Holi - Day - Ing

My 1st day without work was urber boring. Can't stand this kind of life man. Slept till 3pm. Now I wonder if I'm able to wake up on time next week. LoL. Packed my stuffs, dump stuffs, online and still online. I've online more than 20 hours in 2 days. Omg. Don't dare to look at the electric bill. *Shakes head*

I can't live without working. The day past by as slow as a tortoise walking. Tried not to go to Newstead. Don't want to bother the guys too much. Not intend to go out also. Wanted to save more bucks up. Still haven't get my salary. No money for movie and shopping. Sad case. Guess I'll just rot at home as usual.

Been a long time since I last viewed the forums. The forums are getting juicer. I'll forget everything when I'm browsing forums, including things I'm troubled about. It's a pity to miss it for such a long time. Work really caused me to miss out lots of stuffs. Didn't even notice surroundings around me changed so much. My neighborhood is not the same anymore. Maybe I'll even lost my way if I'm still that mountain turtle. LoL.

Cough is getting better. Still having the stupid blocked nose though. Need to recover my health in these short few days. Don't want to appear sick in front of the customers. Guai guai stay at home and have more sleep and plenty of water. Been too bored. Hence the blog's new display picture. I have a liking for Wu Zun recently. Did a picture of him for my hp. Size is 176* x 220*

Wu Zun! =)

Another is Ming Dao's. =)

Too bored. Here's my desktop's wallpaper. And thank you, I know it's neat. Bhb. (-_-')

My holiday is getting more and more interesting. Wonder what is on their mind. Guess I'll just have to wait for the answer. I'm in no mood to play guessing game with them anymore.

Interesting.. Really interesting..

Mind Of Wonder

Bored..

3 days without work. I asked myself, isn't that what I wanted? Sadly, my answer is no. It seems that I'm already used to working life. And life without work is strangely weird to me. Adapting to it is tough.

Bear with it girl, it's only a short 3 days..

I know. I'll try. After this 3 days, life will be different for me. A new surrounding. I know, I know, it's just beside my previous work location. But do you understand that the feeling will be different? Best Denki, a mega store. Rules will be strict. Don't even know if I can get used to it or not. I missed Newstead. I missed the guys.

Come on.. Don't think about it too much first..

Been wondering what should I do in this 3 days? Couldn't find an answer. I just want to stay at home and have a good rest. Not going out please. Perhaps spending my whole day online. Perhaps just staring at my computer. I don't know. I'll just know when the time comes.

That matter has been a past to me. Gotten over it. For now I treasure friendship more than anything else. Esp his friendship. Don't want the matter to affect our friendship. Glad it didn't also. We treated it like nothing happened at all. Still the same. Chat, joke, laugh, share problems. I like the way we are now. At least I know I'm still able to wish you on that day. =)

I'm tired and would like to be alone for these few days. Finally a rest.

Currently listening to Kelvin's favourite song Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le by Wen Lan. Nice. I like. =)

The Predictions

Life's getting worser than ever. Everything that I predicted or couldn't even ever have thought of happened.

Been messaging her on friendster. Finally she came to find me with a baby boy and told me the whole story. The same girl and the same baby boy I saw on her friendster's photo. The baby boy is so cute. I couldn't believe it's his child. But he's indeed his child. They look so alike. But so unlike him. The kid is so adorable and innocent. Yet he's totally the opposite. Unbelievable, really unbelievable. This is something I couldn't have predict. I pity the poor girl and the poor kid. Till today then I understand why we should never compare ourselves with the others. Coz there's people suffering more than us. I feel blessed suddenly. =)

Finally able to contact him today. Asked him why he called. He said he miss me. We talked a lot. From the past to the present to the future. Suddenly he talked about the topic we both discuss about a couple of years before. I predicted it correctly. But told him I prefer the way we are now. So the topic came to a dead end. But still good friends aren't we? =)

Got a few days off coz counter's moving out tomorrow. Start work again on April. As usual the normal things happened at work. As I can predict. Small arguments with kelvin. He called me a dead fish coz I didn't utter a word. No, haven't died. Half dead perhaps. Sorry, my whole mind was on that baby boy.

Everything is finally coming to an end after today. A brand new start. I wished it'll be good.

Had A Bad Day

My mind is blank now. So many things happened. Blows after blows to suffer. I don't know when I'll collapse. What I can do now is just escaped and live in a world of my own.

Didn't reply any msn messages. Didn't reply any smses. Didn't answer any calls. I just live my own world while working today. Never utter much words. I'm so tired of talking. Hiding everything up seems a better choice.

From her friendster I saw a close photo of them. One look and you'll know their relationship is not just pure friends. You think I'm only a 3 years old kid? Friends? You're kidding me. Don't want to expose it. Since his matter doesn't concern me anymore. And I didn't even react much when I saw the photo. Perhaps I'm numb. Or perhaps I've already got over it.

Da jie's sudden decision's making me worried also. Although I don't have time to bother much. But I'm still a part of the family. Really hope da jie can reconsider her decision. I'm sure there's other ways. Pray we get over this soon. I don't want to see the worse happen.

A call from him cheers me up a tad little. Too bad it's a missed call I'm talking about. Darren - 9.47PM. Sorry buddy for not answering your call again. I'm too tired to even know my phone's ringing. Intend to call him back, but guess he's sleeping. Left him a message. Hope it's nothing important. Don't worry. I won't forget the day. =)

Sleeping before 12 midnight. At least I won't think of anything when I'm asleep.

Choosing To Forget

SNAP!

All gone. My medium long hair is back to a short cool stylish boyish hair again. As short as you can imagine it. No regrets. In fact I feel good.

Maybe short hair will do me good. Won't confuse my mind at least. Less hair less problem. I like.

Coughing hell these few days. On medication non stop. Drowsy. The feeling is like being drunk. You tend to forget problems but the problems will came back once you're awake. And I hate it when I've already forgotten but the nightmare is back to haunt me again.

I'll like to be left alone once in awhile. MIA is what I'll do now. Blame Darren for teaching me this MIA method. I know escaping is not a way. But at least hiding makes me feel better. Will be back. When? I wonder too. Maybe before his birthday. I mustn't forget about it. =)

I did three things today. Forget, forgetting, forgotten.

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An unsolved mystery

Just as I thought everything was the end, everything had already end. I had forgotten about the whole single matter and those stuffs regarding it. I was pinning new hopes on a new ray. It was back. Back to haunt me again. I saw the familiar nick in my contact list once again.

This time, it was not familiar. In fact I jumped up upon seeing that nick. I feel a sense of strangeness and comfortablenesses to see that nick again. Not the same feeling anymore. This time the feeling was weird. Like an unsolved mystery that could not be solve. Chains and chains dangling. Long knotted chains being locked up. No way to get out of it forever.

Revealing out the contents of the conversation is useless. It's just some stupid conversation that I don't even know what I'm typing or trying to type. Where I don't even know if I should be the fake or real me in that conversation. Where I don't even know what, who, he, when, why?

I've got out of it already. Why is it back again? Spare me the torture please. I'm pro in knowing a person, even simple lies can't escape from me. Just that I'm still stupid enough to go into the whole chain, making myself all knotted up and don't know which way to start unchain it.

Innocent people like me aren't to be fooled this way. I'm not a clown. Neither am I for you to mess with. Just let me remain innocent this way. I don't want to do anything to harm anyone. I don't want to get the devil in myself out. It's scary. Horrible way to end it.

Sometimes I wish that I could act blur. At least not knowing I'm sure I'll be much happier. Won't be in this mess now. Don't know to continue playing with the fire or to pour a bucket of water and wipe it totally. I don't even know which is real and which is not.

If you want to leave, just get out of my life forever. If not then get me out of this confused mind of mine. You know what to do right? Prove it then.

If not,

SPARE ME!

Nonsense stuff

As what I've predicted. No sales today. I still did what the guys said. Wore skirt! White skirt some more! And still no sales. Smelly chicken egg!

All of them said I looked nice in skirt. Maybe should wear it more often. Yeah, no need already. Coz you'll see me in skirt everyday from next month onwards. Damn Best Denki's stupid old school rules. No pants, only skirts. BLACK skirts.

Still having blocked nose and cough. And I think Kelvin got it from me. Yesterday's liang teh was useless. As said by him. Wanted to get him another bottle. But he really seems better already. Not even coughing that much. Still dare to say it's useless. Just don't know why he become blocked nose like me. LOL!

Ta pao their meals as usual. Chatted and 'flirted' with those guys next door. LOL! Joking can? Coz I always got disturb by them. Ogawa's most handsome young lad, his name is Zen and around 19 years old. Said he saw me walked past 6 times to ta pao their meals. No Zen, I think it's more than 6. 7 - 8 times also got. -_-''

Ogawa's sending some staffs from here over to their new outlet at Lot 1. Rico's lucky to tio. Dislike him coz of an incident the previous time. But recently find he's actually a nice guy to hang out with. Hoon kee with. Get it? Made one new friend then he got transfered. Will miss him one for sure.

The guys keep saying bo liao stuff today. When I said bo liao means those underage stuff. Must get used to it. A shop full of guys sure can hear this kind of things everyday. Just that I will get real pissed if they drag me down their joke. I'm totally not comfortable with this. Want bed go bed your wife. NLH dragged me in for what.

Night time after knocked off work Vincent called. Got a day off again on Monday despite I MC-ed for so many days this week. Noticed that Vincent's voice is so much alike to 'his' voice. Just that Vincent talks in a serious tone. Vincent's a good catch. Career, car, credit, cash, condo? The 5C's he almost own or had already own it all. Wonder why he don't have a gf. Must really introduce a lady to him soon. My matchmaking addict is here again. LOL!

Rainy night. Nice weather to sleep. I like!

Offs to bed. =)

Plainly bored

I'm getting so sian of my work and life. Mum went to Malaysia this morning. Leaving me to wake up by myself, go work, come home, face the whole house alone, sleep, work again. One word! SIAN! -_-

Work today was boring as usual. No sales. Nothing much happened. Except for us all coughing like mad. Went to buy liang teh for Kelvin to drink. He drank the whole bottle up. Good good. Hope he recovers soon and no more germs will be flying at Toshiba's corner. Don't spread to me please. Intend to buy for Lieu also, but he don't want the liang teh. Said cough then man. LoL?

Me? I'm still on medication so can only suck cough drops. Did help a little. But the medicine was making me drowsy as usual. Went to find Low to chit chat to keep me awake. Then makan time arrived and went to ta pao lunch and dinner for them. Had to make sure the coughing guys don't eat heaty food. But can't stop them anyway. They still ate it.

Coughing still can eat Mac and char kuay teow. I speechless can? Don't want to bother anymore. I'm helping them to get rid of their cough asap yet they don't know how to stop their itchy mouth from eating those food. Let them eat for all I care. Esp Kelvin, tmd here drink liang teh there eat Mac. Lidat liang teh got use meh? Kaoz.

Mediacorp came IMM for shooting. Saw Chen Tian Wen and Guo Hui Wen. She very chio man! Maybe make up thick that's why. LoL! He more pro. Botak man! Then he keep looking at my direction. Eh, Mr, I know you? O_O? Went to tell the guys downstairs got chio bu see. Kelvin rushed down. But they left already. LOL! No fate see.

Boring day. Better get some sales in for this weekend. Still got lots of stocks to clear.

April is coming soon, yeah, I know. =(

The sick sick post

Mum's going to Malaysia for a couple of days to visit grandma. Too bad I can't join her. Applied for leave on this weekend already. But due to they're going later, which is Fri. Vincent said I had too many off and MC days this week. So can't give another extra day of leave. So I canceled my weekend leave. Only got the 7th of April leave successfully.

Been feeling sick. Not a good idea to join them in Malaysia also. Was coughing like mad at Newstead today. Coughed till my face went red. Coughed till I coughed out a little blood. Fever temp rising high to 39+. Keep stuffing myself with panadols. But it doesn't help. I'm still coughing like mad now. Temp is still high. Feeling very terrible. Ran out of medicine already.

Vincent chased me home to rest. I argued with him. Coz I don't want to go home. So he buay tahan me, packed some mp4s then ran off back to office. He's not that bad. Still helped me packed those mp4s. First time discover he's a gentleman. LOL! So spent the whole day memorizing the new price of those models. All prices dropped like bomb. 512MB@$55, 1GB@$75, 2GB@$95 for all mp4s. That's crazy man.

Uncle came today. Joked with me a little. Asked me am I feeling better. Glad he's not angry with me. Julian sounds disappointed with my decision but still treat me to KFC and Pizza. The guys are still as nice as ever after I MC-ed for like so many days. Edmund asked me about my new location. Low helped me with a lot of things. Lieu and Kelvin busy coughing. Kelvin's hair so cute. Help. So short. So weird. LOL! Newstead will still be the same after I transfer to next door. Hope our friendship won't drift due to this.

Can my sickness just shoo? I'm sick of being sick. Sick of coughing and sick of feeling feverish. Don't want to be a burden to the guys. I'm not a strong gal. I need some one to be there for me too when I'm sick. Too bad there's none. Can only take care of myself as usual. I don't want guys to pity me. I'm not ke lian. So don't ke lian me. But lidat die already also nobody knows. As what I told him last time. Same to him. He's as good as dead to me.

I've stepped out of it and don't want to step in again. May the feeling be lost forever.

A day without work

Pon work today. Coz Newstead got meeting today. I don't want to bump into Mindy. Scared she nag this and that. Pai seh to face her also. So lidat lo. And I still have MC for today. Got excuse to give. So long long pon work awhile never mind? Naughty me. LOL!

Went shopping for the whole day. Actually not shopping. Coz I shopped for work clothes. Best Denki need black skirt and white top. So went over to This Fashion and bought 2 sets of top and bottom for work. Cost me $55. Luckily still have 30% off. If not I'm going to spend more.

Rushed over to IMM with mum to shop for shoes. DMK shoes rocks. Bought 2 pairs of black heels. Heart pain but still I can't wait to transfer to Best Denki. I feel so pai seh at Newstead already. Facing uncle every time I won't know what to say.

Black and white is so cool. Very formal feel. Yet got the *you know what* feel. Get what I mean? LOL! The skirts I bought are so short. Help! And further more one of the top is size L. Double help! Looks good can already right? Anyhow first then. Don't have time to shop for suitable one.

Asked Vincent for leave on 3 weekends day. And he approved. Intend to go Malaysia to visit grandma. But can't fit the schedule. Fri to Sun. I can only take leave from Sat onwards. So no choice, mum got to ps me and went to Malaysia herself. See? I always get tied down by work.

Anyway, request for the leave on 7th of April already. Coz it's my niece's wedding. I'm her aunt sure must give face go. Leave approved as usual. That's the benefits of working with MP3 tech. Since Vincent is an easy going guy. I'm lucky to have him as my in charge.

Sleeping soon. Still under medication and it's making me feeling quite drowsy. Just now half asleep and suddenly the scene came into my mind. Maybe I still can't forget it and that person. I don't know and don't want to know. Hook fingers? I don't believe it anymore. Hah.

Hip hip hooray

HOORAY!

Finally make up my mind during today's meeting. I'm staying put at IMM. Vincent I LOVE YOU! He's okay with all my requests. I requested for IMM one. And he actually dumped Plaza Sing's counter for IMM's one. Poor Odelia PS's counter. Nobody will take after she quit to study.

I'm so happy can? Can? Can? Can? Pay IS NOT $1200. $1200 need sign contact one. Like senior like that. I don't want. Rather take $1000 enough. Since our commission now increase like mad. One month pay minus CPF more than $1000 is small case already!

Told Vincent if he dare to put IMM counter I dare to take up the challenge. Coz this new counter I must have at least $4000 sales per month. If not bye bye. I must prove it to Vincent that I can do that! $4000 small case. At Newstead also can have $5000, Best Denki want $4000 okay la.

I will be working at Best Denki. Which means more ground rules. Everything need to have a fixed time. Break time also fixed. Working hours 12nn-9pm SHARP. Must wear white and black everyday. White blouse with black SKIRT plus black heels. Boo to skirt. But must get used to it.

Vincent was like asking me, SKIRT you can? Can't also must can. I rather don't want challenger. Different location per week. I like a fixed location more. Vincent's so nice to let me choose my own location. The others were jealous. Hahaha. Coz I threaten him to quit that's why. LOL!

No la, just joking. I'm very happy tonight. Every thing's solved. Mindy is okay when I said I rejected her job offer. Then I get to stay at IMM. Can joke with the guys once again. And get to tom pang in Vincent's new car. Now I just need to get some blouse and skirts and heels for work.

April is not a bad month anymore. I hope? Provided if I'm staying put at IMM. I don't want PS. Then I'll really work harder for that commission. So much man. Sell one got $. Total month still got %. My eyes are filled with money. The guys are happy, I'm happier. Happy decision. Yay!

Gone with the wind

I'm sick. Went to visit my family doctor again. Had 2 days MC. My old nose problem acts up. Don't think I'm able to work later. But there's still a meeting that I need to attend at Sim Lim at 11am. Maybe after the meeting and I'll go home for a rest if Vincent allow.

Don't want to think about making a decision anymore. Will take one step at a time. After the meeting later then decide what I want. Otherwise I'll just don't take up any jobs at the moment. Working is killing me. All my salary is spent on visiting the doctor and taking medicine.

Trying to find back some old memories when I walked past those places. But think the memories are gone. I don't seem to feel anything. Even Woodlands and Jurong East means nothing much to me anymore. I'll just want to get out of those places soon.

Those places means a lot to me the previous time. Coz it's the memories which I've shared with a person before. But guess time really can let one forget all things. I've almost forget all about it. Hope the pain goes with the wind really soon. And I can start all over again.

Buddy is back from his MIA leave. Know him too well already. He'll always be back after a few weeks. He seems better now. Maybe his pain is gone and he had forgotten all the bad memories. I hope mine will be the same too. The best way to cure it is have a good night sleep. Night.

To stay or to leave?

Very tired tonight. Am about to collapse. Don't understand why also. Only sold 3 sets today. Wasn't that busy after all. But just wonder why I'm so tired. Whole body aching all over. My forehead feels hot. Yet my body feels cold. Throat's pain too. Shivering all over. Am I going to be sick soon? I hope so not.

Kelvin, you haven't sick after trying to make yourself sick but I'm sick already. You won again.

I treasure everyday preciously. Hope to make myself stay cheerful yet not missing the guys too much. Hence I seldom chat with them. Only ta pao all their lunch and dinner for them no matter how badly hurt my foot is. If not no more chance. I know the more 'steady' with them, the more I can't bear to leave IMM.

First job is just like first love. Unforgettable yet full of sweet memories. But it will end eventually.

Still can't make up my mind to join Newstead or continue at LeMon. Asked all the guys, 50% of them supported me to join Newstead. 50% of them supported me to stay at LeMon. Jes used the flipping coin method. All 3 tries turned out to be LeMon. -_-

Bishan, $1200, 12nn-9pm = LeMon
Woots: Comfortable shake leg job, more freedom, evey month no need hit target sure can get at least a thousand home, in charge is nice to discuss matter with.
Boo: Bishan is far at don't know what ulu shop, everything one person settle.

Sim Lim, $900, 11am-8pm = Newstead
Woots: Able to learn new stuffs. Able to get transfer back to IMM within a few months. But the guys won't be there anymore. -_-
Boo: Had to squeeze bus everyday, can't be late, pay less, Sim Lim people fierce, lady boss more fierce!

Seems the woots for Lemon is more, boo is lesser. Stay or leave? Final decision by tomorrow.

My popo got 'bullied' by the maid. Bully is too nice a phrase. I would use torture if possible. How dare the f***ing maid dare to pinch my 80+ years old popo? DAMN YOU!
I'll make sure this maid gets out of the house. IMMEDIATELY!

Counting down

Finally a day with some sales. Thankfully man. 3 in total. Better than nothing I suppose? Coz Best Denki there got a chio bu. So chio can? Sure attract all the customers over. There also have our newest product. I also want. Want to play. LoL. But counter and me moving out at the end of month. Sure no more new stocks coming in for me to sell.

Vincent confirmed that we're moving out by this month's end. Might get transfer to Bishan. Really tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi. Sure must leave the guys. Have not make up my mind yet. Maybe Newstead. Maybe LeMon. Maybe none of both. Not sure yet. Everything is to decide on Monday. Was asked to collect my commission. February was a bad month. Don't dare to pin high hopes. Later not even 50 bucks then hohoho.

I admit I'm getting a little lazy selling LeMon products already. Perhaps confidence was beaten. Low keep asked me to boost up my confidence again. Guess it's tough. But was really glad I manage to sell the first set today after eaten so many days of egg. Suddenly had the chiongness. That's why another 2 sets were manage to sell out. Slapped Low a big ^5 after it. And Kelvin was behind Low trying to act act want to hug me. I nearly slap him. LOL! So funny can?

Keep buying munchies for the guys and ta pao-ing for them these few days. If not no more chance to do that soon. They're always lazy. Don't want to go buy food. They rather don't eat if nobody's buying for them. After Esther left, they depend on me to buy food always. Then I'll always grab some snacks, chocolates, candies and ice cream for them too. I'll miss doing all these.

Counting down. Just another short 10 plus days more before I'm gone from IMM. I'm starting to miss it and the friends I get to know there. Guess no matter which job I'm working. Off days will be IMM day. To visit all of them. Well, sleeping time. Mindy might be coming later. Sian. Computer keep giving me the weird noise. Hope everything is alright also.

The remaining days

No sales as usual. Am already used to eating egg everyday. Hope I'll get some business this weekend. To earn a few cents of commission for a cup of coffee also not bad. Uncle wanted to throw out this counter asap already. He said placing the counter there embarrassed his shop. Haha. But business at Newstead wasn't really good too. Perhaps the IT show is just over. Hence explain why.

Went ta pao-ing the whole day. Good as well. Can waste my work time. If not sitting there I'll really turn into a rock soon. Ta pao lunch and dinner. Bought almost all staffs both their meals today. Treated Kelvin a bowl of boiled soup. He so thick skin ask me treat. And normally I won't reject if they requested for a treat. Since also treated the others before. Fair if I treated him too and end all those argument. Settled then.

My final decision would be on Monday. Got called over on Monday to look at a contract my in charge draw up. But most probably I won't continue the job. Either it's Newstead for me or a rest for the moment. Everything went wrong and changed when I started working. And I hated it to the core. Maybe this job doesn't suit me after all.

IMM was crowded due to the Mayday autograph session. But none pop by to look at IT stuffs. So lots of free time for us all. Learned some IT stuffs from Low. He's really a great mentor. Learned a lot in this short time. Unlike Kelvin who only knows how to said I'm childish. I am childish okay? And I admit it. Better than him don't know how to be serious at all.

No more quarreling and stupid argument for my remaining days at IMM. I wanted peace. Hope he understands what I want too and stop his nonsense. You treat me good, I treat you good good. And I just want to treat everyone good good if possible. Maybe I should really learn to be flexible. This word reminds me of a some one. Flexible. Hah.

A note of thanks

So sweet. Qin's married. Ting you saw that? That day we're still discussing who of us girls will get married first. To think it's Qin. Go look at her friendster. Omg, so sweet. Wonder who will be next. All of them have an equal chance including you and excluding me. Haha. Coz all of you attached already. So happy for you all.

Told Ting that a old classmate of mine got married already. Some more with 2 kids. She choke on her drink. LOL! Sure shocking. Never can you imagine a lady only 20 of age with 2 kids. Her oldest one is already around 4 years of age. WAH right? No way can I talk about marriage at this age. I have not had enough fun la help!

Mood was a tad better today. With the help of the guys who can just cheered me up in a few seconds. Everything was so funny today. Uncle joined in too. Teasing each other and laughing out loud. How can I not miss the laughters of IMM? Sim Lim is hell man. Another 2 weeks more. Treasure every minute laughing with them.

Maybe still staying at my current job. Maybe not. Who knows? Have not make up my mind yet. Need to wait for Vincent's answer first. A difference of 300 bucks. One is just a slacking job while the other had to rush all the way and get to learn new stuffs. Which one? In the end I doubt I will take any one of them. Maybe staying jobless again will be good.

Sorry for making all worried. Guess I'm fine. Too stress up maybe? Arguing with Kelvin I'll actually feel much better. Although keep ''shoot arrows'' but also shoot till happy. LoL! We both. =.='' Thanks to Julian and uncle who kai dao me. Thanks for the drink Julian, I love it. Thanks to Low who's been doing cheeky acts to make me laugh. And he succeed. Thanks to all who care.

Man. I love you guys.

My scar. Painless but ugly. Eeyer! Enough of it. I'm afraid of scars. LOL!

Everything went bad

I'm now very vexed. Which one should I choose? Lemon or newstead? Lemon increase my pay. Now got $1200. Newstead is an UNSTABLE $900. Deduct CPF left around $700. Late for work and small things deduct again. In the end you take home less than $500. Paid for transport and food. One month no money in all money out. How nice then.

But the good thing is you can learn a lot a at newstead. But income very unstable. Lemon you can be sure don't have $1000 also at least have $800 to take home. But problem now is newstead they want kick out all lemon counters. End up lots of lemon promoters no counters to go. End up we might be jobless. Vincent said will inform me asap what he plan to do. If he transfer me to a not too far location. I might still be working at lemon.

But wait. How to tell uncle and mindy about this? So pai seh facing the newsteadpeople everyday. Later mindy wait and wait why I didn't go to work? Reason is I'm still sucking working for lemon. Then like that next time sure die already. Don't even think of stepping into newstead to visit the guys or what ever. Because sure will get throw out. -_-

Maybe I'll just have to wait for vincent's reply first before I can decide on anything after tomorrow. The day seems so slow to pass. Everyday no sales. Uncle said I'll become statue soon stoning like this. True true. But this job can at least slack a bit. What else more can I ask for? Like my friend? Worked until a job he's not suitable. First day poured wine on himself. Second day poured wine on customer. Third day said want to quit already. So, find job must really find a one you think you can do it. If not rather don't work.

So vexed. How to sleep? Hope everything can just end suddenly. Work here trouble, work there problem. Face both sides boss also pai seh. End it all please. I'm already vexed till use penknife cut my hand already. No feelings some more. Don't believe? Ask jimmy. He's totally stunned when he saw this. Thought I want to kill myself. What's wrong with me? End my troubles please. One gone another arrived. Bad year. It sux.


I.Siao.Liao. 烦死人了！

Had a weird day

Bad day. Whole day was having mute war with a stupid guy. This guy asked me to leave him alone, don't bug him just because I want to ask him about some matters. And he said I bugged him. In a joking manner. But I'm still pissed. I said don't bug don't bug you forever. And he on me. So today I talked to all EXCLUDING him. He came waving at me, hi here hi there later. But he's just invisible to me. Heard him said don't 'cai' don't 'cai' then. Fine then.

Maybe I'm petty, maybe I'm having PMS. Oh well, whatever. I just know that he's my jinx. Better don't let me see him much. If not sure trouble. We two like stuck wrong door god. -_-

Yesterday's still a nice day. Met up with Ting. Had a long shopping and chatting day. Feeling so relaxed and enjoyable. Bought lots of things. Spending money makes me feel good. LoL? So long never feel so relax can? Every day work till like want die. Humans are weird. When you don't have a job you'll go, 'I want a job!' When you're working, you'll go, 'I don't want to work!' -_-

Lucky there's some matters to cheer me up today. Uncle Zen came to find me for dinner. Treated me to a wonderful Japanese meal. So long never had such a good meal. Feel bad to let him treat again. Can't finish the food so asked Jes over to settle them. Uncle want to sing K after I knocked off work. But I'm really too tired so reject him. He's so disappointed. Sorry uncle.

Di came to find me at work also. So noisy can? As usual. LoL. Another few couple of days more. Then nobody will come find me at my new work place. Everyday had to work like mad. But hope I'll learn more things. Everything stand a bit. Then life will be easier. Work is really not easy you know? Money so hard to earn.

I've got a friend who I dislike last time due to some misunderstanding. But now all is cleared and we're like sharing everything we both are in a bad shape now. Maybe when two people are facing the same kind of problems, they're be good friends even if they didn't know each other well the previous time. He today so funny. First day at work all things wrong. Poured a glass of red wine on himself. I was like LOL? Luckily not on customers if not sure get fire straight. LOL! I've been laughing at this matter for a whole night already. Pardon me, but he's really so blur. Help! Even more worse than me. LOL!

1am. Sleeping time. I'll try to online 2 hours only from now on. Really need more time to rest.

The wrong choice?

RongFang! What have you done? Why did things turn out this way?

Have I made the correct choice? Did the right thing?

Went for newstead's interview. Chrisila was not at sim lim. Was asked to look for the lady boss mindy instead. And I don't know how did things turn out like that? Just like that. I don't know!

Was accepted in to newstead straight away without any more further questions. Was told that I'll have lots of chances to learn from mindy at sim lim. Sales thing, computer stuffs, admin account and stock thing, and some HR stuffs also. Went like WOW! I want to learn! And don't know what happened next, Mindy persuade me to go quit straight. So I filled up the form and went upstairs to look for vincent. And fired him off.

Will only work till this month for LeMon. Since my counter no more. No point staying right? Since there's more things to learn in newstead. No harm joining right? Don't know. Hope I made the correct decision. Really can't bear to leave the guys at imm. But mindy promised me I'll get transfer over once I learn the basic at sim lim.

Can't bear to leave vincent also. Although sometimes I'll feel glad that I can escape from his 'clutches'. But I know I'll miss him. He's really a nice guy. Said I blur blur always don't know how to protect myself making him worried every time. Asked me to be more smart in my next job. Listening him talked about all these I really want to cry. How can I get used to not listening to a voice which I've been hearing every day for 3 months? How can I get used to not calling or receiving vincent's call everyday? He taught me a lot these few months. Thank you vincent.

I guess I'll really hug him and cry at the end of the month.

Must get used to not ki siao ing with the guys everyday. Must get used to not hearing from vincent everyday. Must get used to not dialing vincent's number every time. LoL? Must get used to sim lim. Must get used to new colleagues. Must get used to waking up early. Must get used to squeezing in bus everyday. Must get used to facing mindy everyday. Must get used to everything again. Can I?

I miss the guys, I miss vincent, I miss IMM.

Counting down. 19 days more to go.

A decison to make

Had a very tiring day. Just want to crawl into my bed and sleep right away after I've blogged.

Finally it's Monday. The day for me to plan my long future. And decide which path I want. Really very afraid that my request might not be successful. My request to stay in Newstead IMM. Or even worse, failed me straight. No chance at all for me to learn from the guys.

Switch jobs or not to? That's what I'm most troubled over with right now.

LeMon : Products sux. Even Vincent said so. Landed me in so much troubles including the slapping incident. Commission damn less like shit. But overall Vincent's really nice to me. Everything is easy to discuss with him. Because sure no problem one. If I can get my fair share of what I want. I won't have the thought of quitting. But frankly say, till right now, I still can't make up my mind. Stay or leave?

Newstead: So far as I know. It's a strict company. No time and excuse for you to eat snakes around. You had to rush all the way. Hit the target every month if not you'll die terribly. Am I able to do and stand it? The lady boss is fierce. In fact she's VERY fierce. Leaves, off day and MC are damn hard to request. Pay? Don't know yet. Haven't meet the HR Chrisila yet. Don't dare to even think about it.

Plus the worse which I hope it won't happen. And that is I have to leave the guys. Leave Newstead IMM. Maybe to Sim Lim or Funan. Or if I'm staying at LeMon, I have to see where Vincent decide to shift me to. Hopefully it's just best denki which is beside them. Then still have the chance to see them oftenly. They're too nice to be miss. I can't bear to leave them. Already used to the surrounding for these 3 months. Not easy for me to adapt in. It's them who made me feel welcome. That's why my first job had been running smoothly till now.

Will make up my mind after I meet Chrisila later. Have to give both sides an answer some how. But most of the time after seeing Vincent. I can't bear to say I'm firing him. Cruel right? He's really nice, the company is not that bad also. Just the products sux and I'm sick of selling them. It dropped my confidence level a hell lot.

Went IT show at Suntec after work just now. Told Vincent I wanted to go shopping there and asked to leave 2 hours earlier. Approved as usual. Told ya he's really nice. The IT show damn many people there. Suddenly I feel like a sardine, being squashed and squeezed here and there in a tight spot. As what uncle said, you can only move along with the crowd. No space to move around on your own.

But it's really an eye opening event for me. Was like wow. Got crazy or not? Selling those products cheap like mad. Can earn this way? So many people, so many products, such a grand event. Saw LeMon's counter is filled with warmth. All teamwork. Envy. Wished I can be there with them too but seriously my health won't be able to stand it. That's why Vincent didn't ask me over to help. Most of the promoters waved to me, so touched by them. They approached me and said a friendly hi. I had the feeling of a family. Reminds me of Litez some how.

Unlike Newstead, I can't find the family feeling. Those guys sometimes want care don't want care. They don't even bother to bother me. Understand? Making me feel so lonely sometimes. Wonder if this will change if I joined them. Maybe we'll have more topics to talk about. So I won't feel neglected by them.

Don't know, I really don't know anything now. Perhaps a good night sleep will make my mind focus and making it easier to make up a decision later. Off to bed then.

I don't know post

SIAN!

That's why conferencing. With the usual gang. Me, mei, fran, plus an extra. LOL! Ok too bored. The extra is not sam of coz. First time heard sam's voice. So CUTE can? So kou ai neh. LOL!

Bored. Super bored at work. 3rd day without low, kelvin, lieu and joanne at work. Nobody accompany me talk. Got lah, jimmy lor. Keep sitting at my counter and stare at chio bu outside. Coz today a lot of event there. Got hongkong stars some more. So sure a lot of chio bu chase. So sure a lot of chio bu to jio lor. LoL?

Sold a couple of sets today. With some luck. Really need to plan my future job. This job is really so unfair. So small turf so many people snatching business there. Downstairs Giant selling MP4 at $79. Mine $129. How to fight? Come on lah. Jitao lose liao. Their MP3 is 2GB $79. Mine is 1GB $89. Same model. Yeah. How nice. -_-

Wanted to go down to the IT show. But totally no time at all. Need to prepare for the interview on Monday. Pray hard that I can get into IMM branch. So I can join them. So I won't miss them. If not uncle's taking the booth away. Then I boothless. LOL! Then I can't do business. Then means I need to siam away from IMM. Then I'll miss them lor. Haiz.

So many things to consider. So many things for me to think. So headache. And wonder why I still got time and brain cells to think of silly stuffs to talk and joke about. Recently the rumor of me and Kelvin spread till the whole 2nd level IMM kopitiam. -_- Me and him what lah. Kaoz. Yuan lai work also got trouble de. Sian diao.

Tomorrow no more egg please. Fan si ren le. So much stress from here and there lor. Work fan, no work more fan. Don't know le lah. I also don't know if I prefer the life I'm leading now or previously. Sleep no more fan. And I think really got some one koon on conf le. Time to sleep soon too. If not tomorrow I keep dozing off I die. Koon liao!

Time to forget about it

No sales. No customers asking. No big news. No small news. No nothing at all. Just very eng eng bo tai ji shaking leg at work today.

Heng. Friday past by peacefully. I wished Saturday and Sunday will be the same too. But with some sales please. Weekend! Don't all go to the IT show lah! Only sold one set for the whole week. *Cleans ears* Preparing to get a big fat scolding.

I sort of hated and love this life I'm leading now. Love is at least with a job it keeps me busy and less time or totally no time left to think of those bo liao matters. Yeah, bo liao matters so why should I even think about it? Starting to forget all about it. Forgetting all the matters concerning. Does he even exist in my life before? Does that even happened before? I must be dreaming right? *Slaps self awake* Hah!

Hate is I HATE THIS JOB OF MINE LAH!

Stupid silly rotten lemons. Vincent better don't know about my blog or I'll die terribly. But I just hate those faulty so many problems lemons. As said by some ''nice'' customers, "Lousy lemons, lemons sux, fcuk lemons." O_O! More horrible ones I heard them before also. So you can see lah, lemons really are terrible, horrible, buay tahan ible.

Spending time learning IT stuffs. And as coz I'm interested in this, I learnt it with ease. Considering the current status I'm in now. There's no point hanging around. Floating nowhere in mid air. So why not change a new job with a new surrounding and start all over again? Hmm. Take one step at a time lady. Don't think too much about it first now.

I'm really very happy here. Thank you guys. I really don't mind being a PR for them. PR = Personal Runner. Buy food, buy drinks, buy groceries, buy newspaper etc etc. At least I'll be happy when I'm busy right? Really need a job which will fill up my time more. Selling lemons are too free. Busy so that I don't even have any more time left thinking about those silly stuffs. And that will ease my pain quick and easily.

I'm sleepy and I want to rest early. Sleep will help me to forget about it too. =)

The 3 8 day post

Without him at Newstead, luck is just so much better. The guys went to work at the IT show. Inculding him. Leaving only a couple of us here in IMM. Jes as usual came to help. Without him always dota-ing behind my back. I broke the egg today. ^_^V

Finally, after a 4 days egg meal. Braised, scrambled, streamed, fried, all tried already. LoL.

Hey, one is better than nothing right? LoL.

Some more Vincent sent in lots of stocks for me today. I was like wow. Does that mean we're not moving away anymore? Does that mean I can stay at IMM? Does that mean I don't have to jump over to Newstead? Coz it's confirm if I'm working at Newstead, it won't be at IMM branch. As said by uncle the boss. Sian half already.

Wonder how the guys are doing at the IT show. Sure there's lots of people. Sure earn lots of commission. Business was not that bad at IMM too. But still had some time to learn some IT stuffs from Julian. And helped them took off the CNY decorations. ''Stoled'' Kelvin's Toshiba's CNY cartoon posters home. So cute can? I want to keep them.

Didn't notice my left foot was as swollen as a pig totter. Can't even bend my foot now. When is it so serious again? Chinese sin seh, ang mo doctor, X-Rays all seen and done. Nothing is wrong. Then why? Give me an answer for it. I'm sick and tired of walking with a limp every time.

Just get those unlucky matters far away from me. Think I need to bath with ang huey water to wash away those bad luck. And I believe Kelvin Chua is my jinx. LoL. I hate people to touch my hair, esp guys. Touch liao bad luck came. LoL. Pantang sia. My hair, I touch it myself only lah. Can? Stop touching my hair you guys. The guy from best denki and Kelvin Chua you both smelly chicken egg. (Direct translated from Julian's pet phrase.)

Orh orh-ing now.

但愿明天会更好。

How interesting

4am and I'm still awake. How nice. Later sure can't wake up in time at 9am. Today's really a very ''interesting'' day.

I fainted in Newstead. LoLoL.

Still had to trouble Julian to carry me in the office and pass me panadols. If only I had a kor kor like Julian. He'll sure take care of me and won't let me get bullied. How nice can it be.

Was already feeling dizzy the whole morning. Just blank out around noon. Faintly I heard some of the guys screaming. Including Julian and Kelvin who seems to rush over. Lieu and Edmund worrying and asking if I'm okay. Seems I shock them all with this. Coz Kelvin was still blur and stunned there when Julian asked him to open the office's door. LoL.

Mum and dad rushed over. Just to know that I'm already feeling better after the medicine. So they left soon after. But later in the evening, I feel faint again. This time it's Low who keep me company and cheer me up. Thank you low low.

He's nice. In fact everyone of them are nice EXCLUDING Kelvin. Who only knows how to chase me home and said he hate to see me sick still hang in there working. Then of coz quarrel again. Was lazy to bother and talk to him. I wish to go back home too if possible. But you know how to spell CANNOT?

Low, Kelvin, Lieu and Joan are going to the IT roadshow. I'll miss them. 4 days without them. Bored and busy. Coz sure lack of staffs. Just hope that I'll still be at IMM next week. Maybe been worrying too much hence feel the stress that keep making me dizzy. Everything goes smoothly for me please? I can't stand any more blows. Will collapse. But for now I'll go collapse in bed first. Another 5 hours of sleep before waking up for work.

Decision made

Ate egg again. Bleh. Always bully me. Best denki that chio bu snatch away all the business. Lieu asked me to have confidence in myself. Said I'm not that bad either. Yeah, thanks ah. White lies are nice to listen after all sometimes.

WHAT LAH? I JUST KNOW I'M NOT CHIO. GOT PROBLEM?

Those tiko peks want to buy from her buy lor. The girl also very what. Customers buy already want to touch her here touch there also can one. Touch hands only lah. But also very the what mah. Geylang meh? Excuse me. Here is IMM.

Eat egg eat egg lor. Who cares. They're dying to throw my counter out anyway. Made up my mind and the final decision today. Made a call to Chrisila who is the HR of Newstead. Meeting her on Monday at Sim Lim for a ''chat''. If benefits and salary are slightly better than that sour niao mon. I'll jump grass skirt dance then.

Just hope that my request for IMM's branch is successful. If not really need to reconsider. Kelvin said he'll go to Sim Lim to allow me coming to IMM's branch and leaving me with his Toshiba corner. And he said he's serious about this. Shen Jing Bing. =.=

Just want to spend everyday peacefully. Buy food for the guys. Chat and play around with them. Some more today their topic so the what. Discussing the size of their *youknowwhatunderneath*. Is like Omfg! I can't believe that I still can joke and join in their this discussion. LoL!

Foot's hurting again. Coz ran to see if it's raining outside. For Kelvin. No choice. Owe him a ren qing debt. If able to wake up early later, will accompany mom to hospital for her check up and treatment. Then off to work. Looking forward for the news from Chrislia and my niece's wedding. Had already bought a dress to wear on her wedding.

WHAT? RONGFANG WEARING DRESS? LOL!?

No mistake lah. Cannot meh? And I think I don't look that bad in dress after all. Hahaha. Maybe really need to change. Don't be so ah boy style already. If not next time nobody want me. Now also don't know what. Got like no, no like got. Forget it. Go sleep and dream better.

Tomorrow better don't let me eat egg again. If not I'll be a scrambled egg. Fried by Vincent.

Everlasting dream no more

I'm rich. LoL? Finally got a few hundreds in my wallet instead of just a few cents. Coz I just got my pay today. Paid off my debts.

CLEARED! ALL CLEARED AT LAST!

The stupid freaky mess he got me into is finally settled. Very relived. Just had to be on tight budget this month and I can start saving some money into bank from next month onwards. For the time being I'm worrying about my job. To stay or to leave? If I'm stable in this current position, I won't have to worry about it. Newstead is not that bad after all. Their Sim Lim staffs and shops are nice. Most importantly Mindy's nice to me too.

Had step out of the first step of my plan. Everything is going on very smoothly as what I've expected. In terms of relationship, I've settled it. Bootlicker you might call me. Who cares? As long as I can succeed. It's perfectly alright. Sacrificing a little to gain more. That's what I need to do now. You can say that my 心机 is very serious. But sometimes 耍手段 is the path that lets us archive in successful life.

You can choose to agree with me or not. Not going to bother about what you'll think. Don't worry. I'm old enough to plan for my future and know what I'm doing. Will work out the best way myself. For now I only care about my family, friends, health, job and most importantly money. No money then no treatment then no good health for me. Relationship thing. Get that freaky thing lost. I'm starting to dislike guys. Won't die without them.

Everyone around me are either married, planning to get married, has a BR or GF. My niece just sent her wedding cake over. My friend just got engaged. Another of my friend just found her true love. Me? I will prefer to be alone. For my entire life I won't mind that too. As long I have money to last me. I don't trust guys already. Say one thing do another. I don't believe in happily ever after now. Those are just dream. Wake up. Gone.

An ever lasting dream? Not anymore. I'll only live for myself now.

Confused mind

Ate another egg again. Two days in a row. Weekends some more. For the first time ever, I sold totally nothing on a weekend. Sales was bad at Newstead too. Wonder why. Maybe they're correct. That's not really an excellent place to place our booth at. Will respect their choice. If I'm ask to move. Just move then. Just pray that I won't get transfer to those far places.

Already decided that I won't be working at Newstead. Unless it's IMM outlet then I'll consider. Since I don't lack the money anyway. Less pay but it's more relaxing to work at lemon. After later when I get my pay and clear all my debts. All is a new beginning. At that time, per month less than 1000 will be good enough for me to spend. Because can sense the stress Newstead guys are facing. Must hit target, late for work die, tough to apply for leave, MC troublesome etc.

Don't know if I'm stress, happy or what so ever. Ate a lot today. Bamboo chicken braised rice, chicken porridge, sieu mai, char sieu bao, carrot cake. All for just dinner alone. Lunch was another serving of bamboo rice. Breakfast was duck noodles. And came back home still hungry, ta bao 10 mini char sieu baos for supper, drank the soup mom cooked, and ate a bowl of porridge just a moment ago. I'm mad, ain't I? The guys all goes O_O!!!!! when they saw me ate so much.

Need to sleep soon. Got to wake up early to go Sim Lim with Odelia to collect pay. After that perhaps I'll come home and chiong Ella's show DVD or maybe catch the Jack Neo's movie and a little shopping trip to pamper myself if time allows. Because my cousin's coming over to pass those wedding cakes to us. Her daughter, my niece, who is 5 years older than me is getting married on the 15th. Congrats. I'll need to take leave on that day to attend. Complicated relationship of my dad's side relatives. Our age gap super scary one.

Actually at this time of my life I can already sense danger. No career. Just a fucking job. And I won't let guys support me if I'm able to support myself. No license. I want a driving license. No bf to dote on me and share my problems with. No money in bank account to withdraw out. No everything. Sometimes I wish I'm still a kid. Nothing to worry about. Just hope that by the end of this year, I'll be able to get some thousands in my bank account, so that I'll have money to learn driving. And the most important is a stable career with a better income. Bf? Don't dare to think. I'm a career minded person anyway. Chiong on work first. Just some simple wishes, are they possible? Hope so.

The newborn weekend egg

Congrats to myself. The first time for ever I didn't manage to sell any on a weekend. Best denki's lemon promoter with her mini shirt that when she wears the uniform will just cover all up. Wear like no wear like that. Snatch away all business. Or perhaps was drown drunk by my seniors at boss's house the previous night. Was blur the whole day. Hence couldn't concentrate.

The whole Newstead was quiet. Hence affected my booth too. The guys just went gaming the whole day. And as usual, I was quiet. Very quiet. Just walked to HP corner to ask Julian about the job. Maybe will jump grass skirt dance soon. The pay is high. 1300 bucks. I'm drooling at it. Sim Lim then Sim Lim. Since working hours also 11am-8pm. Not much difference. Can consider.

Shipei Mei came today and accompany me lunching. We had chicken cutlet. Very yummy I would say. But heart ache after eating it. 4.80 bucks can get me two meals if I save save eat. So dinner with Matthew was normal. Matthew and Edward came at night. And we had dinner at 9 plus. Went shopping after that. I don't know Edward's Chinese was more jia lat than Matthew.

Sunday later. Hope I won't eat another egg. If not the chance sure high. I'm trying my best to save myself but seems all is just the opposite. Can't tell anyone. Not even the guys. I feel so troubled. Monday getting pay. Need to pay my debt and buy some stuffs. Then save save use and wait for commission. Hope it's enough to last me for this month. After this, I'll be freed.

Today just gotten Ella's show DVD. Planning my Monday schedule. Should be collect commission and come home watch DVD. If not will add a shopping and movie treat if there's enough time. Need to relax and enjoy myself. If only I can go back to my old life. So carefree, relaxing and enjoyable. I miss the days. The days of those months I missed them most. But haiz. Forget it.

The fun and joy

Tired and sleepy. Just back from boss's house not long ago. His private property so huge! I think I can even get lost in there. LOL! It's really omg lo. So huge and nice. If only I own a house like that. Woots. But the place is so damn hard to find. Some more I nearly get lost at those transferring of train. Luckily there's the east sider Sugi to help. Told him I'm a mountain turtle when at east. He's the same at west too. LOL!

Set off to Serangoon after work. The worst thing happened. My heels broke. Had to hop to JP to find another pair of heels. After all that, managed to find the freaky ulu place at 9.30pm. As usual, I'm the latest. Thanks ning jie for bringing me over to that ulu place. And sponsoring a cup of noodles for my dinner at her house. Collected an ang pao from her mom too. So pai seh can? Really troubled her too much.

Stayed there so long yet I still don't know which is our big boss. Blur me. Only know the lady boss. She's so kind can? Keep asking us to eat this and that and offered to give us a ride to the nearest train station. Unlike Vincent who just flew off right after I reached. PS ing all his promoters. We're all damn pissed lo. Some more he gave the wrong direction. Made me and ning jie gosturn one big round. Stupid guy.

Actually intend to wear my top without the jacket. But the guys at Newstead, their reaction already scared me to death. Esp Low, Lieu and Kelvin. Wa kaoz. Still thinking should I joined them soon? Coz my counter is already 99.99% confirm gone case. Sugi said he was only asked to fill up a form and all done. What? Just like that. Then go Sim Lim for what shit interview lo?

Will be getting my pay on Monday. Asked Odelia along too. Quite close with her after just now de CNY staffs gathering. Coz the guys only know how to gamble. Zhe fu senior won the money is much more than his commission lo. So many blue notes. Wa! The older one mahjong. Younger poker. Gals laze on couch and watch tee bee. Sian of it so Odelia and me hop cab back first lo.

Pay day pay day. Money money. Monday Monday. LOL! Siao liao. Hope my request for transferring to that place is successful if *touch wood* my counter get shoo. If it's not the place I want I rather jump grass skirt dance already. Miss the days when I'm not working. Dreaming again. Go sleep and dream then. Hai.

A rest finally

I'm on MC! Hip hip hooray! So happy can? 2 days MC some more. Why not let me fall more seriously ill till I can only just lie in hospital's bed and sleep my day away. Finally I got a rest. But the stupid dumb bell Alex which is my big big boss grumbled again. Guess my MC can only have 50% discount. Use one day only then.

Went home at 1 plus coz I can't stand it any longer. Stomach hurting like mad. Thought some serious problem so rushed home to visit my family doctor. Called up Vincent and informed him. He said why I so silly. Just go home straight. Don't have to tell him. Nabeh. Siao la. SJB company with SJB supervisors.

Some how I feel the cold attitude the guys gave me. I'm in pain till nearly about to roll on the floor yet nobody offer to help. Till I go and punch card then they noticed. Thanks Kelvin, he's the only one who approached me and asked me am I alright. Lung words la. If I'm okay, I don't need to go home right? He's so bai. Bai chi. Don't know what to do except for offering to help call an ambulance only. Mr Chua, you don't mind paying the bee por bee por bill I'm okay with it. =.=

Doctor said I'm too stress up + over tired myself + foot's injury + bad gastric + slight diabetic = so sick. The medical fees can let me hang myself already. And I don't think I can skip another day of work tomorrow. Maybe just bring medicine over and hang on there. So many problems, as what I told him last time, maybe if I died one day, you won't know that also. Bu xi han you to know also.

Everyone loves to play MIA. I'm joining in too. Guys fish off. Need us to talk to come find us. If not MIA till disappear in the air. I prefer to spend time alone for now. Sugi's going over for interview later. Good luck guy. Go ''shoot'' that Chrisila if you buay song. LOL! I go find zhou gong play chess le. Tomorrow wake up then see if I'm comfortable for work anot. Tomorrow never go next week no need off then. Fish that company la. Well, sleep first, think later ba.

Mad post

Recently always chat with a guy friend. Sms a lot at work also. Don't let Vincent catch me I mati. Maybe coz we have the same topic to talk about? Previously thought he's not anyone nice. But turns out to be he's actually a nice and sweet person to talk to lo. Last time misunderstood him le. So pai seh ar.

Sorry, a lot of singlish slangs recently. Smooth day at work. Hope everyday lidat then good ar. Sold a voice recorder. Customer want discount or some free batteries. Vincent told her to fuck off. LOL! Just joking la. He said give 9 bucks discount. 9 bucks can let her buy batteries till die le. =.= How can lidat say one lo?

Low told the guys I maybe will tio transfer away. Kelvin was shock lo. Asked me to fire my boss first. Then they asked me to join Newstead. Julian said can request me to work at IMM outlet instead of sim lim or funan. Suddenly feel like jump grass skirt dance leh. Dunno la. See how it goes first. See if Sugi got in anot. Then see how much is the pay lo.

Dunno why today type whole rubbish singlish post. Trying to cheer myself up I suppose? Was too quiet at work whole day. Till the guys thought I siao liao. Dunno la. Very tired. Had to mai xiao to customers. But deep down hurting. Some more I still need to comfort and cheer a couple of friends up. Well, they happy, I'm happy too. All happy then.

Hahaha. Siao liao siao liao. Jia lat. Suddenly type until lidat liao. Bo money still buy so many cds and dvds. As long as all these can brighten up my day. Who cares if I'm broke and have to live on bread till I get my pay. March's here. Hope this will be a better month for me. Happy march day. Lame I know. Then I go sleep lo. Don't read if you are not a lamer. LOL! =.=