Today duan wu jie aka dragon boat festival liao. But I prefer to call it rice dumplings festival. Zong zi!! Rice dumplings!! *drools till cannot drools* Wo ai!!
But sad papa only bought vegetarian dumplings this year. Someone plus got red bean in it one. 15 of them lor. Wth. Can't he even buy some meat dumplings!! I want bak chang lar!!
Mama will be going to malaysia later. Without me. I still can't comfirm if I'm going alone on friday. Can't make up my mind. I only want to eat those yummy food there.
Two days of free time leh. Must not be lazy and go repair my damn hp. Serious problem. No money repair lar. Warrenty over liao. No sound, now can't even vibrate. Sometimes can't even send msgs and make calls. Will auto shutdown and can't be on again. Sianz lor.
Need to go check out those cds and go sinseh there. If possible, would like to find mama a birthday present too. Later cannot go SP find fenni liao. She going to the movies with her classmates after lessons. I'm alone again.
Twins in thailand, fenni busy schooling, mama busy in malaysia, papa busy working. What can I do? Dang all the 6 jobs gone case after they heard my name. My name sibei suay as mention by my parents. That's why I'm born a jinx. I'm asked to change my name or have an english name.
I currently had one job offer but not going to work there. My old friend ah qin keep asking me to work in her pub. But girl, I can't drink leh. 3 cans of beers I drunk liao. How can take wine? I'm afraid of those beers and wines too. They kills. Thinking of my cousins. Sadz.
Anyone wanna accompany me out boh? Shopping and going malacca. Beep me kays? Otherwise I'd just rot in SG alone for 10+ days. Please lar, someone pei pei wo lehs. I hate the feeling of being alone. No friends and family don't bother about me. Drown myself online nia.
And one thing, I hate people who controls my life. That's why papa and me always quarrel. Because he's stepping into my life lar. I do what I want. You don't have to tell me to do this and that. I won't let myself to be controlled by anyone. Don't care who you are. Hope I won't tio bug anymore. I love freedom! Zi you wan sui!
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Survey
Let me ask you some questions about relationships. For what? I'm just plain bored. For fun lor. =.='''
1) Girls: Would you choose someone who is younger then you as your bf?
Guys: Would you choose someone who is older then you as your gf?
2) Girls: Would you choose a guy who is older then you 10+ years old as your bf?
Guys: Would you choose a girl who is younger then you 10+ years as your gf?
3) Would you go into a relationship with your cousin? (Mum's side lar of course, dad's side are blood cousins leh.)
4) Would you accept a best friend or close friend for many years as your bf/gf? (Wouldn't you find this weird?)
Want my answers?
1) Last time I'd go noooooooo!! Younger then one day also cannot. But then now see how mature young guys are, perharps it's okay. Just younger 2-3 years is alright. More then that? Bye bye lor!
2) Sure no. Going out with an ah pek or uncle or ah chek or dua kor seems alamak! Cannot lar for sure. Most is older then 5 years can liao. Otherwise run!
3) Last time think okay, now thinks no k. So de weird if your aunty turns into your mom in law. Confusing relationship next time. What to call those relatives arh?
4) Better not. It won't be nice if you break and even can get to friends no more. I rather choose a friendship rather then a relationship.
What's your answer? Tag with the questions you wanna answer. I'm just kay poh lar. Cos friends around me are under relationship stress. And most of the problems are these mar. So I wanna know more lor. But then I forget one last question le. So oh well. Next time remember then ask again. Ha!
Must help me do this relationship 'survey' de hor! Thanks in advance le!
1) Girls: Would you choose someone who is younger then you as your bf?
Guys: Would you choose someone who is older then you as your gf?
2) Girls: Would you choose a guy who is older then you 10+ years old as your bf?
Guys: Would you choose a girl who is younger then you 10+ years as your gf?
3) Would you go into a relationship with your cousin? (Mum's side lar of course, dad's side are blood cousins leh.)
4) Would you accept a best friend or close friend for many years as your bf/gf? (Wouldn't you find this weird?)
Want my answers?
1) Last time I'd go noooooooo!! Younger then one day also cannot. But then now see how mature young guys are, perharps it's okay. Just younger 2-3 years is alright. More then that? Bye bye lor!
2) Sure no. Going out with an ah pek or uncle or ah chek or dua kor seems alamak! Cannot lar for sure. Most is older then 5 years can liao. Otherwise run!
3) Last time think okay, now thinks no k. So de weird if your aunty turns into your mom in law. Confusing relationship next time. What to call those relatives arh?
4) Better not. It won't be nice if you break and even can get to friends no more. I rather choose a friendship rather then a relationship.
What's your answer? Tag with the questions you wanna answer. I'm just kay poh lar. Cos friends around me are under relationship stress. And most of the problems are these mar. So I wanna know more lor. But then I forget one last question le. So oh well. Next time remember then ask again. Ha!
Must help me do this relationship 'survey' de hor! Thanks in advance le!
My dear friends
"What's your name?"
"I like the way you smile."
"You wear hairband very nice."
"Don't give up."
"Are you feeling better today?"
"If you don't like me to be your friend, just tell me, I can go away."
"See, I tell you that you can do it."
"Wah? I thought you sick today why come pasar malam?"
"Come, line up and sit here."
"Don't worry lah, I'm fine."
"I'm not angry, if I'm angry also not angry with you."
"You take bus to school today also?"
"I also will fail de mah, never mind one lar, this one not important."
"Today teacher let us down so late, no time to buy food liao. Come, take this bread. You know you cannot don't eat de."
"I sit behind cannot come infront find you meh?"
"So many days never come to school, I miss you leh."
All these are what he told me 10 years ago. Ting, you know why I keep asking you if you contact ZW? Because the last thing he told me is.
"I hate you."
That is on 14-10-98. I saw him at my downstairs kopitiam. Just wanna ask him how is he, ask him for his contact and keep in touch. But when he saw me, that time I was wearing school uniform. He actually turned his back at me. But the worse is, when he left, he walk past me and said. "I hate you." I really don't understand why he would wanna hate me. I wanted to find him and ask him that myself. After all, it's been so many years.
Even veron can remembered how he bullied her, of course I would remembered how nice a friend he is. Don't wanna lose this friendship. It's such a pity we all lose contact with him. Maybe he really moved. Jia told me in 01 that she saw him playing BB at our CC. With alot of girls beside cheering for him. Still the same old pattern. Keep attracting girls. =.=
But I heard a news about him. Which is he pass away due to cancer. Is that true? I don't wish to know that. Bee send me lots of letters after I left you guys. She told me ZW keep asking why I left. Saying that I'm selfish. You girls understand me right? I don't want that too.
Had a big shock when I returned to class the following year. I actually found a my long lost file in the big metal cupboard which I used to place my books last time. In it there's a slip of paper written, RongFang jia you. Keep in touch. ZW.
Yea, you girls are rumouring that he's chasing me last time. I heck care type lar. But I must really admit that he's a nice friend to have. Really hope that we are able to contact back. Then once again, a gathering with all of us. Wishful thinking I guess.
Maybe we have no fate to be friends. I lost touch with most of you when the journal you all written for me gets stolen in 98. Sadden for 1 whole week. Useless bah. Without that, I don't even know how to contact you guys back. But I'm glad, I'm really glad to have found back my bestie friend ah ting, my dear girl ah lin, my old friend ah jia and my caring friend ah bee. The 4 flowers of 96. I will never forget the times we exchanged sailormoon stickers and watched the cartoon final episode together in ting's house.
Managed to contact afew friends in 02's gathering. Thanks to ah bee. Mei sheue, I don't even know her well, yet she walk to the bus stop with me at late night. The girls, yimin and xinyi keep passing the food to me. The guys, such jokers. Keep saying my past and ZW? =.=''' All snatching my hp to note in their contacts. It's such a warm gathering.
But I know who are my true friends. When my mum fell ill, I had nobody to turn to. Ting gave me a call to take care and don't think too much. Lionel gave me an sms and said he's always there to help. I just cried on the cab. QH msn me and ask me if I needed help. JH came over to my house to visit. And alot more. I just wanna say thanks, my dear friends.
Specially thanks to:
Youting, kahbee, lijia, lireen. My p5 friends. Thanks for being with me girls.
Junhao, qiuhui, xuefang. My p6 friends. Thanks for the care and concern.
And my dear friend for 14 years, Jiahui. Thanks for taking the contacting always.
Hope we will still be able to keep in touch:
Meisheue, xiaoting, yimin, xinyi, lionel, gilbert, kokwei, wenquan, shuzhuang, yiling, yinhui, qinqin, irene, shuan, liuchuan, anthony.
Anyone who had their contacts please do tell me:
Zhiwei, shuhui, simin, sinchoon, wanting, ivan.
You all are the best! Friends forever!
"I like the way you smile."
"You wear hairband very nice."
"Don't give up."
"Are you feeling better today?"
"If you don't like me to be your friend, just tell me, I can go away."
"See, I tell you that you can do it."
"Wah? I thought you sick today why come pasar malam?"
"Come, line up and sit here."
"Don't worry lah, I'm fine."
"I'm not angry, if I'm angry also not angry with you."
"You take bus to school today also?"
"I also will fail de mah, never mind one lar, this one not important."
"Today teacher let us down so late, no time to buy food liao. Come, take this bread. You know you cannot don't eat de."
"I sit behind cannot come infront find you meh?"
"So many days never come to school, I miss you leh."
All these are what he told me 10 years ago. Ting, you know why I keep asking you if you contact ZW? Because the last thing he told me is.
"I hate you."
That is on 14-10-98. I saw him at my downstairs kopitiam. Just wanna ask him how is he, ask him for his contact and keep in touch. But when he saw me, that time I was wearing school uniform. He actually turned his back at me. But the worse is, when he left, he walk past me and said. "I hate you." I really don't understand why he would wanna hate me. I wanted to find him and ask him that myself. After all, it's been so many years.
Even veron can remembered how he bullied her, of course I would remembered how nice a friend he is. Don't wanna lose this friendship. It's such a pity we all lose contact with him. Maybe he really moved. Jia told me in 01 that she saw him playing BB at our CC. With alot of girls beside cheering for him. Still the same old pattern. Keep attracting girls. =.=
But I heard a news about him. Which is he pass away due to cancer. Is that true? I don't wish to know that. Bee send me lots of letters after I left you guys. She told me ZW keep asking why I left. Saying that I'm selfish. You girls understand me right? I don't want that too.
Had a big shock when I returned to class the following year. I actually found a my long lost file in the big metal cupboard which I used to place my books last time. In it there's a slip of paper written, RongFang jia you. Keep in touch. ZW.
Yea, you girls are rumouring that he's chasing me last time. I heck care type lar. But I must really admit that he's a nice friend to have. Really hope that we are able to contact back. Then once again, a gathering with all of us. Wishful thinking I guess.
Maybe we have no fate to be friends. I lost touch with most of you when the journal you all written for me gets stolen in 98. Sadden for 1 whole week. Useless bah. Without that, I don't even know how to contact you guys back. But I'm glad, I'm really glad to have found back my bestie friend ah ting, my dear girl ah lin, my old friend ah jia and my caring friend ah bee. The 4 flowers of 96. I will never forget the times we exchanged sailormoon stickers and watched the cartoon final episode together in ting's house.
Managed to contact afew friends in 02's gathering. Thanks to ah bee. Mei sheue, I don't even know her well, yet she walk to the bus stop with me at late night. The girls, yimin and xinyi keep passing the food to me. The guys, such jokers. Keep saying my past and ZW? =.=''' All snatching my hp to note in their contacts. It's such a warm gathering.
But I know who are my true friends. When my mum fell ill, I had nobody to turn to. Ting gave me a call to take care and don't think too much. Lionel gave me an sms and said he's always there to help. I just cried on the cab. QH msn me and ask me if I needed help. JH came over to my house to visit. And alot more. I just wanna say thanks, my dear friends.
Specially thanks to:
Youting, kahbee, lijia, lireen. My p5 friends. Thanks for being with me girls.
Junhao, qiuhui, xuefang. My p6 friends. Thanks for the care and concern.
And my dear friend for 14 years, Jiahui. Thanks for taking the contacting always.
Hope we will still be able to keep in touch:
Meisheue, xiaoting, yimin, xinyi, lionel, gilbert, kokwei, wenquan, shuzhuang, yiling, yinhui, qinqin, irene, shuan, liuchuan, anthony.
Anyone who had their contacts please do tell me:
Zhiwei, shuhui, simin, sinchoon, wanting, ivan.
You all are the best! Friends forever!
Complain letter
I chao buay song! Sibei de buay song! Everyone is going overseas, why should I be left alone at home and guard the house? Twins, mama, aunt, cousins, etc etc all are going lar. Okay, I'm considered a burden to follow them to thailand. Now even Malacca mama ask me better not to go. An zua lar? Everywhere buay sai go? Bo money for me to go meh?
I DON'T CARE!
As if I can't go by myself. I don't wanna miss all those delicious food on mama's party. I wanna meet uncle whom I didn't met for 10 years? I wanna eat the rice dumplings aunt brought from KL. I want lar! How can I miss all those fun and laughters? No room for me to sleep is just an excuse! I can sleep anywhere de mar. Including upstairs. Don't have to camp in with kor.
But coughs! My problem, anyone tagging along with me to Malacca? Otherwise later I'd be left alone to rot there while mama and aunt went overseas. Someone accompany me there lar~~!! I don't even dare to go JB alone lor. Help! There so many robbers one.
This week damn busy liao lor. Win liao lor. Today woke up late. Everywhere cannot go liao. Tonight sleeping early then tomorrow go CWP. I need to repair my idiot phone. 1 year liao. No warrenty liao. Die liao. Must pay liao. Sian lor. Nong nong ago is xiang sell it to wa eh?
Friday go Malacca liao lor. But if I oversleep hor and jie go back liao then I mati liao. Alamak! Hope won't lar. Don't sleep lor. Then can early early go JB cos I scared robbers mar. Go uncle's house then koonz there lor. Hope I won't feed mosqitoes there lor.
I need to plan my week. Will be back on monday if nothing copes up. Or I rather stay in Malacca to accompany kor and aunt till mama returns lor. Which is till about 10 of June. Must see see first lar. I can't decide on anything yet. Cos I love to put aeroplane one leh.
From young till now, everything not enough money. My medical fees cost a bomb liao. Mama says it's about 20 thousand. Which she asked me to pay back when I had the money?! What de? I don't even go overseas before, except for malaysia. Never board a plane before, never ate pizzas before. Why? Because all these are way too expensive.
I wanted a mp3, a digicam, contact lens and dye my hair for so long. All cannot. Why? No money lar. Ar boh then? How much I wanted to tried a pizza. And I only went to sentosa once. I can't even go to sinseh there often. Why? Too ex lar. My allowence is just peanuts per month. I had to pay my sinseh fees, buy tonics for mama and me, top up ezlink. Now even had to buy grocerices. Hp also must pay sometimes. What de? You think 100 bucks very big?
From young till now, the adults are strict with me. I can't say those wah lao, wah piang, wah lan, wah kao and all. Got wah all buay sai. Papa says girls said all these rude. I'd get a warning from kai ye last time too. But then doesn't mean I don't know all these and can let people bullied. Try to get a job, failed 6 times. Why? Cos of my name. What de? Like mei ren yuan like that. Keep kena bullied. Pui lar!
Wah piang? Simi gui post is today? This post dam jia lat sia. I must be siao liao tonight. Sibei de singlish and hokkien arh. Heck care liao lar. Mai ask me why. Wa long zong mmzai. Siam first. But suddenly remember got someone sings hokkien gua for me and XY to listen that night. So cute neh! Wakakaka. Wa ki siao liao. Tao chio liao then siam. Mai pa wa hor!
I DON'T CARE!
As if I can't go by myself. I don't wanna miss all those delicious food on mama's party. I wanna meet uncle whom I didn't met for 10 years? I wanna eat the rice dumplings aunt brought from KL. I want lar! How can I miss all those fun and laughters? No room for me to sleep is just an excuse! I can sleep anywhere de mar. Including upstairs. Don't have to camp in with kor.
But coughs! My problem, anyone tagging along with me to Malacca? Otherwise later I'd be left alone to rot there while mama and aunt went overseas. Someone accompany me there lar~~!! I don't even dare to go JB alone lor. Help! There so many robbers one.
This week damn busy liao lor. Win liao lor. Today woke up late. Everywhere cannot go liao. Tonight sleeping early then tomorrow go CWP. I need to repair my idiot phone. 1 year liao. No warrenty liao. Die liao. Must pay liao. Sian lor. Nong nong ago is xiang sell it to wa eh?
Friday go Malacca liao lor. But if I oversleep hor and jie go back liao then I mati liao. Alamak! Hope won't lar. Don't sleep lor. Then can early early go JB cos I scared robbers mar. Go uncle's house then koonz there lor. Hope I won't feed mosqitoes there lor.
I need to plan my week. Will be back on monday if nothing copes up. Or I rather stay in Malacca to accompany kor and aunt till mama returns lor. Which is till about 10 of June. Must see see first lar. I can't decide on anything yet. Cos I love to put aeroplane one leh.
From young till now, everything not enough money. My medical fees cost a bomb liao. Mama says it's about 20 thousand. Which she asked me to pay back when I had the money?! What de? I don't even go overseas before, except for malaysia. Never board a plane before, never ate pizzas before. Why? Because all these are way too expensive.
I wanted a mp3, a digicam, contact lens and dye my hair for so long. All cannot. Why? No money lar. Ar boh then? How much I wanted to tried a pizza. And I only went to sentosa once. I can't even go to sinseh there often. Why? Too ex lar. My allowence is just peanuts per month. I had to pay my sinseh fees, buy tonics for mama and me, top up ezlink. Now even had to buy grocerices. Hp also must pay sometimes. What de? You think 100 bucks very big?
From young till now, the adults are strict with me. I can't say those wah lao, wah piang, wah lan, wah kao and all. Got wah all buay sai. Papa says girls said all these rude. I'd get a warning from kai ye last time too. But then doesn't mean I don't know all these and can let people bullied. Try to get a job, failed 6 times. Why? Cos of my name. What de? Like mei ren yuan like that. Keep kena bullied. Pui lar!
Wah piang? Simi gui post is today? This post dam jia lat sia. I must be siao liao tonight. Sibei de singlish and hokkien arh. Heck care liao lar. Mai ask me why. Wa long zong mmzai. Siam first. But suddenly remember got someone sings hokkien gua for me and XY to listen that night. So cute neh! Wakakaka. Wa ki siao liao. Tao chio liao then siam. Mai pa wa hor!
Monday, May 29, 2006
It's not the same anymore
If you know me well, you'd know I won't pinpoint out sensitive names in my blog. This is a post to him. I guess most of you will know who is the him I'm blogging about. Been thinking about this in my mind for the last few days. I guess it's time to blog it out and let this be past.
I cherish all the friendships I had. Never will I think this would have happened to me. And it's such a big and painful stab he did to so many of us esp me.
Was asked to settle some stuffs today. It should be over soon. Case close I hope. The problem he causes out landed me in trouble. Mainly just because of his silly doings. Although this problem didn't affect me much, but it hurts me.
Never will I think a person could bear to lie to his close friends. We trusted the wrong person I guess. Just don't understand what had happened. What causes the change in him? I'm still thinking is he under some kind of spell or something? But I know this must be kidding.
Am asked why didn't I remove the fan room dedicated to him. Thinking of how he treats me the last time, always there to stand up for me if someone bullys me or snatches my seat. Scold that bloody ass in my tag for me the moment he heard the story. Accompany me to chat and rot if I'm bored. Willing to cheer me up when I'm feeling down. All the things he done for me for the past few months. All the laughters we shared, I really couldn't bring myself to hate him. I could only blame him. Blame him for his stupidness and selfishness. A mistake he made causes all the changes.
I miss him, but will only miss the old him, miss the time he called me ***, miss the kind and nice him. Where can the old him be found back? I just want to tell you that you're simply too foolish to have done that. I'm disappointed in you. I don't mind calling you *** again if you walk the correct path.
You have all my contacts, you know my blog too. Maybe you're reading this. I just want to hear from you, hear your explanations. You owe us this. If you asked if I regret to have known you, my answer will be no. You're such a great *** last time. But now, you're such a disappointment. Sorry my friends, I really don't think I can bring myself to hate him, the old and nice him.
I cherish all the friendships I had. Never will I think this would have happened to me. And it's such a big and painful stab he did to so many of us esp me.
Was asked to settle some stuffs today. It should be over soon. Case close I hope. The problem he causes out landed me in trouble. Mainly just because of his silly doings. Although this problem didn't affect me much, but it hurts me.
Never will I think a person could bear to lie to his close friends. We trusted the wrong person I guess. Just don't understand what had happened. What causes the change in him? I'm still thinking is he under some kind of spell or something? But I know this must be kidding.
Am asked why didn't I remove the fan room dedicated to him. Thinking of how he treats me the last time, always there to stand up for me if someone bullys me or snatches my seat. Scold that bloody ass in my tag for me the moment he heard the story. Accompany me to chat and rot if I'm bored. Willing to cheer me up when I'm feeling down. All the things he done for me for the past few months. All the laughters we shared, I really couldn't bring myself to hate him. I could only blame him. Blame him for his stupidness and selfishness. A mistake he made causes all the changes.
I miss him, but will only miss the old him, miss the time he called me ***, miss the kind and nice him. Where can the old him be found back? I just want to tell you that you're simply too foolish to have done that. I'm disappointed in you. I don't mind calling you *** again if you walk the correct path.
You have all my contacts, you know my blog too. Maybe you're reading this. I just want to hear from you, hear your explanations. You owe us this. If you asked if I regret to have known you, my answer will be no. You're such a great *** last time. But now, you're such a disappointment. Sorry my friends, I really don't think I can bring myself to hate him, the old and nice him.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
The mad party
The party continues! Yay! Fire's on air~~ Wee wee woots!
Deer and my session just ended at 2am. He's sleepy. And I'm sick. I'm having a high fever now. Just chew a panadol down. Hope will be better later. But the big problem is.
Deer knows I'm sick and keep chasing me off to sleep. Then of cos lar. I will keep mai-ing. Then this just goes on air.....
Deer: "Go to bed! Go sleep!"
Me: "No~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! Da si dou bu yao!!!!"
And after we dc-ed. I mean it's cos of deer can't win me so he dc me and so I had to say a bye and dc lor. =X He's still chasing me off in habbo! RAWR! Bad deer! Xu Zheng Rong! Desmond deer! He does sound like him leh!
This continues non stop. Till I forget to play the clip again due to deer's nagging. See lar! You cause it de hor. Luckily stick says it's alright. Scared me. =.=
And the listeners are saying we are like couple da qing ma qiao on air. Da bu gou da dao habbo lai. And stick is laughing his head off. Wad de?
A big fat =.=lllllllllllllllllllllllllll for you guys!
COUGHS!
NO LAR!!!!!!!
Is bro chasing sis to sleep cos she's sick. :D
Understandable <-- Got this word? right?
Although we are lagging badly, we still had fun. Bringing laughter to 10+ listeners. I told deer we should duo dj more. Then he won't be that shy. But I think don't let him see the listenership will be alright liao. Wahahaha.. Congrats to us! Our mo qi 100% soon liao ar!
Techno time~! Wo ai! Xie xie da ge! Wee~~~~~
Deer and my session just ended at 2am. He's sleepy. And I'm sick. I'm having a high fever now. Just chew a panadol down. Hope will be better later. But the big problem is.
Deer knows I'm sick and keep chasing me off to sleep. Then of cos lar. I will keep mai-ing. Then this just goes on air.....
Deer: "Go to bed! Go sleep!"
Me: "No~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! Da si dou bu yao!!!!"
And after we dc-ed. I mean it's cos of deer can't win me so he dc me and so I had to say a bye and dc lor. =X He's still chasing me off in habbo! RAWR! Bad deer! Xu Zheng Rong! Desmond deer! He does sound like him leh!
This continues non stop. Till I forget to play the clip again due to deer's nagging. See lar! You cause it de hor. Luckily stick says it's alright. Scared me. =.=
And the listeners are saying we are like couple da qing ma qiao on air. Da bu gou da dao habbo lai. And stick is laughing his head off. Wad de?
A big fat =.=lllllllllllllllllllllllllll for you guys!
COUGHS!
NO LAR!!!!!!!
Is bro chasing sis to sleep cos she's sick. :D
Understandable <-- Got this word? right?
Although we are lagging badly, we still had fun. Bringing laughter to 10+ listeners. I told deer we should duo dj more. Then he won't be that shy. But I think don't let him see the listenership will be alright liao. Wahahaha.. Congrats to us! Our mo qi 100% soon liao ar!
Techno time~! Wo ai! Xie xie da ge! Wee~~~~~
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Radio:Litez 365
Just ignore my previous post if you have seen it. I think I'm nuts to get angry over that matter and that person. :)
Talking about Radio:Litez, YES! We're one! Woohoo~~!!! Yi sui le!! Wan sui!!! We have lots of events and programes lining up for you guys! Do stay tune and support us from 10am-1am.
Bas and me duo dj just now. And it's really jia lat. We are lagging like bobba. Wonder why me and deer's duo session still got plus ikia somemore doesn't even lag at all? Anyway we still managed to countdown for Radio:Litez and kept laughing on air. Hilarious =D
Streaming again. Seems I'm dj-ing and steaming everynight from yesterday. Later after deer and my session I'd see who wants to continue. Hope our session will went well. I must really admit deer's computer's great! Doesn't lag me at all.
It's strange that whenever I'm busy, there's friends who come and msg me. Tonight, junhao and darren msg me. Both saying they're bored. Junhao asked me for litez url to listen to the radio. Why does he know I'm dj-ing? Hmm.. Both guys seldom online nowadays. Seems they're working. And darren's network is down. No wonder. Just glad he's fine. He didn't even reply my sms. Scared me lor! Sorry buddy, I really don't have time to accompany you chit chat today. =(
I still need to stay till quite late to wake kio kor up. Hope the morning call helps. 5am I still have not sleep. No worries. Should be able to wake you. Actually, this kor also not bad. I'm fortunate to have this kor. So let's don't bother about mou mou ren now. :)
More updates about Radio:Litez 365 in tmr's post. Stay tune to www.habbolitez.com
Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RADIO:LITEZ!!!!
=D
Talking about Radio:Litez, YES! We're one! Woohoo~~!!! Yi sui le!! Wan sui!!! We have lots of events and programes lining up for you guys! Do stay tune and support us from 10am-1am.
Bas and me duo dj just now. And it's really jia lat. We are lagging like bobba. Wonder why me and deer's duo session still got plus ikia somemore doesn't even lag at all? Anyway we still managed to countdown for Radio:Litez and kept laughing on air. Hilarious =D
Streaming again. Seems I'm dj-ing and steaming everynight from yesterday. Later after deer and my session I'd see who wants to continue. Hope our session will went well. I must really admit deer's computer's great! Doesn't lag me at all.
It's strange that whenever I'm busy, there's friends who come and msg me. Tonight, junhao and darren msg me. Both saying they're bored. Junhao asked me for litez url to listen to the radio. Why does he know I'm dj-ing? Hmm.. Both guys seldom online nowadays. Seems they're working. And darren's network is down. No wonder. Just glad he's fine. He didn't even reply my sms. Scared me lor! Sorry buddy, I really don't have time to accompany you chit chat today. =(
I still need to stay till quite late to wake kio kor up. Hope the morning call helps. 5am I still have not sleep. No worries. Should be able to wake you. Actually, this kor also not bad. I'm fortunate to have this kor. So let's don't bother about mou mou ren now. :)
More updates about Radio:Litez 365 in tmr's post. Stay tune to www.habbolitez.com
Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RADIO:LITEZ!!!!
=D
Friday, May 26, 2006
The most funny dj session ever
Today's a funny day. Our trial session just ended. And it's funny like a monkey. Ikia's hanging with us not talking but keep typing. Adding sesame oil, pepper salt and honey to the dish. Haha. Platty's so cute! I feel like pinching his deer's cheeks! How dare he said his chinese's bad? RAWR! Don't lie! His chinese's pro lor! Pass liao lar. Still dare to say his chinese's bad? >:(
Regarding deer and my mo qi. Should be alright? Or is it suan qi? LOL! We keep suaning each other. Thanks to ikia who kept telling us what to talk about. And still got 7-8 listeners at around 2am! Still got hokkien songs somemore. Haha. Can't stop laughing thinking of it.
Smart deer ar! At last no echo during duo liao. But wonder why? Last time me and di cannot? Hmm, told ya we got mo qi + mo shui. Smart us! (Chou mei lah) =XX
Sat's night session's sure going to be funny too. Better start thinking what we are talking about. Can't possible be rong mao and the deer session? LOL!
Just now I sibei evil. Keep asking deer to call me jie then let him off air. And keep saying I can't hear~~~ Ask him call me louder! =X He can anytime dc me because he's an admin mah. But he guai. He didn't do it. We forced him to dj till 2am sharp. Evil ikia and me! Wahahaha.
I most evil. Keep saying I'm super bright there. Making ikia and deer so pai seh. I nearly dig out alot of gossips lor. But deer sudden brack! Grr!! In the end I found out nothing. But I'm sure there's something something. Hurhur! *kay poh mood on*
I'm currently streaming now. Got to sleep quite early tonight too. Got to wake up early around 1pm and go jp to pass the mic to ice cream. Suddenly notice that alot of people buay song mou mou ren. Tsk tsk. Including me. And korkor there, I don't know what happen liao. None of my biz. Tsk. Jia lat. x.x
Regarding deer and my mo qi. Should be alright? Or is it suan qi? LOL! We keep suaning each other. Thanks to ikia who kept telling us what to talk about. And still got 7-8 listeners at around 2am! Still got hokkien songs somemore. Haha. Can't stop laughing thinking of it.
Smart deer ar! At last no echo during duo liao. But wonder why? Last time me and di cannot? Hmm, told ya we got mo qi + mo shui. Smart us! (Chou mei lah) =XX
Sat's night session's sure going to be funny too. Better start thinking what we are talking about. Can't possible be rong mao and the deer session? LOL!
Just now I sibei evil. Keep asking deer to call me jie then let him off air. And keep saying I can't hear~~~ Ask him call me louder! =X He can anytime dc me because he's an admin mah. But he guai. He didn't do it. We forced him to dj till 2am sharp. Evil ikia and me! Wahahaha.
I most evil. Keep saying I'm super bright there. Making ikia and deer so pai seh. I nearly dig out alot of gossips lor. But deer sudden brack! Grr!! In the end I found out nothing. But I'm sure there's something something. Hurhur! *kay poh mood on*
I'm currently streaming now. Got to sleep quite early tonight too. Got to wake up early around 1pm and go jp to pass the mic to ice cream. Suddenly notice that alot of people buay song mou mou ren. Tsk tsk. Including me. And korkor there, I don't know what happen liao. None of my biz. Tsk. Jia lat. x.x
Thursday, May 25, 2006
My diaries
I've kept 3 diaries before. Too bad one, the most important one got stolen in primary 6. That one was very precious to me. It had all my primary 5 memories and my friend's contacts in it. And don't know which darn idiot fellow go and stole it. And leave me a note saying it got dumped in rubbish bin. I haunt 4 whole levels of the school rubbish bins for it. With the help of junhao, qiuhui, xuefang, irene and the rest. But it's useless. That person must had dumped it outside school.
Now I'm only left with 2 of my diaries. One which recorded stuffs from 1998-2002. Another one I started using it from 2003 till now. Didn't wrote much in my diary. That's why I used one for so long. Will only wrote a few letters in it. About one page per week.
I'd share some interesting matters which I recorded in my diary starting from today. Most will be past memories and happenings in my school days and time shared with friends after school.
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5 / 1 / 1998
Today is my first day back to zhenghua. Things won't be the same anymore. After 3 days at home. I finally brace myself and go to school. Mrs Kannan asked me which class I want to go. I told her I want D class. She bring me in and introduced me to my new classmates. No one even bother to say a hi to me. I wanted to cry so much. Although it's still the same class, the same room, but it's not the same classmates anymore. I missed my old classmates. The teacher is still not bad. She is called Mdm Nirwani. I sat with a guy named junhao. Forget to bring fullscape paper. Asked so many people to lend me but they all say don't have or don't want to lend. Feel so hurt. Suddenly I find I will suffer a lot in this class. I will have no friends. Junhao is a nice guy. He gave me one piece of paper and said if not enough can still ask for more. He told me his name too. I will remembered his name forever. I'm so glad I had a friend at last.
Recess time. Junhao and a few girls come to me. Asking me why I come to school after so many days. Am I from another school? I told them no. I'm older then them by one year. Suddenly I become jiejie. All started to call me Fang jie. I know a few more classmates which is irene, qiuhui and xuefang. I also found out that irene is the monitor and junhao is the assistant monitor. Now I won't be scared I have no one to sit with during recess.
6D need to change class for chinese lessons. I was asked if I want to follow junhao and qiuhui to 6C or follow xuefang to 6B for chinese lessons. Actually wanted to follow junhao and qiuhui. But Mdm Nirwani ask me to go 6B. When I reach there, I saw my chinese teacher is Mdm Lim. I'm so happy! She's very glad I'm in her class. First day of school end after the chinese lessons. I line up in front which is behind Mdm Lim. Junhao and qiuhui also stand infront. I saw them and wave byebye. Our class walk down first. Went home after school. Not staying back today.
Now I'm only left with 2 of my diaries. One which recorded stuffs from 1998-2002. Another one I started using it from 2003 till now. Didn't wrote much in my diary. That's why I used one for so long. Will only wrote a few letters in it. About one page per week.
I'd share some interesting matters which I recorded in my diary starting from today. Most will be past memories and happenings in my school days and time shared with friends after school.
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5 / 1 / 1998
Today is my first day back to zhenghua. Things won't be the same anymore. After 3 days at home. I finally brace myself and go to school. Mrs Kannan asked me which class I want to go. I told her I want D class. She bring me in and introduced me to my new classmates. No one even bother to say a hi to me. I wanted to cry so much. Although it's still the same class, the same room, but it's not the same classmates anymore. I missed my old classmates. The teacher is still not bad. She is called Mdm Nirwani. I sat with a guy named junhao. Forget to bring fullscape paper. Asked so many people to lend me but they all say don't have or don't want to lend. Feel so hurt. Suddenly I find I will suffer a lot in this class. I will have no friends. Junhao is a nice guy. He gave me one piece of paper and said if not enough can still ask for more. He told me his name too. I will remembered his name forever. I'm so glad I had a friend at last.
Recess time. Junhao and a few girls come to me. Asking me why I come to school after so many days. Am I from another school? I told them no. I'm older then them by one year. Suddenly I become jiejie. All started to call me Fang jie. I know a few more classmates which is irene, qiuhui and xuefang. I also found out that irene is the monitor and junhao is the assistant monitor. Now I won't be scared I have no one to sit with during recess.
6D need to change class for chinese lessons. I was asked if I want to follow junhao and qiuhui to 6C or follow xuefang to 6B for chinese lessons. Actually wanted to follow junhao and qiuhui. But Mdm Nirwani ask me to go 6B. When I reach there, I saw my chinese teacher is Mdm Lim. I'm so happy! She's very glad I'm in her class. First day of school end after the chinese lessons. I line up in front which is behind Mdm Lim. Junhao and qiuhui also stand infront. I saw them and wave byebye. Our class walk down first. Went home after school. Not staying back today.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Backache!
My damn back is giving me problems. Sibei pain de backache. Tia, very de tia. Tong dao~~ nan yi xing rong. And as usual, mama hack care. =.= Don't know since when she didn't bother about me anymore. She just thinks I'm over reacting. Siao lor. I nothing to do go over react for what? Everytime I keep bo chup this and that. When problems get worse then I shout help. But my problem now is I can't even walk and sit properly. Using a pillow to support my back now. I need to go and lie down soon. And darn it lah. I forget docter's clinic is close tmr. Had to suffer the pain till hopefully thursday then seek treatment. Stand up straight pain till tears will roll down. Buay tahan lah. Don't even know if I'm able to sleep tonight.
Didn't online much these few days. Can't catch deer online. Or is he can't catch me online because I'm only online at this weirdo time? Platty, if you're seeing this, just wanna tell you I may not be free on thursday. Maybe at night after 11pm. Or friday night. Last minute lor. Then we do our trial session. Contact me so we can arrange a time. I really scared we no mo qi. :S
I still can't decide if I'm going to malacca. Thailand is a no no liao. Poor me got shoo away by my mama. She hiam me. Don't want me to tag along and ding deh. And I don't like to be left alone in ah po's house. Unless someone accompany me in malacca. Staying alone in malacca = bored to death. Why can't life be much more simpler? I hate to make choices.
If only life can be full of snacking? LOL! I love chips and chocolates recently. Those sweet stuffs I simply love them! Yum! Yum! Wu tian bu huan! And not forgetting the bak chang. OMG lor. My favourite but I can't eat it. Sadz. Looking forward to mooncakes! Piang eh! One festival haven arrived I dreaming of another one liao. Kiasu sia. Btw, I love mango juice recently too. Die die must try marigold de mango juice and sweet talk de fresh mango juice. Damn nice I tell you! But don't be mistaken, I don't like to eat mango. =.=
Suddenly I remembered I learn dancing for afew years when I'm young. But quitted quite soon. If only I continued learning it. Hahahaha. It's chinese dance lah not ballet. I not so geng. But was forced to tip toe by my teacher last time. And it's tough. So tough that I gave up. Cannot lah! I only know how to yi zi ma. Which is stretching my legs straight. But now cannot liao. Bones old le. Lol! Had so many memories when I flipped through my old diary of my school times. Most of my classmates name I write about is? POH JUN HAO! You're famous liao. Last time keep sticking to me ar boh then? Hahahaha. Must find one day blog my diary's contents out here.
Sibei loh soh tonight. Still have tons of stuffs undone. The forums etc. My back's still hurting crazily. Argh! And I got stupid pimples on my cheeks and forehead. Seems you can't squeeze a pimple which is right on the forehead. Don't know will what blar blar blar. So hands off lor. And hands off here too now.
Didn't online much these few days. Can't catch deer online. Or is he can't catch me online because I'm only online at this weirdo time? Platty, if you're seeing this, just wanna tell you I may not be free on thursday. Maybe at night after 11pm. Or friday night. Last minute lor. Then we do our trial session. Contact me so we can arrange a time. I really scared we no mo qi. :S
I still can't decide if I'm going to malacca. Thailand is a no no liao. Poor me got shoo away by my mama. She hiam me. Don't want me to tag along and ding deh. And I don't like to be left alone in ah po's house. Unless someone accompany me in malacca. Staying alone in malacca = bored to death. Why can't life be much more simpler? I hate to make choices.
If only life can be full of snacking? LOL! I love chips and chocolates recently. Those sweet stuffs I simply love them! Yum! Yum! Wu tian bu huan! And not forgetting the bak chang. OMG lor. My favourite but I can't eat it. Sadz. Looking forward to mooncakes! Piang eh! One festival haven arrived I dreaming of another one liao. Kiasu sia. Btw, I love mango juice recently too. Die die must try marigold de mango juice and sweet talk de fresh mango juice. Damn nice I tell you! But don't be mistaken, I don't like to eat mango. =.=
Suddenly I remembered I learn dancing for afew years when I'm young. But quitted quite soon. If only I continued learning it. Hahahaha. It's chinese dance lah not ballet. I not so geng. But was forced to tip toe by my teacher last time. And it's tough. So tough that I gave up. Cannot lah! I only know how to yi zi ma. Which is stretching my legs straight. But now cannot liao. Bones old le. Lol! Had so many memories when I flipped through my old diary of my school times. Most of my classmates name I write about is? POH JUN HAO! You're famous liao. Last time keep sticking to me ar boh then? Hahahaha. Must find one day blog my diary's contents out here.
Sibei loh soh tonight. Still have tons of stuffs undone. The forums etc. My back's still hurting crazily. Argh! And I got stupid pimples on my cheeks and forehead. Seems you can't squeeze a pimple which is right on the forehead. Don't know will what blar blar blar. So hands off lor. And hands off here too now.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Time to celebrate
That darn baidu at last can log in at midnight today. Wth lor. Down for 2 days make me lose so many information there. I must get back all my stuffs otherwise I'd really be sibei outdated. Must chiong tonight.
I wonder if it's my computer or the network siao. Msn and blogger and xuite all cannot sign in. The cookies are not found. Weird leh. Hope nothing will be wrong. Even going to habbolitez's lagging badly. First time I encounter this.
But still need to celebrate lah. Thanks to mei for sending so many of the 5566 close up clear view photos to me. Really nice leh. Esp shao wei. All close up of his. Super happy sia. And somemore I got xing ping guo le yuan's 23min preview at last. Nearly mati about this. Queue up for 6 nights then got this chance.
Celebration two is about channel U's going to show lu guang sen lin soon. Yan yan de show! This show is wang zi bian qing wa's jie dang xi. Means ai qing mo fa shi got a chance to be shown on channel U liao. Woots~! What we nagged at the forums are not useless after all.
But too busy with forums's stuff till I'm inactive in habbo and litez again. Wed bah. Should be more free from that day onwards. Except when I need to go causeway on either thurday or friday. After that, if I didn't tag along to malacca or thailand, then I'd be super duper eng liao. Still scared no time to online meh? Meantime these few days need to contact deer for our duo session stuffs. Must have a trial session off air first in case we lack of mo qi. Wish us luck.
I wonder if it's my computer or the network siao. Msn and blogger and xuite all cannot sign in. The cookies are not found. Weird leh. Hope nothing will be wrong. Even going to habbolitez's lagging badly. First time I encounter this.
But still need to celebrate lah. Thanks to mei for sending so many of the 5566 close up clear view photos to me. Really nice leh. Esp shao wei. All close up of his. Super happy sia. And somemore I got xing ping guo le yuan's 23min preview at last. Nearly mati about this. Queue up for 6 nights then got this chance.
Celebration two is about channel U's going to show lu guang sen lin soon. Yan yan de show! This show is wang zi bian qing wa's jie dang xi. Means ai qing mo fa shi got a chance to be shown on channel U liao. Woots~! What we nagged at the forums are not useless after all.
But too busy with forums's stuff till I'm inactive in habbo and litez again. Wed bah. Should be more free from that day onwards. Except when I need to go causeway on either thurday or friday. After that, if I didn't tag along to malacca or thailand, then I'd be super duper eng liao. Still scared no time to online meh? Meantime these few days need to contact deer for our duo session stuffs. Must have a trial session off air first in case we lack of mo qi. Wish us luck.
Monday, May 22, 2006
Happy birthday mei!
Almost forget I have not blogged for tonight. Been crazily burried in ming dao's forums. Darn the baidu still can't go. I lost so many news these two nights. Feel so outdated. So no choice had to keep poking my nose in the forums. I actually dislike forums. Cos they lags alot. Wonder why I'm not able to go baidu. Mei can. Seems those using singnet's not able to go. Weirdo.
Suddenly my fingers feels chi dun. Type too much chinese fonts is the result. Not able to type english well. What the lor. Sleeping late again. Aqmfs's episode 15 don't have much stuffs to watch. The most awaiting scene isn't out yet. Had to wait a whole long one week. Mei watch the show together with me tonight. Nice show hor mei? I'm so addictied on it. And looking forward to ming dao's new show xing ping guo le yuan. Weird name, weird actress but nice storyline.
Beginning to get used to my scrolless mouse. Wee~~ Yuan lai wheeling the button is so much fun. Lol! And I notice this mouse had a new gong neng. Keke. Actually thought of asking mei out later to celebrate her birthday. But her mum booked her last minute. So oh well. Next time then. It's okay. Mei, thanks for the 5566 photos you send me. But your jie me is greedy. I want more photos! Muahahas! Remember to send me more hors!
Regarding my mum. Sianz lor. Our family had 3 groups going different places. Group A, twins and family are going thailand. Group B, my ma, small aunt and my cousins are going thailand too on a different date. Group C, karen jie's going to malacca to celebrate ma's birthday. I don't know which group I should followed. Go thailand? It's been a long 10 years since I last went there. But I don't want to waste the money going there. Ma said I'd spend the money koonzing in hotel while they go shopping. Piang eh. As if I'm a pig! I can't be following group A twins. Unless they can't get the plane tickets and are staying in SG. Group B dumped me! Waaa!! Group C ar? Follow karen jie to malacca, meet ma, celebrate her birthday on sunday noon and offs they go to KL then next on their way to thailand at night. And left me alone in malacca with the yeong's family. So either choice 1, follow karen jie out to JB on monday morning or choice 2, stay in malacca and waited till ma comes back from thailand and KL. And I don't like both choices. So either I choose choice 3 which is stay in SG alone for two weeks or quickly make up my mind and join one of the groups. 30 May - 10 June = Ma fan de date.
Lastly, not forgetting my precious mei!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le, tian tian kuai le, kuai gao zhang da!! =X
Jie loves you! Muacks muacks!!!
LOL!! Sho les!! Wahahahahahahas!!!
Offs~ <--Mei's copyright, lend me awhile nvm one lah hors? xD
Suddenly my fingers feels chi dun. Type too much chinese fonts is the result. Not able to type english well. What the lor. Sleeping late again. Aqmfs's episode 15 don't have much stuffs to watch. The most awaiting scene isn't out yet. Had to wait a whole long one week. Mei watch the show together with me tonight. Nice show hor mei? I'm so addictied on it. And looking forward to ming dao's new show xing ping guo le yuan. Weird name, weird actress but nice storyline.
Beginning to get used to my scrolless mouse. Wee~~ Yuan lai wheeling the button is so much fun. Lol! And I notice this mouse had a new gong neng. Keke. Actually thought of asking mei out later to celebrate her birthday. But her mum booked her last minute. So oh well. Next time then. It's okay. Mei, thanks for the 5566 photos you send me. But your jie me is greedy. I want more photos! Muahahas! Remember to send me more hors!
Regarding my mum. Sianz lor. Our family had 3 groups going different places. Group A, twins and family are going thailand. Group B, my ma, small aunt and my cousins are going thailand too on a different date. Group C, karen jie's going to malacca to celebrate ma's birthday. I don't know which group I should followed. Go thailand? It's been a long 10 years since I last went there. But I don't want to waste the money going there. Ma said I'd spend the money koonzing in hotel while they go shopping. Piang eh. As if I'm a pig! I can't be following group A twins. Unless they can't get the plane tickets and are staying in SG. Group B dumped me! Waaa!! Group C ar? Follow karen jie to malacca, meet ma, celebrate her birthday on sunday noon and offs they go to KL then next on their way to thailand at night. And left me alone in malacca with the yeong's family. So either choice 1, follow karen jie out to JB on monday morning or choice 2, stay in malacca and waited till ma comes back from thailand and KL. And I don't like both choices. So either I choose choice 3 which is stay in SG alone for two weeks or quickly make up my mind and join one of the groups. 30 May - 10 June = Ma fan de date.
Lastly, not forgetting my precious mei!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Zhu ni sheng ri kuai le, tian tian kuai le, kuai gao zhang da!! =X
Jie loves you! Muacks muacks!!!
LOL!! Sho les!! Wahahahahahahas!!!
Offs~ <--Mei's copyright, lend me awhile nvm one lah hors? xD
Sunday, May 21, 2006
The most unlucky day
I can't believe today is such a suay day for me. Everything I do just seems to be wrong. First, my mouse's spoilt. I can't use the scroll button from now on and it's pissing me off very much. I just couldn't get used to drag the page down. Going to buy a new one soon.
Second, I couldn't go into the fourms and blogger seems nuts to me. And I got tons of virus today. Although they got blocked, I'm still worried about it. Lastly, xing ping guo le yuan's server keep traffic jam. I've been trying for 6 whole days and couldn't get in. It's a great show. Even better then ai qing mo fa shi if I'm to say it. Looking forward to the show at this july perharps? The ming dao in this show is so familar. So dang oh style. Of cos, I'm awaiting ai qing mo fa shi's final episode story. Should be a happy ending?
Mama's going for a holiday with aunt. Okay, let me see. Twins and family are going thailand. Mama and small aunt too. Left me ar? If I go malacca, I'd be left alone there. Or if I stayed at home, it will be 2 weeks home alone! Wa piang. Is there another choice? Why I'm not counted in for the holiday? But guess we don't have the extra cash for me or papa to go. Sianz. $100+ also cannot fork out. Sadz.
Keep listening to xing ping guo le yuan's song. A very nice song sang by rui rui I think. They lyrics are meaningful too. Had a hard time copying them down. Right click, choose unicode to see those chinese fonts. Getting tired of habboing.Resting Hiding offline tonight.
空气里
远远传来一首歌
望着云
穿着新娘的白纱
抬起头不看你
假装我是被风景感动了
我知道
你身边有一个人
看着爱
隔着一道玻璃门
每一天都劝自己
能这样静静看你就够了
心情很乱
能怎么办
爱情不是故意的
不想挑战
另外一个人
又阻止不了
心里狂奔的列车
不知不觉爱上了
可是那个先说了
造成心乱突然发现已经开始了
不管值得不值得
学会爱的第一课
原来流到心里的泪苦苦的
Second, I couldn't go into the fourms and blogger seems nuts to me. And I got tons of virus today. Although they got blocked, I'm still worried about it. Lastly, xing ping guo le yuan's server keep traffic jam. I've been trying for 6 whole days and couldn't get in. It's a great show. Even better then ai qing mo fa shi if I'm to say it. Looking forward to the show at this july perharps? The ming dao in this show is so familar. So dang oh style. Of cos, I'm awaiting ai qing mo fa shi's final episode story. Should be a happy ending?
Mama's going for a holiday with aunt. Okay, let me see. Twins and family are going thailand. Mama and small aunt too. Left me ar? If I go malacca, I'd be left alone there. Or if I stayed at home, it will be 2 weeks home alone! Wa piang. Is there another choice? Why I'm not counted in for the holiday? But guess we don't have the extra cash for me or papa to go. Sianz. $100+ also cannot fork out. Sadz.
Keep listening to xing ping guo le yuan's song. A very nice song sang by rui rui I think. They lyrics are meaningful too. Had a hard time copying them down. Right click, choose unicode to see those chinese fonts. Getting tired of habboing.
空气里
远远传来一首歌
望着云
穿着新娘的白纱
抬起头不看你
假装我是被风景感动了
我知道
你身边有一个人
看着爱
隔着一道玻璃门
每一天都劝自己
能这样静静看你就够了
心情很乱
能怎么办
爱情不是故意的
不想挑战
另外一个人
又阻止不了
心里狂奔的列车
不知不觉爱上了
可是那个先说了
造成心乱突然发现已经开始了
不管值得不值得
学会爱的第一课
原来流到心里的泪苦苦的
Saturday, May 20, 2006
I can't help but admit
I can't help but admit sometimes that
Habbo is fun!
Hahahaha..
It's been such a long while since I last enjoyed myself in habbo. Was actually chatting with the peeps till 7am in the morning till shubby chases me off. Been busy playing bb with korkor and cm di. And saving niee from getting auto kick. I'm waiting for tangy to online too for his dry run. But he said few more days then do it. So oh well.
Habbo is a great place after all. The warmth and re nao. I really love all the re nao-ing. At least won't make me feel so lonely. Ever since mei left habbo, I've drift alot from her. I don't even know what's happening to her. And di also. Didn't saw him online much. Seems he's the one MIA now. Now my days are around O korkor, kio kor, cm di, crayon mei etc. Missed the old habbo days. And sorry kio kor, forget to give you your morning call again.
Hanging around with the new eLitezs recently. Those kids can let you puke blood. Ren xiao gui da. Haha. Afew ask me if I like kids. Actually I do love kids. I thought I said it tons of time already? I just dislike naughty kids. What's the matter with them? Keep asking me funny questions.
Stick's funny too. He actually said he like my jingle. I was shou chong rou jing and can only reply a thanks. He even asked me if I'm sleeping soon. I've been in litez for nearly a year. Online at late night for almost 6 months. He just asked me this question for the first time last night. Maybe, stick's not that fierce after all? Deer, maybe you're right. Stick's nothing to be afraid of.
Love the air con recently. Can't do without it. Still remembered telling darren saying no air con you cannot sleep? Now it's the same with me and my parents. They're more worse then me. On it for the whole night. Wait till the bills came and I got the blame. "Fang!! See la, play too much computer, waste so much electric!" But the truth? Air con uses more electric then computer. And to think we on 2 air cons everynight. *shivers*
Mama will be going into Malacca during end of the month. So the problem now is. Should I go too? With her? Or alone in a next few days? I didn't went to Malacca alone before. Asking me to tom pang karen jie's car is a bad idea too. I'm lazy to travel to johore. I'm afraid I'd get lost on my way there! LOL! I'd rather board a bus straight from SG to Malacca. But for sure, there won't be any bus tickets available. So unless someone accompany me to Malacca, otherwise, I'm not sure if I'd go. But it's mama's birthday. Will see about this.
I think I got to catch some early zzz tonight. I wanted to go IMM for the 5566 dvd yu gou session. Shao wei~~!! Maybe some early rest will do be good. If didn't managed to wake in time to go, I'd just stay home and watch their shao nian te gong dui. Kai ma called at 2+pm and asked if I'm awake. The answer is of cos no. She said I'd look more older if I switch my sleeping times. Gasp! I'd try to turn in early then. Btw, think it's kai ye's birthday today right? My mind's blur. And yes! Mei's birthday too. I didn't forget about it. 22th~~!!
Habbo is fun!
Hahahaha..
It's been such a long while since I last enjoyed myself in habbo. Was actually chatting with the peeps till 7am in the morning till shubby chases me off. Been busy playing bb with korkor and cm di. And saving niee from getting auto kick. I'm waiting for tangy to online too for his dry run. But he said few more days then do it. So oh well.
Habbo is a great place after all. The warmth and re nao. I really love all the re nao-ing. At least won't make me feel so lonely. Ever since mei left habbo, I've drift alot from her. I don't even know what's happening to her. And di also. Didn't saw him online much. Seems he's the one MIA now. Now my days are around O korkor, kio kor, cm di, crayon mei etc. Missed the old habbo days. And sorry kio kor, forget to give you your morning call again.
Hanging around with the new eLitezs recently. Those kids can let you puke blood. Ren xiao gui da. Haha. Afew ask me if I like kids. Actually I do love kids. I thought I said it tons of time already? I just dislike naughty kids. What's the matter with them? Keep asking me funny questions.
Stick's funny too. He actually said he like my jingle. I was shou chong rou jing and can only reply a thanks. He even asked me if I'm sleeping soon. I've been in litez for nearly a year. Online at late night for almost 6 months. He just asked me this question for the first time last night. Maybe, stick's not that fierce after all? Deer, maybe you're right. Stick's nothing to be afraid of.
Love the air con recently. Can't do without it. Still remembered telling darren saying no air con you cannot sleep? Now it's the same with me and my parents. They're more worse then me. On it for the whole night. Wait till the bills came and I got the blame. "Fang!! See la, play too much computer, waste so much electric!" But the truth? Air con uses more electric then computer. And to think we on 2 air cons everynight. *shivers*
Mama will be going into Malacca during end of the month. So the problem now is. Should I go too? With her? Or alone in a next few days? I didn't went to Malacca alone before. Asking me to tom pang karen jie's car is a bad idea too. I'm lazy to travel to johore. I'm afraid I'd get lost on my way there! LOL! I'd rather board a bus straight from SG to Malacca. But for sure, there won't be any bus tickets available. So unless someone accompany me to Malacca, otherwise, I'm not sure if I'd go. But it's mama's birthday. Will see about this.
I think I got to catch some early zzz tonight. I wanted to go IMM for the 5566 dvd yu gou session. Shao wei~~!! Maybe some early rest will do be good. If didn't managed to wake in time to go, I'd just stay home and watch their shao nian te gong dui. Kai ma called at 2+pm and asked if I'm awake. The answer is of cos no. She said I'd look more older if I switch my sleeping times. Gasp! I'd try to turn in early then. Btw, think it's kai ye's birthday today right? My mind's blur. And yes! Mei's birthday too. I didn't forget about it. 22th~~!!
Friday, May 19, 2006
Thoughts and thanks
I'm very shock that anonymous is actually someone jiaqi know. I really don't understand what's wrong with that person that keeps coming here to tag nonsense. I don't even know you or whoever sara you're talking about. Just what's your problem? What does he or she wanted from here? Come and bull shit and get attention from my blog? If you think it this way, let me repeat again.
Don't get me involved with your stuffs. I don't even know you. That's totally none of my business. Settle it elsewhere and not nonsensing in my tag. This is not my problem.
And if this goes on, I said STOP replying to this person. Since he or she loves to talk here, just let him or her go on and talk to air. Everyone get it?
My blog and tag are for friends and family to tag only. Not for some bullshitting to go on here. You get it?
Full of anger for the whole day. I'm innocent. Don't know anything about this and yet gets dragged in. Wtf. I'm not blaming jiaqi. Just don't understand if anonymous had a brain. What's the point of slandering her cousin me? What's the use?
Thanks O korkor for standing up for me. It's really okay. No worries. And sorry kio kor, I forget to give you a morning call this morning. I'm not sha gua. Just feel really bad. Promise you and didn't do it. And to plato. Thanks for tagging. But as you can see, my tag is a war zone now. Jia lat hor? Deer's hopping around our blogs and tagging us last night. Haha. And thanks sappy for the picm you gave me. It really does cheer me up. Aunt's feeling better now.
Alright. Just hope that I'd never see that anonymous in my tag again. I've made it clear. Regarding why I'm busy. I don't wish to explain it further. And about jobs. Not looking for one now at the moment. But thanks for concern. A big thanks to my dear friends for the concern show towards me regarding that anonymous in my tag. I'm fine. No worries. Cheers!
Don't get me involved with your stuffs. I don't even know you. That's totally none of my business. Settle it elsewhere and not nonsensing in my tag. This is not my problem.
And if this goes on, I said STOP replying to this person. Since he or she loves to talk here, just let him or her go on and talk to air. Everyone get it?
My blog and tag are for friends and family to tag only. Not for some bullshitting to go on here. You get it?
Full of anger for the whole day. I'm innocent. Don't know anything about this and yet gets dragged in. Wtf. I'm not blaming jiaqi. Just don't understand if anonymous had a brain. What's the point of slandering her cousin me? What's the use?
Thanks O korkor for standing up for me. It's really okay. No worries. And sorry kio kor, I forget to give you a morning call this morning. I'm not sha gua. Just feel really bad. Promise you and didn't do it. And to plato. Thanks for tagging. But as you can see, my tag is a war zone now. Jia lat hor? Deer's hopping around our blogs and tagging us last night. Haha. And thanks sappy for the picm you gave me. It really does cheer me up. Aunt's feeling better now.
Alright. Just hope that I'd never see that anonymous in my tag again. I've made it clear. Regarding why I'm busy. I don't wish to explain it further. And about jobs. Not looking for one now at the moment. But thanks for concern. A big thanks to my dear friends for the concern show towards me regarding that anonymous in my tag. I'm fine. No worries. Cheers!
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Running out of topics
I don't know what can I say about today. Forgotten since when blogging had become part of my life. Sometimes blogging too much makes you ran out of topics. Blogging about my daily life seems boring too.
Anyway, fenni came over to use my computer to print her poly stuffs this evening. And as usual at 1+pm, I'd sure get a sms from korkor asking me to wake up. Must make it a habit to sleep alittle early and wake up for lunch instead of dinner. Maybe I can hop over to SP to find fenni and some other friends who are in SP somedays. Just hope that I won't get lost there. Haha.
Had a hard time persuading him to duo dj with me on litez birthday. Very glad he agreed to it. Thanks! Not going to reveal who he is before the news is released. This guy, very jia lat. He's REALLY shy! Haha. And what he said scared me. Later we have no mo qi how? Then play more songs I suppose? Lol. A 1hr and 30 mins show isn't that hard to host. Relax! You can do it. I'm looking forward to our duo session on the 27th. But I do wonder if you read my blog or not although you have link me. Haha.
My left eye is still hurting very much. Not as swollen as ytd but much more in pain. Mama keep asking me to visit a docter but I'm not going for the moment unless it gets worse. So meanwhile just let me be du yan long. o.O
Lastly, ah mei, don't go and bother with that anonymous. But thanks for standing up for me anyway. And to the others too. Just click the ignore button on that person as if we are in habbo. No point arguing with this kind of person. It's just wasting your time typing.
Anyway, fenni came over to use my computer to print her poly stuffs this evening. And as usual at 1+pm, I'd sure get a sms from korkor asking me to wake up. Must make it a habit to sleep alittle early and wake up for lunch instead of dinner. Maybe I can hop over to SP to find fenni and some other friends who are in SP somedays. Just hope that I won't get lost there. Haha.
Had a hard time persuading him to duo dj with me on litez birthday. Very glad he agreed to it. Thanks! Not going to reveal who he is before the news is released. This guy, very jia lat. He's REALLY shy! Haha. And what he said scared me. Later we have no mo qi how? Then play more songs I suppose? Lol. A 1hr and 30 mins show isn't that hard to host. Relax! You can do it. I'm looking forward to our duo session on the 27th. But I do wonder if you read my blog or not although you have link me. Haha.
My left eye is still hurting very much. Not as swollen as ytd but much more in pain. Mama keep asking me to visit a docter but I'm not going for the moment unless it gets worse. So meanwhile just let me be du yan long. o.O
Lastly, ah mei, don't go and bother with that anonymous. But thanks for standing up for me anyway. And to the others too. Just click the ignore button on that person as if we are in habbo. No point arguing with this kind of person. It's just wasting your time typing.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
You see what I see?
Seems my tag is being spammed again. But I'm just to lazy to delete those posts. 13 comments sure can boost my tag alittle right? Haha. Alright. Don't go and join in with that kid's nonsense okay? Don't be so stupid to argue. That poor kid just want someone to entertain and notice there's an anonymous hanging around here.
Everyone's asking why am I busy. Busy with what. Actually I'm busy with jia ren you yue. Jia ren = Family. Hahahahaha. And quite lazy to online. But cannot laze too much lah. Later da jie say I'm inactive again.
I've got terrible sore eyes today. And mama don't care about it. All she cares are her dogs.
-_-'''''' x 100
I become du yan long lor! Wtf. Sibei pain. Cannot open my left eye. Sad.
Papa's crazily learning sms with uncle ah di today. And he's brainless to ask me to teach him while I'm washing the dishes. I naughty go and spill water at him. Hahahaha. He ran without his hp. -.-''''''''
I keep got woken up by kor's sms EVERYDAY. 11am, pig wake up le ma? 1pm, pig haven wake ar? HELP!!!!! I want to sleep! I need my beauty sleep. *snores* I'm a bat remember? Or an owl? =P
Ytd night discuss with da jie some dj stuffs. And msning those kids chasing them to sleep. And smsing darren. But halfway, the kids diam liao. And my stupid hp no network connection. Make me had to call darren to imform him and say goodnight to him. M1 =.=''''''''
I'm quite in a good mood tonight provided I become a du yan long and with that kid giggling in my tag. Haha. Hey, I repeat again. Don't bother about arguing with the kid. Must learn to forgive and forget.
I broke my promise to my readers again for now updating my story! Dui bu qi! I'd see if I can update tonight. 3am already. Why time flies so fast? Tsk.
Everyone's asking why am I busy. Busy with what. Actually I'm busy with jia ren you yue. Jia ren = Family. Hahahahaha. And quite lazy to online. But cannot laze too much lah. Later da jie say I'm inactive again.
I've got terrible sore eyes today. And mama don't care about it. All she cares are her dogs.
-_-'''''' x 100
I become du yan long lor! Wtf. Sibei pain. Cannot open my left eye. Sad.
Papa's crazily learning sms with uncle ah di today. And he's brainless to ask me to teach him while I'm washing the dishes. I naughty go and spill water at him. Hahahaha. He ran without his hp. -.-''''''''
I keep got woken up by kor's sms EVERYDAY. 11am, pig wake up le ma? 1pm, pig haven wake ar? HELP!!!!! I want to sleep! I need my beauty sleep. *snores* I'm a bat remember? Or an owl? =P
Ytd night discuss with da jie some dj stuffs. And msning those kids chasing them to sleep. And smsing darren. But halfway, the kids diam liao. And my stupid hp no network connection. Make me had to call darren to imform him and say goodnight to him. M1 =.=''''''''
I'm quite in a good mood tonight provided I become a du yan long and with that kid giggling in my tag. Haha. Hey, I repeat again. Don't bother about arguing with the kid. Must learn to forgive and forget.
I broke my promise to my readers again for now updating my story! Dui bu qi! I'd see if I can update tonight. 3am already. Why time flies so fast? Tsk.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
I'm so vexed
I don't know why is everyone so vexed today. Dragging my mood down to minus 0. I'm having problems myself too. Vexed over this and that. And I got to share my friends problems for them too. Where's Darren? Without him, I have no one to talk to. No one will understand me. I'm exploding up soon with so many stuffs bothering me.
Being promoted is a good thing. But I don't know what can I do for them. In terms of my position, I should do a little something more then the others. But I'm useless. I can't help much. I don't even have time to online much. What can I do for them? And neither do I want to just sit around doing nothing at all. Maybe, I shouldn't have accept this position after all.
I feel so outdated. I don't know what's happening around me. Outing, gathering, I'm invited to none. Hate this. Friends outing, classmates gathering, I'm forced to miss all of them always. I wanted to join too. I need a break too. But none bother about asking or imforming me.
Suddenly, I'm feeling so tired. Tired of everything. That's why I changed everything such as my blogskin. Trying to get a new feeling. Tired of knowing too many things. I didn't reveal my blog address to friends who are not close to me. I hope I can get some privacy and personal space of my own.
Is it a crime not to own driving license? Went job hunting. And most of them ask "Can you drive?" My answer is of cos no. And of cos for sure. No chance for me. Their reply was so shocking. "WHAT? You're already 21 and can't drive?" WTF! Is it a crime not knowing how to drive? Mom don't allow me to learn driving. As if I don't want to learn.
I should have learn from mou mou ren to say I'm only 20 just because my birthday isn't over yet. I'm considered old for being 21. Not old for my adults friends. But for those teens, I am an aunty to them! Piang lor! Was asked to go clubbing always cos I've reach the age of clubbing? What a joke. I don't like the feeling of bring drunk. Dizzy and wobblery. What for to get yourself drunk? Forget your sorrows?
Guys. I don't know what's wrong with them. Are they born to be a flirt? I've a guy buddy which I find him not bad at first. True towards girl he like. But now, I find that I'm totally wrong about him. Not long ago, I heard from a meimei that he like her and hint her about going into a relationship. And now, I heard from another meimei that he likes her and ask her about going into a relationship. Couldn't believe my ears. Just weeks and he actually like another girl. Suddenly find that he's another of the jian yi ge ai yi ge type. Can't he be zhuan yi to one girl? Okay, I admit I know he's a flirt at first. I thought he's just playing cos it's only online. But now in real, he's also the same. Regret knowing him too well. I pity the girls. I couldn't bring myself to tell my meimei about him. I can only hint that he's very close to someone whom she knows also last time. And the poor girl is suffering now.
I feel like shouting out loud at a seaside and the waves will wash away my problems. Suddenly I miss malacca. I love the seaside. Although dirty and the water isn't clear. But as the wind blows along, it's really a wonderful feeling. Till now, I didn't cry infront of the others much. There's only one guy who say me cried before. And it's kor. Haha. I'm named crybaby by him. -.-
Trying to get myself into a good mood by later. I always know how to comfort others but can't comfort myself. No habbo for tonight. I'd concentrate on the forum and try to blog out a piece of article tonight. It's been days since I said I wanted to update it, but still nothing comes out from my brain. Or maybe I should rest early? We'd see. :)
Being promoted is a good thing. But I don't know what can I do for them. In terms of my position, I should do a little something more then the others. But I'm useless. I can't help much. I don't even have time to online much. What can I do for them? And neither do I want to just sit around doing nothing at all. Maybe, I shouldn't have accept this position after all.
I feel so outdated. I don't know what's happening around me. Outing, gathering, I'm invited to none. Hate this. Friends outing, classmates gathering, I'm forced to miss all of them always. I wanted to join too. I need a break too. But none bother about asking or imforming me.
Suddenly, I'm feeling so tired. Tired of everything. That's why I changed everything such as my blogskin. Trying to get a new feeling. Tired of knowing too many things. I didn't reveal my blog address to friends who are not close to me. I hope I can get some privacy and personal space of my own.
Is it a crime not to own driving license? Went job hunting. And most of them ask "Can you drive?" My answer is of cos no. And of cos for sure. No chance for me. Their reply was so shocking. "WHAT? You're already 21 and can't drive?" WTF! Is it a crime not knowing how to drive? Mom don't allow me to learn driving. As if I don't want to learn.
I should have learn from mou mou ren to say I'm only 20 just because my birthday isn't over yet. I'm considered old for being 21. Not old for my adults friends. But for those teens, I am an aunty to them! Piang lor! Was asked to go clubbing always cos I've reach the age of clubbing? What a joke. I don't like the feeling of bring drunk. Dizzy and wobblery. What for to get yourself drunk? Forget your sorrows?
Guys. I don't know what's wrong with them. Are they born to be a flirt? I've a guy buddy which I find him not bad at first. True towards girl he like. But now, I find that I'm totally wrong about him. Not long ago, I heard from a meimei that he like her and hint her about going into a relationship. And now, I heard from another meimei that he likes her and ask her about going into a relationship. Couldn't believe my ears. Just weeks and he actually like another girl. Suddenly find that he's another of the jian yi ge ai yi ge type. Can't he be zhuan yi to one girl? Okay, I admit I know he's a flirt at first. I thought he's just playing cos it's only online. But now in real, he's also the same. Regret knowing him too well. I pity the girls. I couldn't bring myself to tell my meimei about him. I can only hint that he's very close to someone whom she knows also last time. And the poor girl is suffering now.
I feel like shouting out loud at a seaside and the waves will wash away my problems. Suddenly I miss malacca. I love the seaside. Although dirty and the water isn't clear. But as the wind blows along, it's really a wonderful feeling. Till now, I didn't cry infront of the others much. There's only one guy who say me cried before. And it's kor. Haha. I'm named crybaby by him. -.-
Trying to get myself into a good mood by later. I always know how to comfort others but can't comfort myself. No habbo for tonight. I'd concentrate on the forum and try to blog out a piece of article tonight. It's been days since I said I wanted to update it, but still nothing comes out from my brain. Or maybe I should rest early? We'd see. :)
Monday, May 15, 2006
=D
Happy. Just plain happy. If you know me well, you should know why and what happen. Keke.
I understand now. No problem about it. You'd catch me online more often now. I won't go into hiding like a mouse O.O for now.
Way overdue. Nah. Don't say that. It doesn't matter to me. If there's stuff for me, I'd help. If not, I'd just online less and rest more.
Duo with di today. And there's only one word to describe the whole session. And it's
LAG!
LOL!
Lag like bobba. Lag till we can't talk well. Lag like anything and everything are just like upside down. OMG! What am I saying? LOL!
I'm looking forward to 27th~~!! :D:D
I understand now. No problem about it. You'd catch me online more often now. I won't go into hiding like a mouse O.O for now.
Way overdue. Nah. Don't say that. It doesn't matter to me. If there's stuff for me, I'd help. If not, I'd just online less and rest more.
Duo with di today. And there's only one word to describe the whole session. And it's
LAG!
LOL!
Lag like bobba. Lag till we can't talk well. Lag like anything and everything are just like upside down. OMG! What am I saying? LOL!
I'm looking forward to 27th~~!! :D:D
Saturday, May 13, 2006
You want a more interesting post?
I've friends complaining my posts for the last few days are dull and bored. Just how do you want it to be? Funny? Humorous? They're saying I'm blogging XiaXue's way. What is Xiaxue's way? Tell me. Is it blogging what is in your mind? Yes, I do that. But I must admit I'm not as straight forward and direct as her. Her way of blogging is unusual. And I can never do that. I know who reads my blog. So I won't blog about anything too private in terms of personal or work matters.
I will turn a big circle and just hint what's happening around me. If you're smart, guess it yourself then. If you can't, then it's too bad. I won't blog it out loudly here and make that person embarrassed. I just had my own way of blogging. Does it matter if I follow someone's way or not? I admit I like XiaXue's way of blogging. But must I follow her just to entertain my readers? This just don't make sense.
Was awoken up my kor's message saying 'Wake up le pig.' It's only 1.45pm my dear kor! He message me at 11am. And I doze back soon after replying a 'Kor, I still want to sleep.' Okay, I admit it. I'm a pig. Happy? Oink oink! ^_^
So many people are going around asking me how I get sweety's newest song Ying Hua Cao. Does it matter to you? Does it matter if YES 9.33 FM never played if before and I played it on air? I got lobangs from Taiwan okay? Don't tell me you guys think I hack into their company's website and got it? That's so ridiculous.
Gotten myself a slot on the event. Don't want to let others think that I'm doing totally nothing at all. I'm taking late night as usual. Doesn't matter if there's anyone to duo with me or not. I usually don't meet their time and neither do they meet mine.
My neck goes 'crock crock' the moment I turn my head. Not again. I keep twisting it till I'm dizzy. It's not sprained or what so ever. I think it's my bones which is cranky. With this old body of mine, no wonder I couldn't get a job. The chances for the job is getting slimmer day by day.
Been squeezing my brain juice just for ideas on my novel. It's been a long two weeks since I last update. All my posts in the forum and my blog are screwed up. I've been staring at my computer for the past few days for almost 12 hours per day. But still nothing comes out from my head.
Mom said she'd be going with Karen jie to twin's house tomorrow. Dumping me home alone again. But I do enjoy the feeling of being alone at home. It's carefree. Smells of freedom. Sometimes I do hope I have siblings to share my feelings and thoughts with. But I guess it's also not bad to have my online siblings. It's fate that lets us meet and allow our relationship to be so close.
You guys said you wanted a perfect english post. And there you go. Satisfied? It's not that I can't wrote english. I just want to be more carefree in my blog and wrote whatever that comes into my mind. It's not a crime to blog in singlish. After all we are Singaporens. Are there any rules under blogger which said you have to blog in pure english? Enough said today. Won't be updating till tomorrow.
I will turn a big circle and just hint what's happening around me. If you're smart, guess it yourself then. If you can't, then it's too bad. I won't blog it out loudly here and make that person embarrassed. I just had my own way of blogging. Does it matter if I follow someone's way or not? I admit I like XiaXue's way of blogging. But must I follow her just to entertain my readers? This just don't make sense.
Was awoken up my kor's message saying 'Wake up le pig.' It's only 1.45pm my dear kor! He message me at 11am. And I doze back soon after replying a 'Kor, I still want to sleep.' Okay, I admit it. I'm a pig. Happy? Oink oink! ^_^
So many people are going around asking me how I get sweety's newest song Ying Hua Cao. Does it matter to you? Does it matter if YES 9.33 FM never played if before and I played it on air? I got lobangs from Taiwan okay? Don't tell me you guys think I hack into their company's website and got it? That's so ridiculous.
Gotten myself a slot on the event. Don't want to let others think that I'm doing totally nothing at all. I'm taking late night as usual. Doesn't matter if there's anyone to duo with me or not. I usually don't meet their time and neither do they meet mine.
My neck goes 'crock crock' the moment I turn my head. Not again. I keep twisting it till I'm dizzy. It's not sprained or what so ever. I think it's my bones which is cranky. With this old body of mine, no wonder I couldn't get a job. The chances for the job is getting slimmer day by day.
Been squeezing my brain juice just for ideas on my novel. It's been a long two weeks since I last update. All my posts in the forum and my blog are screwed up. I've been staring at my computer for the past few days for almost 12 hours per day. But still nothing comes out from my head.
Mom said she'd be going with Karen jie to twin's house tomorrow. Dumping me home alone again. But I do enjoy the feeling of being alone at home. It's carefree. Smells of freedom. Sometimes I do hope I have siblings to share my feelings and thoughts with. But I guess it's also not bad to have my online siblings. It's fate that lets us meet and allow our relationship to be so close.
You guys said you wanted a perfect english post. And there you go. Satisfied? It's not that I can't wrote english. I just want to be more carefree in my blog and wrote whatever that comes into my mind. It's not a crime to blog in singlish. After all we are Singaporens. Are there any rules under blogger which said you have to blog in pure english? Enough said today. Won't be updating till tomorrow.
Habbo Day
Online the whole day. Spend mostly on habbo-ing. Actually intend to go west mall to settle my M1 stuffs but was lazy. And need to spend quite an amount of money too. Transfering the M1 account from mom's name to mine cost $20++ each? And I need a new sim card too. Tough chore.
At last had some time to dj awhile today. My awhile is 3++ hours? Haha. Can reach around 60++ listeners isn't that bad. I thought all listeners forget me already. Played some songs and those dedications are killing me. I didn't even had time to take a break and read those dedis non stop. Think I read about 40 dedis today. Piang eh!
Night was spend chit chatting with korkor. Mei ah, kor miss you leh. He said you disappeared le. Keke. Such a wonderful and funny kor I had. And I discovered I had a nephew! LOL! But I wanted a da sao. Busy finding a perfect girl for my korkor. Any recommends? Must be I kan shun yan first then can. LOL! =X
Saw a post. A touching post by XY. I understand how she feels. I hope he does. I hope we all does. Do take care. I'm not sure about the matter now. I guess it's over or solved. Hope it does.
Quite a fruitful day. At long last I have some time to online more in habbo. But I don't think I'd be able to get the job. Leave it to fate. Back to pei my korkor chat chat ler. Weekends rocks!
At last had some time to dj awhile today. My awhile is 3++ hours? Haha. Can reach around 60++ listeners isn't that bad. I thought all listeners forget me already. Played some songs and those dedications are killing me. I didn't even had time to take a break and read those dedis non stop. Think I read about 40 dedis today. Piang eh!
Night was spend chit chatting with korkor. Mei ah, kor miss you leh. He said you disappeared le. Keke. Such a wonderful and funny kor I had. And I discovered I had a nephew! LOL! But I wanted a da sao. Busy finding a perfect girl for my korkor. Any recommends? Must be I kan shun yan first then can. LOL! =X
Saw a post. A touching post by XY. I understand how she feels. I hope he does. I hope we all does. Do take care. I'm not sure about the matter now. I guess it's over or solved. Hope it does.
Quite a fruitful day. At long last I have some time to online more in habbo. But I don't think I'd be able to get the job. Leave it to fate. Back to pei my korkor chat chat ler. Weekends rocks!
Friday, May 12, 2006
Am I Working Soon
I think the 4 leaf clover really helps alot. It's really lucky. I'm starting to believe that it really brings luck. I actually found a job in such easy manner. Walk past TS lazar, saw there's a notice say hiring staffs, time 6pm-10pm. Went in, talk awhile to the manager, fill in a form, and got the job? O.O? As simple as that.
But it's still not comfirm. She'd called me to comfirm regarding when and how to work. And mom and dad die die don't believe I got a job and say I'm lying -_- Forget it. I'd prove it to them then. The pay is $4.50 per hour and it's only working on weekdays. Still ok lah. The transport fee to causeway point isn't very ex. So go and laze my time away lor. Chances quite high for this job. If I don't get this, I'd sure I won't go TS lazar to buy discs again! Lol!
So of course I won't be online much now. Am too busy. Need to go settle my hp stuffs tmr. Start work on monday. Woo~~!! Extra pocket money! Mp3 and digicam isn't a dream anymore. Keke!
But it's still not comfirm. She'd called me to comfirm regarding when and how to work. And mom and dad die die don't believe I got a job and say I'm lying -_- Forget it. I'd prove it to them then. The pay is $4.50 per hour and it's only working on weekdays. Still ok lah. The transport fee to causeway point isn't very ex. So go and laze my time away lor. Chances quite high for this job. If I don't get this, I'd sure I won't go TS lazar to buy discs again! Lol!
So of course I won't be online much now. Am too busy. Need to go settle my hp stuffs tmr. Start work on monday. Woo~~!! Extra pocket money! Mp3 and digicam isn't a dream anymore. Keke!
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Inactive Habbo
Finally had some time to online at quite an early time which is already 6.30pm in the evening. Had some fun time with the eLitezs including playing a session of FF hosted by sappy together. Won the round and the prize was a hc sofa sponsered by sappy. Must really thanks shubby for letting me. Because di was asking me some dj stuffs and I can't concentrate on the game much.
Feel I have really drift alot from them. I don't even know the new dj pass. I don't know what's going on with them and what new stuffs that's in the process. Although I followed up closely at the news in club:litez but it's still useless. No habbo = know nothing.
But those few days break sure perks me up. Habbo sure can make you bored. Unless you log in once in awhile then it will tends to be fun. I won't pin so much hopes on litez now. Didn't do anything much for them. Tried to dj, but the time slots are fully booked. And the reasons isn't as simple as you think. Oh well.
I'm spending more time on forums and jungiery news. Accompany Darren and chat with him till the early morning yesterday as he's not able to sleep. Poor guy. But I stayed till 6am then went off to bed. Cannot stand it anymore. I'm drowsy, don't even know what I'm trying to type and he don't want me to call him.
Watch the videos on youtube regarding jungiery. Mostly wan quan yu le. And was laughing crazily. I know don't jungiery stars can be so funny. And I must really admit they're really pro. Acting, hosting, singing, dancing. All knows. And thru taiwan entertainment news, can find lots of fishy and interesting stuffs going on between them. SW and XQ and SW pants dropped off etc.
All these are better then to stay in habbo and get so much stress all the time. I wonder how much longer can I stand staying in habbo. I prefer reading my favourite forums that is more relaxing then playing habbo. I'm begining to get lazy at typing nowadays.
Not a very interesting post tonight means I'm not in a good mood. I'd be busy again. Won't even have the time to dj. Not my fault. I wanted to today but the slots are 'full'. Oh well. Forget it. Can't be too accditted on habbo and dj matters. I need some time of my own too. Offline times.
Feel I have really drift alot from them. I don't even know the new dj pass. I don't know what's going on with them and what new stuffs that's in the process. Although I followed up closely at the news in club:litez but it's still useless. No habbo = know nothing.
But those few days break sure perks me up. Habbo sure can make you bored. Unless you log in once in awhile then it will tends to be fun. I won't pin so much hopes on litez now. Didn't do anything much for them. Tried to dj, but the time slots are fully booked. And the reasons isn't as simple as you think. Oh well.
I'm spending more time on forums and jungiery news. Accompany Darren and chat with him till the early morning yesterday as he's not able to sleep. Poor guy. But I stayed till 6am then went off to bed. Cannot stand it anymore. I'm drowsy, don't even know what I'm trying to type and he don't want me to call him.
Watch the videos on youtube regarding jungiery. Mostly wan quan yu le. And was laughing crazily. I know don't jungiery stars can be so funny. And I must really admit they're really pro. Acting, hosting, singing, dancing. All knows. And thru taiwan entertainment news, can find lots of fishy and interesting stuffs going on between them. SW and XQ and SW pants dropped off etc.
All these are better then to stay in habbo and get so much stress all the time. I wonder how much longer can I stand staying in habbo. I prefer reading my favourite forums that is more relaxing then playing habbo. I'm begining to get lazy at typing nowadays.
Not a very interesting post tonight means I'm not in a good mood. I'd be busy again. Won't even have the time to dj. Not my fault. I wanted to today but the slots are 'full'. Oh well. Forget it. Can't be too accditted on habbo and dj matters. I need some time of my own too. Offline times.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday To My Dear Kelvin Kor!
Come on people! Sing my kor a birthday song okay?
Ready?
Happy Birthday tome! (sings)
Eh? *cough* Opps, sorry, sala liao. I mean
Happy Birthday to you! (sings)
(Oi! Chinese version can or not? English one sibei sian one leh!)
Okay okay! Chinese de then.
Ready?
Zhu (<--Pig) Ni ShengDan Ri Kuai Le! (sings) =P
Zhu Ni Sheng RiBu Kuai Le! (sings) =P=P
Zhu Ni Sheng Ri Kuai Leeeeeeeeeeeeeee (sings halfway pause 30 secs to catch breathe *cough cough*) -_-
Zhu Zhu (Pig) Kor Tian Tian Kuai Le! =DDD
Old another year liao. We want a sao sao. *hints*
Don't care if you didn't read my blog. I song to post this here! ~~
Eh,
WAIT!
But is today really kor's birthday?
Don't hammer me, I really forget le. Sorry kor. Hope I didn't remember wrongly. Too many people de birthday is in May. But I know it's on these few days. T.T
Aiya, don't care liao lah.
Kor! Zhu Kor! Sheng Ri Kuai Le! 23 liao. Don't play play hor. I'd gokacau pei you next month if can. But got yan now, no need us liao loh. Kakaka! =X
But I only scared I go then scarly you need mc again. Choy choy! Then I get the blame. (Long kang! You sibei suay de leh! Everytime you come, everytime I mc. Ke wo de!)
-_-''' Sorry kor.
*Runs~~!!*
Come on people! Sing my kor a birthday song okay?
Ready?
Happy Birthday to
Eh? *cough* Opps, sorry, sala liao. I mean
Happy Birthday to you! (sings)
(Oi! Chinese version can or not? English one sibei sian one leh!)
Okay okay! Chinese de then.
Ready?
Zhu (<--Pig) Ni Sheng
Zhu Ni Sheng Ri
Zhu Ni Sheng Ri Kuai Leeeeeeeeeeeeeee (sings halfway pause 30 secs to catch breathe *cough cough*) -_-
Zhu Zhu (Pig) Kor Tian Tian Kuai Le! =DDD
Old another year liao. We want a sao sao. *hints*
Don't care if you didn't read my blog. I song to post this here! ~~
Eh,
WAIT!
But is today really kor's birthday?
Don't hammer me, I really forget le. Sorry kor. Hope I didn't remember wrongly. Too many people de birthday is in May. But I know it's on these few days. T.T
Aiya, don't care liao lah.
Kor! Zhu Kor! Sheng Ri Kuai Le! 23 liao. Don't play play hor. I'd go
But I only scared I go then scarly you need mc again. Choy choy! Then I get the blame. (Long kang! You sibei suay de leh! Everytime you come, everytime I mc. Ke wo de!)
-_-''' Sorry kor.
*Runs~~!!*
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Interesting Matters
I'm feeling so sleepy now. Eyes are half closed. Went out the whole day and am tired. PS aka Plaza Sing is so far when you go by mrt. Went there to meet JQ with Fenni. JQ gave me a thing that allows you to hang it on the hp. But, never will he know that he bought the same thing as mei bought for me when she went Japan last time.
When he pass me the tiny plastic bag that contains it, I had this thought that the thing will be same as what mei bought me. And when I opened it, I was haha-ing there. Such a coincidence! JQ bought a panda hello kitty and mei bought a Japanese hello kitty. Both kitties look so alike.
But they won't know that?
My
Hp
Can't
Hang
It!
-_-
Stupid Hp of mine.
Haha.
We separate and went shopping. Fenni and me bought a four leaf clover necklace which is said to be able to bring good luck for our mother. Affordable and nice looking that I bought myself one too. It really looks well. Mom wore it when I pass it to her. But the necklace is too short. Mom says this makes her feel as if she's wearing a dog collar.
-_-llllllllllllllllllllllll
Quickly change to a longer silver necklace for her. And it's still too SHORT!
-_-llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
Give up. It's her neck which is too fat. -.-
We went home for dinner shortly after buying the necklaces. On my way home on the train, I was hiao-ing non stop trying to get a good shot of myself.
And I did it! =D
Haha.
I managed to snap a good looking view of myself and am sastified with the results. At last I'm a good photographer.
:D:D:D
But taking photos on the train sure is weird. Later other passengers mistaken that you are taking their pictures then uh oh.
Upon reaching home I get the biggest shock. I received a letter from the government. And it's about?
Human Organ Transplant
What the -.-
Congratulations! You will soon be turning 21 years old. With your coming of age, you will fall within the age group of Singapore Citizens And Permarnent Residents covered by the Human Organ Transplant Act (HOTA).
HOTA? I still Otah leh. Mom was choy-ing all the way. Yeah, what a wonderful gift from the government for my 21st.
Dad wanted me to opt out. If I didn't do it, I'd be automatically opt in.
What the?
And the process is so troublesome. First I need a witness. Second is a photocopy of my IC.
Oh well, what to do. It's the government.
-.-
When he pass me the tiny plastic bag that contains it, I had this thought that the thing will be same as what mei bought me. And when I opened it, I was haha-ing there. Such a coincidence! JQ bought a panda hello kitty and mei bought a Japanese hello kitty. Both kitties look so alike.
But they won't know that?
My
Hp
Can't
Hang
It!
-_-
Stupid Hp of mine.
Haha.
We separate and went shopping. Fenni and me bought a four leaf clover necklace which is said to be able to bring good luck for our mother. Affordable and nice looking that I bought myself one too. It really looks well. Mom wore it when I pass it to her. But the necklace is too short. Mom says this makes her feel as if she's wearing a dog collar.
-_-llllllllllllllllllllllll
Quickly change to a longer silver necklace for her. And it's still too SHORT!
-_-llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
Give up. It's her neck which is too fat. -.-
We went home for dinner shortly after buying the necklaces. On my way home on the train, I was hiao-ing non stop trying to get a good shot of myself.
And I did it! =D
Haha.
I managed to snap a good looking view of myself and am sastified with the results. At last I'm a good photographer.
:D:D:D
But taking photos on the train sure is weird. Later other passengers mistaken that you are taking their pictures then uh oh.
Upon reaching home I get the biggest shock. I received a letter from the government. And it's about?
Human Organ Transplant
What the -.-
Congratulations! You will soon be turning 21 years old. With your coming of age, you will fall within the age group of Singapore Citizens And Permarnent Residents covered by the Human Organ Transplant Act (HOTA).
HOTA? I still Otah leh. Mom was choy-ing all the way. Yeah, what a wonderful gift from the government for my 21st.
Dad wanted me to opt out. If I didn't do it, I'd be automatically opt in.
What the?
And the process is so troublesome. First I need a witness. Second is a photocopy of my IC.
Oh well, what to do. It's the government.
-.-
Monday, May 08, 2006
Stupidly Stupid
I'm just angry. So stay away from me if you don't want to get burn by my angry flames. What can I said about ai qing mo fa shi now. It's in a total mess. Can't blame me for being disappointed and angry. The stupid BJ. The whole forum is in total madness scolding the BJ. Why isn't wang zi bian qing wa's BJ here to help. I can't stand the thoughts of watching the show anymore.
First, er qi propose to xiao bei. Ok fine, we all knew it since the blog's address is leak out a few days ago. So it's nothing shocking. The shocking part is written below.
Second, qing kong actually hurt her hand and stupid ya si. I said stupid ya si not ming dao okay. He wanted to accompany her to UK for treatment. Means what now? He gave up on xiao bei?
Third, er qi's son appearedat last. Since episode 8 or 9 we all know he had a son, till now then the kid appear. And thankfully jacky and yu rong had some speech in episode 14. They won't be vase supporting actors without any talking for now.
Now what? Are they dragging the show to let it last till episode 20? Xiao beifinally sick then ya si will came back right? We all know about this long time ago. We only want the main part to start rolling in now. And not dragging till humans are extinct then start filming the main part.
Suddenly, I think I prefer wang zi bian qing wa more. Poor 183 esp ming dao and shao wei are so innocent. They shouldn't acted in this show. Let qiao qiao be the cast role and all's settled.
I can't blabber in the forums otherwise will get an IP ban. But it's my blog here! Who dares to ban me? Kakakaka. You didn't watch the show and not a fan of ming dao, you won't understand my feelings. It's kind of selfish for the taiwanese producers. They don't spare a thought for the artistes.
The only interesting part about today's episode is xiao qiao acting as a tennis player. Chio oh! But she's only a extra role for awhile only. So sad. And poor juan jie aka jin zhi ma ma next week also be an extra. So cham. All big shot becomes extras in this show.
And now, who's been visiting my chinese blog yet didn't even post a comment. It's very rude to do that. It's just a form of manners to say hi after you went to someone's blog and enjoy all the stories. Otherwise, just don't visit the blog.
The speed is quite fast tonight. Think I should be able to rest early. Out tomorrow with Fenni. We went pasar malam just now. Bought a tube top each. Will be giving her one of the two short pants I bought there just now. Dad and mom says it's too short. -_-
Wonder if JQ is able to meet us tomorrow. Wonder what he have for me. Thanks friend.
Mom asked me a weird question till I don't know how to answer her. Are you avoiding? Hahahahahaha.. No, Of course not. Why should I? No reasons for that right?
I'd go and browse at the war at the forums now. Begin to driftvery far from habbo and litez. Maybe I'd suddenly MIA. I hope I'd be able to do that. I always just said it and have not done it. Trust me, I will just disappear one day. Leave quietly from the virtual world and learn to move on. No courage so I choose to creep away silently. I'm really tired with handling online stuffs. I am, really am.
First, er qi propose to xiao bei. Ok fine, we all knew it since the blog's address is leak out a few days ago. So it's nothing shocking. The shocking part is written below.
Second, qing kong actually hurt her hand and stupid ya si. I said stupid ya si not ming dao okay. He wanted to accompany her to UK for treatment. Means what now? He gave up on xiao bei?
Third, er qi's son appeared
Now what? Are they dragging the show to let it last till episode 20? Xiao bei
Suddenly, I think I prefer wang zi bian qing wa more. Poor 183 esp ming dao and shao wei are so innocent. They shouldn't acted in this show. Let qiao qiao be the cast role and all's settled.
I can't blabber in the forums otherwise will get an IP ban. But it's my blog here! Who dares to ban me? Kakakaka. You didn't watch the show and not a fan of ming dao, you won't understand my feelings. It's kind of selfish for the taiwanese producers. They don't spare a thought for the artistes.
The only interesting part about today's episode is xiao qiao acting as a tennis player. Chio oh! But she's only a extra role for awhile only. So sad. And poor juan jie aka jin zhi ma ma next week also be an extra. So cham. All big shot becomes extras in this show.
And now, who's been visiting my chinese blog yet didn't even post a comment. It's very rude to do that. It's just a form of manners to say hi after you went to someone's blog and enjoy all the stories. Otherwise, just don't visit the blog.
The speed is quite fast tonight. Think I should be able to rest early. Out tomorrow with Fenni. We went pasar malam just now. Bought a tube top each. Will be giving her one of the two short pants I bought there just now. Dad and mom says it's too short. -_-
Wonder if JQ is able to meet us tomorrow. Wonder what he have for me. Thanks friend.
Mom asked me a weird question till I don't know how to answer her. Are you avoiding? Hahahahahaha.. No, Of course not. Why should I? No reasons for that right?
I'd go and browse at the war at the forums now. Begin to drift
Sunday, May 07, 2006
A Gross Post
As said in my previous post, I woke up quite early today. 2nd reason is due to Karen jie is at my house. So I woke up and accompany her chit chat. If not next time my nickwill be zhu mei. Gee. Kor zhu ge and me zhu mei? Pengz~! I can wake up early de okay? Don't play play arh!
Jie and mom talked about the party in malacca next month. When I heard balloons, I nearly shiver. Why must they decorate the whole house with all these bombs? Scary leh! But maybe I'd not be going in. Go to malacca by myself seems to be a bad idea. I'm not familar with all those routes there.
Have you ever heard of Sweety's new song Ying Hua Cao? Sakura grass????? Weird song name. But it's such a wonderful soothing song. Nice nice. I'd recommend you to listen to it if you have the chance. But seems that this song is quite limited. Only those who are members got it.
Wil be going to pasar malam with Fenni tonight. Tomorrow we'd be going out, if possible, meet JQ and collect the thing he brought back from Japan. As said by Fenni, we are tang jie meis. If we are not close, then who will? Because all our other cousins are way too much older then us. Big age difference.
I'm still not feeling very well. Feverish last night. Plus cold and gastric. So ke lian. Talking about all these medical stuffs, are you afraid of those bloody pictures? Example like organs and broken limbs and fingers etc. I don't understand why people will be afraid of all that. Some even puke or fainted on the spot. Don't need so kua zhang bah? We all had them on our body. Don't tell me you don't have organs such as heart, brain and all? I'm too curious about all this till mom buay tahan and surrender the white flag.
Remembered once kor send me pictures of hands being squash by mince meat machine. Ewww? Gross? Disgusting? Nope! It's interesting! I actually go and zoom those pictures and look if the fingers can be attatched back and if the bones are still intact. Mom came in, saw it, and screamed, "Fang, Ni bian tai lah!" LOL!
I'm quite interested in the human body stuffs. I can't believe that there will be people afraid of blood. Perharps I've been staying too much in hospital last time till I've already get used to it. Almost all the hospital in Singapore I've been before. Mount Elizabeth, NUH, SGH, Ya Li Shan Da, how the heck it's spell in english? Injections? It don't give me a hoo ha. Blood also don't scared me. I was wondering why blood have different red colours. Why har?
The only thing I'm afraid of is puking and all those stuffs. Mainly because I've puke too much. Puke till I'm scared. I remembered puking ten plus buckets till blood cames out everytime. Those are disgusting and scary. So I'd siam if I saw all those stuffs or someone feeling unwell.
Don't say about all those le. I'm feeling queasy now. Lol. I think I forget to ask you guys to prepare a plastic bag in advance. Dream Land don't provide you with it. Kakaka.
Headache, really tough headache. I regret writing about ming dao's and qiao en's relationship. Writing about wang zi bian qing wa or ai qing mo fa shi would be better. Those fans are so niao one. Must write till exact otherwise they will complained. I have not update it for 1 week now. Readers are rushing me. Brain dead. No ling gan. Stress. Sian lah. Maybe will anyhow tender one post up tonight. Wish me luck.
Jie and mom talked about the party in malacca next month. When I heard balloons, I nearly shiver. Why must they decorate the whole house with all these bombs? Scary leh! But maybe I'd not be going in. Go to malacca by myself seems to be a bad idea. I'm not familar with all those routes there.
Have you ever heard of Sweety's new song Ying Hua Cao? Sakura grass????? Weird song name. But it's such a wonderful soothing song. Nice nice. I'd recommend you to listen to it if you have the chance. But seems that this song is quite limited. Only those who are members got it.
Wil be going to pasar malam with Fenni tonight. Tomorrow we'd be going out, if possible, meet JQ and collect the thing he brought back from Japan. As said by Fenni, we are tang jie meis. If we are not close, then who will? Because all our other cousins are way too much older then us. Big age difference.
I'm still not feeling very well. Feverish last night. Plus cold and gastric. So ke lian. Talking about all these medical stuffs, are you afraid of those bloody pictures? Example like organs and broken limbs and fingers etc. I don't understand why people will be afraid of all that. Some even puke or fainted on the spot. Don't need so kua zhang bah? We all had them on our body. Don't tell me you don't have organs such as heart, brain and all? I'm too curious about all this till mom buay tahan and surrender the white flag.
Remembered once kor send me pictures of hands being squash by mince meat machine. Ewww? Gross? Disgusting? Nope! It's interesting! I actually go and zoom those pictures and look if the fingers can be attatched back and if the bones are still intact. Mom came in, saw it, and screamed, "Fang, Ni bian tai lah!" LOL!
I'm quite interested in the human body stuffs. I can't believe that there will be people afraid of blood. Perharps I've been staying too much in hospital last time till I've already get used to it. Almost all the hospital in Singapore I've been before. Mount Elizabeth, NUH, SGH, Ya Li Shan Da, how the heck it's spell in english? Injections? It don't give me a hoo ha. Blood also don't scared me. I was wondering why blood have different red colours. Why har?
The only thing I'm afraid of is puking and all those stuffs. Mainly because I've puke too much. Puke till I'm scared. I remembered puking ten plus buckets till blood cames out everytime. Those are disgusting and scary. So I'd siam if I saw all those stuffs or someone feeling unwell.
Don't say about all those le. I'm feeling queasy now. Lol. I think I forget to ask you guys to prepare a plastic bag in advance. Dream Land don't provide you with it. Kakaka.
Headache, really tough headache. I regret writing about ming dao's and qiao en's relationship. Writing about wang zi bian qing wa or ai qing mo fa shi would be better. Those fans are so niao one. Must write till exact otherwise they will complained. I have not update it for 1 week now. Readers are rushing me. Brain dead. No ling gan. Stress. Sian lah. Maybe will anyhow tender one post up tonight. Wish me luck.
After The Election
After the election, you'd find white sharks all over Singapore's estate. They are roaming on their old lorries with the super duper loudspeaker that will blast your eardrums burst. And mind you. It's on such an early sunday morning. Sweet dreams, -.-zZzzZz, suddenly...
Thank you for your support! Thank you so much! <--- In 4 Lauguages
?!?!?!
Huh????
Woke up, and heard this,
"Teo Ho Pin thanks you for the support."
On an early sunday morning!
What de.....
What a great alarm clock
Kiasu PAP
-_-
Dr Teo, we know you are grateful to us and wanted to thanks us. But not at such an early time please? And the worst thing is, I'm living beside a CC. After all those 'announcements', the
Lion dance arrived!
Piang eh! No need to sleep liao. A whole sunday morning is ruined.
We'd be grateful to you too if you didn't do all this at such a time. I watch your boss Mr Lee's I don't understand what's he's talking speech till 3am. Then as expected, all of you are so hardworking, come and thanks us at such an early time. And in such a way.
Other then that, I have no complaints about the PAP. Main point? I just hate living beside the CC. Next time, lower the volume please. Thank you.
The Election
PAP won again this year. But still can't snatch back Hougang and Potong Pasir.
-_-
So? Means?
No show to see lor. Nothing new this year. Sianz. I'm still awaiting for opposition parties to win more. But PAP also quite in danger. Their votes are quite low this year.
I'm very glad Dr Teo Ho Pin wins! He even had the highest votes of all the SMC. YAY!! Dr Teo! Dr Teo! Dr Teo! BP residents supports you all the way. Opposition party? Didn't even smell his breathe in BP. Don't know where he hides. Lol.. No sight of him in the neighbourhood at all.
Let's wait for 5 years later. I can vote le then! Come lah! So wasted leh. If I'm born in 84 de then can vote. Opposition party lai lai. I don't stay in Hougang or Potong Pasir so I won't vote for opposition party de. Kakakaka.. Let's hope Dr Teo still stays in BP. I don't want him to go elsewhere.
The younger one these days are not very concerned about the election. I talk on the phone with Darren that day and asked him what's his district, does the residents there have to vote? He says he don't know what district he's staying at. Because he have not reach the age yet so don't have to vote so don't even have to care which district he's in? Means he don't know who's his MP lor.
Piang eh! Like that also can?
Hahaha.. For me, it's also my first year concern about the election. And I gain alot from it. Know lots of stuffs and all. Not bad mah.
Gee, I'm still sick. Fever, gastric, runny nose, cough, all lah. Hope I'd be better soon. The panadol I eaten is useless. I feel cold now. Sianz. Off to rest le.
Lastly, I'm still happy with the results tonight. And cheers for Dr Teo!
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So? Means?
No show to see lor. Nothing new this year. Sianz. I'm still awaiting for opposition parties to win more. But PAP also quite in danger. Their votes are quite low this year.
I'm very glad Dr Teo Ho Pin wins! He even had the highest votes of all the SMC. YAY!! Dr Teo! Dr Teo! Dr Teo! BP residents supports you all the way. Opposition party? Didn't even smell his breathe in BP. Don't know where he hides. Lol.. No sight of him in the neighbourhood at all.
Let's wait for 5 years later. I can vote le then! Come lah! So wasted leh. If I'm born in 84 de then can vote. Opposition party lai lai. I don't stay in Hougang or Potong Pasir so I won't vote for opposition party de. Kakakaka.. Let's hope Dr Teo still stays in BP. I don't want him to go elsewhere.
The younger one these days are not very concerned about the election. I talk on the phone with Darren that day and asked him what's his district, does the residents there have to vote? He says he don't know what district he's staying at. Because he have not reach the age yet so don't have to vote so don't even have to care which district he's in? Means he don't know who's his MP lor.
Piang eh! Like that also can?
Hahaha.. For me, it's also my first year concern about the election. And I gain alot from it. Know lots of stuffs and all. Not bad mah.
Gee, I'm still sick. Fever, gastric, runny nose, cough, all lah. Hope I'd be better soon. The panadol I eaten is useless. I feel cold now. Sianz. Off to rest le.
Lastly, I'm still happy with the results tonight. And cheers for Dr Teo!
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi
I'm fuming with anger. If I didn't breathe in and out, I'm ready to blast anytime. Puking blood now. Just what does aqmfs's BJ thinking? She's a crazy woman to think of this story line. Wasted my time to watch a show like this for 3 whole months. It's dragging way too long. I don't think they can finish the whole drama in 20 episodes.
I just can't stand it anymore. The BJ brain sala one. Such a PL show let her edit till like this. First lots of actors and actress disappeared. Zhe ming leh? Ke lan leh? Tong tong leh? And Fernado also gone missing liao. Keep on dragging ya si, er qi and xiao bei's 3 jiao lian. And make it like wzbqw. Just like jun hao married yun xi then regret. Now also hurt shao wei de role. Wth lor. San li station so lan one.
The lastest news about er qi and xiao bei filming the engaged part leak out and cause a hoo ha on the forum now. Don't even know what are they doing to the show. Will make both ya si and er qi hurt in this way. Totally just because of xiao bei's stupidness. And qing kong also kena scold like mad on the forum by the fans. Can't an ou xiang ju, and idol drama be more better? This show caught my eyes last time, but after all these lan part, I sort of regret watching it for 3 whole months.
Qiao en, I'm glad she don't have a part in this. This drama is totally ruined. Stupid qiao jie li and san li. Poor xiao qiao also acted as a passer by only. As what the fans expected. This show is film just to make qiao qiao famous. And ming dao, shao wei and the others all so cham to pei pao with her. No wonder the forums are in a big mess now. Heng I'm not the ba zhu. If not mati liao.
Nvm if you don't understand what I'm trying to say. I just want to vent out fustration. If not I'd go bonkers. But if you understand what I'm saying because you watch aqmfs too. Feel free to comment on this. I don't think anyone would be happy that the show goes at this way. It better be a good ending or qiao jie li and san li jia lat liao. Poor artists had to suffer again. Tsk tsk tsk.
I just can't stand it anymore. The BJ brain sala one. Such a PL show let her edit till like this. First lots of actors and actress disappeared. Zhe ming leh? Ke lan leh? Tong tong leh? And Fernado also gone missing liao. Keep on dragging ya si, er qi and xiao bei's 3 jiao lian. And make it like wzbqw. Just like jun hao married yun xi then regret. Now also hurt shao wei de role. Wth lor. San li station so lan one.
The lastest news about er qi and xiao bei filming the engaged part leak out and cause a hoo ha on the forum now. Don't even know what are they doing to the show. Will make both ya si and er qi hurt in this way. Totally just because of xiao bei's stupidness. And qing kong also kena scold like mad on the forum by the fans. Can't an ou xiang ju, and idol drama be more better? This show caught my eyes last time, but after all these lan part, I sort of regret watching it for 3 whole months.
Qiao en, I'm glad she don't have a part in this. This drama is totally ruined. Stupid qiao jie li and san li. Poor xiao qiao also acted as a passer by only. As what the fans expected. This show is film just to make qiao qiao famous. And ming dao, shao wei and the others all so cham to pei pao with her. No wonder the forums are in a big mess now. Heng I'm not the ba zhu. If not mati liao.
Nvm if you don't understand what I'm trying to say. I just want to vent out fustration. If not I'd go bonkers. But if you understand what I'm saying because you watch aqmfs too. Feel free to comment on this. I don't think anyone would be happy that the show goes at this way. It better be a good ending or qiao jie li and san li jia lat liao. Poor artists had to suffer again. Tsk tsk tsk.
Friday, May 05, 2006
My Regrets
Okay, it's another grandmother story telling time tonight. Been thinking of the past these few days. My mood is dull and down. Feeling quite depressed lately.
Fenni came over today and print her stuffs again. Envy that she could go to poly. I remember passing by Ngee Ann and BPGH last time. Wishing I'm able to study there. Maybe BPGH is my target, that's why I stress myself so much and try my best to aim for the marks I wanted. And that's a high 240++. I can never get so much. The most should be around 220++ only. I wanted to get into a good school, so I'd never be look down on again. I want to prove it. Prove to everyone I can do it. But I still didn't succeed in the end.
I know dad envy his brother, my uncle, that he had such a successful daughter. I only made my dad feel ashamed. The times I was being bullied in school left a scar on me. Those nightmares can't be washed away. Ask Junhao and you'd know how much I've suffer. By whom? By a Fu guy. What names I've been called by him etc. Regret asking the vice principal to let me go to D class. I rather landed myself in EM3.
Bump into Mdm Nirwani on the bus one day not long ago. She didn't even know that's me standing beside her. Try hard not to let her know who I am. I guess she must be feeling weird why there's a person that keep looking at her. On the 20 mins journey, I don't dare to tell her who I am. I just kept looking at her with tearful eyes. I feel ashamed to call her. Sorry mdm, I still failed, totally failed and ruined everything.
Remembered C class Mrs Irene Tan once told me. Girl, if you look down on yourself, on one is able to help you. You're not going to succeed this way. Tell me, what you want to be when you grow up? I was silly enough to tell her that I wanted to be a lawyer. I wanted to go to NUS and study law. At the age of 10 and I told her this. She gave me a stunned look and replied. Good thoughts dear, keep it up. I know you can do it. And suddenly I score high marks for my exams on that day. But now it's all useless, they are just childish talks. I know she's still teaching in the school. Still a maths HOD. Wanted to go and visit her, but I just don't dare to face her.
Wanted to meet Mdm Lim most. A teacher whom I deeply respect till now. She know my temper well and what I wanted since she teach me in primary 2. Although she was not my chinese teacher for many years, she still lend me her greatest support and encouragement as always. Waited till primary 6 she and she was my teacher again. You'd never know how glad I am. And I'm glad I never followed Junhao and the rest to C class. She's the best teacher I can have. She will let me go and eat even if it's not recess just because I told her I'm hungry. She will wait for me to ran back from the washroom then continue the test. She will pay for my food and ask the aunty to gave me more ingredients. I can get to share her food with her. I can even get to sit at the teachers side with her. And stayed in the teachers room to rest and chit chat with her while I'm waiting for my extra lessons. If only, I can meet Mdm Lim again, I just want to tell her that I'm sorry. I don't know if you'd forgive me, but I'd never forget what you've done for me. You will be my best teacher ever.
If only I can turn back time. I regret not to listen to my friends and rather listen to my parents and made up that regretful choice. I'm sorry, sorry to everyone.
Fenni came over today and print her stuffs again. Envy that she could go to poly. I remember passing by Ngee Ann and BPGH last time. Wishing I'm able to study there. Maybe BPGH is my target, that's why I stress myself so much and try my best to aim for the marks I wanted. And that's a high 240++. I can never get so much. The most should be around 220++ only. I wanted to get into a good school, so I'd never be look down on again. I want to prove it. Prove to everyone I can do it. But I still didn't succeed in the end.
I know dad envy his brother, my uncle, that he had such a successful daughter. I only made my dad feel ashamed. The times I was being bullied in school left a scar on me. Those nightmares can't be washed away. Ask Junhao and you'd know how much I've suffer. By whom? By a Fu guy. What names I've been called by him etc. Regret asking the vice principal to let me go to D class. I rather landed myself in EM3.
Bump into Mdm Nirwani on the bus one day not long ago. She didn't even know that's me standing beside her. Try hard not to let her know who I am. I guess she must be feeling weird why there's a person that keep looking at her. On the 20 mins journey, I don't dare to tell her who I am. I just kept looking at her with tearful eyes. I feel ashamed to call her. Sorry mdm, I still failed, totally failed and ruined everything.
Remembered C class Mrs Irene Tan once told me. Girl, if you look down on yourself, on one is able to help you. You're not going to succeed this way. Tell me, what you want to be when you grow up? I was silly enough to tell her that I wanted to be a lawyer. I wanted to go to NUS and study law. At the age of 10 and I told her this. She gave me a stunned look and replied. Good thoughts dear, keep it up. I know you can do it. And suddenly I score high marks for my exams on that day. But now it's all useless, they are just childish talks. I know she's still teaching in the school. Still a maths HOD. Wanted to go and visit her, but I just don't dare to face her.
Wanted to meet Mdm Lim most. A teacher whom I deeply respect till now. She know my temper well and what I wanted since she teach me in primary 2. Although she was not my chinese teacher for many years, she still lend me her greatest support and encouragement as always. Waited till primary 6 she and she was my teacher again. You'd never know how glad I am. And I'm glad I never followed Junhao and the rest to C class. She's the best teacher I can have. She will let me go and eat even if it's not recess just because I told her I'm hungry. She will wait for me to ran back from the washroom then continue the test. She will pay for my food and ask the aunty to gave me more ingredients. I can get to share her food with her. I can even get to sit at the teachers side with her. And stayed in the teachers room to rest and chit chat with her while I'm waiting for my extra lessons. If only, I can meet Mdm Lim again, I just want to tell her that I'm sorry. I don't know if you'd forgive me, but I'd never forget what you've done for me. You will be my best teacher ever.
If only I can turn back time. I regret not to listen to my friends and rather listen to my parents and made up that regretful choice. I'm sorry, sorry to everyone.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
Complains And More Complains
I feel like bursting. I'm going crazy. To be exact, my whole family is going crazy. Mom is busy with making her dogs. Dad is busy going to the turf club. And I wonder how much he lose there. He's been screaming at mom telling her to go find a job. Saying we don't have extra cash. And mom will screamed back saying why she's not allowed to work last time. Now she's turning 50. Who would want to hire her? And okay, you got it. Word War 3 arrived.
Now you tell me, would you want to wake up to see the war? Of course not right? So I slept the day away. I didn't even want to tell them I had a terrible case of headache. The pain killed me till it's tough to sleep. Thinking of what Prof Ong says last time. My mom's brain tumor will Yi Chuan. Gasp. Don't dare to think about it anymore. Woke up at 5pm today. And double war. Mom screamed at me, dad shouted at me. And I was busy quarreling and arguing with them.
Alright, I'm screamed to get a job. I went for dozens of interviews, no news at all. Because of why? Mom dumped away my cert. Now all the shops don't even believe I actually studied before. What the hell lor. Why I'm forced to leave school? It's basically because of my dad. He's afraid of losing face. Imagine going to school one day. And got told by the teacher. Sorry, your dad had sign on the letter which allows you to withdraw from school, you can go home and rest now. Fuck. Kena shock like siao. I only thought he's joking. I can continue for another year. It's not a problem for me at all. And I got this answer. Didn't even ask for my consent. I hate the school and MOE too. They should need the student's consent to proceed right?
I think I better go and hide in malacca soon. But I'd get screamed for waking late too right? No worries, I know at least it's better then here. I had a crazy mom and a crazy dad. Step on their tail and boom! Tio blast. Dad will only throw his temper when he's short of money. It's only 4th today. And where's his salary gone? Said no money to pay the bills too. I've already prepared to get electric cut off one day if this continue. Mom gets easily annoyned for anything and everything recently. After her brain surgery, she had totally changed. That's why I said, had Prof Ong changed a screw up brain for her? Or remove some normal nerves from her head? She's haywired now.
I really need to be calm for being able to stay in this house. Or I'd go into hougang ave 8 soon. Or perharps even changi. Got to control my temper. Mom and dad are not the same anymore. Mainly because of money issue. If only I had tons of money and just dump it to them. Settled. Peace at last. I'd earn loads of money. And I mean it. Wish me luck.
Now you tell me, would you want to wake up to see the war? Of course not right? So I slept the day away. I didn't even want to tell them I had a terrible case of headache. The pain killed me till it's tough to sleep. Thinking of what Prof Ong says last time. My mom's brain tumor will Yi Chuan. Gasp. Don't dare to think about it anymore. Woke up at 5pm today. And double war. Mom screamed at me, dad shouted at me. And I was busy quarreling and arguing with them.
Alright, I'm screamed to get a job. I went for dozens of interviews, no news at all. Because of why? Mom dumped away my cert. Now all the shops don't even believe I actually studied before. What the hell lor. Why I'm forced to leave school? It's basically because of my dad. He's afraid of losing face. Imagine going to school one day. And got told by the teacher. Sorry, your dad had sign on the letter which allows you to withdraw from school, you can go home and rest now. Fuck. Kena shock like siao. I only thought he's joking. I can continue for another year. It's not a problem for me at all. And I got this answer. Didn't even ask for my consent. I hate the school and MOE too. They should need the student's consent to proceed right?
I think I better go and hide in malacca soon. But I'd get screamed for waking late too right? No worries, I know at least it's better then here. I had a crazy mom and a crazy dad. Step on their tail and boom! Tio blast. Dad will only throw his temper when he's short of money. It's only 4th today. And where's his salary gone? Said no money to pay the bills too. I've already prepared to get electric cut off one day if this continue. Mom gets easily annoyned for anything and everything recently. After her brain surgery, she had totally changed. That's why I said, had Prof Ong changed a screw up brain for her? Or remove some normal nerves from her head? She's haywired now.
I really need to be calm for being able to stay in this house. Or I'd go into hougang ave 8 soon. Or perharps even changi. Got to control my temper. Mom and dad are not the same anymore. Mainly because of money issue. If only I had tons of money and just dump it to them. Settled. Peace at last. I'd earn loads of money. And I mean it. Wish me luck.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
My Past And No Future
Mom came back today. But will be going again in a couple of weeks. And I need to tag along this time. They are celebrating mom's 50th's birthday for her. And it's on such an early date. 4th June? Mom's birthday's on 22th. Seems they are celebrating her lunar's birthday. Ah po mention that. Big uncle also will be joining us? Since when is he getting so well along with us?
I don't understand why mom had to fork out all the money for her celebration. They wanted the celebration. So at least pay a little right? Share the cost and take it as mom's birthday present. I had to go malacca early and help out with the stuffs. I'm going to make this a big celebration for mom.
Ever since the big crisis a few years ago regarding her health, I'm worried sick when mom's feeling a tad unwell all the time. I wanted to make her happy, wanted to plan a big surprise for her, but it turns out badly last time. She was sick again soon after her birthday. From that time onwards, I'm afraid to celebrate her birthday for her again. Living in fear when she's in hospital. Thinking what will happen. Dad and I had prepare for the worst. A brain surgery isn't easy. It's quite dangerous with a 15% endangered on it.
Luckily, all is fine now. Just hope, after her 50th birthday. All will be well. I only wish for her to be happy and healthy. Money or not doesn't matter anymore. Thinking of the time, I really nearly gone bonkers because of the hospital and surgery bill. I was afraid to visit mom in ICU. Seeing her in pain makes me upset and worried. When the bill arrived, I was glad the government cover quite a lot for us. Can you imagine how to fork out $30000? Never in my life would I have such loads cash.
I don't wish to think of the unhappy moments of mom in hospital and my school life. Those days are terrible and horrible. I'm feeling so helpless. No care from friends, no one stood by my side. Great thanks to YT who gave me a call to comfort me. I'd never forget it. Thanks girl.
I still remembered how I cried when I'm back home after visiting mom in ICU. I couldn't stand it anymore. Twice in ICU. What has mom done to suffer from all these? Dad saw it, and ask me to cry it out loudly. It will make me feel better. Saying now mom isn't as strong as before, I need to learn to take care of myself. From that day onwards, I've learn to grow up. That night was the first time I saw tears droplets in his eyes.
I will never forget how I'm forced to jump from the 4th floor of the school building just because I'm not given a chance to took the exams. Neither can I forget the tears that rolled down mom's cheeks when she went to fetch me back from school when I'm sick every time. Think of it. Go there and got scolded by the principal that she had such a useless daughter. You imagine it. If the principal says your daughter is useless, only knows how to absent from school. Is she faking or what? How will you feel?
If I don't want to consider about my mom's feeling and just continue the path, brace up and go ahead, I guess my life will be totally different now. But the principal is right too. A student who does nothing and keep absent from school. Out of 90 days, I just gone to school for 10 days. The rest are spend in my bed wailing in pain. No! I don't want this kind of life too. I wanted to be healthy. I want to be like the other childrens. My grades dropped from all A's to B's. I'm feeling so ashamed of myself too. The one who gets kick out of EM1 because her grades dropped to B's? What a joke. You must be kidding. Ever since, I'm stressing myself so hard. Now I'm regreting this. Why am I stressing myself so hard for? All because of mom. I just want to make her happy. Who will know that it turns out the opposite? Stress too much till I get sick all the time. Worried too much till I lay in bed all day. I hate all that!
How I wish I can changed the past. How I wish my life is not the same now. How I wish all is just a dream, a nightmare. When I wake up, all will be totally different from now. But I know, I really must be dreaming now to say all these. I know I am.
I don't understand why mom had to fork out all the money for her celebration. They wanted the celebration. So at least pay a little right? Share the cost and take it as mom's birthday present. I had to go malacca early and help out with the stuffs. I'm going to make this a big celebration for mom.
Ever since the big crisis a few years ago regarding her health, I'm worried sick when mom's feeling a tad unwell all the time. I wanted to make her happy, wanted to plan a big surprise for her, but it turns out badly last time. She was sick again soon after her birthday. From that time onwards, I'm afraid to celebrate her birthday for her again. Living in fear when she's in hospital. Thinking what will happen. Dad and I had prepare for the worst. A brain surgery isn't easy. It's quite dangerous with a 15% endangered on it.
Luckily, all is fine now. Just hope, after her 50th birthday. All will be well. I only wish for her to be happy and healthy. Money or not doesn't matter anymore. Thinking of the time, I really nearly gone bonkers because of the hospital and surgery bill. I was afraid to visit mom in ICU. Seeing her in pain makes me upset and worried. When the bill arrived, I was glad the government cover quite a lot for us. Can you imagine how to fork out $30000? Never in my life would I have such loads cash.
I don't wish to think of the unhappy moments of mom in hospital and my school life. Those days are terrible and horrible. I'm feeling so helpless. No care from friends, no one stood by my side. Great thanks to YT who gave me a call to comfort me. I'd never forget it. Thanks girl.
I still remembered how I cried when I'm back home after visiting mom in ICU. I couldn't stand it anymore. Twice in ICU. What has mom done to suffer from all these? Dad saw it, and ask me to cry it out loudly. It will make me feel better. Saying now mom isn't as strong as before, I need to learn to take care of myself. From that day onwards, I've learn to grow up. That night was the first time I saw tears droplets in his eyes.
I will never forget how I'm forced to jump from the 4th floor of the school building just because I'm not given a chance to took the exams. Neither can I forget the tears that rolled down mom's cheeks when she went to fetch me back from school when I'm sick every time. Think of it. Go there and got scolded by the principal that she had such a useless daughter. You imagine it. If the principal says your daughter is useless, only knows how to absent from school. Is she faking or what? How will you feel?
If I don't want to consider about my mom's feeling and just continue the path, brace up and go ahead, I guess my life will be totally different now. But the principal is right too. A student who does nothing and keep absent from school. Out of 90 days, I just gone to school for 10 days. The rest are spend in my bed wailing in pain. No! I don't want this kind of life too. I wanted to be healthy. I want to be like the other childrens. My grades dropped from all A's to B's. I'm feeling so ashamed of myself too. The one who gets kick out of EM1 because her grades dropped to B's? What a joke. You must be kidding. Ever since, I'm stressing myself so hard. Now I'm regreting this. Why am I stressing myself so hard for? All because of mom. I just want to make her happy. Who will know that it turns out the opposite? Stress too much till I get sick all the time. Worried too much till I lay in bed all day. I hate all that!
How I wish I can changed the past. How I wish my life is not the same now. How I wish all is just a dream, a nightmare. When I wake up, all will be totally different from now. But I know, I really must be dreaming now to say all these. I know I am.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Random Post
Been lazy to come online recently. Woke up at a very late time. 5pm lor. When I said late, I mean it's really very late okay? Rush to buy groceries, come back it's already 7pm. Watch tv all the way till 11pm. Fann's show started showing today. Yay!
Just log in into habbo and log out soon after. Don't want others to say that I'm inactive or play MIA. But I didn't even bother to log into my msn for days. Since my online time is the opposite as the others. Nobody's online at these time too.
Some of my friends asked why didn't I came online much? Busy working? Or busy dating? I almost laugh my lungs burst when I heard the word dating. Hahahahahahaha.. Yea, how did they know I'm busy dating? So smart. I'm busy dating Zhou Gong. Busy sleeping all day lor. Lol!
Caught the show Superband on Channel U. And I find a familar face. Is that him? I wonder if any of our old friends had watch the show. Because that guy is just too familar. He looks like Peh. But his christian name is Darren? Or Derick? That's not his name right? Peh's christian name is C what what de. From his eyes and teeth and looks, he does look familar to me. I still can remember how he look. But his group kena kick out tonight already. Because he can't sing. And if it's him, he really can't sing one. Kakaka..
Mom will be back later. Finally can get rid of packed rice. Aunt Eng Hwa asked me why I didn't tag along with mom when I went to BP's popular to find her. My answer? I'm grown up! Grown up girls don't follow mummy. Hehe.. Saying about BP plaza's popular, its renovation changed the outlet so much. So much nicer now. But aunty says it's more messy now. Indeed it is. Must really get used to it. I can't find the way. Don't know which is which.
Ming Dao's new show Tian Shi Qing Ren started to flim. Starring Alex Toh and don't know who else those unfamous female actress. Hope won't nao fei wen with all those girls again lar. He said that this show is the first show where he acted as a non rich guy. Haha. And, please let Ming Dao have more rest. He looks like a balloon due to overwork recently. Shui Zhong. So swollen lor. Being an artiste isn't easy. Being a famous artistie is more harder. I envy taiwanese. They can caught so many of Ming Dao's shows and news. For me, one episode of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi is driving me crazy. So tough to catch one episode.
Another long night. So much stuffs undone. Better go and get busy now. If not I won't be able to clear all my stuffs tonight. Lastly, if you have not go xiaxue's blog before, do drop by www.xiaxue.blogspot.com to take a look at her blog. I love her use of words and her truthness.
Just log in into habbo and log out soon after. Don't want others to say that I'm inactive or play MIA. But I didn't even bother to log into my msn for days. Since my online time is the opposite as the others. Nobody's online at these time too.
Some of my friends asked why didn't I came online much? Busy working? Or busy dating? I almost laugh my lungs burst when I heard the word dating. Hahahahahahaha.. Yea, how did they know I'm busy dating? So smart. I'm busy dating Zhou Gong. Busy sleeping all day lor. Lol!
Caught the show Superband on Channel U. And I find a familar face. Is that him? I wonder if any of our old friends had watch the show. Because that guy is just too familar. He looks like Peh. But his christian name is Darren? Or Derick? That's not his name right? Peh's christian name is C what what de. From his eyes and teeth and looks, he does look familar to me. I still can remember how he look. But his group kena kick out tonight already. Because he can't sing. And if it's him, he really can't sing one. Kakaka..
Mom will be back later. Finally can get rid of packed rice. Aunt Eng Hwa asked me why I didn't tag along with mom when I went to BP's popular to find her. My answer? I'm grown up! Grown up girls don't follow mummy. Hehe.. Saying about BP plaza's popular, its renovation changed the outlet so much. So much nicer now. But aunty says it's more messy now. Indeed it is. Must really get used to it. I can't find the way. Don't know which is which.
Ming Dao's new show Tian Shi Qing Ren started to flim. Starring Alex Toh and don't know who else those unfamous female actress. Hope won't nao fei wen with all those girls again lar. He said that this show is the first show where he acted as a non rich guy. Haha. And, please let Ming Dao have more rest. He looks like a balloon due to overwork recently. Shui Zhong. So swollen lor. Being an artiste isn't easy. Being a famous artistie is more harder. I envy taiwanese. They can caught so many of Ming Dao's shows and news. For me, one episode of Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi is driving me crazy. So tough to catch one episode.
Another long night. So much stuffs undone. Better go and get busy now. If not I won't be able to clear all my stuffs tonight. Lastly, if you have not go xiaxue's blog before, do drop by www.xiaxue.blogspot.com to take a look at her blog. I love her use of words and her truthness.
Monday, May 01, 2006
I Just So Wanna Laugh
Kakakakakakaka.. Find that my laughter become either ahahaha or kakakaka. Lol? What's wrong?
Notice that I have not blog tonight. Was too glued to my computer screen watching the full episode of wan quan yu le 24/4 on youtube. Ming dao hosting with JR on that day. And it was chao funny. The guest appearence yu rong and gino added spices to that episode.
So many funny stuffs they shared and tease each other with. I just discovered that 4 guys will = 1 market too. LOL! And big report! I find that gino of kone is quite shuai actually. For the first time I find that all artisties of jungiery rocks. Nan de shuai nu de mei.
I'm still laughing on the wan quan yu le. Ming dao sure can chao re qi fen. Make the whole show so interesting. But guess I will be tearing later. The episode of ai qing mo fa shi is so sad this week. CRY! Stupid ya si. Why so po po ma ma? Like xiao bei then say lah. Drag and drag. Not like a man. I like shan jun hao better.
So sad I missed the habbo de litez (delights) ceremony. Twins were using computer the whole day. And it needed a rest. So I didn't watch ai qing mo fa shi online too. Only caught less then half an episode just now. Was crazily busy cleaning up my room. Clean and neat now. I'm loving it!
A long night ahead. Maybe will be writing my story. Continue part 2 from yesterday. Just found out someone use my title ming en lian zhi zhen ai. Hmph! Luckily the info not the same, if not I'd go sue that person to the person in charge of the forum. Hahahahahaha...
Notice that I have not blog tonight. Was too glued to my computer screen watching the full episode of wan quan yu le 24/4 on youtube. Ming dao hosting with JR on that day. And it was chao funny. The guest appearence yu rong and gino added spices to that episode.
So many funny stuffs they shared and tease each other with. I just discovered that 4 guys will = 1 market too. LOL! And big report! I find that gino of kone is quite shuai actually. For the first time I find that all artisties of jungiery rocks. Nan de shuai nu de mei.
I'm still laughing on the wan quan yu le. Ming dao sure can chao re qi fen. Make the whole show so interesting. But guess I will be tearing later. The episode of ai qing mo fa shi is so sad this week. CRY! Stupid ya si. Why so po po ma ma? Like xiao bei then say lah. Drag and drag. Not like a man. I like shan jun hao better.
So sad I missed the habbo de litez (delights) ceremony. Twins were using computer the whole day. And it needed a rest. So I didn't watch ai qing mo fa shi online too. Only caught less then half an episode just now. Was crazily busy cleaning up my room. Clean and neat now. I'm loving it!
A long night ahead. Maybe will be writing my story. Continue part 2 from yesterday. Just found out someone use my title ming en lian zhi zhen ai. Hmph! Luckily the info not the same, if not I'd go sue that person to the person in charge of the forum. Hahahahahaha...
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