computer when I clicked on it. I feel like murdering your blog!!! And you!!! My computer hang twice lor. Restart also not responding. Scared me to death. Had to hard shutdown twice and on back. Wth lar! Bobba your blog! >=(

Went friendster and kena two shocks. One is D jie. OMG! When she become so slim? She went on a diet? OMG~~ Swee jie! Wonder why ar? Coz of some guy? Hahaha! Another shock is S lor. His status put in a relationship le yeh. o_O No wonder bo chup me le. Not regretting or anything. In fact I feel so glad~ LOL! Bo lang bug me at last.

No fate to chat with darren. I sms him few times le. But he 'dao' me and went mia for a few days le. Always lidat one. Used to it le. Then when he msg me just now. My computer jitao hang and cannot reply. Thanks to mei's blog. LOL. Now I msg him back. I tio 'dao' again. Perharps he went zzz liao. I'm sure later I afk back from makan he will msg me de. Always lidat one! Then I reply back he will afk le. -_- Oh well~ No fate sia. Haha.. Funny us.

Later maybe going out again. Lot 1 perharps. With di and wei. I'm going to popular to look for zhang xiao xian's novel le. All popular outlets cannot find nor. Regret that I didn't buy it last time at lot 1. Hope still have stock. Anyone wanna go? Join us bah. The more the merrier. Hahaha..

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Imma bored

Imma lazy to blog tonight. Coz nothing to talk about. But was afraid you ppl would miss me ma. So I come blog nor. =P
Wa lao eh. Sibeh thick skin sia. LOL!

Today? Woke up late late. Then read UW mag till late late. Wa piang eh. So many insiders news today in the mag. Those competition all got problem one! Hur. None of my biz. I'm not one of those stupid ppl who called like siao to support idols.

Karen jie called from malaysia. Saying ah po don't know what problem. Then she's going to malacca on thur morning. Asked if we wanna tag along. Mum's going. Should I go too? Ar boh friday will be really damn bored home alone. I want to go and visit my grandma leh. But think twice now ah kor no job rotting at home. I sure kena him nag nag talk talk one. So oh well~~

I blast my mp3 till no batt. Sms till my phone low batt. Charging both now lor. Wasting electric nor. Boringggggg life I have. Never talk to anyone at night nowadays. Buddy Buddies no talk to me I no talk to him them lor.

Every night browse forums till kor asked I buey sian de meh. Won't bah. Still need to kill my brain cells to type new chapter of the story. Some bloody pest actually use my post to post their stories to gain more readers. WTH! Angry lar. Too bo liao issit? Can't they open a new post? Made my post messy like siao now.

Now rotting in habbo and joined litez gang ki siao. But I get bored of it quick. So 'jump' over to blog awhile. They're diving a moment ago and playing catching now. Habbo.. A game which waste your money. If no friends, no litez, I rather quit liao. Need to top up half a year hc soon. Damn broke le.

Dunno why leh. Just plain bored today. I admit I'm a pig. Just woke up at 11pm from my nap and came online. But kor's not much better. He.. Just woke up nia. -_- More worse then me. Maybe.. Maybe bah. Will go to malacca and keep my kor company chat chat. Since life's bored anywhere. Esp SG. I hate SG! =l

I really wonder if I'm a malaysian or singaporen. Why love malaysia so much? Maybe, that's the only place where I can relax without stress. Singapore's a stressful country. No kidding leh. Don't ya agree?

Can see that right? I'm bored till can even play with html. -_-
That line below seems familar? Yea. Someone's pro in saying this ma. I only 'jie yong' awhile nia. No copyright hor? xD

Sian si wo le~~~!!!

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

The difference

很多时候,只要相信,幸福就会如影随形。

This is a very meaningful phrase which I came across when I'm browsing forums. True. Very true indeed. If you believe, anything is possible. It will just happen and show up anytime. I believe in mircale. What about you?

Not much stuffs to blog about today. Seems zx made up his mind and comfirmed about it. I think it's good for him anyway. Studies are afterall much more important then online stuffs. A teen need to concentrate on studies more. As for the main reason. Haha. You know. I know. A few of us know can le. Everything had to end sooner or later. It's just a matter of time.

天下无不散之宴席。

Learn to cherish everything. Family, friends, close buddies, everyone. Even if it's just a plant, a flower which has just bloom. A pet which you had for years. Treasure them. Treasure the time you spent on every single stuffs. Nothing will remain the same and stay forever. Things will change, humans of course will too. We can't possible stay the same for life.

Been 3 weeks since I last deejayed. Just took a 2 weeks leave. Hibernate is out of the question. Coz I won't be mia for months. So just need a leave bah. Take this 2 weeks to think and consider carefully about all the stuffs. Told every single one I need a 'break'. This break might be long. I don't know. Coz I really don't.

What's the difference between a family, friends and a company?

A family is of course much more better. It has more warmth then a company. And then we will have more strength to do our work. Belief and trust is important to a family. If that is broken. The family will be gone too. A family, no matter what happen. Will stay united and never fall apart. Is the family we're looking for still here? I don't think so?

Friends are just friends. They are not the same as a family. As a family, we'll solve every single problem together. Discuss every plan together. Repect each other. But as for friends, you won't know what are they thinking. Are they real friends? Or those whom you are not able to put your trust in? Will they show their 'tail' soon? I don't want to think about it.

A company. Everyone is doing their own stuffs. Just plain colleagues. Not even friends I think? They don't talk much to each other. Every single one is fighting to survive. Backstabbing and jealousy are there any moment. They put on a 'mask' infront of the seniors. Learn not to believe much in a company. That's what I learnt.

Just some naggy stuffs of mine. It's okay if you don't understand. Because I don't really understand much too. Hahaha..

Monday, August 28, 2006

What a special day

Today was my most unforgettable day of the year. Di and rasyidah came over to my house. And *whisper softly* they mess up my room. =x I sense a 9.9 earthquake when the two teens snatch my computer and keyboard to type. There's lots of smacking going around too. I know you both miss the double smack event lar. But no need to smack everytime ma? Lol.. I guess zx must have sense the 'shake' too over on skype. -_-

Keep asking zx to help me lor. But today he's sort of blur blur. Only respone when we called his name. Thinking of his gf? o.O And OMG lor! He's getting more cute and man and handsome le. Coz di called video call to him ma. Both damn rich. Used 3G phone lor!! They only sec students!! Unfair!! But hor xiao xuan xuan so cute~ =X Gosh. I'm gonna get smack by him for calling him X x 3. =XX I just love to call him that. Wahahaha. Evil rong po. >=]

Today got too many shock le lar. I don't know wei can scold such super pro vulgar. Somemore on skype. Shock shock shock.

Still shock.

Scary sec 1 teen. -_-

Too bad wei can't joined in the so call 'party' as said by zx. Party? The teens are having fun but I'm not. I'm going banana mama kaya over all those screaming, shouting, laughing. Please lower your volume next time. Esp di. =x I don't want later my neighbours thought there's a murder going on at my house. LOL! They even wanted to 'plant' a flag in my room for being the first to visit my house. That is... -_-

So far so good. Today's still not bad. Hope they enjoyed themselves too. And yes. I treat everyone younger then me like super v.i.p. Those older then me de I let them self service de. Lol.. Most of my friends said I'm very da jie jie type. Well, not auntie type can le. -_-

I'm glad the worst thing didn't happen. PHEW~! To think di wants to type the 3 letter word to darren. Wth?? Think I blind didn't notice? If I didn't know then mati liao lor. Sibeh heng sia. This is not funny lor. And all started with darren. Nice time to msg me and ask me send a song to him. -_-

The most interesting matter that I can remember is rasyidah 'propose' to me using that fake rose in my room. Kneel down somemore. That was so colddddd~~~~~~~~ Laugh till we all nearly went mental hospital. Hahaha! If that was a guy I could have consider. LOL!

They had a nice time chatting with my mum too. Saying that she's nice. Of coz she is. She's my mum ok~! Heehee! Chatting about those straw doggies. What's going on here? Everyone wants to learn how to make straw doggies? Faints~

This was the first time my non classmates saw my photos. Of kid stage and student stage. I look so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee when I'm around 5 or 6 years old. No kidding. Ask di if you don't believe. I'm chubby and cute. ^_^ Totally different from now. You won't believe it's me that is in the photo. Why I'm not cute now?? Not fair!!!! T_T
Can. Act cute lor. But still not cute. -_-

Time flies fast when you are enjoying yourself. They went home at night after dinner. Nag out some old school stories to them since they saw my record book. Talk talk still feel like crying. Been so many years the pain is still there. When can I totally forget about it?
Today happy day lar. Don't talk sad stuffs le. Shoo with the sad memories.
I wanted to but it's not easy to say forget then forget.

You both enjoyed yourself today? Hope you did. Feel free to come to my house more often oh~ Oh yea, did I mention I've got a neat room and heart warming house? My house got those home feeling leh. :giggle: Let's see when I can post some photos of my sweet room and my adorable cute kiddish photos soon. xD

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Drowsy me

I'm freaking sleepy after eating the panadol cold medication. It's making me super drowsy. Whole day blur blur. Can't even help out much at litez double smack. They called me I just huh huh? Actually wanted to doze awhile before coming online to help out at the games. But too late for me to catch some zzz. So tahan till games over then I go zzz. Buay tahan. I just woke up only.

Darren told me I blur blur very easy to pian/lie/trick. Ask me be careful when I go out. I was like arh? Pian simi? Think I blur till lidat meh? Coz that day I ate medi then he called me ma. I was damn sleepy so half dead when I talked on the phone lor. Today I accdiently went to pour tap water instead of water from the jug nia. Lidat very serious meh?

Ah dream said I'm a pig and zhu ytd night when we skype. Only coz I want to sleep and don't wanna go out today. Angry lor. Scream at him. Bunny TF was laughing like siao when he heard that. He's a mr nice guy. Very friendly. I think I need to change my impression on him liao. Always thought he's the 'dao' type. Hmm.. his mandrian erm, no comments. I only tried not to giggle out when I heard him speak in mandrian. Lol.. I'm bad I know.

Was caught by surprise when ah dream added TF into the conv. Esp when he said out TF's name I was like huh? Xiang lai eh? Then there was a gal from US I think who joined us later. Sibeh pro ang mo. I diam the whole way. Ah dream know I felt left out le. So he msn me talk talk abit lor. Don't know why just don't feel like talking ytd night. Then skype error out and I left without even saying a bye to them. I think the gal and TF must have think I'm rude.

Di's coming over to my house later. Maybe karen jie's coming too. Today what day ar? So re nao one. Nowadays I hide myself in my room either facing the computer or sleep. Getting very X towards the outside. Becoming a loner again. I really need to change. Actually I'm very different from the me you people know. You'll be shocked when you know the real me. Really!

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Busy like a bee

Not a good day today. Got woken up by my mum. Coz kai ma asked her to woke me up to ask if I wanted to go out today. Sigh~ I slept at 8am coz of the damn headache and was woken up at 11am. 3 freaking hours of sleep is not enough. Mum was busy talking to me for a few hours after I got up. Yes! It's a few hours! And I didn't manage to get back to sleep after that.

It's not new year. But I spring clean my room anyway. Cleaned it squeaking clean. Very shiok feeling to done it all in a few hours. Cleaned my tableS, I've got two tables. One is for my computer and one is my workdesk. My hello kitties, my tons of cds got 'washed' too. Dumped one big bag of stuffs away. I don't know why I got so many junks. I actually managed to clean one big black rubbish bag of stuffs to the bin after the 'spring cleaning'. I'm shocked too. How did I get so many junks without knowing?!

Headache after that. Spent 4 hours on cleaning. Then it's evening. That's kind of fast? Had a little nap at night. Was dying of headache. I don't know what's wrong with me. That damn freaking headache at the left part of my head. Makes my left eye blured and feel like puking. Don't want to think of the worse. Coz prof ong said to me before mum's illness maybe will yi chuan. Tumor? That's interesting.

I don't like docters. But I actually like injections. Don't know why I like the pain numb feeling when the needle injects into my skin. Docters, esp SGH docters and some TTSH docters sux. I remembered when I was young and went for a stomach scope. The docter actually wanted to put the tube into me when I haven't even 'doze' off. Screamed lor. What else. Then he injected too much till I slept or should I said unconscious for 8 hours. TTSH docter? Docter Ivan who makes my mum in such a terrible condition now. Blur sotong docter who does everything wrong.

Enough about docter's stuffs. Computer stuffs are enough too. My precious computer died on me just now. Can't get it on. I'm going to smash it soon if all these continue. It's making me cranky too. And I do wonder why I can't play maple now? The pop out says no game whatever or size of game whatever. Wth? Reinstall it also useless. Urgh! I want to play maple lar! T_T

Updated my story onto the forum last night. Got some shock. Why MD bar linked it into favourites? I don't deserve it. They should linked my previous story instead. Coz I'm very sure I won't update this story often. =.= Stress lar. Means I've to be more hardworking. Really hate some comments of those people. Their mouth are so foul. Simply don't come and browse my story if you don't like. Spare the nasty comments please. Urgh!

Guess I'll be sleeping early tonight. Everytime said that but didn't do it. =.= But tonight really sleepy lar. Don't call or sms me later please. I need my beauty sleep. Can't online much now. Mum's nagging that the electric bill's 'flying'. Ok lor. Fine. I go sleep then. But before that, here's a picture of my mum's 'masterpiece'. The doggies are made of straws. Her precious workpiece. She wanted me to show them off lar. Gee. Happy viewing then.

Update: My mum wants to 'show off' her little doggies which are made of paper bags too. I've uploaded the picture in. Just look at the size between giant and drawf doggies. O_O!! LOL!!



Friday, August 25, 2006

Random post

I guess I must be really too bored. Keep changing my blog's main picture like changing clothes. Everyday change it also don't know for what. I keep lots of fitted sized pictures for my blog in photobucket. Naming them blog1, 2, 3 and so on. Makes is easier for me to change picture. Go template, find the link, change 1 to 2 or 2 to 3 is as simple as abc. The current picture fits the song. Sad picture with sad song. T_T

Been typing my new story nowadays. Hiding offline, listening to songs and type, type, type. Very tired and lazy to do online stuffs now. Just want to do things I like for the time being. If you wanna find me on msn, simply send an offline msg to me if you're using live messenger. I'll normally be appearing offline. Coz sort of lazy to talk on msn. Today whole day type on msn till my fingers turned sour. Lol! Chatting with dreamze, darren, mei, di, zixuan etc.

The counter that I'm using now is wonderfully great. I saw di, mei, lydia mei, freakyryo, jiaqi and is that deer or xinying that pops by from deer's blog. So easy to track friends. But some bookmarked my blog then I can't check le. There's even one using malaysia TM net to view my blog. Who is it I'm wondering? My cousin? You really must get this counter. It even tells which system the reader is using. Win xp lar, resolution how much, colour bit how much, firefox or IE all can be checked.

Still setting up my computer stuffs. Nothing much more to blog. Later still need to cover up all the forum stuffs I didn't browse few days ago. Tomorrow, I mean later, should be going out bah. Really sian of staying at home. 'Forced' mom to go out with kai ma also. I don't want her to rot at home and turned into mould. If you are too bored, go my story blog and read lor. I'll try to be hardworking there. Give some comments too if you like. But don't give bo liao comments example by di. LOL!

http://blog.xuite.net/rongfang/dreamland

Thursday, August 24, 2006

I'm finally back

I'm back at last. Anyone miss me? xD I misssssssssssssssssssssss

ONLINE!

Fine. Know I'm lame. =.= But I admit I can't do without computer. I mean a computer without network. That few nights computer can use but cannot online the feeling is damn horrible. So I go type a brand new story out. A mix of ai qing mo fa shi and wang zi bian qing wa. Chapter one out liao. But don't want to publish it to forum first. Very stress lar. Like zhen ai I stop writing le. Coz no more ideas. =.= So leave it to rot lor. Doubt I can finish writing it anyway. Will leave one chapter here if anyone wants to look look.

Paying 90 bucks just to save and back up my 20GB of videos, songs and pictures just now worth it. But no choice. Had to pay to save my data. The tech man come and repair it for one hour. Reformating everything. Left me a blank computer. Dumped me 98 version of mircosoft office software. I was like. Wtf? So old one. So asked di to lend me 03 version lor.

My winamp jitao messed up. Songs I replace them. All the important programs I install them back. Now my computer's only left with 7GB songs, 12GB videos, 1GB pictures. And main drive's kosong with only a few basic programs. Pissed lor. 6 months computer corrupted once. I'm asked to change my computer from celeron to pentium 4 and upgrade my ram to 512. See first lar. Need a couple of hundreds for it. No money dig out liao. I'm broke! Screams!

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

I'm sooooooooooooo vexed

Bad day today. Scolded fcuk for countless time. Early in the morning. 8am plus when I'm still happily sleeping came the drilling! Was thinking wtf. So early lift upgrading work started? Somemore it's so noisy today! Then discovered it's not lift upgrading. It's some house doing renovation. Drilling off all the tiles, walls, floors. Ok. This one enough. Nvm. Continued sleeping.

Then the lift upgrading work also start. Downstairs noisy. Upstairs also noisy. How to sleep! Blast my mp3 damn loud and tried to sleep. No choice. My headache had already caused me not able to sleep last night. So had to sleep full during day. But still woke up like a zombie during 4pm. Because the damn noise's still there. Drilling non stop! And my headache's killing me.

Whole day bad mood. See anyone will scold anyone. And don't know what wind it blew today. Mum keep telling me about JY. Not that superstar hong jun yang lar. Is Lin JY. A playmate of mine when I'm young. We're just kindergarden schoolmates. Not simi qing mei zhu ma. My mum and his mum are good friends. Last time keep saying how me and JY's going to be together when we grow up. Been dozen years I never heard that old story. But it started again.

Today start talking about it again. Jitao sian diao. Mum went over to find aunty eng hua. Talked about JY went aussie to study. I know he's damn pro in studying. He went hua zhong then raffles. Now went aussie. But what biz is that of mine? He's just a friend whom I've never met for like 10 years? I really hope he found an ang mo gf. So both our mothers would give up those foolish thoughts of theirs. But still must thanks aunty eng hua for treating me aussie nutty choco. Damn nice ok! =D~~~

Came online. More bad mood. Totally fcuked up mood. Saw I tio ''warning''. Fine lor. I hack care now. ZX also bo chup le. We both talked alot about it. Thinking should we called it quits anot? Pissed and tired. The interest's gone. No more mood continuing doing stuffs we're not interested in anymore. Sort of unfairly treated. Maybe we are staying. Maybe we are not. Still have not made up our mind yet. ZX and me are gonna have another private discussion session soon and made up a desision. We'll leave or stay together. As least have a partner to decide in anything.

Darren's not the only one vexed. I'm too. But I can't talk to him regarding all these. Can only act like nothing's wrong infront of him. Chatted with him as normal. He asked if I had friendster and are there any of my photos in it. I was like sotong lar. I've already added him for like tons of years ago. Such a blur guy. Don't know what is he going to do with my photos. Luckily they're all damn ugly. LOL! Trust me. I will never look nice on photos. Weird but it's true. Up to you to believe anot.

Monday, August 21, 2006

Blogger in BETA

I admit I must have been too bored. Trying to add something new to my life. The first one to kena is my blogskin. Hope you people didn't suffer heart attack when you access my blog. I love black background blogskin in an all in one page. I can change my picture anytime too. But I just use this 7 flowers picture that comes along for the moment before I found a better picture for this blog.

Actually found a couple of blogskins I like ytd night. So mix and match them and added a song by zhang dong liang in it. Wanted to use a pink wei xiao pasta's skin. But found it too girly. So I choose this cool black skin which enables me to change my picture anytime. Remove the previous counter as it doesn't suit in. Change a new counter which is same as mei's. Seems can track who my readers are and where are they from. The thing I love about this skin is the link style. Drag and click is great. Spent a couple of hours trying to edit all those HTML in. Headache but sastified.

Maybe I'll try to blog in chinese more. You just have to right click, go encoding and choose unicode. I enable the right click just for the sake of easy to encode. I filled in the whole lyrics of this song by dong liang if you've seen it. Very wonderful song and show. Watched wei xiao pasta just now on ppstream. Download the software into my computer le. Makes it easier for me to watch taiwan shows now.

The game audition's not nice to me coz I can't catch it! How to play lar! Spare me! Count me out bah. I'll just leave the game to rot in my computer. I admit I'm lousy. I would really love to try this new game. The music's cool lor! So many musics to listen. Very entertaining game if you know how to play. Too bad I don't. But I'm kiasu to create all asiasoft's games account. Pangya lar. Audition lar. Maybe will go and download pangya to play. Maybe will try kong kong when it's open beta too. Then kiasu also go create an account first. Haha!

I'm now using the beta version of blogger. You can change to this version by simply click on the link on blogger's homepage. Very nice and easy to use. Provided you need to have a google account first. Such as a gmail account. Sign in using it and no more waiting for blogger to republish all the info and posts save. You can try new ways of using templates. But you need to use blogger's template which I dislike. So only ''played'' it using my another blog account lor. That account is for trying of template only. Coz don't wanna mess up my main blog's template.

Blogger in Beta version! Blog with ease! Have you tried? Change your blogger account today!

I feel as if I'm advertisting for blogger. =.='''
But good things are meant to be shared! =D

Sunday, August 20, 2006

The audition madness

I don't know what wind it blew today. Everyone is into audition sea. Stick's hook on it. He even said he want to change habbolitez to auditionlitez. =.=''' Wa biang eh! Not funny okay? It seems the whole litez team went into audition madness today. And till now, I didn't manage to download it. Coz I keep cancel the download as it's more slower then a tortoise crawling. 3 to 4 hours just for that dancing game? Like wtf?

Hope the madness just stays for a few days and gets washed away. I can't think of what else would happen if everyone went to audition. And I can't joined them. My computer's not pantium. Mine's celeron. Run online full screen game will lag like hell. That's why I don't like to play maple. Now audition came. When will all those sea games end? I download also slower then them. How to compare my computer and network with them?

I never got hooked on games before. Habbo's not too. I only habbo for the sake of litez. I don't like games which requires me to waste my energy and kill my brain cells. Eg those fighting non stop games which only allows you to level everytime. And games which needs to think are a no no for me. Maybe that's why I can tahan habbo for so long. Coz habbo's a game for lazy people. LOL! Don't ya agree?

Been staring at the computer for the whole day since I woke up. Got a big shock when I look at my clock with my blury eyes when I just woke up. I was like siao? 5 only ar? 5am?! But then think again. I slept at 5am last night lor. How can be? So on second look I tio shock. It's 5pm for goodness sake lar! Jumped up lor. Makan, bath then chiong up online le. I'll spend more time online during weekends.

I know I'm lazy. Actually intend to go out today but overslept. So no choice but to rot infront of my computer again lor. And the medicine I took had some side effects. My hands trembles and my heart feels like it's ready to jump out anytime. My whole body feels weak. Better to rest at home. I won't be called pig these few days I suppose. Okay! Excuses lar! I know! So I better don't say anything more liao lor. ~_~

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Kill bugs but don't kill your com

After for like 100 million years spent trying to fix my computer. It doesn't help! Don't dare to anyhow del stuffs. Scared com really died! LOL! But still must say I learn alot browsing all those webs and forums lar. Thanks deer! You're a great friend! He give me links for those forums and helped really alot. Thanks my kor too! But too bad. Oh well. Since it's not anything serious. I'll just leave till something bad happens then send it for repair. Choy~!

After all those debugging sessions, that dumbo pop up still is there. Some spy very bad lor. You scan finish le then tell you have to pay then can kill bug. Like wtf? Then scan for what lar! Useless ma! =.=''' But now my computer flies?! much more faster le. Thanks to those tons of spywares cleared. Oh ya. When my window xp from home edition to pro edition de ar? During last time I sent it for repair ar? I now then discovered leh! LOL! Blur me.

I just noticed I have the most two popular spy killer softwares in my computer. One recommend by kor which is spybot. Another is the com shop install for me de. Lavasoft Ad-Adware. Coz I browse the forums ma. Then was recommend to try this two. Doesn't help leh! I found nothing for me to kill. Zzz..

Alot of peeps also having the same problem as me. Did ya notice that pop up is actually in win 98 style instead of xp style? Very weird. It will disconnect all network and you need to reboot your com in order to connect back again. Deer says maybe it's a virus and nag me for not updating my anti virus and windows. =.=''' I hack care le lar. Just leave it aside bah till something serious happens. Bleh~!

Today went doc lor. My voice's finally coming back to me. Still chinese sin seh helps lar. I got a bottle of medi back to drink. Sibei ex cost 12 bucks for it. No discount meh! #%$&%^*!&%&!Very yucks. But it helps. I can scream now! Woots! Only one dose lor. Then sweat like hell had to rush back home from causeway. Feeling faint ma. No choice. Can't rot till late outside.

But ate le dinner then came back lar. Wanted to ask my niece who is same age as da jie for dinner de. She last min ps me. Zzz.. She's a teacher. Very nice gal. But too bad. She's taken! Neh! =P Dinner was hell lor. When I discovered a baby roach in my chicken porridge! TMD! Just went up and complained and dump the bowl over and walk off lor. Don't care what refund or what le. Still can eat meh? No way! In the end, my anger filled up my stomach. Zzz..

I regret saying that F.I.R's new album sux. It rocks actually! Thanks to darren. Coz he said nice album nice songs then I go listen lor. Find the songs are not bad too. Suit my taste de. And very bad lor. HMV sells 183club's album for like around 21 bucks when MJ sells it for only 17.90 and cd rama 18.90! Boo! I bought the ex copy then let me see cheaper de. CRY! Oh well. A busy night. I got to fly. Too busy killing bugs just now to notice the time. Now tio shock. Help! T_T

Friday, August 18, 2006

Headache over computer

I'm pissed for the whole day. My computer's really driving me crazy with the pop ups. Okay. I did what ah kor told me to kill the bugs but it doesn't help at all. Scan my whole system and killed every single thing that I suspect causes it but still it doesn't help. Darren told me my windows corrupted. AGAIN?! Wah lao eh! -_-'''

Maybe sending it for repair. No way am I gonna reformat my computer. Sending it for repair at least can save my files and folders. I want to cry le la! I'm broke then come this stupid problem to solve. Computer always cause problem. Hp also lor. Hp also need to send for repair le. One spoilt, another copycat go spoilt too. Haiz..

Today bad mood till quarrel with anyone and everyone lor. First one to tio are my parents. Quarrel till my dinner got dumped away. Zzz.. Can't they understand some simple things? Told them my throat hurts. Don't cook my rice. I'm cooking noodles later. And no one bothers to listen. Cook le. I can't eat it. Tio blame lor. As if I'm in the wrong. -_-'''

Darren is facing problems with his ex. I help till I cannot help le. Only can listen to darren nag lor. He called me twice today to nag. And my mood is so bad that I'm trying to control myself. Otherwise another war start. I've got a damn bad temper. My close ones know that. When I'm pissed. Everyone will just leave me alone.

Guess I will be mia for quite a long time. Either I'm sending my computer for repair or busy killing bugs. Got to go doc's there later. Maybe I'll rot till late late then come back home. Face computer I headache lar. Wait till I got money then let my computer see doc bah. Now can use then use first lor. Somebody help me!!!!!!! Haiz~~~

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Let's talk about guys tonight

Was half drowsy after medication and browsing xiaxue's blog when I received a call. Nono. Not that kind of scary zhen zi call. But it's from darren. Wonder why he called me at such an ''early'' time. 12.30am. Oh well.. Here's why.

He's driving alone on the quiet expressway and wanted someone to talk to. So nice of him to think of me first when he needs someone to talk to hor? Zzz.. That blur sotong forget which way to turn out of sengkang and nearly lost his way. And how dare he says I'm more sotong then him!? I admit I'm sotong but only ranked 2nd. He's the sotong of the sotongs okay!

So we chatted till he reached home. I know I no voice le lar. He knows too? Coz he asked if I feel better. I dunno got people go and notice my msn personal msg one wor? My voice not fully recover lar. Chatting sounds like frog croaking. Anyone listen will know my voice changed alot le! Urgh! Simon got a big fat shock this morning too. He thought he called sala no. -_-''''

But I'm still that evil. I hog the call and don't let him dc me. Coz today so shiok he called I no need pay leh. Can talk more somemore foc ma. Lol.. We talked alot in this 17 mins. But there's some cold air too where we both just couldn't think of anything to chat and diam for a few secs. Then I heard crows flying by lor. Then I quickly think of some stuffs to talk le. :S

The whole conv is just like live report. Nono. I'm not kidding. He will just tell me where he is now. What building's beside him now. And how that damn?! car overtook him and he wanted to chase etc. I even scold him for speeding lor. Help lor! 110km/hr considered speeding anot? Still say slow!? Omg! Guys are so ............ They think they on plane or car? -_-'''

Never ever tompang a newbie's car. Their driving skills can faint one. Parking skills also lousy till can nearly bang into other people's car. Omg! -_-''' But also envy sia. Driving on a road at night is nice lor. I love the feelings leh. Looking at trees and street lights. So lomantic lor! O_o? Ok! I siao le. Dunno la. Just like the peaceful feeling ma.

Question: Is bp and pasir ris far from each other?
Answer: Yes it is. Of coz. Ar boh then?
One is at the west and the other is at the east of sg. What do you think leh?
So how leh? Either one moves nearer? For what lar? Siao meh? Ask me move to ''paris''. Real paris I want lor. I'm not so nice friend lar. I love bp. I won't shift for the sake of makan. Hahahaha!

Always talked about darren I go so many things to complain. No choice. We are best buddies for about 2 years le. And I'm just plain bored and looking for something to blog. Since darren won't come my blog one. So blog alittle? (alittle only meh?) of his bad stuffs also no problem ma. Lol..

I'm such a bad friend. I never admit I'm good before okay! But still glad to have such a guy as my buddy lar. Very lucky me. Life will be damn bored when he goes NS. Can't imagine oh! I really need a bf by my side! Best friend lar. Ar boh you think simi? A friend who will really understands me. Tough tough tough. Coz I'm not easy understandable. <-- Got this word meh?

Quote: Never try to understand a girl. You'll suffer. Trust me!

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Mix of good news and bad news

It's all over. I'm fine. Why? Coz the report says so! The results tend to be a little not too perfect. But overall it's still ok. Must watch diet and don't stress myself can le. I'm so glad! Finally can have a good sleep later. Didn't manage to grab deep zzz last night. Must sleep till full tonight le. Keke. ^_^

Told darren once my report's out. He's glad too. I even ask him treat me makan to so call celebrate. He says we'll go for supper someday. SUPPER?! You must be kidding me! Know night got car to fetch me and drive me back home. But I still don't like to go out late late one. I very guai girl ok? Everytime come home early one leh. *pukes* =S

But sad to say I'm still sick. Cough's gone. But voice's not back yet. Cold's gone but still a little blocked nose. And I'm feeling so drowsy and sleepy from all the medicine I took. A little shock will make me jump. For sure I'll go burrow myself under my blanket real early tonight. My eyelids are half shutting.

My poor thumb hurts too. Black bruise too le. Think I over played bowling that day. Such a big fat black bruise. Pain till~~!!! If ah dream here he sure help me to rub the black bruise till I scream like a pig waiting to be slaughter like that. LOL!

Seems everyone went to watch fireworks on sat night. Told elaine that it seems half of sgs went. Really lor. Damn crowded. Never took pictures lar. Coz I really don't like fireworks mah. Mainly coz of the noise it made. I tio shock more then enjoy the fireworks.

Today's mood not really good lor. The main reason is coz there's durians in my house. URGH! Smells bloody bad. Know I hate durians but yet my dad die die went to buy 3 durians back. Feel like just dumping them down the rubbish chute. My parents even keep them in the fridge lor. HELP! I don't dare to open the fridge for the following week le. I even can smell durians though I had blocked nose lor. T_T

I still don't know there's so many of my old friends who read my blog. Eg mr poh. Next time cannot write their bad stuffs le. Otherwise tio murdered. Lol. Anyway thanks again for the concern ar. Although it's the same old thing I heard 8 years ago. Take care, rest well etc. Lol. But I'm very touched I still have old friends who will show concern for me.

Bad news. The buggy thing pops out again. Ah kor's computer skills lousy lar. Did what ah kor told me to lor. Just leave the thing aside and don't touch it. But damn ma fan leh. Think need to send for repair soon. No way am I going to reformat my precious computer. I rather you kill me. Boohoo! Someone help to save my computer please! T_T

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Glimmer of light

I love my kor!!!!!! Xie xie ni ah kor!!!!! Thanks for spending so much on helping me solve my computer's damn problem. Think it's fix now. No auto pop out msg. No welcome screen. All problems gone at once. Having a computer pro as cousin helps alot!

We're talking about doc and heart. LOL! Yar.. My kor also got heart problem de. His is serious. But cannot op. So cham lor. He said sg de doc luan luan lai de. Ask me not to worry too much. Ty kor for an wei ing me. LOL!

Chatting with my kor is nice. He tends to joke alot. At least makes me feel more better. But he still cannot find a job wor. How how leh? I'm trying to help him find a job here in sg. As a computer tecn. Dunno which company or shop wanna hire leh. Need to do permit for malaysians very ma fan de. Somemore his eng not very good. But anyone have lobangs boh? Hope my kor found a job soon bah. So he won't come bug me anymore. LOL! Kidding lar.

Besides kor, darren's also a nice friend. He rushes home to pei me talk talk knowing I'm facing some problems. But think he is too tired. Go koon le. Anyway thanks to all who show concern. I feel warmth around me. Thanks to di, mei, darren, my ah kor, lydia mei, junhao etc. In no order. Mai get jealous hor.

My eyelids wanna drop liao. Those cough medi and cold tablets are making me drowsy. Gotta sleep early today I guess. Nite nite ppl.

Monday, August 14, 2006

Heart Attack!

The most unlucky day of my life. Went doc's there to get medicine for my cough and cold and tio check up. Somemore got so many ''surprises''.

Doc says my heart's beating too fast and done the ECG? test on me. Found out I having some kind of heart problem. Can says it's short circuit. If the so call wires of my heart couldn't connect, my life will be in danger.

Just now my heart beating way too fast till the doc wanted to get me admitted into hospital le. Yet I feel nothing at all. I only know my heart always ache and I'll feel breathless. But dunno it's so serious mah. Scared me to death. Nearly died of heart attack.

Did some blood tests too. Got choked up 3 tubes of bloodly blood. My right arm still hurts. Now waiting for the blood test results and report lor. If serious I'll need to get transfer to a hospital for more treatment and medication. Bleh~

I kan kai le lar. Don't worry lar. Will be fine de. Just sad at how my parents look towards this matter and not the shock I got. Mum was like what? You spend 85 bucks on those bloody tests? Can say don't want de mah. You're so stupid blar blar blar. The doc only want to earn your money blar. Dad even said I'm lying and kua zhang! Like wtf? I joke about my health?

Didn't even bother to comfort me or care about anything I said. Just know how to complain how ex the bill is. Disappointed liao. Let's wait for the blood test report and prays everything is fine bah. Meanwhile just leave me alone. I don't feel like talking to anyone for the moment.

Sickly post

I don't know what's wrong with my fugging com. Always pop out dunno what. Then click close internet will dc. Dc le somemore still need to restart com then can work. I feel like killing my com. Had a very big sense that my com won't live long. Scan here scan there scan nothing out. Dunno where the prob lies. CRY! Prays that all will be ok soon.

Coughing like a siao lang now. I really need a doc later. Guess I can't even sleep well from all those coughing. Coughs till I'm half dead. Cold not fully recovered yet too. Urgh! I'm feeling so sick. Can't dj for very long I'm sure. Lucky there's no ! beside my name this week. Heng ar. Thanks boss.

At this sickly time I need someone to take care of me. Who will? There won't be anyone. I'm dreaming of someone who will cook yummy porridge for a sick girl like me. Pass me tissues when I sneeze or coughs. But I know I'm dreaming lar. LOL! Sick till keep dreaming. Hahaha.

The stupid bug is here again. Causing my com to shut down soon. But I'm not going to click it. Click it my com mati again. Zzz.. Help! Someone help! Just going to let it hide one side. Sad sad. But kio kor de prezzie cheer me up alittle. Thanks kor! And wei xiao pasta's isn't that nice today. Makes my mood like see saw going up and down. Zzz..

Someone accompany me to a doc later!!! I hate doc. I hate medi. I hate falling sick. I hate feeling faint. And nearly forgot about it. I hate fireworks too. (: Don't ask me why. Ahahaha. Not telling.

Sunday, August 13, 2006

The outing I will never forget

Pardon me for the late post. I'm damn way too tired to blog last night and this morning. Outing on sat evening till early morning. It's like siao lor?! I reach home at 3am ok? No kidding leh. Can't imagine that I will stay out till that late. :faints:

Went to city hall with rasyidah to meet them. Bump into two letters just as soon as we came out of the mrt gate. So zhun lor. Like it's a few thousands ppl there and we can actually bump into each other. Had a hard time finding mr q as we didn't met before. But a more harder time to find danny. It's like one talking chicken and one talking duck. He don't know where we are and we don't know where he is. Luckily elaine meimei isn't that hard to find.

Walked to suntec thanks to mr q who lead the way. Waited for da jie there and makan our dinner at the ricetable. Guess someone do feels home there afterall. :giggle: Bill cost a sibei gia si lang amount of 180 bucks. Rasyidah and me nearly fainted. It's like omg?! And the bad thing is I can't eat much there. Those food are either spicy or fried and I had a bad cough. I wanna makan lor. :cry:

After dinner mr q bring all of us to watch the fireworks. I don't even know where I am. And went missing tons of times. Don't really like the fireworks although we can watch it clear and nice. Fireworks brings some sad memories to me bah. Terrible thing to climb like dunno how many storey stairs to the roof to watch them. I'm like half dead there le.

Maybe that guy isn't that bad as I think he is. He's just as worried as the others when he knows I'm missing and not contactable. Network's too damn busy for us to call or sms. And I keep gone missing. Coz once was tio drag away by ppl when I'm just walking behind them. Missing for like 30 mins. So de horrible when I told them I got drag away. All was like WAH!?

Off to marina sq for pool and bowling. Two letters and elaine went home without playing. Left the few of us lor. Wanted to go home but I can't even find the taxi stand so went back to find them lor. They played pool and I just stand rooted watching. Don't really like pool bah. I prefer bowling more.

Bowling's great. I'm quite good in that. But it's just pure luck I suppose. Had quite a few shot of long kang and pins mati games. And maybe I didn't use enough strength on the ball. Rasyidah said even the snails walk faster the the ball. =.= My poor hands hurt like mad now coz of the game. But I still enjoyed myself most while playing bowling. It's my fav game okay?

Went for supper after those games. Didn't eat anything as those food don't suit me. Rushes for home when I managed to drag rasyidah along. We shared a cab and I reached home at 3am. That's a nice time hor? Was feeling damn unwell when I'm home and I'll just left the rest unsaid.

Thanks to da jie who let us had such a fun outing and paid all the stuffs for us. Thanks very much guys. Might be going out next week with darren. He asked if I can go home late as he can drive me back home later. Of coz can lor. 3am also can le mah. Just feel bad for letting dad to wait for me. He looks like a panda now due to lack of sleep. :giggle: I'm a panda myself too. I need my beauty sleep and loads of rest. Going to the doc tml. My damn cold and cough sux.

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Weekend De Litez!

I having a bad cold. Sneezing my nose off right now. Since 10pm. Maybe taking my medication later. My throat's feeling sore too. I'm sick. Yes I am! What am I going to do later? Pass the virus to them? :S Must pardon me! T_T

It's great fun hanging out with litez gang today in habbo. We're going crazy~! The party still on till now. Since those new bloods joined us. We're getting noiser! ROFL. Been so long we are that ''alive''. And those new bloods leave good impression. Not bad. They actually know how to dj with bg music and muti dj well. Ex habz djs are good. Wonder who teaches them? Ah dream?

But the worst thing you can get is 2 'man' djs, imman and killerman arguing about your name on air. RongFang~ RongFung~ Omg! I keep hearing my name till I want to scream mama mi ya! Help lar! Hahaha. Saying about dj. Bet I can't dj this whole week. Prepares to get a ! beside my name ba. :S

Guess I'm kind of mad today. I wonder why I replied to darren's sms. He woke me up, but I didn't scold him. Lol.. Instead we sms about 60?!?! sms today. Faints!! We are mad! Talking about what I ate, ask him guess. What's he doing. What I'm doing etc. Plain bored.

He says he's a bored genius and I'm bored rong rong?! Oh well. Darren plans to meet me for lunch or dinner next week. Ok lor. I got suan not to make another joke of banging into SMU's wall later. CRY! All only knows how to bully me. Hmph! Don't care le. I need my medi now. Poor thing oh~

Friday, August 11, 2006

Freaking day

I don't know what's wrong with me today. Think mei, xi0ng and fran must have got a big shock. I was like scolding vuglar non stop? in their msn conv. Fran even asked if my ''auntie'' came today. Said I'm so different as compared to last night and today's talking. =.='' But I don't even know what or who am I pissed with?

I had a bad habit. Everytime I'm in a bad mood, I'll just slam my hands on the table or at the wall. Causing it to kena some big fat black bruise. Still remembered how I slam my thumb till black bruise and ah dream just killed me by rubbing my thumb's black bruise SO hard in east coast's mac. I was like SOL aka screaming out loud there. The rest just went roaring with laughter.

We're asked to go suntec first if jie cannot made it there early on sat. She said the guys should know the way. Please do. If asked me to lead the way, I'll let you people walk straight into SMU's wall. This is the biggest joke I ever create in my life. And I'm still kena teased because of this. So funny meh? Try walking into NTU's or NUS's wall next time then.

Can't wait for saturday. Think ice cream bought her new clothes ready. I don't even know what to wear! HELP lor! All my clothes are either 1) those auntie type which mum bought long ago. 2) those kiddish type which mum bought recently. =.=''' 3) those unfitted clothes which I bought nong nong ago. Been around 1 year since I stock in new clothes. Damn broke.

Will decide what to wear on sat ba. Seems I only have my dresses which fits me. But nah. You won't caught me wearing dresses. Told ice cream she would win 4D if I wore dress or skirt. She ask me wear it! Coz she wanna win 4D?! =.='''

Just browse at the forums news and saw ming dao actually go and touch yu rong's (you-know-where) when shooting their newest MV zai yi bian. Seems the lead is shao wei now so the guys wanna do something special to catch the camera aiming at them. But this is too crazy! Ming dao and yu rong BBM! ROFL. Gotta go kay poh more about the news today now. Hahahaha!

Thursday, August 10, 2006

National Bored Day

I wonder today National Day or Bored Day har? Very de bored lar. Stay at home, eyes stick to computer for the whole day. Eyes very de blur. Open habbo trading room lor, earn quite okok. Thanks to imman for helping me. And CM for disturbing.

Ming sit on the chinese sofa he found lor. Then asking ppl to take pics. Very de lame lor. Then we went rotting in mod-tomatoo's room. Took a group pic with my 2 dis and weiwei etc. Then went out of habbo. Rot in maple coz go add simon. And disturb francis there lor.

Simon siao lor. So let him siao lor. He said don't want contact me for awhile. So let him be lor. Mei says I most happy. Rofl. Sort of. Then conf with mei and francis lor. Today de conf sort of half dead. Everyone didn't talk. Then di called in. All can faint.

Coz he noisest ma. Lmao. I just ended the conf with them just now lor. So late hor? Come back look forums and thought want to pei darren chat. But he went to sleep le. So ok lor. Don't feel like talking to him much also. He also suspect something wrong with me le. Asking me if there's anything new in my life. Of coz no lar. If he smart, he should know why and what happened. Suan le if he don't know lor. I hack care le. Talk talk sometimes nia.

Nobody wants to go out later leh. Francis says go JE treat me makan. Sure anot? Sure I go lor. But also sort of lazy to go out lar. Go out = spend money. I wait for sat then go out nor. Now talking in msn with my ke lian de kor kor. Maybe if got time can go msia pei him chat chat better. But I'm lazy lar. So all hack care lor. Now everyday national bored day and rot my time away nor.

Weird post I know. Pardon me for it. I also don't know what happen to me. Oh well~ Suan liao~

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Happy National Day SG!

She actually don't want to admit it. Saying she's her classmate. Oh? Classmate which got the same ip address is so unbelievable. Anyway, I'm not going to bother about this. Not much of my biz anyway. I don't like liars as my friends. Gee~

Chinese furnis are out in the cata with some damn ex price. But still can't stand the beauty of them and bought one of each. Costing me 30+ c. I'm broke. Told you I am. Who ask those furnis to be such beauties esp the sofa? Kai only want draggies. I wanted all of each. Nvm lar. Long long time once. Been 3 or 4 mths since I last spend on habbo credits ma.

Got a msg from dream. The first thing he msg me was ello dear. I know something was wrong le. Poor guy. He's in so much troubles and having so many problems yet I'm not able to help. My poor buddy. I don't even have time to listen to him coz I'm just like so busy today. He see I'm like never reply one asked me dear are you busy? And I just orh orh him lor. He hang up the call soon. But then later I feel bad towards him. Really I am. Sorry my dear buddy. Since now seldom talk to darren le, should really spend more time to talk to dream. He really needs someone to keep him company. I'm a bad friend.

My dad says 183 Club's songs are damn nice lor. Ar boh then? My taste got lousy one meh? ROFL. Means he's also into 183 too le? My whole family into jungiery and ming dao lor. Win liao. Ok I admit I'm bad. Should really spend more time with friends who need my care and concern and my family more instead of just everyday ming dao, jungiery and forums. I've got such wonderful friends and siblings nor. Should spend more time with them de. Eg kio kor etc. Everytime they try to find me I'll said I'm busy. I'm bad I know, but I will try to change. :D

kewL's so cute! His dj skills pro lor. He's a talent nor. Hmm.. Today's red hat party don't have much things to report about. Except for the lagness of the room. Rollers!!! So many of them!! Saying about rollers, went mod-fan qie aka tomatoo's room just now to trade her a couple of red rollers coz di said she needed them. Then passed some green ones to di. She's so nice lor. Say feel pity for fang cos di bullied me. Hahaha. Reminds me of hendrix and la jiao aka chilli. Miss them nor.

Sat's outing still don't know wanna go anot. Danny die die want me to go. Says at most let me bully lor. =.=''' I got so evil one meh? Now we keep suaning each other on msn. He keep nag me to go. But then say really lar, go jiu go lor. It's just that I don't like to see one person there ma. So still considering lor. Well, better go ba. Since I promise le. At most don't face that person lor. Don't know lar. See him my blood boil. Oh well.

Lastly, Happy National Day Singapore! Happy 41th Birthday Singapore! =D

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

A day of shock

Today I just found out something. Been suspecting it since long ago and finally it's confirmed. Just don't understand why. Feel so disappointed. Why would a friend treat me this way? Lied to me. Take me for a clown? I really dislike liars. =l

Simon called today and told me his grandma passed away. I don't know how to comfort him. Just ask him to take care. Okay, I admit I'm bad in comforting friends. I wonder why friends came to me when they are feeling upset. I normally talk no sense stuffs to them.

Nothing much to blog about tonight. Just knew that zhenghua is open to public last sat I think after it's renovation. Wanted to go. But didn't get the news. Sad. Actually intend to see how they revamp our old class into. The place which holds my memory's gone. Sad x 2.

Going for dinner with my gang on this sat. Woots! I love outings. Esp food outings. I'm drooling now! Hope all goes well on that day. Prays I won't bang into SMU's wall again. Yes. We're going to suntec. And hope someone won't flare up on that day. It's way too scary.

I'm counting down to sat instead of national day now. Food~ Food~ Food~ =D~~~~~

Monday, August 07, 2006

I love everything about Taiwan!

I guess I'm lucky today after all. Managed to catch tons of taiwan shows live on ppstream without much lagness. Starting off with wan yu at 6pm on san li station then jump over to shao gong at 7.30pm on tai shi. It's weird to see two taiwan stations showing shows of 5566 at the same time. Fighting between themselves seems funny.

Continue at 8pm watch mao xian qi bing hosted by qiao en and cheng cheng. 9.30pm watch wei xiao pasta lor. Ar boh then? 11pm still got 183 Club's I'm So Hot TV Special. See lar. I watch 5 hrs and 30 mins of shows on ppstream today. Switching in between tai shi and san li. Looks like I'm watching in between channel U and 8. But only it's Taiwan TV stations. Rofl.

Starting from wei xiao pasta it's not laggy anymore. Woots! Omg lor! Dong liang's so cute! He makes a great pair with cyndi. The show is wonderfully great. Laughing like mad though out the whole show. Esp the part when dong liang tio bombed. Lmao! I'll recommend it to anyone who loves taiwan idol shows. I'm hooked on it. I love everything about taiwan including the food!

Somemore today I can watch it perfectly as if I'm watching from my own tv. It's been a long time since ppstream's not laggy. I've got a 17 inch monitor! Which is way much more better then a tiny 14 or 15 inch screen. Watched 183 Club's TV special too. Not bad. Caught the MV of I'm So Hot. The MV is wow lor! Super geng! Will makes girls drool. Excluding me. Hahaha.

But the funniest part is how shao wei forget the eng lyrics and blame it on the songwriter. Next is yu rong tio shocked when he was singing then the music blast out. He gives the O_O?!?!?! look which makes me laugh like siao. Shao wei and jacky show off their muscles somemore. Lmao! 183 Club will be coming to SG soon to promote their album. Omg! I can't wait! Ming dao!

I guess you won't understand all these if you are not a taiwan idol shows freak or fans of ming dao and 183 Club. But I really enjoyed typing all these. It's great to enjoy watching the shows you love and listening to songs you like. Feels so shiok and stress free. I rather ignore darren now and do the things I like instead. I don't want to be a problem solver for him anymore. Set!

Sunday, August 06, 2006

My so so saturday

I don't know why I did that to him. As in I actually blocked my best buddy on msn. Just feel that we can't even remain as friends bah. Very hard le since he said all those. I feel quite bad. Maybe if we ended this friendship will be better. He can win his girl's heart back. And I won't feel so stress with all people talking about us in habbo.

Unblocked darren today. And he came and msg me asking me to find a song for him. I told him no, said k, bye all these simple words but yet he's so polite. Keep giving me =) and thanks me non stop. Don't treat me this way. Makes me feel more bad and can't end this friendship for about 1 and a half year. Maybe we should just remain as friends which are not so close bah.

But guys make a better friend for gals. They understand gals more. And will cheer gals up. Maybe coz I'm kind of boyish. That's why I get along with guys around my age more. Talking about guys, my habbo maid's back! My wonder supermaid! Hahahaha! Miss him so much! Seems he's fine and I'm glad. No fear of having dusty spider webs habbo rooms anymore. LOL!!

The mashimaro danny bought looks so cute. I snap it's pic and post it in my msn's dp. Hahaha! Other then my buddy's problem, today goes quite well. Simon keep didn't reply my sms. Maybe he given up le. Hahaha! Told ya! Dj awhile today. Still not a bad day. I wonder how will my sunday goes. Di wants to go out. But I'm lazy. As usual. Hahaha. We'll see later.

Actually my perfect saturday night aka sunday morning should be spent outside instead of rotting infront of my computer. Perharps drinking with a friends or two at a pub. Walking along the river and looking at the stars. If I had a car, I would love to drive along the expressway at late night and enjoy the street lights. Hahaha. Weird but who cares? I love it can le.

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Shopping, walking, eating, talking

The weird title explains it all. Today's a day to shop, walk, eat, talk. Means it's a day out. But oh mi gosh. Cos of going out, I missed 3 new bloods. I want to listen to them lor. Thought weekends de mar. How I know fri starts le? Sob sob. Nvm lar. I'm sure there's still a chance.

Went orchard with danny, aysh and ah lian. Very nice outing. We had great fun suan-ing and sabo-ing the only guy danny. Poor him leh. But I must admit danny's a nice guy. Last time when I first know him hor. I thought he very beng and fierce one. Tio shock lor. He's totally different.

First went to orchard mrt to wait for the 2 A's, ah lian and aysh. Chatted with danny for like almost an hour there. Times do flies fast when we did some survey and chatting. Omg lor. The young lady thought we are dating or what so ever cos when I told her we're waiting for friends she gives me the :o! look. I'm going to faint. Hahaha.

Danny bought a cute small soft toy key ring just to donate and help the poor elderly and kids. 10 bucks okay? Not cheap lor. So kind guy hor? And he gave the key ring to me. O_O! Thought ytd said want to buy me ring becomes key ring!? LOL!! Kidding lar. Hahaha. xD But then just now came home my papa thought my bf give me de present. =.='''''''''''' I'm going to faint again.

I'm blur till forget to dump batts into my digicam. Heng ah lian got batts. But I blur till forget to return her the batts. =.=''''' Snap some pics lor. Cos we 3 vs 1. We don't want to take neoprints ma. Nah. I'm too old for that. So rot our time away at cine BK lor. Ah lian and me damn evil today. Keep teasing danny. But hey. We found him and aysh makes a good match. Hahaha. =x

Bought my long wanted 183 Club's new album today at HMV. Luckily HMV got. Today's the first day the album's release lor. Really nice songs. Didn't regret buying it for 20+ bucks. Got a free super extra large XL size poster somemore. I stuck it on my room's wall le lor. Everyday can see ming dao and 183. Hahaha. Thanks ar danny. Ah lian and me eyes got stamp, we didn't notice the album. He smart found it for me. Lol.

Thanks guys. Today's a wonderful day. We should really go out more often in small group. Really had great fun with you pipos. And special thanks to danny. He's such a gentleman opening the cine's door for us and walk me to the bus stop, accompany me waiting for my bus. Young gentleman wor. Any gals wanna take him? I can introduce. Hahaha. xD

Friday, August 04, 2006

The big day [4th Aug]

It's 4th of Aug today! Which means 183 Club's album is released! OMG! I've been waiting for so many months! Wonder if SG has gotten the album. Need to chiong music stores to check it out later. Their new songs are damn nice. Faints lor. Super nice. I'm going gaga over 183. SHE's new album I also not so siao. Haha. Later going out with ah lian and danny to orchard. So long never walk orchard le. Must take a break and go out walk walk.

Stick's sick. I msg him to ask how is he and he keep gives me the cry emo non stop. End up I don't know what to say and siam away. Lol. Told da jie I can't dj recently cos of the lift upgrading noise. She's okay with it. Now there's an msn meeting about tmr's outing. I'm going to be broke. Anyone else wanna join us sms me ba. We welcome a few more. =)

Msg dough jie to ask about simon and chatted for awhile. I'm too bored. Give a msg to darren about we shouldn't be too close and contact too often. He didn't reply and neither did he msg me in msn. Maybe it's better for us to remain as friends instead of good friends. Being too close to a friend esp an opposite gender doesn't help.

Keep thinking of a few past happenings recently. Just remembered my 21th bday is coming in 4 mths. Fast wor. Still can remember how my last bday goes. Jeff and my cousin help me to celebrate. Mei and ger sms me just after 12 to wish me. And we conf whole night. Then there's tons of sms coming in including ah ting's last sms at 11.59pm. Lol. She says wants to let me remember ma. But the one which touched me most is darren's. He sms me from thailand. That's so nice of him. Thank you. =)

Thinking about the past reminds me of kor kor. Don't want to think of him anymore. But quite hard. Cos I really miss kor kor. Will keep thinking did he found a job now? Is he okay? Did his chinese improve le? Lots more. Nobody to help me when I'm being bullied now. Nobody to share my problems with le. Nobody for me to talk to when I'm feeling down. Nobody to cheer me up le. Sad lar. Enough talk about sad stuffs le. Can't blog too long otherwise mei come back will read till siao.

Thank you my dear friend. I'm sorry I can't keep you company anymore. Take care and all the best. I will always remember what you did for me. =)

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Sianzation strikes

I must admit I don't have anything to blog about liao. My whole day is spent on watching shows and gossiping on msn. The ai qing ling du C show is nice. Fri last episode le. Sad.. Di says I'm like sun yi xin. -_- Nah! I don't want to be like her. Unless I got julian hee as bf then I want. xD Yan dao neh! I like ming dao and julian~ :D

Watching er zuo ju zhi wen jap version. Can't get enough of it in msia. So end up getting the bt for the show last night. 8 hours for the whole show. Not bad lar. But in jap de. :S Don't know what are they talking about. Only watch watch lor. And the bt comes with the song steady by speed. Nice jap song. Plus there's episode 1 of taiwan's version too. But don't like. So off it goes into my rubbish bin.

Chiong-ing my xing ping guo le yuan final 10 episodes too. Chatted with di and ah lian at the same time. Too bo liao go and nudge lise and ruben too. Telling ruben his dp's cute. Hahaha. Di says he's shuai. Yes.. I agree! Not many people to keep me company tonight. The whole net is so quiet. Sort of miss the time I chatted with darren. Without him to chat with, night is bored.

Luckily ah lian's not schooling tmr. So chatted for awhile. And ah kor msg me too. Saying he can't sleep. Got money problem. Last week see him still ok de mar. My poor kor. Maybe must go msia accompany him sometimes. Let him have someone to talk to. Talking in msn is totally different. Lastly, I miss mei.. and xiong too. Okay, I'm not biased. 3 more days till they are back. Sian.. =(

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

The end?

Seriously I don't know what should I blog about. Habbo matters? When I didn't even habbo nowadays. What can I said about it? Real life? Where I woke up, eat, watch tv, read magz, nap, online. Every single day is the same. Bored, bored, bored.

I'm feeling bad. Really bad recently. Wth the dumbo darren told me about the matter for? To make me feel bad? Since this matter doesn't concern me, don't drag me down by telling me about it. He's not stupid to tell his girl about me, but he's stupid to tell me about the reason. Dumbo!

I guess I should avoid him from now on. And yes I will do it. I won't be there to help him, accompany him or comfort him anymore. Maybe losing a friend isn't that bad if he can win back his girl's heart. I don't want to sandwich in between them. Don't know why a guy and a girl can't just be plain normal friends? Must they really be in a relationship? Stupid lar.

No mood to do anything. Perhaps I should get some fresh air outside. My house's noisy cos of the lift upgrading. Means I can't dj lor. Where I can't even hear my own voice when I talk. How can I dj? Maybe getting a long leave. Or considering about leaving permantly. I'm really tired to go on anymore. Been 1 year. I don't think I can carry on doing all this anymore.

Di says he won't disappoint me and he had done it. I'm pleased and glad with his performance. He's able to carry on walking alone without me now. As for mei, she won't be with me for a couple of days. I'll miss her too. I guess I must get used to the life without my gang, di, mei and darren now. Since I'm used to being alone anyway.